THE MISSING PAPERS

Mrs. Carteret was very much disturbed. It was supposed that the shock of

her aunt's death had affected her health, for since that event she had

fallen into a nervous condition which gave the major grave concern. Much

to the general surprise, Mrs. Ochiltree had left no will, and no

property of any considerable value except her homestead, which descended

to Mrs. Carteret as the natural heir. Whatever she may have had on hand

in the way of ready money had undoubtedly been abstracted from the cedar

chest by the midnight marauder, to whose visit her death was immediately

due. Her niece's grief was held to mark a deep-seated affection for the

grim old woman who had reared her.

Mrs. Carteret's present state of mind, of which her nervousness was a

sufficiently accurate reflection, did in truth date from her aunt's

death, and also in part from the time of the conversation with Mrs.

Ochiltree, one afternoon, during and after the drive past Miller's new

hospital. Mrs. Ochiltree had grown steadily more and more childish after

that time, and her niece had never succeeded in making her pick up the

thread of thought where it had been dropped. At any rate, Mrs. Ochiltree

had made no further disclosure upon the subject.

An examination, not long after her aunt's death, of the papers found

near the cedar chest on the morning after the murder had contributed to

Mrs. Carteret's enlightenment, but had not promoted her peace of mind.

When Mrs. Carteret reached home, after her hurried exploration of the

cedar chest, she thrust into a bureau drawer the envelope she had found.

So fully was her mind occupied, for several days, with the funeral, and

with the excitement attending the arrest of Sandy Campbell, that she

deferred the examination of the contents of the envelope until near the

end of the week.

One morning, while alone in her chamber, she drew the envelope from the

drawer, and was holding it in her hand, hesitating as to whether or not

she should open it, when the baby in the next room began to cry.

The child's cry seemed like a warning, and yielding to a vague

uneasiness, she put the paper back.

"Phil," she said to her husband at luncheon, "Aunt Polly said some

strange things to me one day before she died,--I don't know whether she

was quite in her right mind or not; but suppose that my father had left

a will by which it was provided that half his property should go to that

woman and her child?"

"It would never have gone by such a will," replied the major easily.

"Your Aunt Polly was in her dotage, and merely dreaming. Your father

would never have been such a fool; but even if he had, no such will

could have stood the test of the courts. It would clearly have been due

to the improper influence of a designing woman."

"So that legally, as well as morally," said Mrs. Carteret, "the will

would have been of no effect?"

"Not the slightest. A jury would soon have broken down the legal claim.

As for any moral obligation, there would have been nothing moral about

the affair. The only possible consideration for such a gift was an

immoral one. I don't wish to speak harshly of your father, my dear,

but his conduct was gravely reprehensible. The woman herself had no

right or claim whatever; she would have been whipped and expelled from

the town, if justice--blind, bleeding justice, then prostrate at the

feet of slaves and aliens--could have had her way!"

"But the child"--

"The child was in the same category. Who was she, to have inherited the

estate of your ancestors, of which, a few years before, she would

herself have formed a part? The child of shame, it was hers to pay the

penalty. But the discussion is all in the air, Olivia. Your father never

did and never would have left such a will."

This conversation relieved Mrs. Carteret's uneasiness. Going to her room

shortly afterwards, she took the envelope from her bureau drawer and

drew out a bulky paper. The haunting fear that it might be such a will

as her aunt had suggested was now removed; for such an instrument, in

the light of what her husband had said confirming her own intuitions,

would be of no valid effect. It might be just as well, she thought, to

throw the paper in the fire without looking at it. She wished to think

as well as might be of her father, and she felt that her respect for his

memory would not be strengthened by the knowledge that he had meant to

leave his estate away from her; for her aunt's words had been open to

the construction that she was to have been left destitute. Curiosity

strongly prompted her to read the paper. Perhaps the will contained no

such provision as she had feared, and it might convey some request or

direction which ought properly to be complied with.

She had been standing in front of the bureau while these thoughts passed

through her mind, and now, dropping the envelope back into the drawer

mechanically, she unfolded the document. It was written on legal paper,

in her father's own hand.

Mrs. Carteret was not familiar with legal verbiage, and there were

several expressions of which she did not perhaps appreciate the full

effect; but a very hasty glance enabled her to ascertain the purport of

the paper. It was a will, by which, in one item, her father devised to

his daughter Janet, the child of the woman known as Julia Brown, the sum

of ten thousand dollars, and a certain plantation or tract of land a

short distance from the town of Wellington. The rest and residue of his

estate, after deducting all legal charges and expenses, was bequeathed

to his beloved daughter, Olivia Merkell.

