CHAPTER V.

SLAVERY IN THE GRAND ROYAL PALACE OF THE "INVINCIBLE AND BEAUTIFUL

ARCHANGEL."[7]

One morning in the early part of May, 1863, I went at the usual hour

to my temple school-room, and found that all my pupils had gone to the

Maha P'hra Sâât to attend a religious ceremony, at which I also was

requested to be present.

Following the directions of one of the flower-girls, I turned into a

long, dark alley, through which I hurried, passing into another, and

keeping, as I thought, in the right direction. These alleys brought me

at last into one of those gloomy walled streets, into which no sunlight

ever penetrated, and which are to be found only in Bangkok, the farther

end of which seemed lost in mist and darkness.

Stone benches, black with moss and fungi, lined it at intervals, and

a sort of pale night-grass covered the pathway. There was not a soul

to be seen throughout its whole length, which appeared very natural,

for it did not seem as if the street were made for any one to walk

in, but as if it were intended to be kept secluded from public use.

I walked on, however, looking for some opening out of it, and hoping

every moment to find an exit. But I suddenly came to the end. It was a

_cul-de-sac_, and a high brick wall barred my further progress.

In the middle of this wall was set a door of polished brass. The

shadow of a tall and grotesque façade rested upon the wall and on the

narrow deserted street, like an immense black pall. The solitude of

the place was strangely calm. With that frightful din and roar of the

palace life so near, the silence seemed almost supernatural. It cast a

shadow of distrust over me. I almost felt as if that wall, that roof

with its towering front, were built of the deaf stones spoken of in

Scripture. All at once the wind rattled the dry grass on the top of the

wall, making a low, soft, mournful noise. I started from my revery,

hardly able to account for the feeling of dread that crept over me.

Half ashamed of my idle fears, I pushed at the door with all my might.

Slowly, noiselessly, the huge door swung back, and I stepped into a

paved court-yard, with a garden on one side and a building suggestive

of nocturnal mystery and gloom on the other.

The façade of this building was still more gloomy than that on the

outside of the wall. All the windows were closed. On the upper story

the shutters were like those used in prisons. No other house could be

seen. The high wall ran all round and enclosed the garden. The walks

were bordered with diminutive Chinese trees, planted in straight rows;

grass covered half of them, and moss the rest.

Nothing could be imagined more wild and more deserted than this house

and this garden. But the object that attracted my immediate attention

was a woman, the only animate being then visible to me in the apparent

solitude. She was seated beside a small pond of water, and I soon

discovered that she was not alone, but was nursing a naked child about

four years old.

The moment the woman became conscious of my presence, she raised her

head with a quick, impetuous movement, clasped her bare arms around

the nude form at her breast, and stared at me with fixed and defiant

eyes. Her aspect was almost terrifying. She seemed as if hewn out of

stone and set there to intimidate intruders. She was large, well made,

and swarthy; her features were gaunt and fierce, but looked as if her

face might once have been attractive. I relaxed my hold of the door;

it swung back with a dull, ominous thud, and I stood half trembling

beside the dark, defiant woman, whose eyes only gave any indication

of vitality, hoping to prevail upon her to show me my way out of that

dismal solitude.

The moment I approached her, however, I was seized with inexpressible

dismay; pity and astonishment, mingling with a sense of supreme

indignation, held me speechless for a time. She was naked to the waist,

and chained,--chained like a wild beast by one leg to a post driven

into the ground, and without the least shelter under that burning sky.

The chain was of cast-iron, and heavy, consisting of seven long

double-links, attached to a ring, and fitted close to the right leg

just above the ankle; it was secured to the post by a rivet. Under her

lay a tattered fragment of matting, farther on a block of wood for a

pillow, and on the other side were several broken Chinese umbrellas.

Growing more and more bewildered, I sat down and looked at the woman in

a sort of helpless despair. The whole scene was startlingly impressive;

the apathy, the deadness, and the barbarous cruelty of the palace life,

were never more strikingly brought before me face to face. Here there

was no doubting, no denying, no questioning the fact that this unhappy

creature was suffering under some cruel wrong, which no one cared to

redress. Naked to the waist, her long filthy hair bound in dense masses

around her brow, she sat calmly, uncomplainingly, under a burning

tropical sun, such as we children of a more temperate clime can hardly

imagine, fierce, lurid, and scorching, nursing at her breast a child

full of health and begrimed with dirt, with a tenderness that would

have graced the most high-born gentlewoman.

