LOVE PATCHES
Cummins returned the next day--not that his work among the wild
trappers to the south was finished, but because he had suffered a hurt
in falling from a slippery ledge. When Jan, from his wood-chopping in
the edge of the forest, saw the team race up to the little cabin and a
strange Cree half carry the wounded man through the door, he sped
swiftly across the open with visions of new misfortune before him.
What he saw when he reached the door was reassuring. Cummins was upon
his knees beside the cot, his big shoulders hunched over, and Mélisse
was welcoming him with her whole vocabulary of sound. The injury to
Cummins' leg was not serious; and not being serious, it was accepted as
a special incident of Providence by Jan, for the new thoughts that had
come into his head were causing him great uneasiness.
He lost no time in revealing his fears, after Maballa had been sent to
the factor's wife. With graphic gesture he told of what had happened.
Cummins hobbled to the door to look upon the wallows in the snow, and
hobbled back to the table when Jan ran there in excited imitation of
the way in which he had found the little Mélisse in Maballa's sling.
"She ees ceevilize!" finished Jan hotly. "She ees not papoose! She mus'
be lak--HER!" His great eyes shone, and Cummins felt a thickening in
his throat as he looked into them and saw what the boy meant. "Maballa
mak papoose out of Mélisse. She grow--know not'ing, lak papoose, talk
lak papoose--"
Jan's feelings overwhelmed his tongue. His shining hair rumpled thickly
about his face as he leaned anxiously toward Cummins; and Cummins, in
turn, stared down in dumb perplexity upon the joyful kickings and
wrigglings of the growing problem.
"Ees she not ceevilize?" demanded Jan ecstatically, bending his black
head over her. "Ah, ze sweet Mélisse!"
"Yes, she must be like HER, Jan--just as good and just as sweet and
just as beautiful," interrupted Cummins gently.
There was a quick intaking of his breath as he hobbled back to his own
cot, leaving Jan at play with the baby.
That night, in the dim, sputtering glow of an oil-lamp, John Cummins
and Jan Thoreau solemnly set to work to thrash out the great problem
that had suddenly entered into their existence. To these two there was
no element of humor in what they were doing, for into their keeping had
been given a thing for which God had not schemed them. The woman, had
she been there, would have laughed at them, and in a dozen gentle
breaths might have told them all that the world held in secret between
mother and child; but, leaving them, she had passed on to them
something that was life, like herself, and yet mystery.
Had fate given Maballa to Mélisse for a mother there would have been no
mystery. She would have developed as naturally as a wolf-whelp or a
lynx-kitten, a savage breath of life in a savage world, waxing fat in
snow-baths, arrow-straight in papoose-slings, a moving, natural thing
in a desolation to which generations and centuries of forebears had
given it birthright. But Mélisse was like her mother. In the dreams of
the two who were planning out her fate, she was to be a reincarnation
of her mother. That dream left a ray of comfort in Cummins' breast when
his wife died. It stirred happy visions within Jan. And it ended with a
serious shock when Maballa brought into their mental perspective of
things the possibilities of environment.
So far as Cummins knew, there was not a white woman nearer than Fort
Churchill, two hundred miles away. In all that region he knew of only
two full-white men, and they were Williams and himself. The baby
Mélisse was hopelessly lost in a world of savagery; honest, loyal,
big-souled savagery--but savagery for all that, and the thought of it
brought the shadows of fear and foreboding to the two into whose lives
the problem had just come.
Long into the night they talked seriously of the matter, while Mélisse
slept; and the longer they talked, the greater loomed the problem
before them. Cummins fancied that he already began to see signs of the
transformation in Mélisse. She was passionately fond of the gaudy
things Maballa gave her, which was a sign of savagery. She was charmed
by confinement in the papoose-sling, which was another sign of it; and
she had not died in the snow-wallows--which was still another.
So far back as he could remember, Cummins had never come into
finger-touch of a white baby. Jan was as blissfully ignorant; so they
determined upon immediate and strenuous action. Maballa would be
ceaselessly watched and checked at every turn. The Indian children
would not be allowed to come near Mélisse. They two--John Cummins and
Jan Thoreau--would make her like the woman who slept under the sentinel
spruce.
"She ees ceevilize," said Jan with finality, "an' we mus' keep her
ceevilize!"
Cummins counted back gravely upon his fingers. The little Mélisse was
four months and eighteen days old!
"To-morrow we will make her one of those things with wheels--like the
baby-wagons they have in the South," he said. "She must not go in the
papoose-slings!"
"An' I will teach her ze museek," whispered Jan, his eyes glowing.
"That ees ceevilize!"
Suddenly an eager light came into Cummins' face, and he pointed to a
calico-covered box standing upon end in a corner of the room.
"There are the books--HER books, Jan," he said softly, the trembling
thrill of inspiration in his voice. He limped across the room, dropped
upon his knees before the box, and drew back the curtain. Jan knelt
beside him. "They were HER books," he repeated. There was a sobbing
catch in his throat, and his head fell a little upon his breast.
"Now--we will give them--to Mélisse."
He drew the books out, one by one, his fingers trembling and his breath
coming quickly as he touched them--a dozen worn, dusty things, holding
within them more than John Cummins would ever know of the woman he had
lost. These volumes of dead voices had come with her into the
wilderness from that other world she had known. They breathed the
pathos of her love from out of their ragged pages, mended in a hundred
places to keep them from falling into utter ruin. Slowly the man
gathered them against his breast, and held them there silently, as he
might have held the woman, fighting hard to keep back his grief.
