“She was overwhelmingly grateful to me.

“Then I asked her of her past. She said she had been the daughter of a

planter in Havannah, but her fine voice induced her, against the will of

her family, early to take to a public life. At the Exhibition of 1851

she (as Mademoiselle Mori) sang the anthem of which Jenny Lind sang one

verse. She afterwards became a sculptress, and studied under Gibson at

Rome (and she described his peculiar studio accurately). She was his

only female pupil, and had the charge of his studio. He taught her his

mode of colouring marble, and in her statue of ‘Waiting for the Spring,’

she used it in colouring the primroses and violets in a girl’s lap. The

Queen bought this statue in the Exhibition building of 1862 before the

Exhibition opened. Then she married Mr. L. and went to Paris.

“‘While I was in Paris,’ she said, ‘a very curious thing happened to me.

I gave birth to three boys at once. When such an event occurs in France,

the sovereigns are always god-parents, and the Emperor and Empress were

pleased to have the christening of my three boys in Notre Dame, where

they stood sponsors at the font.’--‘And are the boys all dead?’ I said.

‘Oh, dear no, they are all alive.’--‘Then where in the world are they?’

I said. ‘Oh, they live with the Empress: she would not part with them,

and my three boys are her little pages. Now they are gone with her into

Spain to see her mother.’

“She then described how the Empress often sent her money to go down to

Chislehurst to see her boys, and how the Prince Imperial often called to

see her, and called her ‘Grannie’ because of the boys, or left her a £10

note. ‘I should have gone at once to the Empress had she been in

England,’ said Mrs. L., ‘but I would have died rather than have begged

from any one: I would have died on a doorstep.’--‘Then what made you

confide in me?’ I asked. ‘Oh, surely you must see that,’ she replied.

‘Of course you must see that. It was the likeness. Of course people must

have told you of the great, the wonderful likeness before. I was quite

prepared for death, I had made up my mind to die, and then God in His

great mercy sent the likeness of my Emperor to me; and I knew then that

God did not mean me to die yet.’

“She wants to paint a picture in memory of what she calls my ‘saving

her.’[265]

“On the 18th, I had an interesting visit to Apsley House, for which the

Duke had sent me the following order:--‘Admit Mr. Hare to see Apsley

House on any day _on which the street outside is dry_.’ The street was

quite dry, and, moreover, I went in a cab and arrived perfectly spick

and span; but the servant laughed as he produced a pair of huge list

slippers to go on over my boots, before I was allowed to go into any of

the rooms. ‘His Grace left these himself, and desired you should wear

them when you came.’ Yet the floors of Apsley House are not even

polished.

“On the 19th I went to Lady Ducie’s, to see the Macdonald family act the

Pilgrim’s Progress. They go through the whole of the second part, George

Macdonald,[266] his wife, his twelve children, and two adopted children.

Christiana (the eldest daughter) was the only one who acted well.

Nevertheless, the whole effect was touching, and the audience cried most

sympathetically as Christiana embraced her children to go over the great

river.

“On the 21st there was a delightful party at Holland House to meet the

Prince of Wales, and on Wednesday I was thankful to come home.

“Never has little Holmhurst been pleasanter than this year, and I have

so enjoyed being alone, the repose of the intense quietude, the radiance

of the flowers, the delicious sea-breezes through windows open to the

ground, the tame doves flitting and cooing in the branches of the tall

lime-tree.”

* * * * *

_To_ MISS WRIGHT.

“_August 6, 1877._--I came home on Wednesday week, and have been alone

ever since, and over head and ears in work. I have seen nobody except

last Tuesday, when, though I thought no one knew I was at home,

fourteen afternooners appeared. Miss Hamilton, who has taken a fancy to

do my portrait, has done it very cleverly against a window, with ivy

hanging down outside, only it is a sentimental suggestion of

‘He sat at the window all day long

And watched the falling leaves.’”

[Illustration: HOLMHURST, THE POULTRY-YARD.]

* * * * *

“_August 19._--I have had a pleasant visit of three days to Cobham, and

felt much inclined to accede to Lord and Lady Darnley’s wish at the end,

that I would consider my visit just begun, and stay another three days.

