CHAPTER I

MY FURTHER DISILLUSIONMENT

IN RUSSIA

My

Further Disillusionment

in Russia

By

Emma Goldman

_Being a Continuation of Miss Goldman’s

Experiences in Russia as given in “My

Disillusionment in Russia”_

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Garden City New York

Doubleday, Page & Company

1924

PRINTED IN THE UNITED STATES

AT

THE COUNTRY LIFE PRESS, GARDEN CITY, N. Y.

_First Edition_

PUBLISHERS’ NOTE

Some years ago Emma Goldman was deported from this country and went to

Russia to investigate personally what she believed to be the nearest

approach to a Utopia which the world had yet produced.

Her experiences so thoroughly disillusioned her that she conceived it to

be her duty to set forth these experiences and her conclusions, which

she did in a book entitled “My Disillusionment in Russia.” The rights in

this material she sold to an American newspaper syndicate from whom we

purchased the book rights, and by whom we were furnished with the copy

for the book. We published the book under date of October 26, 1923, and

not until it was in circulation did we learn that it was minus the last

twelve chapters which had never been turned over to us by the newspaper

syndicate, nor had any intimation been given us that the copy turned

over to us was incomplete. While the conclusion of the book as we

published it was abrupt it was not more so than is frequently the case;

and, therefore, there was no internal evidence to indicate its

incompleteness.

We are now rectifying this serious error by the publication in a

separate volume of the twelve missing chapters under the title, “My

Further Disillusionment in Russia.” This material is even more important

in its revelations and of even greater interest than that already

published.

PREFACE

The annals of literature tell of books expurgated, of whole chapters

eliminated or changed beyond recognition. But I believe it has rarely

happened that a work should be published with more than a third of it

left out and--without the reviewers being aware of the fact. This

doubtful distinction has fallen to the lot of my work on Russia.

The story of that painful experience might well make another chapter,

but for the present it is sufficient to give the bare facts of the case.

My manuscript was sent to the original purchaser in two parts, at

different times. Subsequently the publishing house of Doubleday, Page &

Co. bought the rights to my work, but when the first printed copies

reached me I discovered to my dismay that not only had my original

title, “My Two Years in Russia,” been changed to “My Disillusionment in

Russia,” but that the last twelve chapters were entirely missing,

including my Afterword which is, at least to myself, the most vital

part.

There followed an exchange of cables and letters, which gradually

elicited the fact that Doubleday, Page & Co. had secured my MSS. from a

literary agency in the good faith that it was complete. By some

conspiracy of circumstances the second instalment of my work either

failed to reach the original purchaser or was lost in his office. At any

rate, the book was published without any one’s suspecting its

incompleteness.

The present volume contains the chapters missing from the first edition,

and I deeply appreciate the devotion of my friends who have made the

appearance of this additional issue possible--in justice to myself and

to my readers.

The adventures of my MSS. are not without their humorous side, which

throws a peculiar light on the critics. Of almost a hundred American

reviewers of my work only two sensed its incompleteness. And,

incidentally, one of them is not a “regular” critic but a librarian.

Rather a reflection on professional acumen or conscientiousness.

It were a waste of time to notice the “criticism” of those who have

either not read the book or lacked the wit to realize that it was

unfinished. Of all the alleged “reviews” only two deserve consideration

as written by earnest and able men: those of Henry Alsberg and H. L.

Mencken.

Mr. Alsberg believes that the present title of my book is more

appropriate to its contents than the name I had chosen. My

disillusionment, he asserts, is not only with the Bolsheviki but with

the Revolution itself. In support of this contention he cites Bukharin’s

remark to the effect that “a revolution cannot be accomplished without

terror, disorganization, and even wanton destruction, any more than an

omelette can be made without breaking the eggs.” But it seems not to

have occurred to Mr. Alsberg that, though the breaking of the eggs is

necessary, no omelette can be made if the yolk be thrown away. And that

is precisely what the Communist Party did to the Russian Revolution. For

the yolk they substituted Bolshevism, more specifically Leninism, with

the result as shown in my book--a result that is gradually being

realized as an entire failure by the world at large.

