I have taken a long walk this forenoon along the Needham road, and across

the bridge, thence pursuing a cross-road through the woods, parallel with

the river, which I crossed again at Dedham. Most of the road lay through

a growth of young oaks principally. They still retain their verdure,

though, looking closely in among them, one perceives the broken sunshine

falling on a few sere or bright-hued tufts of shrubbery. In low, marshy

spots, on the verge of the meadows or along the river-side, there is a

much more marked autumnal change. Whole ranges of bushes are there

painted with many variegated lines, not of the brightest tint, but of a

sober cheerfulness. I suppose this is owing more to the late rains than

to the frost; for a heavy rain changes the foliage somewhat at this

season. The first marked frost was seen last Saturday morning. Soon

after sunrise it lay, white as snow, over all the grass, and on the tops

of the fences, and in the yard, on the heap of firewood. On Sunday, I

think, there was a fall of snow, which, however, did not lie on the

ground a moment.

There is no season when such pleasant and sunny spots may be lighted on,

and produce so pleasant an effect on the feelings, as now in October.

The sunshine is peculiarly genial; and in sheltered places, as on the

side of a bank, or of a barn or house, one becomes acquainted and

friendly with the sunshine. It seems to be of a kindly and homely

nature. And the green grass, strewn with a few withered leaves, looks

the more green and beautiful for them. In summer or spring, Nature is

farther from one's sympathies.

October 8th.--Another gloomy day, lowering with portents of rain close at

hand. I have walked up into the pastures this morning, and looked about

me a little. The woods present a very diversified appearance just now,

with perhaps more varieties of tint than they are destined to wear at a

somewhat later period. There are some strong yellow hues, and some deep

red; there are innumerable shades of green, some few having the depth of

summer; others, partially changed towards yellow, look freshly verdant

with the delicate tinge of early summer or of May. Then there is the

solemn and dark green of the pines. The effect is, that every tree in

the wood and every bush among the shrubbery has a separate existence,

since, confusedly intermingled, each wears its peculiar color, instead of

being lost in the universal emerald of summer. And yet there is a

oneness of effect likewise, when we choose to look at a whole sweep of

woodland instead of analyzing its component trees. Scattered over the

pasture, which the late rains have kept tolerably green, there are spots

or islands of dusky red,--a deep, substantial line, very well fit to be

close to the ground,--while the yellow, and light, fantastic shades of

green soar upward to the sky. These red spots are the blueberry and

whortleberry bushes. The sweetfern is changed mostly to russet, but

still retains its wild and delightful fragrance when pressed in the hand.

Wild China-asters are scattered about, but beginning to wither. A little

while ago, mushrooms or toadstools were very numerous along the

wood-paths and by the roadsides, especially after rain. Some were of

spotless white, some yellow, and some scarlet. They are always mysteries

and objects of interest to me, springing as they do so suddenly from no

root or seed, and growing one wonders why. I think, too, that some

varieties are pretty objects, little fairy tables, centre-tables,

standing on one leg. But their growth appears to be checked now, and

they are of a brown tint and decayed.

The farm business to-day is to dig potatoes. I worked a little at it.

The process is to grasp all the stems of a hill and pull them up. A

great many of the potatoes are thus pulled, clinging to the stems and to

one another in curious shapes,--long red things, and little round ones,

imbedded in the earth which clings to the roots. These being plucked

off, the rest of the potatoes are dug out of the hill with a hoe, the

tops being flung into a heap for the cow-yard. On my way home, I paused

to inspect the squash-field. Some of the squashes lay in heaps as they

were gathered, presenting much variety of shape and hue,--as golden

yellow, like great lumps of gold, dark green, striped and variegated; and

some were round, and some lay curling their long necks, nestling, as it

were, and seeming as if they had life.

In my walk yesterday forenoon I passed an old house which seemed

to be quite deserted. It was a two-story, wooden house, dark and

weather-beaten. The front windows, some of them, were shattered and

open, and others were boarded up. Trees and shrubbery were growing

neglected, so as quite to block up the lower part. There was an aged

barn near at hand, so ruinous that it had been necessary to prop it up.

