VII.

One morning Tristrem found the sliced oranges companied by a note from

Her. It was not long, but he read it so often that it became lengthy in

spite of the writer. The cottage, it informed him, which had been taken

for the summer, was becoming habitable. As yet but one of the hotels,

and that the worst, was prepared for guests. In a fortnight, however,

the others would begin to open their doors, and meanwhile if, in the

course of the week, he care to run up, there was a room in the cottage

at his disposal.

"In the course of the week," soliloquized Tristrem; "h'm--well, this

afternoon is in the course of it, and this afternoon will I go."

Pleasured by the artfulness of his own sophistry, he procured a

provision of _langues dorées_, a comestible of which she was fond, found

at Tiffany's the ruby and opal set in accordance with orders already

given, and at two o'clock boarded the Newport express.

The train reached New London before Tristrem had so much as glanced at a

volume which he held in his hand. He had little need of anything to

occupy his thoughts. His mind was a scenario in which he followed the

changes and convolutions of an entertainment more alluring than any that

romancer or playwright could convey. He was in that mood which we all of

us have experienced, in which life seems not only worth living, but a

fountain of delight as well. Were ever fields more green or sky more

fair? And such a promise as the future held! In his hearing was a choir

of thrushes, and on his spirit had been thrown a mantle so subtle, yet

of texture so insistent, that no thought not wholly pure could pierce

the woof or find a vantage-ground therein. He was in that mood in which

one feels an ascension of virtues, the companionship of unviolated

illusions, the pomp and purple of worship, a communion with all that is

best, a repulsion of all that is base--that mood in which hymns mount

unsummoned from the heart.

He was far away, but the Ideal was at his side. The past was a mirror,

mirroring nothing save his own preparation and the dream of the coming

of her. And now she had come, fairer than the fairest vision and desire

that ever visited a poet starving in a garret. To be worthy of her, even

in the slightest measure, what was there that he would leave undone? And

as the train brought him to his journey's end, he repeated to himself,

gravely and decorously, and with the earnestness and sincerity of the

untried, the grave covenants of the marriage pact.

On descending at the station he remembered, for the first time, that he

had omitted to send Miss Raritan an avant-courier in the shape of a

telegram. It is one of the oddities of hazard that, in turning down one

street instead of turning up another, a man's existence, and not his own

alone, but that of others also, may seem to be wholly changed thereby.

The term _seem_ is used advisedly, for, with a better understanding of

the interconnection of cause and effect, chance has been outlawed by

science, and in the operations of consistent laws the axiom, "Whatever

will be, Is," has passed to the kindergarten. Tristrem thought of this

months afterward. He remembered then, that that morning he had started

out with the intention of sending a telegram from the club, but on the

way there he had thought of the chocolate which Viola preferred, and,

after turning into Broadway to purchase it, he had drifted into

Tiffany's, and from there he had returned to Waverley Place, the message

unsent and forgotten. He recalled these incidents months later, but for

the moment he merely felt a vague annoyance at his own neglect.

There was a negro at the station, the driver of a coach in whose care

Tristrem placed himself, and presently the coach rattled over a road

that skirted the sea, and drew up at the gate of a tiny villa. On the

porch Mrs. Raritan was seated, and when she recognized her visitor she

came down the path, exclaiming her pleasure and welcome. It was evident

at once that she had been gratified by her daughter's choice.

"But we didn't expect you," she said. "Viola told me you would not come

before Saturday. I am glad you did, though; as yet there's hardly a soul

in the place. Viola has gone riding. It's after seven, isn't it? She

ought to be back now. Why didn't you send us word? We would have met you

at the train."

They had found seats on the porch. Tristrem explained his haste,

apologizing for the neglect to wire. The haste seemed pardonable to Mrs.

Raritan, and the attendant absent-mindedness easily understood. And so

for some moments they talked together. Tristrem delivered his father's

message, and learned that Mr. Van Norden's letters had been received.

Some word was even said of the possibility of a September wedding. And

then a little plot was concocted. Dinner would be served almost

immediately, so soon, in fact, as Viola returned. Meanwhile, Tristrem

would go to his room, Mrs. Raritan would say nothing of his arrival,

but, when dinner was announced, a servant would come to his door, and

then he was to appear and give Viola the treat and pleasure of a genuine

surprise.