Mr. Alsberg also believes that it was “grim necessity, the driving need

to preserve not the Revolution but the remnants of civilization, which

forced the Bolsheviki to lay hands on every available weapon, the

Terror, the Tcheka, suppression of free speech and press, censorship,

military conscription, conscription of labour, requisitioning of

peasants’ crops, even bribery and corruption.” Mr. Alsberg evidently

agrees with me that the Communists employed all these methods; and that,

as he himself states, “the ‘means’ largely _determines_ the ‘end’”--a

conclusion the proof and demonstration of which are contained in my

book. The only mistake in this viewpoint, however--a most vital one--is

the assumption that the Bolsheviki were forced to resort to the methods

referred to in order to “preserve the remnants of civilization.” Such a

view is based on an entire misconception of the philosophy and practice

of Bolshevism. Nothing can be further from the desire or intention of

Leninism than the “preservation of the remnants of civilization.” Had

Mr. Alsberg said instead “the preservation of the Communist

dictatorship, of the political absolutism of the Party”, he would have

come nearer the truth, and we should have no quarrel on the matter. We

must not fail to consider that the Bolsheviki _continue_ to employ

exactly the same methods to-day as they did in what Mr. Alsberg calls

“the moments of grim necessity, in 1919, 1920, and 1921.”

We are in 1924. The military fronts have long ago been liquidated;

internal counter-revolution is suppressed; the old bourgeoisie is

eliminated; the “moments of grim necessity” are past. In fact, Russia is

being politically recognized by various governments of Europe and Asia,

and the Bolsheviki are inviting international capital to come to their

country whose natural wealth, as Tchicherin assures the world

capitalists, is “waiting to be exploited.” The “moments of grim

necessity” are gone, but the Terror, the Tcheka, suppression of free

speech and press, and all the other Communist methods enumerated by Mr.

Alsberg _still remain in force_. Indeed, they are being applied even

more brutally and barbarously since the death of Lenin. Is it to

“preserve the remnants of civilization,” as Mr. Alsberg claims, or to

strengthen the weakening Party dictatorship?

Mr. Alsberg charges me with believing that “had the Russians made the

Revolution à la Bakunin instead of à la Marx” the result would have been

different and more satisfactory. I plead guilty to the charge. In truth,

I not only believe so; I am certain of it. The Russian Revolution--more

correctly, Bolshevik methods--conclusively demonstrated how a

revolution should _not_ be made. The Russian experiment has proven the

fatality of a political party usurping the functions of the

revolutionary people, of an omnipotent State seeking to impose its will

upon the country, of a dictatorship attempting to “organize” the new

life. But I need not repeat here the reflections summed up in my

concluding chapter. Unfortunately they did not appear in the first

edition of my work. Otherwise Mr. Alsberg might perhaps have written

differently.

Mr. Mencken in his review believes me a “prejudiced witness,” because

I--an Anarchist--am opposed to government, whatever its form. Yet the

whole first part of my book entirely disproves the assumption of my

prejudice. I defended the Bolsheviki while still in America, and for

long months in Russia I sought every opportunity to coöperate with them

and to aid in the great task of revolutionary upbuilding. Though an

Anarchist and an anti-governmentalist, I had not come to Russia

expecting to find my ideal realized. I saw in the Bolsheviki the symbol

of the Revolution and I was eager to work with them in spite of our

differences. However, if lack of aloofness from the actualities of life

means that one cannot judge things fairly, then Mr. Mencken is right.

One could not have lived through two years of Communist terror, of a

régime involving the enslavement of the whole people, the annihilation

of the most fundamental values, human and revolutionary, of corruption

and mismanagement, and yet have remained aloof or “impartial” in Mr.

Mencken’s sense. I doubt whether Mr. Mencken, though not an Anarchist,

would have done so. Could he, being human?

In conclusion, the present publication of the chapters missing in the

first edition comes at a very significant period in the life of Russia.

When the “Nep,” Lenin’s new economic policy, was introduced, there rose

the hope of a better day, of a gradual abolition of the policies of

terror and persecution. The Communist dictatorship seemed inclined to

relax its strangle-hold upon the thoughts and lives of the people. But

the hope was short-lived. Since the death of Lenin the Bolsheviki have

returned to the terror of the worst days of their régime. Despotism,

fearing for its power, seeks safety in bloodshed. More timely even than

in 1922 is my book to-day.