There were two old carts, both of which had lost a wheel. Everything was

in keeping. At first I supposed that there would be no inhabitants in

such a dilapidated place; but, passing on, I looked back, and saw a

decrepit and infirm old man at the angle of the house, its fit occupant.

The grass, however, was very green and beautiful around this dwelling,

and, the sunshine falling brightly on it, the whole effect was cheerful

and pleasant. It seemed as if the world was so glad that this desolate

old place, where there was never to be any more hope and happiness, could

not at all lessen the general effect of joy.

I found a small turtle by the roadside, where he had crept to warm

himself in the genial sunshine. He had a sable back, and underneath his

shell was yellow, and at the edges bright scarlet. His head, tail, and

claws were striped yellow, black, and red. He withdrew himself as far as

he possibly could into his shell, and absolutely refused to peep out,

even when I put him into the water. Finally, I threw him into a deep

pool and left him. These mailed gentlemen, from the size of a foot or

more down to an inch, were very numerous in the spring; and now the

smaller kind appear again.

Saturday, October 9th.--Still dismal weather. Our household, being

composed in great measure of children and young people, is generally a

cheerful one enough, even in gloomy weather. For a week past we have

been especially gladdened with a little seamstress from Boston, about

seventeen years old; but of such a petite figure, that, at first view,

one would take her to be hardly in her teens. She is very vivacious and

smart, laughing and singing and talking all the time,--talking sensibly;

but still taking the view of matters that a city girl naturally would.

If she were larger than she is, and of less pleasing aspect, I think she

might be intolerable; but being so small, and with a fair skin, and as

healthy as a wild-flower, she is really very agreeable; and to look at

her face is like being shone upon by a ray of the sun. She never walks,

but bounds and dances along, and this motion, in her diminutive person,

does not give the idea of violence. It is like a bird, hopping from twig

to twig, and chirping merrily all the time. Sometimes she is rather

vulgar, but even that works well enough into her character, and accords

with it. On continued observation, one discovers that she is not a

little girl, but really a little woman, with all the prerogatives and

liabilities of a woman. This gives a new aspect to her, while the

girlish impression still remains, and is strangely combined with the

sense that this frolicsome maiden has the material for the sober bearing

of a wife. She romps with the boys, runs races with them in the yard,

and up and down the stairs, and is heard scolding laughingly at their

rough play. She asks William Allen to place her "on top of that horse,"

whereupon he puts his large brown hands about her waist, and, swinging

her to and fro, lifts her on horseback. William threatens to rivet two

horseshoes round her neck, for having clambered, with the other girls and

boys, upon a load of hay, whereby the said load lost its balance and slid

off the cart. She strings the seed-berries of roses together, making a

scarlet necklace of them, which she fastens about her throat. She

gathers flowers of everlasting to wear in her bonnet, arranging them with

the skill of a dress-maker. In the evening, she sits singing by the

hour, with the musical part of the establishment, often breaking into

laughter, whereto she is incited by the tricks of the boys. The last

thing one hears of her, she is tripping up stairs to bed, talking

lightsomely or warbling; and one meets her in the morning, the very image

of bright morn itself, smiling briskly at you, so that one takes her for

a promise of cheerfulness through the day. Be it said, with all the

rest, that there is a perfect maiden modesty in her deportment. She has

just gone away, and the last I saw of her was her vivacious face peeping

through the curtain of the cariole, and nodding a gay farewell to the

family, who were shouting their adieus at the door. With her other

merits, she is an excellent daughter, and supports her mother by the

labor of her hands. It would be difficult to conceive beforehand how

much can be added to the enjoyment of a household by mere sunniness of

temper and liveliness of disposition; for her intellect is very ordinary,

and she never says anything worth hearing, or even laughing at, in

itself. But she herself is an expression well worth studying.

