She paused. The other woman asked, "Well, what did she say?"

The echoes rang again to the old woman's great laugh. "We might as well

ha' asked her 'bout the back side of th' moon! So we gave up on olives and

lemons! Then Eben he asked her 'bout taxes there. Were they on land mostly

and were they high and who 'sessed 'em and how 'bout school tax. Did the

state pay part o' that? You see town meetin' being so all tore up every

year 'bout taxes, Eben he thought 'twould be a chance to hear how other

folks did, and maybe learn somethin'. Good land, Abby, I've set there and

'most died, trying to keep from yellin' right out with laugh to see our

folks tryin' to learn somethin' 'bout foreign parts from that woman that's

traveled in 'em steady for five years. I bet she was blind-folded and

gagged and had cotton in her ears the hull time she was there!"

"Didn't she tell you anythin' 'bout taxes?"

"Taxes? You'd ha' thought 'twas bumble-bees' hind legs we was askin'

'bout! She ackshilly seemed s'prised to be asked. Land! What had she ever

thought 'bout such triflin' things as taxes. She didn't know how they was

taxed in Italy, or _if_ they was ... nor anywhere else. That what it come

down to, every time. She didn't know! She didn't know what kind of schools

they had, nor what the roads was made of, nor who made 'em. She couldn't

tell you what hired men got, nor _any_ wages, nor what girls that didn't

get married did for a living, nor what rent they paid, nor how they 'mused

themselves, nor how much land was worth, nor if they had factories, nor if

there was any lumberin' done, nor how they managed to keep milk in such

awful hot weather without ice. Honest, Abby, she couldn't even say if the

houses had cellars or not. Why, it come out she never was _in_ a real

house that anybody lived in ... only hotels. She hadn't got to know a

single real person that b'longed there. Of course she never found out

anything 'bout how they lived. Her mother was there, she said, and her

aunt, and that Bilson family that comes to th' village summers, an' the

Goodriches an' the Phippses an' the ... oh, sakes alive, you know that

same old crowd that rides 'roun' here summers and thinks to be sociable by

sayin' how nice an' yellow your oats is blossomin'! You could go ten times

'roun' the world with them and know less 'bout what folks is like than

when you started. When I heard 'bout them being there, I called Eben and

Joel and Em'ly off and I says, 'Now, don't pester that poor do-less

critter with questions any more. How much do the summer folks down to th'

village know 'bout the way we live?' Well, they burst out laughin', of

course. Well, then,' I says, ''tis plain to be seen that all they do in

winter is to go off to some foreign part and do the same as here,' so I

says to them, same's I said to you, Abby, a while back, that they'd better

save their breath to cool their porridge. But it's awful solemn eatin'

now, without a word spoke."

The other woman laughed. "Why, you don't have to talk 'bout foreign parts

or else keep still, do ye?"

"Oh, it's just so 'bout everythin'. We heard she'd been in Washington last

winter, so Eben he brisked up and tried her on politics. Well, she'd never

heard of direct primaries, they're raisin' such a holler 'bout in York

State; she didn't know what th' 'nsurgent senators are up to near as much

as we did, and to judge by the way she looked, she'd only just barely

heard of th' tariff." The word was pronounced with true New England

reverence. "Then we tried bringin' up children, and lumberin' an' roads,

an' cookin', an' crops, an' stock, an' wages, an' schools, an' gardenin',

but we couldn't touch bottom nowhere. Never a word to be had out'n her. So

we give up and now we just sit like stotin' bottles, an' eat--an' do our

visitin' with each other odd minutes afterward."

"Why, she don't look to be half-witted," said the other.

"She ain't!" cried Mrs. Pritchard with emphasis. "She's got as good a

headpiece, natchilly, as anybody. I remember her when she was a young one.

It's the fool way they're brung up! Everythin' that's any fun or intrust,

they hire somebody else to do it for 'em. Here she is a great strappin'

woman of twenty-two or three, with nothing in the world to do but to

traipse off 'cross the fields from mornin' to night--an' nobody to need

her there nor here, nor anywhere. No wonder she looks peaked. Sometimes

when I see her set and stare off, so sort o' dull and hopeless, I'm so

sorry for her I could cry! Good land! I'd as lief hire somebody to chew my

vittles for me and give me the dry cud to live off of, as do the way those

kind of folks do."

