CHAPTER IX: A PAINFUL TIME

When Ned was left alone he rolled himself up in the blankets, placed a

pillow which Polly had brought him under his head, and lay and looked

at the fire; but it was not until the flames had died down, and the last

red glow had faded into blackness that he fell off to sleep.

His thoughts were bitter in the extreme. He pictured to himself the

change which would take place in his home life with Mulready the

manufacturer, the tyrant of the workmen, ruling over it. For himself he

doubted not that he would be able to hold his own.

“He had better not try on his games with me,” he muttered savagely.

“Though I am only sixteen he won't find it easy to bully me; but of

course Charlie and Lucy can't defend themselves. However, I will take

care of them. Just let him be unkind to them, and see what comes of it!

As to mother, she must take what she gets, at least she deserves to.

Only to think of it! only to think of it! Oh, how bitterly she will come

to repent! How could she do it!

“And with father only dead a year! But I must stand by her, too. I

promised father to be kind to her, though he could never have guessed

how she would need it. He meant that I would only put up, without losing

my temper, with her way of always pretending to be ill, and never doing

anything but lie on the sofa and read poetry. Still, of course, it meant

I was to be kind anyhow, whatever happened, and I will try to be so,

though it is hard when she has brought such trouble upon us all.

“As for Mulready I should like to burn his mill down, or to break his

neck. I hate him: it's bad enough to be a tyrant; but to be a tyrant and

a hypocrite, too, is horrible. Well, at any rate he shan't lord it over

me;” and so at last Ned dropped off to sleep.

He was still soundly asleep when Bill Swinton came in to wake him. It

was half past six, a dull October morning, with a dreary drizzling rain.

Bill brought with him a mug of hot tea and some thick slices of bread

and butter. Ned got up and shook himself.

“What o'clock is it, Bill?”

“Half past six--the chaps went off to t' mill an hour gone; oi've kept

some tea hot for ee.”

“Thank you, Bill, my head aches, and so do all my bones, and I feel as

if I hadn't been asleep all night, although, indeed, I must have slept

quite as long as usual. Can't I have a wash?”

“Yes,” Bill said, “thou canst come to our place; but thou had best take

thy breakfast whilst it be hot. It will waken thee up like.”

Ned drank the tea and ate a slice of bread and butter, and felt

refreshed thereat. Then he ran with Bill to his cottage and had a wash,

and then started for the town. It was eight o'clock when he reached

home. Abijah was at the door, looking down the road as he came up.

“Oh! Master Ned, how can you go on so? Not a bit of sleep have I

had this blessed night, and the mistress in strong hystrikes all the

evening. Where have you been?”

Ned gave a grunt at the news of his mother's hysterics--a grunt which

clearly expressed “served her right,” but he only answered the last part

of the question.

“I have been up at Varley, and slept at the schoolhouse. Bill Swinn and

Polly Powlett made me up a bed and got me tea and breakfast. I am right

enough.”

“But you shouldn't have gone away, Master Ned, in that style, leaving us

to wait and worry ourselves out of our senses.”

“Do you know what she told me, Abijah? Wasn't it enough to make any

fellow mad?”

“Ay, ay,” the nurse said. “I know. I have seen it coming months ago; but

it wasn't no good for me to speak. Ay, lad, it's a sore trouble for you,

surely a sore trouble for you, and for us all; but it ain't no manner

of use for you to set yourself agin it. Least said sooner mended, Master

Ned; in a case like this it ain't no good your setting yourself up agin

the missis. She ain't strong in some things, but she's strong enough in

her will, and you ought to know by this time that what she sets her mind

on she gets. It were so allus in the captain's time, and if he couldn't

change her, poor patient lamb--for if ever there were a saint on arth

he was that--you may be sure that you can't. So try and take it quietly,

dearie. It be main hard for ye, and it ain't for me to say as it isn't;

but for the sake of peace and quiet, and for the sake of the little

ones, Master Ned, it's better for you to take it quiet. If I thought as

it would do any good for you to make a fuss I wouldn't be agin it: but

it ain't, you know, and it will be worse for you all if you sets him

agin you to begin with. Now go up and see your mother, dearie, afore you

goes off to school. I have just taken her up her tea.”

“I have got nothing to say to her,” Ned growled.

