suggestive of a deep laid purpose, than even his previous glance of
feverish determination. I immediately let my eye run over his scanty
clothing and loose flowing hair and beard. ‘Yes,’ said I, with as much
sarcasm as I knew how to assume, ‘if you dare risk the consequences, I
think I may.’ He at once drew himself up. ‘You think,’ said he, ‘that
you have a common-place adventurer to deal with; that my appearance is
going to testify in your favor; that you have but to deny any accusation
which such a hungry-looking, tattered wretch as I, may make, and that I
shall be ignominiously kicked out of the presence into which I have
forced myself; that in short I have been building my castle in the air.
Mr. Sylvester, I am a poor devil but I am no fool. When I left Dey
Street on the twenty-fifth of February two years ago, it was with a
sealed paper in my pocket, in which was inscribed all that I had heard
on that day. This I took to a lawyer’s office, and not being, as I have
before said, quite as impecunious in those days as at present, succeeded
in getting the lawyer, whom I took care should be a most respectable
man, to draw up a paper to the effect that I had entrusted him with this
statement—of whose contents he however knew nothing—on such a day and
hour, to which paper a gentleman then present, consented at my
respectful solicitation to affix his name as witness, which gentleman,
strange to say, has since proved to be a director of the bank of which
you are the present cashier, and consequently the very man of all others
best adapted to open the paper whose seal you profess to be so willing
to see broken.’
“‘His name!’ It was all that I could say. ‘Stuyvesant,’ cried the man,
fixing me with his eye in which I in vain sought for some signs of
secret doubt or unconscious wavering. I rose; the position in which I
found myself was too overwhelming for instant decision. I needed time
for reflection, possibly advice—from you. A resolution to brave the
devil must be founded on something more solid than impulse, to hold its
own unmoved. I only stopped to utter one final word and ask one leading
question. ‘You are a smart man,’ said I, ‘and you are also a villain.
Your smartness would give you food and drink, if you exercised it in a
manner worthy of a man, but your villainy if persisted in, will
eventually rob you of both, and bring you to the prison’s cell or the
hangman’s gallows. As for myself, I persist in saying that I am now and
always have been an honest man, whatever you may have overheard or find
yourself capable of swearing to. Yet a lie is an inconvenient thing to
have uttered against you at any time, and I may want to see you again;
if I do, where shall I find you?’ He thrust his hand into his pocket and
drew out a small slip of folded paper, which he passed to me with a bow
that Chesterfield would have admired. ‘You will find it written within,’
said he ‘I shall look for you any time to-morrow, up to seven o’clock.
At that hour the lawyer of whom I have spoken, sends the statement which
he has in his possession to Mr. Stuyvesant.’ I nodded my assent, and he
moved slowly towards the door. As he did so, his eyes fell upon a roll
of bread lying on a counter. I at once stepped forward and bought it.
Vile as he was, and deadly as was the snare he contemplated drawing
about me, I could not see that wolfish look of hunger, and not offer him
something to ease it. He took the loaf from my hands and bit greedily
into it but suddenly paused, and shook his head with a look like
self-reproach, and thrusting the loaf under his arm, turned towards the
door with the quick action of one escaping. Instantly, and before he was
out of sight or hearing, I drew the attention of the proprietor to him.
‘Do you see that man?’ I asked. ‘He has been attempting a system of
blackmail upon me.’ And satisfied with thus having provided a witness
able of identifying the man, in case of an emergency, I left the
building.
“And now you know it all,” concluded he; and the silence that followed
the utterance of those simple words, was a silence that could be felt.
* * * * *
“Bertram?”
The young man started from his fixed position, and his eyes slowly
traversed toward his uncle.
“Have you that slip of paper which the man gave you before departing?”
“Yes,” said he.
“Let me have it, if you please.”
The young man with an agitated look, plunged his hand into his pocket,
drew out the small note and laid it on the table between them. Mr.
Sylvester let it lie, and again there was a silence.
“If this had happened at any other time,” Bertram pursued, “one could
afford to let the man have his say; but now, just as this other mystery
has come up—”
“I don’t believe in submitting to blackmail,” came from his uncle in
short, quick tones.
Bertram gave a start. “You then advise me to leave him alone?” asked he,
with unmistakable emotion.
His uncle dropped the hand which till now he had held before his face,
and hastily confronted his nephew. “You will have enough to do to attend
to the other matter without bestowing any time or attention upon this.
The man that robbed Mr. Stuyvesant’s box, can be found and must. It is
the one indispensable business to which I now delegate you. No amount of
money and no amount of diligence is to be spared. I rely on you to carry
the affair to a successful termination. Will you undertake the task?”
“Can you ask?” murmured the young man, with a shocked look at his
uncle’s changed expression.
“As to this other matter, we will let it rest for to-night. To-morrow’s
revelations may be more favorable than we expect. At all events let us
try and get a little rest now; I am sure we are both in a condition to
need it.”
Bertram rose. “I am at your command,” said he, and moved to go. Suddenly
he turned, and the two men stood face to face. “I have no wish,” pursued
he, “to be relieved of my burden at the expense of any one else. If it
is to be borne by any one, let it be carried by him who is young and
stalwart enough to sustain it.” And his hand went out involuntarily
towards his uncle.
Mr. Sylvester took that hand and eyed his nephew long and earnestly.
Bertram thought he was going to speak, and nerved himself to meet with
fortitude whatever might be said. But the lips which Mr. Sylvester had
opened, closed firmly, and contenting himself with a mere wring of his
nephew’s hand, he allowed him to go. The slip of paper remained upon the
table unopened.
* * * * *
That night as Paula lay slumbering on her pillow, a sound passed through
the house. It was like a quick irrepressible cry of desolation, and the
poor child hearing it, started, thinking her name had been called. But
when she listened, all was still, and believing she had dreamed, she
turned her face upon her pillow, and softly murmuring the name that was
dearest to her in all the world, fell again into a peaceful sleep.
But he whose voice had uttered that cry in the dreary emptiness of the
great parlors below, slept not.
XXXVI.
MORNING.
“Two maidens by one fountain’s joyous brink,
And one was sad and one had cause for sadness.”
Cicely Stuyvesant waiting for her father at the foot of the stairs, on
the morning after these occurrences, was a pretty and a touching
spectacle. She had not slept very well the night before, and her brow
showed signs of trouble and so did her trembling lips. She held in her
hand a letter which she twirled about with very unsteady fingers. The
morning was bright, but she did not seem to observe it; the air was
fresh, but it did not seem to invigorate her. A rose-leaf of care lay on
the tremulous waters of her soul, and her sensitive nature thrilled
under it.
“Why does he not come?” she whispered, looking again at the letter’s
inscription.
It was in Mr. Sylvester’s handwriting, and ought not to have occasioned
her any uneasiness, but her father had intimated a wish the night
before, that she should not come down into the parlor if Bertram called,
and—Her thoughts paused there, but she was anxious about the letter and
wished her father would hasten.
Let us look at the little lady. She had been so bright and lovesome
yesterday at this time. Never a maiden in all this great city of ours
had shown a sweeter or more etherial smile. At once radiant and
reserved, she flashed on the eye and trembled from the grasp like some
dainty tropical creature as yet unused to our stranger clime. Her father
had surveyed her with satisfaction, and her lover—oh, that we were all
young again to experience that leap of the heart with which youth meets
and recognizes the sweet perfections of the woman it adores! But a mist
had obscured the radiance of her aspect, and she looks very sad as she
stands in her father’s hall this morning, leaning her cheek against the
banister, and thinking of the night when three years ago, she lingered
in that very spot, and watched the form of the young musician go by her
and disappear in the darkness of the night, as she then thought forever.
Joy had come to her by such slow steps and after such long waiting. Hope
had burst upon her so brilliantly, and with such a speedy promise of
culmination. She thrilled as she thought how short a time ago it was,
since she leaned upon Bertram’s arm and dropped her eyes before his
gaze.
The appearance of her father at length aroused her. Flushing slightly,
she held the letter towards him.
“A letter for you, papa. I thought you might like to read it before you
went out.”
Mr. Stuyvesant, who for an hour or more had been frowning over his
morning paper with a steady pertinacity that left more than the usual
amount of wrinkles upon his brow, started at the wistful tone of this
announcement from his daughter’s lips, and taking the letter from her
hand, stepped into the parlor to peruse it. It was, as the handwriting
declared, from Mr. Sylvester, and ran thus:
“DEAR MR. STUYVESANT:
“I have heard of your loss and am astounded. Though the Bank is
not liable for any accident to trusts of this nature, both
Bertram and myself are determined to make every effort
possible, to detect and punish the man who either through our
negligence, or by means of the opportunities afforded him under
our present system of management, has been able to commit this
robbery upon your effects. We therefore request that you will
meet us at the bank this morning at as early an hour as
practicable, there to assist us in making such inquiries and
instituting such measures, as may be considered necessary to
the immediate attainment of the object desired.
“Respectfully yours,
“EDWARD SYLVESTER.”
“Is it anything serious?” asked his daughter, coming into the parlor and
looking up into his face with a strange wistfulness he could not fail to
remark.
Mr. Stuyvesant gave her a quick glance, shook his head with some
nervousness and hastily pocketed the epistle. “Business,” mumbled he,
“business.” And ignoring the sigh that escaped her lips, began to make
his preparations for going at once down town.
He was always an awkward man at such matters, and it was her habit to
afford him what assistance she could. This she now did, lending her hand
to help him on with his overcoat, rising on tip-toe to tie his muffler,
and bending her bright head to see that his galoshes were properly
fastened; her charming face with its far-away look, shining strangely
sweet in the dim hall, in contrast with his severe and antiquated
countenance.
He watched her carefully but with seeming indifference till all was done
and he stood ready to depart, then in an awkward enough way—he was not
accustomed to bestow endearments—drew her to him and kissed her on the
forehead; after which he turned about and departed without a word to
season or explain this unwonted manifestation of tenderness.
A kiss was an unusual occurrence in that confiding but undemonstrative
household, and the little maiden trembled. “Something is wrong,” she
murmured half to herself, half to the dim vista of the lonely parlor,
where but a night or so ago had stood the beloved form of him, who, bury
the thought as she would, had become, if indeed he had not always been,
the beginning and the ending of all her maidenly dreams: “what? what?”
And her young heart swelled painfully as she realized like many a woman
before her, that whatever might be her doubts, fears, anguish or
suspense, nothing remained for her but silence and a tedious waiting for
others to recognize her misery and speak.
Meanwhile how was it with her dearest friend and confident, Paula? The
morning, as I have already declared, was bright and exceptionally
beautiful. Sunshine filled the air and freshness invigorated the breeze.
