In cadence far,
From star to star,
Sleep's mellow horns are faintly calling;
Through dreamland halls
Sweet madrigals,
In liquid numbers drowsy falling.
Noiseless and still,
O'er star-watched hill,
Beneath the white moon's tender glances,
A host of dreams,
By wind-blown streams,
March on with gleam of silver lances.
A captive thou;
Then, yield thee, now,
While mellow horns are nearer calling;
And ringing bells,
And poppy spells,
Thy senses all in sleep enthralling.
O, hark; O, hear,
My lady, dear,
O'er woods and hills and streamlets flying,
The winding note
Of horns remote,
In softest echo dying--dying.
* * * * *
I had a dream the other night which was like, and yet unlike, the vision
of fair women of which a poet once wrote. I dreamed that I sat within a
court-room. Before me passed the meanest men and women God ever
permitted to live, and upon them I was to pass the verdict as to which
should carry off the palm. The scandal-monger came first, he or she who
sits like a fly-catcher on a tree, snapping up morsels of news. He or
she who is swelled full of conjecture whenever anybody commits an
innocent indiscretion, as an owl blinks and ruffles up its feathers when
the bobolink sings. He or she who goes about the world like a lean cat
after a mouse. He or she who is always looking for clouds in a bright
June sky, and slugs in roses and flies in honey. He or she whose heart
is made of brass, and whose soul is so small it will take eleven cycles
of eternity to develop it to the dimension of a hayseed. I was about to
hand this specimen the banner without looking further when a being
glided by me with a noiseless tread. She wore felt shoes and a mask. She
spoke with the voice of a canary, yet had the talons of a vulture. She
wore a stomacher made from the fleece of a lamb, and between her bright
red lips were the tusks of a wolf. I recognized her as the hypocrite,
the false friend; she who hands over your living bones for your enemies
to pick, while you believe she is your champion and your defender.
Following her came the man who keeps his horse standing all day with its
nose in a nosebag. There was a groan like the sighing of wind in the
poplars as he went by. Then came the merciless man who oppresses and
torments the helpless and grinds the faces of the poor; and following
him I beheld yet another monster--the worst of all in male attire. He
came sneaking around a corner, with a smile on his lips and a devil in
his eye, seeking to entrap innocent girlhood and unsuspecting womanhood.
Then came the woman who gives her children to the care of servants while
she goes downtown with a dog in her arms. Then came a lean-faced,
weasel-eyed creature with the general expression of a sneak thief. I
discovered her to be the representative of that type of women who coaxes
her neighbor's hired girl away with promises of better wages. Then came
the envious person whose evil passions are kindled like the fires of
sheol at the prosperity of others, and who, because his own cup of life
holds vinegar, is determined no other shall contain wine. I suddenly
awoke without having bestowed the palm on any. Perhaps some of my
readers may find it easy to do that for themselves.
* * * * *
Do you know which, of all the sights that confronted me yesterday in my
rambles through the rainy weather, I pigeon-holed as the saddest? Not
the little white casket, gleaming like the petal of a fallen flower,
through the undertaker's rain-streaked window; not the woman with the
lack-luster eye and the flippety-floppety petticoats who went by me in
the rain silently cursing her bundles and the fact that she was not
three-handed; not the poor old cab horse with his nose in a wet bag, and
his stomach so tightly buckled in that he couldn't breathe below the
fifth rib; not the man out of a job, with his gloveless hands in his
pockets, trying to solve the problem of supper; not the little child
under convoy of a stern and relentless dragon who yanked it over the
crossings by the arm socket; not the starved and absolutely hopeless
yellow dog, who sat in a doorway and wondered to himself if there was
indeed a canine life that included occasional bones and no kicks; no,
not any of these impressed me as the most gruesome of a great city's
many sights. As I passed the corner of Washington and Dearborn streets I
came face to face with a red-cheeked, wholesome boy of barely twenty
years of age. He was leaning upon the arm of an elderly man, and at
first I thought him ill, but it took but a second glance to see that he
was drunk. Now, I consider that the very saddest sight a great city has
to offer. When the old men are wicked there is some comfort in the
thought that their day is nearly spent, and their worthless places may
be soon filled with a nobler and a better stock, but a drunken and
dissolute boy means just what it means for the fruit harvest when the
blight gets into the blossom. The gathered apple that rots in the bin is
bad enough, but the worm that destroys the fruit in the germ makes
greater loss. Be thankful that the grave has taken to its protecting
shelter the boy you loved so dearly, and of whom you were so proud,
rather than that he should have grown to be a drunkard before his
twentieth birthday.
