Euphrosyne's life in the convent was dull and weary. It would probably
have been so anywhere, for some time after the old man's death: but
elsewhere there would have been more to do and to amuse herself with.
Every one was kind to her--too kind. She had been accustomed to the
voice of chiding during all the years that she had lived with her
grandfather; and she did not mind it. It would now have been something
of a relief, something welcome and familiar, to have been called "child"
and "little fool" at times, instead of being told at every turn that she
was an angel and a love, and finding that she was every one's pet, from
the abbess to old Raphael.
The kindness of the household had begun from the moment the poor girl
appeared, after having been consoled by Father Gabriel, and visited by
Pierre, and the guardian to whose care her grandfather had confided her
person and her property. Pierre had engaged to see her daily till the
furniture should have been sold, and the house shut up, and he himself
about to embark for France, with the savings of his long service. Her
guardian, Monsieur Critois, knew but little of young people, and how to
talk to them. He had assured her that he mourned extremely the loss of
his old acquaintance--the acquaintance of so many years--and so lost.
He declared his desire of discharging his office of guardian so as to
prove himself worthy of the trust, and his hope that he and his ward
should be very good friends. At present, it was his wish that she
should remain where she was; and he asked whether she did not find every
one very kind to her. Euphrosyne could just say, "Yes;" but she was
crying too much to be able to add, that she hoped she should not have to
remain in the convent very long. Monsieur Critois saw that she was
struggling to say something: but, after waiting a minute, he stroked her
hair, promised to come again some day soon, hoped she would cheer up,
had no doubt she would be very happy--and was gone, glad to have done
with sobbing girls for this day.
When the gates had closed upon him, the petting began. The abbess
decreed that Euphrosyne should have the sole charge of her mocking-bird.
Sister Angelique, who made the prettiest artificial flowers in the
world, invited her to her apartment at all reasonable hours, when she
might have a curiosity to see to learn the process. Sister Celestine
had invented a new kind of comfit which she begged Euphrosyne to try,
leaving a paper of sweetmeats on her table for that purpose. Old
Raphael had gained leave to clear a parterre in the garden which was to
be wholly hers, and where he would rear such flowers as she particularly
admired. Father Gabriel himself, after pointing out to her the
uncertainty of life, the sudden surprises of death, and the care with
which it becomes social beings to discharge their duties to each other,
since they know not how soon they may be parted--the serious Father
Gabriel himself recommended her to amuse herself, and to remember how
her grandfather had liked to see her gay. She had, no doubt, been a
good girl on the whole; and she could not now do better than continue
the conduct which had pleased the departed in the days that were gone.
Petted people generally prove perverse; and so, in the opinion of the
universal household, did Euphrosyne. There could be no doubt of her
love for her grandfather. One need but see the sudden tears that
sprang, twenty times in a day, when any remembrance of him was awakened.
One need but watch her wistful looks cast up towards his balcony,
whenever she was in the garden. Yet, when any one expressed indignation
against his murderers, she was silent, or she ran away, or she protested
against it. Such was the representation which sister Claire made to her
reverend mother, on the first opportunity.
"I was not aware that it was exactly so," replied the abbess. "It
appears to me that she dislikes to hear any parties made answerable for
the murder but those by whose hands it was actually done. She--"
The abbess stopped, and sister Claire started, at the sound of musketry.
"Another shot!" said the abbess. "It is a fearful execution. I should
have been glad to have removed this poor child out of hearing of these
shots; but I had no notice of what was to happen, till the streets were
too full for her to appear in them."
"A piece of L'Ouverture's haste!" said sister Claire.
"A fresh instance, perhaps, of his wise speed," observed the abbess.
"Events seem to show that he understands the conduct of affairs better
than you and I, my daughter."
"Again! Hark! Oh, mercy!" cried sister Claire, as the sound of a
prolonged volley reached them.
"Let us hope it is the last," said the abbess, with changing colour.
"Christ save their sinful souls!"
The door opened, and Euphrosyne entered, in excessive agitation.
"Madame," she cried, gasping for breath, "do you hear that? Do you know
what it is? They have shot General Moyse! Father Gabriel says so.--Oh
no, no! L'Ouverture never would do anything so cruel."
Sister Claire looked at the abbess.
"My daughter," said the abbess, "L'Ouverture's duty is to execute
justice."
"Oh, Genifrede! Poor, poor Genifrede! She will die too. I hope she is
dead."
"Hush, my child! Her life is in God's hands."
"Oh, how cruel! how cruel!" the girl went on, sobbing.
"What would L'Ouverture say," interposed sister Claire, "if he knew that
you, of all people, called him cruel? Have you to-day put on this?" she
continued, calling Euphrosyne's attention to her new mourning; "and do
you call it cruel to execute justice on the rebels and their officers?"
"It is a natural and amiable grief in Euphrosyne," said the abbess; "and
if it is not quite reasonable, we can give her time to reflect. She is
among friends, who will not report the words of her hours of sorrow."
"You may--you may," cried Euphrosyne. "You may tell the whole world
that it is cruel to--to--They were to have been married so very soon!--
Afra wrote me all about it."
The abbess repeated what she had said about L'Ouverture's office, and
the requirements of justice.
"Justice! justice!" exclaimed Euphrosyne. "There has been no justice
till now; and so the first act is nothing but cruelty."
The abbess with a look dismissed sister Claire, who, by her report of
Euphrosyne's rebellion against justice, sent in Father Gabriel.
