Even in the days of his boyhood--I had almost said infancy--there seems
to have been much in the character and habits of Claude Alwyn that is
unusual in children so young.
Some people tell us that the qualities of mind, developed by the
individual, depend entirely on the nature of his associates and
associations in early youth. I am not prepared to deny that there is a
great deal of truth in this statement. But the facts therein do not
account for everything, for individuality is stamped on a child from his
very birth, and the power for good or for evil of the accidental
association of after life may mould in a great measure, but cannot alter
this.
"Many men many minds."
A true though trite old saying is that, and there were, no doubt, a
great many different opinions concerning young Claude among those who
dwelt in, or were in the habit of visiting at, Dunallan Towers.
From an old journal or diary, which has been handed to me by its writer,
with full permission to make whatever use I choose of it, I have gleaned
much information bearing on the boy's character and peculiarities.
Dunallan Towers, now so gloomy and desolate, was once the happiest and
the homeliest, and at the same time the gayest and brightest of all the
many beautiful mansions that grace the banks of the winding Nith. This
was shortly after the marriage of Lord Alwyn to the only daughter of an
English baronet.
There were those, however, about the country-side who did not hesitate
to say that Alwyn might have been content to take for himself a bride
from among the many fair and high-born dames of the shire in which he
lived.
"The goshawk should never mate wi' the ringdove," said one stern old
Scottish lady, "nor the owl perch low in the nightingale's bower. Our
cauld Highland hills will hardly suit the dainty limbs of Alwyn's bonnie
English bride. Our wild forests are no' like scented southern groves,
and the roaring Nith is no' the placid Thames. A'thing will be strange
to her, everything foreign, wild, and queer. She'll no' stay lang.
You'll see! you'll see! you'll see."
But if this proud and ancient dame really meant to give herself out as a
prophetess, she proved to be a false one; only, to her credit be it
said, she was the very first to call on the Lady of the Towers, as
people named the bride of Lord Alwyn--the first to call, and the first
to become one of her best and firmest friends.
As a bachelor hall, the Towers had been somewhat of a failure; all that
was altered after Alwyn brought home his young wife--she looked so
young, and in years, indeed, was little more than a girl.
But her easy, pleasant manner captivated every one; and, whether it were
winter, with the snow on lawns and park, and ice on the river's edge, or
summer, with the roses all in bloom, and the wind sighing softly through
the birch-clad glens, bright and happy faces never failed to encircle
the dinner-table of our winsome Lady of the Towers.
There was great rejoicing throughout all the parish on the birth of Lord
Alwyn's heir. Village bells were rung, and a huge bonfire was lighted
on the very top of the highest hill: a bonfire that could be seen from
house and hut for leagues and leagues around.
The bonfire was kept burning all night long. Meanwhile the village lads
and lasses had assembled in a barn gaily bedecked with evergreens and
flowers of every hue, and had made quite a ball-room of it. So the fire
burned all the livelong night, and as long as the fire burned, the lads
and lasses danced, till at last the grey dawn of a summer morning made
fire and dancing both seem out of place.
But Alwyn's heir did not cease to be a wonder and a subject for talk for
the traditional nine days at least, during which time there was not a
living soul in or about Dunallan Towers who had not been honoured with a
peep at his little full moon of a face.
His nurse was so proud of her charge that she had even brought him as
far as the top of the great hall-stair for Peter, the cow-boy, to have
just one glimpse at.
Peter--the diary informs me--had left his boots on the mat; and when he
reached the stair-top, and the snowy-white wraps were down-folded from
the child's face, the good-hearted cow-boy, thinking he was in duty
bound to say something very complimentary in return for the high honour
bestowed upon him, lifted both hands and eyes ceiling-wards, and
ejaculated--
"My goodness! What a bonnie, bonnie bairn! I never saw the like o'
that before in a' my born days!"
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I pause for a moment here, reader, and raise my head from the table at
which I have been writing with the diary mentioned lying open before me.
I look up because some one has just glided silently into the room. It
is Janet--Janet who wrote the diary; Janet who had been Claude's nurse.
She is very old now, her hair is as white as wreaths of drifted snow,
but her face is still pleasant, and her eyes are bright, nor has the
weight of years succeeded in bending her form.
She stands by my side, erect. She places one hand--how thin it is!--on
the pages of the journal.
"You will not find everything there," she says, "about my dear boy
Claude."
"Sit down, Janet," I say to her kindly. "I like to have you near me.
Take the book on your lap. Read to me, or talk to me, or do both; I
shall listen and presently I shall write."
The apartment in which I am seated is what is called the red parlour of
Dunallan Towers. It is in one of the many gables of the old mansion
that abuts upon a green lawn, or brae, sloping somewhat steeply down to
the river's bank.
It is a lovely evening in early autumn. Behind the purple hills in the
west yonder, the sun has just set in a golden haze, and high up in the
sky's blue there are a few feather-like clouds of brightest crimson.
By-and-by these will change to grey, then shadows of night will creep up
from glen and dell, the rooks will cease to caw, and we shall hear only
the murmur of the river over its pebbly bed, and the wind moaning
through the topmost branches and the crisp leaves of those tall swaying
trees.
Janet's voice falls upon my ear in sad but pleasant monotone. It is
like the voice of one chanting some old-world ballad. I do not think
her eyes are turned on me as she speaks--mine are looking outwards into
the twilight; and she is gazing back, as it were, to the far-distant
past.
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Why, it is dark! Janet must have been talking for hours and hours, and
has glided away as silently as she came.
I awake from the reverie into which I had fallen and step out through
the casement. How fresh the air is! How pleasant the wind's soft
whisper and the river's song! The stars are out, and the round yellow
moon is struggling up through a bank of clouds on the horizon. Now and
then a bat flits past; now and then an owl hoots mournfully from some
turret or chimney, round which the darkling ivy creeps. Not a light in
any window. Silence broods over Dunallan Towers.
"The harp that once thro' Tara's halls
The soul of music shed,
Now hangs as mute on Tara's walls
As if that soul were fled.
"So sleeps the pride of former days,
So glory's thrill is o'er,
And hearts that once beat high for praise
Now feel that pulse no more."
The night air is keen. I re-enter the red parlour, close the casement,
and light my reading-lamp.
And now I write once more. No need for the journal's assistance any
longer, though. Every word that old Janet said has sunk deep into my
mind and rooted itself in my memory, and will never be effaced while I
and time have any connection.