When the first series of my articles on Russia appeared, in 1922, and

later when my book was published, I was bitterly attacked and denounced

by American radicals of almost every camp. But I felt confident that the

time would come when the mask would be torn from the false face of

Bolshevism and the great delusion exposed. The time has come even sooner

than I anticipated. In most civilized lands--in France, England,

Germany, in the Scandinavian and Latin countries, even in America the

fog of blind faith is gradually lifting. The reactionary character of

the Bolshevik régime is being realized by the masses, its terrorism and

persecution of non-Communist opinion condemned. The torture of the

political victims of the dictatorship in the prisons of Russia, in the

concentration camps of the frozen North and in Siberian exile, is

rousing the conscience of the more progressive elements the world over.

In almost every country societies for the defense and aid of the

politicals imprisoned in Russia have been formed, with the object of

securing their liberation and the establishment of freedom of opinion

and expression in Russia.

If my work will help in these efforts to throw light upon the real

situation in Russia and to awaken the world to the true character of

Bolshevism and the fatality of dictatorship--be it Fascist or

Communist--I shall bear with equanimity the misunderstanding and

misrepresentation of foe or friend. And I shall not regret the travail

and struggle of spirit that produced this work, which now, after many

vicissitudes, is at last complete in print.

EMMA GOLDMAN.

Berlin, June, 1924.

CONTENTS

PAGE

PREFACE vii

CHAPTER

I. ODESSA 1

II. RETURNING TO MOSCOW 13

III. BACK IN PETROGRAD 27

IV. ARCHANGEL AND RETURN 41

V. DEATH AND FUNERAL OF PETER

KROPOTKIN 54

VI. KRONSTADT 65

VII. PERSECUTION OF ANARCHISTS 78

VIII. TRAVELLING SALESMEN OF THE

REVOLUTION 95

IX. EDUCATION AND CULTURE 110

X. EXPLOITING THE FAMINE 130

XI. THE SOCIALIST REPUBLIC RESORTS

TO DEPORTATION 136

XII. AFTERWORD 144

MY FURTHER DISILLUSIONMENT

IN RUSSIA

MY FURTHER DISILLUSIONMENT IN RUSSIA

CHAPTER I

ODESSA

At the numerous stations between Kiev and Odessa we frequently had to

wait for days before we managed to make connections with trains going

south. We employed our leisure in visiting the small towns and villages,

and formed many acquaintances. The markets were especially of interest

to us.

In the Kiev province by far the greater part of the population is

Jewish. They had suffered many pogroms and were now living in constant

terror of their repetition. But the will to live is indestructible,

particularly in the Jew; otherwise centuries of persecution and

slaughter would long since have destroyed the race. Its peculiar

perseverance was manifest everywhere: the Jews continued to trade as if

nothing had happened. The news that Americans were in town would

quickly gather about us crowds of people anxious to hear of the New

World. To them it was still a “new” world, of which they were as

ignorant as they had been fifty years before. But not only

America--Russia itself was a sealed book to them. They knew that it was

a country of pogroms, that some incomprehensible thing called revolution

had happened, and that the Bolsheviki would not let them ply their

trade. Even the younger element in the more distant villages was not

much better informed.

The difference between a famished population and one having access to

food supplies was very noticeable. Between Kiev and Odessa products were

extremely cheap as compared with northern Russia. Butter, for instance,

was 250 rubles a pound as against 3,000 in Petrograd; sugar 350 rubles,

while in Moscow it was 5,000. White flour, almost impossible to obtain

in the capitals, was here sold at 80 rubles a pound. Yet all along the

journey we were besieged at the stations by hungry people, begging for

food. The country possessed plenty of supplies, but evidently the

average person had no means of purchase. Especially terrible was the

sight of the emaciated and ragged children, pleading for a crust of

bread at the car windows.

While in the neighbourhood of Zhmerenka we received the appalling news

of the retreat of the Twelfth Army and the quick advance of the Polish

forces. It was a veritable rout in which the Bolsheviki lost great

stores of food and medical supplies, of which Russia stood so much in

need. The Polish operations and the Wrangel attacks from the Crimea

threatened to cut our journey short. It had been our original purpose to

visit the Caucasus but the new developments made travel farther than

Odessa impracticable. We still hoped, however, to continue our trip

provided we could secure an extension of time for our car permit, which

was to expire on October 1st.