"Euphrosyne thinks, father," reported the abbess, "that these negroes,
in consideration of their ignorance, and of their anger at having once
been slaves, should be excused for whatever they may do now, in
revenge."
"I am surprised," said Father Gabriel.
So was Euphrosyne when she heard her argument thus stated.
"I only mean," said she, striving to subdue her sobs; "I only mean that
I wish sister Claire, and sister Benoite, and all of them, would not
want me to be glad and revengeful."
"Glad and revengeful!" repeated Father Gabriel. "That would be
difficult."
"It makes me very miserable--it can do no good now--it could not bring
grandpapa to life again, if every negro in Limbe were shot," she
continued, as tears rained down her cheeks. "Dear grandpapa never
wished any ill to anybody--he never did anybody any harm--"
The priest and the abbess exchanged glances.
"Why do you suppose these wretched blacks killed him, my dear?"
"I do not know why they rose, this one particular time. But I believe
they have always risen because the whites have been proud and cruel;
because the whites used to put them in chains, and whip them, and part
mothers and children. After doing all this, and after bringing them up
ignorant and without religion, we expect them to forgive everything that
has passed, while we will not forgive them ourselves. But I will--I
will forgive them my share. For all that you religious people may say,
I will forgive them: and I am not afraid of what grandpapa would think.
I hope he is in a place now where there is no question about forgiving
those who have injured us. The worst thing is, the thing that I cannot
understand is, how L'Ouverture could do anything so cruel."
"I have a word to say to you, my dear," said the priest, with a sign to
the abbess.
"Oh, father!" replied the abbess, in an imploring tone.
"We must bring her to a right view, reverend sister. Euphrosyne, if
your grandfather had not been the kind master you suppose him--if he had
been one of the cruel whites you spoke of just now, if his own slaves
had always hated him, and--"
"Do stop!" said Euphrosyne, colouring crimson. "I cannot bear to hear
you speak so, father."
"You must bear, my child, to listen to what it is good for you to hear.
If he had been disliked by every black in the colony, and they had
sought his life out of revenge, would you still be angry that justice
was done, and ungrateful that he is avenged?"
"You talk of avenging--you, a Christian priest!" said Euphrosyne. "You
talk of justice--you, who slander the dead!"
"Peace, my daughter," said the abbess, very gently. "Remember where you
are, and whom you speak to."
"Remember where my grandfather is," cried Euphrosyne. "Remember that he
is in his grave, and that I am left to speak for him. However," she
said--and, in these few moments, a thousand confirmations of the
priest's words had rushed upon her memory--a thousand tokens of the
mutual fear and hatred of her grandfather and the black race, a thousand
signs of his repugnance to visit Le Bosquet--"however," she resumed, in
a milder tone, and with an anxious glance at Father Gabriel's face,
"Father Gabriel only said `if'--_if_ all that he described had been so."
"True, my child," replied the abbess: "Father Gabriel only said `if it
had been so.'"
"And if it had," exclaimed Euphrosyne, who did not wish to hear the
father speak again at the moment--"if it had been so, it would have been
wicked in the negroes to do that act in revenge; but it could never,
never excuse us from forgiving them--from pitying them because they had
been made cruel and revengeful. I am sure I wish they had all lived--
that they might live many, many years, till they could forget those
cruel old times, and, being old men themselves, might feel what it is to
touch an old man's life. This is the kind of punishment I wish them;
and I am sure it would be enough."
"It is indeed said," observed the abbess, "`Vengeance is mine; I will
repay, saith the Lord.'"
"And oh! poor Genifrede!" pursued Euphrosyne. "She no more wished ill
to my parent than I do to hers; and her lover--it was not he that did
it: and yet--Oh, Father Gabriel, are you sure that that firing--that
last volley--"
"It was certainly the death stroke of Moyse. I perceive how it is, my
child. I perceive that your friendships among this new race have
blinded your eyes, so that you cannot see that these executions are,
indeed, God's avenging of the murder by which you are made a second time
an orphan."
"Do you think L'Ouverture right, then? I should be glad to believe that
he was not cruel--dreadfully cruel."
"There is no doubt of L'Ouverture's being wise and right--of his having
finally assured the most unwilling of the inhabitants of their security,
and his stern justice. There is no doubt that L'Ouverture is right."
"I could not have believed," said the abbess, "that my daughter would
have required a justification of anything done by L'Ouverture."
"Nor I," said Euphrosyne, sighing.
"Under him," said Father Gabriel, "there is less crime in the colony
than, I verily believe, in any other part of the empire. Under him have
homes become sacred, children are instructed, and brethren are taught to
dwell together in unity."
"As," said the abbess, "when he stopped in his journey to greet an old
negro of ninety-nine, and reconcile to him two who had offended out of
his many children. L'Ouverture is never in so much haste but that he
can pause to honour old ago: never too busy for works of mercy. If the
peace-makers are blessed, so is he."
"And where," continued the father, "where are the poor? We can observe
his continual admonition to works of mercy, by nursing the sick, and
consoling the afflicted; but we have no longer any poor. By his wisdom,
he has won over all to labour. The fields are thronged with labourers:
the bays are crowded with ships: the store-houses are overflowing with
food and merchandise: and there is a portion for all."
"And it was the French," said Euphrosyne, "who made this last commotion.
If they had let L'Ouverture alone, how happy we might all have been!
