Chapter XLIV

HOW MARY HAWKER HEARD THE NEWS.

Troubridge's Station, Toonarbin, lay so far back from the river, and so

entirely on the road to nowhere, that Tom used to remark, that he would

back it for being the worst station for news in the country. So it

happened that while these terrible scenes were enacting within ten

miles of them, down, in fact, to about one o'clock in the day when the

bushrangers were overtaken and punished, Mary and her cousin sat

totally unconscious of what was going on.

But about eleven o'clock that day, Burnside, the cattle dealer,

mentioned once before in these pages, arrived at Major Buckley's, from

somewhere up country, and found the house apparently deserted.

But having coee'd for some time, a door opened in one of the huts, and

a sleepy groom came forth, yawning.

"Where are they all?" asked Burnside.

"Mrs. Buckley and the women were down at Mrs. Mayford's, streaking the

bodies out," he believed. "The rest were gone away after the gang."

This was the first that Burnside had heard about the matter. And now,

bit by bit, he extracted everything from the sleepy groom.

I got him afterwards to confess to me, that when he heard of this

terrible affair, his natural feeling of horror was considerably alloyed

with pleasure. He saw here at one glance a fund of small talk for six

months. He saw himself a welcome visitor at every station, even up to

furthest lonely Condamine, retailing the news of these occurrences with

all the authenticity of an eye witness, improving his narrative by each

repetition. Here was the basis of a new tale, Ode, Epic, Saga, or what

you may please to call it, which he Burnside, the bard, should sing at

each fireside throughout the land.

"And how are Mrs. and Miss Mayford, poor souls!" he asked.

"They're as well," answered the groom, "as you'd expect folks to be

after such a mishap. They ran out at the back way and down the garden

towards the river before the chaps could burst the door down. I am

sorry for that little chap Cecil; I am, by Jove! A straightforward,

manly little chap as ever crossed a horse. Last week he says to me,

says he, 'Benjy, my boy,' says he, 'come and be groom to me. I'll give

you thirty pound a-year.' And I says, 'If Mr. Sam----' Hallo, there

they are at it, hammer and tongs! Sharp work, that!"

They both listened intensely. They could hear, borne on the west wind,

a distant dropping fire and a shouting. The groom's eye began to kindle

a bit, but Burnside, sitting yet upon his horse, grasped the lad's

shoulder and cried, "God save us, suppose our men should be beaten!"

"Suppose," said the groom, contemptuously shaking him off; "why, then

you and I should get our throats cut."

At this moment the noise of the distant fight breezed up louder than

ever.

"They're beat back," said Burnside. "I shall be off to Toonarbin, and

give them warning. I advise you to save yourself."

"I was set to mind these here things," said Benjy, "and I'm a-going to

mind 'em. And they as meddles with 'em had better look out."

Burnside started off for Toonarbin, and when halfway there he paused

and listened. The firing had ceased. When he came to reflect, now that

his panic was over, he had very little doubt that Desborough's party

had gained the day. It was impossible, he thought, that it could be

otherwise.

Nevertheless, being half-way to Toonarbin, he determined to ride on,

and, having called in a moment, to follow a road which took a way past

Lee's old hut towards the scene of action. He very soon pulled up at

the door, and Tom Troubridge came slowly out to meet him.

"Hallo, Burnside!" said Tom. "Get off, and come in."

"Not I, indeed. I am going off to see the fight."

"What fight?" said Mary Hawker, looking over Tom's shoulder.

"Do you mean to say you have not heard the news?"

"Not a word of any news for a fortnight."

For once in his life, Burnside was laconic, and told them all that had

happened. Tom spoke not a word, but ran up to the stable and had a

horse out, saddled in a minute, he was dashing into the house again for

his hat and pistols when he came against Mary in the passage, leaning

against the wall.

"Tom," she whispered hoarsely. "Bring that boy back to me safe, or

never look me in the face again!"

He never answered her, he was thinking of some one beside the boy. He

pushed past her, and the next moment she saw him gallop away with

Burnside, followed by two men, and now she was left alone indeed, and

helpless.

