CHAPTER XXIV.

THE CUT DIRECT.

"Well, mother," Miss Wenna said deliberately after he had gone, "I never

did see you so thoroughly enjoy a whole day."

"I was thinking the same about you, Wenna," the mother answered with an

amused look.

"That is true enough, mother," the girl confessed in her simple way. "He

is so good-natured, so full of spirits and careless, that one gets quite

as careless and happy as himself. It is a great comfort, mother, to be

with anybody who doesn't watch the meaning of every expression you use:

don't you think so? And I hope I wasn't rude: do you think I was rude?"

"Why, child, I don't think you could be rude to a fox that was eating

your chickens. You would ask him to take a chair and not hurry himself."

"Well, I must write to Mabyn now," Wenna said with a business-like air,

"and thank her for posting me this Prayer-book. I suppose she didn't

know I had my small one with me."

She took up the book, for she was sitting on the chair that Harry

Trelyon had just vacated. She had no sooner done so than she caught

sight of the sheet of paper with the dried flower and the inscription in

Mabyn's handwriting. She stared, with something of a look of fear on her

face. "Mother," she said in quite an altered voice, "did you notice if

Mr. Trelyon was looking at this Prayer-book?"

"I don't know, I'm sure," Mrs. Rosewarne said. "I should think he went

over every book on the table."

The girl said nothing, but she took the book in her hand and carried it

up to her own room. She stood for a moment irresolute: then she took the

sheet of paper with the flowers on it, and tore it in a hundred pieces

and threw them into the empty grate. Then she cried a little, as a girl

must; and finally went down again and wrote a letter to Mabyn which

rather astonished that young lady.

"MY DEAR MABYN" (so the letter ran): I am exceedingly angry with

you. I did not think you were capable of such folly: I might call

it by a worse name if I thought you really meant what you seem to

mean. I have just torn up the worthless scrap of flower you so

carefully preserved for me into a thousand pieces; but you will be

glad to know that in all probability Mr. Trelyon saw it on the

paper, and the initials too which you put there. I cannot tell you

how pained and angry I am. If he did place that flower

intentionally among the primroses, it was most impertinent of him;

but he is often impertinent in joking. What must he think of me

that I should seem to have taken this seriously, and treasured up

that miserable and horrid piece of weed, and put his initials below

it, and the important date? You put thoughts into my head that

cover me with shame. I should not be fit to live if I were what you

take me to be. If I thought there was another human being in the

world who could imagine or suspect what you apparently desire, I

would resolve this moment never to see Mr. Trelyon again; and much

harm that would do either him or me! But I am too proud to think

that any one could imagine such a thing. Nor did I expect that to

come from my own sister, who ought to know what my true relations

are with regard to Mr. Trelyon. I like him very much, as I told him

to his face two days before we left Eglosilyan; _and that will

show you what our relations are_. I think he is a very frank,

generous and good young man, and a clever and cheerful companion;

and my mother has to-day to thank him for about the pleasantest

little trip she has ever enjoyed. But as for your wishing me to

preserve a flower that he sent, or that you think he sent to me,

why, I feel my face burning at the thought of what you suggest. And

what can I say to him now, supposing he has seen it? Can I tell him

that my own sister thought such things of me? Perhaps, after all,

the simplest way to set matters right will be for me to break off

the acquaintance altogether; and that will show him whether I was

likely to have treasured up a scrap of London pride in my

Prayer-book.

"I am your loving sister,

"WENNA ROSEWARNE."

Meanwhile, Harry Trelyon was walking up and down the almost empty

thoroughfare by the side of the sea, the stars overhead shining clearly

in the dark night, the dimly-seen waves falling monotonously on the

shelving beach. "To keep a flower, that is nothing," he was saying to

himself. "All girls do that, no matter who gives it to them. I suppose

she has lots more, all with the proper initials and date attached."

