JUDGMENT

At first he did not know her. He stood there, while their eyes were

locked, in his own eyes no gleam of honest memory. He was

unchanged--the serene, the secure, the smug Max Grossman of that

first meeting in the street of her little Pennsylvania town; but she,

as she so well knew without this silent testimony, was not now, and

never again could be, the girl of that lost springtime. He looked at

her, his thick lips drawn thin in a professional grimace, and not

until she spoke a second time did he recognize her.

He started then, and his olive face went pale; but Mary put out her

hand precisely as if she were meeting, after a brief absence, only an

acquaintance of the everyday friendly sort, and Max, too glad for

pardon to question motive, seized and squeezed her hand tenderly.

"Vhat?" he cried in mock pleasure at this _contretemps_. "No, it

_ain'd_! I gan't hardly belief mine eyes you're lookin' so fine.

But it _is_ Mary Denbigh!"

She smiled almost gayly. In little she had to lie, but in much,

though for a reason that he must not suspect, she was indeed exultant.

"I am lookin' good, ain't I, Max?" she said.

He surveyed her cheap finery; saw her hair, disordered in her passage

through the crowded court-room, and turned his gaze quickly from her

hollow, painted cheeks, her hardening carmine mouth, and her heavily

ringed eyes.

"You're _grand_," he said. "I always knew you'd make good, Mary."

"You jollier!" she laughed, and with her free hand, patted his olive

cheek.

"No, it's _hon_est, so help me."

"Then don't you want to buy me a drink, Max?"

Grossman dropped her hand. His face grew doubtful.

"I vish I had _dime_," he said, "but I god to see a friend down the

Avenue, an'----"

"A lady, Max?"

"Ach, no, Mary."

"Then let him go. You ought to be glad to take a walk with as

good-lookin' a girl as you say I am."

For another fleeting instant Max let his eyes rest on her face, then

lowered them. He looked at the pavement and drew an awkward line

upon it with the edge of his tan boot-sole. More significant than

any physical change in her was the fact that she could now embarrass

him.

"I know, Mary," he stammered; "but, you see, this here feller vhat I

tol'----"

She laughed again. She thrust her arm through his and turned his

face uptown.

"Forget it!" she said. "Don't you worry, Max; I ain't goin' to rake

things up, if that's what's souring you. Life's too short. All I

want is a talk and a drink."

Half reluctantly, he let her lead him; but she could lead him and

that sufficed her.

He lit an American cigarette and puffed it nervously.

"I've just been in there," she said, with a backward jerk of her head

in the direction of the police-court.

"There?" Max was not surprised, but he added: "Vhat vas you doin' in

there?"

"What do you think?" responded Mary. She herself was thinking

rapidly--about other things.

"You vasn't in drouble?"

"I guess you would call it that."

"Pinched?"

"Yes."

He had asked her no questions about her past--but concerning her

present he chanced a query.

"Mary," he inquired, "do you mean they god you up fer your beesiness?"

"That's about it," she said.

"But vhy don't you square you'self vith the goppers?"

"I don't know. I--I was broke, Max."

"I vish I gould _help_ you, Mary," he said, his curiosity cooling at

the thought of an appeal for assistance.

She saw it, and it amused her.

"Can't you do it?" she asked, dropping her voice into a whine.

He tried to draw away from her, but her linked arm held him

affectionately fast.

"I been havin' rotten luck," he declared; "somethin' awful. I ain't

got hardly only the money vhat's in my _glothes_."

"Well, then," said Mary, looking at the clothes and knowing well that

they somewhere concealed an ample yellow sum, "why don't you take me

on your staff?"

"Mary," he cried, trying to spread his hands, and failing dismally

with the one that her pinioning arm hampered, "vhat do you think I

am? A millionaire? I ain't got no staff."

"Come off!" she bantered.

"I ain't--honest."

"Still in the other line?" she persisted. "I thought you might be

trottin' 'em on the street--they say there's more in it. Why do you

stick to supplyin' the flats and the houses?"

