A STOIC

I

1

“Aequam memento rebus in arduis

Servare mentem:”--Horace.

In the City of Liverpool, on a January day of 1905, the Board-room of

“The Island Navigation Company” rested, as it were, after the labours

of the afternoon. The long table was still littered with the ink, pens,

blotting-paper, and abandoned documents of six persons--a deserted

battlefield of the brain. And, lonely, in his chairman's seat at the top

end old Sylvanus Heythorp sat, with closed eyes, still and heavy as an

image. One puffy, feeble hand, whose fingers quivered, rested on the arm

of his chair; the thick white hair on his massive head glistened in the

light from a green-shaded lamp. He was not asleep, for every now and

then his sanguine cheeks filled, and a sound, half sigh, half grunt,

escaped his thick lips between a white moustache and the tiny tuft of

white hairs above his cleft chin. Sunk in the chair, that square thick

trunk of a body in short black-braided coat seemed divested of all neck.

Young Gilbert Farney, secretary of “The Island Navigation Company,”

entering his hushed Board-room, stepped briskly to the table,

gathered some papers, and stood looking at his chairman. Not more than

thirty-five, with the bright hues of the optimist in his hair, beard,

cheeks, and eyes, he had a nose and lips which curled ironically. For,

in his view, he was the Company; and its Board did but exist to chequer

his importance. Five days in the week for seven hours a day he wrote,

and thought, and wove the threads of its business, and this lot came

down once a week for two or three hours, and taught their grandmother

to suck eggs. But watching that red-cheeked, white-haired, somnolent

figure, his smile was not so contemptuous as might have been expected.

For after all, the chairman was a wonderful old boy. A man of go and

insight could not but respect him. Eighty! Half paralysed, over head and

ears in debt, having gone the pace all his life--or so they said!--till

at last that mine in Ecuador had done for him--before the secretary's

day, of course, but he had heard of it. The old chap had bought it up

on spec'--“de l'audace, toujours de l'audace,” as he was so fond of

saying--paid for it half in cash and half in promises, and then--the

thing had turned out empty, and left him with L20,000 worth of the old

shares unredeemed. The old boy had weathered it out without a bankruptcy

so far. Indomitable old buffer; and never fussy like the rest of them!

Young Farney, though a secretary, was capable of attachment; and his

eyes expressed a pitying affection. The Board meeting had been long and

“snadgy”--a final settling of that Pillin business. Rum go the chairman

forcing it on them like this! And with quiet satisfaction the secretary

thought 'And he never would have got it through if I hadn't made up my

mind that it really is good business!' For to expand the company was

to expand himself. Still, to buy four ships with the freight market

so depressed was a bit startling, and there would be opposition at

the general meeting. Never mind! He and the chairman could put it

through--put it through. And suddenly he saw the old man looking at him.

Only from those eyes could one appreciate the strength of life yet

flowing underground in that well-nigh helpless carcase--deep-coloured

little blue wells, tiny, jovial, round windows.

A sigh travelled up through layers of flesh, and he said almost

inaudibly:

“Have they come, Mr. Farney?”

“Yes, sir. I've put them in the transfer office; said you'd be with them

in a minute; but I wasn't going to wake you.”

“Haven't been asleep. Help me up.”

Grasping the edge of the table with his trembling hands, the old man

pulled, and, with Farney heaving him behind, attained his feet. He stood

about five feet ten, and weighed fully fourteen stone; not corpulent,

but very thick all through; his round and massive head alone would have

outweighed a baby. With eyes shut, he seemed to be trying to get the

better of his own weight, then he moved with the slowness of a barnacle

towards the door. The secretary, watching him, thought: 'Marvellous old

chap! How he gets about by himself is a miracle! And he can't retire,

they say-lives on his fees!'

But the chairman was through the green baize door. At his tortoise gait

he traversed the inner office, where the youthful clerks suspended their

figuring--to grin behind his back--and entered the transfer office,

where eight gentlemen were sitting. Seven rose, and one did not. Old

Heythorp raised a saluting hand to the level of his chest and moving to

an arm-chair, lowered himself into it.

“Well, gentlemen?”

One of the eight gentlemen got up again.

“Mr. Heythorp, we've appointed Mr. Brownbee to voice our views. Mr.

Brownbee!” And down he sat.

Mr. Brownbee rose a stoutish man some seventy years of age, with little

grey side whiskers, and one of those utterly steady faces only to be

seen in England, faces which convey the sense of business from father

to son for generations; faces which make wars, and passion, and free

thought seem equally incredible; faces which inspire confidence, and

awaken in one a desire to get up and leave the room. Mr. Brownbee rose,

and said in a suave voice:

“Mr. Heythorp, we here represent about L14,000. When we had the pleasure

of meeting you last July, you will recollect that you held out a

prospect of some more satisfactory arrangement by Christmas. We are now

in January, and I am bound to say we none of us get younger.”

From the depths of old Heythorp a preliminary rumble came travelling,

reached the surface, and materialised--

“Don't know about you--feel a boy, myself.”