Jan thrust a hand deeper into the box, and brought forth something
else--a few magazines and papers, as ragged and worn as the books. In
these other treasures there were pictures--pictures of the things in
civilization, which Jan had never seen, and which were too wonderful
for him to comprehend at first. His eyes burned excitedly as he held up
a gaudily covered fashion paper to John Cummins.
"Theese are picture for Mélisse!" he whispered tensely. "We teach
her--we show her--we mak her know about ceevilize people!"
Cummins replaced the books, one at a time, and each he held tenderly
for a moment, wiping and blowing away the dust gathered upon it. At the
last one of all, which was more ragged and worn than the others, he
gazed for a long time. It was a little Bible, his wife's Bible,
finger-worn, patched, pathetic in its poverty. The man gulped hard.
"She loved this, Jan," he said huskily. "She loved this worn, old book
more than anything else, and little Mélisse must love it also. Mélisse
must be a Christian."
"Ah, yes, ze leetle Mélisse mus' love ze great God!" said Jan softly.
Cummins rose to his feet and stood for a moment looking at the sleeping
baby.
"A missionary is coming over from Fort Churchill to talk to our
trappers when they come in. She shall be baptized!"
Like a cat Jan was on his feet, his eyes flashing, his long, thin
fingers clenched, his body quivering with a terrible excitement.
"No--no--not baptize by missioner!" he cried. "She shall be good, an'
love ze great God, but not baptize by missioner! No--no--no!"
Cummins turned upon him in astonishment. Before him Jan Thoreau stood
for a minute like one gone mad, his whole being consumed in a passion
terrible to look upon. Lithe giant of muscle and, fearlessness that he
was, Cummins involuntarily drew back a step, and the mainspring of
instinct within him prompted him to lift a hand, as if to ward off a
leaping thing from his breast.
Jan noted the backward step, the guarded uplift of hand, and with an
agonized cry he buried his face in his hands. In another instant he had
turned, and, before Cummins' startled voice found words, had opened the
door and run out into the night. The man saw him darting swiftly toward
the forest, and called to him, but there was no response.
There was a hot fire burning in Jan's brain, a blazing, writhing
contortion of things that brought a low moaning from his lips. He ran
tirelessly and swiftly until he sank down upon the snow in a silent
place far from where he had left John Cummins. His eyes still blazed
with their strange fire upon the desolation about him, his fingers
clenched and unclenched themselves, digging their nails into his flesh,
and he spoke softly to himself, over and over again, the name of the
little Mélisse.
Painting itself each instant more plainly through the tumult of his
emotions was what Jan had come to know as the picture in his brain.
Shadowy and indistinct at first, in pale, elusive lines of mental
fabric, he saw the picture growing; and in its growth he saw first the
soft, sweet outlines of a woman's face, and then great luring eyes,
dark like his own--and before these eyes, which gazed upon him with
overwhelming love, all else faded away from before Jan Thoreau. The
fire went out of his eyes, his fingers relaxed, and after a little
while he got up out of the snow, shivering, and went back to the cabin.
Cummins asked no questions. He looked at Jan from his cot, and watched
the boy silently as he undressed and went to bed; and in the morning
the whole incident passed from his mind. The intangible holds but
little fascination for the simple folk who live under the Arctic
Circle. Their struggle is with life, their joys are in its achievement,
in their constant struggle to keep life running strong and red within
them. Such an existence of solitude and of strife with nature leaves
small room for curiosity. So the nature of John Cummins led him to
forget what had happened, as he would have forgotten the senseless
running away of a sledge-dog, and its subsequent return. He saw no
tragedy, and no promise of tragedy, in the thing that had occurred.
There was no recurrence of the strange excitement in Jan. He gave no
hint of it in word or action, and the thing seemed to be forgotten
between the two.
The education of the little Mélisse began at once, while the post was
still deserted. It began, first of all, with Maballa. She stared dumbly
and with shattered faith at these two creatures who told her of
wonderful things in the upbringing of a child--things of which she had
never so much as heard rumor before. Her mother instincts were aroused,
but with Cree stoicism she made no betrayal of them.
The leather-tanned immobility of her face underwent no whit of change
when Cummins solemnly declared that the little Mélisse was about to
begin teething. She sat grimly and watched them in silence when between
them, upon a bearskin stretched on the floor, they tried vainly to
persuade Mélisse to use her feet.
It was great fun for Mélisse, and she enjoyed it immensely; so that as
the days passed, and the post still remained deserted, John Cummins and
Jan Thoreau spent much of their time upon their knees. In their eyes,
the child's progress was remarkable. They saw in her an unceasing
physical growth, and countless symptoms of forthcoming mental
development. She delighted to pull the strings of Jan's violin, which
was an unmistakable token of her musical genius. She went into
ecstasies over the gaudy plates in the fashion paper. She fingered them
in suggestive and inquiring silence, or with still more suggestive
grunts, and made futile efforts to eat them, which was the greatest
token of all.
Weeks passed, and Williams came in from the southern forests. Mukee
followed him from the edge of the barrens. Per-ee returned from the
Eskimo people, three-quarters starved and with half of his dogs stolen.
From the north, east, west, and south the post's fur-rangers trailed
back. Life was resumed. There was a softness in the air, a growing
warmth in the midday sun. The days of the big change were near. And
when they came, John Cummins and Jan Thoreau, of all the factor's
people, wore patches at their knee.