It is indeed a glorious old place externally, and the gardens and

immense variety of walks under grand old trees, are enchanting in hot

weather. I had many happy ‘sittings out’ and talks with Lady Darnley,

and could not sufficiently admire, though I always observe it, how her

perfectly serene nature enables her to carry out endless people-seeing,

boundless literary pursuit, and inexhaustible good works, without ever

fussing herself or any one else, leaving also time to enter into all the

minute difficulties of her friends in the varied gyrations of their

lives.... I was taken to see Cowling Castle, a romantic old place; just

on the edge of those marshes of the Thames which Dickens describes so

vividly. We also saw his house, close to Dover road.”

* * * * *

JOURNAL.

“_Walton Heath, Oct. 6._--After a delightful visit from Harry Lee at

Holmhurst, I have come here to Miss Davenport Bromley at a quaint

cottage, partly built out of a church, in a corner of the vast Walton

Heath, but full of artistic comfort and brightness within. We drove on

Thursday to Box Hill, which is most beautiful, the high steep chalky

ground covered with such a luxuriance of natural wood, box grown into

trees and the billows of pink and blue distance so wonderfully luxuriant

and wooded. The time of year is quite beautiful, and all the last

festival of nature in the clematis wreaths and the bryony with its red

berries dancing from tree to tree.

“We have been to see a quaint old house of the Heathcotes. There is a

great stone hall with a high gallery, from which a young lady threw

herself in her rage at her lover marrying some one else, and was killed

on the spot. Her picture hangs on the staircase wall, and her ghost

walks on the stairs, pretty, in white, something like a shepherdess. A

housemaid cut a great cross in the picture, ‘to let the ghost out,’ as

the old woman who showed the house said, and the hole has never been

mended. This country is full of little traditions. There is a green lane

close by, down which a headless lady walks, and a phantom coach drives

along the road: a countryman who met old M. de Berg on the common

declared that he had seen it--that it had driven over him.

“Yesterday we went to Gatton (Lord Monson’s), which formerly belonged to

Sir Mark Wood. It is a curious place: the ugly church fitted inside with

beautiful Flemish carving and glass, and the house having a hall of

coloured marbles, copied from the Corsini Chapel at Rome--minus the

upper story.

“I have much enjoyed learning to know Miss Bromley better. She is the

kindest of women, wonderfully clever and full of insight into every

minutest beauty of nature. Her devotion to animals, especially pugs, is

a passion. Another pleasure has been finding Mrs. Henry de Bunsen here.

She told me--

“‘There was, and there is still, living in Cadogan Place, a lady of

middle age, who is clever, charming, amiable, even handsome, but who has

the misfortune of having--a wooden leg. Daily, for many years, she was

accustomed to amble every morning on her wooden leg down Cadogan Place,

and to take the air in the Park. It was her principal enjoyment.

“‘One day she discovered that in these walks she was constantly followed

by a gentleman. When she turned, he turned: where she went, he went: it

was most disagreeable. She determined to put an end to it by staying at

home, and for some days she did not go out at all. But she missed her

walks in the Park very much, and after a time she thought her follower

must have forgotten all about her, and she went out as before. The same

gentleman was waiting, he followed her, and at length suddenly came up

to her in the Park and presented her with a letter. He said that, as a

stranger, he must apologise for speaking to her, but that he must

implore her to take the letter, and read it when she got home: it was of

great importance. She took the letter, and when she got home she read

it, and found that it contained a violent declaration of love and a

proposal of marriage. She was perfectly furious. She desired her lawyer

to enclose the letter to the writer, and say that she could not find

words to describe her sense of his ungentlemanly conduct, especially

cruel to one afflicted as she was with a wooden leg.

“‘Several years elapsed, and the lady was paying a visit to some friends

in the country, when the conversation frequently turned upon a friend of

the house who was described as one of the most charming, generous, and

beneficent of mankind. So delightful was the description, that the lady

was quite anxious to see the original, and was enchanted when she heard

that he was likely to come to the house. But when he arrived, she

recognised with consternation her admirer of the Park. He did not,

however, recur to their former meeting, and after a time, when she knew

him well, she grew to esteem him exceedingly, and at last, when he

renewed his proposal after an intimate acquaintance, she accepted him

and married him.

