XXXV

The Sunday following this occasion Hyacinth spent almost entirely with

the Muniments, with whom, since his return to his work, he had been

able to have no long, fraternising talk, of the kind that had marked

their earlier relations. The present, however, was a happy day; it

refreshed exceedingly the sentiments with which he now regarded the

inscrutable Paul. The warm, bright September weather gilded even the

dinginess of Audley Court, and while, in the morning, Rosy’s brother

and their visitor sat beside her sofa, the trio amused themselves with

discussing a dozen different plans for giving a festive turn to the

day. There had been moments, in the last six months, when Hyacinth had

the sense that he should never again be able to enter into such ideas

as that, and these moments had been connected with the strange

perversion taking place in his mental image of the man whose hardness

(of course he was obliged to be hard) he had never expected to see

turned upon a passionate admirer. But now, for the hour at least, the

darkness had cleared away, and Paul’s company was in itself a

comfortable, inspiring influence. He had never been kinder, jollier,

safer, as it were; it had never appeared more desirable to hold fast to

him and trust him. Less than ever would an observer have guessed there

was a reason why the two young men might have winced as they looked at

each other. Rosy naturally took part in the question debated between

her companions—the question whether they should limit their excursion

to a walk in Hyde Park; should embark at Lambeth pier on the penny

steamer, which would convey them to Greenwich; or should start

presently for Waterloo station and go thence by train to Hampton Court.

Miss Muniment had visited none of these places, but she contributed

largely to the discussion, for which she seemed perfectly qualified;

talked about the crowd on the steamer, and the inconvenience arising

from drunken persons on the return, quite as if she had suffered from

these drawbacks; said that the view from the hill at Greenwich was

terribly smoky, and at that season the fashionable world—half the

attraction, of course—was wholly absent from Hyde Park; and expressed

strong views in favour of Wolsey’s old palace, with whose history she

appeared intimately acquainted. She threw herself into her brother’s

holiday with eagerness and glee, and Hyacinth marvelled again at the

stoicism of the hard, bright creature, polished, as it were, by pain,

whose imagination appeared never to concern itself with her own

privations, so that she could lie in her close little room the whole

golden afternoon, without bursting into sobs as she saw the western

sunbeams slant upon the shabby, ugly, familiar paper of her wall and

thought of the far-off fields and gardens which she should never see.

She talked immensely of the Princess, for whose beauty, grace and

benevolence she could find no sufficient praise; declaring that of all

the fair faces that had ever hung over her couch (and Rosy spoke as

from immense opportunities for comparison) she had far the noblest and

most refreshing. She seemed to make a kind of light in the room and to

leave it behind her after she had gone. Rosy could call up her image as

she could hum a tune she had heard, and she expressed in her quaint,

particular way how, as she lay there in the quiet hours, she repeated

over to herself the beautiful air. The Princess might be anything, she

might be royal or imperial, and Rosy was well aware how little _she_

should complain of the dullness of her life when such apparitions as

that could pop in any day. She made a difference in the place—it gave

it a kind of finish for her to have come there; if it was good enough

for a princess, it was good enough for _her_, and she hoped she

shouldn’t hear again of Paul’s wishing her to move out of a room with

which she should have henceforth such delightful associations. The

Princess had found her way to Audley Court, and perhaps she wouldn’t

find it to another lodging—they couldn’t expect her to follow them

about London at their pleasure; and at any rate she had evidently been

very much struck with the little room, so that if they were quiet and

patient who could say but the fancy would take her to send them a bit

of carpet, or a picture, or even a mirror with a gilt frame, to make it

a bit more tasteful? Rosy’s transitions from pure enthusiasm to the

imaginative calculation of benefit were performed with a serenity

peculiar to herself. Her chatter had so much spirit and point that it

always commanded attention, but to-day Hyacinth was less tolerant of it

than usual, because so long as it lasted Muniment held his tongue, and

what he had been anxious about was much more Paul’s impression of the

Princess. Rosy made no remark to him on the monopoly he had so long

enjoyed of this wonderful lady; she had always had the manner of a kind

of indulgent incredulity about Hyacinth’s social adventures, and he saw

the day might easily come when she would begin to talk of the Princess

as if she herself had been the first to discover her. She had much to

say, however, about the nature of the acquaintance Lady Aurora had

formed with her, and she was mainly occupied with the glory she had

drawn upon herself by bringing two such exalted persons together. She

fancied them alluding, in the great world, to the occasion on which ‘we

first met, at Miss Muniment’s, you know’; and she related how Lady

Aurora, who had been in Audley Court the day before, had declared that

she owed her a debt she could never repay. The two ladies had liked

each other more, almost, than they liked any one; and wasn’t it a rare

picture to think of them moving hand in hand, like twin roses, through

the bright upper air? Muniment inquired, in rather a coarse,

unsympathetic way, what the mischief she ever wanted of _her;_ which

led Hyacinth to demand in return, “What do you mean? What does who want

of whom?”

