“_Assisi, April 26._--I had a proposal from the Miss Seymours and Miss

Ellis that if I would wait at Rome till Saturday the 18th, they would

set off with me in search of the lost monastery of Farfa, which was, of

all places, the one I wanted most to see, and from which fear of

brigands had previously caused all my companions to fail at the last

moment. If you have read any old histories of Italy, you will remember

how all-important Farfa was in the Middle Ages, and will wonder that no

one, not even the best Roman antiquarians, knew anything about its

present state, or even where it is. We could only judge by old maps and

chronicles. However, the excursion completely answered, and, after

divers little adventures, which ‘Days near Rome’ will narrate, we not

only arrived at Farfa, but found the Father-General of the Benedictines

accidentally there to receive us. Greatly astonished he was at our

arrival, but said that one enterprising stranger had reached the place

three years before--I need hardly add, an English lady. Really Farfa is

one of the most radiant spots in Italy, and the sheets of wild-flowers,

and the songs of nightingales and cuckoos enhanced its charms. My

companions were so delighted that they consented, if I would stay till

Wednesday, to set off again on a long, wild, and very rough tourette to

the monasteries of the Hernican mountains. So on the 22nd we went by

rail to Frosinone, and thence drove to Casamari, going on by a grand

mountain road to sleep at Alatri. The next day we rode up a jagged rock

path for many hours to the Carthusian Trisulti, a huge monastery in a

mountain forest, amid Alpine flowers and close under the snows. Then we

saw the famous Grottoes of Collepardo--a sort of underground Staffa,

very grand indeed, and returned at night to Frosinone, and next day to

Rome.”

* * * * *

JOURNAL.

“_May 4, Florence._--General von Raasloff is here, and says that a

friend of his going to China received endless commissions for things he

was to bring home, but that only one of the people who gave them sent

money for the things they wanted. On his return, this commission was the

only one he had fulfilled. His disappointed friends upbraided him, and

he said, ‘You see it was very unfortunate, but when we were nearing

China, I spread out all my different commissions on the deck that I

might examine them, and I put the money for each on the paper to which

it belonged: and--it was very unfortunate, but my attention was called

away for an instant, and behold a great gust of wind had come, and all

those commissions which were not weighted by money had been blown far

out to sea, and I never saw them again.’

“Mademoiselle von Raasloff told me that--

“Count Piper, an ancestor of the present Count Piper, was a very

determined gambler. Being once at one of his desolate country estates,

he was in perfect despair for some one to play with him, but he was

alone. At last, in a fit of desperation, he said, ‘If the devil himself

were to come to play with me, I should be grateful.’ Soon a tremendous

storm began to rage, during which a servant came in and said that a

gentleman overtaken by night was travelling past, and implored shelter.

Count Piper was quite enchanted, and a very gentlemanlike man was shown

in. Supper was served, and then Count Piper proposed a game of cards, in

which the stranger at once acquiesced. Count Piper won so enormously,

that he felt quite ashamed, and at last he proposed their retiring. As

they were leaving the room, the stranger said, ‘I am very much concerned

that I have not sufficient money with me to pay all my debt now;

however, I shall beg you to take my ring as a guarantee, which is really

of greater value than the money, and which has very peculiar properties,

one of which is that as long as you wear it, all you possess is safe

from fire.’ The Count took the ring, and escorting the stranger to his

room, wished him good-night. The next morning he sent to inquire after

him: he was not there, his bed had not been slept in, and he never was

heard of again. Count Piper wore the ring, but after some time, as it

was very heavy and old-fashioned, he took it off and put it away. The

next morning came the news that one of his finest farm-houses had been

burnt down. And so it always is in that family. The descendants of Count

Piper always have to wear the ring, and if ever they leave it off for a

single day, one of their houses on one of their great estates is burnt.”

