CHAPTER VIII. SIX YEARS AFTERWARD

“WHAT do you think Polly is going to do this winter?” exclaimed Fanny,

looking up from the letter she had been eagerly reading.

“Going to deliver lectures on Woman's Rights,” said the young gentleman

who was carefully examining his luxuriant crop of decidedly auburn hair,

as he lounged with both elbows on the chimney-piece.

“Going to set her cap for some young minister and marry him in the

spring,” added Mrs. Shaw, whose mind ran a good deal upon match-making

just now.

“I think she is going to stay at home, and do all the work, 'cause

servants cost so much; it would be just like her,” observed Maud, who

could pronounce the letter R now.

“It's my opinion she is going to open a school, or something of that

sort, to help those brothers of hers along,” said Mr. Shaw, who had put

down his paper at the sound of Polly's name.

“Every one of you wrong, though papa comes nearest the truth,” cried

Fanny; “she is going to give music lessons, and support herself, so that

Will may go to college. He is the studious one, and Polly is very proud

of him. Ned, the other brother, has a business talent, and don't care

for books, so he has gone out West, and will make his own way anywhere.

Polly says she is n't needed at home now, the family is so small, and

Kitty can take her place nicely; so she is actually going to earn her

own living, and hand over her share of the family income to Will. What a

martyr that girl does make of herself,” and Fanny looked as solemn as if

Polly had proposed some awful self-sacrifice.

“She is a sensible, brave-hearted girl, and I respect her for doing it,”

said Mr. Shaw, emphatically. “One never knows what may happen, and it

does no harm for young people to learn to be independent.”

“If she is as pretty as she was last time I saw her, she'll get pupils

fast enough. I would n't mind taking lessons myself,” was the gracious

observation of Shaw, Jr., as he turned from the mirror, with the

soothing certainty that his objectionable hair actually was growing

darker.

“She would n't take you at any price,” said Fanny, remembering Polly's

look of disappointment and disapproval when she came on her last visit

and found him an unmistakable dandy.

“You just wait and see,” was the placid reply.

“If Polly does carry out her plan, I wish Maud to take lessons of her;

Fanny can do as she likes, but it would please me very much to have one

of my girls sing as Polly sings. It suits old people better than your

opera things, and mother used to enjoy it so much.”

As he spoke, Mr. Shaw's eye turned toward the corner of the fire where

grandma used to sit. The easy-chair was empty now, the kind old face was

gone, and nothing but a very tender memory remained.

“I'd like to learn, papa, and Polly is a splendid teacher, I know; she

's always so patient, and makes everything so pleasant. I do hope she

will get scholars enough to begin right away,” said Maud.

“When is she coming?” asked Mrs. Shaw, quite willing to help Polly,

but privately resolving that Maud should be finished off by the most

fashionable master in the city.

“She does n't say. She thanks me for asking her here, as usual, but says

she shall go right to work and had better begin with her own little room

at once. Won't it seem strange to have Polly in town, and yet not with

us?”

“We'll get her somehow. The little room will cost something, and she

can stay with us just as well as not, even if she does teach. Tell her I

say so,” said Mr. Shaw.

“She won't come, I know; for if she undertakes to be independent, she

'll do it in the most thorough manner,” answered Fanny, and Mrs. Shaw

sincerely hoped she would. It was all very well to patronize the little

music-teacher, but it was not so pleasant to have her settled in the

family.

“I shall do what I can for her among my friends, and I dare say she will

get on very well with young pupils to begin with. If she starts right,

puts her terms high enough, and gets a few good names to give her the

entre into our first families, I don't doubt she will do nicely, for I

must say Polly has the manners of a lady,” observed Mrs. Shaw.

“She's a mighty taking little body, and I'm glad she's to be in town,

though I'd like it better if she did n't bother about teaching, but

just stayed here and enjoyed herself,” said Tom, lazily.

“I've no doubt she would feel highly honored to be allowed to devote

her time to your amusement; but she can't afford expensive luxuries, and

she don't approve of flirting, so you will have to let her go her own

way, and refresh herself with such glimpses of you as her engagements

permit,” answered Fanny, in the sarcastic tone which was becoming

habitual to her.

“You are getting to be a regular old maid, Fan; as sharp as a lemon, and

twice as sour,” returned Tom, looking down at her with an air of calm

superiority.

“Do be quiet, children; you know I can't bear anything like contention.

Maud, give me my Shetland shawl, and put a cushion at my back.”

As Maud obeyed her mother, with a reproving look at her erring brother

and sister, a pause followed, for which every one seemed grateful. They

were sitting about the fire after dinner, and all looked as if a little

sunshine would do them good. It had been a dull November day, but all of

a sudden the clouds lifted, and a bright ray shot into the room. Every

one turned involuntarily to welcome it, and every one cried out, “Why,

Polly!” for there on the threshold stood a bright-faced girl, smiling as

if there was no such thing as November weather in the world.

