“Three stations farther on came the shock of a frightful accident. There

was a collision. The train was telescoped, and many passengers were

terribly hurt. The heavy case of instruments, which was in the rack

above the place where Dr. Watson had first been sitting, was thrown

violently to the other side of the carriage, hit the young lady upon the

forehead and killed her on the spot.

“It was long before the line could be sufficiently cleared for the train

to pass which was sent to pick up the surviving passengers. Many hours

late, in the middle of the night, Dr. Watson arrived at Oxenholme.

There, waiting upon the platform, stood the young man with the light

beard, in the brown ulster, exactly as he had been described. He had

heard that the only young lady in the through carriage from London had

been killed, and was only waiting for the worst to be confirmed. And

Dr. Watson was the person who went up to him and said: ‘Unfortunately it

is too true that a young lady has been killed, but it is not your young

lady. Your young lady is safe in the station hotel at Crewe.’”

* * * * *

_To_ MISS LEYCESTER.

“_Holmhurst, May 3._--I have had a visit from the people who formerly

lived here, so surprised at the changes--at the continuation of the walk

in the firwood, &c., but most at the number of pictures and books

everywhere inside the house, a clothing of walls which they evidently

thought most unsuitable in a dining-room and passages, and most of all

were they rather shocked at finding an ancient Madonna and Child of the

Luca della Robbia school over the kitchen fireplace, though in an

Italian house you might almost expect one there.

“I have nothing else interesting to tell you, so I will send you some

scraps from my notebook. Lord Brownlow, at a public meeting, heard a

schoolmaster say--‘Education is that which enables you to despise the

opinions of others, and conduces to situations of considerable

emolument.’ Miss Cobbe told me--‘Conscience is that which supplies you

with an excellent motive for doing that which you desire to do, and

which, when it is done, leaves you filled with self-satisfaction.’

“Mrs. L. (who has plantations in South America) has been telling me of a

nigger preacher there who said in the pulpit, ‘I am so blind I cannot

see; I’ve left my specs at home,’ and all the congregation thought he

was giving out the line of a hymn, and sung it lustily.”

[Illustration: IN THE FIR-WOOD, HOLMHURST.]

[Illustration: DINING-ROOM FIREPLACE, HOLMHURST.]

* * * * *

“_May 13, 1879, 34 Jermyn Street, London._--This morning I went with

Mrs. Duncan Stewart and a very large party to Whistler’s studio--a huge

place in Chelsea. We were invited to see his pictures, but there was

only one there--‘The Loves of the Lobsters.’ It was supposed to

represent Niagara, but looked as if the artist had upset the inkstand

and left Providence to work out its own results. In the midst of the

black chaos were two lobsters curvetting opposite each other and looking

as if they were done with red sealing-wax. ‘I wonder you did not paint

the lobsters making love before they were boiled,’ aptly observed a

lady visitor. ‘Oh, I never thought of that,’ said Whistler! It was a

joke, I suppose. The little man, with his plume of white hair (‘the

Whistler tuft,’ he calls it) waving on his forehead, frisked about the

room looking most strange and uncanny, and rather diverted himself over

our disappointment in coming so far and finding nothing to see. People

admire like sheep his pictures in the Grosvenor Gallery, following each

other’s lead because it is the fashion.”

* * * * *

“_May 14, Sunday._--An immense luncheon at Mrs. Cavendish Bentinck’s. I

sat near Mr. Herbert, the artist of the great fresco in the House of

Lords. He described things over which he became almost inspired--how in

the Bodleian he found an old MS. about the Magdalen which made him

determine to go off at once to St. Maximin in Provence (near La Sainte

Baume, the mountain hermitage where she died) to see her skull: that

when he reached St. Maximin, he found that the skull was in a glass case

upon the altar, where he could not really examine it, and he was told

that it was never allowed even to kings and emperors: that he

represented with such fervour his object in making the pilgrimage, that

at last the priests of the church consented to his sending twelve miles

for a _vitrier_ and having the case removed: then he was allowed to

place a single candle behind, and in that moment, as he described it,

with glowing face and voice trembling with emotion--‘I saw the outline

of her profile; the Magdalen herself, that dear friend of our Blessed

Lord, was revealed to me.’

“Miss Leslie, who was sitting near, asked how it was known that the

Magdalen came to St. Maximin. ‘How can you help knowing it,’ said Mr.

Herbert, ‘when it is all written in the Acts of the Apostles!!’”

[Illustration: LA SAINTE BAUME.][303]

* * * * *

“_May 15._--Dined with Lord and Lady Aberdeen--a very large party,

seventy-four pots of flowers upon the table. The dinner was very fine,

but rather uninteresting--the after-dinner better.