Her voice was the perfection of good nature, but he writhed under it.

"Mary!" he pleaded.

"Well," she said, disregarding his tone, and keeping his arm fast in

her own, "you do supply 'em, don't you? I know one fellow who makes

his livin' goin' the rounds, findin' what girls is sore on their

madams an' then gettin' a commission by sneakin' 'em out an' changin'

'em to new flats. He lets on he's sellin' kimonas, but one sample's

lasted him three years."

"Mary!" repeated Max, more weakly.

"That's the truth," she said, and then: "But can't you start

street-work an' take me on your staff?"

Again he looked at her,

"No," he answered.

"Not young enough lookin' now, eh?" She was still smiling.

"Ach," he protested, "you oughtn't nod to be so _hard_ on a feller.

If you chust knowed----"

But she had gone far enough, and she would not let him finish. They

had reached a saloon near to her new lodging-place, and she paused.

There was, and she knew it, no word in his excuse that she would have

credited. Nor did she mean, just yet, to let him see her hatred. In

order that he might the better see it at a later moment, she wanted

now to quiet his naturally ready fears. She had found that she could

harass him, and that, for the present, was all that she needed to

know.

"Never mind," she said, "I told you I wasn't goin' to rake up

nothin', an' I mean to keep my word. Come on in here. This is a

quiet place. You're goin' to buy me a drink, anyhow, just to show

that we're still friends."

He brightened at this indicated avenue of escape.

"_Sure_ we're still friends," he declared, "an' you can haf all you

vant to _drink_, too."

She slipped her hand into his--she could do it, she had learned,

without the dumb flesh seeming to shrink from that contact--and

pressed it.

They went into the deserted "ladies' room" of the saloon to which she

had referred, and sat down there, facing each other under a light

turned kindly low.

"Vhiskey?" asked Max.

"Yes," said Mary.

"Two of 'em," ordered Max of the waiter that had answered his ring,

"an' don'd make 'em so _stingy_ like most you fellers ofer this vay."

The man brought the liquor, placed it before them, and went away.

"Vell," said Max, raising his glass, smiling his thin smile, and

apparently forgetting that he had ever denied whiskey; "here ve are,

_ain't_ it?"

If Mary was remembering another night and another drink she did not

say so; instead, as Max tilted his sleek head far back between his

shoulders and dropped the whiskey down his throat, her hand watched

for the instant when his gray eyes were on the ceiling and that

instant poured the liquor from her own glass to the floor. When her

companion's head came forward her fingers, wrapped about the glass,

were just withdrawing it from her lips.

"I can drink that better'n I used to," she said.

Max grinned again. So long as she did not upbraid him for his part

in it, so long as she did not go into the details of its earlier

stages, he had no objection to hearing of her past, was even

languidly curious about it, and was certainly sorry that it had not

brought her to more seeming prosperity.

"You sure didn't take that like you vasn't _used_ vith it," he said.

"I'll take another just to show you how," she answered, and pressed

the nearest button.

This time his eyes were on her and she had to drink. But she did not

scruple: so long as she retained her head and Max lost his, the

effect of the alcohol on her system concerned her but little.

They had a third drink, for "old time's sake," as Mary suggested, and

this she succeeded in pouring down her dress-front. At the fourth,

Max began to show signs of fear that he would have a drunken woman on

his hands, but Mary's patent sobriety soon reassured him, and

overcame his protests against a fifth by recalling his promise of

liberality.

His cold eyes sparkled into a faint light. Little spots of red

appeared in the olive of his cheeks. He felt the advance of the

enemy in his veins and tried to go; but Mary began an imaginative

narrative of her recent experiences and insisted on his listening.

When he at last successfully interrupted that, she twitted him with

being able to drink less than his pupils, and Max was once more

forced to order. He was not drunk, or nearly drunk, but the fine

edge of his discretion was dulled: he saw in the woman, who had now

moved to his side, nothing that, whatever motives might be at work,

could possibly harm him; he found something ludicrous in the

situation. Her looks seemed better than they had appeared an hour

earlier, and her tentative advances flattered him.

