A DAY'S LODGING

It was the gosh-dangdest stampede I ever seen. A thousand dog-teams

hittin' the ice. You couldn't see 'm fer smoke. Two white men an' a

Swede froze to death that night, an' there was a dozen busted their

lungs. But didn't I see with my own eyes the bottom of the

water-hole? It was yellow with gold like a mustard-plaster. That's

why I staked the Yukon for a minin' claim. That's what made the

stampede. An' then there was nothin' to it. That's what I

said--NOTHIN' to it. An' I ain't got over guessin' yet.--NARRATIVE OF

SHORTY.

John Messner clung with mittened hand to the bucking gee-pole and held

the sled in the trail. With the other mittened hand he rubbed his

cheeks and nose. He rubbed his cheeks and nose every little while. In

point of fact, he rarely ceased from rubbing them, and sometimes, as

their numbness increased, he rubbed fiercely. His forehead was covered

by the visor of his fur cap, the flaps of which went over his ears. The

rest of his face was protected by a thick beard, golden-brown under its

coating of frost.

Behind him churned a heavily loaded Yukon sled, and before him toiled

a string of five dogs. The rope by which they dragged the sled rubbed

against the side of Messner's leg. When the dogs swung on a bend in

the trail, he stepped over the rope. There were many bends, and he was

compelled to step over it often. Sometimes he tripped on the rope, or

stumbled, and at all times he was awkward, betraying a weariness so

great that the sled now and again ran upon his heels.

When he came to a straight piece of trail, where the sled could get

along for a moment without guidance, he let go the gee-pole and batted

his right hand sharply upon the hard wood. He found it difficult to

keep up the circulation in that hand. But while he pounded the one

hand, he never ceased from rubbing his nose and cheeks with the other.

"It's too cold to travel, anyway," he said. He spoke aloud, after the

manner of men who are much by themselves. "Only a fool would travel

at such a temperature. If it isn't eighty below, it's because it's

seventy-nine."

He pulled out his watch, and after some fumbling got it back into the

breast pocket of his thick woollen jacket. Then he surveyed the heavens

and ran his eye along the white sky-line to the south.

"Twelve o'clock," he mumbled, "A clear sky, and no sun."

He plodded on silently for ten minutes, and then, as though there had

been no lapse in his speech, he added:

"And no ground covered, and it's too cold to travel."

Suddenly he yelled "Whoa!" at the dogs, and stopped. He seemed in a

wild panic over his right hand, and proceeded to hammer it furiously

against the gee-pole.

"You--poor--devils!" he addressed the dogs, which had dropped down

heavily on the ice to rest. His was a broken, jerky utterance, caused

by the violence with which he hammered his numb hand upon the wood.

"What have you done anyway that a two-legged other animal should come

along, break you to harness, curb all your natural proclivities, and

make slave-beasts out of you?"

He rubbed his nose, not reflectively, but savagely, in order to drive

the blood into it, and urged the dogs to their work again. He travelled

on the frozen surface of a great river. Behind him it stretched away in

a mighty curve of many miles, losing itself in a fantastic jumble of

mountains, snow-covered and silent. Ahead of him the river split into

many channels to accommodate the freight of islands it carried on its

breast. These islands were silent and white. No animals nor humming

insects broke the silence. No birds flew in the chill air. There was no

sound of man, no mark of the handiwork of man. The world slept, and it

was like the sleep of death.

John Messner seemed succumbing to the apathy of it all. The frost was

benumbing his spirit. He plodded on with bowed head, unobservant,

mechanically rubbing nose and cheeks, and batting his steering hand

against the gee-pole in the straight trail-stretches.

But the dogs were observant, and suddenly they stopped, turning their

heads and looking back at their master out of eyes that were wistful

and questioning. Their eyelashes were frosted white, as were their

muzzles, and they had all the seeming of decrepit old age, what of the

frost-rime and exhaustion.

The man was about to urge them on, when he checked himself, roused

up with an effort, and looked around. The dogs had stopped beside a

water-hole, not a fissure, but a hole man-made, chopped laboriously

with an axe through three and a half feet of ice. A thick skin of new

ice showed that it had not been used for some time. Messner glanced

about him. The dogs were already pointing the way, each wistful and

hoary muzzle turned toward the dim snow-path that left the main river

trail and climbed the bank of the island.

"All right, you sore-footed brutes," he said. "I'll investigate. You're

not a bit more anxious to quit than I am."