The eight gentlemen looked at him. Was he going to try and put them off

again? Mr. Brownbee said with unruffled calm:

“I'm sure we're very glad to hear it. But to come to the point. We

have felt, Mr. Heythorp, and I'm sure you won't think it unreasonable,

that--er--bankruptcy would be the most satisfactory solution. We have

waited a long time, and we want to know definitely where we stand; for,

to be quite frank, we don't see any prospect of improvement; indeed, we

fear the opposite.”

“You think I'm going to join the majority.”

This plumping out of what was at the back of their minds produced in

Mr. Brownbee and his colleagues a sort of chemical disturbance. They

coughed, moved their feet, and turned away their eyes, till the one who

had not risen, a solicitor named Ventnor, said bluffly:

“Well, put it that way if you like.”

Old Heythorp's little deep eyes twinkled.

“My grandfather lived to be a hundred; my father ninety-six--both of

them rips. I'm only eighty, gentlemen; blameless life compared with

theirs.”

“Indeed,” Mr. Brownbee said, “we hope you have many years of this life

before you.”

“More of this than of another.” And a silence fell, till old Heythorp

added: “You're getting a thousand a year out of my fees. Mistake to kill

the goose that lays the golden eggs. I'll make it twelve hundred. If you

force me to resign my directorships by bankruptcy, you won't get a rap,

you know.”

Mr. Brownbee cleared his throat:

“We think, Mr. Heythorp, you should make it at least fifteen hundred. In

that case we might perhaps consider--”

Old Heythorp shook his head.

“We can hardly accept your assertion that we should get nothing in the

event of bankruptcy. We fancy you greatly underrate the possibilities.

Fifteen hundred a year is the least you can do for us.”

“See you d---d first.”

Another silence followed, then Ventnor, the solicitor, said irascibly:

“We know where we are, then.”

Brownbee added almost nervously:

“Are we to understand that twelve hundred a year is your--your last

word?”

Old Heythorp nodded. “Come again this day month, and I'll see what I can

do for you;” and he shut his eyes.

Round Mr. Brownbee six of the gentlemen gathered, speaking in low

voices; Mr. Ventnor nursed a leg and glowered at old Heythorp, who sat

with his eyes closed. Mr. Brownbee went over and conferred with Mr.

Ventnor, then clearing his throat, he said:

“Well, sir, we have considered your proposal; we agree to accept it for

the moment. We will come again, as you suggest, in a month's time.

“We hope that you will by then have seen your way to something more

substantial, with a view to avoiding what we should all regret, but

which I fear will otherwise become inevitable.”

Old Heythorp nodded. The eight gentlemen took their hats, and went out

one by one, Mr. Brownbee courteously bringing up the rear.

The old man, who could not get up without assistance, stayed musing in

his chair. He had diddled 'em for the moment into giving him another

month, and when that month was up-he would diddle 'em again! A month

ought to make the Pillin business safe, with all that hung on it. That

poor funkey chap Joe Pillin! A gurgling chuckle escaped his red lips.

What a shadow the fellow had looked, trotting in that evening just a

month ago, behind his valet's announcement: “Mr. Pillin, sir.”

What a parchmenty, precise, thread-paper of a chap, with his bird's claw

of a hand, and his muffled-up throat, and his quavery:

“How do you do, Sylvanus? I'm afraid you're not--”

“First rate. Sit down. Have some port.”

“Port! I never drink it. Poison to me! Poison!”

“Do you good!”

“Oh! I know, that's what you always say.”

“You've a monstrous constitution, Sylvanus. If I drank port and smoked

cigars and sat up till one o'clock, I should be in my grave to-morrow.

I'm not the man I was. The fact is, I've come to see if you can help me.

I'm getting old; I'm growing nervous....”

“You always were as chickeny as an old hen, Joe.”

“Well, my nature's not like yours. To come to the point, I want to sell

my ships and retire. I need rest. Freights are very depressed. I've got

my family to think of.”

“Crack on, and go broke; buck you up like anything!”

“I'm quite serious, Sylvanus.”

“Never knew you anything else, Joe.”

A quavering cough, and out it had come:

“Now--in a word--won't your 'Island Navigation Company' buy my ships?”

A pause, a twinkle, a puff of smoke. “Make it worth my while!” He

had said it in jest; and then, in a flash, the idea had come to him.

Rosamund and her youngsters! What a chance to put something between them

and destitution when he had joined the majority! And so he said: “We

don't want your silly ships.”

That claw of a hand waved in deprecation. “They're very good

ships--doing quite well. It's only my wretched health. If I were a

strong man I shouldn't dream....”

“What d'you want for 'em?” Good Lord! how he jumped if you asked him a

plain question. The chap was as nervous as a guinea-fowl!

“Here are the figures--for the last four years. I think you'll agree

that I couldn't ask less than seventy thousand.”

Through the smoke of his cigar old Heythorp had digested those figures

slowly, Joe Pillin feeling his teeth and sucking lozenges the while;

then he said:

“Sixty thousand! And out of that you pay me ten per cent., if I get it

through for you. Take it or leave it.”

“My dear Sylvanus, that's almost-cynical.”