I remained long and indignantly silent, before I could find voice for

the questions that rose to my lips. But at length I inquired her name.

"Pye-sia" (begone), was her fierce reply.

"Why art thou thus chained? Wilt thou not tell me?" I pleaded.

"Pye" (go), said the woman, snatching her breast impatiently from the

sucking child, and at the same time turning her back upon me.

The child set up a tremendous scream, which was re-echoed through the

strange place. The woman turned and took him into her arms; and as if

there were an indwelling persuasiveness about them, he was quieted in

an instant.

Rocking him to and fro, with her face resting against his unwashed

cheek, she was no longer repulsive, but glorious, clothed in the beauty

and strength of a noble human love. I rose respectfully from the low

wall of the pond, where I had seated myself, and took my place on the

heated pavement beside the woman and her child; then as gently and as

kindly as I could I asked his name and age.

"He is four years old," she replied, curtly.

"And his name?"

"His name is Thook" (Sorrow), said the woman, turning away her face.

"And why hast thou given him such a name?"

"What is that to thee, woman?" was the sharp rejoinder.

After this she relapsed into a grim silence, seeming to gaze intently

into the empty air. But at length there came a sob, and she passed

her bare arms slowly across her eyes. This served as a signal for the

little fellow to begin to scream again, which he did most lustily; the

woman, after quieting him, turned to me, and to my great surprise

began to talk of her own accord, with but few questions on my part.

"Hast thou come here to seek me, lady? Has the Naikodah, my husband,

sent thee? Tell me, is he well? Hast thou come to buy me? Ah! lady!

will thou not buy me? Will thou not help me to get my pardon?"

"Tell me why thou art chained. What is thy crime?"

This seemed a terrible question for the poor woman. In vain she

attempted to speak; her lips moved, but uttered no sound, her features

quivered, and with one convulsive movement she threw up her arms and

burst into an agony of tears. She sobbed passionately for some time,

then, passing into a quieter mood, turned to me and said, bitterly: "Do

you want to know of what crime I am accused? It is the crime of loving

my husband and seeking to be with him."

"But what induced you to become a slave?"

"I was born a slave, lady. It was the will of Allah."

"You are a Mohammedan then?"

"My parents were Mohammedans, slaves to the father of my mistress, Chow

Chom Manda Ung. When we were yet young, my brother and I were sent as

slaves to her daughter, the Princess P'hra Ong Brittry."

"If you can prove that your parents were Mohammedans, I can help you, I

think; because all the Mohammedans here are under British protection,

and no subject of Britain can be a slave."

"But, lady, my parents sold themselves to my mistress's grandfather."

"That was your father's debt, which your mother and father have paid

over and over again by a life of faithful servitude. You can insist

upon your mistress accepting your purchase-money."

"Insist," said the woman, her large, dark eyes glowing with the

tears still glistening in them. "You do not know what you say. You do

not know that my mistress, Chow Chom Manda Ung, is mother-in-law to

the king, and that her daughter, Princess P'hra Ong Brittry, is his

favorite half-sister and queen. My only hope lies in a special pardon

from my mistress herself."

"And your friends," said I, "do they know nothing of your cruel

captivity?"

"Nothing, indeed. I have no opportunity to speak even to the

slave-woman whose duty it is to feed us daily. And her lot is too sad

already for her to be willing to run any great risk for me. The secrecy

and mystery of my sudden disappearance have been preserved so long

because I am chained here. No one comes here but my mistress, and she

only visits this place occasionally, with the most tried and trusted of

her slave-women."

Eleven o'clock boomed like a death-knell through the solitude. The

woman laid herself down beside her sleeping boy to rest, apparently

worn out with a sense of her misery. I placed my small umbrella over

them; and this simple act of kindness so touched the poor thing, that

she started up suddenly, and, before I could prevent her, passionately

kissed my soiled and dusty shoes.

