VII.

1

It is still warm enough to slip from the weeds into the lake’s edge, your

clothes blushing in the grass and three small boys grinning behind the

derelict hearth’s side. But summer is up among the huckleberries near the

path’s end and snakes’ eggs lie curling in the sun on the lonely summit.

But—well—let’s wish it were higher after all these years staring at it

deplore the paunched clouds glimpse the sky’s thin counter-crest and

plunge into the gulch. Sticky cobwebs tell of feverish midnights. Crack

a rock (what’s a thousand years!) and send it crashing among the oaks!

Wind a pine tree in a grey-worm’s net and play it for a trout; oh—but

it’s the moon does that! No, summer has gone down the other side of the

mountain. Carry home what we can. What have you brought off? Ah here are

thimble-berries.

* * * * *

_In middle life the mind passes to a variegated October. This is the time

youth in its faulty aspirations has set for the achievement of great

summits. But having attained the mountain top one is not snatched into

a cloud but the descent proffers its blandishments quite as a matter of

course. At this the fellow is cast into a great confusion and rather

plaintively looks about to see if any has fared better than he._

2

The little Polish Father of Kingsland does not understand, he cannot

understand. These are exquisite differences never to be resolved. He

comes at midnight through mid-winter slush to baptise a dying newborn;

he smiles suavely and shruggs his shoulders: a clear middle A touched

by a master—but he cannot understand. And Benny, Sharon, Henrietta, and

Josephine, what is it to them? Yet jointly they come more into the way

of the music. And white haired Miss Ball! The empty school is humming

to her little melody played with one finger at the noon hour but it is

beyond them all. There is much heavy breathing, many tight shut lips,

a smothered laugh whiles, two laughs cracking together, three together

sometimes and then a burst of wind lifting the dust again.

* * * * *

_Living with and upon and among the poor, those that gather in a few

rooms, sometimes very clean, sometimes full of vermine, there are certain

pestilential individuals, priests, school teachers, doctors, commercial

agents of one sort or another who though they themselves are full of

graceful perfections nevertheless contrive to be so complacent of their

lot, floating as they are with the depth of a sea beneath them, as to be

worthy only of amused contempt. Yet even to these sometimes there rises

that which they think in their ignorance is a confused babble of aspiring

voices not knowing what ancient harmonies these are to which they are so

faultily listening._

3

What I like best’s the long unbroken line of the hills there. Yes, it’s

a good view. Come, let’s visit the orchard. Here’s peaches twenty years

on the branch. Not ripe yet!? Why—! Those hills! Those hills! But you’ld

be young again! Well, fourteen’s a hard year for boy or girl, let alone

one older driving the pricks in, but though there’s more in a song than

the notes of it and a smile’s a pretty baby when you’ve none other—let’s

not turn backward. Mumble the words, you understand, call them four

brothers, strain to catch the sense but have to admit it’s in a language

they’ve not taught you, a flaw somewhere,—and for answer: well, that long

unbroken line of the hills there.

* * * * *

_Two people, an old man and a woman in early middle life, are talking

together upon a small farm at which the woman has just arrived on a

visit. They have walked to an orchard on the slope of a hill from which a

distant range of mountains can be clearly made out. A third man, piecing

together certain knowledge he has of the woman with what is being said

before him is prompted to give rein to his imagination. This he does and

hears many oblique sentences which escape the others._

_Coda._

Squalor and filth with a sweet cur nestling in the grimy blankets of

your bed and on better roads striplings dreaming of wealth and happiness.

Country life in America! The cackling grackle that dartled at the hill’s

bottom have joined their flock and swing with the rest over a broken roof

toward Dixie.

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