The distant call of a steam-whistle, silvered by the great distance into a

flute-like note, interrupted her. "That's the milk-train, whistling for

the Millbrook cross in'," she said. "We must be thinkin' of goin' home

before long. Where be those young ones?" She raised her voice in a call as

unexpectedly strong and vibrant as her laugh. "_Susie! Eddie_! Did they

answer? I'm gittin' that hard o' hearin' 'tis hard for me to make out."

"Yes, they hollered back," said the other. "An' I see 'em comin' through

the pasture yonder. I guess they got their pails full by the way they

carry 'em."

"That's good," said Mrs. Pritchard with satisfaction. "They can get

twenty-five cents a quart hulled, off'n summer folks. They're savin' up to

help Joel go to Middletown College in the fall."

"They think a lot o' Joel, don't they?" commented the other.

"Oh, the Pritchards has always been a family that knew how to set store by

their own folks," said the old woman proudly, "and Joel he'll pay 'em back

as soon as he gets ahead a little."

The children had evidently now come up, for Virginia heard congratulations

over the berries and exclamations over their sun-flushed cheeks. "Why,

Susie, you look like a pickled beet in your face. Set down, child, an'

cool off. Grandma called you an' Eddie down to tell you an old-timey

story."

There was an outbreak of delighted cries from the children and Mrs.

Pritchard said deprecatingly, "You know, Abby, there never was children

yet that wasn't crazy 'bout old-timey stories. I remember how I used to

hang onto Aunt Debby's skirts and beg her to tell me some more.

"The story I'm goin' to tell you is about this Great-aunt Debby," she

announced formally to her auditors, "when she was 'bout fourteen years old

and lived up here in this very house, pretty soon after th' Rev'lution.

There was only just a field or two cleared off 'round it then, and all

over th' mounting the woods were as black as any cellar with pines and

spruce. Great-aunt Debby was the oldest one of five children and my

grandfather--your great-great-grandfather--was the youngest. In them days

there wa'n't but a few families in the valley and they lived far apart, so

when Great-aunt Debby's father got awful sick a few days after he'd been

away to get some grist ground, Aunt Debby's mother had to send her 'bout

six miles through th' woods to the nearest house--it stood where the old

Perkins barn is now. The man come back with Debby, but as soon as he saw

great-grandfather he give one yell--'smallpox!'--and lit out for home.

Folks was tur'ble afraid of it then an' he had seven children of his own

an' nobody for 'em to look to if he died, so you couldn't blame him none.

They was all like that then, every fam'ly just barely holdin' on, an'

scratchin' for dear life.

"Well, he spread the news, and the next day, while Debby was helpin' her

mother nurse her father the best she could, somebody called her over

toward th' woods. They made her stand still 'bout three rods from 'em and

shouted to her that the best they could do was to see that the fam'ly had

vittles enough. The neighbors would cook up a lot and leave it every day

in the fence corner and Debbie could come and git it.

"That was the way they fixed it. Aunt Debby said they was awful faithful

and good 'bout it and never failed, rain or shine, to leave a lot of the

best stuff they could git in them days. But before long she left some of

it there, to show they didn't need so much, because they wasn't so many to

eat.

"First, Aunt Debby's father died. Her mother an she dug the grave in

th' corner of th' clearin', down there where I'm pointin'. Aunt Debby said

she couldn't never forget how her mother looked as she said a prayer

before they shoveled the dirt back in. Then the two of 'em took care of

the cow and tried to get in a few garden seeds while they nursed one of

the children--the boy that was next to Debby. That turned out to be

smallpox, of course, and he died and they buried him alongside his father.

Then the two youngest girls, twins they was, took sick, and before they

died Aunt Debby's mother fell over in a faint while she was tryin' to

spade up the garden. Aunt Debby got her into the house and put her to bed.