Cicely was blind to it all, but as Paula looked from her window
preparatory to going below, a close observer might have perceived that
the serenity of the cloudless sky was reflected in her beaming eyes,
that peace brooded above her soul and ruled her tender spirit. She had
held a long conversation with Miss Belinda, she had prayed, she had
slept and she had risen with a confirmed love in her heart for the man
who was at once the admiration of her eyes and the well-spring of her
deepest thoughts and wildest longings. “I will show him so plainly what
the angels have told me,” whispered she, “that he will have no need to
ask.” And she wound her long locks into the coil that she knew he best
liked and fixed a rose at her throat, and so with a smile on her lip
went softly down stairs. O the timid eager step of maidenhood when
drawing toward the shrine of all it adores! Could those halls and lofty
corridors have whispered their secret, what a story they would have told
of beating heart and tremulous glance, eager longings, and maidenly
shrinkings, as the lovely form, swaying with a thousand hopes and fears,
glided from landing to landing, carrying with it love and joy and peace.
And trust! As she neared the bronze image that had always awakened such
vague feelings of repugnance on her part, and found its terrors gone and
its smile assuring, she realized that her breast held nothing but faith
in him, who may have sinned in his youth, but who had repented in his
manhood, and now stood clear and noble in her eyes. The assurance was
too sweet, the flood of feeling too overwhelming. With a quick glance
around her, she stopped and flung her arms about the hitherto repellant
bronze, pressing her young breast against the cold metal with a fervor
that ought to have hallowed its sensuous mould forever. Then she hurried
down.
Her first glance into the dining-room brought her a disappointment. Mr.
Sylvester had already breakfasted and gone; only Aunt Belinda sat at the
table. With a slightly troubled brow, Paula advanced to her own place at
the board.
“Mr. Sylvester has urgent business on hand to-day,” quoth her aunt. “I
met him going out just as I came down.”
Her look lingered on Paula as she said this, and if it had not been for
the servants, she would doubtless have given utterance to some further
expression on the matter, for she had been greatly struck by Mr.
Sylvester’s appearance and the sad, firm, almost lofty expression of his
eye, as it met hers in their hurried conversation.
“He is a very busy man,” returned Paula simply, and was silent, struck
by some secret dread she could not have explained. Suddenly she rose;
she had found an envelope beneath her plate, addressed to herself. It
was bulky and evidently contained a key. Hastening behind the curtains
of the window, she opened it. The key was to that secret study of his at
the top of the house, which no one but himself had ever been seen to
enter, and the words that enwrapped it were these:
“If I send you no word to the contrary, and if I do not come
back by seven o’clock this evening, go to the room of which
this is the key, open my desk, and read what I have prepared
for your eyes.
“E. S.”
XXXVII.
THE OPINION OF A CERTAIN NOTED DETECTIVE.
“But still there clung
One hope, like a keen sword on starting threads uphung.”
—REVOLT OF ISLAM.
“Facts are stubborn things.”—ELLIOTT.
Meanwhile Mr. Stuyvesant hasted on his way down town and ere long made
his appearance at the bank. He found Mr. Sylvester and Bertram seated in
the directors’ room, with a portly smooth-faced man whose appearance was
at once strange and vaguely familiar.
“A detective, sir,” explained Mr. Sylvester rising with forced
composure; “a man upon whose judgment I have been told we may rely. Mr.
Gryce, Mr. Stuyvesant.”
The latter gentleman nodded, cast a glance around the room, during which
his eye rested for a moment on Bertram’s somewhat pale countenance, and
nervously took a seat.
“A mysterious piece of business, this,” came from the detective’s lips
in an easy tone, calculated to relieve the tension of embarrassment into
which the entrance of Mr. Stuyvesant seemed to have thrown all parties.
“What were the numbers of the bonds found missing, if you please?”
Mr. Stuyvesant told him.
“You are positively assured these bonds were all in the box when you
last locked it?”
“I am.”
“When was that, sir? On what day and at what hour of the day, if you
please?”
“Tuesday, at about three o’clock, I should say.”
“The box was locked by you? There is no doubt about that fact?”
“None in the least.”
“Where were you standing at the time?”
“In front of the vault door. I had taken out the box myself as I am in
the habit of doing, and had stepped there to put it back.”
“Was any one near you then?”
“Yes. The cashier was at his desk and the teller had occasion to go to
the safe while I stood there. I do not remember seeing any one else in
my immediate vicinity.”
“Do you remember ever going to the vaults and not finding some one near
you at the time or at least in full view of your movements?”
“No.”
“I have informed Mr. Gryce,” interposed Mr. Sylvester, with a ring in
his deep voice that made Mr. Stuyvesant start, “that our chief desire at
present is to have his judgment upon the all important question, as to
whether this theft was committed by a stranger, or one in the employ and
consequently in the confidence of the bank.”
Mr. Stuyvesant bowed, every wrinkle in his face manifesting itself with
startling distinctness as he slowly moved his eyes and fixed them on the
inscrutable countenance of the detective.
“You agree then with these gentlemen,” continued the latter, who had a
way of seeming more interested in everything and everybody present than
the person he was addressing, “that it would be difficult if not
impossible for any one unconnected with the bank, to approach the vaults
during business hours and abstract anything from them without
detection?”
“And do these gentleman both assert that?” queried Mr. Stuyvesant, with
a sharp look from uncle to nephew.
“I believe they do,” replied the detective, as both the gentlemen bowed,
Bertram with an uncontrollable quiver of his lip, and Mr. Sylvester with
a deepening of the lines about his mouth, which may or may not have been
noticed by this man who appeared to observe nothing.
“I should be loth to conclude that the robbery was committed by any one
but a stranger,” remarked Mr. Stuyvesant; “but if these gentlemen concur
in the statement you have just made, I am bound to acknowledge that I do
not myself see how the theft could have been perpetrated by an outsider.
Had the box itself been missing, it would be different. I remember my
old friend Mr. A—, the president of the police department, telling me
of a case where a box containing securities to the amount of two hundred
thousand dollars, was abstracted in full daylight from the vaults of one
of our largest banks; an act requiring such daring, the directors for a
long time refused to believe it possible, until a detective one day
showed them another box of theirs which he had succeeded in abstracting
in the same way.[1] But the vaults in that instance were in a less
conspicuous portion of the bank than ours, besides to approach an open
vault, snatch a box from it and escape, is a much simpler matter than to
remain long enough to open a box and choose from its contents such
papers as appeared most marketable. If a regular thief could do such a
thing, it does not seem probable that he would. Nevertheless the most
acute judgment is often at fault in these matters, and I do not pretend
to have formed an opinion.”
[Footnote 1: A fact.]
The detective who had listened to these words with marked attention,
bowed his concurrence and asked if the bonds mentioned by Mr. Stuyvesant
were all that had been found missing from the bank. If any of the other
boxes had been opened, or if the contents of the safe itself had ever
been tampered with.
“The contents of the safe are all correct,” came in deep tones from Mr.
Sylvester. “Mr. Folger, my nephew and myself went through them this
morning. As for the boxes I cannot say, many of them belong to persons
travelling; some of them have been left here by trustees of estates,
consequently often lie for weeks in the vaults untouched. If however any
of them have been opened, we ought to be able to see it. Would you like
an examination made of their condition?”
The detective nodded.
Mr. Sylvester at once turned to Mr. Stuyvesant. “May I ask you to
mention what officer of the bank you would like to have go to the
vaults?”
That gentleman started, looked uneasily about, but meeting Bertram’s
eye, nervously dropped his own and muttered the name of Folger.
Mr. Sylvester suppressed a sigh, sent for the paying-teller, and
informed him of their wishes. He at once proceeded to the vaults. While
he was gone, Mr. Gryce took the opportunity to make the following
remark.
“Gentlemen,” said he, “let us understand ourselves. What you want of me,
is to tell you whether this robbery has been committed by a stranger or
by some one in your employ. Now to decide this question it is necessary
for me to ask first, whether you have ever had reason to doubt the
honesty of any person connected with the bank?”
“No,” came from Mr. Sylvester with sharp and shrill distinctness. “Since
I have had the honor of conducting the affairs of this institution, I
have made it my business to observe and note the bearing and character
of each and every man employed under me, and I believe them all to be
honest.”
The glance of the detective while it did not perceptibly move from the
large screen drawn across the room at the back of Mr. Sylvester, seemed
to request the opinions of the other two gentlemen on this point.
Bertram observing it, subdued the rapid beatings of his heart and spoke
with like distinctness. “I have been in the bank the same length of time
as my uncle,” said he, “and most heartily endorse his good opinion of
the various persons in our employ.”
“And Mr. Stuyvesant?” the immovable glance seemed to say.
“Men are honest in my opinion till they are proved otherwise,” came in
short stern accents from the director’s lips.
The detective drew back in his chair as if he considered that point
decided, and yet Bertram’s eye which had clouded at Mr. Stuyvesant’s too
abrupt assertion, did not clear again as might have been expected.
“There is one more question I desire to settle,” continued the
detective, “and that is, whether this robbery could have been
perpetrated after business hours, by some one in collusion with the
person who is here left in charge?”
“No;” again came from Mr. Sylvester, with impartial justice. “The
watchman—who by the way has been in the bank for twelve years—could
not help a man to find entrance to the vaults. His simple duty is to
watch over the bank and give alarm in case of fire or burglary. It would
necessitate a knowledge of the combination by which the vault doors are
opened, to do what you suggest, and that is possessed by but three
persons in the bank.”
“And those are?”
“The cashier, the janitor, and myself.”
He endeavored to speak calmly and without any betrayal of the effort it
caused him to utter those simple words, but a detective’s ear is nice
and it is doubtful if he perfectly succeeded.
Mr. Gryce however limited himself to a muttered, humph! and a long and
thoughtful look at a spot on the green baize of the table before which
he sat.
“The janitor lives in the building, I suppose?”
“Yes, and is, as I am sure Mr. Stuyvesant will second me in asserting,
honesty to the back-bone.”
“Janitors always are,” observed the detective; then shortly, “How long
has _he_ been with you?”
“Three years.”
Another “humph!” and an increased interest in the ink spot.
“That is not long, considering the responsibility of his position.”
“He was on the police force before he came to us,” remarked Mr.
Sylvester.
Mr. Gryce looked as if that was not much of a recommendation.
“As for the short time he has been with us,” resumed the other, “he came
into the bank the same winter as my nephew and myself, and has found the
time sufficient to earn the respect of all who know him.”
The detective bowed, seemingly awed by the dignity with which the last
statement had been uttered; but any one who knew him well, would have
perceived that the film of uncertainty which had hitherto dimmed the
brightness of his regard was gone, as if in the other’s impressive
manner, if not in the suggestion his words had unconsciously offered,
the detective had received an answer to some question which had been
puzzling him, or laid his hand upon some clue which had till now eluded
his grasp. The inquiries which he made haste to pursue, betrayed,
however, but little of the tendency of his thoughts.
“The janitor, you say, knows the combination by which the vault doors
are opened?”
“The _vault doors_,” emphasized Mr. Sylvester. “The safe is another
matter; that stands inside the vault and is locked by a triple
combination which as a whole is not known to any one man in this
building, not even to myself.”
“But the boxes are not kept in the safe?”
“No, they are piled up with the books in the vaults at the side of the
safe, as you can see for yourself, if you choose to join Mr. Folger.”
