IV.

The orchestra had not yet recommenced, and the curtain would not

reascend for at least ten good minutes. A vigorous babble of many voices

rose from the many upstairs boxes. In some of these Kindelon's

appearance might not have created the least comment. Here it was a

veritable bombshell.

The "Poughkeepsie set" was famed for its rigid exclusiveness. Wherever

Miss Sallie and her mother went, a little train of courtiers invariably

followed them. They always represented an ultra-select circle inside of

the larger and still decidedly aristocratic one. Only certain young men

ever presumed to approach Sallie at all, and these were truly the

darlings of fortune and fashion--young gentlemen of admitted ascendency,

whose attentions would have made an obscure girl rapidly prominent, and

who, while often distinguished for admirable manners, always contrived

to hover near those who were the sovereign reverse of obscure. They

would carry only her bouquets, or those of other girls who belonged to

the same special and envied clique; they would "take out in the German"

only Sallie and her particular intimates. Bitter jealousies among the

contemplating dowagers were often a result of this determined

eclecticism. "Why _is_ it that my Kate has to put up with so many

second-rate men?" would pass with tormenting persistence through the

mind of this matron. "Why can't my Caroline get any of the great swells

to notice her?" would drearily haunt another. And between these two

distressed ladies there might meanwhile be seated a third, whose

daughter, for reasons of overwhelming wealth or particular

attractiveness, always moved clad in a nimbus of sanctity.

Pauline was perfectly well aware that the coming of her friend had

seemed an audacity, and that his unconventionally garrulous tongue was

now regarded as a greater one. Courtlandt may have told her that the

rival factions had cemented their differences and that all society

in New York was more democratic than formerly. Still, it was

unimaginable that her aunt Cynthia could ever really change her spots.

Where she trod, there, too, must float the aroma of an individual

self-glorification. Pauline was as much delighted by Kindelon's easy

daring as by the almost glacial answer of her stately kinswoman; and she

at once hastened to say, while looking with a smile at the unembarrassed

Kindelon himself,--

"I have scarcely had a chance to tell either my aunt or my cousin how

good you were to me on the 'Bothnia.'" Then she lifted her fan, and

waved it prettily toward Sallie. "This _is_ my cousin, Miss

Poughkeepsie," she went on; she did not wait for the slow accomplishment

of Sallie's forced and freezing bow, but at once added: "and here is

Lord Glenartney, here Mr. Fyshkille, here Mr. Van Arsdale, here Mr.

Hackensack. Now, I think you know us all, Mr. Kindelon."

As she ended her little speech she met Mrs. Poughkeepsie's eyes fixed

upon her in placid consternation. Of course this wholesale introduction,

among the chance occupants of an opera box, was a most unprecedented

violation of usage. But that was precisely Pauline's wish--to violate

usage, if she could do it without recourse to any merely vulgar rupture.

They had all stared at Ralph Kindelon, had treated him as if he were

some curious animal instead of a fellow-creature greatly their own

superior, and they should have a chance now of discovering just how well

he could hold his own in their little self-satisfied assemblage.

Kindelon bowed and smiled in every direction. He appeared unconscious

that everybody did not bow and smile with just the same reciprocal

warmth.

"This is the most luxurious way of enjoying the opera," he exclaimed,

with an upward gesture of both hands to indicate the walls of the

commodious box. "But, ah! I am afraid that it possesses its drawbacks as

well! One would be tempted to talk too much here--to discountenance the

performance. Now, I am an irreclaimable talker, as Mrs. Varick can

testify; she has hardly done anything but listen since the beginning of

our acquaintance. And yet I should like to feel that I had my tribute of

silence always ready for the great musical masters. Among these I rank

the Italian composers, whom it has now become fashionable to despise.

Pray, Mrs. Poughkeepsie, are you--or is your daughter?--a convert to

what they term the new school?"

There was no ignoring the felicitous, rhythmic voice that pronounced

these hurried and yet clearly enunciated sentences, unless by means of

an insolence so direct and cruel that it would transgress all bounds of

civil decency. Mrs. Poughkeepsie was capable of not a little insolence

at a pinch; her ramparts were spiked, and could deal no gentle hurts to

those who sought anything like the scaling of them. But here the

overtures made were alike too suave and too bold. She felt herself in

the presence of a novel civility--one that assumed her rebuff to be

impossible.

"I have always preferred the Italian music," she now said. "But then my

knowledge of the German is limited."

"Oh, German music is the most dreadful baw!" here struck in Lord

Glenartney. He had taken an immediate fancy to Kindelon; he liked people

who were in a different sphere from himself; he usually went with

jockeys and prize-fighters, whenever the demands of his great position

permitted such association, in his native country. Here in America he

knew only the Poughkeepsie set, which had seized upon him and kept close

watch over him ever since he had landed in New York.