* * * * *

“_Florence, May 10._--Ten days here in the radiant spring-tide have been

very delightful. I have seen a great deal of Mrs. Ross, Lady Duff

Gordon’s beautiful daughter, who is now writing the story of her

mother’s life. She has a noble head, which is almost more full of

expression than that of any one I know, and I am sure that her character

is noble too, with all the smallnesses of life, which make a thoroughly

anglicised character ignoble, washed out, and its higher qualities

remaining to be mingled with the Italian frankness and kindly simplicity

which _English_-English do not possess, and consequently cannot

understand. Her singing to a guitar is capital--chiefly of Italian

_stornelli_, rendered with all the _verve_ which a _contadina_ herself

could give them. It is no wonder that Italians adore her. Each summer

she and her husband spend at Castagnuolo with the Marchese Lotteria

della Stufa, the great friend of her father, who died in his arms. This

is ‘Il Marchese’ _par excellence_ with the Florentines, to whom he is

public property. When a child accidentally shot him with a pistol

through the crown of his hat, thousands of people thronged the street

before his house to inquire, and in all the villages round his native

valley of Signa the price of wax went up for a fortnight, so many

candles were burnt to the Madonna as thank-offerings for his escape. The

next day, as he was crossing one of the bridges, he met Giacomo, a

flyman he knew, driving a carriage full of very respectable old Scotch

ladies. Giacomo flung his reins on the box, and rushing up to the

Marchese, threw himself sobbing on his breast.

[Illustration: LA BADIA DI SETTIMO.][91]

“I have been out with Mrs. Ross to the Stufa villa of Castagnuolo, seven

miles off, near the Badia di’ Settimo, in a tiny _baroccino_, drawn by

Tocco, the smallest of spirited ponies, and with Picco, the weest

terrier ever seen, upon our knees. As we turned up from the highroad to

the villa on the hills through the rich luxuriant vineyards, the warmest

welcome met us from all the peasants, and Mrs. Ross received them with

‘Ah, caro Maso, e come va la moglie,’--‘Addio, caro Guido mio.’ In a

house in the grounds--a ‘_podere_’--the whole family of inmates thronged

round her with ‘Vi pigliero un consiglio, Signora,’ about a sick child.

We wandered up the woods, gathering lovely wild orchids, and then went

to the farm, where the creatures, like the people, seemed to regard Mrs.

Ross as one of themselves: the cows came and licked her, the sheep came

and rubbed against her, the pigeons perched, and even the wild boars

were gentleness itself. She was first able to make her way at

Castagnuolo by nursing day and night an old _contadino_ who died in her

arms. She described comically, though pathetically, the frantic grief

which ensued: how the son, Antonio, tried to drown himself, and was

pulled out of the water by his breeches: how the whole family insisted

upon being bled: how a married daughter, a niece, and a cousin came and

had strong convulsions; and how, when she ventured to leave them for a

little to go to her dinner, the _fattore_ rushed after her with--‘Ma

Signora, _tutte_ le donne son svenute;’[92] how eventually she locked up

each separately for the night with a basin of soup, having made them a

little speech, &c. Whenever any of the _contadini_ have burns, they are

cured by poultices of arum-leaves.

“All is simple, graceful goodness at Castagnuolo.”

* * * * *

“_Venice, May._--I feel that I am now learning much about masters I

never knew before. One is introduced to them at one place and continues

the acquaintance at another, till one becomes really intimate. Marco

Basaiti is the best of these new friends, with his sad shadowy figures

always painted against an afterglow. One learns how, as Savonarola says,

‘every painter paints himself. However varied his subjects, his works

bear the sign-manual of his thought.’[93]

“At Milan, on the Eve of S. Ambrogio, an American next me at the

_table-d’hôte_ said to his neighbour opposite, ‘I have been, Marm, to

see St. Ambrose; and I say, Marm, do you know that to-morrow they are

going to tootle the old gentleman all round the town?’”

[Illustration: AT MILAN.][94]

[Illustration: PARAY LE MONIAL.][95]

* * * * *

In returning from Italy this year I made the excursion to the curious

shrine of Paray le Monial which I have described in an article in

_Evening Hours_. All the time I had been abroad, as during my tour in

Spain, I had sent monthly articles to _Good Words_, for which I was paid

at the rate of five guineas a page--a sum, I believe, given besides only

to Dean Alford and Arthur Stanley. But those were the palmy days of the

magazine. I was paid much less afterwards, till it came down to a fifth

of that sum. I spent the rest of the summer in London. It was during

this year that I became a member of the Athenæum Club--an incalculable

advantage. Twelve years before, old Dr. Hawtrey, the Provost of Eton,

had said to me, “You ought to be a member of the Athenæum,” and I had

answered “Then I wish you would propose me.” But I had quite forgotten

about this, and had never known that the kind old man, long since dead,

had really done it; so the news that my name was just coming up for

ballot was a joyful surprise. I have since spent every London morning in

steady work at the Athenæum, less disturbed there than even at

Holmhurst. The difficulties which the club rules throw in the way of

receiving visitors are a great advantage to students, and my life at the

Athenæum has been as regular as clockwork. At breakfast I have always

occupied the same table,--behind the door leading to the kitchen, the

one which, I believe, was always formerly used by Wilberforce. In the

afternoons, when all the old gentlemen arrive, to poke up huge fires in

winter and close all the windows in summer, I have never returned to the

club.