Now, Genifrede will never be happy again. If L'Ouverture could only
have forgiven this once! But, father, I have no comfort--and never
shall have comfort, as long as I think that men have been murdered for
injuring us."
"Pray for comfort, my child. In prayer you will find consolation."
"I dare not pray, now this has happened. If they were but alive, how I
would pray for them!"
"They are alive, my daughter, and where they much need your prayers.
Pray for them, and your intercession may be heard."
Euphrosyne saw that her feelings were not understood; and she said no
more. She listened to all the teachings that were offered her, and
reserved her doubts and troubles for Afra's ear. Afra would tell her
whether it could be right in such a Christian as L'Ouverture to render
violence for violence. As for what the father and the abbess said about
the effect of example, and the necessity and the benefit of assuring and
conciliating the whites, by sacrificing negro offenders for their sakes,
she dissented from it altogether. She had witnessed Toussaint's power--
the power with which his spirit of gentleness and forbearance endowed
him; and she believed that, if he would but try, he would find he could
govern better by declaring always for the right and against the wrong,
and leaving vengeance to God, than by the violent death of all the
ignorant and violent men in the island. She would ask Afra. She was
pretty sure Afra would think as she did: and, if so, the time might
come--it made her breathless to think of it, but she could not help
thinking of it every day--the time might come when she might ask
Toussaint himself what he thought was exactly meant, in all cases, by
forgiving our enemies; and particularly whether this did not extend to
forgiving other people's enemies, and using no vengeance and no violence
at all.
This idea of seeing Afra gained strength under all the circumstances of
her present life. If Father Gabriel offered her comfort which was no
comfort, or reproved her when she did not feel herself wrong; if the
abbess praised her for anything she had not designed to be particularly
right; if the sisters applauded sayings which she was conscious were not
wise; if her heart ached for her grandfather's voice or countenance; if
Monsieur Critois visited her, or Pierre did not; if her lesson in
history was hard, or her piece of needle-work dull; if her flowers
faded, or her bird sang so finely that she would have been proud for the
world to hear it--the passion for seeing Afra was renewed. Afra would
explain all she could not understand, would teach her what she wanted to
know. Afra would blame her where she was aware she was wrong, instead
of bidding her be quit of it with a few prayers, while laying much
heavier stress upon something that she could cure much more easily.
Afra wrote her a few letters, which were read by the abbess before they
were delivered to her; and many more which. Pierre slipped into her
hand during their occasional interviews. She herself wrote such
prodigiously long letters to Afra, that to read them through would have
been too great an addition to the reverend mother's business. She
glanced over the first page and the last; and, seeing that they
contained criticisms on Alexander the Great, and pity for Socrates, and
questions about flower-painting and embroidery, she skipped all that lay
between.
It was not that Euphrosyne did not love and trust the abbess. She loved
her so as to open to her all but the inner chambers of her heart; and
she trusted her with all but other persons' concerns. The middle pages
of her letters contained speculation chiefly: speculation, in the first
place, on Afra's future destiny, names and events being shrouded under
mysterious expressions; and, in the second place, on points of morals,
which might be referred to Monsieur Pascal, whose opinion was of great
value. Euphrosyne had a strong persuasion, all the while, that she
should one day tell her reverend mother the whole. She knew that she
should not object to her seeing every line that Afra held of hers.
Whatever was clandestine in the correspondence was for the sake of
avoiding restraint, and not because she was ashamed of any of her
thoughts.
One morning the abbess found her in the garden, listlessly watching the
hues of a bright lizard, as it lay panting in the sun. The abbess put
her arm round her waist, while stooping to look.
"How it glitters!" said she. "It is a pretty piece of God's handiwork:
but we must leave it now, my dear. This sun is too hot for you. Your
chamber, or sister Claire's room, is the fittest place for you at this
hour. You find your chamber cool?"
"Yes, madam."
"The new ventilator works well?"
"Yes, madam."
"You find--this way, my dear--this alley is the most shady--you find
your little bed comfortable?"
"Yes, madam."
"And your toilet-cover--sister Marie's work--is, I think, extremely
pretty: and the book-shelf that Father Gabriel gave you very convenient.
Your friends here, my dear, are fond of you. They are anxious to make
you happy."
"They are all very kind to me, madam."
"I am glad you are sensible of it. You are not of an ungrateful nature,
we all know."
"I hope not: but, madam, I cannot stay here always."
"I was going to say, my dear, that we have not done everything in our
power for you yet. We must not forget that we grave women must be dull
companions for a girl like you."
"It is not that, reverend mother. But I cannot stay here always."
"You will find it a very different thing when you have a companion of
your own age, which I hope will be the case very soon. There is a
negotiation on foot respecting a sweet girl, every way worthy of being
your companion--"
"But, madam, I do not want that--I do not wish for any companion while I
am here. I had much rather be alone; but--"
"But you would like to leave us--eh? You would like to be on a
plantation, where you could amuse yourself with playing with the little
negroes, and driving about the country, and visiting your neighbours two
or three times a week?"
Euphrosyne smiled, and plucked a twig to play with.
"You would like," continued the abbess, "to live with accomplished
people--to have a fine library, to lie on a couch and read during the
hot hours; and to sing gay songs in the piazza in the evening."
Euphrosyne smiled again.