Mrs. Carteret breathed a sigh of relief. Her father had not preferred

another to her, but had left to his lawful daughter the bulk of his

estate. She felt at the same time a growing indignation at the thought

that that woman should so have wrought upon her father's weakness as to

induce him to think of leaving so much valuable property to her

bastard,--property which by right should go, and now would go, to her

own son, to whom by every rule of law and decency it ought to descend.

A fire was burning in the next room, on account of the baby,--there had

been a light frost the night before, and the air was somewhat chilly.

For the moment the room was empty. Mrs. Carteret came out from her

chamber and threw the offending paper into the fire, and watched it

slowly burn. When it had been consumed, the carbon residue of one sheet

still retained its form, and she could read the words on the charred

portion. A sentence, which had escaped her eye in her rapid reading,

stood out in ghostly black upon the gray background:--

"All the rest and residue of my estate I devise and bequeath to my

daughter Olivia Merkell, the child of my beloved first wife."

Mrs. Carteret had not before observed the word "first." Instinctively

she stretched toward the fire the poker which she held in her hand, and

at its touch the shadowy remnant fell to pieces, and nothing but ashes

remained upon the hearth.

Not until the next morning did she think again of the envelope which had

contained the paper she had burned. Opening the drawer where it lay, the

oblong blue envelope confronted her. The sight of it was distasteful.

The indorsed side lay uppermost, and the words seemed like a mute

reproach:--

"The Last Will and Testament of Samuel Merkell."

Snatching up the envelope, she glanced into it mechanically as she moved

toward the next room, and perceived a thin folded paper which had

heretofore escaped her notice. When opened, it proved to be a

certificate of marriage, in due form, between Samuel Merkell and Julia

Brown. It was dated from a county in South Carolina, about two years

before her father's death.

For a moment Mrs. Carteret stood gazing blankly at this faded slip of

paper. Her father _had_ married this woman!--at least he had gone

through the form of marriage with her, for to him it had surely been no

more than an empty formality. The marriage of white and colored persons

was forbidden by law. Only recently she had read of a case where both

the parties to such a crime, a colored man and a white woman, had been

sentenced to long terms in the penitentiary. She even recalled the

circumstances. The couple had been living together unlawfully,--they

were very low people, whose private lives were beneath the public

notice,--but influenced by a religious movement pervading the community,

had sought, they said at the trial, to secure the blessing of God upon

their union. The higher law, which imperiously demanded that the purity

and prestige of the white race be preserved at any cost, had intervened

at this point.

Mechanically she moved toward the fireplace, so dazed by this discovery

as to be scarcely conscious of her own actions. She surely had not

formed any definite intention of destroying this piece of paper when her

fingers relaxed unconsciously and let go their hold upon it. The draught

swept it toward the fireplace. Ere scarcely touching the flames it

caught, blazed fiercely, and shot upward with the current of air. A

moment later the record of poor Julia's marriage was scattered to the

four winds of heaven, as her poor body had long since mingled with the

dust of earth.

The letter remained unread. In her agitation at the discovery of the

marriage certificate, Olivia had almost forgotten the existence of the

letter. It was addressed to "John Delamere, Esq., as Executor of my Last

Will and Testament," while the lower left hand corner bore the

direction: "To be delivered only after my death, with seal unbroken."

The seal was broken already; Mr. Delamere was dead; the letter could

never be delivered. Mrs. Carteret unfolded it and read:--

MY DEAR DELAMERE,--I have taken the liberty of naming you as executor of

my last will, because you are my friend, and the only man of my

acquaintance whom I feel that I can trust to carry out my wishes,

appreciate my motives, and preserve the silence I desire.

I have, first, a confession to make. Inclosed in this letter you will

find a certificate of marriage between my child Janet's mother and

myself. While I have never exactly repented of this marriage, I have

never had the courage to acknowledge it openly. If I had not married

Julia, I fear Polly Ochiltree would have married me by main force,--as

she would marry you or any other gentleman unfortunate enough to fall in

the way of this twice-widowed man-hunter. When my wife died, three years

ago, her sister Polly offered to keep house for me and the child. I

would sooner have had the devil in the house, and yet I trembled with

alarm,--there seemed no way of escape,--it was so clearly and obviously

the proper thing.

But she herself gave me my opportunity. I was on the point of

consenting, when she demanded, as a condition of her coming, that I

discharge Julia, my late wife's maid. She was laboring under a

misapprehension in regard to the girl, but I grasped at the straw, and

did everything to foster her delusion. I declared solemnly that nothing

under heaven would induce me to part with Julia. The controversy

resulted in my permitting Polly to take the child, while I retained the

maid.