“Too good a price--you'll never get it without me.”

“But a--but a commission! You could never disclose it!”

“Arrange that all right. Think it over. Freights'll go lower yet. Have

some port.”

“No, no! Thank you. No! So you think freights will go lower?”

“Sure of it.”

“Well, I'll be going. I'm sure I don't know. It's--it's--I must think.”

“Think your hardest.”

“Yes, yes. Good-bye. I can't imagine how you still go on smoking those

things and drinking port.

“See you in your grave yet, Joe.” What a feeble smile the poor fellow

had! Laugh-he couldn't! And, alone again, he had browsed, developing the

idea which had come to him.

Though, to dwell in the heart of shipping, Sylvanus Heythorp had lived

at Liverpool twenty years, he was from the Eastern Counties, of a

family so old that it professed to despise the Conquest. Each of its

generations occupied nearly twice as long as those of less tenacious

men. Traditionally of Danish origin, its men folk had as a rule bright

reddish-brown hair, red cheeks, large round heads, excellent teeth and

poor morals. They had done their best for the population of any county

in which they had settled; their offshoots swarmed. Born in the

early twenties of the nineteenth century, Sylvanus Heythorp, after an

education broken by escapades both at school and college, had fetched

up in that simple London of the late forties, where claret, opera, and

eight per cent. for your money ruled a cheery roost. Made partner in his

shipping firm well before he was thirty, he had sailed with a wet sheet

and a flowing tide; dancers, claret, Cliquot, and piquet; a cab with a

tiger; some travel--all that delicious early-Victorian consciousness of

nothing save a golden time. It was all so full and mellow that he was

forty before he had his only love affair of any depth--with the daughter

of one of his own clerks, a liaison so awkward as to necessitate a

sedulous concealment. The death of that girl, after three years, leaving

him a natural son, had been the chief, perhaps the only real, sorrow

of his life. Five years later he married. What for? God only knew! as

he was in the habit of remarking. His wife had been a hard, worldly,

well-connected woman, who presented him with two unnatural children,

a girl and a boy, and grew harder, more worldly, less handsome, in the

process. The migration to Liverpool, which took place when he was sixty

and she forty-two, broke what she still had of heart, but she lingered

on twelve years, finding solace in bridge, and being haughty towards

Liverpool. Old Heythorp saw her to her rest without regret. He had

felt no love for her whatever, and practically none for her two

children--they were in his view colourless, pragmatical, very unexpected

characters. His son Ernest--in the Admiralty--he thought a poor, careful

stick. His daughter Adela, an excellent manager, delighting in spiritual

conversation and the society of tame men, rarely failed to show him that

she considered him a hopeless heathen. They saw as little as need be of

each other. She was provided for under that settlement he had made on

her mother fifteen years ago, well before the not altogether unexpected

crisis in his affairs. Very different was the feeling he had bestowed

on that son of his “under the rose.” The boy, who had always gone by his

mother's name of Larne, had on her death been sent to some relations of

hers in Ireland, and there brought up. He had been called to the Dublin

bar, and married, young, a girl half Cornish and half Irish; presently,

having cost old Heythorp in all a pretty penny, he had died impecunious,

leaving his fair Rosamund at thirty with a girl of eight and a boy of

five. She had not spent six months of widowhood before coming over from

Dublin to claim the old man's guardianship. A remarkably pretty woman,

like a full-blown rose, with greenish hazel eyes, she had turned up one

morning at the offices of “The Island Navigation Company,” accompanied

by her two children--for he had never divulged to them his private

address. And since then they had always been more or less on his hands,

occupying a small house in a suburb of Liverpool. He visited them there,

but never asked them to the house in Sefton Park, which was in fact his

daughter's; so that his proper family and friends were unaware of their

existence.

Rosamund Larne was one of those precarious ladies who make uncertain

incomes by writing full-bodied storyettes. In the most dismal

circumstances she enjoyed a buoyancy bordering on the indecent; which

always amused old Heythorp's cynicism. But of his grandchildren Phyllis

and Jock (wild as colts) he had become fond. And this chance of getting

six thousand pounds settled on them at a stroke had seemed to him

nothing but heaven-sent. As things were, if he “went off”--and, of

course, he might at any moment, there wouldn't be a penny for them; for

he would “cut up” a good fifteen thousand to the bad. He was now giving

them some three hundred a year out of his fees; and dead directors

unfortunately earned no fees! Six thousand pounds at four and a half per

cent., settled so that their mother couldn't “blue it,” would give them

a certain two hundred and fifty pounds a year-better than beggary. And

the more he thought the better he liked it, if only that shaky chap, Joe

Pillin, didn't shy off when he'd bitten his nails short over it!

Four evenings later, the “shaky chap” had again appeared at his house in

Sefton Park.

“I've thought it over, Sylvanus. I don't like it.

“No; but you'll do it.”

“It's a sacrifice. Fifty-four thousand for four ships--it means a

considerable reduction in my income.”

“It means security, my boy.”

“Well, there is that; but you know, I really can't be party to a secret

commission. If it came out, think of my name and goodness knows what.”