* * * * *
We are each of us missing constant chances to bestow a kindness upon
some needy soul for the reason that we dread being imposed upon by a
case of causeless complaining. Is it worth while to keep our hearts
stolid merely because we may be cheated in the bestowal of a nickel's
worth of alms? I think not. You looked up from your work a few minutes
ago and saw a little boy not much bigger than your thumb looking through
the open doorway. He began at once a sing-song tale of woe about a sick
mother and a father out of work--or in his grave, it doesn't much
matter. At the same time he held out a paper of cheap pins to tempt a
nickel from your store.
"I have no time to bother with such as you," you said, and turned your
eyes back to your ledger. But still the boy droned on. You looked at him
again and noticed that the small hand that held the pins was well kept
and very, very thin. Then your eyes followed the diminutive form down to
the feet; they, too, showed signs of somebody's care, although the shoes
were shabby and the stockings thin.
"He is not an ordinary little beggar," you said to yourself. And then
your gaze traveled upward again until it met his long-lashed Irish eyes,
so full of trouble and of entreaty that they looked like twin Killarney
lakes getting ready for rain.
"Poor little chap," you said, "of course I'll buy a paper of pins," and
in so doing you stooped over and patted his head, perhaps, or called him
"dear," so that he went away with the twin Killarney lakes all ready for
a sunburst to follow the rain. That was an opportunity you nearly
missed, but it brought a blessing sweeter than a Crawford peach. You
didn't want the pins, but the little desolate heart wanted the kind word
bestowed along with your nickel, and perhaps its bestowal shall be an
impulse toward the light to a soul that cross words and constant
refusals had already given a downward trend.
* * * * *
There stands a very young girl at the door of a drug store. She
hesitates a moment and enters. "May I sit here and wait for a friend?"
she inquires of the dapper clerk. "Certainly," he answers, and places a
chair for her near the window.
That girl's father told her last night to have nothing more to do with
young Solomon Levi. "He is a worthless fellow," said he, "and I have
forbidden him the house." "Very well," said she, and this morning she
has made the excuse to go to the grocery for yeast, and is waiting here
for the graceless Solomon. By and by he will come, and she will listen
to him and form plans for clandestine meetings. My dear, there is a
stairway whose top lies in the sunshine, but whose lower steps lead down
to endless shadow. Your pretty foot is poising on the upper
stair--beware! And yet I think the father has been to blame also. These
stern, non-explanatory parents are responsible for much of the ruin
wrought in young people's lives. If the old rat would go with the young
one now and then to investigate the smell of cheese, his restraining
presence would do more good than all the warnings and threats
beforehand. Temptations are bound to besiege the girls and bewilder the
boys. Don't let us make a pit-fire out of moonshine and forbid every bit
of innocent fun and frolic because there is a gayety that takes hold on
death. Give the young folks a little more license, mingle with them in
many amusements which you have been wont to frown upon, do not be so
frightened if their light feet go dancing off the path now and then, and
ten to one the end of the journey will be Beulah Land and peace. A good
deal less faultfinding and a good deal more sympathy would be better all
around.
* * * * *
There is no lot on earth so hard to bear as the lot of wedlock where
love has failed. The slave's life is not comparable to it, for the
manacles that only bind the hands may be laid aside, but those that
fetter the heart not death itself holds the key to loosen. It fairly
makes me tremble when I see the thoughtless rush young people make to
enter what is by far the most solemn and responsible relation of life.
They are like mariners who put to sea in flimsy boats, or like explorers
who fit themselves with Prince Albert suits and buttonhole bouquets.
Before you get through the voyage, my dears, you will encounter tempests
as well as bonnie blue weather, and God pity you when your pleasure
craft strikes the first billow, if it was made of caprice and put
together with mucilage instead of rivets! As for the explorer and his
dress suit, where will he be when the tigers begin to scent him and the
air is full of great sorrows and little frets like flying buzzards and
cawing crows?
Be an old maid in its most despised significance then; be a grubber and
a toiler all the days of your life rather than rush into marriage as a
hunted fox flies into a trap. There is some chance for the fox that
flies to the hills, and for the bird that soars above the huntsman's
aim, but what better off is the fox in the trap or the lark in a cage?
There is a love so pure and ennobling that eternity shall not be long
enough to cast its blossom, nor death sharp enough to loosen the
foundation of its hold. Such love is born in the spirit rather than
forced in the hot-house of the senses. It is an impulse toward the
stars, a striving toward things that are pure and perfect and true. It
grows in the heart as a rose grows in the garden, first a slip, then a
leaf and finally the perfect blossom. No rose ever put forth a flower
first, and then bethought itself of rooting and budding. Pray, dear
girls, that this love may come to you rather than its poor prototype, so
current in a world of shams and pretenses, whose luster corrodes with
daily usage and turns to pewter in your grasp.