I was so sorry for the unhappy creature that tears filled my eyes. "My

sister," said I, "tell me your whole story, and I will lay it before

the king."

The woman started up and adjusted the umbrella over the sleeping child.

Her eyes beamed with a fire as if from above, while with wonderful

power, combined with sweetness and delicacy, she repeated her sad tale.

"There is sorrow in my heart, lady, where once there was nothing but

passive endurance. In my soul I now hear whisperings of things that are

between heaven and earth, yea, and beyond the heaven of heavens, where

once there was nothing but blind obedience. Unconscious of the beauty

of life, my heart was as if frozen and inert until I met the Naikodah,

my husband. Lady, as I told you, I and my brother were born slaves; and

so faithful were we, that my brother obtained, as proof of the trust my

lady reposed in him, the charge of a rice plantation at Ayudia, while

I was promoted to be the chief attendant of the Princess P'hra Ong

Brittry.

"One day my mistress intrusted to my care a bag of money, to purchase

some Bombay silk of the Naikodah Ibrahim. As it was the first time for

many years that I had been permitted to quit the gates of the gloomy

palace, I felt on that day as if I had come into the world anew, as if

my previous life had been nothing but a dream; and my recollections of

that day are always present to my mind, and saying to me, 'Remember how

happy you were once, be patient now.'

"Oh! On that day the Mèinam splashed and rippled more enchantingly,

seemed broader and more beautiful, than ever! The green leaves and buds

seemed to have burst forth all of a sudden. How beautifully green the

grass was, and how clearly and joyously the birds on the bushes and

in the trees poured forth their song, as if purposely for me, while

from the distant plain across the river floated the aromatic breath of

new-blown flowers, filling me with inexpressible delight! I was silent

with a feeling of supreme happiness. On that day a new light had risen

in the east, a light which was to enlighten and to darken all my coming

life.

"We moored our boat by the bank of the river, and made our way to the

shop of the Naikodah, which my companions entered, while I sat outside

on the steps until the bargain should be completed. My companions and

the merchant could come to no terms. I entered with the bag of money,

hoping by the sight of the silver to induce him to sell the silk

for the price offered; but on entering I seemed to be dazzled by

something, I know not what. The merchant's eyes flashed upon me, as it

were, with a look of recollection, and by their expression reminded

me of some face I had seen in my infancy, or, perhaps, in my dreams.

I drew my faded, tattered scarf more tightly around my chest, and sat

down silent and wondering, not daring to ask myself where I had seen

that face before, or why it produced such an effect upon me.

[Illustration: A SIAMESE FLOWER-GIRL.]

"After a great deal of talking and bargaining about the silk, we came

away without it, but the next day went again to the merchant and

purchased it at his own price. I was surprised, however, to find that,

when I paid him the money, he left five ticals in my hands. 'That is

our kumrie' (perquisite), said the women, snatching the ticals out of

my hand and pocketing them. Time after time we repeated our visits to

the merchant, who was constantly kind and respectful in his manner

towards me. He always left five ticals for us. My companions took the

money, but I persistently refused to share in this pitiful kind of

profit.

"The merchant began to observe me more closely, and, as I thought,

to take an interest in me, and one day, after we had purchased some

boxes of fragrant candles and wax-tapers, and I had paid him the full

price for his goods, he left twenty ticals on the floor beside me.

My companions called my attention to the money; when the merchant,

observing my unwillingness to receive it, took up fifteen ticals,

leaving the usual kumrie of five upon the floor, which my companions

picked up and appropriated.

"We returned, as was our custom, by the river, slowly paddling our

little canoe down the broad and beautiful stream, and enjoying every

moment of our permitted freedom. I was sorely unwilling to return to

the palace; I was even tempted to plunge into the water and make

good my escape; but the responsibility of the money intrusted to my

care made me hesitate, and the tranquil surface of the Mèinam, broken

only by its circling ripples, helped to dissipate my wicked thoughts.

