CHAPTER V.

The next time that John’s presence was required at the cottage was for

the signing of the very simple settlements; which, as there was nothing

or next to nothing in the power of the man to settle upon his wife, were

easy enough. He met Mr. Lynch, who was Mrs. Dennistoun’s “man of

business,” and a sharp London solicitor, who was for the husband.

Elinor’s fortune was five thousand pounds, no more, not counting her

expectations from him, which were left out of the question. It was a

very small matter altogether, and one which the smart solicitor who was

in Mr. Compton’s interest spoke of with a certain contempt, as who

should say he was not in the habit of being disturbed and brought to the

country for any such trifle. It was now August--not a time when any man

was supposed to be available for matters like these. Mr. Lynch was just

about starting for his annual holiday, but came, at no small personal

inconvenience, to do his duty by the poor girl whom he had known all his

life. John and he travelled to the cottage together, and their aspect

was not cheerful. “Did you ever hear,” said Mr. Lynch, “such a piece of

folly as this--a man with no character at all? This is what it is to

leave a girl in the sole care of her mother. What does a woman know

about such things?”

“I don’t think it was her mother’s fault,” said John, anxious to do

justice all round. “Elinor is very head-strong, and when she has made up

her mind to a thing----”

“A bit of a girl!” said Mr. Lynch, contemptuously. He was an old

bachelor and knew nothing about the subject, as the reader will

perceive. “Her mother ought never to have permitted it for a moment. She

should have put down her foot: and then Miss Elinor would soon have come

to reason. What I wonder is the ruffian’s own motives? for it can’t be a

little bit of money like that. Five thousand’s a mere mouthful to such a

man as he is. He’ll get rid of it all in a week.”

“It must be tied up as tight as possible,” said John.

Here Mr. Lynch faltered a little. “She has got an idea into her head,

with the intention, I don’t doubt, of defrauding herself if she can. He

has got some investment for it, it appears. He is on the board of some

company--a pretty board to take in such a fellow? But the Honourable is

always something, I suppose.”

John did not say the _dis_-Honourable, though it trembled on the edge of

his tongue. “But you will not permit that?” he said.

“No, no; we will not permit it,” said Mr. Lynch, with an emphasis on the

negative which sounded like failing resolution.

“That would be giving the lamb to the wolf with a vengeance.”

“Exactly what I said; exactly what I said. I am very glad, Mr. Tatham,

that you take the same view.”

“There is but one view to be taken,” said John. “He must not have the

slightest power over her money. It must be tied up as tight as the law

can do it; not that I think it of the least consequence,” he added. “Of

course, he will get it all from her one way or another. Law’s but a poor

barrier against a determined man.”

“I’m glad you see that too,” said Mr. Lynch, “and you might say a

determined woman: for she has set her mind on this, and we’ll have a

nice business with her, I can see.”

“A bit of a girl!” said John, with a laugh, echoing the previous

sentiment.

“That’s very true,” said the old lawyer; “and still I think her

mother--but I don’t put any great confidence in my own power to resist

Elinor. Poor little thing, I’ve known her since she was that high;

indeed, I may say I knew her before she was born. And you are a

relation, Mr. Tatham?”

“Third or fourth cousin.”

“But still, more intimate than a person unconnected with them, and able

to speak your mind more freely. I wonder now that you never said

anything. But in family matters sometimes one is very reluctant to

interfere.”

“I said everything I could say, not to offend them mortally; but I could

only tell them the common talk of society. I told my aunt he was a

scamp but after the first shock I am not sure that she thought that was

any such bad thing. It depended upon the sense you put upon the word,

she said.”

“Oh, women, women!” said Mr. Lynch. “That’s their way--a reformed rake

makes the best husband. It’s an old-fashioned sentiment, but it’s in the

background of their minds, a sort of tradition that they can’t shake

off--or else the poor fellow has had so many disadvantages, and they

think they can make it all right. It’s partly ignorance and partly

vanity. But they are all the same, and their ways in the matter of

marriage are not to be made out.”

