III

Mrs. Burton had made a failure of her own life.

She had married a man who subsequently had been so foolish as to lose

his money--or most of it.

Eve, who had ever a short memory, does not remember the catastrophe. She

was three at the time of it. She was in the nursery when the blow fell,

and presently her mother came in looking very distracted and wild, and

caught the little girl's face between her hands, and looked into it, and

turned it this way and that, and passed the little girl's beautiful

brown hair through her fingers, and then began to speak violently.

"You sha'n't be shabby," she said. "I will make a great beauty of you.

You've got the beauty. You shall ride in your carriage, even if I work

my hands to the bone. They've bowled me over. But I'm not dead yet.

Elizabeth Burton shall have her day. You wait. I'll make the world dance

for you." Then she went into violent hysterics.

There was a little money left. Mrs. Burton took Evelyn to Europe, and

began to teach her the long litany of success:

Money is God;

We praise thee, etc.,

a very long, somewhat truthful, and truly degraded litany. She taught

her that it isn't handsome is as handsome does, but the boots and

shoes, after all. She taught her that a girl must dress beautifully to

be beautiful, that she must learn all the world's ways and secrets, and

at the same time appear in speech and manner like a child of Nature,

like a newly opened rose. And she taught her to love her country

like this:

"America, my dear, is the one place where a girl can marry enough money

to live somewhere else. Or, if her husband is tied to his affairs, it is

the one place where she can get the most for his money--not as we get

the most for ours, for we couldn't live two minutes on our income in

America--but where the most people will bow the lowest to her because

she is rich; where she will be the most courted and the most envied."

The two mammas worked along similar lines, but for different reasons.

Mrs. Burton strove to make Eve ornamental so that she might acquire

millions; Mrs. Williams strove to Anglicize and Europeanize her son so

that he might ornament those which were already his. Those little spread

eagles, the corpuscles in his blood, folded their wings a trifle as he

grew older, and weren't always so ready to scream and boast; but they

remained eagles, and no amount of Eton and Oxford could turn them into

little unicorns or lions. You may wonder why Fitz's father, a strong,

sane man, permitted such attempts at denationalization upon his son and

heir. Fitz so wondered--once. So wrote. And was answered thus:

... If you're any good it will all come out in the wash. If you aren't

any good it doesn't matter whether your mother makes an Englishman out

of you or a Mandarin. When you come of age you'll be your own man;

that's been the bargain between your mother and me. That will be the

time for you to decide whether to be governed or to help govern. I am

not afraid for you. I never have been.

So Mrs. Williams was not successful on the whole in her attempts to make

a cosmopolitan of Fitz. And that was just enough, because the attempts

were those of an amateur. She had lived a furiously active life of

pleasure; she had made an unassailable place for herself in the best

European society, as at home. She had not even become estranged from her

husband. They were always crossing the ocean to see each other, "if only

for a minute or two," as she used to say, and when Fitz was at school

she spent much of her time in America; and Fitz's short vacations were

wild sprees with his father and mother, come over for the purpose. Mr.

Williams would take an immense country house for a few weeks, with

shooting and riding and all sorts of games thrown in, and have Fitz's

friends by the dozen. But, like as not, Mr. Williams would leave in the

middle of it, as fast as trains and steamers could carry him, home to

his affairs. And even the little English boys missed him sorely, since

he was much kinder to them, as a rule, than their own fathers were, and

had always too many sovereigns in his pocket for his own comfort.

But Mrs. Burton's attempts to make a charming cosmopolitan of Eve met

with the greater success that they deserved. They were the efforts of a

professional, one who had staked life or death, so to speak, on the

result. Where Mrs. Williams amused herself and achieved small victories,

Mrs. Burton fought and achieved great conquests. She saved money out of

her thin income, money for the great days to come when Eve was to be

presented to society at Newport; and she slaved and toiled grimly and

with far-seeing genius. Eve's speaking voice was, perhaps, Mrs. Burton's

and her own greatest triumph. It was Ellen Terry's youngest, freshest

voice over again, but with the naïvest little ghost of a French accent;

and she didn't seem so much to project a phrase at you by the locutory

muscles as to smile it to you.