There was not a soul about the place but herself; not a soul within ten

miles. She stood looking out of the door fixedly, at nothing, for a

time; but then, as hour by hour went on, and the afternoon stillness

fell upon the forest, and the shadows began to slant, a terror began to

grow upon her which at length became unbearable, and well-nigh drove

her mad.

At the first she understood that all these years of anxiety had come to

a point at last, and a strange feeling of excitement, almost joy, came

over her. She was one of those impetuous characters who stand suspense

worse than anything, and now, although terror was in her, she felt as

though relief was nigh. Then she began to think again of her son, but

only for an instant. He was under Major Buckley's care, and must be

safe; so she dismissed that fear from her mind for a time, but only for

a time. It came back to her again. Why did he not come to her? Why had

not the Major sent him off to her at once? Could the Major have been

killed? even if so, there was Doctor Mulhaus. Her terrors were absurd.

But not the less terrors that grew in strength hour by hour, as she

waited there, looking at the pleasant spring forest, and no one came.

Terrors that grew at last so strong, that they took the place of

certainties. Some hitch must have taken place, and her boy must be gone

out with the rest.

Having got as far as this, to go further was no difficulty. He was

killed, she felt sure of it, and none had courage to come and tell her

of it. She suddenly determined to verify her thoughts at once, and went

in doors to get her hat.

She had fully made up her mind that he must be killed at this time. The

hope of his having escaped was gone. We, who know the real state of the

case, should tremble for her reason, when she finds her fears so

terribly true. We shall see.

She determined to start away to the Brentwoods', and end her present

state of terror one way or another. Tom had taken the only horse in the

stable, but her own brown pony was running in the paddock with some

others; and she sallied forth, worn out, feverish, halfmad, to try to

catch him.

The obstinate brute wouldn't be caught. Then she spent a weary hour

trying to drive them all into the stockyard, but in vain. Three times

she, with infinite labour, drove them up to the slip-rack, and each

time the same mare and foal broke away, leading off the others. The

third time, when she saw them all run whinnying down to the further end

of the paddock, after half an hour or so of weary work driving them up,

when she had run herself off her poor tottering legs, and saw that all

her toil was in vain, then she sank down on the cold hard gravel in the

yard, with her long black hair streaming loose along the ground, and

prayed that she might die. Down at full length, in front of her own

door, like a dead woman, moaning and crying, from time to time, "Oh, my

boy, my boy."

How long she lay there she knew not. She heard a horse's feet, but only

stopped her ears from the news she thought was coming. Then she heard a

steady heavy footstep close to her, and some one touched her, and tried

to raise her.

She sat up, shook the hair from her eyes, and looked at the man who

stood beside her. At first she thought it was a phantom of her own

brain, but then looking wildly at the calm, solemn features, and the

kindly grey eyes which were gazing at her so inquiringly, she

pronounced his name--"Frank Maberly."

"God save you, madam," he said. "What is the matter?"

"Misery, wrath, madness, despair!" she cried wildly, raising her hand.

"The retribution of a lifetime fallen on my luckless head in one

unhappy moment."

Frank Maberly looked at her in real pity, but a thought went through

his head. "What a magnificent actress this woman would make." It merely

past through his brain and was gone, and then he felt ashamed of

himself for entertaining it a moment; and yet it was not altogether an

unnatural one for him who knew her character so well. She was lying on

the ground in an attitude which would have driven Siddons to despair;

one white arm, down which her sleeve had fallen, pressed against her

forehead, while the other clutched the ground; and her splendid black

hair fallen down across her shoulders. Yet how could he say how much of

all this wild despair was real, and how much hysterical?

"But what is the matter, Mary Hawker," he asked. "Tell me, or how can I

help you?"

"Matter?" she said. "Listen. The bushrangers are come down from the

mountains, spreading ruin, murder, and destruction far and wide. My

husband is captain of the gang: and my son, my only son, whom I have

loved better than my God, is gone with the rest to hunt them down--to

seek, unknowing, his own father's life. There is mischief beyond your

mending, priest!"

Beyond his mending, indeed. He saw it. "Rise up," he said, "and act.

Tell me all the circumstances. Is it too late?"