"No, I don't at all agree with you there," said Kindelon. "Undoubtedly

German music is based upon a grand idea. I should be sorry not to

believe so."

"Bless my soul!" laughed his lordship; "I don't know anything about

grand ideahs. The small ones are quite as much as I can manage

comfortably."

"Mr. Kindelon will be shocked by such a confession, I'm sure," said the

gentleman named Fyshkille, who was strikingly slim, who gazed at people

condescendingly over a pale parapet of very stiff shirt-collar, and who

considered himself to have a natural turn for satire. "He appears to be

a person of such grand ideas himself."

This airy bit of impudence caused Mr. Van Arsdale to twirl one end of a

dim, downy mustache and perpetrate a rather ambiguous giggle. But Mr.

Hackensack, who was stout, with a pair of large black eyes set in a fat,

colorless, mindless face, whipped forth a silk pocket-handkerchief and

gave an explosive burst of merriment within its soft folds.

"You seem to be very much amused at something," drawled Sallie, while

she looked in her languid way toward her trio of admirers.

"We are," said the satirical Mr. Fyshkille, who prided himself on always

keeping his countenance. His two friends, who thought him a devilish

clever fellow, both produced another laugh, this time suppressed on the

part of each.

Pauline felt keenly annoyed. She glanced at Kindelon, telling herself

that he must surely see the pitiable ridicule of which he was being

made the butt.

She had, however, quite miscalculated. The self-esteem of Kindelon as

utterly failed to realize that he was an object of the slightest banter,

whether overt or covert, as though he had been both near-sighted and

deaf. He knew nothing of the idle autocracy with which accident had now

brought him into contact. He was opposed to it on principle, but he had

had no experience of its trivial methods of arrogance. He had come into

the box to see Pauline, and he took it broadly for granted that he would

be treated with politeness by her surrounders, and listened to (provided

he assumed that office of general spokesman which he nearly always

assumed wherever chance placed him) with admiring attention.

A few minutes later he had stripped his would-be foes of all sting by

effectively and solidly manifesting unconsciousness that they had

intended to be hostile. He talked of Wagner and his followers with a

brilliant force that did not solicit heed and yet compelled it. He

discoursed upon the patent absurdities of Italian opera with a nimble

wit and an incisive severity. Then he justified his preference for

Donizetti and Rossini with a readiness that made his past sarcasm on

their modes quickly forgotten. And finally he delivered a eulogy upon

the German motive and ideal in music which showed the fine liberality of

a mind that recognizes the shortcomings in its own predilection, and

foresees the inevitable popularity of a more advanced and complicated

system.

He had silenced everybody before he finished, but with the silence of

respect. He had forced even these petty triflers who dwelt on the mere

skirts of all actual life, to recognize him as not simply the comer from

a world which they did not care to know about, but from a world greater

and higher than any which they were capable of knowing about. And

finally, in the flush of this handsome little triumph, he made his exit,

just as the curtain was again rising, after a few murmured words to

Pauline regarding certain night-work on the New York "Asteroid," which

must prevent him from seeing the remainder of the performance.

Nobody heeded the opera for at least five minutes after his departure.

He had left his spell behind him. Pauline at first marked its cogency,

and then observed this gradually dissolve. The flimsiness of their

thinking and living returned to them again in all its paltry reality.

"Of course," murmured Mrs. Poughkeepsie to Pauline, "he is a person who

writes books, of one sort or another."

"If they're novels," said Lord Glenartney, "I'd like awfully to know

abaout 'em. I'm fond of readin' a good novel. It's so jolly if one's

lyin' daown and carn't sleep, but feels a bit seedy, ye know."

"I fancy they must be rather long novels," said Sallie, with a drowsy

scorn that suited her big, placid anatomy.

"I wish he'd not run off so; I wanted the address of his hatter,"

declared the envenomed Mr. Fyshkille.

"Or his tailor," amended Mr. Van Arsdale, with the auxiliary giggle.

"I guess you'd find both somewhere in the Bowery," pursued the fleshy

Mr. Hackensack, who always said "I guess," for "I fancy," and had a

nasal voice, and an incorrigible American soul inside his correct

foreign garments.

Pauline now swept a haughty look at Mr. Fyshkille and his two allies,

and said, with open displeasure,--

"I suppose you think it an unpardonable sin for any gentleman to suit

his own taste in dress, and not copy that of some English model. But

your uncivil comments on Mr. Kindelon before myself, his admitted

friend, show me that he might easily teach you a lesson in good

manners."