Brook Farm, October 9th.--A walk this afternoon to Cow Island. The

clouds had broken away towards noon, and let forth a few sunbeams, and

more and more blue sky ventured to appear, till at last it was really

warm and sunny,--indeed, rather too warm in the sheltered hollows, though

it is delightful to be too warm now, after so much stormy chillness. O

the beauty of grassy slopes, and the hollow ways of paths winding between

hills, and the intervals between the road and wood-lots, where Summer

lingers and sits down, strewing dandelions of gold, and blue asters, as

her parting gifts and memorials! I went to a grapevine, which I have

already visited several times, and found some clusters of grapes still

remaining, and now perfectly ripe. Coming within view of the river, I

saw several wild ducks under the shadow of the opposite shore, which was

high, and covered with a grove of pines. I should not have discovered

the ducks had they not risen and skimmed the surface of the glassy

stream, breaking its dark water with a bright streak, and, sweeping

round, gradually rose high enough to fly away. I likewise started a

partridge just within the verge of the woods, and in another place a

large squirrel ran across the wood-path from one shelter of trees to the

other. Small birds, in flocks, were flitting about the fields, seeking

and finding I know not what sort of food. There were little fish, also,

darting in shoals through the pools and depths of the brooks, which are

now replenished to their brims, and rush towards the river with a swift,

amber-colored current.

Cow Island is not an island,--at least, at this season,--though, I

believe, in the time of freshets, the marshy Charles floods the meadows

all round about it, and extends across its communication with the

mainland. The path to it is a very secluded one, threading a wood of

pines, and just wide enough to admit the loads of meadow hay which are

drawn from the splashy shore of the river. The island has a growth of

stately pines, with tall and ponderous stems, standing at distance enough

to admit the eve to travel far among them; and, as there is no

underbrush, the effect is somewhat like looking among the pillars of a

church.

I returned home by the high-road. On my right, separated from the road

by a level field, perhaps fifty yards across, was a range of young

forest-trees, dressed in their garb of autumnal glory. The sun shone

directly upon them; and sunlight is like the breath of life to the pomp

of autumn. In its absence, one doubts whether there be any truth in what

poets have told about the splendor of an American autumn; but when this

charm is added, one feels that the effect is beyond description. As I

beheld it to-day, there was nothing dazzling; it was gentle and mild,

though brilliant and diversified, and had a most quiet and pensive

influence. And yet there were some trees that seemed really made of

sunshine, and others were of a sunny red, and the whole picture was

painted with but little relief of darksome lines, only a few evergreens.

But there was nothing inharmonious; and, on closer examination, it

appeared that all the tints had a relationship among themselves. And

this, I suppose, is the reason that, while nature seems to scatter them

so carelessly, they still never shock the beholder by their contrasts,

nor disturb, but only soothe. The brilliant scarlet and the brilliant

yellow are different lines of the maple-leaves, and the first changes

into the last. I saw one maple-tree, its centre yellow as gold, set in a

framework of red. The native poplars have different shades of green,

verging towards yellow, and are very cheerful in the sunshine. Most of

the oak-leaves have still the deep verdure of summer; but where a change

has taken place, it is into a russet-red, warm, but sober. These colors,

infinitely varied by the progress which different trees have made in

their decay, constitute almost the whole glory of autumnal woods; but it

is impossible to conceive how much is done with such scanty materials.

In my whole walk I saw only one man, and he was at a distance, in the

obscurity of the trees. He had a horse and a wagon, and was getting a

load of dry brushwood.

Sunday, October 10th.--I visited my grapevine this afternoon, and ate the

last of its clusters. This vine climbs around a young maple-tree, which

has now assumed the yellow leaf. The leaves of the vine are more decayed

than those of the maple. Thence to Cow Island, a solemn and thoughtful

walk. Returned by another path of the width of a wagon, passing through

a grove of hard wood, the lightsome hues of which make the walk more

cheerful than among the pines. The roots of oaks emerged from the soil,

and contorted themselves across the path. The sunlight, also, broke

across in spots, and otherwheres the shadow was deep; but still there was

intermingling enough of bright hues to keep off the gloom from the whole

path.

