XXXVII

Oliver had quite a little time to think things over as the two-seater

purred along smooth roads toward New York. The longer he thought them

over, the less amiable some few of the things appeared. He formed and

rejected a dozen more or less incredible hypotheses as to what possible

connection there could be between Mrs. Severance and Sargent Piper--none

of them seemed to fit entirely and yet there must be something perfectly

simple, perfectly easy to explain--only what on earth could it be?

He went looking through his mind for any scraps that might possibly

piece together--of course he hadn't known Peter since College without

finding out that in spite of their extreme politeness toward each other,

Peter's mother and father really didn't get on. Club-stories came to him

that he had tried to get away from--the kind of stories that were told

about any prominent man, he supposed--a little leering paragraph in

“Town Gossip”--a dozen words dropped with the easy assuredness of tone

that meant the speakers were alluding to something that everyone knew

by people who hadn't realized that he was Peter's friend. A caustically

frank discussion of Mrs. Severance with Ted in one of Ted's bitter

moods--a discussion that had given Oliver a bad half-hour later with

Louise.

But things like that didn't _happen_--people whose houses you stayed

at--people your sister brought home over the week-end--the fathers of

your own friends. And then Oliver winced as he remembered the afternoon

when all the New Haven evening papers had screamed with headlines over

the Witterly divorce suit--and Bob Witterly's leaving College because he

couldn't stand it--that had been people you knew all right--and everyone

had always had such a good time at the Witterlys' too.

It was all perfectly incredible of course--but he would have to find Ted

just as soon as possible, no matter where he had to go to find him--and

as the little reel of the speedometer began to hitch toward the left and

into higher figures, Oliver felt very relieved indeed that he had the

two-seater and that Mr. Piper wasn't coming into town till the 7.03.

He got into New York to find he hadn't made as good time as he'd

thought--a couple of traffic blocks had kept him back for valuable

minutes--though of course the minutes couldn't be valuable exactly when

it was all bosh about his having to get in so quickly after all. He went

first to 252A Madison Avenue, hoping most heartily that Ted would be

there on the fifth floor with his eyeshade over his eyes and large

law-books crowding his desk, but the door was locked and knockings

brought no response except a peevish voice from the other side of the

narrow hall requesting any gentleman that was a gentleman to shut up for

Gawd's sake. The Yale Club next--there was just a chance that Ted might

be there--

Oliver went through the Yale Club a good deal more thoroughly than most

pages, from the lobby to the upstairs dining-room. He even invaded the

library to the suspicious annoyance of some old uncle who was pretending

to read a book held upside down in his lap in order to camouflage his

pre-prandial nap. No Ted--though half-a-dozen acquaintances who insisted

on saying hello and taking up time. Back to the street and a slight

dispute with a policeman as regarded the place where Oliver had parked

his car. He looked at his watch just before poking the self-starter--Mr.

Piper's train must be halfway to New York by now. He set his lips and

turned down 44th Street toward the Avenue.

Fourth floor Ted had said. The elevator went much too quickly for

Oliver--he was standing in front of a most non-committal door-bell

before he had arranged the racing tumult of thought in his mind enough

to be in any measure sure of just what the devil he was going to say.

Moreover he was oppressed by a familiar and stomachless sensation--the

sensation he always had when he tried to high-dive and stood looking

gingerly down from a shaky platform at water that seemed a thousand

miles away and as flat and hard as a blue steel plate. There wasn't any

guide in any Manual of Etiquette he had ever heard of on What to Say

When Interrupting a Tete-a-Tete between Your Best Friend and a Dangerous

And Beautiful Woman. He wondered idly if Ted would ever speak to him

again--Mrs. Severance certainly wouldn't--and he rather imagined that

even if Ted and Elinor did get married he would hardly be the welcome

guest he had always expected to be there.

Well, that was what you get for trying to pull a Jonathan when the Saul

in question was behaving a good deal more like David in the affair with

Uriah the Hittite's spouse--and it wasn't safe and Biblical and all

done with a couple of thousand years ago but abashingly real and now

happening directly under your own astonished eyes. He licked his lips a

little nervously--they seemed to be rather dry. No use standing outside

the door like a wooden statue of Unwelcome Propriety anyhow--the thing

had to be done, that was all--and he pushed the bell-button with all the

decision he could force into his finger.

The fact that it was not answered at once helped him a good deal by

giving him a certain strength of annoyance. He pushed again.

It was Mrs. Severance who answered it finally--and the moment he saw her

face he knew with an immense invisible shock of relief how right he had

been, for it was composed as an idol's but under the composure there was

emotion, and, the moment she saw him, anger, as strong and steady and

impassive as the color of a metal that is only white because it has

been possessed to extremity already with all the burning heat that its

substance can bear. She was dressed in some stuff that moved with

her and was part of her as wholly as if it and her body had been made

together out of light and gilded cloud--he had somehow never imagined

that she could be as--lustrous--as that--it gave him the sensation

that he had only seen her before when she was unlighted like an empty

lantern, and that now there was such fire of light in her that the very

glass that contained it seemed to be burning of itself. And then

he realized that she had given him good-evening with an exquisite

politeness, shaken hands and now was obviously waiting, with a little

tired look of surprise around her mouth, to find out exactly why he was

there at all.

He gathered his wits--it wasn't fair, somehow, for her to be wearing

that air of delicate astonishment at an unexpected call at dinner-time

when he hadn't been invited--it forced him into being so casually

polite.

“Sorry to break in on you like this, Mrs. Severance,” he said with a

ghastly feeling that after all he might be entirely wrong, and another

that it was queer to have to be so formal, in the afternoon tea

sense, with his words when his whole mind was boiling with pictures of

everything from Ted as a modern Tannhauser in a New York Venusberg to

triangular murder. “I hope I'm not--disturbing you?”