“Not necessary. The janitor, then, is the only man besides yourselves,
who under any circumstances or for any reason, could get at those boxes
after business hours?”
“He is.”
“One question more. Who is the man to attend to those boxes? I mean to
ask, which of the men in your employ is expected to procure a box out of
the vaults when it is called for, and put it back in its place when its
owner is through with it?”
“Hopgood usually does that business, the janitor of whom we have just
been speaking. When he is upstairs or out of the way, any one else whom
it may be convenient to call.”
“The janitor, then, has free access to the boxes at all times, night and
day?”
“In one sense, yes, in another, no. Should he unlock the vaults at
night, the watchman would report upon his proceedings.”
“But there must be time between the closing and opening of the bank,
when the janitor is alone with the vaults?”
“There is a space of two hours after seven in the morning, when he is
likely to be the sole one in charge. The watchman goes home, and Hopgood
employs himself in sweeping out the bank and preparing it for the
business of the day.”
“Are the watchman and the janitor on good terms with one another?”
“Very, I believe.”
The detective looked thoughtful. “I should like to see this Hopgood,”
said he.
But just then the door opened and Mr. Folger came in, looking somewhat
pale and disturbed. “We are in a difficulty,” cried he, stepping up to
the table where they sat. “I have found two of the boxes unlocked; that
belonging to Hicks, Saltzer and Co., and another with the name of
Harrington upon it. The former has been wrenched apart, the latter
opened with some sort of instrument. Would you like to see them, sir?”
This to Mr. Sylvester.
With a start that gentleman rose, and as suddenly reseated himself.
“Yes,” returned he, carefully avoiding his nephew’s eye; “bring them
in.”
“Hicks, Saltzer and Co., is a foreign house,” remarked Mr. Stuyvesant to
the detective, “and do not send for their box once a fortnight, as I
have heard Mr. Sylvester declare. Mr. Harrington is on an exploring
expedition and is at present in South America.” Then in lower tones,
whose sternness was not unmixed with gloom, “The thief seems to have
known what boxes to go to.”
Bertram flushed and made some passing rejoinder; Mr. Sylvester and the
detective alone remained silent.
The boxes being brought in, Mr. Gryce opened them without ceremony.
Several papers met his eye in both, but as no one but the owners could
know their rightful contents, it was of course impossible for him to
determine whether anything had been stolen from them or not.
“Send for the New York agent of Hicks, Saltzer and Co.,” came from Mr.
Sylvester, in short, business-like command.
Bertram at once rose. “I will see to it,” said he. His agitation was too
great for suppression, the expression of Mr. Stuyvesant’s eye, that in
its restlessness wandered in every direction but his own, troubled him
beyond endurance. With a hasty move he left the room. The cold eye of
the detective followed him.
“Looks bad,” came in laconic tones from the paying teller.
“I had hoped the affair begun and ended with my individual loss,”
muttered Mr. Stuyvesant under his breath.
The stately president and the inscrutable detective still maintained
their silence.
Suddenly the latter moved. Turning towards Mr. Sylvester, he requested
him to step with him to the window. “I want to have a look at your
several employees,” whispered he, as they thus withdrew. “I want to see
them without being seen by them. If you can manage to have them come in
here one by one upon some pretext or other, I can so arrange that screen
under the mantel-piece, that it shall not only hide me, but give me a
very good view of their faces in the mirror overhead.”
“There will be no difficulty about summoning the men,” said Mr.
Sylvester.
“And you consent to the scheme?”
“Certainly, if you think anything is to be gained by it.”
“I am sure that nothing will be lost. And sir, let the cashier be
present if you please; and sir,” squeezing his watch chain with a
complacent air, as the other dropped his eyes, “talk to them about
anything that you please, only let it be of a nature that will
necessitate a sentence or more in reply. I judge a man as much by his
voice as his expression.”
Mr. Sylvester bowed, and without losing his self-command, though the
short allusion to Bertram had greatly startled him, turned back to the
table where Mr. Folger was still standing in conversation with the
director.
“I will not detain you longer,” said he to the paying teller. “Your
discretion will prevent you from speaking of this matter, I trust.” Then
as the other bowed, added carelessly, “I have something to say to
Jessup; will you see that he steps here for a moment?”
Mr. Folger again nodded and left the room. Instantly Mr. Gryce bustled
forward, and pulling the screen into the position he thought best
calculated to answer his requirements, slid rapidly behind it. Mr.
Stuyvesant looked up in surprise.
“I am going to interview the clerks for Mr. Gryce’s benefit,” exclaimed
Mr. Sylvester. “Will you in the meantime look over the morning paper?”
“Thank you,” returned the other, edging nervously to one side, “my
note-book will do just as well,” and sitting down at the remote end of
the table, he took out a book from his pocket, above which he bent with
very well simulated preoccupation. Mr. Sylvester called in Bertram and
then seated himself with a hopeless and unexpectant look, which he for
the moment forgot would be reflected in the mirror before him, and so
carried to the eye of the watchful detective. In another instant Jessup
entered.
What was said in the short interview that followed, is unimportant. Mr.
Jessup, the third teller, was one of those clear eyed, straightforward
appearing men whose countenance is its own guarantee. It was not
necessary to detain him or make him speak. The next man to come in was
Watson, and after he had gone, two or three of the clerks, and later the
receiving teller and one of the runners. All stopped long enough to
insure Mr. Gryce a good view of their faces, and from each and all did
Mr. Sylvester succeed in eliciting more or less conversation in response
to the questions he chose to put.
With the disappearance of the last mentioned individual, Mr. Gryce
peeped from behind the screen. “A set of as honest-looking men as I wish
to see!” uttered he with a frank cordiality that was scarcely reflected
in the anxious countenances about him. “No sly-boots among them; how
about the janitor, Hopgood?”
“He shall be summoned at once, if you desire it,” said Mr. Sylvester, “I
have only delayed calling him that I might have leisure to interrogate
him with reference to his duties, and this very theft. That is if you
judge it advisable in me to tamper with the subject unassisted?”
“Your nephew can help you if necessary,” replied the imperturbable
detective. “I should like to hear what the man, Hopgood, has to say for
himself,” and he glided back into his old position.
But Mr. Sylvester had scarcely reached out his hand to ring the bell by
which he usually summoned the janitor, when the agent of Hicks, Saltzer
& Co. came in. It was an interruption that demanded instant attention.
Saluting the gentleman with his usual proud reserve, he drew his
attention to the box lying upon the table.
“This is yours, I believe, sir,” said he. “It was found in our vaults
this morning in the condition in which you now behold it, and we are
anxious to know if its contents are all correct.”
“They have been handled,” returned the agent, after a careful survey of
the various papers that filled the box, “but nothing appears to be
missing.”
Three persons at least in that room breathed more easily.
“But the truth is,” the gentleman continued, with a half smile towards
the silent President of the bank, “there was nothing in this box that
would have been of much use to any other parties than ourselves. If
there had been a bond or so here, I doubt if we should have come off so
fortunately, eh? The lock has evidently been wrenched open, and that is
certainly a pretty sure sign that something is not right hereabouts.”
“Something is decidedly wrong,” came from Mr. Sylvester sternly; “but
through whose fault we do not as yet know.” And with a few words
expressive of his relief at finding the other had sustained no material
loss, he allowed the agent to depart.
He had no sooner left the room than Mr. Stuyvesant rose. “Are you going
to question Hopgood now?” queried he, nervously pocketing his note-book.
“Yes sir, if you have no objections.”
The director fidgeted with his chair and finally moved towards the door.
“I think you will get along better with him alone,” said he. “He is a
man who very easily gets embarrassed, and has a way of acting as if he
were afraid of me. I will just step outside while you talk to him.”
But Mr. Sylvester with a sudden dark flush on his brow, hastily stopped
him. “I beg you will not,” said he, with a quick realization of what
Hopgood might be led to say in the forthcoming interview, if he were not
restrained by the presence of the director. “Hopgood is not so afraid of
you that he will not answer every question that is put to him with
straightforward frankness.” And he pushed up a chair, with a smile that
Mr. Stuyvesant evidently found himself unable to resist. The screen
trembled slightly, but none of them noticed it; Mr. Sylvester at once
rang for Hopgood.
He came in panting with his hurried descent from the fifth story, his
face flushed and his eyes rolling, but without any of the secret
perturbation Bertram had observed in them on a former occasion. “He
cannot help us,” was the thought that darkened the young man’s brow as
his eyes left the janitor, and faltering towards his uncle, fell upon
the table before him.
Everything was reflected in the mirror.
“Well, Hopgood, I have a few questions to put to you this morning,” said
Mr. Sylvester in a restrained, but not unkindly tone.
The worthy man bowed, bestowed a salutatory roll of his eyes on Mr.
Stuyvesant, and stood deferentially waiting.
“No, he cannot help us,” was again Bertram’s thought, and again his eyes
faltered to his uncle’s face, and again fell anxiously before him.
“It has not been my habit to trouble you with inquiries about your
management of matters under your charge,” continued Mr. Sylvester,
stopping till the janitor’s wandering eyes settled upon his own. “Your
conduct has always been exemplary, and your attention to duty
satisfactory; but I would like to ask you to-day if you have observed
anything amiss with the vaults of late? anything wrong about the boxes
kept there? anything in short, that excited your suspicion or caused you
to ask yourself if everything was as it should be?”
The janitor’s ruddy face grew pale, and his eye fell with startled
inquiry on Mr. Harrington’s box that still occupied the centre of the
table. “No, sir,” he emphatically replied, “has anything—”
But Mr. Sylvester did not wait to be questioned. “You have attended to
your duties as promptly and conscientiously as usual; you have allowed
no one to go to the vaults day or night, who had no business there? You
have not relaxed your accustomed vigilance, or left the bank alone at
any time during the hours it is under your charge?”
“No sir, not for a minute, sir; that is—” He stopped and his eye
wandered towards Mr. Stuyvesant. “Never for a minute, sir,” he went on,
“without I knew some one was in the bank, who was capable of looking
after it.”
“The watchman has been at his post every night up to the usual hour?”
“Yes sir.”
“There has been no carelessness in closing the vault doors after the
departure of the clerks?”
“No sir.”
“And no trouble,” he continued, with a shade more of dignity, possibly
because Hopgood’s tell-tale face was beginning to show signs of anxious
confusion, “and no trouble in opening them at the proper time each
morning?”
“No sir.”
“One question more—”
But here Bertram was called out, and in the momentary stir occasioned by
his departure, Hopgood allowed himself to glance at the box before him
more intently than he had hitherto presumed to do. He saw it was
unlocked, and his hands began to tremble. Mr. Sylvester’s voice recalled
him to himself.
“You are a faithful man,” said that gentleman, continuing his speech of
a minute before, “and as such we are ready to acknowledge you; but the
most conscientious amongst us are sometimes led into indiscretions. Now
have you ever through carelessness or by means of any inadvertence,
revealed to any one in or out of the bank, the particular combination by
which the lock of the vault-door is at present opened?”