“What does the beauty want of _our_ poor lady? She has a totally

different stamp. I don’t know much about women, but I can see that.”

“How do you mean—a different stamp? They both have the stamp of their

rank!” cried Rosy.

“Who can ever tell what women want, at any time?” Hyacinth said, with

the off-handedness of a man of the world.

“Well, my boy, if you don’t know any more than I, you disappoint me!

Perhaps if we wait long enough she will tell us some day herself.”

“Tell you what she wants of Lady Aurora?”

“I don’t mind about Lady Aurora so much; but what in the name of long

journeys does she want with _us?_”

“Don’t you think you’re worth a long journey?” Rosy asked, gaily. “If

you were not my brother, which is handy for seeing you, and I were not

confined to my sofa, I would go from one end of England to the other to

make your acquaintance! He’s in love with the Princess,” she went on,

to Hyacinth, “and he asks those senseless questions to cover it up.

What does any one want of anything?”

It was decided, at last, that the two young men should go down to

Greenwich, and after they had partaken of bread and cheese with Rosy

they embarked on a penny steamer. The boat was densely crowded, and

they leaned, rather squeezed together, in the fore part of it, against

the rail of the deck, and watched the big black fringe of the yellow

stream. The river was always fascinating to Hyacinth. The mystified

entertainment which, as a child, he had found in all the aspects of

London came back to him from the murky scenery of its banks and the

sordid agitation of its bosom: the great arches and pillars of the

bridges, where the water rushed, and the funnels tipped, and sounds

made an echo, and there seemed an overhanging of interminable

processions; the miles of ugly wharves and warehouses; the lean

protrusions of chimney, mast, and crane; the painted signs of grimy

industries, staring from shore to shore; the strange, flat, obstructive

barges, straining and bumping on some business as to which everything

was vague but that it was remarkably dirty; the clumsy coasters and

colliers, which thickened as one went down; the small, loafing boats,

whose occupants, somehow, looking up from their oars at the steamer, as

they rocked in the oily undulations of its wake, appeared profane and

sarcastic; in short, all the grinding, puffing, smoking, splashing

activity of the turbid flood. In the good-natured crowd, amid the fumes

of vile tobacco, beneath the shower of sooty particles, and to the

accompaniment of a bagpipe of a dingy Highlander, who sketched

occasionally a smothered reel, Hyacinth forbore to speak to his

companion of what he had most at heart; but later, as they lay on the

brown, crushed grass, on one of the slopes of Greenwich Park, and saw

the river stretch away and shine beyond the pompous colonnades of the

hospital, he asked him whether there was any truth in what Rosy had

said about his being sweet on their friend the Princess. He said ‘their

friend’ on purpose, speaking as if, now that she had been twice to

Audley Court, Muniment might be regarded as knowing her almost as well

as he himself did. He wished to conjure away the idea that he was

jealous of Paul, and if he desired information on the point I have

mentioned this was because it still made him almost as uncomfortable as

it had done at first that his comrade should take the scoffing view. He

didn’t easily see such a fellow as Muniment wheel about from one day to

the other, but he had been present at the most exquisite exhibition he

had ever observed the Princess make of that divine power of

conciliation which was not perhaps in social intercourse the art she

chiefly exercised but was certainly the most wonderful of her secrets,

and it would be remarkable indeed that a sane young man should not have

been affected by it. It was familiar to Hyacinth that Muniment was not

easily touched by women, but this might perfectly have been the case

without detriment to the Princess’s ability to work a miracle. The

companions had wandered through the great halls and courts of the

hospital; had gazed up at the glories of the famous painted chamber and

admired the long and lurid series of the naval victories of

England—Muniment remarking to his friend that he supposed he had seen

the match to all that in foreign parts, offensive little travelled

beggar that he was. They had not ordered a fish-dinner either at the

‘Trafalgar’ or the ‘Ship’ (having a frugal vision of tea and shrimps

with Rosy, on their return), but they had laboured up and down the

steep undulations of the shabby, charming park; made advances to the

tame deer and seen them amble foolishly away; watched the young of both

sexes, hilarious and red in the face, roll in promiscuous entanglement