He climbed the bank and disappeared. The dogs did not lie down, but

on their feet eagerly waited his return. He came back to them, took

a hauling-rope from the front of the sled, and put it around his

shoulders. Then he _gee'd_ the dogs to the right and put them at the

bank on the run. It was a stiff pull, but their weariness fell from

them as they crouched low to the snow, whining with eagerness and

gladness as they struggled upward to the last ounce of effort in their

bodies. When a dog slipped or faltered, the one behind nipped his hind

quarters. The man shouted encouragement and threats, and threw all his

weight on the hauling-rope.

They cleared the bank with a rush, swung to the left, and dashed up to

a small log cabin. It was a deserted cabin of a single room, eight feet

by ten on the inside. Messner unharnessed the animals, unloaded his

sled and took possession. The last chance wayfarer had left a supply of

firewood. Messner set up his light sheet-iron stove and started a fire.

He put five sun-cured salmon into the oven to thaw out for the dogs,

and from the water-hole filled his coffee-pot and cooking-pail.

While waiting for the water to boil, he held his face over the stove.

The moisture from his breath had collected on his beard and frozen into

a great mass of ice, and this he proceeded to thaw out. As it melted

and dropped upon the stove it sizzled and rose about him in steam. He

helped the process with his fingers, working loose small ice-chunks

that fell rattling to the floor.

A wild outcry from the dogs without did not take him from his task. He

heard the wolfish snarling and yelping of strange dogs and the sound of

voices. A knock came on the door.

"Come in," Messner called, in a voice muffled because at the moment he

was sucking loose a fragment of ice from its anchorage on his upper lip.

The door opened, and, gazing out of his cloud of steam, he saw a man

and a woman pausing on the threshold.

"Come in," he said peremptorily, "and shut the door!"

Peering through the steam, he could make out but little of their

personal appearance. The nose and cheek strap worn by the woman and the

trail-wrappings about her head allowed only a pair of black eyes to be

seen. The man was dark-eyed and smooth-shaven all except his mustache,

which was so iced up as to hide his mouth.

"We just wanted to know if there is any other cabin around here," he

said, at the same time glancing over the unfurnished state of the room.

"We thought this cabin was empty."

"It isn't my cabin," Messner answered. "I just found it a few minutes

ago. Come right in and camp. Plenty of room, and you won't need your

stove. There's room for all."

At the sound of his voice the woman peered at him with quick

curiousness.

"Get your things off," her companion said to her. "I'll unhitch and get

the water so we can start cooking."

Messner took the thawed salmon outside and fed his dogs. He had to

guard them against the second team of dogs, and when he had reëntered

the cabin the other man had unpacked the sled and fetched water.

Messner's pot was boiling. He threw in the coffee, settled it with half

a cup of cold water, and took the pot from the stove. He thawed some

sour-dough biscuits in the oven, at the same time heating a pot of

beans he had boiled the night before and that had ridden frozen on the

sled all morning.

Removing his utensils from the stove, so as to give the newcomers a

chance to cook, he proceeded to take his meal from the top of his

grub-box, himself sitting on his bed-roll. Between mouthfuls he talked

trail and dogs with the man, who, with head over the stove, was thawing

the ice from his mustache. There were two bunks in the cabin, and into

one of them, when he had cleared his lip, the stranger tossed his

bed-roll.

"We'll sleep here," he said, "unless you prefer this bunk. You're the

first comer and you have first choice, you know."

"That's all right," Messner answered. "One bunk's just as good as the

other."

He spread his own bedding in the second bunk, and sat down on the edge.

The stranger thrust a physician's small travelling case under his

blankets at one end to serve for a pillow.

"Doctor?" Messner asked.

"Yes," came the answer, "but I assure you I didn't come into the

Klondike to practise."

The woman busied herself with cooking, while the man sliced bacon and

fired the stove. The light in the cabin was dim, filtering through in

a small window made of onion-skin writing paper and oiled with bacon

grease, so that John Messner could not make out very well what the

woman looked like. Not that he tried. He seemed to have no interest in

her. But she glanced curiously from time to time into the dark corner

where he sat.

"Oh, it's a great life," the doctor proclaimed enthusiastically,

pausing from sharpening his knife on the stovepipe. "What I like

about it is the struggle, the endeavor with one's own hands, the

primitiveness of it, the realness."

"The temperature is real enough," Messner laughed.

"Do you know how cold it actually is?" the doctor demanded.

The other shook his head.

"Well, I'll tell you. Seventy-four below zero by spirit thermometer on

the sled."

"That's one hundred and six below freezing point--too cold for

travelling, eh?"

"Practically suicide," was the doctor's verdict. "One exerts himself.