She told him how it had come to pass, and then he showed her that all

her terrors were but anticipations, and might be false. He got her pony

for her, and, as night was falling, rode away with her along the

mountain road that led to Captain Brentwood's.

The sun was down, and ere they had gone far, the moon was bright

overhead. Frank, having fully persuaded himself that all her terrors

were the effect of an overwrought imagination, grew cheerful, and tried

to laugh her out of them. She, too, with the exercise of riding through

the night-air, and the company of a handsome, agreeable, well-bred man,

began to have a lurking idea that she had been making a fool of

herself; when they came suddenly on a hut, dark, cheerless, deserted,

standing above a black, stagnant, reed-grown waterhole.

The hut where Frank had gone to preach to the stockmen. The hut where

Lee had been murdered--an ill-omened place; and as they came opposite

to it, they saw two others approaching them in the moonlight--Major

Buckley and Alice Brentwood.

Then Alice, pushing forward, bravely met her, and told her all--all,

from beginning to end; and when she had finished, having borne up

nobly, fell to weeping as though her heart would break. But Mary did

not weep, or cry, or fall down. She only said, "Let me see him," and

went on with them, silent and steady.

They got to Garoopna late at night, none having spoken all the way.

Then they showed her into the room where poor Charles lay, cold and

stiff, and there she stayed hour after hour through the weary night.

Alice looked in once or twice, and saw her sitting on the bed which

bore the corpse of her son, with her face buried in her hands; and at

last, summoning courage, took her by the arm and led her gently to bed.

Then she went into the drawing-room, where, besides her father, were

Major Buckley, Doctor Mulhaus, Frank Maberly, and the drunken doctor

before spoken of, who had had the sublime pleasure of cutting a bullet

from his old adversary's arm, and was now in a fair way to justify the

SOBRIQUET I have so often applied to him. I myself also was sitting

next the fire, alongside of Frank Maberly.

"My brave girl," said the Major, "how is she?"

"I hardly can tell you, sir," said Alice; "she is so very quiet. If she

would cry now, I should be very glad. It would not frighten me so much

as seeing her like that. I fear she will die!"

"If her reason holds," said the Doctor, "she will get over it. She had,

from all accounts, gone through every phase of passion, down to utter

despair, before she knew the blow had fallen. Poor Mary!"

* * * * *

There, we have done. All this misery has come on her from one act of

folly and selfishness years ago. How many lives are ruined, how many

families broken up, by one false step! If ever a poor soul has expiated

her own offence, she has. Let us hope that brighter times are in store

for her. Let us have done with moral reflections; I am no hand at that

work. One more dark scene, reader, and then.--

* * * * *

It was one wild dreary day in the spring; a day of furious wind and

cutting rain; a day when few passengers were abroad, and when the

boatmen were gathered in knots among the sheltered spots upon the

quays, waiting to hear of disasters at sea; when the ships creaked and

groaned at the wharfs, and the harbour was a sheet of wind-driven foam,

and the domain was strewed with broken boughs. On such a day as this,

Major Buckley and myself, after a sharp walk, found ourselves in front

of the principal gaol in Sydney.

We were admitted, for we had orders; and a small, wiry, clever-looking

man about fifty bowed to us as we entered the white-washed corridor,

which led from the entrance hall. We had a few words with him, and then

followed him.

To the darkest passage in the darkest end, of that dreary place; to the

condemned cells. And my heart sank as the heavy bolt shot back, and we

went into the first one on the right.

Before us was a kind of bed-place. And on that bedplace lay the figure

of a man. Though it is twenty years ago since I saw it, I can remember

that scene as though it were yesterday.

He lay upon a heap of tumbled blankets, with his face buried in a

pillow. One leg touched the ground, and round it was a ring, connecting

the limb to a long iron bar, which ran along beneath the bed. One arm

also hung listlessly on the cold stone floor, and the other was thrown

around his head, a head covered with short black curls, worthy of an

Antinous, above a bare muscular neck, worthy of a Farnese Hercules. I

advanced towards him.