over the slopes; gazed at the little brick observatory, perched on one

of the knolls, which sets the time of English history and in which

Hyacinth could see that his companion took a kind of technical

interest; wandered out of one of the upper gates and admired the

trimness of the little villas at Blackheath, where Muniment declared

that it was his idea of supreme social success to be able to live. He

pointed out two or three small, semi-detached houses, faced with

stucco, and with ‘Mortimer Lodge’ or ‘The Sycamores’ inscribed upon the

gate-posts, and Hyacinth guessed that these were the sort of place

where he would like to end his days—in high, pure air, with a genteel

window for Rosy’s couch and a cheerful view of suburban excursions. It

was when they came back into the park that, being rather hot and a

little satiated, they stretched themselves under a tree and Hyacinth

yielded to his curiosity.

“Sweet on her—sweet on her, my boy!” said Muniment. “I might as well be

sweet on the dome of St Paul’s, which I just make out off there.”

“The dome of St Paul’s doesn’t come to see you, and doesn’t ask you to

return the visit.”

“Oh, I don’t return visits—I’ve got a lot of jobs of my own to do. If I

don’t put myself out for the Princess, isn’t that a sufficient answer

to your question?”

“I’m by no means sure,” said Hyacinth. “If you went to see her, simply

and civilly, because she asked you, I shouldn’t regard it as a proof

that you had taken a fancy to her. Your hanging off is more suspicious;

it may mean that you don’t trust yourself—that you are in danger of

falling in love if you go in for a more intimate acquaintance.”

“It’s a rum job, your wanting me to make up to her. I shouldn’t think

it would suit your book,” Muniment rejoined, staring at the sky, with

his hands clasped under his head.

“Do you suppose I’m afraid of you?” his companion asked. “Besides,”

Hyacinth added in a moment, “why the devil should I care, now?”

Muniment, for a little, made no rejoinder; he turned over on his side,

and with his arm resting on the ground leaned his head on his hand.

Hyacinth felt his eyes on his face, but he also felt himself colouring,

and didn’t meet them. He had taken a private vow never to indulge, to

Muniment, in certain inauspicious references, and the words he had just

spoken had slipped out of his mouth too easily. “What do you mean by

that?” Paul demanded, at last; and when Hyacinth looked at him he saw

nothing but his companion’s strong, fresh, irresponsible face.

Muniment, before speaking, had had time to guess what he meant by it.

Suddenly, an impulse that he had never known before, or rather that he

had always resisted, took possession of him. There was a mystery which

it concerned his happiness to clear up, and he became unconscious of

his scruples, of his pride, of the strength that he had believed to be

in him—the strength for going through his work and passing away without

a look behind. He sat forward on the grass, with his arms round his

knees, and bent upon Muniment a face lighted up by his difficulties.

For a minute the two men’s eyes met with extreme clearness, and then

Hyacinth exclaimed, “What an extraordinary fellow you are!”

“You’ve hit it there!” said Muniment, smiling.

“I don’t want to make a scene, or work on your feelings, but how will

you like it when I’m strung up on the gallows?”

“You mean for Hoffendahl’s job? That’s what you were alluding to just

now?” Muniment lay there, in the same attitude, chewing a long blade of

dry grass, which he held to his lips with his free hand.

“I didn’t mean to speak of it; but after all, why shouldn’t it come up?

Naturally, I have thought of it a good deal.”

“What good does that do?” Muniment returned. “I hoped you didn’t, and I

noticed you never spoke of it. You don’t like it; you would rather

throw it up,” he added.

There was not in his voice the faintest note of irony or contempt, no

sign whatever that he passed judgment on such a tendency. He spoke in a

quiet, human, memorising manner, as if it had originally quite entered

into his thought to allow for weak regrets. Nevertheless the complete

reasonableness of his tone itself cast a chill on his companion’s

spirit; it was like the touch of a hand at once very firm and very

soft, but strangely cold.

“I don’t want in the least to throw the business up, but did you

suppose I liked it?” Hyacinth asked, with rather a forced laugh.

“My dear fellow, how could I tell? You like a lot of things I don’t.

You like excitement and emotion and change, you like remarkable

sensations, whereas I go in for a holy calm, for sweet repose.”

“If you object, for yourself, to change, and are so fond of still

waters, why have you associated yourself with a revolutionary

movement?” Hyacinth demanded, with a little air of making rather a good

point.