“No sir, indeed no; I am much too anxious, and feel my own
responsibility entirely too much, not to preserve so important a secret
with the utmost care and jealousy.”
Mr. Sylvester’s voice, careful as he was to modulate it, showed a secret
discouragement. “The vaults then as far as you know, are safe when once
they are closed for the night?”
“Yes sir.” The janitor’s face expressed a slight degree of wonder, but
his voice was emphatic.
Mr. Sylvester’s eye travelled in the direction of the screen. “Very
well,” said he; and paused to reflect.
In the interim the door opened for a second time. “A gentleman to see
Mr. Stuyvesant,” said a voice.
With an air of relief the director hastily rose, and before Mr.
Sylvester had realized his position, left the room and closed the door
behind him. A knell seemed to ring its note in Mr. Sylvester’s breast.
The janitor, released as he supposed from all constraint, stepped
hastily forward.
“That box has been found unlocked,” he cried with a wave of his hand
towards the table; “some one has been to the vaults, and I—Oh, sir,” he
hurriedly exclaimed, disregarding in his agitation the stern and
forbidding look which Mr. Sylvester in his secret despair had made haste
to assume, “you did not want me to say anything about the time you came
down so early in the morning, and I went out and left you alone in the
bank, and you went to the vaults and opened Mr. Stuyvesant’s box by
mistake, with a tooth-pick as you remember?”
The mirror that looked down upon that pair, showed one very white face
at that moment, but the screen that had trembled a moment before, stood
strangely still in the silence.
“No,” came at length from Mr. Sylvester, with a composure that
astonished himself. “I was not questioning you about matters of a year
agone. But you might have told that incident if you pleased; it was very
easily explainable.”
“Yes sir, I know, and I beg pardon for alluding to it, but I was so
taken aback, sir, by your questions; I wanted to tell the exact truth,
and I did not want to say anything that would hurt you with Mr.
Stuyvesant; that is if I could help it. I hope I did right, sir,” he
blundered on, conscious he was uttering words he might better have kept
to himself, but too embarrassed to know how to emerge from the
difficulty into which his mingled zeal and anxiety had betrayed him. “I
was never a good hand at answering questions, and if any thing really
serious has happened, I shall wish you had taken me at my word and
dismissed me immediately after that affair. Constantia Maria would have
been a little worse off perhaps, but I should not be on hand to answer
questions, and—”
“Hopgood!”
The man started, eyed Mr. Sylvester’s white but powerfully controlled
countenance, seemed struck with something he saw there, and was silent.
“You make too much now, as you made too much then of a matter that
having its sole ground in a mistake, is, as I say, easily explainable.
This affair which has come up now, is not so clear. Three of the boxes
have been opened, and from one certain valuables have been taken. Can
you give me any information that will assist us in our search after the
culprit?”
“No sir.” The tone was quite humble, Hopgood drew back unconsciously
towards the door.
“As for the mistake of a year ago to which you have seen proper to
allude, I shall myself take pains to inform Mr. Stuyvesant of it, since
it has made such an impression upon you that it trammels your honesty
and makes you consider it at all necessary to be anxious about it at
this time.”
And Hopgood unused to sarcasm from those lips, drew himself together,
and with one more agitated look at the box on the table, sidled
awkwardly from the room. Mr. Sylvester at once advanced to the screen
which he hastily pushed aside. “Well, sir,” said he, meeting the
detective’s wavering eye and forcing him to return his look, “you have
now seen the various employees of the bank and heard most of them
converse. Is there anything more you would like to inquire into before
giving us the opinion I requested?”
“No sir,” said the detective, coming forward, but very slowly and
somewhat hesitatingly for him. “I think I am ready to say—”
Here the door opened, and Mr. Stuyvesant returned. The detective drew a
breath of relief and repeated his words with a business-like assurance.
“I think I am ready to say, that from the nature of the theft and the
mysterious manner in which it has been perpetrated, suspicion
undoubtedly points to some one connected with the bank. That is all that
you require of me to-day?” he added, with a bow of some formality in the
direction of Mr. Sylvester.
“Yes,” was the short reply. But in an instant a change passed over the
stately form of the speaker. Advancing to Mr. Gryce, he confronted him
with a countenance almost majestic in its severity, and somewhat
severely remarked, “This is a serious charge to bring against men whose
countenances you yourself have denominated as honest. Are we to believe
you have fully considered the question, and realize the importance of
what you say?”
“Mr. Sylvester,” replied the detective, with great self-possession and
some dignity, “a man who is brought every day of his life into positions
where the least turning of a hair will sink a man or save him, learns to
weigh his words, before he speaks even in such informal inquiries as
these.”
Mr. Sylvester bowed and turned towards Mr. Stuyvesant. “Is there any
further action you would like to have taken in regard to this matter
to-day?” he asked, without a tremble in his voice.
With a glance at the half open box of the absent Mr. Harrington, the
agitated director slowly shook his head. “We must have time to think,”
said he.
Mr. Gryce at once took up his hat. “If the charge implied in my opinion
strikes you, gentlemen, as serious, you must at least acknowledge that
your own judgment does not greatly differ from mine, or why such
unnecessary agitation in regard to a loss so petty, by a gentleman worth
as we are told his millions.” And with this passing shot, to which
neither of his auditors responded, he made his final obeisance and
calmly left the room.
Mr. Sylvester and Mr. Stuyvesant slowly confronted one another.
“The man speaks the truth,” said the former. “You at least suspect some
one in the bank, Mr. Stuyvesant?”
“I have no wish to,” hastily returned the other, “but facts—”
“Would facts of this nature have any weight with you against the
unspotted character of a man never known by you to meditate, much less
commit a dishonest action?”
“No; yet facts are facts, and if it is proved that some one in our
employ has perpetrated a theft, the mind will unconsciously ask who, and
remain uneasy till it is satisfied.”
“And if it never is?”
“It will always ask who, I suppose.”
Mr. Sylvester drew back. “The matter shall be pushed,” said he; “you
shall be satisfied. Surveillance over each man employed in this
institution ought sooner or later to elicit the truth. The police shall
take it in charge.”
Mr. Stuyvesant looked uneasy. “I suppose it is only justice,” murmured
he, “but it is a scandal I would have been glad to avoid.”
“And I, but circumstances admit of no other course. The innocent must
not suffer for the guilty, even so far as an unfounded suspicion would
lead.”
“No, no, of course not.” And the director bustled about after his
overcoat and hat.
Mr. Sylvester watched him with growing sadness. “Mr. Stuyvesant,” said
he, as the latter stood before him ready for the street, “we have always
been on terms of friendship, and nothing but the most pleasant relations
have ever existed between us. Will you pardon me if I ask you to give me
your hand in good-day?”
The director paused, looked a trifle astonished, but held out his hand
not only with cordiality but very evident affection.
“Good day,” cried he, “good-day.”
Mr. Sylvester pressed that hand, and then with a dignified bow, allowed
the director to depart. It was his last effort at composure. When the
door closed, his head sank on his hands, and life with all its hopes and
honors, love and happiness, seemed to die within him.
He was interrupted at length by Bertram. “Well, uncle?” asked the young
man with unrestrained emotion.
“The theft has been committed by some one in this bank; so the detective
gives out, and so we are called upon to believe. _Who_ the man is who
has caused us all this misery, neither he, nor you, nor I, nor any one,
is likely to very soon determine. Meantime—”
“Well?” cried Bertram anxiously, after a moment of suspense.
“Meantime, courage!” his uncle resumed with forced cheerfulness.
But as he was leaving the bank he came up to Bertram, and laying his
hand on his shoulder, quietly said:
“I want you to go immediately to my house upon leaving here. I may not
be back till midnight, and Miss Fairchild may need the comfort of your
presence. Will you do it, Bertram?”
“Uncle! I—”
“Hush! you will comfort me best by doing what I ask. May I rely upon
you?”
“Always.”
“That is enough.”
And with just a final look, the two gentlemen parted, and the shadow
which had rested all day upon the bank, deepened over Bertram’s head
like a pall.
It was not lifted by the sight of Hopgood stealing a few minutes later
towards the door by which his uncle had departed, his face pale, and his
eyes fixed in a stare, that bespoke some deep and moving determination.
XXXVIII.
BLUE-BEARD’S CHAMBER.
“Present fears
Are less than horrible imaginings.”
—MACBETH.
Clarence Ensign was not surprised at the refusal he received from Paula.
He had realized from the first that the love of this beautiful woman
would be difficult to obtain, even if no rival with more powerful
inducements than his own, should chance to cross his path. She was one
who could be won to give friendship, consideration, and sympathy without
stint; but from the very fact that she could so easily be induced to
grant these, he foresaw the improbability, or at least the difficulty of
enticing her to yield more. A woman whose hand warms towards the other
sex in ready friendship, is the last to succumb to the entreaties of
love. The circle of her sympathies is so large, the man must do well,
who of all his sex, pierces to the sacred centre. The appearance of Mr.
Sylvester on the scene, settled his fate, or so he believed; but he was
too much in earnest to yield his hopes without another effort; so upon
the afternoon of this eventful day, he called upon Paula.
The first glimpse he obtained of her countenance, convinced him that he
was indeed too late. Not for him that anxious pallor, giving way to a
rosy tinge at the least sound in the streets without. Not for him that
wandering glance, burning with questions to which nothing seemed able to
grant reply. The very smile with which she greeted him, was a blow; it
was so forgetful of the motive that had brought him there.
“Miss Fairchild,” he stammered, with a generous impulse to save her
unnecessary pain, “you have rejected my offer and settled my doom; but
let me believe that I have not lost your regard, or that hold upon your
friendship which it has hitherto been my pleasure to enjoy.”
She woke at once to a realization of his position. “Oh Mr. Ensign,” she
murmured, “can you doubt my regard or the truth of my friendship? It is
for me to doubt; I have caused you such pain, and as you may think, so
ruthlessly and with such lack of consideration. I have been peculiarly
placed,” she blushingly proceeded. “A woman does not always know her own
heart, or if she does, sometimes hesitates to yield to its secret
impulses. I have led you astray these last few weeks, but I first went
astray myself. The real path in which I ought to tread, was only last
night revealed to me. I can say no more, Mr. Ensign.”
“Nor is it necessary,” replied he. “You have chosen the better path, and
the better man. May life abound in joys for you, Miss Fairchild.”
She drew herself up and her hand went involuntarily to her heart. “It is
not joy I seek,” said she, “but—”
“What?” He looked at her face lit with that heavenly gleam that visited
it in rare moments of deepest emotion, and wondered.
“Joy is in seeing the one you love happy,” cried she; “earth holds none
that is sweeter or higher.”
“Then may that be yours,” he murmured, manfully subduing the jealous
pang natural under the circumstances. And taking the hand she held out
to him, he kissed it with greater reverence and truer affection than
when, in the first joyous hours of their intercourse, he carried it so
gallantly to his lips.
And she—oh, difference of time and feeling—did not remember as of
yore, the noble days of chivalry, though he was in this moment, so much
more than ever the true knight and the reproachless cavalier.
