XIII.

It was under cover of a fog of leprous brown striated with ochre and

acrid with smoke that Tristrem entered London. In allusion to that most

delightful of cities, someone has said somewhere that hell must be just

such another place. If the epigrammatist be right, then indeed is it

time that the rehabilitation of the lower regions began. London is

subtle and cruel, perhaps, and to the meditative traveller it not

infrequently appears like an invocation to suicide writ in stone. But

whoso has once accustomed himself to its breath may live ever after in

flowerful Arcadias and yet dream of its exhalations with regret. In

Venice one may coquette with phantoms; Rome has ghosts and memories of

her own; in Paris there is a sparkle that is headier than absinthe;

Berlin resounds so well to the beat of drums that even the pusillanimous

are brave; but London is the great enchantress. It is London alone that

holds the secret of inspiring love and hatred as well.

Tristrem sniffed the fog with a sensation of that morbid pleasure which

girls in their teens and women in travail experience when they crave and

obtain repulsive food. Had he not hungered for it himself? and did she

not breathe it too?

The journey from Euston Square to the hotel in Jermyn Street at which he

proposed to put up, was to him a confusion of impatience and

anticipation. He was sure of finding a cablegram from Mrs. Raritan's

attorney, and was it not possible that he might see Viola that very

night? In Jermyn Street, however, no message awaited him. Under the

diligent supervision of a waiter who had the look and presence of a

bishop he managed later to eat some dinner. But the evening was a blank:

he passed it twirling his thumbs, dumbly irritated, incapable of action,

and perplexed as he had never been before.

The next morning his Odyssey began. He cabled to Mr. Meggs, and saw the

clerk put beneath the message the cabalistic letters _A. P._ And then,

in an attempt to frighten Time, he had his measure taken in Saville Row

and his hair cut in Bond Street. But in vain--the day dragged as though

its wheels were clogged. By noon he had exhausted every possible

resource. Another, perhaps, might have beguiled the tedium with drink,

or cultivated what Balzac has called the gastronomy of the eye, and

which consists in idling in the streets. But unfortunately for Tristrem,

he was none other than himself. The mere smell of liquor was distasteful

to him, and he was too nervous to be actively inactive. Moreover, as in

September there are never more than four million people in London, his

chance of encountering an acquaintance was slight. Those that he

possessed were among the absent ten thousand. They were in the country,

among the mountains, at the seaside, on the Continent--anywhere, in

fact, except in the neighborhood of Pall Mall. And even had it been

otherwise, Tristrem was not in a mood to suffer entertainment. He had

not the slightest wish to be amused. Wagner might have come to Covent

Garden from the grave to conduct Parsifal in person and Tristrem would

not have so much as bought a stall. He wanted Miss Raritan's address,

and until he got it a comet that bridged the horizon would have left him

incurious as the dead.

On the morrow, with his coffee, there came to him a yellow envelope. The

message was brief, though not precisely to the point "_Uninformed of

Mrs. Raritan's address_," it ran, and the signature was _Meggs_.

For the first time it occurred to Tristrem that Fate was conspiring

against him. It had been idiocy on his part to leave New York before he

had obtained the address; and now that he was in London, it would be

irrational to write to any of her friends--the Wainwarings, for

instance--and hope to get it. He knew the Wainwarings just well enough

to attend a reception if they gave one, and a slighter acquaintance than

that it were idle to describe.

Other friends the girl had in plenty, but to Tristrem they were little

more than shadows. There seemed to be no one to whom he could turn.

Indeed he was sorely perplexed. Since the hour in which he learned that

his father and Viola's were not the same he had been possessed of but

one thought--to see her and kneel at her feet; and in the haste he had

not shown the slightest forethought--he had been too feverishly

energetic to so much as wait till he got her address; and now in the

helter-skelter he had run into a _cul-de-sac_ where he could absolutely

do nothing except sit and bite his thumb. The enforced inactivity was

torturesome as suspense. In his restlessness he determined to retrace

his steps; he would return to New York, he told himself, learn of her

whereabouts, and start afresh. Already he began to calculate the number

of days which that course of action would necessitate, and then

suddenly, as he saw himself once more on Fifth Avenue, he bethought him

of Alphabet Jones. What man was there that commanded larger sources of

social information than he? He would cable to him at once, and on the

morrow he would have the address.

The morrow dawned, and succeeding morrows--a week went by, and still no

word from Jones. A second week passed, and when a third was drawing to a

close and Tristrem, outwearied and enervated, had secured a berth on a

returning steamer, at last the answer came--an answer in four

words--"_Brown Shipley, Founders' Court_." That was all, but to

Tristrem, in his over-wrought condition, they were as barbs of flame.

"My own bankers!" he cried; "oh, thrice triple fool! why did I not think

of them before?" He was so annoyed at his stupidity that on his way to

the city his irritation counterbalanced the satisfaction which the

message brought. "Three whole weeks have I waited," he kept telling

himself--"three whole weeks! H'm! Jones might better have written. No, I

might better have shown some common-sense. Three whole weeks!"

He was out of the cab before it had fairly stopped, and breathless when

he reached the desk of the clerk whose duty it was to receive and

forward the letters of those who banked with the house.

"I want Mrs. Raritan's address," he said--"Mrs. R. F. Raritan, please."

The clerk fumbled a moment over some papers. "Care of Munroe, Rue

Scribe," he answered.