“Just for that reason!” Muniment answered, with a smile. “Isn’t our

revolutionary movement as quiet as the grave? Who knows, who suspects,

anything like the full extent of it?”

“I see—you take only the quiet parts!”

In speaking these words Hyacinth had had no derisive intention, but a

moment later he flushed with the sense that they had a sufficiently

petty sound. Muniment, however, appeared to see no offence in them, and

it was in the gentlest, most suggestive way, as if he had been thinking

over what might comfort his comrade, that he replied, “There’s one

thing you ought to remember—that it’s quite on the cards it may never

come off.”

“I don’t desire that reminder,” Hyacinth said; “and, moreover, you must

let me say that, somehow, I don’t easily fancy _you_ mixed up with

things that don’t come off. Anything you have to do with will come off,

I think.”

Muniment reflected a moment, as if his little companion were charmingly

ingenious. “Surely, I have nothing to do with this idea of

Hoffendahl’s.”

“With the execution, perhaps not; but how about the conception? You

seemed to me to have a great deal to do with it the night you took me

to see him.”

Muniment changed his position, raising himself, and in a moment he was

seated, Turk-fashion, beside his mate. He put his arm over his shoulder

and held him, studying his face; and then, in the kindest manner in the

world, he remarked, “There are three or four definite chances in your

favour.”

“I don’t want comfort, you know,” said Hyacinth, with his eyes on the

distant atmospheric mixture that represented London.

“What the devil _do_ you want?” Muniment asked, still holding him, and

with perfect good-humour.

“Well, to get inside of _you_ a little; to know how a chap feels when

he’s going to part with his best friend.”

“To part with him?” Muniment repeated.

“I mean, putting it at the worst.”

“I should think you would know by yourself, if you’re going to part

with me!”

At this Hyacinth prostrated himself, tumbled over on the grass, on his

face, which he buried in his arms. He remained in this attitude, saying

nothing, for a long time; and while he lay there he thought, with a

sudden, quick flood of association, of many strange things. Most of

all, he had the sense of the brilliant, charming day; the warm

stillness, touched with cries of amusement; the sweetness of loafing

there, in an interval of work, with a friend who was a tremendously

fine fellow, even if he didn’t understand the inexpressible. Muniment

also kept silent, and Hyacinth perceived that he was unaffectedly

puzzled. He wanted now to relieve him, so that he pulled himself

together again and turned round, saying the first thing he could think

of, in relation to the general subject of their conversation, that

would carry them away from the personal question: “I have asked you

before, and you have told me, but somehow I have never quite grasped it

(so I just touch on the matter again), exactly what good you think it

will do.”

“This idea of Hoffendahl’s? You must remember that as yet we know only

very vaguely what it is. It is difficult, therefore, to measure closely

the importance it may have, and I don’t think I have ever, in talking

with you, pretended to fix that importance. I don’t suppose it will

matter immensely whether your own engagement is carried out or not; but

if it is it will have been a detail in a scheme of which the general

effect will be decidedly useful. I believe, and you pretend to believe,

though I am not sure you do, in the advent of the democracy. It will

help the democracy to get possession that the classes that keep them

down shall be admonished from time to time that they have a very

definite and very determined intention of doing so. An immense deal

will depend upon that. Hoffendahl is a capital admonisher.”

Hyacinth listened to this explanation with an expression of interest

that was not feigned; and after a moment he rejoined, “When you say you

believe in the democracy, I take for granted you mean you positively

wish for their coming into power, as I have always supposed. Now what I

really have never understood is this—why you should desire to put

forward a lot of people whom you regard, almost without exception, as

donkeys.”

“Ah, my dear lad,” laughed Muniment, “when one undertakes to meddle in

human affairs one must deal with human material. The upper classes have

the longest ears.”

“I have heard you say that you were working for an equality in human

conditions, to abolish the immemorial inequality. What you want, then,

for all mankind is a similar _nuance_ of asininity.”

“That’s very clever; did you pick it up in France? The low tone of our

fellow-mortals is a result of bad conditions; it is the conditions I

want to alter. When those that have no start to speak of have a good

one, it is but fair to infer that they will go further. I want to try

them, you know.”

“But why equality?” Hyacinth asked. “Somehow, that word doesn’t say so

much to me as it used to. Inequality—inequality! I don’t know whether

it’s by dint of repeating it over to myself, but _that_ doesn’t shock

me as it used.”

“They didn’t put you up to that in France, I’m sure!” Muniment

exclaimed. “Your point of view has changed; you have risen in the

world.”