Still I indulged, though almost unconsciously, the hope of obtaining

my freedom some day, without even forming a thought as to how it could

ever be accomplished. How or why I began to think of getting free I

know not. I seemed to inhale a longing for freedom with the fragrance

of flowers wafted to me on the fresh, invigorating air; every tree in

blossom, every wild flower clothed in its splendor of red and orange,

made me dream as naturally of liberty as it did of love; and I prayed

for freedom for the first time in my life, even as for the first time I

felt the strength of a supreme emotion overpowering me."

Here the woman paused for a few moments, and I was surprised to find

that she expressed herself so well, until I remembered that the

princesses of Siam make it a special point to educate the slaves born

in their household, so that in most Oriental accomplishments they

generally surpass the common people who may have become slaves by

purchase. There was something very simple and attractive in the way she

spoke of herself, and throughout our whole interview she manifested

such gentleness and resignation that she completely won my affection

and pity.

After a while she smiled sadly, and said softly: "Ah, lady! we all love

God, and we are all loved by him; yet he has seen fit to make some

masters and others slaves. Strange as the delusion may appear to you,

who are free and perfectly happy, while the slave is not happy, the

more impossible seemed the realization of my hope of freedom, the more

I thought of it and longed for it.

"One day a slave-woman came to my mistress with some new goods from

the Naikodah, and on seeing me she begged for a drink of water and

some cere (betel-leaf). As I handed her the water, she said to me in

a low tone: 'Thou art a Moslem; free thyself from this bondage to an

unbelieving race. Take from my master the price of thy freedom; come

out of this Naiwang (palace) and be restored to the true people of God.'

"I listened in amazement, fearing to break the enchanting spell of

her words, and hardly believing that I had heard aright. She quitted

me suddenly, fearful of exciting suspicion, and left me in such a

disturbed state of mind as I had never before experienced. My thoughts

flew hither and thither like birds overtaken by a sudden storm,

flapping their silent and despairing wings against the closed and

barred gates of my prison. I found comfort only in trusting to the

_Great Heart_ above, and with the instinct of all sufferers I turned at

once to him.

"When I saw the woman a second time I embraced the opportunity to say

to her, 'Sister, tell me, how shall I obtain my purchase-money? Will

not thy master hold me as his slave?'

"'He will give thee the money, and will never repent having freed a

Moslem and the daughter of a believer from slavery.'

"'O thou angel of life!' said I, clasping her to my throbbing heart, 'I

am already his slave.'

"She released my arms from around her neck, and, taking some silver

from her scarf, tied it firmly into mine without another word; and

I, fearing lest I should be discovered with so much money in my

possession, came here by night and hid it under this very pavement on

which we are seated.

"Some weeks after we were sent again to the Naikodah to buy some

sandal-wood tapers and flowers for the cremation of the young Princess

P'hra Ong O'Dong. I never was so conscious of the shabbiness of my

dress as when I entered the presence of the good merchant. We made our

purchase, paid the money, and as I rose to depart, my friend D'hamni,

the slave-woman who had been employed by the Naikodah to speak to

me, beckoned me to come into an inner chamber. I was followed by her

master, who addressed himself to me, and said,--I remember the words

so well,--'L'ore! thou art of form so beauteous, and of spirit so

guileless, thou hast awakened all my love and pity. See, here is the

money thou hast just paid me; double the price of thy freedom, and

forget not thy deliverer.'

"'May Allah prosper thee!' said D'hamni.

"I was overwhelmed; my astonishment and my gratitude at his goodness

knew no bounds. I tried to speak; my tongue clave to the roof of my

mouth as if held back by an evil genius; I could not give utterance to

a single word in expression of my feelings. My heart heaved, my eyes

glowed, my cheeks burned, my blushes came and went, showing the depth

of my emotion, and I burst into tears. I returned to the palace, hid

the money, and waited my opportunity.

"Thus I lived in bondage within and bondage without. Freedom within

my grasp and slavery in my heart. 'I am more a slave than ever,' said

I to myself; 'alas! the servitude of the heart, the sweet, feverish

servitude of love, who will ransom me from these? Who can buy me

freedom from these? Henceforth and forever I am the good merchant's

slave.'

