“I was at Felixstowe for a day afterwards, and made

acquaintance--friends, I hope--with Felix Cobbold, a most attractive

fellow, with a delightful house, and a garden close above the sea, which

truly makes ‘the desert smile’ in that most hideous of all sea-places.

Then I was a night at the Palace at Norwich, full of childish

reminiscence to me, and most stately and beautiful it all looked--the

smooth lawns and bright flowers, the grand grey cathedral and soaring

spire, the old chapel and ruin; only the palace itself has had all the

picturesqueness washed out of it. Its geography is entirely altered, but

it was delightful to recognise old nooks and corners, and I almost

seemed to see my Mother sitting by the old-fashioned chimney-piece in

the Abbey-room. I spent a delightful evening with the Bishop (Pelham),

who poured out a rich store of anecdote and recollection for hours. He

spoke much of Manning, whom he had known most intimately--how his

characteristic had always been his ambition. He wanted in early life to

have gone into Parliament; then, when that failed, he wished to have

entered diplomacy; then his father’s bank broke, and he was obliged to

go into the Church. ‘Your uncle Julius and he,’ said the Bishop, ‘were

once with my brother (Lord Chichester), and Manning had been holding

forth upon the celibacy of the clergy. “At least you will agree with

me,” he said, turning to my brother, “that celibacy is the holier

state.” “Then of course you think,” said my brother, “that matrimony is

a _less_ holy state than celibacy.” And he started, with a reminiscence

of his own happy married life, and said, “Oh no!”’

“The Bishop talked much of Jenny Lind’s visit to Norwich when he was

here with the Stanleys; how the Duke of Cambridge had spoken to her of

the wonderful enjoyment her noble gift of voice must be, and how she had

answered, ‘I do enjoy it, and I thank God for giving it to me, and I

feel that in return I ought to use it first for His glory, and then for

the raising of my profession.’ When her great concert took place, Mr.

Thompson, a Norwich doctor, who had the management of the town

charities, ventured to put the best of the workhouse school-girls under

the orchestra, where no one could see them, whilst they could hear

everything. But Jenny was sometimes greatly overcome at the end of one

of her own songs, and it was so then, and when her song was over, she

retired to her own room; but, to reach it, she had to pass under the

orchestra, and there she saw a number of girls in tears, and asked who

they were. Mr. Thompson came to explain with some diffidence, for he did

not know how she would take it; but she was much interested, and asked,

‘Is there any one of your charities especially to which I could be of

any use?’ And he thought a minute and said, ‘What we really want is a

children’s hospital; there has never been one in Norwich.’--‘Then that

is just what I will give a concert for,’ said Jenny Lind; and of course

every one was delighted, and so the hospital was started. Afterwards she

sent down some one incognito to see how it was managed, and the report

was so favourable that she said she would give another concert, and that

set it up altogether. It is now the ‘Jenny Lind Hospital.’

“Talking of the late event at York led to the Bishop’s saying, ‘I heard

a fine thing of Archbishop Musgrave. I was not meant to hear it,

though. I was at Bishopthorpe to preach a consecration sermon for the

Bishop of Ripon. It was before I was a bishop myself, and I knew nothing

about precedence, and did not take my proper place in the procession as

was intended, though I was all ready, and I let them all pass out before

me. Only the Archbishop and Mrs. Musgrave remained. The Archbishop had

had a stroke of apoplexy then, from which he was only just recovering,

and it was his first appearance since, and they were all very anxious

about him. Just as they were leaving the house, the Archbishop said to

his wife, “My dear, take this key: it will unlock that box, in which you

will find a commission ready signed and sealed for the three bishops

present to take my place if anything _happens_ to me during the service:

whatever happens to me, the service must not be stopped.” And they went

on quietly to the church. I did not know which to admire most, the

Archbishop for making the speech, or Mrs. Musgrave’s perfect calmness in

hearing it and in taking the key. I spoke of it to Mrs. Bickersteth (the

Bishop of Ripon’s wife) afterwards, and she said, “That explains what

the Archbishop said to me last night--‘I am afraid you may be anxious

about the service to-morrow: set yourself quite at rest: everything is

quite settled, so that, whatever happens to me, the ceremony of

to-morrow will be carried out.’”