* * * * *

JOURNAL.

_“London, June (in the Park)._--_Fine Lady._--‘How strange it is to see

all these smart carriages driving about and nobody in them.’

“_My simple self._--‘Nobody in them! why, they are quite full of

people.’

“_Fine Lady._--‘Ah, ye-es--_people_, but nobody all the same. _We_ never

drive in the Park now. It was only to show you this mob that I came. We

are obliged to retreat, though, before their advancing battalions. They

pursue us everywhere. There is no humiliation and suffering they won’t

undergo in the chase. They drove us out of the Row long ago, and this

year we took a row of chairs on Sunday afternoons on a little rising

ground between Albert Gate and Stanhope Gate;[96] but the enemy pursued

us, and as they always get the better of us, we shall be obliged to

yield that position too. There is never any safety from them but in

flight, for they are certainly our superiors in--numbers.’”

* * * * *

“_June 22._--Went to see Madame du Quaire,[97] whom I found in her low

French-looking room in Wilton Street, perfectly covered with pictures

and _oggetti_. She talked of spiritualism--how she had been to a meeting

at Mrs. Gregory’s--‘a truthful woman, who would not stand imposture if

she knew it.’ She ‘cottoned’ up the medium, ‘parcequ’il faut mieux

s’adresser à Dieu qu’à ses saints.’ They sat in the dark, which was

depressing. Soon after she felt a shock ‘like a torpedo,’ and something

like the leg of a chair came and scratched her head. A voice called her

and said, ‘I am John King, and I want you, Madame du Quaire; I have got

something for you.’ ‘Then,’ said Madame du Q., ‘he gave me a sort of

chain of sharks’ teeth; the kind of thing of which, when it was given to

some one at Honolulu, the recipient inquired, “C’est un collier?”--“Mais

pardon,” said the donor, “c’est une robe.”’

* * * * *

“_June 24._--I dined with Lord Ravensworth at Percy’s Cross, and he told

me--

“When I was a young man, I was staying at Balnagowan with Lady Mary

Ross. She had a son and daughter. The daughter was a very handsome,

charming girl. One day I was walking with her, and she told me that when

her brother was ill of the measles, at their other place, Bonnington,

where the Falls of the Clyde are, an old nurse who lived at the lodge

some way off used to come up and sit by him in the day, returning home

at night. One morning when she arrived, she was most dreadfully

depressed, and being questioned as to the cause, said, ‘I am na lang for

this warld; and not only me, but a greater than I is na lang for this

warld--and that is the head o’ this hoose.’ And she said that as she was

walking home, two lights came out of the larches and flitted before her:

one was a feeble light, close to the ground; the other a large bright

light higher up. They passed before her to the park gates and then

disappeared. ‘And,’ she said, ‘I know that the feeble light is myself,

and the greater light is the head o’ this hoose.’

“A few days afterwards the old woman took a cold and died, and within a

fortnight Sir C. Ross died too,[98] while the little boy recovered and

is alive still.”

* * * * *

Captain Fisher, who is engaged to be married to Victoria Liddell, told

me that--

* * * * *

‘When Mr. Macpherson of Glen Truim was dying, his wife had gone to rest

in a room looking out over the park, and sat near the window. Suddenly

she saw lights as of a carriage coming in at the distant lodge-gate, and

calling to one of the servants, said, ‘Do go down; some one is coming

who does not know of all this grief.’ But the servant remained near her

at the window, and as the carriage came near the house, they saw it was

a hearse drawn by four horses and covered with figures. As it stopped at

the porch door, the figures looked up at her, and their eyes glared with

light; then they scrambled down and seemed to disappear into the house.

Soon they reappeared and seemed to lift some heavy weight into the

hearse, which then drove off at full speed, causing all the stones and

gravel to fly up at the windows. Mrs. Macpherson and the butler had not

rallied from their horror and astonishment, when the nurse watching in

the next room came in to tell her that the Colonel was dead.

* * * * *

“I was surprised to hear that Mrs. Hungerford was in London, and asked

why she had left Ireland so unexpectedly. I was told she had had a great

fright--then I heard what it was.

“She was in her room in the evening in her beautiful house, which looks

out upon a lake, beyond which rise hills wooded with fir-trees.