We reached Odessa just after a fire had completely destroyed the main

telegraph and electric stations, putting the city in total darkness. As

it would require considerable time to make repairs, the situation

increased the nervousness of the city, for darkness favoured

counter-revolutionary plots. Rumours were afloat of Kiev having been

taken by the Poles and of the approach of Wrangel.

It was our custom to pay our first official visit to the _Ispolkom_

(Executive Committee) in order to familiarize ourselves with the

situation and the general work scheme of the local institutions. In

Odessa there was a _Revkom_ instead, indicating that the affairs of the

city had not yet been sufficiently organized to establish a Soviet and

its Executive Committee. The Chairman of the _Revkom_ was a young man,

not over thirty, with a hard face. After scrutinizing our documents

carefully and learning the objects of our mission he stated that he

could not be of any assistance to us. The situation in Odessa was

precarious, and as he was busy with many pressing matters, the

Expedition would have to look out for itself. He gave us permission,

however, to visit the Soviet institutions and to collect whatever we

might be able to procure. He did not consider the Petrograd Museum and

its work of much importance. He was an ordinary worker appointed to a

high government position, not over-intelligent and apparently

antagonistic to everything “intellectual.”

The prospects did not look promising, but, of course, we could not leave

Odessa without making a serious effort to collect the rich historical

material which we knew to be in the city. Returning from the _Revkom_ we

happened to meet a group of young people who recognized us, they having

lived in America before. They assured us that we could expect no aid

from the Chairman who was known as a narrow fanatic embittered against

the _intelligentsia_. Several of the group offered to introduce us to

other officials who would be able and willing to assist us in our

efforts. We learned that the Chairman of Public Economy in Odessa was an

Anarchist, and that the head of the Metal Trade Unions was also an

Anarchist. The information held out hope that we might accomplish

something in Odessa, after all.

We lost no time in visiting the two men, but the result was not

encouraging. Both were willing to do everything in their power, but

warned us to expect no returns because Odessa, as they phrased it, was

The City of Sabotage.

It must unfortunately be admitted that our experience justified that

characterization. I had seen a great deal of sabotage in various Soviet

institutions in every city I had visited. Everywhere the numerous

employees deliberately wasted their time while thousands of applicants

spent days and weeks in the corridors and offices without receiving the

least attention. The greater part of Russia did nothing else but stand

in line, waiting for the bureaucrats, big and little, to admit them to

their sanctums. But bad as conditions were in other cities, nowhere did

I find such systematic sabotage as in Odessa. From the highest to the

lowest Soviet worker everyone was busy with something other than the

work entrusted to him. Office hours were supposed to begin at ten, but

as a rule no official could be found in any of the departments till noon

or even later. At three in the afternoon the institutions closed, and

therefore very little work was accomplished.

We remained in Odessa two weeks, but so far as material collected

through official channels was concerned, we got practically nothing.

Whatever we accomplished was due to the aid of private persons and

members of outlawed political parties. From them we received valuable

material concerning the persecution of the Mensheviki and the labour

organizations where the influence of the former was strongest. The

management of several unions had been entirely suspended at the time we

arrived in Odessa, and there began a complete reorganization of them by

the Communists, for the purpose of eliminating all opposing elements.

Among the interesting people we met in Odessa were the Zionists,

including some well-known literary and professional men. It was at

Doctor N----’s house that we met them. The Doctor himself was the owner

of a sanatorium located on a beautiful spot overlooking the Black Sea

and considered the best in the South. The institution had been

nationalized by the Bolsheviki, but Doctor N---- was left in charge and

was even permitted to take in private patients. In return for that

privilege he had to board and give medical attention to Soviet patients

for one third of the established price.

Late into the night we discussed the Russian situation with the guests

at the Doctor’s house. Most of them were antagonistic to the Bolshevik

régime. “Lenin let loose the motto ‘Rob the robbers,’ and at least here

in the Ukraina his followers have carried out the order to the letter,”

said the Doctor. It was the general opinion of the gathering that the

confusion and ruin which resulted were due to that policy. It robbed the

old bourgeoisie but did not benefit the workers. The Doctor cited his

sanatorium as an illustration. When the Bolsheviki took it over they

declared that the proletariat was to own and enjoy the place, but not a

single worker had since been received as patient, not even a proletarian

Communist. The people the Soviet sent to the sanatorium were members of

the new bureaucracy, usually the high officials. The Chairman of the

Tcheka, for instance, who suffered from nervous breakdown, had been in

the institution several times. “He works sixteen hours a day sending

people to their death,” the Doctor commented. “You can easily imagine

how it feels to take care of such a man.”

