CHAPTER XII

THE ENTRANCE INTO EDEN

They had travelled through the night, and in the early morning left the

express at a junction. Honora sat in the straight-backed seat of the

smaller train with parted lips and beating heart, gazing now and again at

the pearly mists rising from the little river valley they were climbing.

Chiltern was like a schoolboy.

"We'll soon be there," he cried, but it was nearly nine o'clock when they

reached the Gothic station that marked the end of the line. It was a

Chiltern line, he told her, and she was already within the feudal domain.

Time indeed that she awoke! She reached the platform to confront a group

of upturned, staring faces, and for the moment her courage failed her.

Somehow, with Chiltern's help, she made her way to a waiting omnibus

backed up against the boards. The footman touched his hat, the

grey-headed coachman saluted, and they got in. As the horses started off

at a quick trot, Honora saw that the group on the station platform had

with one consent swung about to stare after them.

They passed through the main street of the town, lined with plate-glass

windows and lively signs, and already bustling with the business of the

day, through humbler thoroughfares, and presently rumbled over a bridge

that spanned a rushing stream confined between the foundation walls of

mills. Hundreds of yards of mills stretched away on either side; mills

with windows wide open, and within them Honora heard the clicking and

roaring of machinery, and saw the men and women at their daily tasks.

Life was a strange thing that they should be doing this while she should

be going to live in luxury at a great country place. On one of the walls

she read the legend Chiltern and Company.

"They still keep our name," said Hugh, "although they are in the trust."

He pointed out to her, with an air of pride, every landmark by the

roadside. In future they were to have a new meaning--they were to be

shared with her. And he spoke of the times--as child and youth, home from

the seashore or college, he had driven over the same road. It wound to

the left, behind the mills, threaded a village of neat wooden houses

where the better class of operatives lived, reached the river again, and

turned at last through a brick gateway, past a lodge in the dense shade

of sheltering boughs, into a wooded drive that climbed, by gentle

degrees, a slope. Human care for generations had given to the place a

tradition. People had lived here and loved those trees--his people. And

could it be that she was to inherit all this, with him? Was her name

really Chiltern?

The beating of her heart became a pain when in the distance through the

spreading branches she caught a glimpse of the long, low outline of the

house, a vision at once familiar and unreal. How often in the months gone

by had she called up the memory of the photograph she had once seen, only

to doubt the more that she should ever behold that house and these trees

with him by her side! They drew up before the door, and a venerable,

ruddy-faced butler stood gravely on the steps to welcome them. Hugh

leaped out. He was still the schoolboy.

"Starling," he said, "this is Mrs. Chiltern."

Honora smiled tremulously.

"How do you do, Starling?" she said.

"Starling's an old friend, Honora. He's been here ever since I can

remember."

The blue eyes of the old servant were fixed on her with a strange,

searching expression. Was it compassion she read in them, on this that

should be the happiest of her days? In that instant, unaccountably, her

heart went out to the old man; and something of what he had seen, and

something of what was even now passing within him, came to her

intuitively. It was as though, unexpectedly, she had found a friend--and

a friend who had had no previous intentions of friendship.

"I'm sure I wish you happiness, madame,--and Mr. Hugh, he said in a voice

not altogether firm.

"Happiness!" cried Hugh. "I've never known what it was before now,

Starling."

The old man's eyes glistened.

"And you've come to stay, sir?"

"All my life, Starling," said Hugh.

They entered the hall. It was wide and cool, white panelled to the

ceiling, with a dark oak floor. At the back of it was an

eighteenth-century stairway, with a band of red carpet running up the

steps, and a wrought-iron guard with a velvet-covered rail. Halfway up,

the stairway divided at a landing, lighted by great triple windows of

small panes.

"You may have breakfast in half an hour, Starling," said Chiltern, and

led Honora up the stairs into the east wing, where he flung open one of

the high mahogany doors on the south side. "These are your rooms, Honora.

I have had Keller do them all over for you, and I hope you'll like them.

If you don't, we'll change them again."