"I waited my time like a lover lying in wait for his mistress, like

a mother watching the return of an only child, and I waited long and

anxiously, praying to God, calling him Allah! calling him Buddha!

Father! Goodness! Compassion! praying for liberty only, praying only

for freedom.

"One day my mistress, Chow Chom Manda Ung, was so kind and pleasant

to me that I believed my opportunity had come. I seized it, threw

myself at her feet, and said, 'Lady dear, be pitiful to thy child, hear

but her prayer. It is the only desire of her heart, the dream of thy

slave's life. As the thirsty traveller beholds afar off the everlasting

springs of water, as the dying man has foretastes of immortality, even

so thy slave L'ore has, through thy goodness, tasted of freedom, and

would more fully drink of the cup, if thou in thy bountiful goodness

would but let her go free. Here is the price of my freedom, dear lady;

be pitiful, and set me free.'

"'Thou wert born my slave,' said my lady, 'I will take no money for

thee.'

"'Take double, lady dear, but O, let me go!'

"'If thou wishest to be married,' said my mistress, 'I will find thee

a good and able husband, and thou shalt bear me children, even as thy

mother did before thee; but I will not let thee go free.'

"In my despair I prayed, I entreated, with tears blinding my eyes. I

promised that my children yet unborn should be her slaves, if she would

only let me go.

"It was all in vain. I gathered up my silver and returned to my slave's

life, hopelessly defeated. I soon recovered from my disappointment,

however, because I was strengthened by the determination to escape at

the first opportunity that offered itself to me. This enabled me to

bear my captivity bravely. My mistress distrusted me for a long time;

my companions, seeing that I had fallen into disgrace, pitied me, but I

did my best to show myself willing, obedient, and cheerful, until, when

nearly two whole years had passed away, my mistress gradually took me

again into her confidence, and at last arranged a marriage for me with

Nai Tim, one of her favorite men-slaves. To all her plans I offered

not a word of objection. I pretended that I was really pleased at

the prospect of being free to spend six months of every year with my

husband.

"The day before my marriage I was sent to see Nai Tim's mother, with

a small present from my mistress. Two strong women accompanied me.

Hidden in my p'ha nung (under-skirt) was my purchase-money. As soon as

we entered my future mother-in-law's house, I requested permission to

speak with her alone. Supposing that I had some private communication

to make to her from my mistress, she took me into the back part of

the house, and I seated myself on the edge of the bamboo raft, which

kept her little hut afloat on the Mèinam, rushing by so strong and

swift. Without giving her time to think, I told her my whole story

from beginning to end, put the money into her hands, and before the

startled woman could refuse or remonstrate I plunged with one sudden

bound into the bosom of the broad river. I heard a shriek above me

as I disappeared under the waters that received me into their cool,

refreshing depths.

"How desperately I swam through the strong currents, coming up to the

surface from time to time to draw a long breath, then diving back into

its protecting shelter again! Finding my strength failing me, I made

for the opposite bank, climbed its steep sides, and dried my clothes

in the soft, delicious breezes that came upon me as if just let free

from the highest heavens. Filled with the inspiration of freedom and

of love, I had accomplished that which had been the beginning and the

ending of all my thoughts for so long a time. For one moment it seemed

to me an impossibility, but on the next my joy was so excessive that I

stooped down and kissed the earth, and then laughed outright.

"From day to day my soul had been slowly withering away, now it

blossomed forth afresh as if it had never known a moment of sorrow. My

glad laughter came back to me, and in very truth, lady, I shall never

again rejoice and sing in the desert places of my heart, or in the

solitary places of my native land, as I did on that day. In my extreme

emotion I forgot that night was a possibility. I could do nothing but

rejoice. Suddenly the sun set. The night descended. Darkness covered

the earth as with a mantle; the wind began to blow in gusts; I heard

strange sounds,--sounds which seemed to come, not from the earth, but

from some frightful realm beyond. But I knew there were angels who

heard the cries of human distress. I prayed to them to come and hover

near me, and as I prayed a deep sleep came upon me.