The governor held me back. "My God, sir," he said, "take care. Don't,

as you value your life, go within length of his chain." But at that

moment the handsome head was raised from the pillow, and my eyes met

George Hawker's. Oh, Lord! such a piteous wild look. I could not see

the fierce desperate villain who had kept our country-side in terror so

long. No, thank God, I could only see the handsome curly-headed boy who

used to play with James Stockbridge and myself among the gravestones in

Drumston churchyard. I saw again the merry lad who used to bathe with

us in Hatherleigh water, and whom, with all his faults, I had once

loved well. And seeing him, and him only, before me, in spite of a

terrified gesture from the governor, I walked up to the bed, and,

sitting down beside him, put my arm round his neck.

"George! George! Dear old friend!" I said. "O George, my boy, has it

come to this?"

I don't want to be instructed in my duty. I know what my duty was on

that occasion as well as any man. My duty as a citizen and a magistrate

was to stand at the further end of the cell, and give this hardened

criminal a moral lecture, showing how honesty and virtue, as in my

case, had led to wealth and honour, and how yielding to one's passions

led to disgrace and infamy, as in his. That was my duty, I allow. But

then, you see, I didn't do my duty. I had a certain tender feeling

about my stomach which prevented me from doing it. So I only hung

there, with my arm round his neck, and said, from time to time, "O

George, George!" like a fool.

He put his two hands upon my shoulders, so that his fetters hung across

my breast; and he looked me in the face. Then he said, after a time,

"What! Hamlyn? Old Jeff Hamlyn! The only man I ever knew that I didn't

quarrel with! Come to see me now, eh? Jeff, old boy, I'm to be hung

to-morrow."

"I know it," I said. "And I came to ask you if I could do anything for

you. For the sake of dear old Devon, George."

"Anything you like, old Jeff," he said, with a laugh, "so long as you

don't get me reprieved. If I get loose again, lad, I'd do worse than I

ever did yet, believe me. I've piled up a tolerable heap of wickedness

as it is, though. I've murdered my own son, Jeff. Do you know that?"

I answered--"Yes; I know that, George; but that was an accident. You

did not know who he was."

"He came at me to take my life," said Hawker. "And I tell you, as a man

who goes out to be hung to-morrow, that, if I had guessed who he was,

I'd have blown my own brains out to save him from the crime of killing

me. Who is that man?"

"Don't you remember him?" I said. "Major Buckley."

The Major came forward, and held out his hand to George Hawker. "You

are now," he said, "like a dead man to me. You die to-morrow; and you

know it; and face it like a man. I come to ask you to forgive me

anything you may have to forgive. I have been your enemy since I first

saw you: but I have been an honest and open enemy; and now I am your

enemy no longer. I ask you to shake hands with me. I have been warned

not to come within arm's length of you, chained as you are. But I am

not afraid of you."

The Major came and sat on the bed-place beside him.

"As for that little animal," said George Hawker, pointing to the

governor as he stood at the further end of the cell, "if he comes

within reach of me, I'll beat his useless little brains out against the

wall, and he knows it. He was right to caution you not to come too near

me. I nearly killed a man yesterday: and to-morrow, when they come to

lead me out----But, with regard to you, Major Buckley, the case is

different. Do you know I should be rather sorry to tackle you; I'm

afraid you would be too heavy for me. As to my having anything to

forgive, Major, I don't know that there is anything. If there is, let

me tell you that I feel more kind and hearty towards you and Hamlyn for

coming to me like this to-day, than I've felt towards any man this

twenty year. By-the-bye; let no man go to the gallows without clearing

himself as far as he may. Do you know that I set on that red-haired

villain, Moody, to throttle Bill Lee, because I hadn't pluck to do it

myself."

"Poor Lee," said the Major.

"Poor devil," said Hawker. "Why that man had gone through every sort of

villany, from" (so and so up to so and so, he said; I shall not

particularize) "before my beard was grown. Why that man laid such plots

and snares for me when I was a lad, that a bishop could not have

escaped. He egged me on to forge my own father's name. He drove me on

to ruin. And now, because it suited his purpose to turn honest, and act

faithful domestic to my wife for twenty years, he is mourned for as an

exemplary character, and I go to the gallows. He was a meaner villain

than ever I was."

"George," I asked, "have you any message for your wife?"