It was not an agreeable reflection; he turned to other matters: "If she

were to care for me a little bit, would it be mean of me to try to carry

her off from that man? Is it possible that he has the same feeling for

her that I have? In that case it would be mean. Now, when I think of

her, the whole world seems filled with her presence somehow, and

everything is changed. When I hear the sea in the morning I think of

her, and wonder where she is; when I see a fine day I hope she is

enjoying it somewhere; the whole of Penzance has become magical. It is

no longer the same town. I used to come to it and never see it in the

old days, when one was busy about stables and the pilchard fishing and

the reports of the quarries. Now the whole of Penzance has got a sort of

charm in it since Wenna Rosewarne has come to it. I look at the houses,

and wonder if the people inside know anybody fit to compare with her;

and one becomes grateful to the good weather for shining round about her

and making her happy. I suppose the weather knows what she deserves."

Then he began to argue the question as to whether it would be fair and

honorable to seek to take away from another man the woman who had

pledged herself to marry him; and of course an easy and definite

decision is sure to be arrived at when counsel on both sides and jury

and judges sitting _in banco_ are all one person, who conducts and

closes the case as it suits himself. He began by assuming such facts as

suited his arguments, and ended by selecting and confirming such

arguments as suited himself. Wenna Rosewarne cared nothing for Mr.

Roscorla. She would be miserable if she married him: her own sister was

continually hinting as much. Mr. Roscorla cared nothing for her except

in so far as she might prove a pretty housewife for him. The selfishness

that would sacrifice for its own purposes a girl's happiness was of a

peculiarly despicable sort which ought to be combated, and deserved no

mercy. Therefore, and because of all these things, Harry Trelyon was

justified in trying to win Wenna Rosewarne's love.

One by one the people who had been strolling up and down the dark

thoroughfare left it: he was almost alone now. He walked along to the

house in which the Rosewarnes were. There was no light in any of the

windows. But might she not be sitting up there by herself, looking out

on the starlit heavens and listening to the waves? He wished to be able

to say good-night to her once more.

How soon might she be up and out on the morrow? Early in the morning,

when the young day was rising over the gray sea, and the sea-winds

coming freshly in as if they were returning from the cold night? If he

could but see her at daybreak, with all the world asleep around them,

and with only themselves to watch the growing wonders of the dawn, might

not he say something to her then that she would not be vexed to hear,

and persuade her that a new sort of life lay before her if she would

only enter it along with him? That was the notion that he continually

dwelt on for self-justification when he happened to take the trouble to

justify himself. The crisis of this girl's life was approaching. Other

errors might be retrieved--that one, once committed, never. If he could

only see her now, this is what he would say: "We can only live but once,

Wenna; and this for us two would be life--our only chance of it.

Whatever else may happen, that is no matter: let us make sure of this

one chance, and face the future together--you full of sweetness and

trust, I having plenty of courage for both. We will treat objectors and

objections as they may arise--afterward: perhaps they will be prudent

and keep out of our way." And indeed he convinced himself that this,

and this only, was Wenna Rosewarne's chance of securing happiness for

her life, assuming, in a way, that he had love as well as courage

sufficient for both.

He was early up next morning and down on the promenade, but the day was

not likely to tempt Wenna to come out just then. A gray fog hung over

land and sea, the sea itself being a dull, leaden plain. Trelyon walked

about, however, talking to everybody, as was his custom; and everybody

said the fog would clear and a fine day follow. This, in fact, happened,

and still Wenna did not make her appearance. The fog over the sea seemed

to separate itself into clouds: there was a dim, yellow light in the

breaks. These breaks widened: there was a glimmer of blue. Then on the

leaden plain a glare of white light fell, twinkling in innumerable stars

on the water. Everything promised a clear, bright day.

As a last resource he thought he would go and get Juliott Penaluna, and

persuade that young lady to come and be introduced to the Rosewarnes. At

first Miss Penaluna refused point-blank. She asked him how he could

expect her to do such a thing. But then her cousin Harry happened to be

civil, and indeed kind, in his manner to her, and when he was in one of

those moods there was nothing she could refuse him. She went and got

ready with an air of resignation on her comely face.