“‘He took her to his country-house, and for six weeks they were

entirely, uncloudedly happy. Then there came a day upon which he

announced that he was obliged to go up to London on business. His wife

could not go with him because the house in Cadogan Place was dismantled

for the summer. “I should regret this more,” he said, “but that where

two lives are so completely, so entirely united as ours are, there ought

to be the most absolute confidence on either side. Therefore, while I am

away, I shall leave you my keys. Open my desk, read all my letters and

journals, make yourself mistress of my whole life. Above all,” he said,

“there is one cupboard in my dressing-room which contains certain

memorials of my past peculiarly sacred to me, which I should like you to

make yourself acquainted with.” The wife heard with concern of her

husband’s intended absence, but she was considerably buoyed up under the

idea of the three days in which they were to be separated by the thought

of the very interesting time she would have. She saw her husband off

from the door, and as soon as she heard the wheels of his carriage die

away in the distance, she clattered away as fast as she could upon her

wooden leg to the dressing-room, and in a minute she was down on all

fours before the cupboard he had described.

“‘She unlocked the cupboard. It contained two shelves. On each shelf was

a long narrow parcel sewn up in canvas. She felt a tremor of horror as

she looked at them, she did not know why. She lifted down the first

parcel, and it had a label on the outside. She trembled so she could

scarcely read it. It was inscribed--“In memory of my dear wife Elizabeth

Anne, who died on the 24th of August 1864.” With quivering fingers she

sought for a pair of scissors and ripped open the canvas, and it

contained--a wooden leg!

“‘With indescribable horror she lifted down the other parcel, of the

same form and size. It also bore a label--“In memory of my dearest wife

Wilhelmine, who died on the 6th of March 1869,” and she opened it, and

it contained--another wooden leg!

“‘Instantly she rose from her knees. “It is evident,” she said, “that I

am married to a Blue Beard--a monster who _collects_ wooden legs. This

is not the time for sentiment, this is the time for action,” and she

swept her jewels and some miniatures that she had into a handbag and she

clattered away on her own wooden leg by the back shrubberies to the

highroad--and there she saw the butcher’s cart passing, and she hailed

it, and was driven by the butcher to the nearest station, where she just

caught the next train to London, intending to make good her escape that

night to France and to leave no trace behind her.

“‘But she had not consulted Bradshaw, and she found she had some hours

to wait in London before the tidal train started. Then she could not

resist employing them in going to reproach the people at whose house she

had met her husband, and she told them what she had found. To her

amazement they were not the least surprised. “Yes,” they said, “yes, we

thought he ought to have told you: we do not wonder you were astonished.

Yes, indeed, we knew dear Elizabeth Anne very well; she was indeed a

most delightful person, the most perfect of women and of wives, and when

she was taken away, the whole light seemed blotted out of Arthur’s life,

the change was so very terrible. We thought he would never rally his

spirits again; but then, after two years, he met dearest Wilhelmine, to

whom he was first attracted by her having the same affliction which was

characteristic of her predecessor. And Wilhelmine was perhaps even a

more charming person than Elizabeth Anne, and made her husband’s life

uncloudedly happy. But she too was, alas! early snatched away, and then

it was as if the whole world was cut from under Arthur’s feet, until at

last he met you, with the same peculiarity which was endeared to him by

two lost and loved ones, and we believe that with you he has been even

more entirely, more uncloudedly happy than he was either with Wilhelmine

or Elizabeth Anne.

“‘And the wife was so charmed by what she heard, that it gave quite a

new aspect to affairs. She went home by the next train. She was there

when her husband returned; and ever since they have lived perfectly

happily between his house in the country and hers in Cadogan Place.’

“Mrs. De Bunsen said that a cousin of hers was repeating this story when

dining at the Balfours’. Suddenly he saw that his host and hostess were

both telegraphing frantic signals to him, and by a great effort he

turned it off. The lady of the wooden leg and her husband were both

amongst the guests.”

* * * * *

“_Milford Cottage, Oct. 8._--I came here with Miss Bromley on Saturday

to visit Mrs. Greville and her most engaging mother, Mrs. Thellusson. It

is a red house, standing almost in the village street, but with a

French-looking garden behind, with clipped hedges and orange trees in

tubs. It was left to Mrs. Greville by her husband, an old gentleman whom

she married when the Thellussons were ruined, and he said, ‘You had

better marry me; there is nothing else that I can do for you.’ He always

treated her with the greatest generosity and kindness, but died very

suddenly, intending to leave his wife very rich. There was, however,

some mistake about the will, and she only inherited this cottage and

just enough to live upon. I found at Milford, Lady Elizabeth Bryan, a

Paget, who goes out visiting with four dogs, one of whom, Constance

Kent, is most beautiful, and she has adopted a little cousin and

presented her with six-and-thirty dolls. I went to see the adopted

daughter in bed; two little dogs were cuddled in her bosom, and seven

dolls lay at her feet with their heads out. Lately, the little girl has

displayed signs of vanity, paraded her small person before a mirror, and

exulted in fine clothes, and on these occasions she is always dressed in

‘Sukey,’ a little workhouse girl’s gown, to remind her that ‘in the

sight of God she is no better.’