"Only this," he said; "tell her I always liked her pretty face, and I'm

sorry I brought disgrace upon her. Through all my rascalities, old

Jeff, I swear to you that I respected and liked her to the last. I

tried to see her last year, only to tell her that she needn't be afraid

of me, and should treat me as a dead man; but she and her blessed

pig-headed lover, Tom Troubridge, made such knife and pistol work of

it, that I never got the chance of saying the word I wanted. She'd have

saved herself much trouble if she hadn't acted so much like a

frightened fool. I never meant her any harm. You may tell her all this

if you judge right, but I leave it to you. Time's up, I see. I ain't so

much of a coward, am I, Jeff? Good-bye, old lad, good-bye."

That was the last we saw of him; the next morning he was executed with

four of his comrades. But now the Major and I, leaving him, went out

again into the street, into the rain and the furious wind, to beat up

against it for our hotel. Neither spoke a word till we came to a corner

in George Street, nearest the wharf: and there the Major turned back

upon me suddenly and I thought he had been unable to face the terrible

gust which came sweeping up from the harbour: but it was not so. He had

turned on purpose, and putting his hands upon my shoulders, he said,--

"Hamlyn, Hamlyn, you have taught me a lesson."

"I suppose so," I said. "I have shown you what a fool a tender-hearted

soft-headed fellow may make of himself by yielding to his impulses. But

I have a defence to offer, my dear sir, the best of excuses, the only

real excuse existing in this world. I couldn't help it."

"I don't mean that, Hamlyn," he answered. "The lesson you have taught

me is a very different one. You have taught me that there are bright

points in the worst man's character, a train of good feeling which no

tact can bring out, but yet which some human spark of feeling may

light. Here is this man Hawker, of whom we heard that he was dangerous

to approach, and whom the good chaplain was forced to pray for and

exhort from a safe distance. The man for whose death, till ten minutes

ago, I was rejoicing. The man I thought lost, and beyond hope. Yet you,

by one burst of unpremeditated folly, by one piece of silly

sentimentality; by ignoring the man's later life, and carrying him back

in imagination to his old schoolboy days, have done more than our good

old friend the Chaplain could have done without your assistance. There

is a spark of the Divine in the worst of men, if you can only find it."

In spite of the Major's parliamentary and didactic way of speaking, I

saw there was truth at the bottom of what he said, and that he meant

kindly to me, and to the poor fellow who was even now among the dead;

so instead of arguing with him, I took his arm, and we fought homewards

together through the driving rain.

Imagine three months to have passed. That stormy spring had changed

into a placid, burning summer. The busy shearing-time was past; the

noisy shearers were dispersed, heaven knows where (most of them

probably suffering from a shortness of cash, complicated with delirium

tremens). The grass in the plains had changed from green to dull grey;

the river had changed his hoarse roar for a sleepy murmur, as though

too lazy to quarrel with his boulders in such weather. A hot dull haze

was over forest and mountain. The snow had perspired till it showed

long black streaks on the highest eminences. In short, summer had come

with a vengeance; every one felt hot, idle, and thirsty, and "there was

nothing doing."

Now that broad cool verandah of Captain Brentwood's, with its deep

recesses of shadow, was a place not to be lightly spoken of. Any man

once getting footing there, and leaving it, except on compulsion, would

show himself of weak mind. Any man once comfortably settled there in an

easy chair, who fetched anything for himself when he could get any one

else to fetch it for him, would show himself, in my opinion, a man of

weak mind. One thing only was wanted to make it perfect, and that was

niggers. To the winds with "Uncle Tom's Cabin," and "Dred" after it, in

a hot wind! What can an active-minded, self-helpful lady like Mrs.

Stowe, freezing up there in Connecticut, obliged to do something to

keep herself warm,--what can she, I ask, know about the requirements of

a southern gentleman when the thermometer stands at 125 degrees in the

shade? Pish! Does she know the exertion required for cutting up a pipe

of tobacco in a hot north wind? No! Does she know the amount of

perspiration and anger superinduced by knocking the head off a bottle

of Bass in January? Does she know the physical prostration which is

caused by breaking up two lumps of hard white sugar in a pawnee before

a thunderstorm? No, she doesn't, or she would cry out for niggers with

the best of us! When the thermometer gets over 100 degrees in the

shade, all men would have slaves if they were allowed. An Anglo-Saxon

conscience will not, save in rare instances, bear a higher average heat

than 95 degrees.

