HALF FREE.

Autumn faded, and the long winter of the Jura came on, without bringing

changes of any importance to the prisoners--unless it were that, in

addition to the wood-fire, which scarcely kept up the warmth of life in

their bodies, they were allowed a stove. This indulgence was not in

answer to any request of theirs. Toussaint early discovered that Rubaut

would grant nothing that was asked for, but liked to bestow a favour

spontaneously, now and then. This was a clear piece of instruction; by

which, however, Mars Plaisir was slow to profit. Notwithstanding his

master's explanations and commands, and his own promises, fervently

given when they were alone, he could never see the Commandant without

pouting out all his complaints, and asking for everything relating to

external comfort that his master had been accustomed to at Pongaudin. A

stove, not being among the articles of furniture there, was not asked

for; and thus this one comfort was not intercepted by being named.

Books were another. Mars Plaisir had been taught to read and write in

one of the public schools in the island; but his tastes did not lie in

the direction of literature; and he rarely remembered that he possessed

the accomplishment of being able to read, except when circumstances

called upon him to boast of his country and his race. Books were

therefore brought, two at a time, with the Commandant's compliments; two

at a time, for the rule of treating the prisoners as equals was exactly

observed. This civility brought great comfort to Toussaint--the

greatest except solitude. He always chose to suppose that Mars Plaisir

was reading when he held a book: and he put a book into his hands daily

when he opened his own. Many an hour did he thus obtain for the

indulgence of his meditations; and while his servant was wondering how

he could see to read by the dim light which came in at the window--more

dim each day, as the snow-heap there rose higher--or by the fitful flame

of the fire, his thoughts were far away, beating about amidst the

struggle then probably going on in Saint Domingo; or exploring, with

wonder and sorrow, the narrow and darkened passages of that mind which

he had long taken to be the companion of his own; or springing forward

into the future, and reposing in serene faith on the condition of his

people when, at length, they should possess their own souls, and have

learned to use their human privileges. Many a time did Mars Plaisir,

looking off from a volume of the Philosophical Dictionary, which yielded

no amusement to him, watch the bright smile on his master's face, and

suppose it owing to the jokes in the Racine he held, when that smile

arose from pictures formed within of the future senates, schools,

courts, and virtuous homes, in which his dusky brethren would hereafter

be exercising and securing their lights. Not ungratefully did he use

his books the while. He read and enjoyed; but his greatest obligations

to them were for the suggestions they afforded, the guidance they

offered to his thoughts to regions amidst which his prison and his

sufferings were forgotten.

At times, the servant so far broke through his habitual deference for

his master as to fling down his book upon the table, and then beg

pardon, saying that they should both go mad if they did not make some

noise. When he saw the snow falling perpetually, noiseless as the dew,

he longed for the sheeted rains of his own winter, splashing as if to

drown the land. Here, there was only the eternal drip, drip, which his

ear was weary of months ago.

"Cannot you fancy it rain-drops falling from a palm-leaf? Shut your

eyes and try," said his master.

It would not do. Mars Plaisir complained that the Commandant had

promised that this drip should cease when the frosts of winter came.

"So it might, but for our stove. But then our ears would have been

frozen up, too. We should have been underground by this time--which

they say we are not now, though it is hard, sometimes to believe them.

However, we shall hear something by-and-by that will drown the drip.

Among these mountains, there must be thunder. In the summer, Mars

Plaisir, we may hear thunder."

"In the summer!" exclaimed Mars Plaisir, covering his face with his

hands.

"That is, not you, but I. I hope they will let you out long before the

summer."

"Does your Excellency hope so?" cried Mars Plaisir, springing to his

feet.

"Certainly, my poor fellow. The happiest news I expect ever to hear is

that you are to be released: and this news I do expect to hear. They

will not let you go home, to tell where I am; but they will take you out

of this place."