Her answer was an exclamation of delight. There was a bedroom in pink,

with brocaded satin on the walls, and an oriel window thrust out over the

garden; a panelled boudoir at the corner of the house, with a marble

mantel before which one of Marie Antoinette's duchesses had warmed her

feet; and shelves lined with gold-lettered books. From its windows,

across the flowering shrubbery and through the trees, she saw the

gleaming waters of a lake, and the hills beyond. From this view she

turned, and caught her breath, and threw her arms about her husband's

neck. He was astonished to see that her eyes were filled with tears.

"Oh, Hugh," she cried, "it's too perfect! It almost makes me afraid."

"We will be very happy, dearest," he said, and as he kissed her he

laughed at the fates.

"I hope so--I pray so," she said, as she clung to him. "But--don't

laugh,--I can't bear it."

He patted her cheek.

"What a strange little girl you are!" he said. "I suppose I shouldn't be

mad about you if you weren't that way. Sometimes I wonder how many women

I have married."

She smiled at him through her tears.

"Isn't that polygamy, Hugh?" she asked.

It was all like a breathless tale out of one of the wonder books of

youth. So, at least, it seemed to Honora as she stood, refreshed with a

new white linen gown, hesitating on the threshold of her door before

descending. Some time the bell must ring, or the cock crow, or the fairy

beckon with a wand, and she would have to go back. Back where? She did

not know--she could not remember. Cinderella dreaming by the embers,

perhaps.

He was awaiting her in the little breakfast room, its glass casements

open to the garden with the wall and the round stone seat. The simmering

urn, the white cloth, the shining silver, the big green melons that the

hot summer sun had ripened for them alone, and Hugh's eyes as they rested

on her--such was her illusion. Nor was it quite dispelled when he lighted

a pipe and they started to explore their Eden, wandering through chambers

with, low ceilings in the old part of the house, and larger, higher

apartments in the portion that was called new. In the great darkened

library, side by side against the Spanish leather on the walls, hung the

portraits of his father and mother in heavy frames of gilt.

Her husband was pleased that she should remain so long before them. And

for a while, as she stood lost in contemplation, he did not speak. Once

she glanced at him, and then back at the stern face of the General,

--stern, yet kindly. The eyes, deep-set under bushy brows, like Hugh's,

were full of fire; and yet the artist had made them human, too. A dark,

reddish brown, close-trimmed mustache and beard hid the mouth and chin.

Hugh had inherited the nose, but the father's forehead was wider and

fuller. Hugh was at once a newer type, and an older. The face and figure

of the General were characteristic of the mid-century American of the

northern states, a mixture of boldness and caution and Puritanism, who

had won his battles in war and commerce by a certain native quality of

mind.

"I never appreciated him," said Hugh at length, "until after he died

--long after. Until now, in fact. At times we were good friends, and then

something he would say or do would infuriate me, and I would purposely

make him angry. He had a time and a rule for everything, and I could not

bear rules. Breakfast was on the minute, an hour in his study to attend

to affairs about the place, so many hours in his office at the mills, in

the president's room at the bank, vestry and charity meetings at regular

intervals. No movement in all this country round about was ever set on

foot without him. He was one to be finally reckoned with. And since his

death, many proofs have come to me of the things he did for people of

which the world was ignorant. I have found out at last that his way of

life was, in the main, the right way. But I know now, Honora," he added

soberly, slipping his hand within her arm, "I know now that without you I

never could do all I intend to do."

"Oh, don't say that!" she cried. "Don't say that!"

"Why not?" he asked, smiling at her vehemence. "It is not a confession of

weakness. I had the determination, it is true. I could--I should have

done something, but my deeds would have lacked the one thing needful to

lift them above the commonplace--at least for me. You are the

inspiration. With you here beside me, I feel that I can take up this work

with joy. Do you understand?"

She pressed his hand with her arm.

"Hugh," she said slowly, "I hope that I shall be a help, and not--not a

hindrance."

"A hindrance!" he exclaimed. "You don't know, you can't realize, what you

are to me."

She was silent, and when she lifted her eyes it was to rest them on the

portrait of his mother. And she seemed to read in the sweet, sad eyes a

question--a question not to be put into words. Chiltern, following her

gaze, did not speak: for a space they looked at the portrait together,

and in silence . . . .