"You would like," the abbess went on, "to dance, night after night, and
to make pic-nic parties to the cacao walks, and to the shore. You would
like to win over your guardian to let you have your own way in
everything: and, to be sure, in comparison with his house, our
convent--"
"My guardian!" exclaimed Euphrosyne. "Live at Monsieur Critois'! Oh
no!" And she laughed as she went on--
"He would be telling me every day that we should be very good friends.
He would be saying all day long that it was his desire fully to
discharge his duty to me. I can hardly help shaking off his hand now,
when he strokes my hair: and, if it came to his doing it every morning,
we should certainly quarrel. They say Madame Critois never speaks; so I
suppose she admires his conversation too much to interrupt it. There
she and I should never agree.--Live at my guardian's! Oh no!"
"You were thinking of some other house while I was describing your
guardian's, my dear. What were you thinking of? Where would you live?"
Euphrosyne plucked another twig, having pulled the first to pieces. She
smiled again, blushed, and said she would tell her reverend mother very
soon what home she was thinking of: she could not tell to-day; but in a
little while--
"In the meantime," said the abbess, with a scrutinising gaze,--"in the
meantime, I conclude Father Gabriel knows all that is in your mind."
"You will know in good time what I am thinking of, madam: everybody will
know."
The abbess was troubled.
"This is beginning early," she said, as if thinking aloud; "this is
beginning early with the mysteries and entanglements of life and the
world! How wonderful it is to look on, to be a witness of these things
for two or three successive generations! How every young creature
thinks her case something wholly new--the emotions of her awakened heart
something that God never before witnessed, and that man never conceived
of! After all that has been written about love, upon the cavern walls
of Hindoo temples, and in the hieroglyphics of old Egypt, and printed
over all the mountains and valleys of the world by that deluge which was
sent to quench unhallowed love, every young girl believes in her day
that something unheard-of has happened when the dream has fallen upon
her. My dear child, listen to one who knows more of life than you do--
to one who would have you happy, not only in the next world, but in
this."
"Thank you, reverend mother."
"Love is holy and blessed, my dear, when it comes in its due season--
when it enters into a mind disciplined for new duties, and a heart
waiting for new affections. In one who has no mother to help and
comfort--"
"No mother, it is true," said Euphrosyne.
"The mother is the parent naturally most missed," said the abbess,
supposing she was reading her pupil's mind. "Where there is no mother
by a young girl's side, and no brothers and sisters to serve, the fancy
and the heart are apt to fix prematurely on some object--too likely, in
that case, to be one which will deceive and fail. But, my dear, such a
young girl owes duty to herself, if God has seen fit to make her
solitary in the world."
"One cannot say solitary," interposed Euphrosyne, "or without duties."
"You are right, my love. No one is, indeed, solitary in life, (blessed
be God!) nor without duties. As I was going to say, such a young girl's
business is to apply herself diligently to her education, during the
years usually devoted to instruction. This is the work appointed to her
youth. If, while her mind is yet ignorant, her judgment inexperienced,
and her tastes actually unformed, she indulges any affection or fancy
which makes her studies tedious, her companions dull, and her mind and
spirits listless, she has fallen into a fearful snare."
"How long then would you have a girl's education go on? And if her
lover be very particularly wise and learned, do not you think she may
learn more from him than in any other way? And if she be not dull and
listless, but very happy--"
"Every girl," interrupted the abbess, with a grave smile, "thinks her
lover the wisest man in the world: and no girl in love would exchange
her dreams for the gayest activity of the fancy-free."
"Well, but, as to the age," persisted Euphrosyne; "how soon--"
"That depends upon circumstances, my dear. But in all cases, I consider
sixteen too early."
"Sixteen! Yes. But nineteen--or, one may say, twenty. Twenty, next
month but one."
"My dear," said the abbess, stopping short, "you do not mean to say--"
"Indeed, madam," said Euphrosyne, very earnestly, "Afra will be twenty
in two months. I know her ago to a day, and--"
"And you have been speaking of Mademoiselle Raymond all this time!
Well, well--"
"And you were thinking of me, I do believe. Oh, madam, how could you!
Why, I never saw anybody."
"I was wondering how it could be," said the abbess, striving to conceal
her amusement and satisfaction. "I was surprised that you should have
seen any one yet; and I was going to give you a lecture about
half-confidences with Father Gabriel."
"And I could not conceive what Father Gabriel had to do with Afra's
affairs, or how you came to know anything about it. I have let it out
now, however; and I do not know what Afra will say."
"You have not told me who the gentleman is, you know; so there is not
much harm done. No, do not tell me, my dear, till Mademoiselle Raymond
desires it."
"Oh, I may as well, now you know so much. I dare say Afra would have no
objection; particularly as you will then understand what I meant about
living somewhere else. When you talked of a fine library," she
continued, laughing, "how could I suppose you were thinking of any in
the colony but Monsieur Pascal's?"
"So he is the gentleman," said the abbess. "How times are changed! A
lady of colour may be Madame Pascal now, without reproach."
"I am glad it is out," said Euphrosyne, gaily. "I can speak now to
somebody about Afra. Oh, madam, you do not know, you cannot imagine,
how they love one another."
"Cannot I?"--and the abbess sighed.
"And I may look forward to living with them. They say I may, madam.
They say I must. And surely my guardian will have no objection. Do you
think he can, madam?"
"Indeed I do not know. I am acquainted with the parties only by
hearsay. Report speaks highly of Monsieur Pascal. Some persons at
Paris, and some formerly in office here, are surprised at his
unqualified adherence to the Ouverture system; but I never heard
anything worse of him than that."