* * * * *

“_May 16._--I received the sad news that poor Sir Alexander Taylor was

on his death-bed in Lady Dashwood’s house at Hampstead, and went to him.

He knew me and was pleased to see me, but immediately relapsed into

unconsciousness. It was sad to stand by the utter wreck of one whom I

had known so well.”

* * * * *

“_May 17._--News of poor Sir Alexander’s death. Even at such a solemn

time one could not help smiling at his characteristic _last

words_--‘Present my duty to the Princess Amalie’ (of

Schleswig-Holstein).[304]

“At luncheon at Lady Florentia Hughes’s I met George Russell, who told

me a story which Lord and Lady Portsmouth had just brought back from

Devonshire.

“‘On the railway which runs from Exeter to Barnstaple is a small station

called Lapford. A farmer who lives in a farmhouse near that station

awoke his wife one night, saying that he had had a very vivid dream

which troubled him--that a very valuable cow of his had fallen into a

pit and could not get out again. The wife laughed, and he went to sleep

and dreamt the same thing. Then he wanted to go and look after the cow.

But the wife urged the piercing cold of the winter night, and he went to

sleep instead, and dreamt the same thing a third time. Then he insisted

upon getting up, and, resisting his wife’s entreaties, he went out to

look after the cow. It was with a sense of bathos that he found the cow

quite well and grazing quietly, and he was thinking how his wife would

laugh at him when he got home, and wondering what he should say to her,

when he was aware of a light in the next field. Crawling very quietly to

the hedge, he saw, through the leafless branches of the hawthorns, a man

with a lanthorn and a spade, apparently digging a pit. As he was

watching, he stumbled in the ditch and the branches crackled. The man,

hearing a noise, started, threw down the spade, and ran off with the

lanthorn.

“‘The farmer then made his way round into the next field and came up to

the place where the man had been digging. It was a long narrow pit like

an open grave. At first he could make nothing of it, then by the side of

the pit he found a large open knife. He took that and the spade, and

began to set out homewards, but, with an indescribable shrinking from

the more desolate _feeling_ of the fields, he went round by the lane. He

had not gone far before he heard footsteps coming towards him. It was

two o’clock in the morning, and his nerves being quite unstrung, he

shrank from meeting whoever it was, and climbed up into the hedge to

conceal himself. To his astonishment, he saw pass below him in the

moonlit road one of the maids of his own farmhouse. He allowed her to

pass, and then sprang out and seized her. She was most dreadfully

frightened. He demanded to know what she was there for. She tried to

make some excuse. “Oh,” he said, “there can be no possible excuse; I

insist upon knowing the truth.” She then said, “You know I was engaged

to be married, and that I had a dreadful quarrel with the man I was

engaged to, and it was broken off. Well, yesterday he let me know that

if I would meet him in the middle of the night, he had got something to

show me which would make up for all the past.”--“Would you like to know

what he had to show you? It was your grave he had to show you,” said the

farmer, and he led her to the edge of the pit and showed it to her.

“‘The farmer’s dream had saved the woman’s life.’”

* * * * *

“_May 19._--The Prince (of Sweden and Norway) has arrived with his suite

at Claridge’s. He received me most cordially and affectionately. We made

many plans for sight-seeing and people-seeing, but in England I have no

responsibility; Count Piper, the Swedish Minister, has it all.

“I dined at charming Lady Wynford’s, sitting near Lord Delamere, who was

very full of a definition he had heard of the word ‘deputation.’ ‘A noun

of multitude, which signifies many, but not much.’ It was attributed to

Gladstone, who said, ‘I only wish I _had_ made it.’ Lord Eustace Cecil

produced a definition of ‘Independent Member’ as ‘a Member on whom

nobody can depend.’

“There was an immense gathering at Lady Salisbury’s afterwards; my

Prince there and much liked. There, for the first time, I saw the

Empress Augusta of Germany.”

* * * * *

“_May 22._--A party at Lady Denbigh’s to meet Princess Frederika of

Hanover, a very sweet-looking and royal woman of simple and dignified

manners.”

* * * * *

“_May 24._--Lady Salisbury’s party at the Foreign Office, the staircase,

with its interlacing arches and masses of flowering shrubs, like the

essence of a thousand Paul Veroneses. My Prince was there in a white

uniform.”