“It won't come out.”

“Yes, yes, so you say, but--”

“All you've got to do's to execute a settlement on some third parties

that I'll name. I'm not going to take a penny of it myself. Get your

own lawyer to draw it up and make him trustee. You can sign it when the

purchase has gone through. I'll trust you, Joe. What stock have you got

that gives four and a half per cent.?”

“Midland”

“That'll do. You needn't sell.”

“Yes, but who are these people?”

“Woman and her children I want to do a good turn to.” What a face the

fellow had made! “Afraid of being connected with a woman, Joe?”

“Yes, you may laugh--I am afraid of being connected with someone else's

woman. I don't like it--I don't like it at all. I've not led your life,

Sylvanus.”

“Lucky for you; you'd have been dead long ago. Tell your lawyer it's an

old flame of yours--you old dog!”

“Yes, there it is at once, you see. I might be subject to blackmail.”

“Tell him to keep it dark, and just pay over the income, quarterly.”

“I don't like it, Sylvanus--I don't like it.”

“Then leave it, and be hanged to you. Have a cigar?”

“You know I never smoke. Is there no other way?”

“Yes. Sell stock in London, bank the proceeds there, and bring me six

thousand pounds in notes. I'll hold 'em till after the general meeting.

If the thing doesn't go through, I'll hand 'em back to you.”

“No; I like that even less.”

“Rather I trusted you, eh!”

“No, not at all, Sylvanus, not at all. But it's all playing round the

law.”

“There's no law to prevent you doing what you like with your money. What

I do's nothing to you. And mind you, I'm taking nothing from it--not a

mag. You assist the widowed and the fatherless--just your line, Joe!”

“What a fellow you are, Sylvanus; you don't seem capable of taking

anything seriously.”

“Care killed the cat!”

Left alone after this second interview he had thought: 'The beggar'll

jump.'

And the beggar had. That settlement was drawn and only awaited

signature. The Board to-day had decided on the purchase; and all that

remained was to get it ratified at the general meeting. Let him but get

that over, and this provision for his grandchildren made, and he would

snap his fingers at Brownbee and his crew-the canting humbugs! “Hope you

have many years of this life before you!” As if they cared for anything

but his money--their money rather! And becoming conscious of the length

of his reverie, he grasped the arms of his chair, heaved at his own

bulk, in an effort to rise, growing redder and redder in face and neck.

It was one of the hundred things his doctor had told him not to do for

fear of apoplexy, the humbug! Why didn't Farney or one of those young

fellows come and help him up? To call out was undignified. But was he to

sit there all night? Three times he failed, and after each failure sat

motionless again, crimson and exhausted; the fourth time he succeeded,

and slowly made for the office. Passing through, he stopped and said in

his extinct voice:

“You young gentlemen had forgotten me.”

“Mr. Farney said you didn't wish to be disturbed, sir.”

“Very good of him. Give me my hat and coat.”

“Yes, sir.”

“Thank you. What time is it?”

“Six o'clock, sir.”

“Tell Mr. Farney to come and see me tomorrow at noon, about my speech

for the general meeting.”

“Yes, Sir.”

“Good-night to you.”

“Good-night, Sir.”

At his tortoise gait he passed between the office stools to the door,

opened it feebly, and slowly vanished.

Shutting the door behind him, a clerk said:

“Poor old chairman! He's on his last!”

Another answered:

“Gosh! He's a tough old hulk. He'll go down fightin'.”

2

Issuing from the offices of “The Island Navigation Company,” Sylvanus

Heythorp moved towards the corner whence he always took tram to Sefton

Park. The crowded street had all that prosperous air of catching or

missing something which characterises the town where London and New

York and Dublin meet. Old Heythorp had to cross to the far side, and he

sallied forth without regard to traffic. That snail-like passage had in

it a touch of the sublime; the old man seemed saying: “Knock me down and

be d---d to you--I'm not going to hurry.” His life was saved perhaps ten

times a day by the British character at large, compounded of phlegm and

a liking to take something under its protection. The tram conductors on

that line were especially used to him, never failing to catch him under

the arms and heave him like a sack of coals, while with trembling hands

he pulled hard at the rail and strap.

“All right, sir?”

“Thank you.”

He moved into the body of the tram, where somebody would always get up

from kindness and the fear that he might sit down on them; and there he

stayed motionless, his little eyes tight closed. With his red face, tuft

of white hairs above his square cleft block of shaven chin, and his big

high-crowned bowler hat, which yet seemed too petty for his head with

its thick hair--he looked like some kind of an idol dug up and decked

out in gear a size too small.

One of those voices of young men from public schools and exchanges where

things are bought and sold, said:

“How de do, Mr. Heythorp?”

Old Heythorp opened his eyes. That sleek cub, Joe Pillin's son! What

a young pup-with his round eyes, and his round cheeks, and his little

moustache, his fur coat, his spats, his diamond pin!

“How's your father?” he said.

“Thanks, rather below par, worryin' about his ships. Suppose you haven't

any news for him, sir?”