"Oh, your Excellency! if you think so, would your Excellency be pleased

to speak for me--to ask the Commandant to let me out? If you will tell

him that my rheumatism will not let me sleep--I do not want to go home--

I do not want to leave your Excellency, except for your Excellency's

good. I would say all I could for you, and kneel to the First Consul;

and, if they would not set you free, I would--" Here his voice faltered,

but he spoke the words--"I would come back into your Excellency's

service in the summer--when I had got cured of my rheumatism. If you

would speak a word to the Commandant!"

"I would, if I were not sure of injuring you by doing so. Do you not

see that nothing is to be granted us that we ask for? Speak not another

word of liberty, and you may have it. Ask for it, and you are here for

life--or for my life. Remember!"

Mars Plaisir stood deep in thought.

"You have never asked for your liberty?" said his master. "No. I knew

that, for my sake, you had not. Has no one ever mentioned liberty to

you? I understand," he continued, seeing an expression of confusion in

the poor fellow's face. "Do not tell me anything; only hear me. If

freedom should be offered to you, take it. It is my wish--it is my

command. Is there more wood? None but this?"

"None but this damp wood that chokes us with smoke. They send us the

worst wood--the green, damp wood that the poorest of the whites in the

castle will not use," cried Mars Plaisir, striving to work off his

emotions in a fit of passion. He kicked the unpromising log into the

fireplace as he exclaimed--

"They think the worst of everything good enough for us, because we are

blacks. Oh! oh!" Here his wrath was aggravated by a twinge of

rheumatism. "They think anything good enough for blacks."

"Let them think so," said his master, kindly. "God does not. God did

not think so when He gave us the soil of Africa, and the sun of Saint

Domingo. When he planted the gardens of the world with palms, it was

for the blacks. When He spread the wide shade of the banyan, He made a

tent for the blacks. When He filled the air with the scent of the

cinnamon and the cacao, was it not for the blacks to enjoy the

fragrance? Has He not given them music? Has he not given them love and

a home? What has He not given them? Let the whites think of us as they

will! They shall be welcome to a share of what God gave the blacks,

though they return us nothing better than wet wood, to warm us among

their snows."

"It is true," said Mars Plaisir, his complacency completely

restored--"God thinks nothing too good for the blacks. I will tell the

First Consul so, if--"

"The First Consul would rather hear something else from you: and you

know, Mars Plaisir, the whites laugh at us for our boastings. However,

tell the First Consul what you will."

Again was Mars Plaisir silenced, and his countenance confused.

Perpetually, from this hour did he drop words which showed an

expectation of seeing the First Consul--words which were never noticed

by his master. Every time that the increasing weakness and pain under

which Toussaint suffered forced themselves on his servant's

observation--whenever the skeleton hands were rubbed in his own, to

relieve cramps and restore warmth; or the friendly office was returned,

in spite of the shame and confusion of the servant at finding himself

thus served--with every drift of snow which blocked up the window--and

every relaxation of frost, which only increased the worse evil of the

damp--Mars Plaisir avowed or muttered the persuasive things he would say

to the First Consul.

Toussaint felt too much sympathy to indulge in much contempt for his

companion. He, too, found it hard to be tortured with cramps, and wrung

by spasms--to enjoy no respite from vexations of body and spirit. He,

too, found the passage to the grave weary and dreary. And, as for an

interview with Bonaparte, for how long had this been his first desire!