For Paula’s heart was heavy. Fears too unsubstantial to be met and
vanquished, had haunted her steps all day. The short note which Mr.
Sylvester had written her, lay like lead upon her bosom. She longed for
the hours to fly, yet dreaded to hear the clock tick out the moments
that possibly were destined to bring her untold suffering and
disappointment. A revelation awaiting her in Mr. Sylvester’s desk up
stairs? That meant separation and farewell; for words of promise and
devotion can be spoken, and the heart that hopes, does not limit time to
hours.
With Bertram’s entrance, her fears took absolute shape. Mr. Sylvester
was not coming home to dinner. Thenceforward till seven o’clock, she sat
with her hand on her heart, waiting. At the stroke of the clock, she
rose, and procuring a candle from her room, went slowly up stairs.
“Watch for me,” she had said to Aunt Belinda, “for I fear I shall need
your care when I come down.”
What is there about a mystery however trivial, that thrills the heart
with vague expectancy at the least lift of the concealing curtain! As
Paula paused before the door, which never to her knowledge had opened to
the passage of any other form than that of Mr. Sylvester, she was
conscious of an agitation wholly distinct from that which had hitherto
afflicted her. All the past curiosity of Ona concerning this room,
together with her devices for satisfying that curiosity, recurred to
Paula with startling distinctness. It was as if the white hand of that
dead wife had thrust itself forth from the shadows to pull her back. The
candle trembled in her grasp, and she unconsciously recoiled. But the
next moment the thought of Mr. Sylvester struck warmth and determination
through her being, and hastily thrusting the key into the lock, she
pushed open the door and stepped across the threshold.
Her first movement was that of surprise. In all her dreams of the
possible appearance of this room, she had never imagined it to be like
this. Plain, rude and homely, its high walls unornamented, its floor
uncovered, its furniture limited to a plain desk and two or three rather
uncomfortable-looking chairs, it struck upon her fancy with the same
sense of incongruity, as might the sight of a low-eaved cottage in the
midst of stately palaces and lordly pleasure-grounds. Setting down her
candle, she folded her hands to still their tremblings, and slowly
looked around her. This was the spot, then, to which he was accustomed
to flee when oppressed by any care or harassed by any difficulty; this
cold, bare, uninviting apartment with its forbidding aspect unsoftened
by the tokens of a woman’s care or presence! To this room, humbler than
any in her aunt’s home in Grotewell, he had brought all his griefs, from
the day his baby lay dead in the rooms below, to that awful hour which
saw the wife and mother brought into his doors and laid a cold and
pulseless form in the midst of his gorgeous parlors! Here he had met his
own higher impulses face to face, and wrestled with them through the
watches of the night! In this wilderness of seeming poverty, he had
dreamed, perhaps, his first fond dream of her as a woman, and signed
perhaps his final renunciation of her as the future companion of his
life! What did it mean? Why a spot of so much desolation in the midst of
so much that was lordly and luxurious? Her fears might give her a
possible interpretation, but she would not listen to fears. Only his
words should instruct her. Going to the desk, she opened it. A sealed
envelope addressed to herself, immediately met her eyes. Taking it out
with a slow and reverent touch, she began to read the long and closely
written letter which it contained.
And the little candle burned on, shedding its rays over her bended head
and upon the dismal walls about her, with a persistency that seemed to
bring out, as in letters of fire, the hidden history of long ago, with
its vanished days and its forgotten midnights.
XXXIX.
FROM A. TO Z.
“A naked human heart.”—YOUNG.
“My Beloved Child:
“So may I call you in this the final hour of our separation, but never
again, dear one, never again. When I said to you, just twenty-four hours
ago, that my sin was buried and my future was clear, I spake as men
speak who forget the justice of God and dream only of his mercy. An
hour’s time convinced me that an evil deed once perpetrated by a man, is
never buried so that its ghost will not rise. Do as we will, repent as
we may, the shadowy phantom of a stained and unrighteous youth is never
laid; nor is a man justified in believing it so, till death has closed
his eyes, and fame written its epitaph upon his tomb.
“Paula, I am at this hour wandering in search of the being who holds the
secret of my life and who will to-morrow blazon it before all the world.
It is with no hope I seek him. God has not brought me to this pass, to
release me at last, from shame and disgrace. Suffering and the loss of
all my sad heart cherished, wait at my gates. Only one boon remains, and
that is, your sympathy and the consolation of your regard. These, though
bestowed as friends bestow them, are very precious to me; I cannot see
them go, and that they may not, I tell you the full story of my life.
“My youth was happy—my early youth, I mean. Bertram’s father was a dear
brother to me, and my mother a watchful guardian and a tender friend. At
fifteen, I entered a bank, the small bank in Grotewell, which you ought
to remember. From the lowest position in it, I gradually worked my way
up till I occupied the cashier’s place; and was just congratulating
myself upon my prospects, when Ona Delafield returned from
boarding-school, a young lady.
“Paula, there is a fascination, which some men who have known nothing
deeper and higher, call love. I, who in those days had cherished but few
thoughts beyond the ordinary reach of a narrow and somewhat selfish
business mind, imagined that the well-spring of all romance had bubbled
up within me, when my eyes first fell upon this regal blonde, with her
sleepy, inscrutable eyes and bewildering smile. Ulysses within sound of
the siren’s voice, was nothing to it. He had been warned of his danger
and had only his own curiosity to combat, while I was not even aware of
my peril, and floated within reach of this woman’s power, without making
an effort to escape. She was so subtle in her influence, Paula; so
careless in the very exercise of her sovereignty. She never seemed to
command; yet men and women obeyed her. Peculiarities which mar the
matron, are often graces in a young, unmarried girl, whose thoughts are
a mystery, and whose emotions an untried field. I believed I had found
the queen of all beauty and when in an unguarded hour she betrayed her
first appreciation of my devotion, I seemed to burst into a Paradise of
delights, where every step I took, only the more intoxicated and
bewildered me. My first realization of the sensuous and earthly
character of my happiness came with the glimpse of your child-face on
that never-to-be-forgotten day when we met beside the river. Like a star
seen above the glare of a conflagration, the pure spirit that informed
your glance, flashed on my burning soul, and for a moment I knew that in
you budded the kind of woman-nature which it befitted a man to seek;
that in the hands of such a one as you would make, should he trust his
honor and bequeath his happiness. But when did a lover ever break the
bonds that imprisoned his fancy, at the inspiration of a passing voice.
I went back to Ona and forgot the child by the river.
“Paula, I have no time to utter regrets. This is a hard plain tale which
I have to relate; but if you love me still—if, as I have sometimes
imagined, you have always loved me—think what my life had been if I had
heeded the warning which God vouchsafed me on that day, and contrast it
with what it is, and what it must be.
“I went back to Ona, then, and the hold which she had upon me from the
first, took form and shape. As well as she could love any one, she loved
me, and though she had offers from one or two more advantageous sources,
she finally decided that she would risk the future and accept me, if her
father consented to the alliance. You who are the niece of the man of
whom I must now speak, may or may not know what that meant. I doubt if
you do; he left Grotewell while you were a child, and any gossip
concerning him must ever fall short of the real truth. Enough, then,
that it meant, if Jacob Delafield could see in my future any promises of
success sufficient to warrant him in accepting me as his son-in-law, no
woman living ought to hesitate to trust me with her hand. He was the
Squire of the town, and as such entitled to respect, but he was also
something more, as you will presently discover. His answer to my plea
was:
“‘Well, how much money have you to show?’
“Now I had none. My salary as cashier of a small country bank was not
large, and my brother’s prolonged sickness and subsequent death,
together with my own somewhat luxurious habits, had utterly exhausted
it. I told him so, but added that I had, somewhere up among the hills,
an old maiden aunt who had promised me five thousand dollars at her
death; and that as she was very ill at that time—hopelessly so, her
neighbors thought—in a few weeks I should doubtless be able to satisfy
him with the sight of a sum sufficient to start us in housekeeping, if
no more.
“He nodded at this, but gave me no distinct reply. ‘Let us wait,’ said
he.
“But youth is not inclined to wait. I considered my cause as good as
won, and began to make all my preparations accordingly. With a feverish
impatience which is no sign of true love, I watched the days go by, and
waited for, if I did not anticipate, the death which I fondly imagined
would make all clear. At last it came, and I went again into Mr.
Delafield’s presence.
“‘My aunt has just died,’ I announced, and stood waiting for the short,
concise,
“‘Go ahead, then, my boy!’ which I certainly expected.
“Instead of that, he gave me a queer inexplicable smile, and merely
said, ‘I want to see the greenbacks, my lad. No color so good as green,
not even the black upon white of ‘I promise to pay.’
“I went back to my desk in the bank, chagrined. Ona had told me a few
days before that she was tired of waiting, that the young doctor from
the next town was very assiduous in his attentions, and as there was no
question as to his ability to support a wife, why—she did not finish
her sentence, but the toss of her head and her careless tone at parting,
were enough to inflame the jealousy of a less easily aroused nature than
mine. I felt that I was in hourly danger of losing her, and all because
I could not satisfy her father with a sight of the few thousands which
were so soon to be mine.
“The reading of my aunt’s will, which confirmed my hopes, did not
greatly improve matters. ‘I want to see the money,’ the old gentleman
repeated; and I was forced to wait the action of the law and the
settlement of the estate. It took longer than even he foresaw. Weeks
went by and my poor little five thousand seemed as far from my control
as on the day the will was read. There was some trouble, I was not told
what, that made it seem improbable that I should reap the benefit of my
legacy for some time. Meanwhile Ona accepted the attentions of the young
doctor, and my chances of winning her, dwindled rapidly day by day. I
became morbidly eager and insanely jealous. Instead of pursuing my
advantage—for I undoubtedly possessed one in her own secret inclination
towards me—I stood off, and let my rival work his way into her
affections unhindered. I was too sore to interrupt his play, as I called
it, and too afraid of myself to actually confront him in her presence.
But the sight of them riding together one day, was more than I could
endure even in my spirit of unresistance. ‘He shall not have her,’ I
cried, and cast about in my mind how to bring my own matters into such
shape as to satisfy her father and so win her own consent to my suit. My
first thought was to borrow the money, but that was impracticable in a
town where each man’s affairs are known to his neighbor. My next was to
hurry up the settlement of the estate by appeal to my lawyer. The result
of the latter course was a letter of many promises, in the midst of
which a great temptation assailed me.
“Colonel Japha, of whose history you have heard more or less true
accounts, was at that time living in the old mansion you took such pains
to point out to me in that walk we took together in Grotewell. He had
suffered a great anguish in the flight and degradation of his only
daughter, and though the real facts connected with her departure were
not known in the village, he was so overcome with shame, and so
shattered in health, he lived in the utmost seclusion, opening his doors
to but few visitors, among whom I, for some unexplained reason, was one.
He used to say he liked me and saw in me the makings of a considerable
man; and I, because he was Colonel Japha and a strong spirit, returned
his appreciation, and spent many of my bitter and unhappy hours in his
presence. It was upon one of these occasions the temptation came to
which I have just alluded.