"And that is nothing but good, as any one would say who really knew all
those dear people. L'Ouverture and Monsieur Pascal are almost like
father and son. Afra says--"
"My dear," interposed the abbess, "you wondered how I knew of this
affair. You must allow me to wonder how you have gained all this
intelligence. Mademoiselle Raymond must have crossed her letters with
sympathetic inks, which the warmth of your friendship brought out; for
not a syllable of what you have told me have her letters conveyed to
me."
The abbess did not mean to press for an answer; so indulgent was she
made by the complacency of discovering that her charge was not entangled
in a love affair. While Euphrosyne was blushing, and hunting for a
reply which should be true and yet guarded, she was relieved by the
rapid approach of sister Benoite.
"Something is amiss," said the abbess, assuming the look of calmness
with which she was wont to await bad news. "What has happened to alarm
you, my daughter?"
"There is a message, reverend mother," said the breathless nun, "from
Madame Oge. She invites herself to our evening repast. If you cannot
receive her to-day, she will come to-morrow."
"She shall be welcome," said the abbess; without, however, much of the
spirit of welcome in her tone.
"So this is our calamity!" said Euphrosyne, laughing.
"There is calamity at hand, assuredly," sighed sister Benoite. "Nay,
nay, my daughter. This is superstition," said the abbess.
"Whatever it be, reverend mother, do we not all, does not every one
quake when Madame Oge comes abroad?"
"It is but seldom that she does," said the abbess, "and it is our part
to make her welcome."
"But seldom, indeed, reverend mother. When all goes well--when the
crops are fine, and the island all at peace, no one hears of Madame Oge.
She keeps within her coffee-groves--"
"Mourning her sons," interposed the abbess. "But," continued the nun,
"when any disaster is about to happen, we have notice of it by Madame
Oge coming abroad. She came to this very house the first day of the
meeting of the deputies, in that terrible August of ninety-one. She
came a day or two before the rising against Hedouville. She came the
night before the great hurricane of ninety-seven--"
"That was an accident," said the abbess, smiling. "Then you think it is
not by accident that she always comes out before misfortunes happen?"
asked Euphrosyne, trembling as she spoke.
"By no means, my dear. It is easily explained. Madame Oge looks upon
her sons as martyrs in the cause of the mulattoes. When all goes well,
as all has done, under L'Ouverture's rule, with only a few occasional
troubles--fewer and slighter than might have been expected during such a
change in society as we have witnessed--when all goes well, Madame Oge
feels that her sons are forgotten; and, as my daughter Benoite says, she
mourns them alone in the shades of her coffee-groves. She seems,
however, to have means of information which persons less interested have
not: and when she has reason to believe that troubles will ensue, she
hopes that the names of her sons will once more be a watchword, for the
humiliation of both blacks and whites; and she comes forth with her
hungry maternal heart, and her quick maternal ear, to catch the first
echo of the names which are for ever mingled with her prayers."
"Can she mingle those names with her prayers, and yet not forgive?"
"My child, is it not so with us all? Do we not pray for our enemies,
and ask to be forgiven as we forgive, and come out from our closets with
ears open to the fresh slanders of the day, and hearts ready to burn at
the thought of old injuries? It might be well for us, if we had the
excuse of this wretched woman, whose woes have been such as might
naturally have shaken her reason, and prostrated her will. If there be
any above others with whom God will be long suffering, it is with the
mother whose children have been torn from her arms to be tortured and
destroyed, and their very names made a term of reproach."
"You think something is going to happen?"
"As my daughter Benoite says, on one occasion there was a hurricane.
To-morrow the sun may rise, or there may be a cloud in the sky."
"Nay, but--" said sister Benoite.
"Nay, but," said the abbess, smiling, "I will have nothing said which
shall make Euphrosyne look upon my guest as a sorceress, or as the
instrument of any evil one. I wish all my daughters to meet Madame Oge
with cheerfulness. It is the best I have to offer her,--the
cheerfulness of my family; and that of which she has least at home. You
hear, Euphrosyne?"
"Madam, you do not mean that I am to see her. Indeed I cannot,--indeed
I dare not. It is no disrespect--quite the contrary. But I could not
hold up my head before one who--"
"Poor Madame Oge, if all said so!" exclaimed the abbess.
"That is true," said Euphrosyne. "I will be there: but, dear mother, do
not speak particularly to me. Do not draw her attention upon me."
"I will not, my dear."
"Do you think she will speak angrily of the Ouvertures? I hope she will
say nothing about poor General Moyse."
"You must hear what she says, be it what it may."
"True. And it is only for one evening. But I wish it was over. I
shall be glad when to-morrow morning is come, and I shall be in this
alley again."
"Meantime, my dear, you have been long enough here for this morning.
Let us go in."
The prospect of any guest was in itself acceptable to the sisterhood.
It gave them something to do, and afforded one day of variety. The
abbess's parlour and the refectory had to be adorned with fresh flowers.
Napkins, of the workmanship of one sister, were laid beside the plates;
and on the table were fruits gathered by another, sweetmeats made by a
third, and chocolate prepared by the careful hands of a fourth. Even
the abbess's veil looked whiter, and more exactly put on than usual.
Everything within the walls was in its nicest order some time before
Madame Oge's carriage drew up before the gate.