Old Heythorp nodded. The young man was one of his pet abominations,

embodying all the complacent, little-headed mediocrity of this new

generation; natty fellows all turned out of the same mould, sippers and

tasters, chaps without drive or capacity, without even vices; and he did

not intend to gratify the cub's curiosity.

“Come to my house,” he said; “I'll give you a note for him.”

“Tha-anks; I'd like to cheer the old man up.”

The old man! Cheeky brat! And closing his eyes he relapsed into

immobility. The tram wound and ground its upward way, and he mused. When

he was that cub's age--twenty-eight or whatever it might be--he had done

most things; been up Vesuvius, driven four-in-hand, lost his last penny

on the Derby and won it back on the Oaks, known all the dancers and

operatic stars of the day, fought a duel with a Yankee at Dieppe and

winged him for saying through his confounded nose that Old England was

played out; been a controlling voice already in his shipping firm; drunk

five other of the best men in London under the table; broken his neck

steeple-chasing; shot a burglar in the legs; been nearly drowned, for a

bet; killed snipe in Chelsea; been to Court for his sins; stared a ghost

out of countenance; and travelled with a lady of Spain. If this young

pup had done the last, it would be all he had; and yet, no doubt, he

would call himself a “spark.”

The conductor touched his arm.

“'Ere you are, sir.”

“Thank you.”

He lowered himself to the ground, and moved in the bluish darkness

towards the gate of his daughter's house. Bob Pillin walked beside him,

thinking: 'Poor old josser, he is gettin' a back number!' And he said:

“I should have thought you ought to drive, sir. My old guv'nor would

knock up at once if he went about at night like this.”

The answer rumbled out into the misty air:

“Your father's got no chest; never had.”

Bob Pillin gave vent to one of those fat cackles which come so readily

from a certain type of man; and old Heythorp thought:

'.aughing at his father! Parrot!'

They had reached the porch.

A woman with dark hair and a thin, straight face and figure was

arranging some flowers in the hall. She turned and said:

“You really ought not to be so late, Father! It's wicked at this time of

year. Who is it--oh! Mr. Pillin, how do you do? Have you had tea? Won't

you come to the drawing-room; or do you want to see my father?”

“Tha-anks! I believe your father--” And he thought: 'By Jove! the old

chap is a caution!' For old Heythorp was crossing the hall without

having paid the faintest attention to his daughter. Murmuring again:

“Tha-anks awfully; he wants to give me something,” he followed. Miss

Heythorp was not his style at all; he had a kind of dread of that thin

woman who looked as if she could never be unbuttoned. They said she was

a great churchgoer and all that sort of thing.

In his sanctum old Heythorp had moved to his writing-table, and was

evidently anxious to sit down.

“Shall I give you a hand, sir?”

Receiving a shake of the head, Bob Pillin stood by the fire and watched.

The old “sport” liked to paddle his own canoe. Fancy having to lower

yourself into a chair like that! When an old Johnny got to such a state

it was really a mercy when he snuffed out, and made way for younger men.

How his Companies could go on putting up with such a fossil for chairman

was a marvel! The fossil rumbled and said in that almost inaudible

voice:

“I suppose you're beginning to look forward to your father's shoes?”

Bob Pillin's mouth opened. The voice went on:

“Dibs and no responsibility. Tell him from me to drink port--add five

years to his life.”

To this unwarranted attack Bob Pillin made no answer save a laugh; he

perceived that a manservant had entered the room.

“A Mrs. Larne, sir. Will you see her?”

At this announcement the old man seemed to try and start; then he

nodded, and held out the note he had written. Bob Pillin received it

together with the impression of a murmur which sounded like: “Scratch a

poll, Poll!” and passing the fine figure of a woman in a fur coat, who

seemed to warm the air as she went by, he was in the hall again before

he perceived that he had left his hat.

A young and pretty girl was standing on the bearskin before the fire,

looking at him with round-eyed innocence. He thought: 'This is better; I

mustn't disturb them for my hat'. and approaching the fire, said:

“Jolly cold, isn't it?”

The girl smiled: “Yes-jolly.”

He noticed that she had a large bunch of violets at her breast, a lot

of fair hair, a short straight nose, and round blue-grey eyes very frank

and open. “Er” he said, “I've left my hat in there.”

“What larks!” And at her little clear laugh something moved within Bob

Pillin.

“You know this house well?”

She shook her head. “But it's rather scrummy, isn't it?”

Bob Pillin, who had never yet thought so answered:

“Quite O.K.”

The girl threw up her head to laugh again. “O.K.? What's that?”

Bob Pillin saw her white round throat, and thought: 'She is a ripper!'

And he said with a certain desperation:

“My name's Pillin. Yours is Larne, isn't it? Are you a relation here?”

“He's our Guardy. Isn't he a chook?”

That rumbling whisper like “Scratch a Poll, Poll!” recurring to Bob

Pillin, he said with reservation:

“You know him better than I do.” “Oh! Aren't you his grandson, or

something?”

Bob Pillin did not cross himself.

“Lord! No! My dad's an old friend of his; that's all.”

“Is your dad like him?”