From one end of the house to the other they went, Hugh reviving at the

sight of familiar objects a hundred memories of his childhood; and she

trying to imagine that childhood, so different from her own, passed in

this wonderful place. In the glass cases of the gun room, among the

shining, blue barrels which he had used in all parts of the world, was

the little shotgun his father had had made for him when he was twelve

years old. Hugh locked the door after them when they came out, and smiled

as he put the key in his pocket.

"My destroying days are over," he declared.

Honora put on a linen hat and they took the gravelled path to the

stables, where the horses, one by one, were brought out into the

courtyard for their inspection. In anticipation of this hour there was a

blood bay for Honora, which Chiltern had bought in New York. She gave a

little cry of delight when she saw the horse shining in the sunlight, his

nostrils in the air, his brown eyes clear, his tapering neck patterned

with veins. And then there was the dairy, with the fawn-coloured cows and

calves; and the hillside pastures that ran down to the river, and the

farm lands where the stubbled grain was yellowing. They came back by the

path that wound through the trees and shrubbery bordering the lake to the

walled garden, ablaze in the mellow sunlight with reds and purples,

salvias and zinnias, dahlias, gladioli, and asters.

Here he left her for a while, sitting dreamily on the stone bench. Mrs.

Hugh Chiltern, of Grenoble! Over and over she repeated that name to

herself, and it refused somehow to merge with her identity. Yet was she

mistress of this fair domain; of that house which had sheltered them race

for a century, and the lines of which her eye caressed with a loving

reverence; and the Chiltern pearls even then lay hidden around her

throat.

Her thoughts went back, at this, to the gentle lady to whom they had

belonged, and whose look began again to haunt her. Honora's superstition

startled her. What did it mean, that look? She tried to recall where she

had seen it before, and suddenly remembered that the eyes of the old

butler had held something not unlike it. Compassionate--this was the only

word that would describe it. No, it had not proclaimed her an intruder,

though it may have been ready to do so the moment before her appearance;

for there was a note of surprise in it--surprise and compassion.

This was the lady in whose footsteps she was to walk, whose charities and

household cares she was to assume! Tradition, order, observance,

responsibility, authority it was difficult to imagine these as a logical

part of the natural sequence of her life. She would begin to-day, if God

would only grant her these things she had once contemned, and that seemed

now so precious. Her life--her real life would begin to-day. Why not? How

hard she would strive to be worthy of this incomparable gift! It was

hers, hers! She listened, but the only answer was the humming of the bees

in the still September morning.

Chiltern's voice aroused her. He was standing in the breakfast room

talking to the old butler.

"You're sure there were no other letters, Starling, besides these bills?"

Honora became tense.

"No, sir," she heard the butler say, and she seemed to detect in his

deferential voice the note of anxiety suppressed in the other's. "I'm

most particular about letters, sir, as one who lived so many years with

your father would be. All that came were put in your study, Mr. Hugh."

"It doesn't matter," answered Chiltern, carelessly, and stepped out into

the garden. He caught sight of her, hesitated the fraction of a moment,

and as he came forward again the cloud in his eyes vanished. And yet she

was aware that he was regarding her curiously.

"What," he said gayly, "still here?"

"It is too beautiful!" she cried. "I could sit here forever."

She lifted her face trustfully, smilingly, to his, and he stooped down

and kissed it . . . .

To give the jealous fates not the least chance to take offence, the

higher life they were to lead began at once. And yet it seemed at times

to Honora as though this higher life were the gift the fates would most

begrudge: a gift reserved for others, the pretensions to which were a

kind of knavery. Merriment, forgetfulness, music, the dance; the cup of

pleasure and the feast of Babylon--these might more readily have been

vouchsafed; even deemed to have been bargained for. But to take that

which supposedly had been renounced--virtue, sobriety, security, respect

--would this be endured? She went about it breathlessly, like a thief.