* * * * *

“_May 27._--At dinner at Sir John Lefevre’s I met Mr. Bright. He has a

grand old lion-like head in an aureole of white hair, and his

countenance never seems to wake from its deep repose, except for some

burst of enthusiasm on a subject really worth while. He spoke of

Americans, ‘who say an infinity of foolish things, but always do wise

ones.’ Mr. Bryce of ‘The Holy Roman Empire’ was there, a bearded man

with bright eyes, who talked well. Afterwards there was a party at Lady

Beauchamp’s to meet Prince and Princess Christian. How like all the

princesses are to one another.”

* * * * *

“_May 29._--A dinner at Lord Carysfort’s and ball at Lady Salisbury’s. I

presented so many relations to the Prince that he said that which

astonished him more than anything else in England was ‘the multitude of

Mr. Hare’s cousins.’”

* * * * *

“_May 30._--With the Prince to Westminster Abbey, after which Arthur met

us in the Jerusalem Chamber and took us into the Deanery. In the evening

with the Prince to Lady Margaret Beaumont’s.”

* * * * *

“_June 6._--With the Prince Royal to the Academy.”

* * * * *

“_June 7._--To the National Gallery with the Prince.”

[Illustration: THE JERUSALEM CHAMBER.][305]

* * * * *

“_June 8._--Luncheon with the Prince. We drove afterwards to see Lady

Russell. Pembroke Lodge looked enchanting with its bright green of old

oaks and its carpet of bluebells--a most perfect refuge for the latter

years of an aged statesman. Lady Russell was waiting for us at the

entrance, with Lady Agatha and Rollo. On the lawn we found many other

members of the family, with Mr. Bouverie and Mr. Froude the historian. I

presented them all, and we walked in the grounds. At tea Lord Bute came

in from a neighbouring villa--always most pleasant and cordial to me.”

* * * * *

“_June 11._--Dined with old Lady Harrington, and left as early as I

could to go to Mrs. Schuster’s, where Sarah Bernhardt was to act. She

appeared first in the great scene of the ‘Phédre’--her face bloodless,

her arms rigid, her voice monotonous and broken. Gradually, under the

influence of her love, she became animated, but the animation began at

the tips of her fingers, till it burst all over her in a flood of

irrepressible passion.

“She did not seem to see her audience or to think of them. For the time

being she was _only_ her part, and, when it was over, she sank down

utterly exhausted, almost unconscious.

“She appeared again in a small part, in which she was a great lady

turned sculptress. The part was nothing; she had little more to say than

‘Let me see more of your profile; turn a little more the other way;’ yet

the great simplicity of her perfect acting made it deeply interesting,

and, in the quarter of an hour in which the scene lasted, she had done

in the clay a real medallion which was a striking likeness.”[306]

* * * * *

“_June 12._--Dined with Madame du Quaire--her table like a glorious Van

Huysum picture from the fruit and flower piece in the centre. The

hostess is famous for the warmth and steadfastness of her friendships.

Mrs. Stewart says--‘Fanny du Quaire is the only person I know who would

do _anything_ for her friends. If it were necessary for my peace that I

should have poison, I should send for Fanny du Quaire, and she would

give it me without flinching.’”

* * * * *

“_June 13._--Dined at Sir Charles Trevelyan’s. I took down a lady whose

name seemed to be ‘Mrs. Beckett.’ I did not interest her, and she talked

exclusively to Lord O’Hagan, who was on the other side of her. Towards

the close of dinner she said to me, ‘We have been a very long time at

dinner.’--‘To me it has seemed quite endless,’ I said.--‘Well,’ she

exclaimed, ‘I do not wonder that you were chosen to speak truth to

Princes.’

“I asked her how she knew anything about that, and she said, ‘I have

lived a long time in a court atmosphere myself. I was for twelve years

with the late Queen of Holland.’--‘Oh,’ I said, ‘_now_ I know who you

are; you are Mrs. Lecky!’ and it was the well-known author’s wife.”[307]

* * * * *

“_June 14._--Luncheon with Lady Darnley, and a long quiet talk with her

afterwards, then a visit to young Lord Lansdowne in his cool, pleasant

rooms looking upon the garden.

“Dined with Count Piper, the Swedish Minister,[308] to meet the Prince

Royal. I sat by Madame de Bülow, who is always pleasant. The only other

lady unconnected with the Embassy was Mademoiselle Christine Nilsson,

who sang most beautifully afterwards till Jenny Lind arrived. Then the

rivalry of the two queens of song became most curious, Nilsson planting

herself at the end of the pianoforte with her arms akimbo, and crying

satirical bravas during Jenny’s songs, and Jenny avenging herself by

never allowing Nilsson to return to the pianoforte at all. The party was

a very late one, and supper was served, when the Prince offered Jenny

his arm to take her down. She accepted it, though with great diffidence;

which so exasperated Nilsson, that with ‘Je m’en vais donc,’ utterly

refusing to be pacified, she swept out of the room and out of the house,

though how she got away I do not know.”

