“At a quarter to five yesterday I went to Buckingham Palace--no string,

no crowd, no difficulty. By my ticket I had to enter through the hall

and rooms beyond it--the most picturesque way. The terrace was already

full of people, but the space is so vast there never could be a crowd,

and the scene was beautiful, looking down upon the sunlit lawns, the

lake and fountain, and the thousands of gaily-dressed people--the

splendid uniforms and lustrous robes and sparkling jewels of the Indians

glistening amongst them. It was impossible to find any one one looked

for, but one came upon hundreds of unexpected friends. Very few young

men seemed to have been asked, but there were galaxies of pretty girls.

One ancient Indian chief in white, with a flowing beard and a robe of

cloth of gold over his shoulders, was told he might salute the Queen. He

said he must do it after his fashion, which was to wipe the dust from

her feet with his handkerchief, and then kiss it.

“The beloved Queen, though very hot and tired (she had been before to

revisit her birthplace at Kensington), looked very sweet and smiling,

and walked indefatigably from side to side of the long avenues of

people, shaking hands with different ladies. There was the usual

procession of princes and princesses, including the white-haired Duchess

of Mecklenbourg and the ever-pretty group of Hesse princesses. The

Princess Beatrice’s baby assisted at the party in her perambulator,

pushed by a nurse in white. A good deal of my time was taken up by the

Duchess of Cleveland insisting that she could have no refreshment but

lemonade, and that being quite a quarter of a mile off; but I could not

get it after all, through people ten deep in the refreshment tents. Some

of the guests were rowed by the Queen’s boatmen in their gorgeous

mediaeval costume upon the lake, with very pretty effect. The palace is

very handsome on the garden side.”

* * * * *

“_July 8, 1887._--I made rather friends at the Speaker’s with his eldest

boy, Willie Peel, and walked about with him on the terrace. He is in all

the first flush of people-seeing, and thinks everybody full of

originality; yet how few ever say more than something they have heard or

read long ago, and dug up out of some remote corner of their brain. He

is, however, delightful, and being evidently ambitious, will some day be

very distinguished, I should think.

“How often one wishes one could enter society again, with one’s past

conversation like a white page, that where one could not say good of any

one, one had always kept silence. I sympathise with General Gordon

saying that one reason why he never desired to enter social life was the

very great difficulty of knowing people and not discussing others.”

* * * * *

“_July 9._--At Lambeth garden-party I sat with ----, whose marriage, an

admirable one, was quelched by worldly motives on the other side, sadly,

long ago. She spoke of the married happiness of her brilliant and

popular namesake ‘Yes, life for _her_ is always delightful now; but

_I_--but I!’--‘Where do you live?’--‘I don’t live, I exist.’

“I sat at dinner by Lady C, a very singular religious ‘talker,’ who

plunged at once into--‘I trust you are interested in the good

work.’--‘What good work?’--‘Raising the classes,’ and so on, and so on,

endless well-meant nonsense, in very grand expressions, till I longed to

say to her, and did, in other words, what Madame de Sévigné said to some

one, ‘Thicken me your religion a little; it is evaporating altogether by

being subtilised.’ I tried to dwell upon the really higher life (for she

had talked of her own neglected education), of teaching herself first as

much as possible, that she might help herself to teach her young son. I

suppose that, for her, would be the higher life. How much, in this

generation, ‘religious people’ are apt to forget John Wyckliff’s motto,

‘He who liveth best, prayeth best.’”

* * * * *

“_Sunday, July 10._--Sat in the afternoon in the garden at Lowther

Lodge, seeing a long diorama of people drop in and have tea.

“Afterwards I ascended the great brick mansions close by to see Mrs.

Procter (Barry Cornwall’s widow), who is not the least aged in mind, and

apparently not in body. People thought she would be broken by her

daughter’s death; but constitutions, especially of the old, seldom take

any notice of heart-blows, though there is something touching in the way

she speaks of her lost daughters as ‘my Edith,’ ‘my Adelaide.’ People

call her ‘Our Lady of Bitterness,’ but her words have no touch of

sharpness. No one is more agreeable still: no one has more boundless

conversational powers: indeed, she often says of herself that ‘talking

is meat, drink, and clothing’ to her. Her sense of humour is exquisite;

she never speaks bad grammar herself, so she can never tolerate it in

others. She wears a front of _blonde cendré_, and boldly speaks of it

as a wig. Mr. Browning came in, and they were most amusing together. ‘My

wife thought you would not perhaps like to meet Mr. Labouchere, Mrs.