Mrs. Burton had, of course, her moments of despair about Eve. But these

were mostly confined to that despairing period when most girls are

nothing but arms and wrists and gawkiness and shyness; when their clear,

bright complexions turn muddy, and they want to enter convents. Eve at

this period in her life was unusually trying and nondescript. She

announced that if she ever married it would be for love alone, but that

she did not intend to marry. She would train to be a cholera nurse or a

bubonic plague nurse--anything, in short, that was most calculated to

drive poor Mrs. Burton frantic. And she grew the longest, thinnest pair

of legs and arms in Europe; and her hair seemed to lose its wonderful

lustre; and her skin, upon which Mrs. Burton had banked so much, became

colorless and opaque and a little blotched around the chin. And she was

so nervous and overgrown that she would throw you a whole fit of

hysterics during piano lessons; and she prayed so long night and morning

that her bony knees developed callouses; and when she didn't have a cold

in her head she was getting over one or catching another.

During this period in Eve's life the children met for the second time.

It was in Vienna. This time Mrs. Burton, as having been longer in

residence, called upon Mrs. Williams, taking Eve with her, after

hesitation. Poor Eve! The graceful, gracious courtesy of her babyhood

was now a performance of which a stork must have felt ashamed; she

pitched into a table (while trying to make herself small) and sent a

pitcher of lemonade crashing to the ground. And then burst into tears

that threatened to become laughter mixed with howls.

At this moment Fitz, having been sent for to "do the polite," entered.

He shook hands at once with Mrs. Burton, whom he had never seen before,

and turned to see how Eve, whom he vaguely remembered, was coming on.

And there she was--nothing left of his vague memory but the immense

eyes. Even these were not clear and bright, but red in the whites and

disordered with tears. For the rest (Fitz made the mental comparison

himself) she reminded him of a silly baby camel that he had seen in the

zoo, that had six inches of body, six feet of legs, and the most bashful

expression imaginable.

Mrs. Burton, you may be sure, did not lose the start that Fitz gave

before he went forward and shook hands with Eve. But she misinterpreted

it. She said to herself (all the while saying other things aloud to Mrs.

Williams): "If he had only seen her a year ago, even a boy of his age

would have been struck by her, and would have remembered her. But now!

Now, he'll never forget her. And I don't blame him. She's so ugly that

he was frightened."

But that was not why Fitz had started. The poor, gawky, long-legged,

tearful, frightened, overgrown, wretched girl had not struck him as

ugly; she had struck him as the most pathetic and to-be-pitied object

that he had ever seen. I do not account for this. I state it. Had she

been pretty and self-possessed he would have left the room presently on

some excuse, but now he stayed--not attracted, but troubled and sorry

and eager to put her at her ease. So he would have turned aside to help

a gutter cat that had been run over and hurt, though he would have

passed the proudest, fluffiest Angora in Christendom with no more than a

glance. He began to talk to her in his plainest, straightest, honestest

Ohioan. It always came out strongest when he was most moved. His

mother's sharp ears heard the A's, how they narrowed in his mouth, and

smote every now and then with a homely tang against the base of his

nose. "Just like his father," she thought, "when some one's in trouble."

And she had a sudden twinge of nostalgia.

Fitz lured Eve to a far corner and showed her a set of wonderful carved

chess-men that he had bought that morning; and photographs of his

friends at Eton, and of the school, and of some of the masters. He

talked very earnestly and elaborately about these dull matters, and

passed by the opportunities which her first embarrassed replies offered

for the repartee of youth. And he who was most impatient of restraint

and simple occupations talked and behaved like a dull, simple, kindly

old gentleman. His method may not have left Eve with a dazzling

impression of him; she could not know that he was not himself, but all

at once a deliberate artist seeking to soothe and to make easy.

Eve did not enjoy that call; she enjoyed nothing in those days but

prayer and despair; but she got to the end of it without any more tears

and crashes. And she said to her mother afterward that young Williams

seemed a nice boy--but so dull. Well, they were quits. She had seemed

dull enough to Fitz. A sick cat may touch your heart, but does not

furnish you with lively companionship. Fitz was heartily glad when the

Burtons had gone. He had worked very hard to make things possible for

that absurd baby camel.

"You may call her an absurd baby camel," said his mother, "but it's my

opinion that she is going to be a very great beauty."

"_She!"_ exclaimed Fitz, thinking that the ugliness of Eve might have

unhinged his mother's beauty-loving mind.

"Oh," said his mother, "she's at an age now--poor child! But don't you

remember how the bones of her face--"

"I am trying to forget," said Fitz with a tremendous shudder for the

occasion.

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