He breathes heavily, taking into his lungs the frost itself. It chills

his lungs, freezes the edges of the tissues. He gets a dry, hacking

cough as the dead tissue sloughs away, and dies the following summer of

pneumonia, wondering what it's all about. I'll stay in this cabin for a

week, unless the thermometer rises at least to fifty below."

"I say, Tess," he said, the next moment, "don't you think that coffee's

boiled long enough!"

At the sound of the woman's name, John Messner became suddenly

alert. He looked at her quickly, while across his face shot a

haunting expression, the ghost of some buried misery achieving swift

resurrection. But the next moment, and by an effort of will, the ghost

was laid again. His face was as placid as before, though he was still

alert, dissatisfied with what the feeble light had shown him of the

woman's face.

Automatically, her first act had been to set the coffee-pot back.

It was not until she had done this that she glanced at Messner. But

already he had composed himself. She saw only a man sitting on the edge

of the bunk and incuriously studying the toes of his moccasins. But, as

she turned casually to go about her cooking, he shot another swift look

at her, and she, glancing as swiftly back, caught his look. He shifted

on past her to the doctor, though the slightest smile curled his lip in

appreciation of the way she had trapped him.

She drew a candle from the grub-box and lighted it. One look at her

illuminated face was enough for Messner. In the small cabin the widest

limit was only a matter of several steps, and the next moment she was

alongside of him. She deliberately held the candle close to his face

and stared at him out of eyes wide with fear and recognition. He smiled

quietly back at her.

"What are you looking for, Tess?" the doctor called.

"Hairpins," she replied, passing on and rummaging in a clothes-bag on

the bunk.

They served their meal on their grub-box, sitting on Messner's grub-box

and facing him. He had stretched out on his bunk to rest, lying on his

side, his head on his arm. In the close quarters it was as though the

three were together at table.

"What part of the States do you come from?" Messner asked.

"San Francisco," answered the doctor. "I've been in here two years,

though."

"I hail from California myself," was Messner's announcement.

The woman looked at him appealingly, but he smiled and went on:

"Berkeley, you know."

The other man was becoming interested.

"U. C.?" he asked.

"Yes, Class of '86."

"I meant faculty," the doctor explained. "You remind me of the type."

"Sorry to hear you say so," Messner smiled back. "I'd prefer being

taken for a prospector or a dog-musher."

"I don't think he looks any more like a professor than you do a

doctor," the woman broke in.

"Thank you," said Messner. Then, turning to her companion, "By the way,

Doctor, what is your name, if I may ask?"

"Haythorne, if you'll take my word for it. I gave up cards with

civilization."

"And Mrs. Haythorne," Messner smiled and bowed.

She flashed a look at him that was more anger than appeal.

Haythorne was about to ask the other's name. His mouth had opened to

form the question when Messner cut him off.

"Come to think of it, Doctor, you may possibly be able to satisfy my

curiosity. There was a sort of scandal in faculty circles some two or

three years ago. The wife of one of the English professors--er, if you

will pardon me, Mrs. Haythorne--disappeared with some San Francisco

doctor, I understood, though his name does not just now come to my

lips. Do you remember the incident?"

Haythorne nodded his head. "Made quite a stir at the time. His name

was Womble--Graham Womble. He had a magnificent practice. I knew him

somewhat."

"Well, what I was trying to get at was what had become of them. I was

wondering if you had heard. They left no trace, hide nor hair."

"He covered his tracks cunningly." Haythorne cleared his throat. "There

was rumor that they went to the South Seas--were lost on a trading

schooner in a typhoon, or something like that."

"I never heard that," Messner said. "You remember the case, Mrs.

Haythorne?"

"Perfectly," she answered, in a voice the control of which was in

amazing contrast to the anger that blazed in the face she turned aside

so that Haythorne might not see.

The latter was again on the verge of asking his name, when Messner

remarked:

"This Dr. Womble, I've heard he was very handsome, and--er--quite a

success, so to say, with the ladies."

"Well, if he was, he finished himself off by that affair," Haythorne

grumbled.

"And the woman was a termagant--at least so I've been told. It was

generally accepted in Berkeley that she made life--er--not exactly

paradise for her husband."

"I never heard that," Haythorne rejoined. "In San Francisco the talk

was all the other way."

"Woman sort of a martyr, eh?--crucified on the cross of matrimony?"

The doctor nodded. Messner's gray eyes were mildly curious as he went

on:

"That was to be expected--two sides to the shield. Living in Berkeley I

only got the one side. She was a great deal in San Francisco, it seems."

"Some coffee, please," Haythorne said.