“Yes, you have, Master Ned; you have got to tell her you hopes she will

be happy. You can do that, you know, with a clear heart, for you do hope

so. Fortunately she didn't see him yesterday; for when he called I told

him she was too ill to see him, and a nice taking she was in when I told

her he had been and gone; but I didn't mind that, you know, and it was

better she shouldn't see him when she was so sore about the words you

had said to her. It ain't no use making trouble aforehand, or setting

him agin you. He knows, I reckon, as he won't be welcomed here by you.

The way he has always come when you would be out showed that clear

enough. But it ain't no use making matters worse. It's a pretty kettle

of fish as it stands. Now, go up, dearie, like a good boy, and make

things roight.”

Ned lingered irresolute for a little time in the hall, and then his

father's words, “Be kind to her,” came strongly in his mind, and he

slowly went upstairs and knocked at his mother's door.

“Oh! here you are again!” she said in querulous tones as he entered,

“after being nearly the death of me with your wicked goings on! I don't

know what you will come to, speaking to me as you did yesterday, and

then running away and stopping out all night.”

“It was wrong, mother,” Ned said quietly, “and I have come to tell you

I am sorry; but you see the news was very sudden, and I wasn't prepared

for it. I did not know that he had been coming here, and the news took

me quite by surprise. I suppose fellows never do like their mothers

marrying again. It stands to reason they wouldn't; but, now I have

thought it over, I am sorry I spoke as I did, and I do hope, mother, you

will be happy with him.”

Mrs. Sankey felt mollified. She had indeed all along dreaded Ned's

hearing the news, and had felt certain it would produce a desperate

outbreak on his part. Now that it was over she was relieved. The storm

had been no worse than she expected, and now that Ned had so speedily

come round, and was submissive, she felt a load off her mind.

“Very well, Ned,” she said more graciously than usual, “I am glad that

you have seen the wickedness of your conduct. I am sure that I am acting

for the best, and that it will be a great advantage to you and your

brother and sister having a man like Mr. Mulready to help you push your

way in life. I am sure I am thinking of your interest as much as my

own; and I have spoken to him over and over again about you, and he has

promised dozens of times to do his best to be like a father to you all.”

Ned winced perceptibly.

“All right, mother! I do hope you will be happy; but, please, don't let

us talk about it again till--till it comes off; and, please, don't let

him come here in the evening. I will try and get accustomed to it in

time; but you see it's rather hard at first, and you know I didn't

expect it.”

So saying Ned left the room, and collecting his books made his way off

to school, leaving his mother highly satisfied with the interview.

His absence from afternoon school had, of course, been noticed, and

Smithers had told his friends how Ned had flown at him on his speaking

to him about the talk of his mother and Mulready. Of course before

afternoon school broke up every boy knew that Ned Sankey had cut up

rough about the report; and although the great majority of the boys did

not know Mr. Mulready by name there was a general feeling of sympathy

with Ned, The circumstances of his father's death had, of course,

exalted him greatly in the eyes of his schoolfellows, and it was the

unanimous opinion, that after having had a hero for his father, a fellow

would naturally object to having a stepfather put over him.

Ned's absence was naturally associated with the news, and caused much

comment and even excitement. His attack upon Mr. Hathorn had become a

sort of historical incident in the school, and the younger boys

looked up with a sort of respectful awe upon the boy who had defied a

headmaster. There were all sorts of speculations rife among them as to

what Ned had done, there being a general opinion that he had probably

killed Mr. Mulready, and the debate turning principally upon the manner

in which this act of righteous vengeance had been performed.

There was, then, a feeling almost of disappointment when Ned walked into

the playground looking much as usual, except that his face was pale

and his eyes looked heavy and dull. No one asked him any questions; for

although Ned was a general favorite, it was generally understood that he

was not the sort of fellow to be asked questions that might put him out.

When they went in school, and the first class was called up, Ned, who

was always at its head, took his place at the bottom of the class,

saying quietly to the master:

“I have not prepared my lesson today, sir, and I have not done the

exercises.”

Mr. Porson made no remark; he saw at once by Ned's face that something

was wrong with him. When several questions went round, which Ned could

easily have answered without preparation, the master said:

“You had better go to your desk, Sankey; I see you are not well. I will

speak to you after school is over.”

Ned sat down and opened a book, but he did not turn a page until school

was over; then he followed his master to the study.