She never said another thing, but just died without so much as knowin'

Debby. She and the twins went the same day, and Debby buried 'em in one

grave.

"It took her all day to dig it, she said. They was afraid of wolves in

them days and had to have their graves deep. The baby, the one that was to

be my grandfather, played 'round while she was diggin', and she had to

stop to milk the cow and git his meals for him. She got the bodies over to

the grave, one at a time, draggin' 'em on the wood-sled. When she was

ready to shovel the dirt back in, 'twas gettin' to be twilight, and she

said the thrushes were beginnin' to sing--she made the baby kneel down and

she got on her knees beside him and took hold of his hand to say a prayer.

She was just about wore out, as you can think, and scared to death, and

she'd never known any prayer, anyhow. All she could think to say was

'Lord--Lord--Lord!' And she made the baby say it, over and over. I guess

'twas a good enough prayer too. When I married and come up here to live,

seems as though I never heard the thrushes begin to sing in the evening

without I looked down there and could almost see them two on their knees.

"Well, there she was, fourteen years old, with a two-year-old baby to look

out for, and all the rest of the family gone as though she'd dreamed 'em.

She was sure she and little Eddie--you're named for him, Eddie, and don't

you never forget it--would die, of course, like the others, but she wa'n't

any hand to give up till she had to, and she wanted to die last, so to

look out for the baby. So when she took sick she fought the smallpox just

like a wolf, she used to tell us. She had to live, to take care of Eddie.

She gritted her teeth and _wouldn't_ die, though, as she always said,

'twould ha' been enough sight more comfortable than to live through what

she did.

"Some folks nowadays say it couldn't ha' been smallpox she had, or she

couldn't ha' managed. I don't know 'bout that. I guess 'twas plenty bad

enough, anyhow. She was out of her head a good share of th' time, but she

never forgot to milk the cow and give Eddie his meals. She used to fight

up on her knees (there was a week when she couldn't stand without fallin'

over in faint) and then crawl out to the cow-shed and sit down flat on

the ground and reach up to milk. One day the fever was so bad she was

clear crazy and she thought angels in silver shoes come right out there,

in the manure an' all, and milked for her and held the cup to

Eddie's mouth.

"An' one night she thought somebody, with a big black cape on, come and

stood over her with a knife. She riz up in bed and told him to '_git out_!

She'd _have_ to stay to take care of the baby!' And she hit at the knife

so fierce she knocked it right out'n his hand. Then she fainted away agin.

She didn't come to till mornin', and when she woke up she knew she was

goin' to live. She always said her hand was all bloody that morning from a

big cut in it, and she used to show us the scar--a big one 'twas, too. But

I guess most likely that come from something else. Folks was awful

superstitious in them days, and Aunt Debby was always kind o' queer.

"Well, an' so she did live and got well, though she never grew a mite from

that time. A little wizened-up thing she was, always; but I tell you folks

'round here thought a nawful lot of Aunt Debby! And Eddie, if you'll

believe it, never took the sickness at all. They say, sometimes, babies

don't.

"They got a fam'ly to come and work the farm for 'em, and Debby she took

care of her little brother, same as she always had. And he grew up and got

married and come to live in this house and Aunt Debby lived with him.

They did set great store by each other! Grandmother used to laugh and say

grandfather and Aunt Debby didn't need no words to talk together. I was

eight, goin' on nine--why, Susie, just your age--when Aunt Debby died. I

remember as well the last thing she said. Somebody asked her if she was

afraid. She looked down over the covers--I can see her now, like a old

baby she looked, so little and so light on the big feather-bed, and she

said, 'Is a grain o' wheat scared when you drop it in the ground?' I

always thought that wa'n't such a bad thing for a child to hear said.

"She'd wanted to be buried there beside the others and grandfather did it

so. While he was alive he took care of the graves and kept 'em in good

order; and after I married and come here to live I did. But I'm gettin' on

now, and I want you young folks should know 'bout it and do it after I'm

gone.