But about this verandah. It was the model and type of all verandahs. It

was made originally by the Irish family, the Donovans, before spoken

of; and, like all Irish-made things, was nobly conceived, beautifully

carried out, and then left to take care of itself, so that when Alice

came into possession, she found it a neglected mine of rare creepers

run wild. Here, for the first time, I saw the exquisite crimson

passion-flower, then a great rarity. Here, too, the native

passion-flower, scarlet and orange, was tangled up with the common

purple sarsaparilla and the English honeysuckle and jessamine.

In this verandah, one blazing morning, sat Mrs. Buckley and Alice

making believe to work. Mrs. Buckley really was doing something. Alice

sat with her hands fallen on her lap, so still and so beautiful, that

she might then and there have been photographed off by some

enterprising artist, and exhibited in the printshops as "Argia, Goddess

of Laziness."

They were not alone, however. Across the very coolest, darkest corner

was swung a hammock, looking at which you might perceive two hands

elevating a green paper-covered book, as though the owner were

reading--the aforesaid owner, however, being entirely invisible, only

proving his existence by certain bulges and angles in the canvas of the

hammock.

Now, having made a nice little mystery as to who it was lying there, I

will proceed to solve it. A burst of laughter came from the hidden man,

so uproarious and violent, that the hammock-strings strained and shook,

and the magpie, waking up from a sound sleep, cursed and swore in a

manner fearful to hear.

"My dearest Jim!" said Alice, rousing herself, "What is the matter with

you?"

Jim read aloud the immortal battle of the two editors, with their

carpet bags, in "Pickwick," and, ere he had half done, Alice and Mrs.

Buckley had mingled their laughter with his, quite as heartily, if not

so loudly.

"Hallo!" said Jim; "here's a nuisance! There's no more of it. Alice,

have you got any more?"

"That is all, Jim. The other numbers will come by the next mail."

"How tiresome! I suppose the governor is pretty sure to be home

to-night. He can't be away much longer."

"Don't be impatient, my dear," said Alice. "How is your leg?"

Please to remember that Jim's leg was broken in the late wars, and, as

yet, hardly well.

"Oh, it's a good deal better. Heigho! This is very dull."

"Thank you, James!" said Mrs. Buckley. "Dear me! the heat gets greater

every day. If they are on the road, I hope they won't hurry themselves."

Our old friends were just now disposed in the following manner:--

The Major was at home. Mary Hawker was staying with him. Doctor Mulhaus

and Halbert staying at Major Brentwood's, while Captain Brentwood was

away with Sam and Tom Troubridge to Sydney; and, having been absent

some weeks, had been expected home now for a day or two. This was the

day they came home, riding slowly up to the porch about five o'clock.

When all greetings were done, and they were sat down beside the others,

Jim opened the ball by asking, "What news, father?"

"What a particularly foolish question!" said the Captain. "Why, you'll

get it all in time--none the quicker for being impatient. May be, also,

when you hear some of the news, you won't like it!"

"Oh, indeed!" said Jim.

"I have a letter for you here, from the Commander-in-Chief. You are

appointed to the 3-th Regiment, at present quartered in India."

Alice looked at him quickly as she heard this, and, as a natural

consequence, Sam looked too. They had expected that he would have

hurra'd aloud, or thrown up his hat, or danced about, when he heard of

it. But no; he only sat bolt upright in his hammock, though his face

flushed scarlet, and his eyes glistened strangely.

His father looked at him an instant, and then continued,--

"Six months' leave of absence procured at the same time, which will

give you about three months more at home. So you see you now possess

the inestimable privilege of wearing a red coat; and what is still

better, of getting a hole made in it; for there is great trouble

threatening with the Affghans and Beloochs, and the chances are that

you will smell powder before you are up in your regimental duties.

Under which circumstances I shall take the liberty of requesting that

you inform yourself on these points under my direction, for I don't

want you to join your regiment in the position of any other booby. Have

the goodness to lie down again and not excite yourself. You have

anticipated this some time. Surely it is not necessary for you to cry

about it like a great girl."