“The Lowthers joined me at Norwich, and we went together to

Woodbastwick, and for a delightful visit to the Locker-Lampsons at

Cromer. What an enchanting place it is! All the society meets on the

beach. Two bathing-machines were drawn up side by side, and their

inmates were in the sea. ‘I hope you will kindly consider this as a

visit,’ said one of them to his neighbour, with his head just above the

water. ‘Oh, certainly,’ said the neighbour, ‘and I hope you will kindly

consider this as a visit returned.’

“Mr. Locker is delightful. He says, ‘I suppose what makes a bore is a

man’s perpetually harping upon one subject, not knowing what details to

leave out, and insisting upon making his voice heard at unsuitable

times. But certainly a bore is a bore in accordance with what he is

talking about: if, for instance, a man went on talking for hours of my

“Lyra Elegantiarum,” I should never think him a bore.’ ‘My dear,’ he

says to Mrs. Locker-Lampson, ‘are you not sometimes of rather _too_

rigid a disposition? You know, at railway stations you often point out

to me a man as eternally damned because he wears trousers with rather a

broad check, and has an unusually large cigar in his mouth.’

“In Lady Buxton’s pretty house are a whole gallery of Richmond

portraits--a stately full-length of (her aunt) Mrs. Fry, most speaking

likenesses of her benignant father, her beautiful mother, of Sarah and

Anna Gurney, the ‘Cottage Ladies’--of her father-in-law, Sir Fowell of

the Slave Trade--of her sons and brothers-in-law. Yellow tulips, like

those at Florence, grow wild in her fields in abundance, and the cows

eat them.”

* * * * *

_To the_ COUNTESS OF DARNLEY.

“_Hotel d’Italie, Rome, March 30, 1892._--I think you will have wondered

what has become of me, and that you will like to know.

“I have been abroad since November 16, beginning by a week at Paris with

George Jolliffe, who was very ill then, and a month spent at Cannes in

visits to the De Wesselows, old friends of my Hurstmonceaux childhood;

and to my old schoolfellow Fred Walker and his nice wife, one of the few

people I know who have seen two separate and undoubted ghosts with their

own eyes. How civilised and be-villa’d Cannes is now, almost the least

pretentious house remaining in it being the little Villa Nevada, where

the Duke of Albany died, which was close to us, and which was so often

visited by ‘Madame d’Angleterre,’ as the people of Cannes call our

Queen. My ever-kindest of hosts were more people-seeking than

place-seeing. We had one delightful picnic, however, at the old deserted

villa of Castellaras, looking upon the blue gorge of the Saut de Loup. A

little suspicion of earthquake remained in the air from the alarm of the

last shock, when my friends’ native housemaid had refused to leave the

window, saying, ‘Puisque le dernier jour est arrivé, je veux avoir les

yeux partout, pour voir ce que se passe!’ Here at Rome there was a smart

shock this spring. Our old friend Miss Garden asked _her_ ‘donna’ if she

was frightened. ‘Oh yes,’ she said; ‘I felt the two walls of my little

room press in upon my bed. I knew what it was. But I could not remember

which was the right saint to pray to in an earthquake. So I just prayed

to my own grandmother, for she was the best person I ever knew, and

immediately I heard the voice of my grandmother, who said, “Don’t be

frightened; it will all pass; no harm will come to you.” So then I was

quite calm and satisfied.’ Might not this incident account for many

stories of Catholic saints?

[Illustration: SASSO.]