“Well, my boy,” he asked kindly, “what is it?”

“My mother is going to marry Mr. Mulready,” Ned said shortly. The words

seemed to come with difficulty from his lips.

“Ah! it is true, then. I heard the report some weeks ago, but hoped that

it was not true. I am sorry for you, Ned. I know it must be a sore trial

for you; it is always so when any one steps into the place of one we

have loved and lost.”

“I shouldn't care so much if it wasn't him,” Ned said in a dull voice.

“But there's nothing against the man, is there?” Mr. Porson asked. “I

own I do not like him myself; but I believe he stands well in the town.”

“Only with those who don't know him,” Ned replied; “his workpeople say

he is the worst master and the biggest tyrant in the district.”

“We must hope it's not so bad as that, Ned; still, I am sorry--very

sorry, at what you tell me; but, my boy, you must not take it to heart.

You see you will be going out into the world before long. Your brother

will be following you in a few years. It is surely better that your

mother should marry again and have some one to take care of her.”

“Nice care of her he is likely to take!” Ned laughed bitterly. “You

might as well put a fox to take care of a goose.”

“You are severe on both parties,” Mr. Porson said with a slight smile;

“but I can hardly blame you, my boy, for feeling somewhat bitter at

first; but I hope that, for your own sake and your mother's, you

will try and conquer this feeling and will make the best of the

circumstances. It is worse than useless to kick against the pricks.

Any show of hostility on your part will only cause unhappiness, perhaps

between your mother' and him--almost certainly between you and her. In

this world, my boy, we have all our trials. Some are very heavy ones.

This is yours. Happily, so far as you are concerned, you need only look

forward to its lasting eighteen months or so. In that time you may hope

to get your commission; and as the marriage can hardly take place for

some little time to come, you will have but a year or so to bear it.”

“I don't know, sir,” Ned said gloomily; “everything seems upset now. I

don't seem to know what I had best do.”

“I am sure at present, Ned,” Mr. Porson said kindly--for he saw that the

boy was just now in no mood for argument--“the best is to try and think

as little of it as possible. Make every allowance for your mother; as

you know, my boy, I would not speak disrespectfully to you of her on any

account; but she is not strong minded. She has always been accustomed

to lean upon some one, and the need of some one to lean on is imperative

with her. Had you been a few years older, and had you been staying at

home, it is probable that you might have taken your place as her support

and strength. As it is, it was almost inevitable that something of this

sort would happen.

“But you know, Ned, where to look for strength and support. You have

fought one hard battle, my boy, and have well nigh conquered; now you

have another before you. Seek for strength, my boy, where you will

assuredly find it, and remember that this discipline is doubtless sent

you for your good, and that it will be a preparation for you for the

struggle in after life. I don't want you to be a thoughtless, careless

young officer, but a man earnest in doing his duty, and you cannot

but see that these two trials must have a great effect in forming your

character. Remember, Ned, that if the effect be not for good, it will

certainly be for evil.”

“I will try, sir,” Ned said; “but I know it is easy to make good

resolutions, and how it will be when he is in the house as master I

can't trust myself even to think.”

“Well, let us hope the best, Ned,” Mr. Porson said kindly; “things may

turn out better than you fear.”

Then seeing that further talking would be useless now, he shook Ned's

hand and let him go.

The next three or four months passed slowly and heavily. Ned went about

his work again quietly and doggedly; but his high spirits seemed gone.

His mother's engagement with Mr. Mulready had been openly announced,

directly after he had first heard of it. Charlie had, to Ned's secret

indignation, taken it quietly. He knew little of Mr. Mulready, who had,

whenever he saw him, spoken kindly to him, and who now made him frequent

presents of books and other things dear to schoolboys. Little Lucy's

liking he had, however, failed to gain, although in his frequent visits

he had spared no pains to do so, seldom coming without bringing with him

cakes or papers of sweets. Lucy accepted the presents, but did not love

the donor, and confided to Abijah that his teeth were exactly like those

of the wolf who ate Little Red Riding Hood.

Ned found much more comfort in her society during those dull days than

in Charlie's. He had the good sense, however, never to encourage her

in her expressions of dislike to Mr. Mulready, and even did his best to

combat her impression, knowing how essential it was for her to get on

well with him. Ned himself did not often see Mr. Mulready during that

time. The first time that they met, Ned had, on his return from school,

gone straight up into the drawing room, not knowing that Mr. Mulready

was there. On opening the door and seeing him he paused suddenly for a

moment and then advanced. For a moment neither of them spoke, then Mr.