* * * * *

“_June 15._--A quiet luncheon with Lady Reay. Afterwards to Mrs. Duncan

Stewart, who told me:--

“‘A great friend of mine was living lately in Brittany, and, while

there, made acquaintance with a lady and her daughter who were staying

in the same place--the mother a commonplace woman, the daughter a

pleasant interesting girl.

“‘A short time after, the mother and daughter came to England, and my

friend, who was in very delicate health at the time, invited them to

visit her. The mother was prevented coming at first, but sent her

daughter and said that she would follow.

“‘One day my friend was sitting in her boudoir, of which the door was

ajar, very little open. The girl had gone to her own room, which was

immediately above the boudoir, saying that she had letters to write.

“‘Suddenly my friend was aware that _something_ was coming in at the

door, not pushing it wider open, but gliding through the opening which

already existed, and, to her horror, she saw, perfectly naked,

propelling herself serpent-like upon her belly, with her hair rising

like a crest over her head, and her eyes, without any speculation in

them, staring wide open, the figure of a young girl, whom she recognised

as her guest.

“‘With snake-like motion the girl glided in and out of the furniture,

under the chairs, sofas, &c., but touching nothing, and with her eyes

constantly fixed upon my friend, with an expression which was rather

that of fear than anything else. At length she glided out of the room as

she came in.

“‘As soon as my friend could recover herself a little, she pursued the

girl to her room and quietly opened the door. To her horror, all the

articles of crockery in the room, jug, basin, &c., were dispersed about

the floor at regular intervals and in a regular pattern, and through

them all, in and out, without touching them, the girl was gliding,

snake-like, with her head erect, and her vacant eyes staring.

“‘My friend fled to her room and began to think what she should do; but

such was her horror that she thinks she fainted; at any rate the power

of action seemed to fail her. When she could move, she thought it her

duty to go up to the girl’s room again, and perhaps was almost more

horrified than before to find the room in perfect order and the girl

seated dressed at the table, writing. She sent for the girl’s mother,

who was terribly distressed. She allowed that her daughter had had these

utterly inexplicable attacks before, but long ago, and she had hoped

that she was cured of them.’

“Mrs. Stewart told this story to Mr. Fergusson the great naturalist, who

only said, ‘I am not the least surprised: there is nothing extraordinary

in it. There have been many other instances of the serpent element

coming out in people.’”

* * * * *

“_June 16._--Met the Prince early at Paddington, whence we had a saloon

carriage to Oxford, with Sir Watkin Wynne as director to watch over us.

We went a whole round of colleges and to the Bodleian, where Mr. Coxe

exhibited his treasures. Then the Prince wished to see the boats, so we

walked down to the river. Just before us I saw an undergraduate in

boating costume and ran after him.

“‘Can you take us on board the University barge?’

“‘No-o-o-o, I think not.’

“‘But my companion is the Prince Royal of Sweden and Norway.’

“Upon which the boy very soon found that he could take a Prince

anywhere, and proud he probably was afterwards to narrate to whom he had

been acting cicerone. In the barge, a number of undergraduates were

looking at the Prince’s portrait in the _Graphic_. He looked at it too,

over their shoulders, but they did not recognise him.

“It was a fatiguing day, and I felt greatly the utter apathy and want of

interest in all the Swedes, who scarcely noticed anything, admired

nothing, and remembered nothing.”

* * * * *

“_June 18._--Again to Oxford with the Prince. This time the town was in

gala costume, and we drove through a street hung with flags, and through

crowds of people waiting to see the Prince, to the Vice-Chancellor’s

Lodge at Pembroke. Here the Prince dressed, and I went on at once with

his gentlemen to the Theatre, where places were reserved for us just

under the Vice-Chancellor’s throne. My Swedish companions were amused

with the undergraduates’ expression of their likes and dislikes, till

the great moment came and the great doors were thrown open, and, amid a

flood of sunlight, the procession streamed in headed by all the gold

maces. Immediately after the Vice-Chancellor came my Prince, looking

tall and handsome in his white uniform with the crimson robe over it,

and perfectly royal. _I_ knew that he felt nervous, but he could not

have been half as nervous as I was. He played his part, however,

perfectly. He received his degree standing by the Vice-Chancellor’s

side, and the whole body of undergraduates sang a little impromptu song,

to the effect of ‘He’s a charming Swedish boy.’