"Thank God!" Tristrem exclaimed; "and thank you. Send my letters there

also."

That evening he started for Paris, and the next morning he was asking in

the Rue Scribe the same question which he had asked the previous

afternoon in Founders' Court. There he learned that Mrs. Raritan had

sent word, the day before, that all letters should be held for her until

further notice. She had been stopping with her daughter at the Hôtel du

Rhin, but whether or not she was still there the clerk did not know. The

Rue Scribe is not far from the Place Vendôme, in which the Hôtel du Rhin

is situated, and it took Tristrem a little less than five minutes to get

there. The concierge was lounging in her cubby-hole.

"Madame Raritan?" Tristrem began.

"_Partie, m'sieu, partie d'puis hier--_"

And then from Tristrem new questions came thick and fast. The concierge,

encouraged by what is known as a white piece, and of which the value is

five francs in current coin, became very communicative. Disentangled

from layers of voluble digression, the kernel of her information

amounted to this: Mrs. Raritan and her daughter had taken the Orient

Express the day before. On the subject of their destination she declared

herself ignorant. Suppositions she had in plenty, but actual knowledge

none, and she took evident pleasure in losing herself in extravagant

conjectures. "_Bien le bonjour_," she said when Tristrem, passably

disheartened, turned to leave--"_Bien le bonjour, m'sieu; si j'ose

m'exprimer ainsi._"

The Orient Express, as Tristrem knew, goes through Southern Germany into

Austria, thence down to Buda-Pest and on to Constantinople. That Viola

and her mother had any intention of going farther than Vienna was a

thing which he declined to consider. On the way to Vienna was Stuttgart

and Munich. In Munich there was Wagner every other night. In Stuttgart

there was a conservatory of music, and at Vienna was not the Opera

world-renowned? "They have gone to one of those three cities," he told

himself. "Viola must have determined to relinquish the Italian school

for the German. H'm," he mused, "I'll soon put a stop to that. As to

finding her, all I have to do is go to the police. They keep an eye on

strangers to some purpose. Let me see--I can get to Stuttgart by

to-morrow noon. If she is not there I will go to Munich. I rather like

the idea of a stroll on the Maximilien Strasse. It would be odd if I met

her in the street. Well, if she isn't in Munich she is sure to be in

Vienna." And as he entered the Grand Hôtel he smiled anew in dreams

forecast.

Tristrem carried out his programme to the end. But not in Stuttgart, not

in Munich, nor in Vienna either, could he obtain the slightest

intelligence of her. In the latter city he was overtaken by a low fever,

which detained him for a month, and from which he arose enfeebled but

with clearer mind. He wrote to Viola two letters, and two also to her

mother. One of each he sent to the Rue Scribe, the others to Founders'

Court. When ten days went by, and no answer came, he understood for the

first time what the fable of Tantalus might mean, and that of Sisyphus

too. He wrote at length to his grandfather, describing his Odyssey, his

perplexities, and asking advice. He even wrote to Jones--though much

more guardedly, of course--thanking him for his cable, and inquiring in

a post-scriptum whether he had heard anything further on the subject of

the Raritans' whereabouts. These letters were barely despatched when he

was visited by a luminous thought. The idea that Viola intended to

relinquish Italian music for that of Wagner had never seemed to him

other than an incongruity. "Idiot that I am!" he exclaimed; "she came

abroad to study at Milan, and there is where she is. She must have left

the Orient Express at Munich and gone straight down through the Tyrol."

And in the visitation of this comforting thought Tantalus and Sisyphus

went back into the night from which they had come; in their place came

again the blue-eyed divinity whose name is Hope.

It is not an easy journey, nor a comfortable one, from Vienna to Milan,

but Hope aiding, it can be accomplished without loss of life or reason.

And Hope aided Tristrem to his destination, and there disappeared. In

all Milan no intelligence of Viola could be obtained. He wrote again to

her. The result was the same. "I am as one accursed," he thought, and

that night he saw himself in dream stopping passers in the street,

asking them with lifted hat had they seen a girl wonderfully fair, with

amber eyes. He asked the question in French, in German, in Italian,

according to the nationality of those he encountered, and once, to a

little old woman, he spoke in a jargon of his own invention. But she

laughed, and seemed to understand, and gave him the address of a

lupanar.

He idled awhile in Milan, and then went to Florence, and to Rome, and to

Naples, crossing over, even, to Palermo; and then retracing his steps,

he visited the smaller cities and outlying, unfrequented towns.

Something there was which kept telling him that she was near at hand,

waiting, like the enchanted princess, for his coming. And he hunted and

searched, outwearied at times, and refreshed again by resuscitations of

hope, and intussusceptions of her presence. But in the search his nights

were white. It was rare for him to get any sleep before the dawn had

come.

Early in spring he reached Milan again. He had written from Bergamo to

the Rue Scribe, asking that his letters should be forwarded to that

place, and among the communications that were given him on his arrival

was a cablegram from New York. _Come back_, it ran; _she is here_. It

was from his grandfather, Dirck Van Norden, and as Tristrem read it he

trembled from head to foot. It was on a Tuesday that this occurred, and

he reflected that he would just about be able to get to Havre in time

for the Saturday steamer. An hour later he was in the train bound for

Desenzano, from which place he proposed to go by boat to Riva, and

thence up to Munich, where he could catch the Orient Express on its

returning trip to France.

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