Mulready said in his frankest manner:

“Ned, you have heard I am going to marry your mother. I don't suppose

you quite like it; it wouldn't be natural if you did; I know I shouldn't

if I were in your place. Still you know your disliking it won't alter

it, and I hope we shall get on well together. Give me your hand, my lad,

you won't find me a bad sort of fellow.”

“I hope not,” Ned said quietly, taking Mr. Mulready's hand and

continuing to hold it while he went on: “I don't pretend I like it, and

I know it makes no difference whether I do or not; the principal point

is, that my mother should be happy, and if you make her happy I have

no doubt we shall, as you say, get on well together; if you don't, we

shan't.”

There was no mistaking the threat conveyed in Ned's steady tones, and

Mr. Mulready, as Ned dropped his hand, felt that he should have more

trouble with the boy than he had expected. He gave a forced laugh.

“One would think, Ned, that you thought it likely I was going to be

unkind to your mother.”

“No,” Ned said quietly, “I don't want to think about it one way or the

other, only I promised my father I would be kind to my mother; that

means that I would look after her, and I mean to.

“Well, mother,” he said in his usual tone, turning to Mrs. Sankey, “and

how are you this morning?”

“I was feeling better, Ned,” she said sharply; “but your unpleasant way

of talking, and your nonsense about taking care of me, have made me feel

quite ill again. Somehow you always seem to shake my nerves. You never

seem to me like other boys. One would think I was a child instead of

being your mother. I thought after what you said to me that you were

going to behave nicely.”

“I am trying to behave nicely,” Ned said. “I am sure I meant quite

nicely, just as Mr. Mulready does; I think he understands me.”

“I don't understand that boy,” Mrs. Sankey said plaintively when Ned

had left the room, “and I never have understood him. He was dreadfully

spoiled when he was in India, as I have often told you; for in my weak

state of health I was not equal to looking after him, and his poor

father was sadly overindulgent. But he has certainly been much better

as to his temper lately, and I do hope, William, that he is not going to

cause trouble.”

“Oh, no!” Mr. Mulready said lightly, “he will not cause trouble; I have

no doubt we shall get on well together. Boys will be boys, you know;

I have been one myself, and of course they look upon stepfathers as

natural enemies; but in this case, you see, we shall not have to put up

with each other long, as he will be getting his commission in a year or

so. Don't trouble yourself about it, love; in your state of health you

ought really not to worry yourself, and worry, you know, spoils the eyes

and the complexion, and I cannot allow that, for you will soon be my

property now.”

The wedding was fixed for March. It was to be perfectly quiet, as Mrs.

Sankey would, up to the day, be still in mourning. A month before the

time Ned noticed that his mother was more uncertain in her temper than

usual, and Abijah confided to him in secret that she thought things were

not going on smoothly between the engaged couple.

Nor were they. Mr. Mulready had discovered, to his surprise, that,

indolent and silly as Mrs. Sankey was in many respects, she was not

altogether a fool, and was keen enough where her own interests were

concerned. He had suggested something about settlements, hoping that

she would at once say that these were wholly unnecessary; but to his

surprise she replied in a manner which showed that she had already

thought the matter over, and had very fixed ideas on the subject.

“Of course,” she said, “that will be necessary. I know nothing about

business, but it was done before, and my poor husband insisted that

my little fortune should be settled so as to be entirely at my own

disposal.”

But this by no means suited Mr. Mulready's views. Hitherto want of

capital had prevented his introducing the new machinery into his mills,

and the competition with the firms which had already adopted it was

injuring him seriously, and he had reckoned confidently upon the use

of Mrs. Sankey's four thousand pounds. Although he kept his temper

admirably under the circumstances, he gave her distinctly to understand,

in the pleasantest way, that an arrangement which was most admirably

suitable in every respect in the case of a lady marrying an officer in

the army, to whom her capital could be of no possible advantage, was

altogether unsuitable in the case of a manufacturer.

“You see, my love,” he argued, “that it is for your benefit as well as

mine that the business should grow and flourish by the addition of the

new machinery which this little fortune of yours could purchase. The

profits could be doubled and trebled, and we could look forward ere long

to holding our heads as high as the richest manufacturers at Leeds and

Bradford--while the mere interest in this money invested in consols as

at present would be absolutely useless to us.”

