CHAPTER XXXIV.

The last day in Halifax--Dexie never forgot it. It was engraved so

indelibly on her memory that time had no power to obliterate it. It had

been a busy day as well as a sad one, and Elsie Gurney spent the most of it

by the side of her friend, helping, as well as hindering her, as the

household goods were being packed for removal. Lancy claimed one hour in

the evening for himself; and as the rooms in the Sherwood household were

almost dismantled, the greater part of the time was spent over the piano in

the Gurneys' parlor, and their heart's good-bye was spoken through the one

piece of music which they called their own.

"Remember, Dexie," and Lancy turned on the piano-stool and took her hands

in his own, "you must not play that piece for anyone; it is yours and mine.

When you are alone and think of me, let your thoughts be expressed through

our own sweet music. Do you know, my Dexie, I believe I shall know when you

are playing to me; that invisible power which we have both felt, but cannot

express, much less give it a name, will still be between us, and when my

heart goes out to you, my darling, it shall be through the same medium.

That piece of music shall be sacred to you alone, and I shall play it for

no one else until I see your dear face again. Do you agree, Dexie?"

"Yes, but I feel as if I shall never have the heart to play anything again,

Lancy," for this parting from her friend hurt her more than she expected.

"Oh! yes, you will;" and he drew her over to the window within the shadow

of the curtains. "The time will soon slip by, and when I go to claim you

it will seem to you like coming back home again. I shall always be looking

forward to that time, Dexie, so remember your promise."

"You must not forget the conditions, Lancy, and if you find your love grows

less, instead of more, be honest with your own heart, and do not, in your

pride, hide it from me. Absence may not 'make the heart grow fonder' in our

case," she added, with a sad smile.

"Do not prophesy evil, but think of the happy present. Are you afraid or

ashamed to own the fact to others, that you care for me at the present

time?"

"No, I do not think any one who knows us will accuse either of us of

bashfulness; the opposite has been laid to my charge until it has become an

old story," she replied.

"Well, seeing that we understand each other, why not wear your ring? I

particularly want Hugh to see it on your finger; I don't believe he has

given you up yet, Dexie. Will you wear it to please me?"

Dexie unclasped the chain from her neck, and Lancy slipped the ring in its

place on her finger.

"I think you need not mind what Hugh says or thinks," she said in a low

tone. "I did not intend to tell you, Lancy, but I will confess now that

Hugh saw that ring on my finger once before," and she told him the

substance of the stolen interview in the upper hall.

"That is how it happens that we are on speaking terms again," she added,

"but when Hugh gets well enough to travel, and begins to realize that he is

a rich man, he will smile at all this foolishness; but if I live a hundred

years, I will never forget that dreadful afternoon in the boat. Lieutenant

Wilbur is going to give him his revolver after I am gone; that will be a

reminder of it which he won't like, I am thinking!"

The next morning the last article was removed from the house, and the last

good-bye given to the friends they must leave behind them. The two families

met for the last time in Mrs. Gurney's parlor, and as they lingered over

the last words, Dexie seated herself at the piano, and there was no quiver

in her voice, though there were tears in her eyes, as she sang:

"Farewell, farewell, is a lonely sound,

And always brings a sigh;

Then give to me, when loved ones part,

That good old word, 'Good-bye.'"

Hugh and Lancy, as well as Elsie and Cora, accompanied the family to the

boat, which was to sail about noon. Hugh lingered near the group on the

steamer, hoping that Dexie would give him some kind word at parting, and at

last Lancy, very generously, took her over to his side, saying:

"Don't look so blue, old fellow; Dexie is not taking a final leave of

Halifax. Time is most up, I expect," he added hastily, as he took out his

watch, then turned aside as he saw Hugh's agitated face.

"It is really settled, then," said Hugh, in a low voice, as he took Dexie's

hand. "I wish you had left something that I could do for you, so that my

life will not feel quite so empty."

"I have no favor to ask of you, Mr. McNeil, yet if I hear that you have

been kind to Nina Gordon it will please me very much. Mind, I do not ask it

of you. If someone would have the goodness of heart to save her from her

mother, she would make a sensible woman yet. If Cora Gurney would only take

a friendly interest in her, I would not be afraid of the future of my

_double_. Good-bye, Mr. McNeil, that is the warning-signal, I believe."

Hugh seemed in no hurry to heed the warning, but stood aside where he could

watch Dexie's face as she parted from Lancy. He heeded not the few hurried

words so earnestly spoken, nor the fervent clasp of their hands, for there

was no answering light in Dexie's eyes as they rested on Lancy's face.

Friends were hurrying across the gang plank, but Hugh waited till Lancy had

disappeared; then stepping to Dexie's side, he hurriedly whispered:

"I was not mistaken! your heart has not yet awakened, as I said! and

Lancy's ring binds no heart but his own. All is fair in love and war, and

my chance is as good as his, after all! _Au revoir_, my little wife!" and

he raised his hat and hurried ashore.

His heart beat rapidly, and though he carried away the memory of Dexie's

indignant look, he stepped across the plank with a firm, light step. Lancy

wondered at the transformation which seemed to have taken place in Hugh

since he had seen him on deck, a few short minutes ago; but they stood

together and watched the receding steamer, until the one that was so dear

to them both was lost to view.

While Dexie was on deck taking her last look of "dear old Halifax," Gussie

hurried below to secure the best accommodation for herself, and she was so

long in deciding the matter that she appeared only in time to wave her

farewell from the deck.

After the bustle of departure had subsided, the steward came forward

bringing a moss-lined basket, filled with choice hothouse flowers, saying:

"A gentleman left this in my care, to be delivered to Miss Dexie Sherwood.