Procter?’ said Mr. Thompson of the _Pall Mall Gazette_, rather

interrogatively. ‘Your wife was quite right: had I found, on coming to

dine with you, that Mr. Labouchere was expected, I should have been

compelled to ask you at once to call me a cab.’--‘Ah! Labby,

Labby!--Hie, cabby, cabby!!’ cried Mr. Browning in the quaintest

way.[456] Mr. Browning goes to see Mrs. Procter every Sunday afternoon,

giving up all else for it.

“Mrs. Procter has the almost lost art of conversation in the fullest

degree. Lord Houghton recollects how she was asked to meet Macaulay at

one of Rogers’ breakfasts. Afterwards she said to Rogers, ‘But where was

Macaulay?’--‘Why, he sat opposite to you!’--‘Was _that_ him? Why, I

always heard he was such a tremendous talker.’--‘So he is,’ said Rogers;

‘but you see I talked so much myself, I only left one opening, and that

_you_ took.’”

* * * * *

“_July 11._--Dined with the Seymour Hughes’s, where General Higginson

was full of indignation about the mismanagement of royal

invitations--that it was impossible for the Lord Chamberlain to do it

alone, but that he might have a committee--three or four men of the

Kenneth Howard kind--who would see that the right people were asked. The

Prince of Wales had said to one lady, ‘I did not see you at the

garden-party,’ and she had answered, ‘No, I was not asked; but my

dressmaker was.’”

* * * * *

“_July 15._--Dined with Mrs. Portman--a very large party. She told me

that, close to her country-house, a labourer had watched some boys

bathing, and thought how delightful was the way in which they dived,

floated, &c., and, though he could not swim, he determined that, on the

very first chance, he would enjoy the same amusement. Soon after, he was

sent to cut rushes with two other men. When his work was finished, he

remembered his wish, and did not even wait to undress, but, pulling off

his boots, jumped into the water with his clothes on. Soon he got into

a hole and began to sink. He called for help, and another of the men

jumped in, and was sucked into the hole also, and so the third. Mr.

Fitzhardinge Portman came up when it was all over, and said, ‘I will

ride on and break it to Mrs. W.,’ the wife of one of the men. As he

reached the cottage, Mrs. W. came out to meet him and said, ‘I know what

you have come to tell me, sir. Poor W. is dead.’--‘How can you know

it?’--‘Why, sir, just now my little girl came running in all awestruck,

and said that she had met a figure all in white in the wood-path down

which she always ran to meet her father; and then I knew it was a

warning.’

“There was a beautiful ball at Lowther Lodge--the Princess Christian

there and the garden illuminated, and looking, in that dress, as big as

the Green Park. I sat out with Lady Strathmore, full of all the

discomforts of a great inheritance--such endless details to be filled

up: such endless new responsibilities; and just what seems the wrong

things always left away.

“I heard such a charming story of little Jane Smith the other day. Her

nurse told her to say her prayers. She wouldn’t; she said God wouldn’t

expect her to. ‘But He always expects it,’ said the nurse. ‘No, He

doesn’t,’ replied little Jane, ‘for I told Him the other day I couldn’t

say them, I was so sleepy, and He said, ‘Don’t mention it, _Miss

Smith_.’”

* * * * *

“_July 15._--Rain on St. Swithin’s Day. Lady Lyndhurst says, ‘Do you

know that he was three times Lord Chancellor of England, and that the

only man who has filled that office three times since was my lord.’

“Went to see Mrs. Ross,[457] a breeze from Castagnuolo in London. She

was full of the enchantment of a visit to Lacaita at Leucaspide, and of

a tour she had made to Otranto; to Lecce, where all the professors had

met to receive ‘una donna molta istruita’ at the museum, where she had

not known anything whatever of the subjects they discoursed upon, but,

by judicious silence and an occasional ‘si,’ had now the highest

opinions; to Manfredonia, where the inn is now kept by one Don Michele,

to whom the would-be sojourners have to be formally presented, when he

accepts or rejects them, with ‘mi piace’ or ‘non mi piace.’ On one of

these excursions she heard the sound of an instrument hitherto unknown

to her from a hollow below the road, and going down, found a boy playing

on a long pipe of birch-bark. ‘Cosa è questo?’--‘Il fischio della

primavera;’ and she bought it for ten centimes--the sweetest of music

and of instruments; but it only lasts a week, and can only be obtained

with the spring.