Before Polly put this idea into my head, I had scarcely looked at Julia,

but this outbreak turned my attention toward her. She was a handsome

girl, and, as I soon found out, a good girl. My wife, who raised her,

was a Christian woman, and had taught her modesty and virtue. She was

free. The air was full of liberty, and equal rights, and all the

abolition claptrap, and she made marriage a condition of her remaining

longer in the house. In a moment of weakness I took her away to a place

where we were not known, and married her. If she had left me, I should

have fallen a victim to Polly Ochiltree,--to which any fate was

preferable.

And then, old friend, my weakness kept to the fore. I was ashamed of

this marriage, and my new wife saw it. Moreover, she loved me,--too

well, indeed, to wish to make me unhappy. The ceremony had satisfied her

conscience, had set her right, she said, with God; for the opinions of

men she did not care, since I loved her,--she only wanted to compensate

me, as best she could, for the great honor I had done my

handmaiden,--for she had read her Bible, and I was the Abraham to her

Hagar, compared with whom she considered herself at a great advantage.

It was her own proposition that nothing be said of this marriage. If any

shame should fall on her, it would fall lightly, for it would be

undeserved. When the child came, she still kept silence. No one, she

argued, could blame an innocent child for the accident of birth, and in

the sight of God this child had every right to exist; while among her

own people illegitimacy would involve but little stigma. I need not

say that I was easily persuaded to accept this sacrifice; but touched by

her fidelity, I swore to provide handsomely for them both. This I have

tried to do by the will of which I ask you to act as executor. Had I

left the child more, it might serve as a ground for attacking the will;

my acknowledgment of the tie of blood is sufficient to justify a

reasonable bequest.

I have taken this course for the sake of my daughter Olivia, who is dear

to me, and whom I would not wish to make ashamed; and in deference to

public opinion, which it is not easy to defy. If, after my death, Julia

should choose to make our secret known, I shall of course be beyond the

reach of hard words; but loyalty to my memory will probably keep her

silent. A strong man would long since have acknowledged her before the

world and taken the consequences; but, alas! I am only myself, and the

atmosphere I live in does not encourage moral heroism. I should like to

be different, but it is God who hath made us, and not we ourselves!

Nevertheless, old friend, I will ask of you one favor. If in the future

this child of Julia's and of mine should grow to womanhood; if she

should prove to have her mother's gentleness and love of virtue; if, in

the new era which is opening up for her mother's race, to which,

unfortunately, she must belong, she should become, in time, an educated

woman; and if the time should ever come when, by virtue of her education

or the development of her people, it would be to her a source of shame

or unhappiness that she was an illegitimate child,--if you are still

alive, old friend, and have the means of knowing or divining this thing,

go to her and tell her, for me, that she is my lawful child, and ask

her to forgive her father's weakness.

When this letter comes to you, I shall have passed to--the Beyond; but I

am confident that you will accept this trust, for which I thank you now,

in advance, most heartily.

The letter was signed with her father's name, the same signature which

had been attached to the will.

Having firmly convinced herself of the illegality of the papers, and of

her own right to destroy them, Mrs. Carteret ought to have felt relieved

that she had thus removed all traces of her dead father's folly. True,

the other daughter remained,--she had seen her on the street only the

day before. The sight of this person she had always found offensive, and

now, she felt, in view of what she had just learned, it must be even

more so. Never, while this woman lived in the town, would she be able to

throw the veil of forgetfulness over this blot upon her father's memory.

As the day wore on, Mrs. Carteret grew still less at ease. To herself,

marriage was a serious thing,--to a right-thinking woman the most

serious concern of life. A marriage certificate, rightfully procured,

was scarcely less solemn, so far as it went, than the Bible itself. Her

own she cherished as the apple of her eye. It was the evidence of her

wifehood, the seal of her child's legitimacy, her patent of

nobility,--the token of her own and her child's claim to social place

and consideration. She had burned this pretended marriage certificate

because it meant nothing. Nevertheless, she could not ignore the

knowledge of another such marriage, of which every one in the town

knew,--a celebrated case, indeed, where a white man, of a family quite

as prominent as her father's, had married a colored woman during the

military occupation of the state just after the civil war. The legality

of the marriage had never been questioned. It had been fully consummated

by twenty years of subsequent cohabitation. No amount of social

persecution had ever shaken the position of the husband. With an iron

will he had stayed on in the town, a living protest against the

established customs of the South, so rudely interrupted for a few short

years; and, though his children were negroes, though he had never

appeared in public with his wife, no one had ever questioned the

validity of his marriage or the legitimacy of his offspring.

