CHAPTER XI.

"'Italia, oh, Italia, thou who hast

The fatal gift of beauty: which became

A funeral dower of present woes and past,'"

repeated the voice of a young man leaning from an upper window, and

looking down upon the antique streets of famous Rome.

"I think you have more taste for poetry than painting, Carl," said a

second voice.

The scene is an artist's studio, up four flights of stairs, and very

near the sky. A large skylight gives admission to the clear and radiant

light, and the windows are open for the soft breeze to enter the room,

though it is the month of December in that fair Italian clime, where it

is always summer. Pictures and palettes, statuettes and bronzes adorn

the walls, and somewhat litter the room, and its only two occupants

wear artists' blouses, though one of the wearers sits idly at the

window gazing down into the street. He is blonde and stout, with gay

blue eyes, and is unmistakably German, while his darker companion, who

is busily painting away at a picture, is just as certainly an American.

They both bear their nationalities plainly in their faces.

"Poetry and painting are sister arts, I think," said Carl Muller,

laughing. "The poets paint with words as we do with colors. They have

the advantage of us poor devils, for their word-paintings remain

beautiful forever, while our ochres crack and our crimsons fade."

"You should turn poet, then, Carl."

"I had some thought of it once," said the mercurial Carl, laughing,

"but upon making trial of my powers, I found that I lacked the divine

afflatus."

"Say rather that you lacked the more prosaic attribute that you lack in

painting--_industry_," said the American.

"Whatever failing I may have in this respect is fully atoned for by

you, Leslie. Never saw I a poor dauber so deeply wedded to his art.

Your perseverance is simply marvelous."

"It is the only way to conquer fame, Carl. There is no royal road to

success," said the artist, painting busily away as he talked.

Carl yawned lazily and repeated Beattie's well-known lines:

"'Ah! who can tell how hard it is to climb

The steep where Fame's proud temple shines afar;

Ah! who can tell how many a soul sublime,

Has felt the influence of malignant star,

And waged with fortune an eternal war!'"

"The 'malignant star' in your case means _idleness_, Carl. You have

talent enough if you would but apply yourself. Up, up, man, and get to

your work."

"It is impossible to conquer my constitutional inertia this evening,

Leslie. To-morrow I will vie with you in perseverance and labor like a

galley-slave," laughed the German, stretching his lazy length out of

the window.

There was silence a few moments. Carl was absorbed in something going

on in the street below--perhaps a street fight between two fiery

Italians, or perhaps the more interesting sight of some pretty woman

going to mass or confession--while Leslie Dane's brush moved on

unweariedly over his task. Evidently it was a labor of love.

"I should like to know where you get your models, Leslie," said Carl

Muller, looking back into the room. "You do not have the Italian type

of women in your faces. What do you copy from?"

"Memory," said the artist, laconically.

"Do you mean to say that you know a woman anywhere half as beautiful as

the women you put on your canvas?"

"I know one so transcendently lovely that the half of her beauty can

never be transferred to canvas," said Leslie Dane, while a flush of

pride rose over his features.

"In America?" asked Carl.

"In America," answered Leslie.

"Whew!" said the German, comprehensively. "I thought you did not care

for women, Mr. Dane."

"I never said so, Carl," said Leslie Dane, smiling.

"I know--but actions speak louder than words. You avoid them, you

decline invitations where you are likely to meet them, and the handsome

models vote you a perfect bear."

"Because there is but one woman in the whole world to me," answered

Leslie Dane, and he paused a moment in his painting, and looked away

with a world of tenderness in his large, dark eyes.

Carl Muller began to look interested.

"Ah! now I see why you work so hard," he said. "There is a woman at the

bottom of it. There is always a woman at the bottom of everything that

goes on in this world whether it be good or evil."

"Yes, I suppose so," said Leslie, resuming his work with a sigh to the

memory of the absent girl he loved.

"Love rules the court, the camp, the grove,

For love is heaven, and heaven is love,"

hummed Carl in his rich tenor voice.