“Afterwards I sat with Miss Seymour, who talked of the political state

of France, and of Kisseloff saying, ‘Ils se croient toujours malades

quand ils n’ont pas la fièvre.’

“Then to Mrs. Liddell (of Christ-Church). Princess Christian had just

been there for a committee for women’s work. Mrs. Liddell said she went

about immensely amongst the poor of Windsor, and had a district. Once,

when she went for a month to Berlin, she said to one of her poor women

that she was going away, but that she would be well looked after, as she

had got some one to take her place. ‘Yes, but it will not be the same to

me; for I shall have no one to tell my troubles to.’

“Mrs. Liddell had some capital oil-portraits. She asked who I thought

they were by. I supposed by young Richmond. ‘No; by my daughter

Violet.’”

* * * * *

“_July 16._--Luncheon with Lady Knightley and then to Osterley--a soft

warm day; the flowers, from the long drought, quite magnificent under

the dark cedars by the lake.

‘Look how the roses

Hold up their noses,’

said old Lord Ebury, with whom I walked about, and who begged Miss

Grosvenor not to leave him till she had found him an _innamorata_; which

she eventually did in the person of Lady Balfour of Burleigh, very

pretty in her attentions to the old man. Then the Duchess of

Mecklenbourg came, and also sat under the trees. Lady Wynford brought

Mr. Graham Vivian and me home, and I went to a Cinderella ball at Lady

Guinness’s--quite splendid; and though it began at ten and ended at

twelve, very crowded and successful, showing that the introduction of an

earlier hour for balls would be perfectly easy.”

* * * * *

“_July 17._--Met Mr. Reeve, the editor of the _Quarterly_. Mr. Tedder

reminded me of Mark Pattison’s speaking (in the _Academy_) of ‘those old

three-deckers--the _Edinburgh_ and the _Quarterly_; the latter of which

sets to sea under the guidance, apparently, of the Ancient Mariner.’

“I had luncheon yesterday with Mrs. Cyril Flower, the most amusingly

decided of women, and met young Lady Wenlock, pining to return to India,

where she enjoyed so much the languid life, or rather, as she called it,

the time for thought which the heat gave her.

“A most pleasant dinner at Charlie Balfour’s, meeting a group of real

friends--Guy Sebright and his nice wife, Basil Levett and his sweet Lady

Margaret, and Sir John Maxwell, who is most simple, clever, and

pleasant,--delightful to be with. Minnie Balfour was full of Mrs.

Slingsby, whose curious old house in Yorkshire is so strangely haunted.

One hot night, very late, when her husband was away, Mrs. Slingsby sat

out on the terrace, and below her, in the park, saw the most brilliant

light apparently burning on the grass. She went down to it, reached it,

and it disappeared. Exactly that day year, she watched for it and saw it

again. That time she went behind it, and saw it between herself and the

house.

“Lady Heathcote Amaury, whom I took down to dinner, said, ‘You know

young Lady Onslow was a daughter of Lord Gardner. She told me that her

father rented a place called Chilton from Colonel ----. When he took it,

Colonel ---- said, “As you are taking the place for some time, I think

perhaps it is my duty to tell you that the state bedroom is haunted. A

young ancestor of mine, dressed in a blue coat and breeches, with a

rose in his button-hole, comes in, arranges his hair at the mirror,

looks at the occupant of the room, throws up the window, and vanishes

through it. He does nobody any harm, and is excessively

pleasant-looking, still I ought not to let you take the place without

telling you.”

“‘Lord Gardner said he did not care a bit; but the state bedroom had

very remarkable furniture,--a magnificent bed with curtains looped up by

gilt cherubs, and, after Lady Gardner heard the story, she got leave to

change the furniture, and the old hangings were carefully put away, and

modern furniture used instead.

“‘Soon after some cousins of Lord Gardner, two ladies belonging to the

elder branch of the family, came from Scotland to stay, and were put

into that room. When they came down next morning, Lord Gardner asked the

elder if she had rested well after her journey. She answered, “Yes,

indeed, and I have had the most delightful dream: I dreamt that the room

I was in was furnished in the most beautiful way, with gilt cupids,

hangings, &c.,--and really what I dreamt was so charming that I longed

for you some time to be able to furnish the room just in that way. And

then--I seemed to be awake, but of course I could not have been--I saw a

young man of most beautiful countenance come into the room, dressed in a

blue coat, &c., which was quite in keeping with the room, and he went up

to the glass and arranged his hair, then he looked at me with a charming

expression upon his face, but just when he seemed going to speak, and I

was longing to know what he would say, he threw open the window, and

disappeared through it.”