“I spent a week at Bordighera. Such varied points for walks! villages

like Sasso, which are just bright bits of umber colour amongst the

tender grey olives; little painted towns amongst the orange-gardens,

like Dolceacqua, with its pointed bridge and blue river and great

deserted palace of the Dorias. George Macdonald, a most grand old

patriarch to look upon, is king of the place. He writes constantly, and

never leaves the house, except to see a neighbour in need of help or

comfort. One after another of his delicate daughters has faded away,

but his sons seem strong and well, and there are several adopted

children in the house, half in and half out of the family, but all

calling Mrs. Macdonald ‘Mama.’ It is a very unusual household, but ruled

in a spirit of love which is most beautiful. I dined with them, the

dining-table placed across one end of the vast common sitting-room. On

Sunday evenings he gives a sort of Bible lecture, which all the

sojourners in Bordighera may attend.

[Illustration: AT BORDIGHERA.][498]

[Illustration: AT REBEKAH’S WELL, NEAR S. REMO.]

“Then I was a month in a palatial hotel at S. Remo, and greatly enjoyed

bright winter days of quiet drawing in its ravines with their

high-striding bridges, by its torrents full of Titanic boulders, or on

its pathlets winding through vine and fig gardens or along precipitous

crags; most of all in a delicious palm-shaded cove by the sea, where I

spent whole days alone with the great chrysoprase waves breaking over

the rocks in showers of crystal spray. With a charming Mrs. Rycroft and

her pleasant Eton boys, I made longer excursions to Ceriano and

Badalucco, very curious places surrounded by high mountains, with deep

gorges, old bridges, and waterfalls.

[Illustration: AT S. REMO.]

“But it is in changed, spoilt Rome that I have spent the last two

months. All picturesqueness is now washed out of the place, so that

people who have any interest about them now usually give it only a

glance and pass on. It has been delightful for me, however, that Miss

Hosmer is settled in this hotel, and that we dine together daily at a

little round table, where she is a constant coruscation of wit and

wisdom. All day she is shut up in her studio, which is closed to all the

world, but she cannot have a dull time, by the stories she has to tell

of the workmen and models who are her only companions. Here are a few

of them, only they sound nothing without her twinkling eyes and capital

manner of telling:--

[Illustration: GLEN AT S. REMO.]

“‘Minicuccia was an excellent model, but very jealous. “Have you seen

Rosa? What fine arms she has!” I said to her one day. “I have seen

_Rosaccia_” she replied, “and I should have thought, Signorina, that a

lady of your taste would have known better than to admire her arms. What

are they in comparison with really fine arms--with mine, for instance?”

“‘One day Minicuccia was at a café, and some one admired the legs of

another model. Forthwith she gathered up her petticoats, and danced with

her legs perfectly bare all about the place. She was not a bad woman; on

the contrary, she was a very moral one, and there was never a word

against her, but she wanted to show what fine legs were. The police,

however, heard of that escapade, and she was put in prison for a month

afterwards for such an offence against the _decenza pubblica_. Poor

Minicuccia!

“‘Then there was Nana, whom Lady Marian (Alford) painted so often, and

whom she was so fond of. She was a magnificent woman. Dear Lady Marian

used to say, “I would give anything to be able to come into a room with

the grace and dignity of Nana.” Her dignity was natural to her. Another

model once said to me, “I met that Nanaccia; she was walking down the

Via Sistina as if it all belonged to her.”

“‘There was a very nice boy-model I had, Fortunato he was called. He is

dead now--died of consumption, for he was always delicate. One day he

said to me, “Last Sunday, Signorina, I went to the garden of the

Cappuccini, and it is _such_ a garden!--quite full of fruit, the most

beautiful fruit. And the Fathers are so kind; they said I might eat as

much as ever I liked; only think of that, Signorina!”--“Well, that was

kind indeed; but what sort of fruit was it?”--“O, cipolle and

lettuge,[499] Signorina--most delicious fruit.”

