CHAPTER IV

THE VOICE OF JOHN BALL

SO now I heard John Ball; how he lifted up his voice and said:

"Ho, all ye good people! I am a priest of God, and in my day's work it

cometh that I should tell you what ye should do, and what ye should

forbear doing, and to that end I am come hither: yet first, if I myself

have wronged any man here, let him say wherein my wrongdoing lieth,

that I may ask his pardon and his pity."

A great hum of good-will ran through the crowd as he spoke; then he

smiled as in a kind of pride, and again he spoke:

"Wherefore did ye take me out of the archbishop's prison but three days

agone, when ye lighted the archbishop's house for the candle of

Canterbury, but that I might speak to you and pray you: therefore I

will not keep silence, whether I have done ill, or whether I have done

well. And herein, good fellows and my very brethren, I would have you

to follow me; and if there be such here, as I know full well there be

some, and may be a good many, who have been robbers of their neighbours

('And who is my neighbour?' quoth the rich man), or lechers, or

despiteful haters, or talebearers, or fawners on rich men for the hurt

of the poor (and that is the worst of all)--Ah, my poor brethren who

have gone astray, I say not to you, go home and repent lest you mar our

great deeds, but rather come afield and there repent. Many a day have

ye been fools, but hearken unto me and I shall make you wise above the

wisdom of the earth; and if ye die in your wisdom, as God wot ye well

may, since the fields ye wend to bear swords for daisies, and spears

for bents, then shall ye be, though men call you dead, a part and

parcel of the living wisdom of all things, very stones of the pillars

that uphold the joyful earth.

"Forsooth, ye have heard it said that ye shall do well in this world

that in the world to come ye may live happily for ever; do ye well

then, and have your reward both on earth and in heaven; for I say to

you that earth and heaven are not two but one; and this one is that

which ye know, and are each one of you a part of, to wit, the Holy

Church, and in each one of you dwelleth the life of the Church, unless

ye slay it. Forsooth, brethren, will ye murder the Church any one of

you, and go forth a wandering man and lonely, even as Cain did who slew

his brother? Ah, my brothers, what an evil doom is this, to be an

outcast from the Church, to have none to love you and to speak with

you, to be without fellowship! Forsooth, brothers, fellowship is

heaven, and lack of fellowship is hell: fellowship is life, and lack of

fellowship is death: and the deeds that ye do upon the earth, it is for

fellowship's sake that ye do them, and the life that is in it, that

shall live on and on for ever, and each one of you part of it, while

many a man's life upon the earth from the earth shall wane.

"Therefore, I bid you not dwell in hell but in heaven, or while ye

must, upon earth, which is a part of heaven, and forsooth no foul part.

"Forsooth, he that waketh in hell and feeleth his heart fail him, shall

have memory of the merry days of earth, and how that when his heart

failed him there, he cried on his fellow, were it his wife or his son

or his brother or his gossip or his brother sworn in arms, and how that

his fellow heard him and came and they mourned together under the sun,

till again they laughed together and were but half sorry between them.

This shall he think on in hell, and cry on his fellow to help him, and

shall find that therein is no help because there is no fellowship, but

every man for himself. Therefore, I tell you that the proud,

despiteous rich man, though he knoweth it not, is in hell already,

because he hath no fellow; and he that hath so hardy a heart that in

sorrow he thinketh of fellowship, his sorrow is soon but a story of

sorrow--a little change in the life that knows not ill."

He left off for a little; and indeed for some time his voice had

fallen, but it was so clear and the summer evening so soft and still,

and the silence of the folk so complete, that every word told. His

eyes fell down to the crowd as he stopped speaking, since for some

little while they had been looking far away into the blue distance of

summer; and the kind eyes of the man had a curious sight before him in

that crowd, for amongst them were many who by this time were not

dry-eyed, and some wept outright in spite of their black beards, while

all had that look as if they were ashamed of themselves, and did not

want others to see how deeply they were moved, after the fashion of

their race when they are strongly stirred. I looked at Will Green

beside me: his right hand clutched his bow so tight, that the knuckles

whitened; he was staring straight before him, and the tears were

running out of his eyes and down his big nose as though without his

will, for his face was stolid and unmoved all the time till he caught

my eye, and then he screwed up the strangest face, of scowling brow,

weeping eyes, and smiling mouth, while he dealt me a sounding thump in

the ribs with his left elbow, which, though it would have knocked me

down but for the crowd, I took as an esquire does the accolade which

makes a knight of him.

But while I pondered all these things, and how men fight and lose the

battle, and the thing that they fought for comes about in spite of

their defeat, and when it comes turns out not to be what they meant,

and other men have to fight for what they meant under another name--

while I pondered all this, John Ball began to speak again in the same

soft and dear voice with which he had left off.

"Good fellows, it was your fellowship and your kindness that took me

out of the archbishop's prison three days agone, though God wot ye had

nought to gain by it save outlawry and the gallows; yet lacked I not

your fellowship before ye drew near me in the body, and when between me

and Canterbury street was yet a strong wall, and the turnkeys and

sergeants and bailiffs.