Mrs. Sankey acknowledged the force of his argument, but was firm in her

determination to retain her hold of her money, and so they parted, not

in anger, for Mr. Mulready altogether disclaimed the possibility of his

being vexed, but with the sense that something like a barrier had sprung

up between them.

This went on for a few days, and although the subject was not mooted,

Mrs. Sankey felt that unless some concession on her part was made it was

likely that the match would fall through. This she had not the slightest

idea of permitting, and rather than it should happen she would have

married without any settlement at all, for she really loved, in her weak

way, the man who had been so attentive and deferential to her.

So one day the subject was renewed, and at last an understanding was

arrived at. Mrs. Sankey's money was to be put into the business in her

own name. Should she not survive her husband, he was to have the option

of paying the money to her children or of allowing them the sum of

eighty pounds a year each from the business. Should he not survive her

the mill was to be settled upon any children she might have after her

marriage; should there be no children it was to be hers absolutely.

All this was only arrived at after several long discussions, in all of

which Mrs. Sankey protested that she knew nothing of business, that it

was most painful to her to be thus discussing money matters, and that it

would be far better to leave it in the hands of a solicitor to arrange

in a friendly manner with him. She nevertheless stuck to her views, and

drove a bargain as keenly and shrewdly as any solicitor could have done

for her, to the surprise and exasperation of Mr. Mulready. Had he known

that she really loved him, and would, if she had been driven to it, have

sacrificed everything rather than lose him, he could have obtained

very different terms; but having no heart to speak of, himself, he was

ignorant of the power he possessed over her.

Bankruptcy stared him in the face unless he could obtain this increase

of capital, and he dared not, by pressing the point, risk its loss. The

terms, he told himself, were not altogether unsatisfactory; it was not

likely that she would survive him. They were of about the same age; he

had never known what it was to be ill, and she, although not such an

invalid as she fancied herself, was still not strong. If she did not

survive him he would have the whole business, subject only to the paltry

annuity of two hundred and forty pounds a year to the three children.

If, the most unlikely thing in the world, she did survive him--well, it

mattered not a jot in that case who the mill went to.

So the terms were settled, the necessary deeds were drawn up by a

solicitor, and signed by both parties. Mrs. Sankey recovered her

spirits, and the preparations for the wedding went on.

Ned had intended to absent himself from the ceremony, but Mr. Porson,

guessing that such might be his intention, had talked the matter gravely

over with him. He had pointed out to Ned that his absence would in the

first place be an act of great disrespect to his mother; that in the

second place it would cause general comment, and would add to the

unfavorable impression which his mother's early remarriage had

undoubtedly created; and that, lastly, it would justify Mr. Mulready

in regarding him as hostile to the marriage, and, should trouble

subsequently arise, he would be able to point to it in self

justification, and as a proof that Ned had from the first determined to

treat him as an enemy.

So Ned was present at his mother's marriage. Quiet as the wedding

was, for only two or three acquaintances were asked to be present, the

greater part of Marsden were assembled in the church.

The marriage had created considerable comment. The death of Captain

Sankey in saving a child's life had rendered his widow an object of

general sympathy, and people felt that not only was this marriage within

eighteen months of Captain Sankey's death almost indecent, but that it

was somehow a personal wrong to them, and that they had been defrauded

in their sympathy.

Therefore the numerous spectators of the marriage were critical rather

than approving. They could find nothing to find fault with, however, in

the bride's appearance. She was dressed in a dove colored silk, and with

her fair hair and pale complexion looked quite young, and, as every one

admitted, pretty. Mr. Mulready, as usual, was smiling, and seemed to

convey by the looks which he cast round that he regarded the assemblage

as a personal compliment to himself.

Lucy and Charlie betrayed no emotion either way; they were not pleased,

but the excitement of the affair amused and interested them, and they

might be said to be passive spectators. Ned, however, although he had

brought himself to be present, could not bring himself to look as if the

ceremony had his approval or sanction. He just glared, as Abijah, who

was present, afterward confided to some of her friends, as if he could

have killed the man as he stood. His look of undisguised hostility was

indeed noticed by all who were in church, and counted heavily against

him in the days which were to come.

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