“Oh no. No,” and he suddenly felt a most complete if unwilling

admiration for the utter finish with which she was playing her side of

the act.

“Only you see,” and this was Oliver doing his best at the ingenuous boy,

“Ted Billett, you know--he said he might be having dinner with you

this evening--and I've got a very important letter for him--awful

nuisance--don't see why it couldn't have gone in the mail by itself--but

the man was absolutely insistent on my delivering it by hand.” “A

letter? Oh yes. And they want an answer right away?” Again Oliver

realized grudgingly that whatever Mrs. Severance might be she was

certainly not obvious. For “I'm so glad you came then,” she was saying

with what seemed to be perfect sincerity. “Won't you come in?”

That little pucker that came and went in the white brow meant that she

was sure that she could manage him, sure she could carry it off, Oliver

imagined--and he was frank enough with himself to admit that he was not

at all sure that she couldn't.

“Oh Ted--” he heard her say, very coolly but also with considerable

distinctness, as if her voice had to carry, “there's a friend of yours

here with a letter for you--”

And then she had brought him inside and was apologizing for having the

front room so badly lighted but one had to economize on light-bills,

didn't one, even for a small apartment, and besides didn't it give one a

little more the real feeling of evening? And Oliver was considering why,

when if as he pressed the bell, he had felt so much like a modern

St. George and wholly as if he were doing something rather fine and

perilous, he should feel quite so much like a gauche seventeen-year-old

now. He thought that he would not enjoy playing chess with Mrs.

Severance. She was one of those people who smiled inoffensively at the

end of a game and then said they thought it would really be a little

evener if they gave you both knights.

Ted reassured him though. Ted, stumbling out of the dining-room, with

a mixture of would-be unconcern, compound embarrassment and complete

though suppressed fury at Oliver on his face. It was hardly either just

or moral, Oliver reflected, that Mrs. Severance should be the only one

of them to seem completely at her ease.

“Hello, Ollie,” in the tone of “And if you'd only get the hell out as

quickly as possible.” “Mrs. Severance--” a stumble over that. “You've

got a letter for me?”

“Yes. It's important,” said Oliver as firmly as he could. He gave it,

and, as Ted sat down near a lamp to read it, Oliver saw by one sudden

momentary flash that passed over Mrs. Severance's face that she had seen

the address and known instantly that the handwriting was not that of a

man. And then Oliver began to think that he might have been right

when he had thought of the present expedition as something rather

perilous--he found that he had moved three steps away from Mrs.

Severance without his knowing it, very much as he might have from an

unfamiliar piece of furniture near which he was standing and which had

instantaneously developed all the electric properties of a coil of live

wire. Then he looked at Ted's face--and what he saw there made him want

to kick himself for looking--because it is never proper for even the

friendliest spectator to see a man's private soul stripped naked as a

grass-stalk before his own eyes. It was horribly like watching Ted lose

balance on the edge of a cliff that he had been walking unconcernedly

and start to fall without crying out or any romantic gestures, with only

that look of utter surprise struck into his face and the way his hands

clutched as if they would tear some solid hold out of the air. Oliver

kept his eyes on him in a frosty suspense while he read the letter all

through three times and then folded it and put it carefully away in his

breast pocket--and then when he looked at Mrs. Severance Oliver could

have shouted aloud with immense improper joy, for he knew by the way

Ted's hands moved that they were going back in the car together.

Ted was on his feet and his voice was as grave as if he were

apologizing for having insulted Mrs. Severance in public, but under the

meaninglessness of his actual words it was wholly firm and controlled.

“I'm awfully sorry--I've got to go right away. You'll think me immensely

rude but it's something that's practically life-and-death.” “Really?”

said Mrs. Severance and Oliver could have clapped his hands at her

accent. Now that the battle had ended bloodlessly, he supposed he might

be permitted to applaud, internally at least. And “I'm sorry--but this

is over,” said every note in Ted's voice and “Lost have I? Well then--”

every note in hers.

It occurred to Oliver that things were badly arranged--all this--and he

was the only audience.

Life seemed sudden lavish in giving him benefit performances of other

people's love-affairs--he supposed it was all part of the old and

deathless jest.

And then, like a prickling of cold, there passed over him once more

that little sense of danger. Mrs. Severance and Ted were both standing

looking at each other and neither was saying anything--and Ted looked by

his face as if he were walking in his sleep.

“The car's down below, old boy,” said Oliver helpfully, and then, a

little louder “Peter's car, you know,” and whatever cobwebs had been

holding Ted for the last instant broke apart. He went over to Mrs.

Severance. “Good-by.”

“Good-by,” and he started making apologies again while she merely looked

and Oliver was suddenly fretting like a weary hostess whose callers have

stayed hours too long, to have him down in the car and the car pointed

again with its nose toward Southampton.

And then he heard, through Ted's last apologia, the whir of a mounting

elevator.

The elevator couldn't stop at the fourth floor--it couldn't. But it did,

and there was the noise of the gate slung back and “_What's that?_”

said Mrs. Severance sharply, her politeness broken to bits for the first

time.

They were all standing near the door, and, with a complete disbelief in

all that he was hearing and seeing, Oliver heard Mrs. Severance's voice

in his ear, “The kitchen--fire-escape--” saw her push Ted toward him

as if she were shifting a piece of cumbrous furniture, and obeyed

her orders implicitly because he was too surprised to think of doing

anything else.

He hurried himself and the still half-somnambulistic Ted through the

dining-room curtains, just in time to catch a last glimpse of Mrs.

Severance softly pressing with all her weight and strength against

her side of the door of the apartment as a man's quick short footsteps

crossed the hall in two strides, and after a second's pause, a key

clicked into the lock.

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