All three of the offenders were now forced to utter words of apology,

while Lord Glenartney looked as if he thought Mrs. Varick's wrath great

fun, and Sallie exchanged a look of ironical distress with her mother,

that seemed to inquire: "What uncomfortable absurdity will Pauline next

be guilty of?"

But Mrs. Poughkeepsie and Sallie left their kinswoman at her Bond Street

residence that night with very agreeable adieus. True, Lord Glenartney

occupied a seat in their carriage, but even if this had not been the

case, neither mother nor daughter would have vented upon Pauline any of

the disapproval she had provoked in them. She was now a power in the

world, and besides being near to them in blood, even her follies merited

the leniency of a Poughkeepsie.

But after Sallie and her mother had said good-night to his lordship and

were alone at home together, the young lady spoke with querulous disgust

of her cousin's behavior.

"She will lose caste horribly, mamma, if she goes on in this way. It's

perfectly preposterous! If there is one thing on earth that is really

_low_, it's for a woman to become strong-minded!"

Mrs. Poughkeepsie nodded. "You are quite right. But she's her own

mistress, and there is no restraining her."

"People _ought_ to be restrained," grumbled Sallie, loosening her opera

cloak, "when they want to throw away their positions like that."

"Oh, Pauline can't throw hers away so easily," affirmed Mrs.

Poughkeepsie with sapient composure. "No, not with her name and her big

income. She will merely get herself laughed at, you know--_encanailler_

herself most ludicrously; that is all. We must let her have her head, as

one says of a horse. Her father was always full of caprices; he wouldn't

have died a poor man if he had not been. She merely has a caprice now.

Of course she will come to terms again with society sooner or later, and

repent having made such a goose of herself. That is, unless"--And here

Mrs. Poughkeepsie paused, while a slight but distinct shudder ended her

sentence.

Sallie gave a faint, harsh laugh. "Oh, I understand you thoroughly,

mamma," she exclaimed. "You mean unless some common man like that Mr.

Kindelon should induce her to marry him. How awful such a thing would

be! I declare, the very thought of it is sickening! With that superb

fortune, too! I shouldn't be surprised if he had proposed already!

Perhaps she has only been preparing us gradually for the frightful news

that she has accepted him!"

But no such frightful news reached the Poughkeepsies, as day succeeded

day. Pauline went little into the fashionable throngs, which were at the

height of their winter gayeties. She soon quitted her Bond Street

residence for good, and secured a small basement-house on a side street

near Fifth Avenue, furnishing it with that speed in the way of luxurious

appointment which a plethoric purse so readily commands.

"I am quite prepared now," she said to Kindelon one morning, after

having received him in her new and lovely sitting-room, where everything

was unique and choice, from the charming chandelier of twisted silver to

the silken Japanese screen, rich with bird and flower in gold and

crimson. "Of course you understand what I mean."

He affected not to do so. "Prepared?" he repeated, with the gay gleam

slipping into his eyes. "For what?"

"My _salon_, of course."

"Oh," he said. "I confess that I suspected what you meant, though I was

not quite sure. I almost feared lest your resolution might have

undergone a change of late."

"And pray, why?" asked Pauline, raising her brows, with a little

imperious smile.

"You have not mentioned the project for surely a good fortnight," he

returned. "I had wondered whether or no it had weakened with you."

"It is stronger than ever," Pauline asseverated. She folded her hands in

her lap and tried to look excessively firm and resolute. She was always

particularly handsome when she tried to look thus; she was just slender

and feminine enough in type to make the assumption of strength, of

determination, especially becoming.

"Ah, very well," replied Kindelon, with one of his richly expressive

smiles. "Then I have a proposition to make you. It concerns an immediate

course of action on your part. Have you ever heard of Mrs. Hagar

Williamson Dares?"

Pauline burst into a laugh. "No. It sounds more like an affirmation than

a name--'Mrs. Hagar Williamson Dares.' One feels like saying, 'Does

she?' Don't think me irredeemably trifling, and please continue. Please

tell me, I mean, what remarkable things has this remarkably-named lady

done?"

"Nothing."

Pauline's face, full of a pleased anticipation, fell. "Nothing! How

tiresome!"

"I mean nothing remarkable," Kindelon went on, "in the luminously

intellectual sense. And yet she is a very extraordinary woman. At

twenty-five she was divorced from her husband."

Pauline shook her head troubledly. "That does not sound at all

promising."