Suddenly, on the opposite side of the lake, she saw a form which

seemed--with sweeping garments--to move forward upon the water. It was

gigantic. Mrs. Hungerford screamed, and her sister, Miss Cropper (who

afterwards married Mr. Jerome), and the nurse came to her from the inner

nursery. The three remained at the window for some time, but retreated

as the figure advanced, and at length--being then so tall that it

reached to the second floor--looked in at the window, and disclosed the

most awful face of a hideous old woman.

“It was a Banshee, and one of the family died immediately afterwards.”

* * * * *

Captain Fisher also told us this really extraordinary story connected

with his own family:--

* * * * *

“Fisher may sound a very plebeian name, but this family is of very

ancient lineage, and for many hundreds of years they have possessed a

very curious old place in Cumberland, which bears the weird name of

Croglin Grange. The great characteristic of the house is that never at

any period of its very long existence has it been more than one story

high, but it has a terrace from which large grounds sweep away towards

the church in the hollow, and a fine distant view.

“When, in lapse of years, the Fishers outgrew Croglin Grange in family

and fortune, they were wise enough not to destroy the long-standing

characteristic of the place by adding another story to the house, but

they went away to the south, to reside at Thorncombe near Guildford, and

they let Croglin Grange.

“They were extremely fortunate in their tenants, two brothers and a

sister. They heard their praises from all quarters. To their poorer

neighbours they were all that is most kind and beneficent, and their

neighbours of a higher class spoke of them as a most welcome addition to

the little society of the neighbourhood. On their part the tenants were

greatly delighted with their new residence. The arrangement of the

house, which would have been a trial to many, was not so to them. In

every respect Croglin Grange was exactly suited to them.

“The winter was spent most happily by the new inmates of Croglin Grange,

who shared in all the little social pleasures of the district, and made

themselves very popular. In the following summer, there was one day

which was dreadfully, annihilatingly hot. The brothers lay under the

trees with their books, for it was too hot for any active occupation.

The sister sat in the verandah and worked, or tried to work, for, in the

intense sultriness of that summer day, work was next to impossible. They

dined early, and after dinner they still sat out in the verandah,

enjoying the cool air which came with evening, and they watched the sun

set, and the moon rise over the belt of trees which separated the

grounds from the churchyard, seeing it mount the heavens till the whole

lawn was bathed in silver light, across which the long shadows from the

shrubbery fell as if embossed, so vivid and distinct were they.

“When they separated for the night, all retiring to their rooms on the

ground-floor (for, as I said, there was no upstairs in that house), the

sister felt that the heat was still so great that she could not sleep,

and having fastened her window, she did not close the shutters--in that

very quiet place it was not necessary--and, propped against the pillows,

she still watched the wonderful, the marvellous beauty of that summer

night. Gradually she became aware of two lights, two lights which

flickered in and out in the belt of trees which separated the lawn from

the churchyard, and as her gaze became fixed upon them, she saw them

emerge, fixed in a dark substance, a definite ghastly _something_, which

seemed every moment to become nearer, increasing in size and substance

as it approached. Every now and then it was lost for a moment in the

long shadows which stretched across the lawn from the trees, and then it

emerged larger than ever, and still coming on--on. As she watched it,

the most uncontrollable horror seized her. She longed to get away, but

the door was close to the window and the door was locked on the inside,

and while she was unlocking it, she must be for an instant nearer to

_it_. She longed to scream, but her voice seemed paralysed, her tongue

glued to the roof of her mouth.

“Suddenly, she never could explain why afterwards, the terrible object

seemed to turn to one side, seemed to be going round the house, not to

be coming to her at all, and immediately she jumped out of bed and

rushed to the door, but as she was unlocking it, she heard scratch,

scratch, scratch upon the window, and saw a hideous brown face with

flaming eyes glaring in at her. She rushed back to the bed, but the

creature continued to scratch, scratch, scratch upon the window. She

felt a sort of mental comfort in the knowledge that the window was

securely fastened on the inside. Suddenly the scratching sound ceased,

and a kind of pecking sound took its place. Then, in her agony, she

became aware that the creature was unpicking the lead! The noise

continued, and a diamond pane of glass fell into the room. Then a long

bony finger of the creature came in and turned the handle of the window,

and the window opened, and the creature came in; and it came across the

room, and her terror was so great that she could not scream, and it came

up to the bed, and it twisted its long, bony fingers into her hair, and

it dragged her head over the side of the bed, and--it bit her violently

in the throat.