“I had been talking about his health and the advisability of his taking
a journey, when he suddenly rose and said, ‘Come with me to my study.’
“I of course went. The first thing I saw upon entering was a trunk
locked and strapped. ‘I am going to Europe to-morrow,’ said he, ‘to be
gone six months.’
“I was astonished, for in that town no one presumed to do anything of
importance without consulting his neighbors; but I merely bowed my
congratulations, and waited for him to speak, for I saw he had something
on his mind that he wished to say. At last it came out. He had a
daughter, he said, a daughter who had disgraced him and whom he had
forbidden his house. She was not worthy of his consideration, yet he
could not help but remember her, and while he never desired to see her
enter his doors, it was not his wish that she should suffer want. He had
a little money which he had laid by and which he wished to put into my
hands for her use, provided anything should happen to him during his
absence. ‘She is a wanderer now,’ he cried, ‘but she may one day come
back, and then if I am dead and gone, you may give it to her.’ I was not
to enter it in the bank under his name, but regard it as a personal
trust to be used only under such circumstances as he mentioned.
“The joy with which I listened to this proposal amounted almost to
ecstacy when he went to his desk and brought out five one thousand
dollar bills and laid them in my hand. ‘It is not much,’ said he, ‘but
it will save her from worse degradation if she chooses to avail herself
of it.’
“Not much; oh no, not much, but just the sum that would raise me out of
the pit of despondency into which I had fallen, and give me my bride, a
chance in the world, and last, but not least, revenge on the rival I had
now learned to hate. I was obliged to give the colonel a paper
acknowledging the trust, but that was no hindrance. I did not mean to
use the money, only to show it; and long before the colonel could
return, my own five thousand would be in my hands—and so, and so, and
so, as the devil reasons and young infatuated ears listen.
“Colonel Japha thought I was an honest man, nor did I consider myself
otherwise at that time. It was a chance for clever action; a bit of
opportune luck that it would be madness to discard. On the day the
vessel sailed which carried Colonel Japha out of the country, I went to
Mr. Delafield and showed him the five crisp bank notes that represented
as it were by proxy, the fortune I so speedily expected to inherit. ‘You
have wanted to see five thousand dollars in my hand,’ said I; ‘there
they are.’
“His look of amazement was peculiar and ought to have given me warning;
but I was blinded by my infatuation and thought it no more than the
natural surprise incident to the occasion. ‘I have been made to wait a
long time for your consent to my suit,’ said I; ‘may I hope that you
will now give me leave to press my claims upon your daughter?’
“He did not answer at once, but smiled, eying meanwhile the notes in my
hand with a fascinated gaze which instinctively warned me to return them
to my pocket. But I no sooner made a move indicative of that resolve,
than he thrust out his cold slim hand and prevented me. ‘Let me see
them,’ cried he.
“There was no reason for me to refuse so simple a request to one in Mr.
Delafield’s position, and though I had rather he had not asked for the
notes, I handed them over. He at once seemed to grow taller. ‘So this is
your start off in life,’ exclaimed he.
“I bowed, and he let his eyes roam for a moment to my face. ‘Many a man
would be glad of worse,’ smiled he; then suavely, ‘you shall have my
daughter, sir.’
“I must have turned white in my relief, for he threw his head back and
laughed in a low unmusical way that at any other time would have
affected me unpleasantly. But my only thought then, was to get the money
back and rush with my new hopes into the room from which came the low
ceaseless hum of his daughter’s voice. But at the first movement of my
hand towards him, he assumed a mysterious air, and closing his fingers
over the notes, said:
“‘These are yours, to do what you wish with, I suppose?’
“I may have blushed, but if I did, he took no notice. ‘What I wish to do
with them,’ returned I, ‘is to shut them up in the bank for the present,
at least till Ona is my wife.’
“‘Oh no, no, no, you do not,’ came in easy, almost wheedling tones from
the man before me. ‘You want to put them where they will double
themselves in two months.’ And before I could realize to what he was
tempting me, he had me down before his desk, showing me letters,
documents, etc., of a certain scheme into which if a man should put a
dollar to-day, it would ‘come out three and no mistake, before the year
was out. It is a chance in a thousand,’ said he; ‘if I had half a
million I would invest it in this enterprise to-day. If you will listen
to me and put your money in there, you will be a rich man before ten
years have passed over your head.’
“I was dazzled. I knew enough of such matters to see that it was neither
a hoax nor a chimera. He did have a good thing, and if the five thousand
dollars had been my own—But I soon came to consider the question
without that conditional. He was so specious in his manner of putting
the affair before me, so masterful in the way he held on to the money,
he gave me no time to think. ‘Say the word,’ cried he, ‘and in two
months I bring you back ten thousand for your five. Only two months,’ he
repeated, and then slowly, ‘Ona was born for luxury.’
“Paula, you cannot realize what that temptation was. To amass wealth had
never been my ambition before, but now everything seemed to urge it upon
me. Dreams of unimagined luxury came to my mind as these words were
uttered. A vision of Ona clad in garments worthy of her beauty floated
before my eyes; the humble home I had hitherto pictured for myself,
broadened and towered away into a palace; I beheld myself honored and
accepted as the nabob of the town. I caught a glimpse of a new paradise,
and hesitated to shut down the gate upon it. ‘I will think of it,’ said
I, and went into the other room to speak to Ona.
“Ah, if some angel had met me on the threshold! If my mother’s spirit or
the thought of your dear face could have risen before me then and
stopped me! Dizzy, intoxicated with love and ambition, I crossed the
room to where she sat reeling off a skein of blue silk with hands that
were whiter than alabaster. Kneeling down by her side, I caught those
fair hands in mine.
“‘Ona,’ I cried, ‘will you marry me? Your father has given his consent,
and we shall be very happy.’
“She bestowed upon me a little pout, and half mockingly, half earnestly
inquired, ‘What kind of a house are you going to put me in? I cannot
live in a cottage.’
“‘I will put you in a palace,’ I whispered, ‘if you will only say that
you will be mine.’
“‘A palace! Oh, I don’t expect palaces; a house like the Japhas’ would
do. Not but what I should feel at home in a palace,’ she added, lifting
her lordly head and looking beautiful enough to grace a sceptre. Then,
archly for her, ‘And papa has given his consent?’
“‘Yes,’ I ardently cried.
“‘Then Dr. Burton might as well go,’ she answered. ‘I will trust my
father’s judgment, and take the palace—when it comes.’
“After that, it was impossible to disappoint her.
“Paula, in stating all this, I have purposely confined myself to
relating bare facts. You must see us as we were. The glamour which an
unreasoning passion casts over even a dishonest act, if performed for
the sake of winning a beautiful woman, is no excuse in my own soul for
the evil to which I succumbed that day, nor shall it seem so to you.
Bare, hard, stern, the fact confronts me from the past, that at the
first call of temptation I fell; and with this blot on my character, you
will have to consider me—unhappy being that I am!
“I did not realize then, however, all that I had done. The operation
entered into by Mr. Delafield prospered, and in two months I had, as he
predicted, ten thousand dollars instead of five, in my possession.
Besides, I had just married Ona, and for awhile life was a dream of
delight and luxury. But there came a day when I awoke to an insight of
the peril I had escaped by a mere chance of the die. The money which I
had expected from my aunt’s will, turned out to be amongst certain funds
that had been risked in speculation by some agent during her sickness,
and irrecoverably lost. The expression of her good-will was all that
ever came to me of the legacy upon which I had so confidently relied.
“I was sitting with my young wife in the pretty parlor of our new home,
when the letter came from my lawyer announcing this fact, and I never
can make you understand what effect it had upon me. The very walls
seemed to shrivel up into the dimensions of a prison’s cell; the face
that only an hour before had possessed every conceivable charm for me,
shone on my changed vision with the allurement, but also with the
unreality of a will-o’-the-wisp. All that might have happened if the
luck, instead of being in my favor, had turned against me, crushed like
a thunderbolt upon my head, and I rose up and left the presence of my
young wife, with the knowledge at my heart that I was no more nor less
than a thief in the eyes of God, if not in that of my fellow-men; a base
thief, who if he did not meet his fit punishment, was only saved from it
by fortuitous circumstances and the ignorance of those he had been so
near despoiling.
“The bitterness of that hour never passed away. The streets in which I
had been raised, the house which had been the scene of my temptation,
Mr. Delafield’s face, and my own home, all became unendurable to me. I
felt as if each man I met must know what I had done; and secret as the
transaction had been, it was long before I could enter the bank without
a tremor of apprehension lest I should hear from some quarter, that my
services there would no longer be required. The only comfort I received
was in the thought that Ona did not know at what a cost her hand had
been obtained. I was still under the glamour of her languid smiles and
countless graces, and was fain to believe that notwithstanding a certain
unresponsiveness and coldness in her nature, her love would yet prove a
compensation for the remorse that I secretly suffered.
“My distaste for Grotewell culminated. It was too small for me. The
money I had acquired through the use of my neighbor’s funds burned in my
pocket. I determined to move to New York, and with the few thousands I
possessed, venture upon other speculations. But this time in all
honesty. Yes, I swore it before God and my own soul, that never again
would I run a risk similar to that from which I had just escaped. I
would profit by the money I had acquired, oh yes, but henceforth all my
operations should be legitimate and honorable. My wife, who was fast
developing a taste for ease and splendor, seconded my plans with
something like fervor, while Mr. Delafield actually went so far as to
urge my departure. ‘You are bound to make a rich man,’ said he ‘and must
go where great fortunes are to be secured.’ He never asked me what
became of the five thousand dollars I returned to Colonel Japha upon his
arrival from Europe.
“So I came to New York.
“Paula, the man who loses at the outset of a doubtful game, is
fortunate. I did not lose, I won. As if in that first dishonest deed of
mine I had summoned to my side the aid of evil influences, each and
every operation into which I entered prospered. It seemed as if I could
not make a mistake; money flowed towards me from all quarters; power
followed, and I found myself one of the most successful and one of the
most unhappy men in New York. There are some things of which a man
cannot write even to the one dear heart he most cherishes and adores.
You have lived in my home, and will acquit me from saying much about her
who, with all her faults and her omissions, was ever kind to you. But
some things I must repeat in order to make intelligible to you the
change which gradually took place within me as the years advanced.
Beauty, while it wins the lover, can never of itself hold the heart of a
husband who possesses aspirations beyond that which passion supplies.
Reckless, worldly and narrow-minded as I had been before the commission
of that deed which embittered my life, I had become by the very shock
that followed the realization of my wrong-doing, a hungry-hearted,
eager-minded and melancholy-spirited man, asking but one boon in
recompense for my secret remorse, and that was domestic happiness and
the sympathetic affection of wife and children. Woman, according to my
belief, was born to be chiefly and above all, the consoler. What a man
missed in the outside world, he was to find treasured at home. What a
man lacked in his own nature, he was to discover in the delicate and
sublimated one of his wife. Beautiful dream, which my life was not
destined to see realized!