Never was there a more exemplary household. They rose at half-past seven,

they breakfasted at a quarter after eight; at nine, young Mr. Manning,

the farm superintendent, was in waiting, and Hugh spent two or more hours

in his company, inspecting, correcting, planning; for two thousand acres

of the original Chiltern estate still remained. Two thousand acres which,

since the General's death, had been at sixes and sevens. The General's

study, which was Hugh's now, was piled high with new and bulky books on

cattle and cultivation of the soil. Government and state and private

experts came and made tests and went away again; new machinery arrived,

and Hugh passed hours in the sun, often with Honora by his side,

installing it. General Chiltern had been president and founder of the

Grenoble National Bank, and Hugh took up his duties as a director.

Honora sought, with an energy that had in it an element of desperation,

to keep pace with her husband. For she was determined that he should have

no interests in which she did not share. In those first days it was her

dread that he might grow away from her, and instinct told her that now or

never must the effort be made. She, too, studied farming; not from books,

but from him. In their afternoon ride along the shady river road, which

was the event of her day, she encouraged him to talk of his plans and

problems, that he might thus early form the habit of bringing them to

her. And the unsuspecting male in him responded, innocent of the simple

subterfuge. After an exhaustive discourse on the elements lacking in the

valley soil, to which she had listened in silent intensity, he would

exclaim:

"By George, Honora, you're a continual surprise to me. I had no idea a

woman would take an interest in these things, or grasp them the way you

do."

Lordly commendations these, and she would receive them with a flush of

gratitude.

Nor was it ever too hot, or she too busy with household cares, for her to

follow him to the scene of his operations, whatever these might be: she

would gladly stand for an hour listening to a consultation with the

veterinary about an ailing cow. Her fear was lest some matter of like

importance should escape her. She had private conversations with Mr.

Manning, that she might surprise her husband by an unsuspected knowledge.

Such were her ruses.

The housekeeper who had come up from New York was the subject of a

conjugal conversation.

"I am going to send her away, Hugh," Honora announced. "I don't believe

---your mother had one."

The housekeeper's departure was the beginning of Honora's real intimacy

with Starling. Complicity, perhaps, would be a better word for the

commencement of this relationship. First of all, there was an inspection

of the family treasures: the table-linen, the silver, and the china

--Sevres, Royal Worcester, and Minton, and the priceless dinner-set, of

Lowestoft which had belonged to Alexander Chiltern, reserved, for great

occasions only: occasions that Starling knew by heart; their dates, and

the guests the Lowestoft had honoured. His air was ceremonial as he laid,

reverently, the sample pieces on the table before her, but it seemed to

Honora that he spoke as one who recalls departed glories, who held a

conviction that the Lowestoft would never be used again.

Although by unalterable custom he submitted, at breakfast, the menus of

the day to Hugh, the old butler came afterwards to Honora's boudoir

during her struggle with the account books. Sometimes she would look up

and surprise his eyes fixed upon her, and one day she found at her elbow

a long list made out in a painstaking hand.

"What's this, Starling?" she asked.

"If you please, madame," he answered, "they're the current prices in the

markets--here."

She thanked him. Nor was his exquisite delicacy in laying stress upon the

locality lost upon her. That he realized the magnitude--for her--of the

task to which she had set herself; that he sympathized deeply with the

spirit which had undertaken it, she was as sure as though he had said so.

He helped her thus in a dozen unobtrusive ways, never once recognizing

her ignorance; but he made her feel the more that that ignorance was a

shameful thing not to be spoken of. Speculations upon him were

irresistible. She was continually forgetting the nature of his situation,

and he grew gradually to typify in her mind the Grenoble of the past. She

knew his principles as well as though he had spoken them--which he never

did. For him, the world had become awry; he abhorred divorce, and that

this modern abomination had touched the house of Chiltern was a calamity

that had shaken the very foundations of his soul. In spite of this, he

had remained. Why? Perhaps from habit, perhaps from love of the family

and Hugh,--perhaps to see!

And having stayed, fascination had laid hold of him,--of that she was

sure,--and his affections had incomprehensibly become involved. He was as

one assisting at a high tragedy not unworthy of him, the outcome of which

he never for an instant doubted. And he gave Honora the impression that

he alone, inscrutable, could have pulled aside the curtain and revealed

the end.

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