“This afternoon I have been with Mrs. Greville to Mr. Tennyson at

Haselmere. It is a wild, high, brown heath, with ragged edges of birch,

and an almost limitless view of blue Sussex distances. Jammed into a

hollow is the house, a gothic house, built by Mr. Knowles, the editor of

the _Nineteenth Century_--‘that young bricklayer fellow that Alfred is

so fond of,’ as Mr. Carlyle calls him. Though the place is a bleak,

wind-stricken height, where the flowers in the garden can never sit

still, the house is pleasant inside and well and simply furnished, but

is without any library whatever. Tennyson is older looking than I

expected, so that his _unkempt_ appearance signifies less. He has an

abrupt, bearish manner, and seems thoroughly hard and _un_poetical: one

would think of him as a man in whom the direst prose of life was

absolutely ingrained. Mrs. Greville kissed his hand as he came in, which

he received without any protest. He asked if I would like to go out, and

we walked round the gardens. By way of breaking the silence I said, ‘How

fine your arbūtus is.’--‘Well, I would say arbūtus,’ he answered,

‘otherwise you are as bad as the gardeners, who say Clemātis.’ When

we returned to the house, Hallam Tennyson brought in his mother very

tenderly and put her on a sofa. She is a very sweet-looking woman, with

‘the glittering blue eyes’ which fascinated Carlyle, and a lady-abbess

look from her head-dress--a kind of veil. Mrs. Greville revealed that

she had broken her promise of not repeating an unpublished poem of

Tennyson’s by reciting it to Mr. Carlyle, who said, ‘But did Alfred give

you leave to say it?’ and Tennyson said, ‘You are the wickedest old

woman I ever met with: it is most _profligate_ conduct’--and he half

meant it too. Tennyson then insisted that I should tell him some

stories. I did not like it, but found it was no use to resist; I should

have to do it in the end. He asked for ‘a village tragedy,’ so I told

him the story of Caroline Crowhurst: he said he should write it in a

play or a poem. Then I told him the stories of Mademoiselle von Raasloff

and of Croglin Grange. He was atrociously bad audience, and constantly

interrupted with questions. He himself repeated a little story, which

Mr. Greene of the ‘English History’ had told him--of a man who felt that

his fiddle, to which he was devoted, was the source of temptation to him

by leading him to taverns where he got drunk. On the Mississippi river,

he said, he heard a voice saying to him that he must destroy the fiddle;

so he went down, kissed the fiddle, and then broke it to pieces. ‘_I_

put in that kiss,’ said Tennyson, ‘because I thought it sounded better.’

“On the whole, the wayward poet leaves a favourable impression. He could

scarcely be less egotistic with all the flattery he has, and I am glad

to have seen him so quietly. The maid who opened the door was Mrs.

Cameron’s beautiful model, and there were pictures of her by Mrs.

Cameron all about the house.

“For the poet’s bearish manners the Tennyson family are to blame, in

making him think himself a demigod. One day, on arriving at Mrs.

Greville’s, he said at once, ‘Give me a pipe; I want to smoke.’ She at

once went off by herself down the village to the shop, and returning

with two pipes, offered them to him with all becoming subservience. He

never looked at her or thanked her, but, as he took them, growled out,

‘Where are the matches? I suppose now you’ve forgotten the

matches!’--‘Oh dear! I never thought of those.’

“Mrs. Greville has a note of Tennyson’s framed. It is a very pretty

note; but it begins ‘Dear Madwoman.’”

* * * * *

“_Babworth, Oct. 14._--This house overflows with loveliness in the way

of amateur art, and the drawings of its mistress, Mrs. Bridgeman

Simpson, are most beautiful. She is the kindest and most good-natured of

hostesses.... Yesterday we went to Sandbeck, an ugly dull house in a

flat, and looking bare within from paucity of furniture. Lord

Scarborough, once a bold huntsman, is now patiently awaiting a second

stroke of paralysis in a wheel-chair. Lumley, a pleasant boy, just going

to join his regiment at Dublin, drove me after luncheon to Roche Abbey,

a very pretty ruin in a glen.”