“We adjourned from the Theatre to the green court of All Souls, where,

in the sunlit quadrangle, I brought up, one after another, all the

principal persons to be presented to the Prince--Lord and Lady Dufferin,

Rachel and Sir Arthur Gordon, Lord Selborne, the Dean of Christ Church

and Mrs. Liddell, &c. There was a luncheon for 300 in the All-Souls

library, and afterwards we drove with Mrs. Evans, the Vice-Chancellor’s

wife, to the Masonic fête in the lovely Wadham garden, and then paid

official visits, before leaving, to the Vice-Chancellor and Dean.

“In the evening I was with the Prince at Mrs. E. Guiness’s ball, on

which £6000 are said to have been wasted. It was a perfect fairy-land,

ice pillars up to the ceiling, an avenue of palms, a veil of stephanotis

from the staircase, and you pushed your way through a brake of papyrus

to the cloak-room.”

* * * * *

“_June 19._--We dined with the Aberdeens. I went before the Prince, and

was with Aberdeen to receive him at the door, and then presented a

quantity of people--Lord and Lady Carnarvon, Lord and Lady Brownlow,

Lady Balfour, Dowager Lady Aberdeen, &c. The London Scottish Volunteers

played soft music during dinner. Soon afterwards the Prince went away to

the Scandinavian ball, rather disappointing many people who came to see

him in the evening.”

* * * * *

“_June 20._--Oh, what a shock it has been that, while the balls last

night were going on, telegrams announced the death of the dear young

Prince Imperial! I am sure I cried for him like a nearest relation;

there was something so very cordial and attaching in him, and there is

something so unspeakably terrible in his death. The Prince was

overwhelmed, and could not dine at Lowther Lodge, where there was a

large party expressly to meet him, but he was quite right.”

* * * * *

“_June 21._--We can think of nothing else but the Prince Imperial and

the awful grief at Chislehurst. Immediately on hearing the telegram,

Lord Dorchester wrote to M. Pietri a letter of condolence. M. Pietri was

away in Corsica, and the Empress opened his letter. It begged Pietri to

offer deep sympathy to the Empress in her overwhelming affliction. She

felt her son was dead, and when Lord Sydney and Mr. Borthwick arrived,

they found her in tears; but when she heard the awful truth that her

darling had been deserted and assegaied, she gave terrible shrieks and

fainted away.

“Most of the day she was unconscious. Those who went to Chislehurst

describe the scene as too heart-rending. The old servants could not

rest, and walked in the garden in groups, wringing their hands and

crying ‘O mon pauvre petit Prince! O mon pauvre cher petit Prince!’

“In the morning I went with the Prince to Lambeth,--all of us very sad

and tearful. I had mentioned a rather later hour to the Archbishop, so

that he was not ready to receive us, and Lord and Lady Charles Clinton,

who were there, were dreadfully shy. When the Archbishop came, he showed

us his library treasures, and climbed up the high Lollards’ Tower to

take the Prince to the prison of the early Reformers; but I felt how

fearfully dull the Archbishop must think all the Swedes, who made no

observation whatever upon anything they saw.”

* * * * *

“_June 23._--With the Prince to the Rose and Crown Coffee-House. Lord

and Lady Aberdeen and Lady Cairns met us there. It is a beautifully

managed institution, and fresh and clean to a degree. All the workmen

crowded in for dinner before we left, but I would not let Aberdeen let

them know who was there till the last moment, when the news gave great

satisfaction; but they behaved beautifully--no crowding or staring: the

Prince wrote his name in their book.

[Illustration: THE LOLLARDS’ PRISON, LAMBETH.][309]

“Luncheon afterwards with Lord and Lady Garvagh, meeting only Madame

Rouzaud (Christine Nilsson).”

* * * * *

“_June 25._--Dinner at Lord Sandwich’s--a particularly good party. I sat

by Lady Elcho, whose mind seems to be in perpetual moonlight, very

calming and refreshing.”

[Illustration: THE WAKEFIELD TOWER, TOWER OF LONDON.][310]

“_June 26._--To the Tower of London with the Prince, who was very

good-humoured and absurd. It is a long fatiguing sight. Our being at

Trinity Square was curious in its results, as persons were just then

visiting it (the site of the block at which More, Fisher, Laud,

Strafford fell) with a view to its destruction, and the fact, afterwards

adduced before the House of Lords, that the Prince Royal of Sweden and

Norway was at that very moment being taken to see it as one of the great

historical sites of London, proved its salvation.

“How wearisome it is to steer the Prince through people’s little

intrigues. They have to-day involved a letter of six sheets to the Queen

of Sweden. Yesterday I was free, as he went with the ‘Four-in-Hand

Club,’--an odd arrangement for _me_ to have to make for him.”

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