Two or three of the sisters and Euphrosyne were with the abbess in her
parlour, when Madame Oge entered. Euphrosyne had permission to bring in
her work; so that she could sit plying her needle, and listening to what
went on, without many nervous feelings about being observed by a person
whom she could become acquainted with only by stealing glances at her
face.
That face, she thought, must in its youth have had much of the beauty
common among mulattoes, if not natural to them, in a favourable climate,
it was now deeply impressed with sorrow. Every line, every feature,
told of sorrow. There was no other painful expression in it. There was
great solemnity, but stillness rather than passion;--nothing which
warranted, in itself, the superstitious fears which the sisters had of
the unhappy lady. She was handsomely dressed, and her manner was quiet.
The conversation turned first upon the state of the coffee and sugar
crops, about which little could be said, because the prospect of every
kind of produce was excellent. So much regard was everywhere paid to
the processes of cultivation; and the practice of ten years, under the
vigilant eye of Toussaint and his agents, had so improved the methods of
tillage and the habits of the cultivators, that the bounties of the soil
and climate were improved instead of being intercepted. Every year,
since the revolution, the harvests had been richer; and this was the
crowning year.
"Yes," said Madame Oge: "we have heard a great deal of all that; and I
fancy we have nearly heard the last of it."
"There must, indeed," replied the abbess, "be some limit to the
fruitfulness of the soil, and to the industry of those who till it: and
it does seem as if the earth could yield no more than it is bringing
forth this year."
"Father Gabriel says," observed sister Claire, "that in his journeys he
could almost believe that the fields sing, and the hills rejoice with
music, as the Scripture says--the cultivators are so hidden among the
corn and the canes, and the groves and the vines, that their songs
really seem to come out of the ground."
"It is in the woods," added sister Benoite, "as if the very trees
shouted--"
She stopped abruptly before the name L'Ouverture, remembering that it
would not be acceptable to all the present company.
"I have no doubt," said Madame Oge, "that all the monkeys and parrots
are taught to shout L'Ouverture. Like his people, they are quick at
learning that much. But I imagine there will be something else for
Toussaint to do presently, than teaching the birds of the woods to
praise him."
As no one asked what was likely to happen, she reserved for the present
the news they trembled to hear; and went on--
"It is grievous to see so good a negro as Toussaint lost and spoiled. I
knew him of old, when he was at Breda: and many a time has Monsieur
Bayou told me that he was the most faithful, decent, clever,
well-mannered negro on the estate."
"I believe he preserves those qualities still," observed the abbess,
reproving with a glance the laugh which was rising at this description
of the Commander-in-chief.
"If those had been masters who ought to have been masters," pursued
Madame Oge, "Toussaint would, no doubt, have been placed at the head of
the negroes: for we knew him well--I and they whom I have lost. Then,
without insubordination,--without any being lifted out of their proper
places, to put down others--we should have had a vast improvement in the
negroes. Toussaint would have been made their model, and perhaps would
have been rewarded with his freedom, some day or other, for an example.
This would have satisfied all the ambition he had by nature. He would
have died a free man, and perhaps have emancipated his family. As it
is, they will all die slaves: and they will feel it all the harder for
the farce of greatness they have been playing these ten years. I am
very sorry for them: and I always was; for I foresaw from the beginning
how it would end."
"Do you really imagine that any one thinks of enslaving this wonderful
man again? And what should make him submit to it?"
"He would sooner lay a train to the root of Cibao, and blow up the
island," exclaimed Euphrosyne.
"Are you one of his party, young lady? You look too much as if you were
but just landed from France for me to suppose that I was speaking before
a friend of L'Ouverture's. If you really are lately from France, you
may know that there is a greater than our poor Toussaint, to whom he
must yield at command."
"I have never been at Paris, madame; and I do not believe that there is
a greater than L'Ouverture, there, or anywhere else."
"You have been a happy child, I see: you have lived so retired from our
miserable world as not to have heard of Bonaparte. It was by Bonaparte,
my dear, for Bonaparte's convenience, and (it is my idea) for his
amusement, that Toussaint was made what he is, and allowed to gallop
about with his trumpeters behind him, for so long. You look as if you
did not believe me, my dear. Well: time will show."
"I thought," said Euphrosyne, "that Toussaint was the First of the
Blacks before Bonaparte was the First of the Whites. I have no doubt,
however, that it has been very convenient to Bonaparte, and very
surprising to him and everybody, that the colony has been so perfectly
well governed by one from whom they could have expected nothing. I hope
Bonaparte will be too wise and too grateful to injure him, or even to
hurt his feelings; and I feel very sure that Bonaparte is not strong
enough, with all the world to help him, to make L'Ouverture and his
family slaves again."
"We shall see. Even I may live to see it; and I have no doubt you will.
Bonaparte is going to try; and, if he cannot, as you say, do it by
himself, he may now persuade all the world to help him: for he is making
peace on all hands."
"You have that news from France?" inquired the abbess.
"I have it from a sure quarter--never mind how. It will soon be
generally known that the preliminaries of peace between France and
England are signed: and I happen to know two things more: that Bonaparte
has agreed to maintain negro slavery in Martinique, Guadaloupe, and
Cayenne: and that--(pray listen, young lady)--he declares to the English
that he can do what he pleases in Saint Domingo. I wish he could see
that angry blush. Pray look at her, Madame! I see she thinks Bonaparte
a very impertinent fellow."
"I do," replied Euphrosyne; "and I hope he will know better, and feel
better, before he is L'Ouverture's ago."