"For hearken, my friends and helpers; many days ago, when April was yet

young, I lay there, and the heart that I had strung up to bear all

things because of the fellowship of men and the blessed saints and the

angels and those that are, and those that are to be, this heart, that I

had strung up like a strong bow, fell into feebleness, so that I lay

there a-longing for the green fields and the white-thorn bushes and the

lark singing over the corn, and the talk of good fellows round the

ale-house bench, and the babble of the little children, and the team on

the road and the beasts afield, and all the life of earth; and I alone

all the while, near my foes and afar from my friends, mocked and

flouted and starved with cold and hunger; and so weak was my heart that

though I longed for all these things yet I saw them not, nor knew them

but as names; and I longed so sore to be gone that I chided myself that

I had once done well; and I said to myself:

"Forsooth, hadst thou kept thy tongue between thy teeth thou mightest

have been something, if it had been but a parson of a town, and

comfortable to many a poor man; and then mightest thou have clad here

and there the naked back, and filled the empty belly, and holpen many,

and men would have spoken well of thee, and of thyself thou hadst

thought well; and all this hast thou lost for lack of a word here and

there to some great man, and a little winking of the eyes amidst murder

and wrong and unruth; and now thou art nought and helpless, and the

hemp for thee is sown and grown and heckled and spun, and lo there, the

rope for thy gallows-tree!--all for nought, for nought.

"Forsooth, my friends, thus I thought and sorrowed in my feebleness

that I had not been a traitor to the Fellowship of the Church, for e'en

so evil was my foolish imagination.

"Yet, forsooth, as I fell a-pondering over all the comfort and help

that I might have been and that I might have had, if I had been but a

little of a trembling cur to creep and crawl before abbot and bishop

and baron and bailiff, came the thought over me of the evil of the

world wherewith I, John Ball, the rascal hedge-priest, had fought and

striven in the Fellowship of the saints in heaven and poor men upon

earth.

"Yea, forsooth, once again I saw as of old, the great treading down the

little, and the strong beating down the weak, and cruel men fearing

not, and kind men daring not, and wise men caring not; and the saints

in heaven forbearing and yet bidding me not to forbear; forsooth, I

knew once more that he who doeth well in fellowship, and because of

fellowship, shall not fail though he seem to fail to-day, but in days

hereafter shall he and his work yet be alive, and men be holpen by them

to strive again and yet again; and yet indeed even that was little,

since, forsooth, to strive was my pleasure and my life.

"So I became a man once more, and I rose up to my feet and went up and

down my prison what I could for my hopples, and into my mouth came

words of good cheer, even such as we to-day have sung, and stoutly I

sang them, even as we now have sung them; and then did I rest me, and

once more thought of those pleasant fields where I would be, and all

the life of man and beast about them, and I said to myself that I

should see them once more before I died, if but once it were.

"Forsooth, this was strange, that whereas before I longed for them and

yet saw them not, now that my longing was slaked my vision was cleared,

and I saw them as though the prison walls opened to me and I was out of

Canterbury street and amidst the green meadows of April; and

therewithal along with me folk that I have known and who are dead, and

folk that are living; yea, and all those of the Fellowship on earth and

in heaven; yea, and all that are here this day. Overlong were the tale

to tell of them, and of the time that is gone.

"So thenceforward I wore through the days with no such faint heart,

until one day the prison opened verily and in the daylight, and there

were ye, my fellows, in the door--your faces glad, your hearts light

with hope, and your hands heavy with wrath; then I saw and understood

what was to do. Now, therefore, do ye understand it!"

His voice was changed, and grew louder than loud now, as he cast his

hands abroad towards that company with those last words of his; and I

could feel that all shame and fear was falling from those men, and that

mere fiery manhood was shining through their wonted English shamefast

stubbornness, and that they were moved indeed and saw the road before

them. Yet no man spoke, rather the silence of the men-folk deepened,

as the sun's rays grew more level and more golden, and the swifts

wheeled about shriller and louder than before.

Then again John Ball spoke and said, "In good sooth, I deem ye wot no

worse than I do what is to do--and first that somewhat we shall do--

since it is for him that is lonely or in prison to dream of fellowship,

but for him that is of a fellowship to do and not to dream.

"And next, ye know who is the foeman, and that is the proud man, the

oppressor, who scorneth fellowship, and himself is a world to himself

and needeth no helper nor helpeth any, but, heeding no law, layeth law

on other men because he is rich; and surely every one that is rich is

such an one, nor may be other.

"Forsooth, in the belly of every rich man dwelleth a devil of hell, and

when the man would give his goods to the poor, the devil within him

gainsayeth it, and saith, 'Wilt thou then be of the poor, and suffer

cold and hunger and mocking as they suffer, then give thou thy goods to

them, and keep them not.' And when he would be compassionate, again

saith the devil to him, 'If thou heed these losels and turn on them a

face like to their faces, and deem of them as men, then shall they

scorn thee, and evil shall come of it, and even one day they shall fall

on thee to slay thee when they have learned that thou art but as they

be.'