“The birth of my only child was my first great consolation. With the
opening of her blue eyes upon my face, a well-spring deep as my
unfathomable longing, bubbled up within my breast. Alas, that very
consolation brought a hideous grief; the mother did not love her child;
and another strand of the regard with which I still endeavored to
surround the wife of my youth, parted and floated away out of sight. To
take my little one in my arms, to feel her delicate cheek press
yearningly to mine, to behold her sweet infantile soul develop itself
before my eyes, and yet to realize that that soul would never know the
guidance or sympathy of a mother, was to me at once rapture and anguish.
I sometimes forgot to follow up a fortunate speculation, in my
indulgence of these feelings. I was passionately the father as I might
have been passionately the husband and the friend. Geraldine died; how
and with what attendant circumstances of pain and regret, I will not,
dare not state. The blow struck to the core of my being. I stood shaken
before God. The past, with its one grim remembrance—a remembrance that
in the tide of business successes and the engrossing affection which had
of late absorbed me, had been well-nigh swamped from sight—rose before
me like an accusing spirit. I had sinned, and I had been punished; I had
sown, and I had reaped.
“More than that, I was sinning still. My very enjoyment of the position
I had so doubtfully acquired, was unworthy of me. My very wealth was a
disgrace. Had it not all been built upon another man’s means? Could the
very house I lived in be said to be my own, while a Japha existed in
want? In the eyes of the world, perhaps, yes; in my own eyes, no. I
became morbid on the subject. I asked myself what I could do to escape
the sense of obligation that overwhelmed me. The few sums with which I
had been secretly enabled to provide Colonel Japha during the final days
of his ruined and impoverished life, were not sufficient. I desired to
wipe out the past by some large and munificent return. Had the colonel
been living, I should have gone to him, told him my tale and offered him
the half of my fortune; but his death cut off all hopes of my righting
myself in that way. Only his daughter remained, the poor, lost,
reprobated being, whom he was willing to curse, but whom he could not
bear to believe suffering. I determined that the debt due to my own
peace of mind should be paid to her. But how? Where was I to find this
wanderer? How was I to let her know that a comfortable living awaited
her if she would only return to her friends and home? Consulting with a
business associate, he advised me to advertise. I did so, but without
success. I next resorted to the detectives, but all without avail.
Jacqueline Japha was not to be found.
“But I did not relinquish my resolve. Deliberately investing a hundred
thousand dollars in Government bonds, I put them aside for her. They
were to be no longer mine. I gave them to her and to her heirs as
completely and irrevocably, I believed, as if I had laid them in her
hand and seen her depart with them. I even inserted them as a legacy to
her in my will. It was a clear and definite arrangement between me and
my own soul; and after I had made it and given orders to my lawyer in
Grotewell to acquaint me if he ever received the least news of
Jacqueline Japha, I slept in peace.
“Of the years that followed I have small need to speak. They were the
years that preceded your coming, my Paula, and their story is best told
by what I was when we met again, and you made me know the sweet things
of life by entering into my home. Woman as a thoughtful, tender,
elevated being had been so long unknown to me! The beauty of the
feminine soul with its faith fixed upon high ideals, was one before
which I had ever been ready to bow. All that I had missed in my youth,
all that had failed me in my maturing manhood, seemed to flow back upon
me like a river. I bathed in the sunshine of your pure spirit and
imagined that the evil days were over and peace come at last.
“A rude and bitter shock awoke me. Ona’s father, who had followed us to
New York, and of whose somewhat checkered career during the past few
years, I have purposely forborne to speak, had not been above appealing
to us for assistance at such times as his frequently unfortunate
investments left him in a state of necessity. These appeals were usually
made to Ona, and in a quiet way; but one day he met me on the street—it
was during the second winter you spent in my home—and dragging me into
a restaurant down town, began a long tale, to the effect that he wanted
a few thousands from me to put into a certain investment, which if
somewhat shady in its character, was very promising as to its results;
and gave as a reason why he applied to me for the money, that he knew I
had not been above doing a wrongful act once, in order to compass my
ends, and therefore would not be liable to hesitate now.
“It was the thunderbolt of my life. My sin was not then buried. It had
been known to this man from the start. With an insight for which I had
never given him credit, he had read my countenance in the days of my
early temptation, and guessed, if he did not know, where the five
thousand dollars came from with which I began my career as speculator.
Worse than that, he had led me on to the act by which he now sought to
hold me. Having been the secret agent in losing my aunt’s money, he knew
at the time that I was cherishing empty hopes as regarded a legacy from
her, yet he let me dally with my expectations, and ensnare myself with
his daughter’s fascinations, till driven mad by disappointment and
longing, I was ready to resort to any means to gain my purpose. It was a
frightful revelation to come to me in days when, if I were not a
thoroughly honest man, I had at least acquired a deep and ineradicable
dread of dishonor. Answering him I know not how, but in a way that while
it repudiated his proposition, unfortunately acknowledged the truth of
the suppositions upon which it was founded, I left him and went home, a
crushed and disheartened man. Life which had been so long in acquiring
cheerful hues, was sunk again in darkness; and for days I could not bear
the sight of your innocent face, or the sound of your pure voice, or the
tokens of your tender and unsuspecting presence in my home. But soon the
very natural thought came to comfort me, that the sin I so deplored was
as much dead now, as it was before I learned the fact of this man’s
knowledge of it. That having repented and put it away, I was as free to
accept your gentle offices and the regard of all true men, as ever I had
been; and beguiled by this plausible consideration, I turned again to my
one visible source of consolation, and in the diversion it offered, let
the remembrance of this last bitter experience pass slowly from my mind.
The fact that Mr. Delafield left town shortly after his interview with
me, and smitten by shame perhaps, forbore to acquaint us with his
whereabouts or afflict us with his letters, may have aided me in this
strange forgetfulness.
“But other and sharper trials were in store; trials that were to test me
as a man, and as it proved, find me lacking just where I thought I was
strongest. Paula, that saying of the Bible, ‘Let him that thinketh he
standeth take heed lest he fall,’ might have been written over the door
of my house on that day, ten months ago, when we two stood by the
hearthstone and talked of the temptations that beset humanity, and the
charity we should show to such as succumb to them. Before the day had
waned, my own hour had come; and not all the experience of my life, not
all the resolves, hopes, fears of my later years, not even the
remembrance of your sweet trust and your natural recoil from evil, were
sufficient to save me. The blow came so suddenly! the call for action
was so peremptory! One moment I stood before the world, rich, powerful,
honored, and beloved; the next, I saw myself threatened with a loss that
undermined my whole position, and with it the very consideration that
made me what I was. But I must explain.
“When I entered the Madison Bank as President, I gave up in deference to
the wishes of Mr. Stuyvesant all open speculation in Wall Street. But a
wife and home such as I then had, are not to be supported on any petty
income; and when shortly after your entrance into my home, the
opportunity presented itself of investing in a particularly promising
silver mine out West, I could not resist the temptation; regarding the
affair as legitimate, and the hazard, if such it were, one that I was
amply able to bear. But like most enterprises of the kind, one dollar
drew another after it, and I soon found that to make available what I
had already invested, I was obliged to add to it more and more of my
available funds, until—to make myself as intelligible to you as I
can—it had absorbed not only all that had remained to me after my
somewhat liberal purchase of the Madison Bank stock, but all I could
raise on a pledge of the stock itself. But there was nothing in this to
alarm me. I had a man at the mine devoted to my interests; and as the
present yield was excellent, and the future of more promise still, I
went on my way with no special anxiety. But who can trust a silver mine?
At the very point where we expected the greatest result, the vein
suddenly gave out, and nothing prevented the stock from falling utterly
flat on the market, but the discretion of my agent, who kept the fact a
secret, while he quietly went about getting another portion of the mine
into working order. He was fast succeeding in this, and affairs were
looking daily more promising, when suddenly an intimation received by me
in a bit of conversation casually overheard at that reception we
attended together, convinced me that the secret was transpiring, and
that if great care were not taken, we should be swamped before we could
get things into working trim again. Filled with this anxiety, I was
about to leave the building, in order to telegraph to my agent, when to
my great surprise the card of that very person was brought in to me,
together with a request for an immediate interview. You remember it,
Paula, and how I went out to see him; but what you did not know then,
and what I find some difficulty in relating now, is that his message to
me was one of total ruin unless I could manage to give into his hand,
for immediate use, the sum of a hundred thousand dollars.
“The facts making this demand necessary were not what you may have been
led to expect. They had little or nothing to do with the new operations,
which were progressing successfully and with every promise of an
immediate return, but arose entirely out of a law-suit then in the hands
of a Colorado judge for decision, and which, though it involved
well-nigh the whole interest of the mine, had never till this hour given
me the least uneasiness, my lawyers having always assured me of my
ultimate success. But it seems that notwithstanding all this, the
decision was to be rendered in favor of the other party. My agent, who
was a man to be trusted in these matters, averred that five days before,
he had learned from most authentic sources what the decision was likely
to be. That the judge’s opinion had been seen—he did not tell me how,
he dared not, nor did I presume to question, but I have since learned
that not only had the copyist employed by the judge turned traitor, but
that my own agent had been anything but scrupulous in the use he had
made of a willing and corruptible instrument—and that if I wanted to
save myself and the others connected with me from total and irremediable
loss, I must compromise with the other parties at once, who not being
advised of the true state of affairs, and having but little faith in
their own case, had long ago expressed their willingness to accept the
sum of a hundred thousand dollars as a final settlement of the
controversy. My agent, if none too nice in his ideas of right and wrong,
was, as I have intimated, not the man to make a mistake; and when to my
question as to how long a time he would give me to look around among my
friends and raise the required sum, he replied, ‘Ten hours and no more,’
I realized my position, and the urgent necessity for immediate action.
“The remainder of the night is a dream to me. There was but one source
from which I could hope in the present condition of my affairs, to
procure a hundred thousand dollars; and that was from the box where I
had stowed away the bonds destined for the use of the Japha heirs. To
borrow was impossible, even if I had been in possession of proper
securities to give. I was considered as having relinquished speculation
and dared not risk the friendship of Mr. Stuyvesant by a public betrayal
of my necessity. The Japha bonds or my own fortune must go, and it only
remained with me to determine which.