I believe it belongs to one of you ladies."

"Oh, Dexie, they can't _all_ be for you," said Gussie, eagerly, as she

reached out her hand and took the basket from the steward's hands.

"Here is a note directed to me; wait till I see who it is from," and Dexie

picked a tiny roll of paper from among the blossoms. One hasty glance over

the written lines, and Dexie curled her lip in a disdainful smile.

"You may have everyone of them, Gussie, for I don't want them," and she

drew herself away, as if the very touch of the basket were odious to her,

at which Gussie looked up in surprise.

"Hugh McNeil sent them, so you are welcome to everyone of them," she said

in a low voice, as the steward withdrew. "He is very particular to state

that they are for me alone," and her lip curled. "I wish they had been

brought to me while he was by, I would have tossed them overboard before

his eyes! Thank fortune, I have seen the last of him!"

"You will live to be sorry for your treatment of Hugh McNeil, mark my

words! He would not have found me so hard to please," and Gussie placed the

flowers tenderly beside her.

Strange, but the first thing that Dexie did when she reached the privacy

of her stateroom was to snatch Lancy's ring from her finger, almost

angrily, and slipping it again on the chain about her neck she snapped the

catch with no easy hand; and her face was far from being tender and loving

as she put out of sight the pledge of Lancy's love and fidelity, for she

was saying in her heart:

"I will never be so foolish as to put that on my finger again; it was wrong

to wear it at all. Hugh is right; it binds no heart but Lancy's, and I

doubt if I can truly say that much itself, three months from now."

* * * * *

If we look in upon the Sherwood household a few weeks later, we will find

them comfortably settled in the busy town of Lennoxville, a town which is

noted throughout New England for its manufacturing industries. The house is

pleasantly situated a short distance back from the street, allowing room

for a neat lawn in front of the house, which is made more attractive by a

few flower-beds set near the front entrance, and beneath the windows.

The former owner had taken much pleasure in designing the house and its

surroundings, and everything about the premises was neat, convenient and

attractive, but financial difficulties had obliged him to relinquish the

property just when he might naturally expect to reap the benefit of his

labors. Mr. Sherwood had purchased it at a very reasonable figure,

considering the advantages it possessed, and having obtained a permanent

and remunerative position in the office of a large manufacturing firm, the

family had reason to hope that this was their last move for some years.

Dexie was delighted at the possibilities which the well-laid-out kitchen

garden at the rear of the house promised to afford. Everything at present

was bare and sere, but when the spring opened it would require but little

labor, and that of a pleasant description, to prepare a garden that should

delight the heart of any housekeeper; and the flower-beds in the front of

the house, which were now covered and protected by branches of fir, would

in due season blossom into spots of beauty.

The family-life at this time was very pleasant. Gussie seemed to have

forgotten, for the time, all her former jealous and unkind feelings, which

had made her so often, while in Halifax, an unpleasant member of the

household.

Society in Lennoxville was pleasant and attractive, and the Sherwoods were

made right welcome among a choice circle of friends. Invitations to social

gatherings were showered upon the twin girls until their popularity was so

firmly established that no one thought of questioning it.

Dexie missed her Halifax friends very much. She met with no one in her new

home who could fill the place that the Gurney family had held in her heart,

and among all her many friends there was none she could make such an

intimate companion of as Elsie Gurney. In musical circles, Dexie soon

filled an envious position; but so far she had met no one whose sympathies

were like Lancy's. Oh, yes, she missed Lancy very much, indeed--she never

hesitated to confess it when the matter was alluded to; and very often,

when alone in the parlor, the piece of music which had such a strange power

over each of them filled the air with unmistakable longing, and seemed to

speak of loneliness and sorrow. But her bright face expressed no such sad

feeling to others; it seemed only the musical side of her nature that

mourned the loss of a kind and sympathetic friend.

She heard quite frequently from Elsie, and Lancy's weekly letters were

always bright and chatty; but they left Dexie with a certain uneasy feeling

that should have had no place in her heart, if Lancy's expressed regards

met with the reciprocation which he had some right to expect.

She would not have cared to confess to the relief she experienced when,

some weeks later, Lancy wrote to her of his intended visit to England,

where he meant to spend a few months among his relatives in Devonshire; and

the thought that the wide ocean would be between them, did not cause the

same regretful feeling in her heart as it did in Lancy's. Once since they

had left Halifax, Dexie, to her surprise, received a letter from Hugh

McNeil, that had come enclosed in one to her father. Mr. Sherwood said

little as to the contents of his letter; but the earnest, passionate words

in Dexie's left no doubt in her mind that Hugh had small intention of

giving up his suit, though for the present he would leave her in peace.

He told her of his intention of making a journey to Australia, to visit the

last resting-place of his father; and after an extended journey, he hoped

to come back and find all the unpleasantness in the past forgiven and

forgotten.

For some time after the letter was received, Dexie fancied that her father

regarded her with more attention than was necessary; but it soon passed

from her mind without giving her the slightest suspicion that Hugh had

placed in her father's hands a substantial and unmistakable proof of the

genuineness of his regard.

This was to be unknown to her until such a time as circumstances rendered

it necessary to communicate the facts. But if he survived the dangers of

the passage, and returned safely and found her still free, he would again

endeavor to gain her consent to a closer relationship.

Fortunately for Dexie's peace of mind, Mr. Sherwood kept the matter to

himself; but the fact that both Hugh and Lancy intended to put the ocean

between them and herself, even for a short time, gave her a sense of relief

and security which she would have found it difficult to explain.

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