This plan was acted on at once. Tristrem was shown to the room which he

was to occupy, and proceeded to get his things in order. From his

shirt-box, which, with his valise, had already been brought upstairs, he

took the ring, the brooch, the pin, and placed them on the mantel. Then

he found other garments, and began to dress. In five minutes he was in

readiness, but as yet he heard nothing indicative of Viola's return. He

went to the window and looked out. Above the trees, in an adjacent

property, there loomed a tower. The window was at the back of the house;

he could not see the ocean, but he heard its resilient sibilants, and

from the garden came the hum of insects. It had grown quite dark, but

still there was no sign of Viola's return.

He took up the volume which he had brought with him in the cars. It was

the _Rime Nuove_ of Carducci, and with the fancies of that concettist of

modern Rome he stayed his impatience for a while. There was one octave

that had appealed to him before. He read it twice, and was about to

endeavor to repeat the lines from memory, when through the open window

he heard the clatter of horses' hoofs, the roll of wheels; it was

evident that some conveyance had stopped at the gate of the villa. Then

came the sound of hurrying feet, a murmur of voices, and abruptly the

night was cut with the anguish of a woman's cry.

Tristrem rushed from the room and down the stairs. Through the open door

beyond a trembling star was visible, and in the road a group of

undistinguished forms.

"She's only fainted," someone was saying; "she was right enough a minute

ago."

Before the sentence was completed, Tristrem was at the gate. Hatless,

with one hand ungloved and the other clutching a broken whip, the habit

rent from hem to girdle, dust-covered and dishevelled, the eyes closed,

and in the face the pallor and contraction of mortal pain, Viola Raritan

lay, waist-supported, in her mother's arms.

"Help me with her to the house," the mother moaned. Then noticing

Tristrem at her side, "She's been thrown," she added; "I knew she would

be--I knew it----"

And as Tristrem reached to aid her with the burden, the girl's eyes

opened, "It's nothing." She raised her ungloved hand, "I--" and swooned

again.

They bore her into a little sitting-room, and laid her down. Mrs.

Raritan followed, distraught with fright. In her helplessness, words

came from her unsequenced and obscure. But soon she seemed to feel the

need of action. One servant she despatched for a physician, from another

a restorative was obtained. And Tristrem, meanwhile, knelt at the girl's

side, beating her hand with his. It had been scratched, he noticed, as

by a briar, and under the nails were stains such as might come from

plucking berries that are red.

As he tried to take from her the whip, that he might rub the hand that

held it too, the girl recovered consciousness again. The swoon had

lasted but a moment or so, yet to him who watched it had been unmeasured

time. She drew away the hand he held, and raising herself she looked at

him; to her lips there came a tremulousness and her eyes filled.

"My darling," Mrs. Raritan sobbed, "are you hurt? Tell me. How did it

happen? Did the horse run away with you. Oh, Viola, I knew there would

be an accident. Where are you hurt? Did the horse drag you?"

The girl turned to her mother almost wonderingly. It seemed to Tristrem

that she was not yet wholly herself.

"Yes," she answered; "no, I mean--no, he didn't, it was an accident, he

shied. _Do_ get me upstairs." And with that her head fell again on the

cushion.

Tristrem sought to raise her, but she motioned him back and caught her

mother's hand, and rising with its assistance she let the arm circle her

waist, and thus supported she suffered herself to be led away.

Tristrem followed them to the hall. On the porch a man loitered, hat in

hand; as Tristrem approached he rubbed the brim reflectively.

"I saw the horse as good as an hour ago," he said, "I was going to

Caswell's." And with this information he crooked his arm and made a

backward gesture. "It's down yonder on the way to the Point," he

explained. "As I passed Hazard's I looked in the cross-road--I call it a

road, but after you get on a bit it's nothing more than a cow-path, all

bushes and suchlike. But just up the road I see'd the horse. He was

nibbling grass as quiet as you please. I didn't pay no attention, I

thought he was tied. Well, when I was coming back I looked again; he

wasn't there, but just as I got to the turn I heard somebody holloaing,

and I stopped. A man ran up and says to me, 'There's a lady hurt

herself, can't you give her a lift?' 'Where?' says I. 'Down there,' he

says, 'back of Hazard's; she's been thrown.' So I turned round, and sure

enough there she was, by the fence, sort of dazed like. I says, 'Are you

hurt, miss?' and she says, 'No,' but could I bring her here, and then I

see'd that her dress was torn. She got in, and I asked her where her hat

was, and she said it was back there, but it didn't make no difference,

she wanted to get home. And when we were driving on here I told her as

how I see'd the horse, and I asked if it wasn't one of White's, and she

said, 'Yes, it was,' and I was a-going to ask where she was thrown, but

she seemed sort of faint, and, sure enough, just as we got here away she

went. I always says women-folk ought not to be let on horse-back, she

might have broke her neck; like as not----"

"You have been very kind," Tristrem answered, "very kind, indeed."