How distinctly had it of late been the reserve of his hope! Reminding

himself, too, of the effects on the wretched of an indefinite hope, such

as the unsettled mind and manners of his servant convinced him, more and

more, had been held out--he could not, in the very midst of scenes of

increasing folly and passion, despise poor Mars Plaisir. He mistrusted

him, however, and with a more irksome mistrust continually, while he

became aware that Mars Plaisir was in the habit of lamenting Saint

Domingo chiefly for the sake of naming Christophe and Dessalines, the

companies in the mornes, the fever among the whites, and whatever might

be most likely to draw his master into conversation on the hopes and

resources of the blacks. He became more and more convinced that the

weakness of his companion was practised upon, and possibly his

attachment to his master, by promises of good to both, on condition of

information furnished. He was nearly certain that he had once heard the

door of the cell closed gently, as he was beginning to awake, in the

middle of the night; and he was quite sure that he one day saw Mars

Plaisir burn a note, as he replenished the fire, while he thought his

master was busy reading. Not even these mysterious proceedings could

make Toussaint feel anything worse than sorrowing pity for Mars Plaisir.

The Commandant had ceased to visit his prisoners. During the rest of

the winter, he never came. He sent books occasionally, but less

frequently. The supply of firewood was gradually diminished; and so was

the quantity of food. The ailments of the prisoners were aggravated,

from day-to-day; and if the Commandant had favoured them with his

presence, he would have believed that he saw two dusky shadows amidst

the gloom of their cell, rather than men.

One morning, Toussaint awoke, slowly and with difficulty, from a sleep

which appeared to have been strangely sound for one who could not move a

limb without pain, and who rarely, therefore, slept for many minutes

together. It must have been strangely long, too; for the light was as

strong as it had ever been at noon in this dim cell. Before he rose,

Toussaint felt that there was sunshine in the air; and the thought that

spring was come, sent a gleam of pleasure through his spirit. It was

true enough. As he stood before the window, something like a shadow

might be seen on the floor. No sky--not a shred the breadth of his

hand--was to be seen. For six months past, he had behold neither cloud,

nor star, nor the flight of a bird. But, casting a glance up to the

perpendicular rock opposite, he saw that it faintly reflected sunshine.

He saw, moreover, something white moving--some living creature upon this

rock. It was a young kid, standing upon a point or ledge imperceptible

below--by its action, browsing upon some vegetation which could not be

seen so far-off.

"Mars Plaisir! Mars Plaisir!" cried Toussaint. "Spring is come! The

world is alive again, even here. Mars Plaisir!" There was no answer.

"He has slept deeply and long, like myself," said he, going, however,

into the darker corner of the cell where Mars Plaisir's bed was laid.

The straw was there, but no one was on it. The stove was warm, but

there was no fire in the fireplace. The small chest allowed for the

prisoners' clothes was gone--everything was gone but the two volumes in

which they had been reading the night before. Toussaint shook these

books, to see if any note had been hidden in them. He explored them at

the window, to discover any word of farewell that might be written on

blank leaf or margin. There was none there; nor any scrap of paper

hidden in the straw, or dropped upon the floor. Mars Plaisir was gone,

and had left no token.

"They drugged me--hence my long sleep," thought Toussaint. "They knew

the poor fellow's weakness, and feared his saying too much, when it came

to parting. I hope they will treat him well, for (thanks to my care for

him!) he never betrayed me to them. I treated him well in taking care

that he should not betray me to them, while they yet so far believed

that he might as to release him. It is all well; and I am alone! It is

almost like being in the free air. I am almost as free as yonder kid on

the rock. My wife! my children! I may name you all now--name you in my

thoughts and in my song. Placide! are you rousing the nations to ask

the tyrant where I am? Henri! have you buried the dead whites yet in

Saint Domingo? and have your rains done weeping the treason of those

dead against freedom? Let it be so, Henri! Your rains have washed out

the blood of this treason; and your dews have brought forth the verdure

of your plains, to cover the graves of the guilty and the fallen. Take

this lesson home, Henri! Forget--not me, for you must remember me in

carrying on my work--but forget how you lost me. Believe that I fell in

the mornes, and that you buried me there; believe this, rather than shed

one drop of blood for me. Learn of God, not of Bonaparte, how to bless

our race. Poison their souls no more with blood. The sword and the

fever have done their work, and tamed your tyrants. As for the rest,

act with God for our people! Give them harvests to their hands; and

open the universe of knowledge before their eyes. Give them rest and

stillness in the summer heats: and shelter them in virtuous and busy

homes from the sheeted rains. It is enough that blood was the price of

freedom--a heavy price, which has been paid. Let there be no such

barter for vengeance. My children, hear me! Wherever you are--in the

court of our tyrant, or on the wide sea, or on the mountain-top, where

the very storms cannot make themselves heard so high--yet let your

father's voice reach you from his living grave! No vengeance!