The marriage certificate which Mrs. Carteret had burned dated from the

period of the military occupation. Hence Mrs. Carteret, who was a good

woman, and would not have done a dishonest thing, felt decidedly

uncomfortable. She had destroyed the marriage certificate, but its ghost

still haunted her.

Major Carteret, having just eaten a good dinner, was in a very agreeable

humor when, that same evening, his wife brought up again the subject of

their previous discussion.

"Phil," she asked, "Aunt Polly told me that once, long before my father

died, when she went to remonstrate with him for keeping that Woman in

the house, he threatened to marry Julia if Aunt Polly ever said another

word to him about the matter. Suppose he _had_ married her, and had then

left a will,--would the marriage have made any difference, so far as the

will was concerned?"

Major Carteret laughed. "Your Aunt Polly," he said, "was a remarkable

woman, with a wonderful imagination, which seems to have grown more

vivid as her memory and judgment weakened. Why should your father marry

his negro housemaid? Mr. Merkell was never rated as a fool,--he had one

of the clearest heads in Wellington. I saw him only a day or two before

he died, and I could swear before any court in Christendom that he was

of sound mind and memory to the last. These notions of your aunt were

mere delusions. Your father was never capable of such a folly."

"Of course I am only supposing a case," returned Olivia. "Imagining such

a case, just for the argument, would the marriage have been legal?"

"That would depend. If he had married her during the military

occupation, or over in South Carolina, the marriage would have been

legally valid, though morally and socially outrageous."

"And if he had died afterwards, leaving a will?"

"The will would have controlled the disposition of his estate, in all

probability."

"Suppose he had left no will?"

"You are getting the matter down pretty fine, my dear! The woman would

have taken one third of the real estate for life, and could have lived

in the homestead until she died. She would also have had half the other

property,--the money and goods and furniture, everything except the

land,--and the negro child would have shared with you the balance of the

estate. That, I believe, is according to the law of descent and

distribution."

Mrs. Carteret lapsed into a troubled silence. Her father _had_ married

the woman. In her heart she had no doubt of the validity of the

marriage, so far as the law was concerned; if one marriage of such a

kind would stand, another contracted under similar conditions was

equally as good. If the marriage had been valid, Julia's child had been

legitimate. The will she had burned gave this sister of hers--she

shuddered at the word--but a small part of the estate. Under the law,

which intervened now that there was no will, the property should have

been equally divided. If the woman had been white,--but the woman had

_not_ been white, and the same rule of moral conduct did not, _could_

not, in the very nature of things, apply, as between white people! For,

if this were not so, slavery had been, not merely an economic mistake,

but a great crime against humanity. If it had been such a crime, as for

a moment she dimly perceived it might have been, then through the long

centuries there had been piled up a catalogue of wrong and outrage

which, if the law of compensation be a law of nature, must some time,

somewhere, in some way, be atoned for. She herself had not escaped the

penalty, of which, she realized, this burden placed upon her conscience

was but another installment.

If she should make known the facts she had learned, it would mean

what?--a division of her father's estate, a recognition of the legality

of her father's relations with Julia. Such a stain upon her father's

memory would be infinitely worse than if he had _not_ married her. To

have lived with her without marriage was a social misdemeanor, at which

society in the old days had winked, or at most had frowned. To have

married her was to have committed the unpardonable social sin. Such a

scandal Mrs. Carteret could not have endured. Should she seek to make

restitution, it would necessarily involve the disclosure of at least

some of the facts. Had she not destroyed the will, she might have

compromised with her conscience by producing it and acting upon its

terms, which had been so stated as not to disclose the marriage. This

was now rendered impossible by her own impulsive act; she could not

mention the will at all, without admitting that she had destroyed it.

Mrs. Carteret found herself in what might be called, vulgarly, a moral

"pocket." She could, of course, remain silent. Mrs. Carteret was a good

woman, according to her lights, with a cultivated conscience, to which

she had always looked as her mentor and infallible guide.

Hence Mrs. Carteret, after this painful discovery, remained for a long

time ill at ease,--so disturbed, indeed, that her mind reacted upon her

nerves, which had never been strong; and her nervousness affected her

strength, which had never been great, until Carteret, whose love for her

had been deepened and strengthened by the advent of his son, became

alarmed for her health, and spoke very seriously to Dr. Price concerning

it.

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