"When I woke the stars were in the sky, but the strange noises

disturbed me so that I fell on my knees and cried, 'O God! where art

thou? O, bring the day! come with thy swift chariot and bring the

light! come and help thy unworthy handmaiden!' 'To believe,' says the

prophet, 'is to have the world renewed every day.' So in answer to my

prayer came the angel Gibhrayeel and snatched away the dark mantle of

P'hra Khām (the god of night), and swift came P'hra Athiet (the god of

day), scattering the shadowy monsters of the world of night, and making

his glory fill my heart with praise, even as it filled my glad eyes

with light.

"I had been dazzled with the idea of liberty, I had thought only of

getting free. But now came the questions, Where shall I go? Who will

employ me? And the answer was clear to me. There was no one in all this

vast city to whom I could turn but the merchant and his slave-woman

D'hamni, and to them I went. It was evening when I entered the hut of

the slave D'hamni, footsore, hungry, and weary. D'hamni was overjoyed

to see me; she gave me food and shelter and her best robe.

"Some days after the good merchant came to visit me. I felt dimly that

the hardness of my heart would be complete if I resisted his kindness.

To his celestial tenderness I opposed no word of doubt, yet I could not

believe that the rich merchant would marry an outcast slave like me.

"One morning I found robes of pure white in my humble shed, in which

D'hamni proceeded to array me. After which she brought me into the

presence of the Moolah (Mohammedan priest), the merchant, and a few

trusty friends.

"The Moolah quietly put down his hookah (pipe), stood up, and, putting

his hands before his face, uttered a short prayer. After this he took

the end of my saree (scarf) and bound it securely to the end of the

merchant's angrakah (coat), gave us water in which had been dipped

the myrtle and jessamine flower, placed a ring of gold on my finger,

blessed us, and departed. That was our marriage ceremony.

"During all the days that followed I moved about as one drunk with

strong wine; I enjoyed every moment; I thanked God for the sun, the

beautiful summer days, the radiant yellow sky, the fresh dawn, and

the dewy eve. Light, pure light, shone upon me, and filled my soul

with intense delight, and it blossomed out into the perfect flower of

happiness.

"One day, about three or four months after my marriage, as I was seated

on the steps of my home, I thought I heard a voice whisper in my ear.

I had hardly time to turn when I was seized, gagged, bound hand and

foot, and brought back to this place. As soon as I was taken into her

presence, my mistress had me chained to this post, but caused me to be

released when my time of delivery approached. A month after his birth,"

pointing to the sleeping boy, "I was chained here again, and my child

was brought to me to nurse; this was done until he could come to me

alone. But they are not unkind; when it is very wet the slave-woman

takes him to sleep under the shelter of her little shed.

"I could free myself from these chains if I would promise never to quit

the palace. That I will never do." She said this in a feeble and almost

inarticulate voice. It was her last effort to speak. Her head drooped

upon her breast as if an invisible power overwhelmed her at a blow; she

fell exhausted upon the stones, her hands clasped, her face buried in

the dust.

It was a strange sight, and possible only in Siam. Certainly great

misfortunes as well as great affections develop the intelligence,

else how had this slave-woman reached the elevation to which she had

evidently attained?

But excess of sorrow had made her almost visionary. When I tried to

comfort her, she turned her haggard face with its worn-out, weary look

upon me, and asked if she had been dreaming. Her brain seemed to be in

such an abnormal yet frightfully calm condition, that she half believed

she was in a dream, and that her life was not a frightful reality. It

was out of my power to comfort her, but I left her with a hope that

grew brighter as I retraced my steps out of that weird place.

After some tiresome wanderings I found my way out of the place at last.

When I reached the school-room it was twelve o'clock, and my pupils

were waiting.

In the afternoon of the same day I went to the house of the Naikodah

Ibrahim, and told him that I had seen his wife and child. He was much

affected when he heard they were still alive, and was moved to tears

when I told him of their sad condition.

That night a deputation of Mohammedans, headed by the Moolah Hâdjee

Bâbâ, waited upon me; we drew up a petition to the king, after which I

retired, thankful that I was not a Siamese subject.

FOOTNOTES:

[Footnote 7: This is the official title of the royal palace at Bangkok.]

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