"He was a dissolute wretch. The courts easily granted her a release from

him. At this time she was almost penniless. The question, as she had two

little children, naturally arose: 'How are we three to live?' She had

been reared in a New England home; her dead father had been a man of

extensive learning, and at one time the principal of a successful

school. Hagar had always had 'a taste for writing,' as we call it. She

began by doing criticisms for a New York journal of rather scholarly

tendency, whose editor had combined pity for her almost starving

condition with appreciation of her undoubted talents. But the prices

that the poor struggling young mother received were necessarily very

meagre. She became practical. She asked herself if there was no other

way of earning money by her pen. She soon discovered a way; it did not

require her to know about Diderot and Strauss and Spinoza, with all of

whose writings (and with many classics more of equal fame) she was

finely familiar; it simply required that she should lay aside every

vestige of literary pride and write _practically_. Good Heavens! what a

word that word 'practical' is in literature! You must tell the people

how to bake a pie, to cure a headache, to bleach a shirt, to speak the

truth, to clean silverware, to make a proposal of marriage. Mrs. Dares

did it in country letters, in city letters, in newspaper editorials, in

anonymous fine-print columns, in the back parts of fashion and household

magazines--and she does it still. For a number of years past she has

superintended a periodical of the popular sort, which I dare say you

have never heard of. The amount of work that she accomplishes is

enormous. A strong man would stagger under it, but this frail woman

(you'll think her frail when you see her) bears it with wondrous

endurance. Her life has been a terrible failure, looked at from one

point of view--for it is scarcely exaggeration to say that had she not

been handicapped by poverty in the beginning she might have swayed and

charmed her generation with great books. But from another point of view

her life has been a sublime success; she has trampled all aspiration

under foot, forsworn every impulse of honorable egotism, and toiled for

the maintenance of a home, for the education of her two daughters. They

are both grown up, now--girls who are themselves bread-winners like

their mother, and bearing their yoke of labor as cheerfully, though not

with the same splendid strength, as she. One is a school-teacher in a

well-known _kindergarten_ here, and one has become an artist of no

contemptible ability. Meanwhile Mrs. Dares has not merely established a

pleasant and refined household; she has caused to be diffused from it,

as a social centre, the warm radiations of a sweet, wholesome

hospitality. Like some of the high-born Fifth Avenue leaders of fashion,

she has her 'evenings.' But they are of a totally different character.

They are not 'select;' I don't claim that grace for them. And yet they

are very interesting, very typical. Some shabby people meet

there--shabby, I mean, in mental ways no less than in character and

costume. But the prevailing element is of a higher order than they.

Anyone whom Mrs. Dares believes to be an earnest worker in the field of

letters will have no difficulty about gaining her favor. I think she

would rather greet in her rooms some threadbare young poet who had

published at his own expense a slim little volume of poems possessing

distinct merit and having received the snubs of both critics and public,

than welcome some rich and successful writer whose real claim upon

recognition she honestly doubted. And for this reason she makes

mistakes. I have no doubt she is aware of making them. When we search

the highways and hedges for cases of deserving charity, we cannot but

light upon at least an occasional impostor--to put the matter as

optimistically as possible. And now let me tell you that if my mighty

explanatory outburst has roused your desire to meet Mrs. Dares, the

opportunity to do so lies well within your reach."

"How?" said Pauline. And then, as if abashed by the brusque abruptness

of her own question, she added, with a little penitent nod: "Oh, yes;

you mean that she has kindly consented to let you bring her here."

"Not at all," said Kindelon. "It is true that she goes about a good

deal. Her position as a journalist gives her, of course, the _entree_ to

many theatres, and as she is passionately fond of the drama, her face is

seldom missed on a _premiere_ at any reputable house--Daly's, the Union

Square, the Madison Square, or Wallack's. She takes delight, too, in

appearing at the entertainments of her various friends, and she always

does so clad elegantly, richly, but without a shadow of ostentatious

display. On these occasions her society is eagerly sought. I have

sometimes wondered why; for her conversation, though invariably full of

sound sense and pithy acumen, lacks the cheerful play of humor which is

so widely demanded to generate anything like popularity wherever men and

women are socially met. But she is very popular, and I suppose it is her

striking simplicity, her gift of always being sincerely and unaffectedly

_herself_, which has made her so. Still, for all this gregarious

impulse, if I may thus name it, I do not believe she would take the

first step, where you are concerned, to establish an acquaintance."

"And for what reason?" asked Pauline. Her tones, while she put this

query, were full of a hurt bewilderment. Kindelon seemed to muse for a

brief space; and any such unconversational mood was rare, as we know,

with his mercurial lightsomeness of manner. "She would be sensitive," he

presently said, "about making an advance of this sort."

"Of this sort?" repeated Pauline, with a somewhat irritated inflection.