Mary, though she had drunk more than was good for her, had managed to

spill enough liquor to retain all the sobriety she needed; but, when

they at last rose, she swayed a little unsteadily.

"Now," she said, "you'll just buy me a half-pint for my head in the

mornin', an' then you'll walk as far as my door."

Still enjoying the piquancy of the affair, he obeyed her. He even

consented to come to her hall-bedroom with her--a room the exact

reproduction of that which she had formerly rented farther

uptown--and there, forgetful of the provision against the morning,

they finished the half-pint.

At last he stood up from the bed on which he had been sitting while

she, opposite, used the single chair.

"Vell," he said, grinning; "it's been good to see you again, und

maybe I'll gome back some efenin'."

She rose before him. The light was at her back and her face resumed,

as she stood there, some furtive traces of its earlier grace. The

eyes seemed to soften, the cheeks were a natural pink beneath their

coating of rouge, and her russet hair, curling about her face,

relieved the harder outlines and cast a gentle shadow around the

neck. She spread out her arms.

"Kiss me," she said.

He smiled and leaned condescendingly toward her.

"What's your hurry?" she murmured.

He looked at her, and the weak light and the strong liquor stood her

in good stead.

"I ain't in no hurry," he smiled.

She met him smile for smile--and then, in a sudden sense of triumph,

she flung back her head and laughed.

It was not until three hours later that he finally left her, but he

left hurriedly, for the remorseless gray light of morning was coming

in at the window, and it fell upon her as she wrapped a soiled pink

kimona around her shivering figure and slipped her feet into a pair

of rundown Turkish slippers.

"Good-by," he said, looking away from her.

"Wait a minute," said Mary. "I'll go with you to the door."

She did go. She followed him down the dark stairway, creaking

noisily under their shamed feet, and she stood for a moment in the

black hall, holding the brass knob of the door, as he passed to the

step outside. Mary slipped the dead-latch, ready to bolt the door.

"Max," she said.

He turned quickly, nearly knocking over, as he did so, the

milk-bottles that were lined, in a white row, upon the step.

"Yes?" he returned, and grinned sheepishly.

She thrust out her towsled head and looked up and down the gray

morning street. The block was empty. She drew her head clear of the

door. She was still trembling, but from neither cold nor fear.

"You ain't goin' without kissin' me?" she asked.

But a reaction of disgust had seized him.

"Yes, I am," he said.

Mary's one hand tightened on the knob; the other flattened itself

against the nearest panel of the door, ready to push hard.

"All right," she replied, with a sudden change in her voice that,

still low, became tense and metallic. "You think I'm--I'm done for,

Max. Well--_you're done for, too!_"

The man's jaw dropped. His olive face was ashen. His eyes stared.

"What do you mean?" he asked.

Mary's mouth was wreathed in a smile.

"You know," she answered.

Max retreated so suddenly that he nearly fell down the stone steps.

"You've--you've----" he gasped.

"Yes," said Mary.

"It's a lie! You're tryin' to scare me!" His jaw worked

spasmodically. "It's a damned lie!" he repeated.

"You don't believe me?" the girl inquired.

If she had looked for heroics, if she had feared melodrama, she was

as yet disappointed. The knees of Max shook under him; he was in

abject terror.

"It's a lie," he muttered over and over. "It's a damn' lie!"

"Think what you please," said Mary. She was still smiling, still

serene. "You believed I'd forgot, didn't you? Well, I didn't

forget, Max Grossman, an' now you'll remember. If you don't yet

think I'm givin' you a straight story, all you have to do is just one

thing: _wait_."

Max uttered an inarticulate cry and threw himself at her, but he only

bashed his head against the closed door.

Mary had shut it, and in time. Behind it, in the dark hallway, she

lay half fainting.

"It's the last of you, Max," she laughed.

And it was.

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