“‘Marietta was another model who came to me, a large handsome woman. One

day I said to her, “Now, Marietta, I want you to look sad--_tutta

dolorosa_.”--“What! _lagrime_, Signorina?”--“No,” I said, “only _look_

sad; but if I wanted _lagrime_, could I have them too?”--“Sì, Signora:

basta pensare a quel calzolajo chi m’a fatto pagare sette lire in vece

di cinque, et piango subito.”[500]

“‘Marietta had a brother who managed her little business for her. I

asked her if it would not be very easy for him to misappropriate a

_scudo_ now and then. “Facile sì,” she said, “_essendo fratello_.”

“‘Mariuccia lived to be old, and many is the dinner and _paolo_ I have

given her; but when she was fifteen or so, she was the model for Mr.

Gibson’s ‘Psyche borne by the Zephyrs.’ She was always a wonderful

model: no one could act or stand as she did.

“‘Then there was that woman who had the drunken husband, who used to

beat her. One night he came in late and fell down dead drunk across the

bed. She took her needle and thread, and sewed him up in the sheets so

that he could not move, and then she took a stick, and beat him so that

he died of it: she was imprisoned for some years for that, though.

“‘I asked one of the workmen what he did when every one was away. “Why,

Signorina, I have the studio to clean out.”--“Well, I suppose that takes

you half-an-hour; and what do you do then?”--“Ma, Signorina, sto a

sedere.”--“And after your dinner, what do you do then?”--“Sto ancora a

sedere, Signorina.”--“Well, and in the evening?”--“Ma, Signorina,

continuo di stare a sedere.”

“‘My man Gigi came to me the other day and said, “I went to the Acqua

Acetosa[501] last Sunday, Signorina, and I liked the water so much, I

drank no less than twenty _fiaschi_ of it.”--“Well,” I said, “Gigi, that

was a good deal; I’ll get twenty _fiaschi_ of it, and put twenty _scudi_

down by them, and then, if you can drink them all off, you shall have

the _scudi_.”--“Well, Signorina, perhaps I did exaggerate a little: now

I come to think it over, perhaps it was ten _fiaschi_ I drank.”--“Well,

do it again before me, and you shall have ten _scudi_.” “Now, Signorina,

you know I like to be precise, perhaps it was six _fiaschi_ I

drank.”--“Well, do it again and you shall have six _scudi_.”--“Well, I

suppose it really was two _fiaschi_.”--“Oh, I could drink that myself!”’

“You may imagine how entertaining stories like these--traits from the

life around one--make our little dinners, and afterwards we often go

into the Storys’ apartment close by, where the easy intellectual

pleasant talk and fun are always reviving. Besides, it amuses Mrs.

Story, who is most sadly ailing now, though her cheerfulness is an

example. She says she comforts her sleepless nights by the old distich--

‘For all the ills beneath the sun

There is a cure, or there is none:

If there is one, try to find it;

If there is none, never mind it.’

“Nothing can describe the charm of Mr. Story’s natural bubble of fun and

wit, or the merry twinkle which often comes into his eye, even now, at

moments when his wife’s illness does not make him too anxious.[502] He

and Miss Hosmer are capital together. It is difficult to say what are

their ‘projecting peculiarities,’ as Dr. Chalmers would have called

them, they have so many; but they are all of a perfectly delightful

kind.

“‘Well, what’s the news, Harriet?’ he said as we went in to-night. ‘Why,

that I am going to be married.’--‘What! to the Pope?’--‘Yes, only I

didn’t want it to get out till he announced it himself.’

“‘An American was looking at my statue of Canidia the other day,’ said

Mr. Story, and exclaimed--“Ah! Dante, I suppose, or is it--Savonarola?”

Another man who came to my studio said, “Mr. Story, have you baptized

your statue?”--“Why, yes,” I said; “generally we think of the name

first, and then we set to work in accordance with it.”--“Well,” he said,

“there’s some as doos, and there’s some as doosn’t.”’