During the entire scene he had not said a word. The spectacle of Viola

fainting on the roadside, the fear that she might be maimed, the trouble

at her pallor--these things had tied his tongue; and even now, as he

spoke, his voice was not assured, and a hand with which he fumbled in

his waistcoat trembled so that the roll of bills which he drew out fell

on the porch at his feet. He stooped and picked it up.

"If Mrs. Raritan were here, she would thank you as I do," he continued.

"I wish--" and he was about to make some present, but the man drew back.

"That's all right, I don't want no pay for that."

"I beg your pardon," Tristrem answered, "I know you do not. Tell me, are

you married?"

The man laughed.

"Yes, I am, and I got the biggest boy you ever see. He's going on four

years and he weighs a ton."

"I wish you would do me a favor. Let me make him a little present."

But even to this the man would not listen. He was reluctant to accept so

much as thanks. Having done what good he could, he was anxious to go his

way--the sort of man that one has to visit the seashore to find, and

who, when found, is as refreshing as the breeze.

As he left the porch, he looked back. "Here's the doctor," he said, and

passed on into the night.

While the physician visited the patient, Tristrem paced the sitting-room

counting the minutes till he could have speech with him, himself. And

when at last he heard the stairs creak, he was out in the hall, prepared

to question and intercept. The physician was most reassuring. There was

nothing at all the matter. By morning Miss Raritan would be up and

about. She had had a shock, no doubt. She was upset, and a trifle

nervous, but all she needed was a good night's rest, with a chop and a

glass of claret to help her to it. If sleep were elusive, then a

bromide. But that was all. If she had been seventy a tumble like that

might have done for her, but at nineteen! And the doctor left the house,

reflecting that were not educated people the most timorous of all, the

emoluments of his profession would be slight.

Whether or not Miss Raritan found the chop and claret sufficient, or

whether she partook of a bromide as well, is not a part of history. In a

little while after the physician's departure a servant brought word to

Tristrem that for the moment Mrs. Raritan was unable to leave her

daughter, but if he would have his dinner then, Mrs. Raritan would see

him later. Such was the revulsion of feeling that Tristrem, to whom, ten

minutes before, the mere mention of food would have been distasteful,

sat down, and ate like a wolf. The meal finished, he went out on the

porch. There was no moon as yet, but the sky was brilliant with the

lights of other worlds. Before him was the infinite, in the air was the

scent of sea-weed, and beyond, the waves leaped up and fawned upon the

bluffs. And as he stood and watched it all, the servant came to him with

Mrs. Raritan's apologies. She thought it better, the maid explained, not

to leave Miss Raritan just yet, and would Mr. Varick be good enough to

excuse her for that evening?

"Wait a second," he answered, and went to his room. He found the jewels,

and brought them down-stairs. "Take these to Miss Raritan," he said, and

on a card he wrote some word of love, which he gave with the trinkets to

the maid. "_La parlate d'amor_," he murmured, as the servant left to do

his bidding, and then he went again to his room, and sat down at the

window companioned only by the stars. From beyond, the boom and

retreating wash of waves was still audible, and below in the garden he

caught, now and then, the spark and glitter of a firefly gyrating in

loops of gold, but the tower which he had noticed on arriving was lost

in the night.

It was in that direction, he told himself, that the accident must have

occurred. And what was it, after all? As yet he had not fully

understood. Had the horse stumbled, or had he bolted and thrown her? If

he had only been there! And as his fancy evoked the possibilities of

that ride, he saw a terrified brute tearing along a deserted road,

carrying the exquisite girl straight to some sudden death, and, just

when the end was imminent, his own muscles hardened into steel, he had

him by the bit and, though dragged by the impetus, at last he held him,

and she was safe. She was in his arms, her own about his neck, and were

he a knight-errant and she some gracious princess, what sweeter guerdon

could he claim?