* * * * *

“_Oct. 15._--Mrs. Simpson’s very charming Polish sister-in-law, Mrs.

Drummond Baring, recounted yesterday evening a curious story out of the

reminiscences of her childhood, of which her husband from knowledge

confirmed every fact. Her father, Count Potocka, lived in Martinique.

His wife had been married before, and her beautiful daughter, Minetta,

idolised by her second husband, had made a happy marriage with the

Marquis de San Luz, and resided at Port Royal about five miles from her

parents. The father was a great naturalist, and had the greatest

interest in introducing and naturalising all kinds of plants in the West

Indies. Amongst other plants, he was most anxious to introduce

strawberries. Every one said he would fail, and the neighbouring

gardeners especially said so much about it that it was a positive

annoyance to them when his plants all seemed to succeed, and he had a

large bed of strawberries in flower. His step-daughter, Minetta, came to

see them, and he always said to her that, when the strawberries were

ripe, she should have the first fruit.

“A ball was given at Port Royal by the Governor, and there her parents

saw Minetta, beautiful and radiant as ever; but she left the ball early,

for her child was not well. As she went away, she said to her

stepfather, ‘Remember my strawberries.’

“Her parents returned home in the early morning, and a day and a night

succeeded. Towards dawn on the second morning, when night was just

breaking into the first grey daylight, the mother felt an irresistible

restlessness, and getting up and going to the window, she looked out. A

figure in white was moving to and fro amongst the strawberries,

carefully examining each plant and looking under the leaves. She awoke

her husband, who said at once, ‘It is one of the gardeners, who are so

jealous that they have come to destroy my plants;’ and jumping up, he

put on his _gola_--a sort of dressing-gown wrapper worn in

Martinique--and, taking his gun, rushed out. On first going out, he saw

the figure in white moving before him, but as he came up to the

strawberry beds it seemed to have disappeared. He was surprised, and

turning round towards the house, saw his wife making agonised signs to

him to come back. Such was her livid aspect, that he threw down his gun

upon the ground and ran in to her. He found her in a dead faint upon the

floor. When she recovered, she said that she had watched him from the

window as he went out, and that, as he reached the strawberry beds, the

figure seemed to turn round, and she saw--like a person seen through a

veil and through the glass of a window, and, though perfectly distinct,

transparent--her daughter Minetta. Soon after describing this, she was

seized with violent convulsions. Her husband was greatly alarmed about

her, and was just sending off for the doctor, who lived at some

distance, when a rider on a little Porto Rico pony came clattering into

the court. They thought it was the doctor, but it was not; it was a

messenger from Port Royal to say that Minetta was dead. She had been

seized with a chill on returning from the ball, and it had turned to

fatal diphtheria. In her last hours, when her throat was so swelled and

hot, she had constantly said, ‘Oh, my throat is so hot! Oh, if I had

only some of those strawberries!’”

* * * * *

“_Thoresby, Oct. 17._--Lord Manvers sent for me after luncheon three

days ago, and we came with a horse fleet as the wind through the green

lanes of Clumber, and across part of the (Sherwood) forest, to this

immense modern palace by Salvin. All around is forest. No one was at

home when I arrived, so I went out for a walk, and was joined by Lord

Manvers on returning.... Lady Manvers is quite delightful, and so are

her son and daughter, so I have been very glad of two days alone with

the family; and the forest is enchanting from its varieties of gnarled

oak, silver birch, endlessly contorted fir, and gigantic beeches, with

ever-varying lights on the golden and crimson fern in its first

beautiful decay. Now guests have arrived, including Mr. Frederick

Tayler, the artist,[267] whose blottesque treatment of the green in the

forest with only gamboge, indigo, and sepia is very interesting to see.

He was very funny about the late Lord Manvers, who was a wit, and who,

when Lord Ossington was rather boastful about his lake, said--‘Come,

come now, Ossington, don’t speak of a lake; just wipe it up and say no

more about it.’

“In the afternoon we drove through ‘the Catwhins’ to Clumber--a dull

ugly low-lying house. There is much fine china, but it is a dreary

place.”

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