The woman refilled his mug, at the same time breaking into light

laughter.

"You're gossiping like a pair of beldames," she chided them.

"It's so interesting," Messner smiled at her, then returned to

the doctor. "The husband seems then to have had a not very savory

reputation in San Francisco?"

"On the contrary, he was a moral prig," Haythorne blurted out, with

apparently undue warmth. "He was a little scholastic shrimp without a

drop of red blood in his body."

"Did you know him?"

"Never laid eyes on him. I never knocked about in university circles."

"One side of the shield again," Messner said, with an air of weighing

the matter judicially. "While he did not amount to much, it is

true--that is, physically--I'd hardly say he was as bad as all that.

He did take an active interest in student athletics. And he had some

talent. He once wrote a Nativity play that brought him quite a bit of

local appreciation. I have heard, also, that he was slated for the head

of the English department, only the affair happened and he resigned and

went away. It quite broke his career, or so it seemed. At any rate, on

our side the shield, it was considered a knock-out blow to him. It was

thought he cared a great deal for his wife."

Haythorne, finishing his mug of coffee, grunted uninterestedly and

lighted his pipe.

"It was fortunate they had no children," Messner continued.

But Haythorne, with a glance at the stove, pulled on his cap and

mittens.

"I'm going out to get some wood," he said. "Then I can take off my

moccasins and be comfortable."

The door slammed behind him. For a long minute there was silence. The

man continued in the same position on the bed. The woman sat on the

grub-box, facing him.

"What are you going to do?" she asked abruptly.

Messner looked at her with lazy indecision. "What do you think I ought

to do? Nothing scenic, I hope. You see I am stiff and trail-sore, and

this bunk is so restful."

She gnawed her lower lip and fumed dumbly.

"But--" she began vehemently, then clenched her hands and stopped.

"I hope you don't want me to kill Mr.--er--Haythorne," he said gently,

almost pleadingly. "It would be most distressing, and, I assure you,

really it is unnecessary."

"But you must do something," she cried.

"On the contrary, it is quite conceivable that I do not have to do

anything."

"You would stay here?"

He nodded.

She glanced desperately around the cabin and at the bed unrolled on the

other bunk. "Night is coming on. You can't stop here. You can't! I tell

you, you simply can't!"

"Of course I can. I might remind you that I found this cabin first and

that you are my guests."

Again her eyes travelled around the room, and the terror in them leaped

up at sight of the other bunk.

"Then we'll have to go," she announced decisively.

"Impossible. You have a dry, hacking cough--the sort Mr.--er--Haythorne

so aptly described. You've already slightly chilled your lungs.

Besides, he is a physician and knows. He would never permit it."

"Then what are you going to do?" she demanded again, with a tense,

quiet utterance that boded an outbreak.

Messner regarded her in a way that was almost paternal, what of the

profundity of pity and patience with which he contrived to suffuse it.

"My dear Theresa, as I told you before, I don't know. I really haven't

thought about it."

"Oh! You drive me mad!" She sprang to her feet, wringing her hands in

impotent wrath. "You never used to be this way."

"I used to be all softness and gentleness," he nodded concurrence. "Was

that why you left me?"

"You are so different, so dreadfully calm. You frighten me. I feel you

have something terrible planned all the while. But whatever you do,

don't do anything rash. Don't get excited--"

"I don't get excited any more," he interrupted. "Not since you went

away."

"You have improved--remarkably," she retorted.

He smiled acknowledgment. "While I am thinking about what I shall do,

I'll tell you what you will have to do--tell Mr.--er--Haythorne who I

am. It may make our stay in this cabin more--may I say, sociable?"

"Why have you followed me into this frightful country?" she asked

irrelevantly.

"Don't think I came here looking for you, Theresa. Your vanity shall

not be tickled by any such misapprehension. Our meeting is wholly

fortuitous. I broke with the life academic and I had to go somewhere.

To be honest, I came into the Klondike because I thought it the place

you were least liable to be in."

There was a fumbling at the latch, then the door swung in and Haythorne

entered with an armful of firewood. At the first warning, Theresa began

casually to clear away the dishes. Haythorne went out again after more

wood.

"Why didn't you introduce us?" Messner queried.

"I'll tell him," she replied, with a toss of her head. "Don't think I'm

afraid."

"I never knew you to be afraid, very much, of anything."

"And I'm not afraid of confession, either," she said, with softening

face and voice.

"In your case, I fear, confession is exploitation by indirection,

profit-making by ruse, self-aggrandizement at the expense of God."

"Don't be literary," she pouted, with growing tenderness. "I never did

like epigrammatic discussion. Besides, I'm not afraid to ask you to

forgive me."