“‘Lady Onslow said, “You may imagine the breathless interest with which

we listened.”’

* * * * *

“_July 17._--Supper at the Miss Hollands’. Met Mr. Turner, rather a

remarkable American. The sight of white roses made him say, ‘A white

rose comes home to me, Miss Holland, and I will tell you why. Many years

ago, in Philadelphia, I met a party of cousins, and we all spent the

evening together. A young cousin of mine--very pretty--was there, who

was lately married, and I was very glad to see her, and we talked much

together--so much together all evening that it was a matter of

comment--of foolish comment. When we parted, she gave me a white rose,

and she said, “You must keep that rose as long as we live.” I took the

rose home and pressed it. From time to time I heard from her afterwards,

but I never saw her, and I forgot the rose. Long afterwards I was in

Philadelphia again, and in the evening, opening a book, something fell

out on the floor: it was the white rose. I felt it an omen, and I said

to myself, “It is long since I heard of her; something has happened. I

will just go round to Uncle Joe’s and inquire.” I went, and found that

Uncle Joe knew nothing; but whilst I was there the news arrived that she

was dead.

“‘The white rose, when it fell, had told me that already.

“‘I believe in such things. I possess a looking-glass that I have long

had in my keeping. One day, there seemed no reason why, I saw it slide

from the table: it fell. The corner was broken off. I had it mended.

Almost immediately a cable was brought in announcing the death of a near

relation. Some time after it fell again. The other corner was broken

off. I said, “What is going to happen now?” The next day I heard of the

deaths of three intimate friends. So I said, “It will never do to go on

like this,” and I had the glass sawn down, and so framed and padded with

india-rubber at the back, that, if it fell, it was scarcely possible it

could be broken. Well, that--stopped it.’

“Mr. Turner gave a very curious account of the early state of many

American settlements--that the rivers or any running stream generally

marked the track for civilisation. It was easier to make a path along

them than anywhere else; a road followed, eventually a railway. Along

one of these tracks, many years ago, came annually a venerable old man.

People expected him--watched for his coming. He always came from the

east, and he was never observed to return: yet he came again from the

east in the following year. He was a kind of primitive missionary,

bringing Bibles, which he cut up, leaving parts in the different houses

he passed. Thus he would leave the Gospel of St. John one year, and the

next would call for it, and leave the Acts in its place. He had a

pocket-full of apple-seed, and wherever he stopped in the middle of the

day, he made a hole with his stick, and dropped one of his seeds into

it. People called him ‘Old John Apple-seed.’ Mr. Turner had seen many

fine apple-trees along the banks of streams, of which it was remembered

that they were planted by old John Apple-seed.

“Mr. Turner described how primitive many of the early lines of railway

were, made at the rate of three miles a week. At Harrisburg several of

these lines met, and it was a very dangerous point. A poor half-witted

man found his vocation in life by joining trains at this point, and

running in front screaming, ‘The engine is coming: the engine is

coming.’ And thus he would run for miles, keeping just in front of the

train, and if he saw a child, would seize it and throw it out of the

way, and would often seize a woman by the shoulder, and would almost

lift her off the line; but at last, after many years, whilst saving

another, he was killed himself.”

* * * * *

“_July 18._--A party at Lady Bantry’s, where Lady Helen Stewart recited

a poem much like the above story. Dined with the Grants. Old Lady

Frances Higginson[458] frightened a mincing curate out of his life who

said to her, ‘Will you _take_ some potatoes?’ by saying in her most

abrupt way, ‘God bless my soul, aren’t you going to _give_ me some?’”

* * * * *

“_July 20._--At luncheon at the Higginsons’, I met the Storys from Rome,

very happy in London, but ‘it is surely a bad arrangement of Nature,’ he

said, ‘that one should have so many coats and only one body. I should

like to have several--a body to work with; and a young smart body to go

into society with; and the old body, which always sleeps so well, to go

to bed with.’

“At luncheon at Lady Airlie’s I met Henry Cowper,[459] Mr. Morley, Lady

Tweeddale, and Miss Betty Ponsonby. Henry Cowper talked of the

friendship between Bright and Tuke. They had always been intimate. Then

they loved the same woman. In his great friendship Tuke gave way, and

the lady became the first Mrs. John Bright. Afterwards they were greater

friends, and saw more of each other than ever: Bright would do anything

for Tuke. But the conversation was chiefly about Gladstone, giving

instances of his marvellous personal charm--of his way of telling

things, bearing out Goethe’s words--

‘Märchen! doch so wunderbar,

Dichterkünster machen’s wahr.’