“As it bit her, her voice was released, and she screamed with all her

might and main. Her brothers rushed out of their rooms, but the door was

locked on the inside. A moment was lost while they got a poker and broke

it open. Then the creature had already escaped through the window, and

the sister, bleeding violently from a wound in the throat, was lying

unconscious over the side of the bed. One brother pursued the creature,

which fled before him through the moonlight with gigantic strides, and

eventually seemed to disappear over the wall into the churchyard. Then

he rejoined his brother by the sister’s bedside. She was dreadfully hurt

and her wound was a very definite one, but she was of strong

disposition, not given either to romance or superstition, and when she

came to herself she said, ‘What has happened is most extraordinary and I

am very much hurt. It seems inexplicable, but of course there is an

explanation, and we must wait for it. It will turn out that a lunatic

has escaped from some asylum and found his way here.’ The wound healed

and she appeared to get well, but the doctor who was sent for to her

would not believe that she could bear so terrible a shock so easily, and

insisted that she must have change, mental and physical; so her

brothers took her to Switzerland.

“Being a sensible girl, when she went abroad, she threw herself at once

into the interests of the country she was in. She dried plants, she made

sketches, she went up mountains, and, as autumn came on, she was the

person who urged that they should return to Croglin Grange. ‘We have

taken it,’ she said, ‘for seven years, and we have only been there one;

and we shall always find it difficult to let a house which is only one

story high, so we had better return there; lunatics do not escape every

day.’ As she urged it, her brothers wished nothing better, and the

family returned to Cumberland. From there being no upstairs in the

house, it was impossible to make any great change in their arrangements.

The sister occupied the same room, but it is unnecessary to say she

always closed her shutters, which, however, as in many old houses,

always left one top pane of the window uncovered. The brothers moved,

and occupied a room together exactly opposite that of their sister, and

they always kept loaded pistols in their room.

“The winter passed most peacefully and happily. In the following March

the sister was suddenly awakened by a sound she remembered only too

well--scratch, scratch, scratch upon the window, and looking up, she

saw, climbed up to the topmost pane of the window, the same hideous

brown shrivelled face, with glaring eyes, looking in at her. This time

she screamed as loud as she could. Her brothers rushed out of their room

with pistols, and out of the front door. The creature was already

scudding away across the lawn. One of the brothers fired and hit it in

the leg, but still with the other leg it continued to make way,

scrambled over the wall into the churchyard, and seemed to disappear

into a vault which belonged to a family long extinct.

“The next day the brothers summoned all the tenants of Croglin Grange,

and in their presence the vault was opened. A horrible scene revealed

itself. The vault was full of coffins; they had been broken open, and

their contents, horribly mangled and distorted, were scattered over the

floor. One coffin alone remained intact. Of that the lid had been

lifted, but still lay loose upon the coffin. They raised it, and there,

brown, withered, shrivelled, mummified, but quite entire, was the same

hideous figure which had looked in at the windows of Croglin Grange,

with the marks of a recent pistol-shot in the leg; and they did--the

only thing that can lay a vampire--they burnt it.”

* * * * *

JOURNAL.

“_Highcliffe, June 30, 1874._--It is delightful to be here again. I came

on Friday with Everard Primrose,[99] a friend who always especially

interests me, in spite of the intense melancholy which always makes him

say that he longs for an early death.

“This place, so spiritually near the gates of heaven, is a great

rest--quite a halt in life--after London, which, though I thought it

filled with all great and beautiful things, packs in too much, so that

one loses breath mentally. Here all is still, and the touching past and

earnestly hopeful future lend a wonderful charm to the quiet life of the

present. ‘Les beaux jours sont là; on ne les voit pas, on les

sent.’[100]

“The dear lady of the castle is not looking well. I believe it is owing

to her conversion to Lady Jane Ellice’s teetotalism; but she says it is

not that. Lady Jane herself is a perpetual sunshine, which radiates on

all around her and is quite enchanting. Miss Lindsay is the only other

guest. In the evening Lady Jane sings and Miss Lindsay recites--most

wonderfully--out of Shakspeare, with great power and pathos.

“It has not been fine weather, but we have had delightful walks on the

sand, by the still sad-looking sea, with the Isle of Wight and its

Needles rising in the faint distance, or in the thick woods of

wind-blown ilex and arbutus. One day we went to ‘the Haven House,’ which

is a place that often comes back to my recollection--picturesquely,

gauntly standing on a tongue of land at the meeting of river and bay, at

the end of a weird pine-wood, where the gnarled roots of the trees all

writhe seawards out of the sand. Here groups of children were at play on

the little jetties of sea-weedy stones and timber, while a row of herons

were catching fish--solitarily--at great intervals, in the bay.

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