“You have a great deal of experience.”

“Experience--oh, don’t speak of it!” said the old gentleman. “A man has

a certain idea of the value of money, however great a fool he may be,

but the women----”

“And yet they are said to stick to money, and to be respectful of it

beyond anything but a miser. I have myself remarked----”

“In small matters,” said Mr. Lynch, “in detail--sixpences to railway

porters and that sort of thing--so people say at least. But a sum of

money on paper has no effect on a woman, she will sign it away with a

wave of her hand. It doesn’t touch their imagination. Five pounds in her

pocket is far more than five thousand on paper, to Elinor, for instance.

I wish,” cried the old gentleman, with a little spitefulness, “that this

Married Women’s Property Bill would push on and get itself made law. It

would save us a great deal of trouble, and perhaps convince the world at

the last how little able they are to be trusted with property. A nice

mess they will make of it, and plenty of employment for young

solicitors,” he said, rubbing his hands.

For this was before that important bill was passed, which has not had

(like so many other bills) the disastrous consequences which Mr. Lynch

foresaw.

They were met at the station by the pony carriage, and at the door by

Elinor herself, who came flying out to meet them. She seized Mr. Lynch

by both arms, for he was a little old man, and she was bigger than he

was.

“Now you will remember what I said,” she cried in his ear, yet not so

low but that John heard it too.

“You are a little witch; you mustn’t insist upon anything so foolish.

Leave all that to me, my dear,” said Mr. Lynch. “What do you know about

business? You must leave it to me and the other gentleman, who I suppose

is here, or coming.”

“He is here, but I don’t care for him. I care only for you. There are

such advantages; and I do know a great deal about business; and,” she

said, with her mouth close to the old lawyer’s ear, “it will please Phil

so much if I show my confidence in him, and in the things with which he

has to do.”

“It will not please him so much if the thing bursts, and you are left

without a penny, my dear.”

Elinor laughed. “I don’t suppose he will mind a bit: he cares nothing

for money. But I do,” she said. “You know you always say women love

acquisition. I want good interest, and of course with Phil on it, it

must be safe for me.”

“Oh, that makes it like the Bank of England, you think! but I don’t

share your confidence, my pretty Elinor. I’m an old fellow. No Phil in

the world has any charm for me. You must trust me to do what I feel is

best for you. And Mr. Tatham here is quite of my opinion.”

“Oh, John! he is sure to be against me,” said Elinor, with an angry

glimmer in her eyes. She had not as yet taken any notice of him while

she welcomed with such warmth his old companion. And John had stood by

offering no greeting, with his bag in his hand. But when she said this

the quick-feeling girl was seized with compunction. She turned from Mr.

Lynch and held out both her hands to her cousin. “John, I didn’t mean

that; it is only that I am excited and cross. And don’t, oh, don’t go

against me,” she cried.

“I never did, and never will, Elinor,” he said gravely. Then he asked,

after a moment, “Is Mr. Compton here?”

“No; how could he be here? Three gentlemen in the cottage is enough to

overwhelm us already. Mr. Sharp, fortunately, can’t stay,” she added,

lowering her voice; “he has to be driven back to the station to catch

the last express. And it is August,” she said with a laugh; “you forget

the 15th. Now, could Phil be anywhere but where there is grouse? You

shall have some to dinner to-night that fell by his gun. That should

mollify you, for I am sure you never got grouse at the cottage before in

August. Mamma would as soon think of buying manna for you to eat.”

“I think it would have been more respectful, Elinor, if he had been

here. What is grouse to you?”

“Then I don’t think anything of the kind,” cried Elinor. “He is much

better away. And I assure you, John, I never mean to put myself in

competition with the grouse.”