“Not much.”

“What a pity! It would have been lovely if they'd been Tweedles.”

Bob Pillin thought: 'This bit is something new. I wonder what her

Christian name is.' And he said:

“What did your godfather and godmothers in your baptism---?”

The girl laughed; she seemed to laugh at everything.

“Phyllis.”

Could he say: “Is my only joy”? Better keep it! But-for what? He

wouldn't see her again if he didn't look out! And he said:

“I live at the last house in the park-the red one. D'you know it? Where

do you?”

“Oh! a long way--23, Millicent Villas. It's a poky little house. I hate

it. We have awful larks, though.”

“Who are we?”

“Mother, and myself, and Jock--he's an awful boy. You can't conceive

what an awful boy he is. He's got nearly red hair; I think he'll be just

like Guardy when he gets old. He's awful!”

Bob Pillin murmured:

“I should like to see him.”

“Would you? I'll ask mother if you can. You won't want to again; he goes

off all the time like a squib.” She threw back her head, and again Bob

Pillin felt a little giddy. He collected himself, and drawled:

“Are you going in to see your Guardy?”

“No. Mother's got something special to say. We've never been here

before, you see. Isn't he fun, though?”

“Fun!”

“I think he's the greatest lark; but he's awfully nice to me. Jock calls

him the last of the Stoic'uns.”

A voice called from old Heythorp's den:

“Phyllis!” It had a particular ring, that voice, as if coming from

beautifully formed red lips, of which the lower one must curve the least

bit over; it had, too, a caressing vitality, and a kind of warm falsity.

The girl threw a laughing look back over her shoulder, and vanished

through the door into the room.

Bob Pillin remained with his back to the fire and his puppy round eyes

fixed on the air that her figure had last occupied. He was experiencing

a sensation never felt before. Those travels with a lady of Spain,

charitably conceded him by old Heythorp, had so far satisfied the

emotional side of this young man; they had stopped short at Brighton

and Scarborough, and been preserved from even the slightest intrusion of

love. A calculated and hygienic career had caused no anxiety either

to himself or his father; and this sudden swoop of something more than

admiration gave him an uncomfortable choky feeling just above his high

round collar, and in the temples a sort of buzzing--those first symptoms

of chivalry. A man of the world does not, however, succumb without a

struggle; and if his hat had not been out of reach, who knows whether he

would not have left the house hurriedly, saying to himself: “No, no,

my boy; Millicent Villas is hardly your form, when your intentions are

honourable”? For somehow that round and laughing face, bob of glistening

hair, those wide-opened grey eyes refused to awaken the beginnings of

other intentions--such is the effect of youth and innocence on even the

steadiest young men. With a kind of moral stammer, he was thinking: 'Can

I--dare I offer to see them to their tram? Couldn't I even nip out

and get the car round and send them home in it? No, I might miss

them--better stick it out here! What a jolly laugh! What a tipping

face--strawberries and cream, hay, and all that! Millicent Villas!' And

he wrote it on his cuff.

The door was opening; he heard that warm vibrating voice: “Come along,

Phyllis!”--the girl's laugh so high and fresh: “Right-o! Coming!” And

with, perhaps, the first real tremor he had ever known, he crossed

to the front door. All the more chivalrous to escort them to the tram

without a hat! And suddenly he heard: “I've got your hat, young man!”

And her mother's voice, warm, and simulating shock: “Phyllis, you awful

gairl! Did you ever see such an awful gairl; Mr.---”

“Pillin, Mother.”

And then--he did not quite know how--insulated from the January air by

laughter and the scent of fur and violets, he was between them walking

to their tram. It was like an experience out of the “Arabian Nights,” or

something of that sort, an intoxication which made one say one was going

their way, though one would have to come all the way back in the same

beastly tram. Nothing so warming had ever happened to him as sitting

between them on that drive, so that he forgot the note in his pocket,

and his desire to relieve the anxiety of the “old man,” his father. At

the tram's terminus they all got out. There issued a purr of invitation

to come and see them some time; a clear: “Jock'll love to see you!” A

low laugh: “You awful gairl!” And a flash of cunning zigzagged across

his brain. Taking off his hat, he said:

“Thanks awfully; rather!” and put his foot back on the step of the tram.

Thus did he delicately expose the depths of his chivalry!

“Oh! you said you were going our way! What one-ers you do tell! Oh!” The

words were as music; the sight of those eyes growing rounder, the most

perfect he had ever seen; and Mrs. Larne's low laugh, so warm yet so

preoccupied, and the tips of the girl's fingers waving back above her

head. He heaved a sigh, and knew no more till he was seated at his

club before a bottle of champagne. Home! Not he! He wished to drink and

dream. “The old man” would get his news all right to-morrow!

3

The words: “A Mrs. Larne to see you, sir,” had been of a nature to

astonish weaker nerves. What had brought her here? She knew she mustn't

come! Old Heythorp had watched her entrance with cynical amusement. The

way she whiffed herself at that young pup in passing, the way her eyes

slid round! He had a very just appreciation of his son's widow; and a

smile settled deep between his chin tuft and his moustache. She lifted

his hand, kissed it, pressed it to her splendid bust, and said:

“So here I am at last, you see. Aren't you surprised?”