“Tea with Mrs. Ford--always interesting. She talked much of Dr. Morell

Mackenzie--well known to her. When he arrived at Berlin, he found six

great doctors waiting for him at the palace. They took him to a room

filled with knives, &c. ‘What are these for?’--‘For your choice in

operating upon the Crown Prince.’--‘But I can only operate upon him in

one way, that is my own;’ and he explained it. Four of the doctors

agreed with what he said, two violently opposed it. He was taken at once

to Bismarck, who said, ‘Do not consult me: ask me as many questions as

you like about _la haute politique_, but about this I can say nothing.’

Then he was taken to the Emperor, to whom he explained his views. The

Emperor listened to all, and then only said quietly--turning to those

who were with him--‘Let the Englishman act.’ He then went at once to the

Crown Prince. He performed the operation with his own forceps, steeped

in cocotine, which deadens, absolutely paralyses the throat, and seizing

the wart, dragged--not cut--it out. It seemed like a terrible

responsibility for England, as if the life of the Crown Prince was in

its hands.

“Mr. Browning described how he had been asked to dinner by two elderly

ladies--sisters. He did not know them, but it was very kind of them to

ask him, and he went. He met a very singular party at their

house--Gladstone, Mrs. Thistlethwayte, and others. Going down to dinner,

the lady who fell to his share suddenly said to him, ‘You are a poet,

aren’t you?’--‘Well, people are sometimes kind enough to say that I

am.’--‘Oh, don’t mind my having mentioned it: you know _Lord Byron was a

poet_!’

“Browning is unlike Tennyson; he does not write from inspiration, but by

power of work. He says he sets himself a certain number of lines to

write in a day, and he writes them. Sometimes he says, ‘To-morrow

morning I will write a sonnet; and he writes it. Nevertheless he is

always greater in aspiration than achievement. Mr. Carlyle could not

bear his poems. ‘What did the fellow mean by leaving that cart-load of

stones at my door?’ he said to Alfred Tennyson when Browning left one of

his poems there.

“London is now always asking itself ‘What is the cause of this long

drought?’--‘Because we have had fifty years’ rain (reign).’

“Went to the Halifax’s in the evening to meet the Indian princes, and

then to Lady Lamington’s party, made exceedingly pretty by its arcaded

garden on the roof.”

* * * * *

“_Langleybury, August 2._--I am staying with Harry Loyd, who at

twenty-six is certainly as near perfection as any one can possibly be in

every relation of life--son, brother, friend, landlord, county magnate.

His mother and four sisters live with him, and their hospitalities are

boundless.”

* * * * *

“_August 28._--Little Holmhurst has been full of summer guests--gentle

Lady Donoughmore and Lady Margaret Hamilton, Lady Airlie and Lady

Griselda Ogilvie, Basil Levett and his Lady Margaret, Lady Sherborne,

and lastly George Jolliffe and Lady Bloomfield, the latter a constant

ripple of interesting anecdote.”

* * * * *

“_Tatton Park, Sept. 2, 1887._--The large party in this large pleasant

hospitable house has included the Archbishop of Canterbury and Mrs.

Benson, with their daughter--the ‘modest philosopher,’ as Miss Egerton

aptly calls her. We have been to Manchester to see the exhibition of all

the works of artists of Victoria’s reign--a very fine collection, from

the vapid works of Etty and the hard commonplaceness of the earlier

Landseers to the noble ‘Christ or Diana’ of Long, which struck most of

us as the grandest and most expressive work amongst such multitudes.

There is a curious contrast between the last and this Lady Egerton, who

cannot enjoy life enough herself, or contribute enough to making it

enjoyable for others.

[Illustration: THE GARDEN, HOLMHURST.]

“We have just been across the park to the old Hall, where a fine timber

roof remains, very richly carved; and we have driven to Tabley and its

old isleted hall in the lake, so mysteriously beautiful, which the

family abandoned two hundred and fifty years ago, leaving all its

contents in the deserted house, so that you still see the open spinnet

with the mouldering keys, the lace half worked on the cushion, the

flax half spun on the distaff in the little low rooms, with their carved

furniture and fireplaces, opening, in two stories, around the great

timbered hall.

[Illustration: THE RAVENNA PINE, HOLMHURST.]

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