The old lawyer had gone into the drawing-room, where Mrs. Dennistoun was

holding parley with Mr. Sharp. Elinor and John were standing alone in

the half light of the summer evening, the sun down, the depths of the

combe below falling into faint mist, but the sunset-tinted clouds still

floating like a vapor made of roses upon the clearness of the blue

above. “Come and take a turn through the copse,” said John. “They don’t

want either of us indoors.”

She went with a momentary reluctance and a glance back at the bow-window

of the drawing-room, from which the sound of voices issued. “Don’t you

think I should be there to keep them up to the mark?” she said, half

laughing. And then, “Well, yes--as you are going to Switzerland too. I

think you might have stayed and seen me married after all, and made

acquaintance with Phil.”

“I thought I should have met him here to-day, Elinor.”

“Now, how could you? You know the accommodation of the cottage just as

well as I do. We have two spare rooms, and no more.”

“You could have sent me out somewhere to sleep. That has been done

before now.”

“Oh, John, how persistent you are, and worrying! When I tell you that

Phil is shooting, as everybody of his kind is--do you think I want him

to give up all the habits of his life? He is not like us: we adapt

ourselves: but these people parcel out their time as if they were in a

trade, don’t you know? So long in London, so long abroad, and in the

Highlands for the grouse, and somewhere else for the partridges, or they

would die.”

“I think he might have departed from that routine once in a way, Elinor,

for you.”

“I tell you again, John, I shall never put myself in

competition”--Elinor stopped abruptly, with perhaps, he thought, a

little glimmer of indignation in her eyes. “I hate women who do that

sort of thing,” she cried. “‘Give up your cigar--or me,’ as I’ve heard

girls say. Such an unworthy thing! When one accepts a man one accepts

him as he stands, with all his habits. What should I think of him if he

said, ‘Give up your tea--or me!’ I should laugh in his face and throw

him overboard without a pause.”

“You would never look at tea again as long as you lived if he did not

like it; I suppose that is what you mean, Elinor?”

“Perhaps if I found that out, afterwards; but to be given the choice

beforehand, never! After all, you don’t half know me, John.”

“Perhaps not,” he said, gravely. They had left the garden behind in its

blaze of flowers, and strayed off into the subdued twilight of the

copse, where everything was in a half tone of greenness and shadow and

waning light. “There are always new lights arising on a many-sided

creature like you--and that makes one think. Do you know you are not at

all the person to take a great disappointment quietly, if that should

happen to come to you in your life?”

“A great disappointment?” she said, looking up at him with a wondering

glance. Then he thought the color paled a little in her face. “No,” she

said, “I don’t suppose I should take it quietly. Who does?”

“Oh, many people--people with less determination and more patience than

you. You are not very patient by nature, Elinor.”

“I never said I was.”

“And though no one would give up more generously, as a voluntary matter,

you could not bear being made a nonentity of, or put in a secondary

place.”

“I should not like it, I suppose.”

“You would give everything, flinging it away; but to have all your

sacrifices taken for granted, your tastes made of no account----”

There was no doubt now that she had grown pale. “May I ask what all

these investigations into my character mean? I never was so anatomized

before.”

“It was only to say that you are not a good subject for this kind of

experiment, Elinor. I don’t see you putting up with things, making the

best of everything, submitting to have your sense of right and wrong

outraged perhaps. Some women would not be much disturbed by that. They

would put off the responsibility and feel it their duty to accept

whatever was put before them. But you--it would be a different matter

with you.”

“I should hope so, if I was ever exposed to such dangers. But now may I

know what you are driving at, John, for you have some meaning in what

you say!”

He took her hand and drew it through his arm. He was more moved than he

wished to show. “Only this, Elinor”--he said.

“Oh, John, will you never call me Nelly any more?”

“Only this, Nelly, my little Nelly, never mine again--and that never was

mine, except in my silly thought. Only this: that if you have the least

doubt, the smallest flutter of an uncertainty, just enough to make you

hold your breath for a moment, oh, my dear girl, stop! Don’t go on with

it; pause until you can make sure.”