“Risen? Good God, what have I risen to?”

“True enough; you were always a bloated little swell!” And Muniment

gave his young friend a sociable slap on the back. There was a

momentary bitterness in its being imputed to such a one as Hyacinth,

even in joke, that he had taken sides with the fortunate ones of the

earth, and he had it on his tongue’s end to ask his friend if he had

never guessed what his proud titles were—the bastard of a murderess,

spawned in a gutter, out of which he had been picked by a sewing-girl.

But his life-long reserve on this point was a habit not easily broken,

and before such an inquiry could flash through it Muniment had gone on:

“If you’ve ceased to believe we can do anything, it will be rather

awkward, you know.”

“I don’t know what I believe, God help me!” Hyacinth remarked, in a

tone of an effect so lugubrious that Paul gave one of his longest, most

boyish-sounding laughs. And he added, “I don’t want you to think I have

ceased to care for the people. What am I but one of the poorest and

meanest of them?”

“You, my boy? You’re a duke in disguise, and so I thought the first

time I ever saw you. That night I took you to Hoffendahl you had a

little way with you that made me forget it; I mean that your disguise

happened to be better than usual. As regards caring for the people,

there’s surely no obligation at all,” Muniment continued. “I wouldn’t

if I could help it—I promise you that. It all depends on what you see.

The way _I_’ve used my eyes in this abominable metropolis has led to my

seeing that present arrangements won’t do. They won’t do,” he repeated,

placidly.

“Yes, I see that, too,” said Hyacinth, with the same dolefulness that

had marked his tone a moment before—a dolefulness begotten of the

rather helpless sense that, whatever he saw, he saw (and this was

always the case) so many other things beside. He saw the immeasurable

misery of the people, and yet he saw all that had been, as it were,

rescued and redeemed from it: the treasures, the felicities, the

splendours, the successes, of the world. All this took the form,

sometimes, to his imagination, of a vast, vague, dazzling presence, an

irradiation of light from objects undefined, mixed with the atmosphere

of Paris and of Venice. He presently added that a hundred things

Muniment had told him about the foul horrors of the worst districts of

London, pictures of incredible shame and suffering that he had put

before him, came back to him now, with the memory of the passion they

had kindled at the time.

“Oh, I don’t want you to go by what I have told you; I want you to go

by what you have seen yourself. I remember there were things you told

me that weren’t bad in their way.” And at this Paul Muniment sprang to

his feet, as if their conversation had drawn to an end, or they must at

all events be thinking of their homeward way. Hyacinth got up, too,

while his companion stood there. Muniment was looking off toward

London, with a face that expressed all the healthy singleness of his

vision. Suddenly Paul remarked, as if it occurred to him to complete,

or at any rate confirm, the declaration he had made a short time

before, “Yes, I don’t believe in the millennium, but I do believe in

the democracy.”

The young man, as he spoke these words, struck his comrade as such a

fine embodiment of the spirit of the people; he stood there, in his

powerful, sturdy newness, with such an air of having learnt what he had

learnt and of good-nature that had purposes in it, that our hero felt

the simple inrush of his old, frequent pride at having a person of that

promise, a nature of that capacity, for a friend. He passed his hand

into Muniment’s arm and said, with an imperceptible tremor in his

voice, “It’s no use your saying I’m not to go by what you tell me. I

would go by what you tell me, anywhere. There’s no awkwardness to speak

of. I don’t know that I believe exactly what you believe, but I believe

in you, and doesn’t that come to the same thing?”

Muniment evidently appreciated the cordiality and candour of this

little tribute, and the way he showed it was by a movement of his arm,

to check his companion, before they started to leave the spot, and by

looking down at him with a certain anxiety of friendliness. “I should

never have taken you to Hoffendahl if I hadn’t thought you would jump

at the job. It was that flaring little oration of yours, at the club,

when you floored Delancey for saying you were afraid, that put me up to

it.”

“I did jump at it—upon my word I did; and it was just what I was

looking for. That’s all correct!” said Hyacinth, cheerfully, as they

went forward. There was a strain of heroism in these words—of heroism

of which the sense was not conveyed to Muniment by a vibration in their

interlocked arms. Hyacinth did not make the reflection that he was

infernally literal; he dismissed the sentimental problem that had

bothered him; he condoned, excused, admired—he merged himself, resting

happy for the time in the consciousness that Paul was a grand fellow,

that friendship was a purer feeling than love, and that there was an

immense deal of affection between them. He did not even observe at that

moment that it was preponderantly on his own side.

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