“Paula, nothing but the ingrained principle of a lifetime, the habit of
doing the honest thing without thought or hesitation, saves a man at an
hour like that. Strong as I believed myself to be in the determination
never again to flaw my manhood by the least action unworthy of my
position as the guardian of trusts, earnest as I was in my recoil from
evil, and sincere as I may have been in my admiration of and desire for
the good, I no sooner saw myself tottering between ruin and a compromise
with conscience, than I hesitated—hesitated with you under my roof, and
with the words we had been speaking still ringing in my ears. Ona’s
influence, for all the trials of our married life, was still too strong
upon me. To think of her as deprived of the splendor which was her life,
daunted my very soul. I dared not contemplate a future in which she must
stand denuded of everything which made existence dear to her; yet how
could I do the evil thing I contemplated, even to save her and preserve
my own position! For—and you must understand this—I regarded any
appropriation of these funds I had delegated to the use of the Japhas,
as a fresh and veritable abuse of trust. They were not mine. I had given
them away. Unknown to any one but my own soul and God, I had deeded them
to a special purpose, and to risk them as I now proposed doing, was an
act that carried me back to the days of my former delinquency, and made
the repentance of the last few years the merest mockery. What if I might
recover them hereafter and restore them to their place; the chances in
favor of their utter loss were also possible, and honesty deals not with
chances. I suffered so, I had a momentary temptation towards suicide;
but suddenly, in the midst of the struggle, came the thought that
perhaps in my estimate of Ona I had committed a gross injustice, that
while she loved splendor seemingly more than any woman I had ever known,
she might be as far from wishing me to retain her in it at the price of
my own self-respect, as the most honest-hearted wife in the world; and
struck by the hope, I left my agent at a hotel and hurried home through
the early morning to her side. She Was asleep, of course, but I wakened
her. It was dark and she had a right to be fretful, but when I whispered
in her ear, ‘Get up and listen to me, for our fortune is at stake,’ she
at once rose and having risen, was her clearest, coldest, most
implacable self. Paula, I told her my story, my whole story as I have
told it to you here. I dropped no thread, I smoothed over no offence.
Torturing as it was to my pride, I laid bare my soul before her, and
then in a burst of appeal such as I hope never to be obliged to make use
of again, asked her as she was a woman and a wife, to save me in this
hour of my temptation.
“Paula, she refused. More than that, she expressed the bitterest scorn
of my mawkish conscientiousness, as she called it. That I should
consider myself as owing anything to the detestable wretch who was the
only representative of the Japhas, was bad enough, but that I should go
on treasuring the money that would save us, was disgraceful if not
worse, and betrayed a weakness of mind for which she had never given me
credit.
“‘But Ona,’ I cried, ‘if it is a weakness of mind, it is also an
equivalent to my consciousness of right living. Would you have me
sacrifice that?’
“‘I would have you sacrifice anything necessary to preserve us in our
position,’ said she; and I stood aghast before an unscrupulousness
greater than any I had hitherto been called upon to face.
“‘Ona,’ repeated I, for her look was cold, ‘do you realize what I have
been telling you? Most wives would shudder when informed that their
husbands had perpetrated a dishonest act in order to win them.’
“A thin strange smile heralded her reply. ‘Most wives would,’ returned
she, ‘but most wives are ignorant. Did you suppose I did not know what
it cost you to marry me? Papa took care I should miss no knowledge that
might be useful to me.’
“‘And you married me knowing what I had done!’ exclaimed I, with
incredulous dismay.
“‘I married you, knowing you were too clever, or believing you to be too
clever, to run such a risk again.’
“I can say no more concerning that hour. With a horror for this woman
such as I had never before experienced for living creature, I rushed out
of her presence, loathing the air she breathed, yet resolved to do her
bidding. Can you understand a man hating a woman, yet obeying her;
despising her, yet yielding? I cannot, _now_, but that day there seemed
no alternative. Either I must kill myself or follow her wishes. I chose
to do the latter, forgetting that God can kill, and that, too, whom and
when He pleases.
“Going down to the bank, I procured the bonds from my box in the safe. I
felt like a thief, and the manner in which it was done was unwittingly
suggestive of crime, but with that and the position in which I have
since found myself placed by this very action, I need not cumber my
present narrative. Handing the bonds to my agent with orders to sell
them to the best advantage, I took a short walk to quiet my nerves and
realize what I had done, and then went home.
“Paula, had God in his righteous anger seen fit to strike me down that
day, it would have been no more than my due and aroused in me, perhaps,
no more than a natural repentence. But when I saw her for whose sake I
had ostensibly committed this fresh abuse of trust, lying cold and dead
before me, the sword of the Almighty pierced me to the soul, and I fell
prostrate beneath a remorse to which any regret I had hitherto
experienced, was as the playing of a child with shadows. Had I by the
losing of my right arm been able to recall my action, I would have done
it; indeed I made an effort to recover myself; had my agent followed up
with an order to return me the bonds I had given him, but it was too
late, the compromise had already been effected by telegraph and the
money was out of our hands. The deed was done and I had made myself
unworthy of your presence and your smile at the very hour when both
would have been inestimable to me. You remember those days; remember our
farewell. Let me believe you do not blame me now for what must have
seemed harsh and unnecessary to you then.
“There is but little more to write, but in that little is compressed the
passion, longing, hope and despair of a lifetime. When I told you as I
did a few hours ago that my sin was dead and its consequences at an end,
I repeat that I fully and truly believed it. The hundred thousand
dollars I had sent West, had been used to advantage, and only day before
yesterday I was enabled to sell out my share in the mine, for a large
sum that leaves me free and unembarrassed, to make the fortune of more
than one Japha, should God ever see fit to send them across my pathway.
More than that, Mr. Delafield, of whose discretion I had sometimes had
my fears, was dead, having perished of a fever some months before in San
Francisco; and of all men living, there were none as I believed, who
knew anything to the discredit of my name. I was clear, or so I thought,
in fortune and in fame; and being so, dreamed of taking to my empty and
yearning arms, the loveliest and the purest of mortal women. But God
watched over you and prevented an act whose consequences might have been
so cruel. In an hour, Paula, in an hour, I had learned that the foul
thing was not dead, that a witness had picked up the words I had allowed
to fall in my interview with my father-in-law in the restaurant two
years before; an unscrupulous witness who had been on my track ever
since, and who now in his eagerness for a victim, had by mistake laid
his clutch upon our Bertram. Yes, owing to the similarity of our voices
and the fact that we both make use of a certain tell-tale word, this
patient and upright nephew of mine stands at this moment under the
charge of having acknowledged in the hearing of this person, to the
committal of an act of dishonesty in the past. A foolish charge you will
say, and one easily refuted. Alas, a fresh act of dishonesty lately
perpetrated in the bank, complicates matters. A theft has been committed
on some of Mr. Stuyvesant’s effects, and that, too, under circumstances
that involuntarily arouse suspicion against some one of the bank
officials; and Bertram, if not sustained in his reputation, must suffer
from the doubts which naturally have arisen in Mr. Stuyvesant’s breast.
The story which this man could tell, must of course shake the faith of
any one in the reputation of him against whom it is directed, and the
man intends to repeat his story, and that, too, in the very ears of him
upon whose favor Bertram depends for his life’s happiness and the
winning of the woman he adores. I adore you, Paula, but I cannot clasp
you to my heart across another sin. If the detectives whom we shall call
in to-morrow, cannot exonerate those connected with the bank from the
theft lately committed there—and the fact that you have been allowed to
read this letter, prove they have not—I must do what I can to relieve
Bertram from his painful position, by taking upon myself the onus of
that past transgression which of right belongs to my account; and this
once done, let the result be for good or ill, any bond between you and
me is cut loose forever. I have not learned to love at this late hour,
to wrong the precious thing I cherish. Death as it is to me to say
good-bye to the one last gleam of heavenly light that has shot across my
darkened way, it must be done, dear heart, if only to hold myself worthy
of the tender and generous love you have designed to bestow upon me.
Bertram, who is all generosity, may guess but does not know, what I am
about to do. Go down to him, dear; tell him that at this very moment,
perhaps, I am clearing his name before the wretch who has so ruthlessly
fastened his fang upon him; that his love and Cicely’s shall prosper, as
he has been loyal, and she trusting, all these years of effort and
probation; that I give him my blessing, and that if we do not meet
again, I delegate to him the trust of which I so poorly acquitted
myself. But before you go, stop a moment and in this room, which has
always symbolized to my eyes the poverty which was my rightful due,
kneel and pray for my soul; for if God grants me the wish of my heart,
he will strike me with sudden death after I have taken upon myself the
disgrace of my past offences. Life without love can be borne, but life
without honor never. To come and go amongst my fellow-men with a shadow
on the fame they have always believed spotless! Do not ask me to attempt
it! Pray for my soul, but pray too, that I may perish in some quick and
sudden way before ever your dear eyes rest upon my face again.
“And now, as though this were to be the end, let me take my last
farewell of you. I have loved you, Paula, loved you with my heart, my
mind and my soul. You have been my angel of inspiration and the source
of all my comfort. I kneel before you in gratitude, and I stand above
you in blessing. May every pang I suffer this hour, redound to you in
some sweet happiness hereafter. I do not quarrel with my fate, I only
ask God to spare you from its shadow. And He will. Love will flow back
upon your young life, and in regions where our eye now fails to pierce,
you will taste every joy which your generous heart once thought to
bestow on
“EDWARD SYLVESTER.”
XL.
HALF-PAST SEVEN.
“I would it were midnight, Hal, and all well.”
—HENRY IV.
The library was dim; Bertram, who had felt the oppressive influence of
the great empty room, had turned down the lights, and was now engaged in
pacing the floor, with restless and uneven steps, asking himself a
hundred questions, and wishing with all the power of his soul, that Mr.
Sylvester would return, and by his appearance cut short a suspense that
was fast becoming unendurable.
He had just returned from his third visit to the front door, when the
curtain between him and the hall was gently raised, and Paula glided in
and stood before him. She was dressed for the street, and her face where
the light touched it, shone like marble upon which has fallen the glare
of a lifted torch.
“Paula!” burst from the young man’s lips in surprise.
“Hush!” said she, her voice quavering with an emotion that put to
defiance all conventionalities, “I want you to take me to the place
where Mr. Sylvester is gone. He is in danger; I know it, I feel it. I
dare not leave him any longer alone. I might be able to save him if—if
he meditates anything that—” she did not try to say what, but drew
nearer to Bertram and repeated her request. “You will take me, won’t
you?”
He eyed her with amazement, and a shudder seized his own strong frame.
“No,” cried he, “I cannot take you; you do not know what you ask; but I
will go myself if you apprehend anything serious. I remember where it
is. I studied the address too closely, to readily forget it.”
“You shall not go without me,” returned Paula with steady decision. “If
the danger is what I fear, no one else can save him. I must go,” she
added, with passionate importunity as she saw him still looking
doubtful. “Darkness and peril are nothing to me in comparison with his
safety. He holds my life in his hand,” she softly whispered, “and what
will not one do for his life!” Then quickly, “If you go without me I
shall follow with Aunt Belinda. Nothing shall keep me in the house
to-night.”
He felt the uselessness of further objection, yet he ventured to say,
“The place where he has gone is one of the worst in the city; a spot
which men hesitate to enter after dark. You don’t know what you ask in
begging me to take you there.”
“I do, I realize everything.”
With a sudden awe of the great love which he thus beheld embodied before
him, Bertram bowed his head and moved towards the door. “I may consider
it wise to obtain the guidance of a policeman through the quarter into
which we are about to venture. Will you object to that?”
“No,” was her quick reply, “I object to nothing but delay.”
And with a last look about the room, as if some sensation of farewell
were stirring in her breast, she laid her hand on Bertram’s arm, and
together they hurried away into the night.