Brooks and pools have a peculiar aspect at this season. One knows that

the water must be cold, and one shivers a little at the sight of it; and

yet the grass about the pool may be of the deepest green, and the sun may

be shining into it. The withered leaves which overhanging trees shed

upon its surface contribute much to the effect.

Insects have mostly vanished in the fields and woods. I hear locusts

yet, singing in the sunny hours, and crickets have not yet finished their

song. Once in a while I see a caterpillar,--this afternoon, for

instance, a red, hairy one, with black head and tail. They do not appear

to be active, and it makes one rather melancholy to look at them.

Tuesday, October 12th.--The cawing of the crow resounds among the woods.

A sentinel is aware of your approach a great way off, and gives the alarm

to his comrades loudly and eagerly,--Caw, caw, caw! Immediately the

whole conclave replies, and you behold them rising above the trees,

flapping darkly, and winging their way to deeper solitudes. Sometimes,

however, they remain till you come near enough to discern their sable

gravity of aspect, each occupying a separate bough, or perhaps the

blasted tip-top of a pine. As you approach, one after another, with loud

cawing, flaps his wings and throws himself upon the air.

There is hardly a more striking feature in the landscape nowadays than

the red patches of blueberry and whortleberry bushes, as seen on a

sloping hillside, like islands among the grass, with trees growing in

them; or crowning the summit of a bare, brown hill with their somewhat

russet liveliness; or circling round the base of an earth-imbedded rock.

At a distance, this hue, clothing spots and patches of the earth, looks

more like a picture than anything else,--yet such a picture as I never

saw painted.

The oaks are now beginning to look sere, and their leaves have withered

borders. It is pleasant to notice the wide circle of greener grass

beneath the circumference of an overshadowing oak. Passing an orchard,

one hears an uneasy rustling in the trees, and not as if they were

struggling with the wind. Scattered about are barrels to contain the

gathered apples; and perhaps a great heap of golden or scarlet apples is

collected in one place.

Wednesday, October 13th.--A good view, from an upland swell of our

pasture, across the valley of the river Charles. There is the meadow, as

level as a floor, and carpeted with green, perhaps two miles from the

rising ground on this side of the river to that on the opposite side.

The stream winds through the midst of the flat space, without any banks

at all; for it fills its bed almost to the brim, and bathes the meadow

grass on either side. A tuft of shrubbery, at broken intervals, is

scattered along its border; and thus it meanders sluggishly along,

without other life than what it gains from gleaming in the sun. Now,

into the broad, smooth meadow, as into a lake, capes and headlands put

themselves forth, and shores of firm woodland border it, covered with

variegated foliage, making the contrast so much the stronger of their

height and rough outline with the even spread of the plain. And beyond,

and far away, rises a long, gradual swell of country, covered with an

apparently dense growth of foliage for miles, till the horizon terminates

it; and here and there is a house, or perhaps two, among the contiguity

of trees. Everywhere the trees wear their autumnal dress, so that the

whole landscape is red, russet, orange, and yellow, blending in the

distance into a rich tint of brown-orange, or nearly that,--except the

green expanse so definitely hemmed in by the higher ground.

I took a long walk this morning, going first nearly to Newton, thence

nearly to Brighton, thence to Jamaica Plain, and thence home. It was a

fine morning, with a northwest-wind; cool when facing the wind, but warm

and most genially pleasant in sheltered spots; and warm enough everywhere

while I was in motion. I traversed most of the by-ways which offered

themselves to me; and, passing through one in which there was a double

line of grass between the wheel-tracks and that of the horses' feet, I

came to where had once stood a farm-house, which appeared to have been

recently torn down. Most of the old timber and boards had been carted

away; a pile of it, however, remained. The cellar of the house was

uncovered, and beside it stood the base and middle height of the chimney.

The oven, in which household bread had been baked for daily food, and

puddings and cake and jolly pumpkin-pies for festivals, opened its month,

being deprived of its iron door. The fireplace was close at hand. All

round the site of the house was a pleasant, sunny, green space, with old

fruit-trees in pretty fair condition, though aged. There was a barn,

also aged, but in decent repair; and a ruinous shed, on the corner of

which was nailed a boy's windmill, where it had probably been turning and

clattering for years together, till now it was black with time and

weather-stain. It was broken, but still it went round whenever the wind

stirred. The spot was entirely secluded, there being no other house

within a mile or two.