But one thing preoccupied him. In the vertiginous flight she had lost

something--her whip, no, her hat--and it was incumbent on him to restore

it to her. Very softly, then, that he might not disturb her, he opened

the door. The house was hushed, and in a moment he was on the road. He

could see the tower now; it was illuminated, and it seemed to him odd

that he had not noticed the illumination before. It was that way, he

knew, back of Hazard's, and he hurried along in the direction which the

man had indicated. The insects had stilled their murmur, and the sky was

more obscure, but the road was clear.

He hurried on, and as he hurried he heard steps behind him, hurrying

too. He turned his head; behind him was a woman running, and who, as she

ran, cast a shadow that was monstrous. In the glimpse that he caught of

her he saw that she was bare of foot and that her breast was uncovered.

Her skirt was tattered and her hair was loose. He turned again, the face

was hideous. The eyes squinted, lustreless and opaque, the nose was

squat, the chin retreated, the forehead was seamed with scars, and the

mouth, that stretched to the ears, was extended with laughter. As she

ran she took her teeth out one by one, replacing them with either hand.

And still she laughed, a silent laughter, her thin lips distorted as

though she mocked the world.

Tristrem, overcome by the horror of that laughter, felt as agonized as a

child pursued. There was a fence at hand, a vacant lot, and across it a

light glimmered. Away he sped. In the field his foot caught in a

bramble; he fell, and could not rise, but he heard her coming and, with

a great effort just as she was on him, he was up again, distancing her

with ever-increasing space. The light was just beyond. He saw now it

came from the tower; there was another fence, he was over it; the door

was barred; no, it opened; he was safe!

In the middle of the room, circular as befits a tower, was a cradle, and

in the cradle was a little boy. As Tristrem looked at him he smiled; it

was, he knew, the child of the man to whom he had spoken that evening.

One hand was under the pillow, but the other, that lay on the coverlid,

held Viola's hat. He bent over to examine it; the fingers that held it

were grimy and large, and, as he looked closer, he saw that it was not a

child, but the man himself. Before he had an opportunity to account for

the delusion he heard the gallop of feet and a thunder at the door. It

was she! He wheeled like a rat surprised. There was a lateral exit,

through which he fled, and presently he found himself in a corridor that

seemed endless in extension. The man evidently had left the cradle and

preceded him, for Tristrem saw him putting on a great-coat some distance

ahead. In his feverish fright he thought, could he but disguise himself

with that, he might pass out unobserved, and he ran on to supplicate for

an exchange of costume; but when he reached the place where the man had

stood he had gone, vanished through a dead wall, and down the corridor

he heard her come. He could hear her bare feet patter on the stones. Oh,

God, what did she wish of him? And no escape, not one. He was in her

power, immured with her forevermore. He called for help, and beat at the

walls, and ever nearer she came, swifter than disease, and more

appalling than death. His nails sank in his flesh, he raised a hand to

stay the beating of his heart, and then at once she was upon him,

felling him to the ground as a ruffian fells his mistress, her knees

were on his arms, he was powerless, dumb with dread, and in his face was

the fetor of her breath. Her eyes were no longer lustreless, they

glittered like twin stars, and still she laughed, her naked breast

heaving with the convulsions of her mirth. "I am Truth," she bawled, and

laughed again. And with that Tristrem awoke, suffocating, quivering, and

outwearied as though he had run a race and lost it.

He sat awhile, broken by the horror of the dream. The palms of his hands

were not yet dry. But soon he bestirred himself, and went to the door;

the lights had been extinguished; he closed it again, and, with the aid

of some candles, he prepared for bed. He would have read a little, but

he was fatigued, tired by the emotions of the day, and when at last he

lay down it was an effort to rise again and put out the candle. How long

he lay in darkness, a second, an hour, he could not afterward recall; it

seemed to him that he had drowsed off at once, but suddenly he started,

trembling from head to foot. He had heard Viola's voice soaring to its

uttermost tension. "Coward," she had called. And then all was still. He

listened, he even went to the door, but the house was wrapped in

silence.

"Bah!" he muttered, "I am entertaining a procession of nightmares." And

in a few moments he was again asleep.

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