Old Heythorp, shook his head.

“I really had to come and see you, Guardy; we haven't had a sight of

you for such an age. And in this awful weather! How are you, dear old

Guardy?”

“Never better.” And, watching her green-grey eyes, he added:

“Haven't a penny for you!”

Her face did not fall; she gave her feather-laugh.

“How dreadful of you to think I came for that! But I am in an awful fix,

Guardy.”

“Never knew you not to be.”

“Just let me tell you, dear; it'll be some relief. I'm having the most

terrible time.”

She sank into a low chair, disengaging an overpowering scent of violets,

while melancholy struggled to subdue her face and body.

“The most awful fix. I expect to be sold up any moment. We may be on the

streets to-morrow. I daren't tell the children; they're so happy, poor

darlings. I shall be obliged to take Jock away from school. And Phyllis

will have to stop her piano and dancing; it's an absolute crisis. And

all due to those Midland Syndicate people. I've been counting on at

least two hundred for my new story, and the wretches have refused it.”

With a tiny handkerchief she removed one tear from the corner of one

eye. “It is hard, Guardy; I worked my brain silly over that story.”

From old Heythorp came a mutter which sounded suspiciously like:

“Rats!”

Heaving a sigh, which conveyed nothing but the generosity of her

breathing apparatus, Mrs. Larne went on:

“You couldn't, I suppose, let me have just one hundred?”

“Not a bob.”

She sighed again, her eyes slid round the room; then in her warm voice

she murmured:

“Guardy, you were my dear Philip's father, weren't you? I've never said

anything; but of course you were. He was so like you, and so is Jock.”

Nothing moved in old Heythorp's face. No pagan image consulted with

flowers and song and sacrifice could have returned less answer. Her dear

Philip! She had led him the devil of a life, or he was a Dutchman! And

what the deuce made her suddenly trot out the skeleton like this? But

Mrs. Larne's eyes were still wandering.

“What a lovely house! You know, I think you ought to help me, Guardy.

Just imagine if your grandchildren were thrown out into the street!”

The old man grinned. He was not going to deny his relationship--it was

her look-out, not his. But neither was he going to let her rush him.

“And they will be; you couldn't look on and see it. Do come to my rescue

this once. You really might do something for them.”

With a rumbling sigh he answered:

“Wait. Can't give you a penny now. Poor as a church mouse.”

“Oh! Guardy

“Fact.”

Mrs. Larne heaved one of her most buoyant sighs. She certainly did not

believe him.

“Well!” she said; “you'll be sorry when we come round one night and sing

for pennies under your window. Wouldn't you like to see Phyllis? I left

her in the hall. She's growing such a sweet gairl. Guardy just fifty!”

“Not a rap.”

Mrs. Larne threw up her hands. “Well! You'll repent it. I'm at my last

gasp.” She sighed profoundly, and the perfume of violets escaped in a

cloud; Then, getting up, she went to the door and called: “Phyllis!”

When the girl entered old Heythorp felt the nearest approach to a

flutter of the heart for many years. She had put her hair up! She was

like a spring day in January; such a relief from that scented humbug,

her mother. Pleasant the touch of her lips on his forehead, the sound of

her clear voice, the sight of her slim movements, the feeling that she

did him credit--clean-run stock, she and that young scamp Jock--better

than the holy woman, his daughter Adela, would produce if anyone were

ever fool enough to marry her, or that pragmatical fellow, his son

Ernest.

And when they were gone he reflected with added zest on the six thousand

pounds he was getting for them out of Joe Pillin and his ships. He

would have to pitch it strong in his speech at the general meeting. With

freights so low, there was bound to be opposition. No dash nowadays;

nothing but gabby caution! They were a scrim-shanking lot on the

Board--he had had to pull them round one by one--the deuce of a tug

getting this thing through! And yet, the business was sound enough.

Those ships would earn money, properly handled-good money.

His valet, coming in to prepare him for dinner, found him asleep. He had

for the old man as much admiration as may be felt for one who cannot put

his own trousers on. He would say to the housemaid Molly: “He's a game

old blighter--must have been a rare one in his day. Cocks his hat at

you, even now, I see!” To which the girl, Irish and pretty, would reply:

“Well, an' sure I don't mind, if it gives um a pleasure. 'Tis better

anyway than the sad eye I get from herself.”

At dinner, old Heythorp always sat at one end of the rosewood table and

his daughter at the other. It was the eminent moment of the day. With

napkin tucked high into his waistcoat, he gave himself to the meal with

passion. His palate was undimmed, his digestion unimpaired. He could

still eat as much as two men, and drink more than one. And while he

savoured each mouthful he never spoke if he could help it. The holy

woman had nothing to say that he cared to hear, and he nothing to say

that she cared to listen to. She had a horror, too, of what she called

“the pleasures of the table”--those lusts of the flesh! She was always

longing to dock his grub, he knew. Would see her further first! What

other pleasures were there at his age? Let her wait till she was eighty.