“John!” she forced her arm from his with an indignant movement. “Oh, how

do you dare to say it?” she said. “Doubt of Mr. Compton! Uncertainty

about Phil!” She laughed out, and the echo seemed to ring into all the

recesses of the trees. “I would be much more ready to doubt myself,” she

said.

“Doubt yourself; that is what I mean. Think if you are not deceiving

yourself. I don’t think you are so very sure as you believe you are,

Nelly. You don’t feel so certain----”

“Do you know that you are insulting me, John? You say as much as that I

am a fool carried away by a momentary enthusiasm, with no real love, no

true feeling in me, tempted, perhaps, as Mrs. Hudson thinks, by the

Honourable!” Her lip quivered, and the fading colour came back in a rush

to her face. “It is hard enough to have a woman like that think it, who

ought to know better, who has always known me--but you, John!”

“You may be sure, Elinor, that I did not put it on that ground.”

“No, perhaps: but on ground not much more respectful to me--perhaps that

I have been fascinated by a handsome man, which is not considered

derogatory. Oh, John, a girl does not give herself away on an argument

like that. I may be hasty and self-willed and impatient, as you say; but

when you--love!” Her face flushed like a rose, so that even in the grey

of the evening it shone out like one of the clouds full of sunset that

still lingered on the sky. A few quick tears followed, the natural

consequence of her emotion. And then she turned to him with the

ineffable condescension of one farther advanced in life stooping sweetly

to his ignorance. “You have not yet come to the moment in your

experience when you can understand that, dear John.”

Oh, the insight and the ignorance, the knowledge and the absence of all

perception! He, too, laughed out, as she had done, with a sense of the

intolerable ridicule and folly and mistake. “Perhaps that’s how it is,”

he said.

Elinor looked at him gravely, in an elder-sisterly,

profoundly-investigating way, and then she took his arm quietly and

turned towards home. “I shall forget what you have said, and you will

forget that you ever said it; and now we will go home, John, and be just

the same dear friends as before.”

“Will you promise me,” he said, “that whatever happens, without pride,

or recollection of what I’ve been so foolish as to say, in any need or

emergency, or whenever you want anything, or if you should be in

trouble--trouble comes to everybody in this life--you will remember what

you have said just now, and send for your cousin John?”

Her whole face beamed out in one smile, she clasped her other hand round

his arm; “I should have done it without being asked, without ever

doubting for a moment, because it was the most natural thing in the

world. Whom should I turn to else if not to my dear old---- But call me

Nelly, John.”

“Dear little Nelly!” he said with faltering voice, “then that is a

bargain.”

She held up her cheek to him, and he kissed it solemnly in the shadow of

the little young oak that fluttered its leaves wistfully in the breeze

that was getting up--and then very soberly, saying little, they walked

back to the cottage. He was going abroad for his vacation, not saying to

himself even that he preferred not to be present at the wedding, but

resigning himself to the necessity, for it was not to be till the middle

of September, and it would be breaking up his holiday had he to come

back at that time. So this little interview was a leave-taking as well

as a solemn engagement for all the risks and dangers of life. The pain

in it, after that very sharp moment in the copse, was softened down into

a sadness not unsweet, as they came silently together from out of the

shadow into the quiet hemisphere of sky and space, which was over the

little centre of the cottage with its human glimmer of fire and lights.

The sky was unusually clear, and among those soft, rose-tinted clouds of

the sunset, which were no clouds at all, had risen a young crescent of a

moon, just about to disappear, too, in the short course of one of her

earliest nights. They lingered for a moment before they went indoors.

The depth of the combe was filled with the growing darkness, but the

ridges above were still light and softly edged with the silver of the

moon, and the distant road, like a long, white line, came conspicuously

into sight, winding for a little way along the hill-top unsheltered,

before it plunged into the shadow of the trees--the road that led into

the world, by which they should both depart presently to stray into such

different ways.

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