"Ah, woe worth the while! too oft he sayeth sooth, as the wont of the

devil is, that lies may be born of the barren truth; and sooth it is

that the poor deemeth the rich to be other than he, and meet to be his

master, as though, forsooth, the poor were come of Adam, and the rich

of him that made Adam, that is God; and thus the poor man oppresseth

the poor man, because he feareth the oppressor. Nought such are ye, my

brethren; or else why are ye gathered here in harness to bid all bear

witness of you that ye are the sons of one man and one mother, begotten

of the earth?"

As he said the words there came a stir among the weapons of the throng,

and they pressed closer round the cross, yet with held the shout as yet

which seemed gathering in their bosoms.

And again he said:

"Forsooth, too many rich men there are in this realm; and yet if there

were but one, there would be one too many, for all should be his

thralls. Hearken, then, ye men of Kent. For overlong belike have I

held you with words; but the love of you constrained me, and the joy

that a man hath to babble to his friends and his fellows whom he hath

not seen for a long season.

"Now, hearken, I bid you: To the rich men that eat up a realm there

cometh a time when they whom they eat up, that is the poor, seem poorer

than of wont, and their complaint goeth up louder to the heavens; yet

it is no riddle to say that oft at such times the fellowship of the

poor is waxing stronger, else would no man have heard his cry. Also at

such times is the rich man become fearful, and so waxeth in cruelty,

and of that cruelty do people misdeem that it is power and might

waxing. Forsooth, ye are stronger than your fathers, because ye are

more grieved than they, and ye should have been less grieved than they

had ye been horses and swine; and then, forsooth, would ye have been

stronger to bear; but ye, ye are not strong to bear, but to do.

"And wot ye why we are come to you this fair eve of holiday? and wot ye

why I have been telling of fellowship to you? Yea, forsooth, I deem ye

wot well, that it is for this cause, that ye might bethink you of your

fellowship with the men of Essex."

His last word let loose the shout that had been long on all men's lips,

and great and fierce it was as it rang shattering through the quiet

upland village. But John Ball held up his hand, and the shout was one

and no more.

Then he spoke again:

"Men of Kent, I wot well that ye are not so hard bested as those of

other shires, by the token of the day when behind the screen of leafy

boughs ye met Duke William with bill and bow as he wended Londonward

from that woeful field of Senlac; but I have told of fellowship, and ye

have hearkened and understood what the Holy Church is, whereby ye know

that ye are fellows of the saints in heaven and the poor men of Essex;

and as one day the saints shall call you to the heavenly feast, so now

do the poor men call you to the battle.

"Men of Kent, ye dwell fairly here, and your houses are framed of stout

oak beams, and your own lands ye till; unless some accursed lawyer with

his false lying sheepskin and forged custom of the Devil's Manor hath

stolen it from you; but in Essex slaves they be and villeins, and worse

they shall be, and the lords swear that ere a year be over ox and horse

shall go free in Essex, and man and woman shall draw the team and the

plough; and north away in the east countries dwell men in poor halls of

wattled reeds and mud, and the north-east wind from off the fen

whistles through them; and poor they be to the letter; and there him

whom the lord spareth, the bailiff squeezeth, and him whom the bailiff

forgetteth, the Easterling Chapman sheareth; yet be these stout men and

valiant, and your very brethren.

"And yet if there be any man here so base as to think that a small

matter, let him look to it that if these necks abide under the yoke,

Kent shall sweat for it ere it be long; and ye shall lose acre and

close and woodland, and be servants in your own houses, and your sons

shall be the lords' lads, and your daughters their lemans, and ye shall

buy a bold word with many stripes, and an honest deed with a leap from

the gallows-tree.

"Bethink ye, too, that ye have no longer to deal with Duke William,

who, if he were a thief and a cruel lord, was yet a prudent man and a

wise warrior; but cruel are these, and headstrong, yea, thieves and

fools in one--and ye shall lay their heads in the dust."

A shout would have arisen again, but his eager voice rising higher yet,

restrained it as he said:

"And how shall it be then when these are gone? What else shall ye lack

when ye lack masters? Ye shall not lack for the fields ye have tilled,

nor the houses ye have built, nor the cloth ye have woven; all these

shall be yours, and whatso ye will of all that the earth beareth; then

shall no man mow the deep grass for another, while his own kine lack

cow-meat; and he that soweth shall reap, and the reaper shall eat in

fellowship the harvest that in fellowship he hath won; and he that

buildeth a house shall dwell in it with those that he biddeth of his

free will; and the tithe barn shall garner the wheat for all men to eat

of when the seasons are untoward, and the rain-drift hideth the sheaves

in August; and all shall be without money and without price.

Faithfully and merrily then shall all men keep the holidays of the

Church in peace of body and joy of heart. And man shall help man, and

the saints in heaven shall be glad, because men no more fear each

other; and the churl shall be ashamed, and shall hide his churlishness

till it be gone, and he be no more a churl; and fellowship shall be

established in heaven and on the earth."

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