"Now, here, Susie, take this pot of petunias and set it out on the head of

the grave that's got a stone over it. And if you're ever inclined to think

you have a hard time, just you remember Aunt Debby and shut your teeth and

_hang on_! If you tip the pot bottom-side up, and knock on it with a

stone, it'll all slip out easy. Now go along with you. We've got to be

starting for home soon."

There was a brief pause and then the cheerful voice went on: "If there's

any flower I do despise, it's petunias! But 'twas Aunt Debby's 'special

favorite, so I always start a pot real early and have it in blossom when

her birthday comes 'round."

By the sound she was struggling heavily to her feet. "Yes, do, for

goodness' sakes, haul me up, will ye? I'm as stiff as an old horse.

I don't know what makes me so rheumaticky. My folks ain't, as a

general thing."

There was so long a silence that the girl inside the house wondered if

they were gone, when Mrs. Pritchard's voice began again: "I do like to

come up here! It 'minds me of him an' me livin' here when we was young. We

had a good time of it!"

"I never could see," commented the other, "how you managed when he went

away t' th' war."

"Oh, I did the way you do when you _have_ to! I'd felt he ought to go, you

know, as much as he did, so I was willin' to put in my best licks. An' I

was young too--twenty-three--and only two of the children born then--and I

was as strong as a ox. I never minded the work any. 'Twas the days after

battles, when we couldn't get no news, that was the bad part. Why, I could

go to the very spot, over there where the butternut tree stands--'twas

our garden then--where I heard he was killed at Gettysburg."

"What did you do?" asked the other.

"I went on hoein' my beans. There was the two children to be looked out

for, you know. But I ain't mindin' tellin' you that I can't look at a

bean-row since without gettin' sick to my stomach and feelin' the

goose-pimples start all over me."

"How did you hear 'twan't so?"

"Why, I was gettin' in the hay--up there where the oaks stand was our

hay-field. I remember how sick the smell of the hay made me, and when the

sweat run down into my eyes I was glad to feel 'em smart and sting--well,

Abby, you just wait till you hear your Nathan'l is shot through the head

and you'll know how it was--well, all of a sudden--somebody took the fork

out'n my hand an'--an' said--'here, you drive an' I'll pitch '--and

there--'twas--'twas----"

"Why, Grandma Pritchard! You're----"

"No, I ain't, either; I ain't such a fool, I hope! Why, see me cry like a

old numskull! Ain't it ridic'lous how you can talk 'bout deaths and

buryin's all right, and can't tell of how somebody come back from the

grave without--where in th' nation is my handkerchief! Why, Abby, things

ain't never looked the same to me from that minute on. I tell you--I tell

you--_I was real glad to see him_!

"Good land, what time o' day do you suppose it can be? Susie! Eddie! Come,

git your berries and start home!"

The two voices began to sound more faintly as the old woman's crutch rang

on the stones. "Well, Abby, when I come up here and remember how I farmed

it alone for four years, I say to myself that 'twan't only th' men that

set the slaves free. Them that stayed to home was allowed to have their

share in the good----" The syllables blurred into an indistinguishable hum

and there fell again upon the house its old mantle of silence.

As if aroused by this from an hypnotic spell, the girl on the hay sat up

suddenly, pressing her hands over her eyes; but she did not shut out a

thousand thronging visions. There was not a sound but the loud throbbing

of the pulses at her temples; but never again could there be silence for

her in that spot. The air was thick with murmurs which beat against her

ears. She was trembling as she slipped down from the hay and, walking

unsteadily to the door, stood looking half-wildly out into the haunted

twilight.

The faint sound of the brook rose liquid in the quiet evening air.

There, where the butternut tree stood, had been the garden!

The white birches answered with a rustling stir in all their lightly

poised leaves.

Up there, where the oaks were, had been the hay-field!

The twilight darkened. Through the forest, black on the crest of the

overhanging mountain, shone suddenly the evening star.

There, before the door, had stood the waiting wood-sled!

The girl caught through the gathering dusk a gleam of magenta from the

corner of the clearing.

Two hermit thrushes, distant in the forest, began to send up their

poignant antiphonal evening chant.

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