One of the Bundist writers present held that the Bolsheviki were trying

to imitate the French Revolution. Corruption was rampant; it put in the

shade the worst crimes of the Jacobins. Not a day passed but that people

were arrested for trading in Tsarist or Kerensky money; yet it was an

open secret that the Chairman of the Tcheka himself speculated in

valuta. The depravity of the Tcheka was a matter of common knowledge.

People were shot for slight offences, while those who could afford to

give bribes were freed even after they had been sentenced to death. It

repeatedly happened that the rich relatives of an arrested man would be

notified by the Tcheka of his execution. A few weeks later, after they

had somewhat recovered from their shock and grief, they would be

informed that the report of the man’s death was erroneous, that he was

alive and could be liberated by paying a fine, usually a very high one.

Of course, the relatives would strain every effort to raise the money.

Then they would suddenly be arrested for attempted bribery, their money

confiscated and the prisoner shot.

One of the Doctor’s guests, who lived in the “Tcheka Street” told of the

refinements of terrorism practised to awe the population. Almost daily

he witnessed the same sights: early in the morning mounted Tchekists

would dash by, shooting into the air--a warning that all windows must be

closed. Then came motor trucks loaded with the doomed. They lay in rows,

faces downward, their hands tied, soldiers standing over them with

rifles. They were being carried to execution outside the city. A few

hours later the trucks would return empty save for a few soldiers. Blood

dripped from the wagons, leaving a crimson streak on the pavement all

the way to the Tcheka headquarters.

It was not possible that Moscow did not know about these things, the

Zionists asserted. The fear of the central power was too great to permit

of the local Tcheka doing anything not approved by Moscow. But it was no

wonder that the Bolsheviki had to resort to such methods. A small

political party trying to control a population of 150,000,000, which

bitterly hated the Communists, could not hope to maintain itself

without such an institution as the Tcheka. The latter was characteristic

of the basic principles of Bolshevik conception: the country must be

_forced_ to be _saved_ by the Communist Party. The pretext that the

Bolsheviki were defending the Revolution was a hollow mockery. As a

matter of fact, they had entirely destroyed it.

It had grown so late that the members of our expedition could not return

to the car, fearing difficulty in locating it, because of the dark

night. We therefore remained at the home of our host, to meet next day a

group of men of national reputation, including Bialeck, the greatest

living Jewish poet, known to Jews the world over. There was also present

a literary investigator, who had made a special study of the question of

pogroms. He had visited seventy-two cities, collecting the richest

material to be had on the subject. It was his opinion that, contrary to

accepted notion, the pogrom wave during the civil war period, between

the years 1918 and 1921, under the various Ukrainian governments, was

even worse than the most terrible Jewish massacres under the Tsars.

There had taken place no pogroms during the Bolshevik régime, but he

believed that the atmosphere created by them intensified the anti-Jewish

spirit and would some day break out in the wholesale slaughter of the

Jews. He did not think that the Bolsheviki were particularly concerned

in defending his race. In certain localities of the South the Jews,

constantly exposed to assault and pillage by robber bands and

occasionally by individual Red soldiers, had appealed to the Soviet

Government for permission to organize themselves for self-defence,

requesting that arms be given them. But in all such cases the Government

refused.

It was the general sentiment of the Zionists that the continuation of

the Bolsheviki in power meant the destruction of the Jews. The Russian

Jews, as a rule, were not workers. From time immemorial they had engaged

in trade; but business had been destroyed by the Communists, and before

the Jew could be turned into a worker he would deteriorate, as a race,

and become extinct. Specific Jewish culture, the most priceless thing to

the Zionists, was frowned upon by the Bolsheviki. That phase of the

situation seemed to affect them even more deeply than pogroms.

These intellectual Jews were not of the proletarian class. They were

bourgeois without any revolutionary spirit. Their criticism of the

Bolsheviki did not appeal to me for it was a criticism from the Right.

If I had still believed in the Communists as the true champions of the

Revolution I could have defended them against the Zionist complaints.

But I myself had lost faith in the revolutionary integrity of the

Bolsheviki.

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