XXV.

1

There’s force to this cold sun, makes beard stubble stand shinily. We

look, we pretend great things to our glass—rubbing our chin: This is a

profound comedian who grimaces deeds into slothful breasts. This is a

sleepy president, without followers save oak leaves—but their coats are

of the wrong color. This is a farmer—plowed a field in his dreams and

since that time—goes stroking the weeds that choke his furrows. This is a

poet left his own country—

* * * * *

_The simple expedient of a mirror has practical use for arranging the

hair, for observation of the set of a coat, etc. But as an exercise for

the mind the use of a mirror cannot be too highly recommended. Nothing

of a mechanical nature could be more conducive to that elasticity of

the attention which frees the mind for the enjoyment of its special

prerogatives._

2

A man can shoot his spirit up out of a wooden house, that is, through

the roof—the roof’s slate—but how far? It is of final importance to know

that. To say the world turns under my feet and that I watch it passing

with a smile is neither the truth nor my desire. But I would wish to

stand—you’ve seen the kingfisher do it—where the largest town might be

taken in my two hands, as high let us say as a man’s head—some one man

not too far above the clouds. What would I do then? Oh I’d hold my sleeve

over the sun awhile to make church bells ring.

* * * * *

_It is obvious that if in flying an airplane one reached such an altitude

that all sense of direction and every intelligible perception of the

world were lost there would be nothing left to do but to come down to

that point at which eyes regained their power._

Towels will stay in a heap—if the window’s shut   and oil in a bottle—if

the cork’s there. But if the meat’s not cut to suit it’s no use rising

before sun up, you’ll never sweep the dust from these floors. Hide smiles

among the tall glasses in the cupboard, come back when you think the

trick’s done and you’ll find only dead flies there. It’s beyond hope. You

were not born of a Monday.

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_There are divergences of humor that cannot be reconciled. A young woman

of much natural grace of manner and very apt at a certain color of lie

is desirous of winning the good graces of one only slightly her elder

but nothing comes of her exertions. Instead of yielding to a superficial

advantage she finally gives up the task and continues in her own delicate

bias of peculiar and beautiful design much to the secret delight of

the onlooker who is thus regaled by the spectacle of two exquisite and

divergent natures playing one against the other._

3

Hark! There’s laughter! These fight and draw nearer, we—fight and draw

apart. They know the things they say are true bothways, we miss the

joke—try to—Oh, try to. Let it go at that. There again! Real laughter. At

least we have each other in the ring of that music. “He saved a little

then had to go and die”. But isn’t it the same with all of us? Not at

all. Some laugh and laugh, with little grey eyes looking out through

the chinks—but not brown eyes rolled up in a full roar. One can’t have

everything.

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_Going along an illworn dirt road on the outskirts of a mill town one

Sunday afternoon two lovers who have quarreled hear the loud cursing and

shouts of drunken laborers and their women, followed by loud laughter and

wish that their bodies were two fluids in the same vessel. Then they fall

to twitting each other on the many ways of laughing._

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