“Mrs Story was very amusing about an Italian who wanted a portrait of

his father very much, and came to an artist she knew and asked him to

paint it. The artist asked, ‘But when can I see your father?’--‘Oh, you

can’t see him: he’s dead.’--‘But how can I paint him, then?’--‘Well, I

can describe him, and he was very like me: I think you can paint him

very well.’ So the artist painted away, according to the description,

as well as he could. When he had finished the portrait he sent for the

son, anxious to see if he would find any likeness. The son rushed up to

the picture, knelt down by it, was bathed in tears, and sobbed out, ‘O

padre mio, quanto avete sofferto, o quanto siete cambiato: O non l’aveva

mai riconosciuto.’

[Illustration: CLAUDIAN AQUEDUCT.][503]

“Mr. Story says that when _Othello_ was performed at Rome, he saw it

with an Italian friend, who said afterwards, ‘Convengo che ci sono

qualche belle concette in questa dramma, ma fare tanto disturbo per un

fazzoletto non mi conviene.’

“Miss Hosmer told of a countryman who was asked what he thought of a

train, for he had just seen one for the first time--seen it as it was

entering a tunnel. ‘Well,’ he said, ‘it was just a black monster with a

goggle eye, and when it saw me, it gave a horrible shriek and ran into

its hole.’

“I should like you to have heard Miss Hosmer’s recollections of Kestner,

whose name was so familiar to me in old Bunsen days. He died soon after

she first came to Rome, but she recollects him as always wearing his old

red studio cap. He knew he was dying, and when it was very near the end,

he said to those who were with him, ‘Now, my dear friends, it is a very

sad experience to see a person die: I must beg you to leave me: it is my

great wish to be alone, and you may come back in two hours.’ They came

back in two hours, and found him lying peacefully dead. That is a

beautiful story, I think. It was Kestner who, priding himself very much

on his good English, said to Lord Houghton, ‘Allow me to present to you

my knee-pot (_nipote_).’

“Outside the charmed circle of Palazzo Barberini there is little now at

Rome but the most inferior American society. ‘We must stop at Milan, you

know, going back; there is a picture there by a man called Leonard

Vinchey we must be sure to see,’ said a neighbour at the hotel luncheon.

And, ‘Mr. Brown, sir, how’s Mrs. Brown’?--‘Well, she’s slim but round’

(meaning weak but about): this is the sort of thing one hears.

“In this hotel is the intelligent Indian Princess Tanjore, with whom I

have spent several evenings very pleasantly. Her ‘lady’ is Miss Blyth,

sister of the Bishop of Jerusalem, and authoress of that capital novel

‘Antoinette.’

“Dear old Miss Garden, whom you will remember hearing of as the kindest

and most original of Scottish ladies, still lives at 64 Via Sistina.

‘How did you manage to boil the eggs so well, Maria, when you can’t

tell the clock?’ said Miss Garden to her old donna, ‘for the eggs are

just perfect.’--‘Why, I’ll tell you how it is,’ said Maria: ‘a lady I

lived with showed me how to do it. I just put them into the water, and

then I say thirty-three _Credos_, and then I know that they’re done.’

“With Miss Garden and Mrs. Ramsay I went one day to the curious little

early christian cemetery of S. Generosa, a lovely spot, where marble

slabs covering the graves of martyrs under Diocletian are still seen in

a little hollow surrounded by wild roses and fenochii.

“My room in this hotel looks out on the Barberini gardens, and the

splash of its fountain is an enjoyment. Its being lighted by electricity

for the King’s visit the other day was a type of the times, rather a

contrast to twenty years ago, when there were torches on every step of

the great staircase to welcome even a cardinal, and when not only the

staircase, but the whole street as far as S. Teresa, was hung with

tapestries for the Prince’s funeral.

“On Ash-Wednesday I went, as I have always done here, to the ‘stations’

on the Aventine. It is still a thoroughly Roman scene. Before one

reaches S. Sabina, one is assailed by the chorus of old lady beggars

seated in a double avenue of armchairs leading up to the door, with

‘Datemi qualche cosa, signore, per l’amore della Madonna, datemi

qual’co;’ and behind them kneel the old men--‘Poveri, poveretti cieci,

signore,’ in brown gowns and with arms stretched out _alla maniera di S.