"There is nothing to forgive, Theresa. I really should thank you. True,

at first I suffered; and then, with all the graciousness of spring,

it dawned upon me that I was happy, very happy. It was a most amazing

discovery."

"But what if I should return to you?" she asked.

"I should" (he looked at her whimsically), "be greatly perturbed."

"I am your wife. You know you have never got a divorce."

"I see," he meditated. "I have been careless. It will be one of the

first things I attend to."

She came over to his side, resting her hand on his arm. "You don't

want me, John?" Her voice was soft and caressing, her hand rested like

a lure. "If I told you I had made a mistake? If I told you that I was

very unhappy?--and I am. And I did make a mistake."

Fear began to grow on Messner. He felt himself wilting under the

lightly laid hand. The situation was slipping away from him, all his

beautiful calmness was going. She looked at him with melting eyes, and

he, too, seemed all dew and melting. He felt himself on the edge of an

abyss, powerless to withstand the force that was drawing him over.

"I am coming back to you, John. I am coming back to-day ... now."

As in a nightmare, he strove under the hand. While she talked, he

seemed to hear, rippling softly, the song of the Lorelei. It was as

though, somewhere, a piano were playing and the actual notes were

impinging on his ear-drums.

Suddenly he sprang to his feet, thrust her from him as her arms

attempted to clasp him, and retreated backward to the door. He was in a

panic.

"I'll do something desperate!" he cried.

"I warned you not to get excited." She laughed mockingly, and went

about washing the dishes. "Nobody wants you. I was just playing with

you. I am happier where I am."

But Messner did not believe. He remembered her facility in changing

front. She had changed front now. It was exploitation by indirection.

She was not happy with the other man. She had discovered her mistake.

The flame of his ego flared up at the thought. She wanted to come back

to him, which was the one thing he did not want. Unwittingly, his hand

rattled the door-latch.

"Don't run away," she laughed. "I won't bite you."

"I am not running away," he replied with child-like defiance, at the

same time pulling on his mittens. "I'm only going to get some water."

He gathered the empty pails and cooking pots together and opened the

door. He looked back at her.

"Don't forget you're to tell Mr.--er--Haythorne who I am."

Messner broke the skin that had formed on the water-hole within the

hour, and filled his pails. But he did not return immediately to the

cabin. Leaving the pails standing in the trail, he walked up and down,

rapidly, to keep from freezing, for the frost bit into the flesh like

fire. His beard was white with his frozen breath when the perplexed and

frowning brows relaxed and decision came into his face. He had made

up his mind to his course of action, and his frigid lips and cheeks

crackled into a chuckle over it. The pails were already skinned over

with young ice when he picked them up and made for the cabin.

When he entered he found the other man waiting, standing near the

stove, a certain stiff awkwardness and indecision in his manner.

Messner set down his water-pails.

"Glad to meet you, Graham Womble," he said in conventional tones, as

though acknowledging an introduction.

Messner did not offer his hand. Womble stirred uneasily, feeling for

the other the hatred one is prone to feel for one he has wronged.

"And so you're the chap," Messner said in marvelling accents. "Well,

well. You see, I really am glad to meet you. I have been--er--curious

to know what Theresa found in you--where, I may say, the attraction

lay. Well, well."

And he looked the other up and down as a man would look a horse up and

down.

"I know how you must feel about me," Womble began.

"Don't mention it," Messner broke in with exaggerated cordiality of

voice and manner. "Never mind that. What I want to know is how do you

find her? Up to expectations? Has she worn well? Life been all a happy

dream ever since?"

"Don't be silly," Theresa interjected.

"I can't help being natural," Messner complained.

"You can be expedient at the same time, and practical," Womble said

sharply. "What we want to know is what are you going to do?"

Messner made a well-feigned gesture of helplessness. "I really don't

know. It is one of those impossible situations against which there can

be no provision."

"All three of us cannot remain the night in this cabin."

Messner nodded affirmation.

"Then somebody must get out."

"That also is incontrovertible," Messner agreed. "When three bodies

cannot occupy the same space at the same time, one must get out."

"And you're that one," Womble announced grimly. "It's a ten-mile pull

to the next camp, but you can make it all right."

"And that's the first flaw in your reasoning," the other objected.

"Why, necessarily, should I be the one to get out? I found this cabin

first."

"But Tess can't get out," Womble explained. "Her lungs are already

slightly chilled."

"I agree with you. She can't venture ten miles of frost. By all means

she must remain."

"Then it is as I said," Womble announced with finality.

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