But she never would be; too thin and holy!

This evening, however, with the advent of the partridge she did speak.

“Who were your visitors, Father?”

Trust her for nosing anything out! Fixing his little blue eyes on her,

he mumbled with a very full mouth: “Ladies.”

“So I saw; what ladies?”

He had a longing to say: 'Part of one of my families under the rose.'

As a fact it was the best part of the only one, but the temptation

to multiply exceedingly was almost overpowering. He checked himself,

however, and went on eating partridge, his secret irritation crimsoning

his cheeks; and he watched her eyes, those cold precise and round grey

eyes, noting it, and knew she was thinking: 'He eats too much.'

She said: “Sorry I'm not considered fit to be told. You ought not to be

drinking hock.”

Old Heythorp took up the long green glass, drained it, and repressing

fumes and emotion went on with his partridge. His daughter pursed her

lips, took a sip of water, and said:

“I know their name is Larne, but it conveyed nothing to me; perhaps it's

just as well.”

The old man, mastering a spasm, said with a grin:

“My daughter-in-law and my granddaughter.”

“What! Ernest married--Oh! nonsense!”

He chuckled, and shook his head.

“Then do you mean to say, Father, that you were married before you

married my mother?”

“No.”

The expression on her face was as good as a play!

She said with a sort of disgust: “Not married! I see. I suppose those

people are hanging round your neck, then; no wonder you're always in

difficulties. Are there any more of them?”

Again the old man suppressed that spasm, and the veins in his neck and

forehead swelled alarmingly. If he had spoken he would infallibly have

choked. He ceased eating, and putting his hands on the table tried to

raise himself. He could not and subsiding in his chair sat glaring at

the stiff, quiet figure of his daughter.

“Don't be silly, Father, and make a scene before Meller. Finish your

dinner.”

He did not answer. He was not going to sit there to be dragooned and

insulted! His helplessness had never so weighed on him before. It was

like a revelation. A log--that had to put up with anything! A log! And,

waiting for his valet to return, he cunningly took up his fork.

In that saintly voice of hers she said:

“I suppose you don't realise that it's a shock to me. I don't know what

Ernest will think--”

“Ernest be d---d.”

“I do wish, Father, you wouldn't swear.”

Old Heythorp's rage found vent in a sort of rumble. How the devil had he

gone on all these years in the same house with that woman, dining with

her day after day! But the servant had come back now, and putting down

his fork he said:

“Help me up!”

The man paused, thunderstruck, with the souffle balanced. To leave

dinner unfinished--it was a portent!

“Help me up!”

“Mr. Heythorp's not very well, Meller; take his other arm.”

The old man shook off her hand.

“I'm very well. Help me up. Dine in my own room in future.”

Raised to his feet, he walked slowly out; but in his sanctum he did

not sit down, obsessed by this first overwhelming realisation of his

helplessness. He stood swaying a little, holding on to the table, till

the servant, having finished serving dinner, brought in his port.

“Are you waiting to sit down, sir?”

He shook his head. Hang it, he could do that for himself, anyway. He

must think of something to fortify his position against that woman. And

he said:

“Send me Molly!”

“Yes, sir.” The man put down the port and went.

Old Heythorp filled his glass, drank, and filled again. He took a cigar

from the box and lighted it. The girl came in, a grey-eyed, dark-haired

damsel, and stood with her hands folded, her head a little to one side,

her lips a little parted. The old man said:

“You're a human being.”

“I would hope so, sirr.”

“I'm going to ask you something as a human being--not a servant--see?”

“No, sirr; but I will be glad to do anything you like.”

“Then put your nose in here every now and then, to see if I want

anything. Meller goes out sometimes. Don't say anything; Just put your

nose in.”

“Oh! an' I will; 'tis a pleasure 'twill be to do ut.”

He nodded, and when she had gone lowered himself into his chair with a

sense of appeasement. Pretty girl! Comfort to see a pretty face--not a

pale, peeky thing like Adela's. His anger burned up anew. So she counted

on his helplessness, had begun to count on that, had she? She should see

that there was life in the old dog yet! And his sacrifice of the uneaten

souffle, the still less eaten mushrooms, the peppermint sweet with which

he usually concluded dinner, seemed to consecrate that purpose. They all

thought he was a hulk, without a shot left in the locker! He had seen a

couple of them at the Board that afternoon shrugging at each other,

as though saying: 'Look at him!' And young Farney pitying him. Pity,

forsooth! And that coarse-grained solicitor chap at the creditors'

meeting curling his lip as much as to say: 'One foot in the grave!' He

had seen the clerks dowsing the glim of their grins; and that young pup

Bob Pillin screwing up his supercilious mug over his dog-collar. He

knew that scented humbug Rosamund was getting scared that he'd drop off

before she'd squeezed him dry. And his valet was always looking him up

and down queerly. As to that holy woman--! Not quite so fast! Not quite

so fast! And filling his glass for the fourth time, he slowly sucked

down the dark red fluid, with the “old boots” flavour which his soul

loved, and, drawing deep at his cigar, closed his eyes.

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