"Ha! he ought to know what disloyal little hearts there are beating
against him in this Saint Domingo that he thinks all his own."
"Perhaps," observed the abbess, "he used these words when he was not
speaking of slavery; but rather from being aware of the loyalty of the
Ouverture family; which is, I believe, exemplary."
"It is," declared Euphrosyne, looking up with glowing eyes. "He has not
only served, but worshipped Bonaparte, all the years that they have both
ruled. In his own family, Monsieur Pascal says--"
"What is Monsieur Pascal to do under the changes that are coming?"
interrupted Madame Oge. "He has placed himself in a difficulty, it
seems to me. Will he go under the yoke with his father-in-law? (for I
suppose, in his devotion, he will be marrying one of Toussaint's
daughters). Will he take the hoe, and go into the field--? You are
smiling, my dear young lady."
Euphrosyne was indeed smiling. She could not but hope that, as Madame
Oge was so ill-informed about the affairs of Monsieur Pascal, and of the
Raymonds, who were of her own colour, she might be mistaken about the
whole of her news.
"You are smiling," repeated Madame Oge. "Though you stoop your head
over your work, I see that you have some droll thought."
"It would be strange, certainly," replied Euphrosyne, "to see the
philosophical Monsieur Pascal hoeing canes, or working at the mill. Yet
I believe we may be certain that he will be a slave as soon as
Toussaint, or any negro in Saint Domingo."
"Young people like to be positive," said Madame Oge to the abbess. "But
it does not much matter, as they have life before them; time enough to
see what is true, and what is not. Is it your doctrine, my dear young
lady, that God has given over His wrath towards this island; and that it
is to be happy henceforth, with the negroes for masters?"
"With the negroes for equals, I think it may be happy. But I never
thought of God being wrathful towards us. I thought our miseries had
arisen out of men's wrath with each other."
"If ever," said Madame Oge, in a low tone, but yet so that every word
was heard--"if ever there was a place set apart by cursing--if ever
there was a hell upon this earth, it is this island. Men can tell us
where paradise was--it was not here, whatever Columbus might say. The
real paradise where the angels of God kept watch, and let no evil thing
enter, was on the other side of the globe: and I say that this place was
meant for a hell, as that was for a heaven, upon earth. It looked like
heaven to those who first came: but that was the devil's snare. It was
to make lust sweeter, and cruelty safer, that he adorned the place as he
did. In a little while, it appeared like what it was. The innocent
natives were corrupted; the defenceless were killed; the strong were
made slaves. The plains were laid waste, and the valleys and woods were
rifled. The very bees ceased to store their honey: and among the wild
game there was found no young. Then came the sea-robbers, and haunted
the shores: and many a dying wretch screamed at night among the
caverns--many a murdered corpse lies buried in our sands. Then the
negroes were brought in from over the sea; and from among their chains,
from under the lash, grew up the hatred of races. The whites hated the
mulattoes, and despised the blacks. The mulattoes hated both the whites
and the blacks; and--"
"And," interposed Euphrosyne, courageously, "the blacks hated neither.
They loved where they could; and where they could not love, they
forgave; and there lies the proof that this island is not hell."
"You have proved nothing, my dear, but that you do not know what has
happened, even since you were born. Any white will tell you what the
negroes did, so late as the year ninety-one--how they killed their
masters by inches--how they murdered infants--how they carried off
ladies into the woods--"
A sign from the abbess availed to stop Madame Oge, even in the midst of
a subject on which none usually dared to interrupt her. Euphrosyne, in
some agitation, replied, "I am aware of all that you say: but every one
allows that the most ignorant and cruel of the negroes did over again
exactly what they had seen the whites do to their race. But these
revengeful blacks were few, very few, in comparison with the numbers who
spared their masters, helped and comforted them, and are now working on
their estates--friends with all who will be friends with them. The
place is not hell where thousands of men forgot the insults of a
lifetime, and bind up the wounds of their oppressors."
"I cannot doubt," said the abbess, "that ever since there was a
Christian in the island, there have been angels of God at hand, to
sanctify the evil which they were not commissioned to prevent. Violence
is open to the day. Patience is hidden in the heart. Revenge has
shouted his battle-cry at noon, while Forgiveness breathes her lowly
prayer at midnight. Spirits from hell may have raged along our high
roads; but I trust that in the fiercest times, the very temper of Christ
may have dwelt in a thousand homes, in a thousand nooks of our valleys
and our woods."
"Besides," sister Benoite ventured to say, "our worst troubles were so
long ago! For ten years now we have been under the holy rule of a
devout man; and, for the most part, at peace."
"Peace!" exclaimed Madame Oge, contemptuously.
"There have been disputes among the rulers, as Father Gabriel says there
are among all the rulers in the world; but he says (and no one knows
better than Father Gabriel) that the body of the people have not been
troubled by these disputes, and are not even aware of them."
"Does not Father Gabriel tell you that ten years are but a day in heaven
and hell? Yes, in hell--they may be long for suffering; but they are
short for revenge. The cruel master, who saw one slave faint under the
lash, and let another die in the stocks, and tore the husband from the
wife, and the child from the mother, might escape for the time with the
destruction of his family, punished for his sake:--he might live safely
in the midst of the city, for the ten years you speak of; but, let him
venture out for a single day--let him but drive to his own estate and
back again, and grey as his head is, he is shot in his own carriage, as
soon as it is dark."