* * * * *
Once there was an old woman who died and went to glory. Now a great many
old women have died and gone the same way, but this one was very tired
and very glad to go. She had worked hard ever since she could handle a
broom or flirt a duster. She had probably washed about 91,956,045 dishes
in her life, had baked something less than a million of pies, and turned
out anywhere between a quarter to half a million loaves of bread, to say
nothing of biscuits. These figures are steep, but I am writing under the
invigorating impulse of the grip! She had darned socks and hemmed towels
and patched old pantaloon-seats between times, until her fingers were
callous as agate. She had borne and reared lots of children and tended
to their myriad wants. For forty-seven years she had done a big washing
every week, and laundried more collars than a Canada thistle has
seed-pods. At last she died. The tired old body burst its withered husk
and let the flower free. The rusty old cage flew open and out went the
bird. And when they buried her I suppose they were foolish enough to
shed tears and put on mourning! As well expect all the birds to wear
crape when dawn sets out its primrose-pot on the ledge of the eastern
sky! But one friend of quicker perception than the rest, I am told,
placed the following inscription on the tired old woman's gravestone:
Here lies a poor woman who always was tired,
For she lived in a world where much was required.
"Weep not for me, friends," she said, "for I'm going
Where there'll be neither washing, nor baking, nor sewing;
Then weep not for me; if death must us sever,
Rejoice that I'm going to do nothing forever."
* * * * *
There is just one thing in the latter part of the nineteenth century
that never fails to bring success, and that is assurance. If you are
going to make yourself known it is no longer the thing to quietly pass
out a visiting card--you must advance with a trumpet and blow a brazen
blast to shake the stars. The time has gone by when self-advancement
can be gained by modest and unassuming methods. To stand with a lifted
hat and solicit a hearing savors of mendicancy and an humble spirit. The
easily abashed and the diffident may starve in a garret, or go die on
the highways--there is no chance for them in the jostling rush of life.
The gilded circus chariot, with a full brass band and a plump goddess
distributing circulars, is what takes the popular heart by storm. Your
silent entry into town, depending upon the merits of your wares to gain
an audience or work up a custom, is chimerical and obsolete. We no
longer sit in the shadow and play flutes; we mount a pine platform and
blow on a trombone, and in that way we draw a crowd, and that is what we
live for. Who are the women who succeed in business ventures of any
sort? Mostly the mannish, bold, aggressive amazons who are unmindful of
rebuffs and impervious to contempt. Who are the men who wear diamonds
and live easy lives? Largely the politicians who have made their
reputation in bar-room rostrums and among sharpers. Oh, for a wind to
blow us forward a hundred years out of this age of sordid self-seeking
and impudent assertiveness into something larger and sweeter and finer.
Give us less yeast in our bread and more substance; fill our cups with
wine rather than froth, and for sweet pity's sake hang up the great
American trumpet and let "silence, like a poultice, come to heal the
blows of sound."
* * * * *
Every day, for months, as I have taken my morning ride to town I have
noticed a dog who bounds forth from a dooryard that overlooks the busy
highway of the steed of steam and barks himself weak at the rushing
trains. He really accomplishes nothing, but do you suppose you could
convince his canine brain that he was not at once a reproach and a
terror to the numerous trains that disturb his rest? He reminds me of
certain people we meet all the way through life. They bark at trains
continually while the Lord prolongs their breath, and the faster the
train and the more it carries the louder they bark. They fondly imagine
that the voice of their ranting protest accomplishes a purpose in the
world. They are always barking at capital and at rich men and at
corporations. They bark at people of courteous manners, and all the ways
and customs of polite and gentle society, with fierce and futile
yelpings. They bark at the swift advancement of the world from ignorance
to enlightenment, from superstition to liberalism. They bark at the
churches because they are on a train that has sidetracked Calvin. They
bark at polite young men who wear clean linen, and call them dudes; they
bark at women who have one or two ideas outside of fashionable folly and
inane conventionalism, and call them cranks; they bark at everything on
wheels, where wheels typify strength and achievement. They will go on
barking, too, while the world finds room and maintains patience for them
and their barking.