"Mind, Harry, I am not responsible," she said when she came back. "I am

afraid I shall get into awful trouble about it."

"And who will interfere?" said the young man, just as if he were looking

about for some one anxious to be thrown from the top of the tower on St.

Michael's Mount.

"I shall be accused of conniving with you, you know; and I think I am

very good-natured to do so much for you, Harry."

"I think you are, Jue: you are a thoroughly good sort of girl when you

like to be--that's a fact. And now you will see whether what I have said

about Miss Rosewarne is all gammon or not."

"My poor boy, I wouldn't say a word against her for the world. Do I want

my head wrenched off? But if any one says anything to me about what I

may do to-day, I shall have to tell the truth; and do you know what that

is, Harry? I do really believe you are in love with that girl, past all

argument; and there never was one of your family who would listen to

reason. I know quite well what you will do. If she cares ever so little

for you, you will marry her in spite of everybody, and probably against

her own wish: if she doesn't care for you, you will revenge yourself on

the happy man of her choice, and probably murder him. Well, it isn't my

fault. I know what your mother will say."

"Ah, you don't know, Jue, what my mother thinks of her," he said

confidently.

"Oh yes, mothers think very well of a girl until they discover that she

is going to marry their son."

"Oh, stuff! why the inconsistency--"

"It is the privilege of women to be inconsistent, Harry. Your mother

will detest that girl if you try to marry her."

"I don't care."

"Of course not. No man of your family cares for anything that interferes

with his own wishes. I suppose there's no use in my trying to show you

what a fearful amount of annoyance and trouble you are preparing for

yourself?"

"None. I'll take it as it comes: I'm not afraid."

They got down to the promenade; the forenoon was now bright and

cheerful; a good many folks had come out to enjoy the sunlight and the

cool sea-breeze. Miss Juliott was not at all disinclined to walk there

with her handsome cousin, though he had forgotten his gloves and was

clearly not paying her very special attention.

"Jue," he said suddenly, "I can see Miss Rosewarne right at the end of

this road: can't you?"

"I haven't got the eyes of a hawk, you stupid boy!" his cousin said.

"Oh, but I can recognize her dress a dozen times as far away. These are

her pet colors at present--a soft cream-color and black, with bits of

dark red. Can you see now?"

"I never saw you pay the least attention before to a lady's dress."

"Because you don't know how _she_ dresses," he said proudly.

She was coming along the Parade all alone.

"Well, it _is_ a pretty dress," Miss Juliott said, "and I like the look

of her face, Harry. You can't expect one girl to say any more than that

of another girl, can you?"

"This is a very nice way of being able to introduce you," he said. "I

suppose you will be able to chaperon each other afterward, when her

mother isn't able to go out?"

Wenna was coming quietly along, apparently rather preoccupied. Sometimes

she looked out, with her dark, earnest and yet wistful eyes, at the

great plain of water quivering in the sunshine: she paid little heed to

the people who went by. When at length she did see Harry Trelyon, she

was quite near him, and she had just time to glance for a moment at his

companion. The next moment--he could not tell how it all happened--she

passed him with a slight bow of recognition, courteous enough, but

nothing more. There was no especial look of friendliness in her eyes.

He stood there rather bewildered.

"That is about as good as the cut direct, Harry," his cousin said. "Come

along--don't stand there."

"Oh, but there's some mistake, Jue," he said.

"A girl never does a thing of that sort by mistake. Either she is vexed

with you for walking with me--and that is improbable, for I doubt

whether she saw me--or she thinks the ardor of your acquaintance should

be moderated; and there I should agree with her. You don't seem so vexed

as one might have expected, Harry."

"Vexed!" he said. "Why, can't you tell by that girl's face that she

could do nothing capricious or unkind? Of course she has a reason; and I

will find it out."

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