Before the abbess could anticipate what was coming, the words were out.
Before she could make a sign, Euphrosyne had rushed from the room.
It was not long before the abbess entered the chamber of her charge.
She found her stretched on the bed, not weeping, but shuddering with
horror.
"My daughter," said she, "I grieve that this trial should have come upon
you already. If one could have foreseen--"
"But, madam, is it true? She meant _him_, I know. Tell me faithfully,
is it true?"
"It is, my daughter."
"What, all? Every one of those things?"
"All true. Perhaps it is well that you should know it, that the
departed may have the benefit of your prayers. But how differently
would I have had you told!"
"Never mind that! Whatever is true, I can and will bear. I will pray
for him, madam, day and night--as long as I live will I pray for him:
for he was to me--Oh, madam, how he loved me! I will make reparation
for him; the reparation that he would make if he could. I will find out
who were the poor creatures--I will make them happy for as long as they
live, for his sake. You will help me, madam?"
"I will. It is a pious intention."
"I owe him all that I can do. I ask one favour of you, madam. Let no
one speak to me about him--never again. No one can understand what he
was to me--what care he took of me--how he used to love me. Oh, madam,
is it quite certain--are you quite sure that those things are true?"
"My child, do not give me the pain of explaining more. As you say, let
this never again be spoken of.--I propose to you, Euphrosyne, to make a
virtuous effort."
"Not to come down this evening, madam?"
"Yes, my child, to come down this evening. I think it of importance
that Madame Oge should not discover how she has wounded you, and that
nothing should occur to fix her attention on the descendant of one who
was active in procuring the death of her sons. Trust me, my dear, it is
worth an effort to prevent Madame Oge leaving this house your enemy."
"I do not care for it, madam. Let her hate me. She is quite welcome."
"You are thinking only of yourself, Euphrosyne. I am thinking also of
her. Consider how sore a heart she carries within her. Consider how
wretched her life has been made by the enmities in which she has lived.
Will you not save her one more? You have professed to pity her. Now
you can show if your pity is real, by saving her from a new enmity."
"I am willing to do that: but how can I speak to her? How can we know
what things she may say?"
"You shall not converse with her again. The table is spread. Go down
now, and take your place at the foot, beside sister Claire. When we
rise from table, I will dismiss you to your room as in course."
"I wish that time was come," sighed Euphrosyne, as she languidly
arranged her hair.
The abbess stroked her pale cheek, as she said that in an hour she would
be glad the effort was made.
"You can spend the evening in writing to your friend," said she; "and if
you think proper to tell her that I know her secret, you may assure her
of my blessing and my prayers. They are due to one who loves my dear
charge as she does."
Euphrosyne's cheeks were now no longer pale.
"And may I tell her, madam, what Madame Oge has been declaring about
Bonaparte and his threats?"
"It will be needless, my dear. If there be any truth in the matter,
Monsieur Pascal, doubtless, knows more than Madame Oge."
"In that case there can be no harm in mentioning it."
Still the abbess thought it would be safer to say nothing about it; and
Euphrosyne gave up the point for to-night, remembering that she could
perhaps send a private despatch afterwards by the hands of Pierre.
During the meal, while the length of the table was between them,
Euphrosyne nearly escaped the notice of Madame Oge. When it was over,
and the sisters rose, while the guest and the abbess passed out to the
parlour, the abbess stopped at Euphrosyne, kissed her forehead, and
commended her to her studies. Madame Oge stopped too, and put in an
intercession that the young lady might be excused studying this evening,
and permitted to return to her pretty fancy-work in the parlour. The
colour rushed to Euphrosyne's temples--a sign of ardent hope of a
holiday in Madame Oge's eyes. She therefore thought the abbess
grievously strict when she replied that her charge would prefer spending
the evening in her own chamber.
"As you please," said Madame Oge. "It was my wish to do the child a
kindness; and perhaps to have the pleasure myself of seeing a young face
for an hour or two--the rarest of all sights to me. I seldom go out;
and when I do, all the young and cheerful faces seem to have hidden
themselves."
The abbess regulated her invitations for the evening by this speech.
Sisters Debora and Marie, one the youngest, and the other the merriest
of the family, were requested to bring their work-bags, and join the
party in the parlour.
"Good evening, young lady," said Madame Oge to Euphrosyne, holding out
her hand. "I hoped to have procured you a little freedom, and to have
had _more_ conversation about your hero; but--"
"If there are to be great changes in the colony," observed the
abbess--"it may yet be in your power, madam, to show kindness to my
charge."
"If so, command me, my dear. But it is more likely that the changes to
come will have the opposite effect. Then pretty young white ladies may
have all their own way; while the storm will burst again on the heads of
the dark people."
"If so, command me, madam," Euphrosyne exerted herself to say. The
abbess's smile made her eyes fill with tears, almost before she had
spoken.
"Are your eyes wet for me, my dear?" said Madame Oge, with surprise.
"Let the storm burst upon me; for I am shattered and stricken already,
and nothing can hurt me. But I shall remember your offer. Meantime,
you may depend upon it, the news I told you is true--the times I warned
you of are coming."
"What news? what warning?" eagerly asked the sisters of Euphrosyne, as
soon as the guest was out of hearing.
"That there were hurricanes last November, and there will be more the
next," replied she, escaping to her chamber. Before she slept, she had
written all her news and all her thoughts to Afra, leaving it for
decision in the morning, whether she should send entire what she had
written.