But that night, after dark, when Sam and Alice were taking one of those

agreeable nocturnal walks, which all young lovers are prone to, they

came smoothly gliding over the lawn close up to the house, and then,

unseen and unheard, they saw Captain Brentwood with his arm round Jim's

neck, and heard him say,--

"O James! James! why did you want to leave me?"

And Jim answered. "Father, I didn't know. I didn't know my own mind.

But I can't call back now."

Sam and Alice slipt back again, and continued their walk. Let us hear

what conversation they had been holding together before this little

interruption.

"Alice, my darling, my love, you are more beautiful than ever!"

"Thanks to your absence, my dear Sam. You see how well I thrive without

you."

"Then when we are----"

"Well?" said Alice. For this was eight o'clock in the evening, you

know, and the moon being four days past the full, it was pitch dark.

"Well?" says she.

"When we are married," says Sam, audaciously, "I suppose you will pine

away to nothing."

"Good gracious me!" she answered. "Married? Why surely we are well

enough as we are."

"Most excellently well, my darling," said Sam. "I wish it could last

for ever."

"Oh, indeed!" said Alice, almost inaudibly though.

"Alice, my love," said Sam, "have you thought of one thing? Have you

thought that I must make a start in life for myself?"

No, she hadn't thought of that. Didn't see why Baroona wasn't good

enough for him.

"My dear!" he said. "Baroona is a fine property, but it is not mine. I

want money for a set purpose. For a glorious purpose, my love! I will

not tell you yet, not for years perhaps, what that purpose is. But I

want fifty thousand pounds of my own. And fifty thousand pounds I will

have."

Good gracious! What an avaricious creature. Such a quantity of money.

And so she wasn't to hear what he was going to do with it, for ever so

many years. Wouldn't he tell her now? She would so like to know. Would

nothing induce him?

Yes, there was something. Nay, what harm! Only an honest lover's kiss,

among the ripening grapes. In the dark, you say. My dear madam, you

would not have them kiss one another in broad day, with the cook

watching them out of the kitchen window?

"Alice," he said, "I have had one object before me from my boyhood, and

since you told me that I was to be your husband, that object has grown

from a vague intention to a fixed purpose. Alice, I want to buy back

the acres of my forefathers; I wish, I intend, that another Buckley

shall be the master of Clere, and that you shall be his wife."

"Sam, my love!" she said, turning on him suddenly. "What a magnificent

idea. Is it possible?"

"Easy," said Sam. "My father could do it, but will not. He and my

mother have severed every tie with the old country, and it would be at

their time of life only painful to go back to the old scenes and

interests. But with me it is different. Think of you and I taking the

place we are entitled to by birth and education, in the splendid

society of that noble island. Don't let me hear all that balderdash

about the founding of new empires. Empires take too long in growing for

me. What honours, what society, has this little colony to give,

compared to those open to a fourth-rate gentleman in England? I want to

be a real Englishman, not half a one. I want to throw in my lot heart

and hand with the greatest nation in the world. I don't want to be

young Sam Buckley of Baroona. I want to be the Buckley of Clere. Is not

that a noble ambition?"

"My whole soul goes with you, Sam," said Alice. "My whole heart and

soul. Let us consult, and see how this is to be done."

"This is the way the thing stands," said Sam. "The house and park at

Clere, were sold by my father for 12,000L. to a brewer. Since then,

this brewer, a most excellent fellow by all accounts, has bought back,

acre by acre, nearly half the old original property as it existed in my

great grandfather's time, so that now Clere must be worth fifty

thousand pounds at least. This man's children are all dead; and as far

as Captain Brentwood has been able to find out for me, no one knows

exactly how the property is going. The present owner is the same age as

my father; and at his death, should an advantageous offer be made,

there would be a good chance of getting the heirs to sell the property.

We should have to pay very highly for it, but consider what a position

we should buy with it. The county would receive us with open arms. That

is all I know at present."

"A noble idea," said Alice, "and well considered. Now what are you

going to do?"

"Have you heard tell yet," said Sam, "of the new country to the north,

they call the Darling Downs?"