* * * * *
I think I have said before that I loathe meek people. But even if I have
I am going to say it again. Your half-wits who sit and turn first one
cheek and then the other to be slapped are not the sort for me. The man
or woman, boy or girl, child or otherwise, that will endure direct
insult day after day without resenting it ought to sell themselves at
so much a pint for illuminating oil--that is all they are good for. I
love a fighter, provided he foils gracefully and does not snatch out his
sword in every brawling and unworthy cause. In the defense of woman, in
the cause of honor, purity and truth; in battle against sordidness, and
greed, and a lying tongue, let your blade flash like summer rain and
your white plume outdistance the plume of Navarre! For God and mother,
justice and honor, self-respect and the approval of our own conscience,
let us go forward then with a chip, if need be, on each shoulder and a
standard copy of the celestial army tactics in our side pocket! The Lord
loves a good many things, cheerful givers and self-sacrificing widows
with their mites, merciful men and sweet and noble women, but most of
all, I think, he loves a valiant fighter in the cause of right.
* * * * *
Now it came to pass that there dwelt in a certain city of the land of
the great lakes a woman called Lydia, sister to Simon, the shipwright.
And Lydia, being comely and fair to look upon, was sought in marriage
by one John, a dealer in spices and fine teas. And the years of their
wedlock having outnumbered the fingers upon a man's two hands, it came
to pass that they dwelt together in exceeding prosperity in a town near
by the blue waters of a mighty lake.
And Heaven sent unto them children to the number of three, so that their
hearts were exceeding glad, and the cords of their habitation were
stretched from year to year. And it came to pass that the home in which
they lived was spacious and full of salubrious air. Their beds, also,
were of curled hair, and all their bed-springs of beaten steel. And
bath-rooms made glad the heart of the dust-laden when summer dwelt in
the land. Also there were cunningly devised screens of fine wire in all
the windows, so that the marauding fly and the pestilential mosquito
might not enter.
And the flesh increased from year to year upon the bones of Lydia and
the children that heaven sent her, while they remained in the home that
John, the tea merchant, had given them.
But it came to pass that the neighbors of the woman Lydia closed up the
shutters of their dwellings, and one by one stole from town when the
heat descended upon the land.
Then spake Lydia unto John, the vender of spices and fine teas, saying:
"Arise, let us go hence and dwell within a farm-house, where the
children may leap together in the sweet-smelling hay, and I may comfort
myself with flagons of cream."
But John, being a man among men, and accounted somewhat wise withal,
would have restrained Lydia, saying: "Not so; for verily I say unto you,
comfort abideth not in the dwelling of the farmer, neither does joy
linger in the shadow of his doorway."
Now Lydia, being president of a Woman's Club and reputed of knowledge
beyond the generality of womankind, would not listen, but beat her hands
together, crying: "I prithee hold thy peace, for behold, I and the
children heaven sent me will depart hence by to-morrow's chariot of
steam, and will make our home with the gentle farmer and his
sweet-breathed kine."
So John, being loth to war with the tongue, albeit he was heavy-hearted
and walked with a bent head, purchased tickets for Lydia and the
children heaven had given her.
And it came to pass that they left town by the train which men call "the
limited."
Now the way of that train through the land is like unto the way of a
ship at sea, or of a strong eagle that never wearieth. And the
sufferings of Lydia were such that she sought relief in peppermint and
found it not.
And the babes by reason of the swiftness with which they traversed a
crooked land, were made ill and languished like sea-sick rangers of the
deep.
Yet, after many hours, their torment abated not, so that, reaching their
destination, the bodies of Lydia and her children were removed in a hack
and hurried to an inn that was built near by.
And in the inn where they were fain to tarry until strength should be
given them for further journeying, it chanced that a young babe lay
sorely stricken with the whooping-cough.
Now, when Lydia knew this, her heart fainted with fear, and she
prophesied evil.
For well she knew that her own babes had not had the disease, and that
the time of their prostration was at hand.
So Lydia, being president of a Woman's Club, and accounted without a
peer in the gift of words, sent for the keeper of the inn, that she
might rebuke him.
And she opened her mouth impulsively and questioned him saying: "Why
broughtest thou me and the children heaven gave me into thine inn
knowing that contagious disease lurked within its gates?"
And the keeper of the inn shot out the lip at her and was undismayed.
And he cried, "Go to! And what wouldst thou of a public house? Thou
talkest like one with little sense!"
And it came to pass that Lydia and her children departed thence by stage
and sought the farm-house. And, arriving there, they would have laid
themselves down to rest, being sorely bruised by reason of protracted
stage-riding.
But the beds were made of straw and corded underneath with ropes. So
that lying upon them caused the children to roar loudly, and they found
rest from their lamentations, four in a bed, on the bosom of Lydia.
And, supper being served, it consisted of tinted warm water and
gooseberries sweetened with brown sugar.
Now Lydia, by reason of her connection with the club, was enabled to
speak boldly, and she called for cream.