"Leslie, you will accompany me to the _fete_ to-night?" said he,

presently.

"Thank you. I do not care to go," said Leslie.

"Heavens, what a selfish fellow!" said Carl, turning back to the

window.

Silence fell between them again. The soft breeze came sighing in at the

window ruffling Carl's sunny curls and caressing Leslie Dane's cheek

with viewless fingers.

A pot of violets on the window ledge filled the air with delicate

perfume. After that evening the scent of violets always came to Leslie

Dane wedded to a painful memory.

There was a heavy step at the door. Their portly landlady pushed her

head into the room.

"Letters, gentlemen," she said.

Carl Muller sprang up with alacrity.

"All for me, of course," he said. "Nobody ever writes to Dane."

He took the packet and went back to his seat, while his companion, with

a smothered sigh, went on with his work. It was quite true that no one

ever wrote to him, yet he still kept waiting and hoping for one dear

letter that never--never came.

"Ah, by Jove! but I was mistaken," Carl broke out suddenly. "Hurrah,

Leslie, here's a love letter from the girl you left behind you."

He held up a little creamy-hued envelope, smooth and thick as satin,

addressed in a lady's elegant hand, and Leslie Dane caught it almost

rudely from him. Carl gave a significant whistle and returned to his

own correspondence.

Leslie Dane tore open the letter so long waited and hoped for, and

devoured its contents with passionate impatience. It was very brief.

Let us glance over his shoulder and read what was written there:

"LESLIE," she wrote, "your letters have kept coming and coming, and

every one has been like a stab to my heart. I pray you never to write

to me again, for I have repented in bitterness of spirit the blind

folly into which you led me that night. Oh, how could you do it? I

was but a child. I did not know what love meant, and I was bewildered

and carried away by your handsome face, and the romance of that

moonlight flitting. It was wicked, it was cruel, Leslie, to bind me

so, for, oh, God, I _love_ another now, and I never can be his! But

at least I will _never_ be yours. I have burned your letters, and I

shall hate your memory as long I live for the cruel wrong you did me.

God forgive you, for I never can!

"BONNIBEL."

Leslie Dane threw that dreadful letter down and ground it beneath his

heel as though it had been a deadly serpent. It was, for it had stung

him to the heart.

Carl Muller looked up at the strange sound of that grinding boot-heel,

and saw his friend standing fixedly staring, into vacancy, his dark

eyes blazing like coals of fire, his handsome face pallid as death, and

set in a tense look of awful despair and bitterness terrible to behold.

Carl Muller sprang up and shook him violently by the arm.

"My God! Leslie," he cried, "what is it? What has happened to move you

so? Is there anyone dead?"

The handsome artist did not seem to hear him. He stood immovable save

for the horrid crunching of his boot-heel as it ground that fatal

letter into fragments.

"Leslie," exclaimed Carl, "speak, for mercy's sake! You cannot imagine

how horrible you look!"

Thus adjured Leslie Dane shook off his friend's clasp roughly, and

strode across the room to a recess where a veiled picture hung against

the wall.

He had always refused to show it to his brother artist, but now he

pushed the covering aside, disclosing a female head surrounded by

silvery clouds like that of an angel. The face, framed in waving masses

of golden hair, was lighted by eyes of tender violet, and radiantly

beautiful.

"Look Carl," said the artist in a changed and hollow voice, "is not

that the face of an angel?"

Carl Muller looked at the lovely face in wonder and delight.

"Beautiful, beautiful!" he exclaimed, "it is the face of a seraph!"

"Yes, it is the face of a seraph," repeated Leslie Dane. "The face of a

seraph, but oh, God, she is _fickle_, _faithless_, _false_!"

He stood still a moment looking at the fair young face smiling on him

in its radiant beauty, then caught up his brush and swept it across the

canvas.

One touch, the tender blue eyes were obliterated, another, and the

curved red lips were gone with their loving smile, another and another,

and the whole angelic vision was blotted from the canvas forever.

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