No language can give an idea of the beauty and glory of the trees, just

at this moment. It would be easy, by a process of word-daubing, to set

down a confused group of gorgeous colors, like a bunch of tangled skeins

of bright silk; but there is nothing of the reality in the glare which

would thus be produced. And yet the splendor both of individual clusters

and of whole scenes is unsurpassable. The oaks are now far advanced in

their change of hue; and, in certain positions relatively to the sun,

they light up and gleam with a most magnificent deep gold, varying

according as portions of the foliage are in shadow or sunlight. On the

sides which receive the direct rays, the effect is altogether rich; and

in other points of view it is equally beautiful, if less brilliant. This

color of the oak is more superb than the lighter yellow of the maples and

walnuts. The whole landscape is now covered with this indescribable

pomp; it is discerned on the uplands afar off; and Blue Hill in Milton,

at the distance of several miles, actually glistens with rich, dark

light,--no, not glistens, nor gleams,--but perhaps to say glows subduedly

will be a truer expression for it.

Met few people this morning; a grown girl, in company with a little boy,

gathering barberries in a secluded lane; a portly, autumnal gentleman,

wrapped in a greatcoat, who asked the way to Mr. Joseph Goddard's; and a

fish-cart from the city, the driver of which sounded his horn along the

lonesome way.

Monday, October 18th.--There has been a succession of days which were

cold and bright in the forenoon, and gray, sullen, and chill towards

night. The woods have now taken a soberer tint than they wore at my last

date. Many of the shrubs which looked brightest a little while ago are

now wholly bare of leaves. The oaks have generally a russet-brown shade,

although some of them are still green, as are likewise other scattered

trees in the forests. The bright yellow and the rich scarlet are no more

to be seen. Scarcely any of them will now bear a close examination; for

this shows them to be rugged, wilted, and of faded, frost-bitten hue; but

at a distance, and in the mass, and enlivened by the sun, they have still

somewhat of the varied splendor which distinguished them a week ago. It

is wonderful what a difference the sunshine makes; it is like varnish,

bringing out the hidden veins in a piece of rich wood. In the cold, gray

atmosphere, such as that of most of our afternoons now, the landscape

lies dark,--brown, and in a much deeper shadow than if it were clothed in

green. But, perchance, a gleam of sun falls on a certain spot of distant

shrubbery or woodland, and we see it brighten with many lines, standing

forth prominently from the dimness around it. The sunlight gradually

spreads, and the whole sombre scene is changed to a motley picture,--the

sun bringing out many shades of color, and converting its gloom to an

almost laughing cheerfulness. At such times I almost doubt whether the

foliage has lost any of its brilliancy. But the clouds intercept the sun

again, and lo! old Autumn appears, clad in his cloak of russet-brown.

Beautiful now, while the general landscape lies in shadow, looks the

summit of a distant hill (say a mile off), with the sunshine brightening

the trees that cover it. It is noticeable that the outlines of hills,

and the whole bulk of them at the distance of several miles, become

stronger, denser, and more substantial in this autumn atmosphere and in

these autumnal tints than in summer. Then they looked blue, misty, and

dim. Now they show their great humpbacks more plainly, as if they had

drawn nearer to us.

A waste of shrubbery and small trees, such as overruns the borders of the

meadows for miles together, looks much more rugged, wild, and savage in

its present brown color than when clad in green.

I passed through a very pleasant wood-path yesterday, quite shut in and

sheltered by trees that had not thrown off their yellow robes. The sun

shone strongly in among them, and quite kindled them; so that the path

was brighter for their shade than if it had been quite exposed to the

sun.

In the village graveyard, which lies contiguous to the street, I saw a

man digging a grave, and one inhabitant after another turned aside from

his way to look into the grave and talk with the digger. I heard him

laugh, with the traditionary mirthfulness of men of that occupation.

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