Freedom--freedom to the last drop of blood in the veins of our race!

Let our island be left to the wild herds and the reptiles, rather than

be the habitation of slaves: but if you have established freedom there,

it is holy ground, and no vengeance must profane it. If you love me and

my race, you must forgive my murderers. Yes, murderers," he pursued in

thought, after dwelling a while on the images of home and familiar

faces, "murderers they already are, doubtless, in intent. I should have

been sent hence long ago, but for the hope of reaching my counsels

through Mars Plaisir. From the eyes of the world I have already

disappeared; and nothing hinders the riddance of me now. Feeble as I

am, the waiting for death may yet be tedious. If tedious for him who

has this day done with me, how tedious for me, who have done with him

and with all the world!--done with them, except as to the affections

with which one may look back upon them from the clear heights on the

other side of the dark valley. That I should pine and shiver long in

the shadows of that valley would be tedious to him who drove me there

before my time, and to me. He has never submitted to what is tedious,

and he will not now."

The door of the cell was here softly opened, a head showed itself, and

immediately disappeared. Toussaint silently watched the kid, as it

moved from point to point on the face of the rock: and it was with some

sorrow that he at last saw it spring away. Just then, Bellines entered

with the usual miserable breakfast. Toussaint requested fire, to which

Bellines assented. He then asked to have the window opened, that the

air of the spring morning might enter. Bellines shrugged his shoulders,

and observed that the air of these March mornings was sharp. The

prisoner persisted, however; and with the fresh air, there came in upon

him a fresh set of thoughts. Calling Bellines back, he desired, in a

tone of authority, to see the Commandant.

It was strange to him--he wondered at himself on finding his mind filled

with a new enterprise--with the idea of making a last appeal to Rubaut

for freedom--an appeal to his justice, not to his clemency. With the

chill breeze, there had entered the tinkle of the cow-bell, and the

voices of children singing. These called up a vivid picture of the

valley, as he had seen it on entering his prison--the small green level,

the gushing stream, the sunny rock, the girl with her distaff, tending

the goats. He thought he could show his title to, at least, a free

sight of the face of nature; and the impulse did not immediately die.

During the morning, he listened for footsteps without. After some

hours, he smiled at his own hope, and nearly ceased to listen. The face

of the rock grow dim; the wind rose, and sleet was driven in at the

window: so that he was compelled to use his stiff and aching limbs in

climbing up to shut it. No one had remembered, or had chosen to make

his fire; and he was shivering, as in an ague fit, when, late in the

afternoon, Bellines brought in his second meal, and some fuel.

"The Commandant?"

"The Commandant is not in the castle. He is absent to-day."

"Where?"

"They say the First Consul has business with him."

"With me rather," thought Toussaint. He said aloud, "Then he is gone

with my servant?"

"May be so. They went the same road; but that road leads to many

places."

"The road from Pontarlier?"

"Any road--all our roads here lead to many places," said Bellines, as he

went out.

"Poor Mars Plaisir!" thought Toussaint, as he carefully placed the wood

so as to tempt the feeble blaze. "Our road has seemed the same for the

last eight months; but it leads to widely different points. I rejoice

for him that his has parted off to-day; and for myself, though it shows

that I am near the end of mine. Is it this soldier, with comrades, who

is to end me? Or is it this supper, better drugged than that of last

night? Or will they wait to see whether solitude will kill a busy,

ambitious Commander-in-Chief, as they think me?"

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