THE VALLEY OF THE SHADOW

Miller knocked at the door. There was no response. He went round to the

rear of the house. The dog had slunk behind the woodpile. Miller knocked

again, at the back door, and, receiving no reply, called aloud.

"Mrs. Butler! It is I, Dr. Miller. Is my wife here?"

The slats of a near-by blind opened cautiously.

"Is it really you, Dr. Miller?"

"Yes, Mrs. Butler. I am looking for my wife and child,--are they here?"

"No, sir; she became alarmed about you, soon after the shooting

commenced, and I could not keep her. She left for home half an hour ago.

It is coming on dusk, and she and the child are so near white that she

did not expect to be molested."

"Which way did she go?"

"She meant to go by the main street. She thought it would be less

dangerous than the back streets. I tried to get her to stay here, but

she was frantic about you, and nothing I could say would keep her. Is

the riot almost over, Dr. Miller? Do you think they will murder us all,

and burn down our houses?"

"God knows," replied Miller, with a groan. "But I must find her, if I

lose my own life in the attempt."

Surely, he thought, Janet would be safe. The white people of Wellington

were not savages; or at least their temporary reversion to savagery

would not go as far as to include violence to delicate women and

children. Then there flashed into his mind Josh Green's story of his

"silly" mother, who for twenty years had walked the earth as a child, as

the result of one night's terror, and his heart sank within him.

Miller realized that his buggy, by attracting attention, had been a

hindrance rather than a help in his progress across the city. In order

to follow his wife, he must practically retrace his steps over the very

route he had come. Night was falling. It would be easier to cross the

town on foot. In the dusk his own color, slight in the daytime, would

not attract attention, and by dodging in the shadows he might avoid

those who might wish to intercept him. But he must reach Janet and the

boy at any risk. He had not been willing to throw his life away

hopelessly, but he would cheerfully have sacrificed it for those whom he

loved.

He had gone but a short distance, and had not yet reached the centre of

mob activity, when he intercepted a band of negro laborers from the

cotton compress, with big Josh Green at their head.

"Hello, doctuh!" cried Josh, "does you wan' ter jine us?"

"I'm looking for my wife and child, Josh. They're somewhere in this

den of murderers. Have any of you seen them?"

No one had seen them.

"You men are running a great risk," said Miller. "You are rushing on to

certain death."

"Well, suh, maybe we is; but we're gwine ter die fightin'. Dey say de

w'ite folks is gwine ter bu'n all de cullud schools an' chu'ches, an'

kill all de niggers dey kin ketch. Dey're gwine ter bu'n yo' new

hospittle, ef somebody don' stop 'em."

"Josh--men--you are throwing your lives away. It is a fever; it will

wear off to-morrow, or to-night. They'll not burn the schoolhouses, nor

the hospital--they are not such fools, for they benefit the community;

and they'll only kill the colored people who resist them. Every one of

you with a gun or a pistol carries his death warrant in his own hand.

I'd rather see the hospital burn than have one of you lose his life.

Resistance only makes the matter worse,--the odds against you are too

long."

"Things can't be any wuss, doctuh," replied one of the crowd sturdily.

"A gun is mo' dange'ous ter de man in front of it dan ter de man behin'

it. Dey're gwine ter kill us anyhow; an' we're tired,--we read de

newspapers,--an' we're tired er bein' shot down like dogs, widout jedge

er jury. We'd ruther die fightin' dan be stuck like pigs in a pen!"

"God help you!" said Miller. "As for me, I must find my wife and child."

"Good-by, doctuh," cried Josh, brandishing a huge knife. "'Member 'bout

de ole 'oman, ef you lives thoo dis. Don' fergit de headbo'd an' de

footbo'd, an' a silver plate on de coffin, ef dere's money ernuff."

They went their way, and Miller hurried on. They might resist attack; he

thought it extremely unlikely that they would begin it; but he knew

perfectly well that the mere knowledge that some of the negroes

contemplated resistance would only further inflame the infuriated

whites. The colored men might win a momentary victory, though it was

extremely doubtful; and they would as surely reap the harvest later on.

The qualities which in a white man would win the applause of the world

would in a negro be taken as the marks of savagery. So thoroughly

diseased was public opinion in matters of race that the negro who died

for the common rights of humanity might look for no meed of admiration

or glory. At such a time, in the white man's eyes, a negro's courage

would be mere desperation; his love of liberty, a mere animal dislike of

restraint. Every finer human instinct would be interpreted in terms of

savagery. Or, if forced to admire, they would none the less repress.

They would applaud his courage while they stretched his neck, or carried

off the fragments of his mangled body as souvenirs, in much the same way

that savages preserve the scalps or eat the hearts of their enemies.

But concern for the fate of Josh and his friends occupied only a

secondary place in Miller's mind for the moment. His wife and child were

somewhere ahead of him. He pushed on. He had covered about a quarter of

a mile more, and far down the street could see the signs of greater

animation, when he came upon the body of a woman lying upon the

sidewalk. In the dusk he had almost stumbled over it, and his heart came

up in his mouth. A second glance revealed that it could not be his wife.

It was a fearful portent, however, of what her fate might be. The "war"

had reached the women and children. Yielding to a professional instinct,

he stooped, and saw that the prostrate form was that of old Aunt Jane

Letlow. She was not yet quite dead, and as Miller, with a tender touch,

placed her head in a more comfortable position, her lips moved with a

last lingering flicker of consciousness:--

"Comin', missis, comin'!"

Mammy Jane had gone to join the old mistress upon whose memory her

heart was fixed; and yet not all her reverence for her old mistress, nor

all her deference to the whites, nor all their friendship for her, had

been able to save her from this raging devil of race hatred which

momentarily possessed the town.

Perceiving that he could do no good, Miller hastened onward, sick at

heart. Whenever he saw a party of white men approaching,--these brave

reformers never went singly,--he sought concealment in the shadow of a

tree or the shrubbery in some yard until they had passed. He had covered

about two thirds of the distance homeward, when his eyes fell upon a

group beneath a lamp-post, at sight of which he turned pale with horror,

and rushed forward with a terrible cry.

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