"Of what sort?"

Her companion watched her with fixity for a moment. Then he raised his

large forefinger, and slowly shook it, with admonitory comedy of

gesture. "You must not tell me that you don't understand," he said.

"Put yourself in this lady's place. Suppose that you, in spite of fine

brains and noble character, lacked the social standing"--

Pauline broke in quite hotly at this. Her eyes had taken a quick

sparkle, and the color was flying rosy and pure into her fair face.

"Pshaw!" she exclaimed. "It is not any question of social standing. I

want to know these people"--She suddenly paused, as though her tongue

had betrayed her into some regrettable and unseemly phrase. "I want to

pass," she continued more slowly, "from an aimless world into one of

thought and sense. Mrs. Dares is prominent in this other world. From

what you say I should judge that she is a very representative and

influential spirit there. Why should she not be benign and gracious

enough to seek me here? Why should she require that I shall emphatically

pay her my court? Your description makes me glad and happy to know her.

If she learned this, would she hold aloof from any absurd scruples about

a disparity in social standing?--Well, if she did," declared Pauline,

who by this time was quite excitedly flushed and fluttered, "then I

should say that you had over-painted her virtues and too flatteringly

concealed her faults!"

Kindelon threw back his head, as she finished, and laughed with such

heartiness that more of his strong white teeth were transiently visible

than would have pleased a strict judge of decorum.

"Oh, how amusing you are!" he cried. "You are really superb and don't

perceive it!--Well," he proceeded, growing graver, "I suppose you would

be far less so if you had the vaguest inkling of it. Now, pray listen.

Does it enter your conscience at all that you are disguising a kind of

royal patronage and condescension behind a gentle and saint-like

humility? No--of course it doesn't. But, my dear lady, this is

unequivocally true. You scoff at social standing, and yet you

complacently base yourself upon it. You want to desert all your old

tenets, and yet you keep a kind of surreptitious clasp about them. You

would not for the world be considered a person who cared for the

aristocratic purple, and yet you wrap it round you in the most illogical

fashion. Mrs. Dares has her evenings; to-night is one of them. You, as

yet, have no evenings; your _salon_ is still in embryo. You want to

affiliate with her, to be one of her set, her surroundings, her _monde_.

And yet you quietly bid her to your house, as though she were proposing

your co-operation, your support, your intimacy, and not you hers!"

Pauline, with perhaps a deepened tinge of color in her cheeks, was

staring at the floor when Kindelon ended. And from beneath her gown came

the impatient little tap of a nervous foot. After an interval of

silence, during which her friend's gaze watched her with a merry

vivacity of expression, she slowly lifted her shapely blond head, and

answered in grave, even saddened tones,--

"Then my _salon_ is to be a failure?--an unrealizable castle in Spain?"

"Oh, no," promptly said Kindelon, with one of those sympathetic laughs

which belonged among his elusive fascinations. "By no means--unless you

so will it."

"But I don't will it," said Pauline.

"Very well. Then it will be a castle in--in New York. That sounds

tangible enough, surely. It is the first step that counts, and you have

only to take your first step. It will certainly look much better to know

some of your courtiers before you ascend your throne. And meanwhile it

would be far more discreet to cultivate an acquaintance with your

probable prime minister."

"All of which means--?" she said.

"That you had best let me accompany you to Mrs. Dares's house this

evening."

"But I am not invited!" exclaimed Pauline.

"Oh yes, you are," said Kindelon, with easy security in the jocund

contradiction. "Miss Cora, the youngest daughter of Mrs. Dares, told me

last night that she and her mother would both be very glad to have you

come."

There was a momentary intonation in Kindelon's voice that struck his

listener as oddly unexpected. "So you have already spoken of me?" she

said lingeringly, and looking at him with more intentness than she

herself knew of.

"Yes," he replied, with a certain speed, and with tones that were not

just set in an unembarrassed key. "I go there now and then."

"And you have mentioned me to Mrs. Dares?"

"Yes--more than once, I think. She knows that you may be induced to come

this evening."

His glance, usually so direct, had managed to avoid Pauline's, which was

then very direct indeed.

"Tell me," Pauline said, after another silence had somehow made itself

felt between them. "Are you a very good friend of this girl--Miss Cora?"

He returned her look then, but with an unwonted vacillation of his

own--or so she chose to think.

"Yes," he responded, fluently frank, as it seemed. "We are very good

friends--excellent friends, I may say. You will find her quite as

charming, in a different way, as her mother. I mean, of course, if you

will go with me this evening--or any future evening."

Pauline put forth her hand, and laid it for an instant on his

full-moulded arm.

"I will go with you this evening," she said.

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