Francesco_. Spread with box is the church itself, with its doors wide

open to the cloistered porch and the sacred orange-tree[504] seen in the

sunny garden beyond. The Abbot is standing there, and has his hand

kissed by all the monks who arrive for the stations, till a cardinal

appears, after which he takes the lower place and is quite deserted.

Then we all hurry on to S. Alessio and its crypt, and then to the

Priorato garden, where, by old custom, we look through the keyhole of

the door, and see St. Peter’s down a beautiful avenue of bays.

“The passage of the Pope to the Sistine on his coronation anniversary

was a very fine sight. Borne along in his golden chair, with the white

peacock fans waving in front of him, and wearing his triple crown, Leo

XIII. looked dying, but gave his benediction with the most serene

majesty, sinking back between each effort upon his cushions, as if the

end had indeed come. Only his eyes lived, and lived only in his office;

otherwise his perfectly spiritualised countenance seemed utterly

unconscious of the thundering _evvivas_ with which he was greeted, and

which rose into a perfect roar as he was carried into the Sala Regia.

The potency of ‘Orders’ here is so great, that my Swedish decoration not

only gave me the best place, but I took in two young men as my chaplain

and equerry! After the Pope had entered the Sistine, we sat in great

comfort in the Sala Regia till he returned, and then, as there was no

one between us and the procession, we saw all the individual faces of

the old cardinals--how few of them the same now as those I remember in

the processions of Pius IX.

“There are no _evvivas_ now for the comparatively young king with the

white hair and the ever-tragic countenance: the taxes are too great. I

believe that he can read, if no one else can, the handwriting on the

wall which foretells the doom of his southern kingdom. And yet

personally no one could be braver or more royal, and, where they detest

the king, the people honour the man. ‘Your king is at that house which

has fallen down, helping with his own hands to dig out that old man who

is buried: he won’t leave till the old man is safe,’ said Mrs. Story to

her Italian maid Margherita. ‘Si, Signora, casa di Savoia manca qualche

volta di testa, mai di cuore;’ and it is quite true. All one hears of

the King’s self-abnegation is so fine. He used to be quite devoted to

smoking, but he was ill, and one day his physician told him that it was

extremely deleterious to him. He instantly took his cigar out of his

mouth, threw it into the back of the fire, and has never smoked again.

“The Pope’s secretary has just died of the influenza. Leo XIII. was much

attached to him, and is greatly distressed by his death. There is

something touching in the newspaper account of the Pope’s having refused

to eat, and his attendants having had to use _qualche dolce violenze_ to

make him do it.

“We have had two months of rain, only four fine days last week, in which

I went to the Crimera, to Fidenae, to Ostia, and to a touching and

beautiful Mass in the heart of the Catacomb of S. Praetextatus, where

the martyrs’ hymn was sung by a full choir upon their graves, its

cadences swelling through the subterranean church and dying away down

the endless rude passages, so long their refuge, and at last their place

of death.

“And now I must stop. I am just come up from luncheon. ‘Wal, I guess I’m

stuffed, but I’m not appeased,’ said my neighbour as we came out; and

she was _con rispetto parlando_, as they say here--a lady.”

* * * * *

_To_ HUGH BRYANS.

“_Rome, April 26, 1892._--How I wish you were here: how you would enjoy

it, though there is little to admire now in this much-changed Rome

beyond the extreme loveliness of the spring, with its Judas and May

flowers, and the golden broom of the Campagna. I have just been, with my

old friends Mrs. Ramsay and Miss Garden, to the Villa Doria to pick

anemones. There were thousands of them, and the ladies gathered them in

like a harvest. Their servant was told off to look after the violets.

Their late man, Francesco, said his was usually a very light place--‘ma

nella primavera, al tempo dei violette, e duro veramente.’

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