"I have heard of it, from Burnside the cattle dealer. He describes it

as a paradise of wealth."

"He is right. When you get through the Cypress, the plains are endless.

It is undoubtedly the finest piece of country found yet. Now do you

know Tom Troubridge?"

"Slightly enough," said Alice, laughing.

"Well," said Sam. "You know he went to Sydney with us, and before he

had been three days there he came to me full of this Darling Down

country. Quite mad about it in fact. And in the end he said: 'Sam, what

money have you got?' I said that my father had promised me seven

thousand pounds for a certain purpose, and that I had come to town

partly to look for an investment. He said, 'Be my partner;' and I said,

'What for?' 'Darling Downs,' he said. And I said I was only too highly

honoured by such a mark of confidence from such a man, and that I

closed with his offer at once. To make a long matter short, he is off

to the new country to take up ground under the name of Troubridge and

Buckley. There!"

"But oughtn't you to have gone up with him, Sam?"

"I proposed to do so, as a matter of course," said Sam. "But what do

you think he said?"

"I don't know."

"He gave me a great slap on the back," said Sam; "and, said he, 'Go

home, my old lad, marry your wife, and fetch her up to keep house.'

That's what he said. And now, my own love, my darling, will you tell

me, am I to go up alone, and wait for you; or will you come up, and

make a happy home for me in that dreary desert? Will you leave your

home, and come away with me into the grey hot plains of the west?"

"I have no home in future, Sam," she said, "but where you are, and I

will gladly go with you to the world's end."

And so that matter was settled.

And now Sam disclosed to her that a visitor was expected at the station

in about a fortnight or three weeks; and he was no less a person than

our old friend the dean, Frank Maberly. And then he went to ask, did

she think that she could manage by that time to--, eh? Such an

excellent opportunity, you know; seemed almost as if his visit had been

arranged, which, between you and I, it had.

She thought it wildly possible, if there was any real necessity for it.

And after this they went in; and Alice went into her bedroom.

"And what have you been doing out there with Alice all this time, eh?"

asked the Captain.

"I've been asking a question, sir."

"You must have put it in a pretty long form. What sort of an answer did

you get?"

"I got 'yes' for an answer, sir."

"Ah, well! Mrs. Buckley, can you lend Baroona to a new married couple

for a few weeks, do you think? There is plenty of room for you here."

And then into Mrs. Buckley's astonished ear all the new plans were

poured. She heard that Sam and Alice were to be married in a fortnight,

and that Sam had gone into partnership with Tom Troubridge.

"Stop there," she said; "not too much at once. What becomes of Mary

Hawker?"

"She is left at Toonarbin, with an overseer, for the present."

"And when," she asked, "shall you leave us, Sam?"

"Oh, in a couple of months, I suppose. I must give Tom time to get a

house up before I go and join him. What a convenient thing a partner

like that is, eh?"

"Oh, by-the-bye, Mrs. Buckley," said Captain Brentwood, "what do you

make of this letter?"

He produced a broad thick letter, directed in a bold running hand,

"Major Buckley,

"Baroonah, Combermere County,

"Gipps-land.

"If absent, to be left with the nearest magistrate, and a receipt taken

for it."

"How very strange," said Mrs. Buckley, turning it over. "Where did you

get it?"

"Sergeant Jackson asked me, as nearest magistrate, to take charge of

it; and so I did. It has been forwarded by orderly from Sydney."

"And the Governor's private seal, too," said Mrs. Buckley. "I don't

know when my curiosity has been so painfully excited. Put it on the

chimney-piece, Sam; let us gaze on the outside, even if we are denied

to see the inside. I wonder if your father will come tonight?"

"No; getting too late," said Sam. "Evidently Halbert and the Doctor

have found themselves there during their ride, and are keeping him and

Mrs. Hawker company. They will all three be over to-morrow morning,

depend on it."

"What a really good fellow that Halbert is," said Captain Brentwood.

"One of the best companions I ever met. I wish his spirits would

improve with his health. A sensitive fellow like him is apt not to

recover from a blow like his."

"What blow?" said Mrs. Buckley.

"Did you never hear?" said the Captain. "The girl he was going to be

married to got drowned coming out to him in the Assam."

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