“You dear thing, when did you come?” cried Fanny, kissing both the

blooming checks with real affection, while the rest hovered near,

waiting for a chance.

“I came yesterday, and have been getting my nest in order; but I could

n't keep away any longer, so I ran up to say 'How do you do?'” answered

Polly, in the cheery voice that did one's heart good to hear.

“My Polly always brings the sunshine with her,” and Mr. Shaw held out

his hands to his little friend, for she was his favorite still.

It was good to see her put both arms about his neck, and give him a

tender kiss, that said a great deal, for grandma had died since Polly

met him last and she longed to comfort him, seeing how gray and old he

had grown.

If Tom had had any thoughts of following his father's example, something

in Polly's manner made him change his mind, and shake hands with a

hearty “I'm very glad to see you, Polly,” adding to himself, as he

looked at the face in the modest little bonnet: “Prettier than ever, by

Jove!”

There was something more than mere prettiness in Polly's face, though

Tom had not learned to see it yet. The blue eyes were clear and steady,

the fresh mouth frank and sweet, the white chin was a very firm one in

spite of the dimple, and the smooth forehead under the little curls

had a broad, benevolent arch; while all about the face were those

unmistakable lines and curves which can make even a plain countenance

comely, by breathing into it the beauty of a lovely character. Polly had

grown up, but she had no more style now than in the days of the round

hat and rough coat, for she was all in gray, like a young Quakeress,

with no ornament but a blue bow at the throat and another in the hair.

Yet the plain suit became her excellently, and one never thought of the

dress, looking at the active figure that wore it, for the freedom of her

childhood gave to Polly that good gift, health, and every movement was

full of the vigor, grace, and ease, which nothing else can so surely

bestow. A happy soul in a healthy body is a rare sight in these days,

when doctors flourish and every one is ill, and this pleasant union was

the charm which Polly possessed without knowing it.

“It does seem so good to have you here again,” said Maud, cuddling

Polly's cold hand, as she sat at her feet, when she was fairly

established between Fanny and Mr. Shaw, while Tom leaned on the back of

his mother's chair, and enjoyed the prospect.

“How do you get on? When do you begin? Where is your nest? Now tell all

about it,” began Fanny, who was full of curiosity about the new plan.

“I shall get on very well, I think, for I've got twelve scholars to

begin with, all able to pay a good price, and I shall give my first

lesson on Monday.”

“Don't you dread it?” asked Fanny.

“Not much; why should I?” answered Polly, stoutly.

“Well, I don't know; it's a new thing, and must be a little bit hard at

first,” stammered Fanny, not liking to say that working for one's living

seemed a dreadful hardship to her.

“It will be tiresome, of course, but I shall get used to it; I shall

like the exercise, and the new people and places I must see will amuse

me. Then the independence will be delightful, and if I can save a little

to help Kitty along with, that will be best of all.”

Polly's face shone as if the prospect was full of pleasure instead of

work, and the hearty good will with which she undertook the new task,

seemed to dignify her humble hopes and plans, and make them interesting

in the sight of others.

“Who have you got for pupils?” asked Mrs. Shaw, forgetting her nerves

for a minute.

Polly named her list, and took a secret satisfaction in seeing the

impression which certain names made upon her hearers.

“How in the world did you get the Davenports and the Greys, my dear?”

said Mrs. Shaw, sitting erect in her surprise.

“Mrs. Davenport and mother are relations, you know.”

“You never told us that before!” “The Davenports have been away some

years, and I forgot all about them. But when I was making my plan, I

knew I must have a good name or two to set me going, so I just wrote

and asked Mrs. D. if she would help me. She came and saw us and was very

kind, and has got these pupils for me, like a dear, good woman as she

is.”

“Where did you learn so much worldly wisdom, Polly?” asked Mr. Shaw,

as his wife fell back in her chair, and took out her salts, as if this

discovery had been too much for her.

“I learnt it here, sir,” answered Polly, laughing. “I used to think

patronage and things of that sort very disagreeable and not worth

having, but I've got wiser, and to a certain extent I'm glad to use

whatever advantages I have in my power, if they can be honestly got.”

“Why did n't you let us help you in the beginning? We should have been

very glad to, I'm sure,” put in Mrs. Shaw, who quite burned to be known

as a joint patroness with Mrs. Davenport.

“I know you would, but you have all been so kind to me I did n't want

to trouble you with my little plans till the first steps were taken.

Besides, I did n't know as you would like to recommend me as a teacher,

though you like me well enough as plain Polly.”

“My dear, of course I would, and we want you to take Maud at once,

and teach her your sweet songs. She has a fine voice, and is really

suffering for a teacher.”

A slight smile passed over Polly's face as she returned her thanks for

the new pupil, for she remembered a time when Mrs. Shaw considered her

“sweet songs” quite unfit for a fashionable young lady's repertoire.

“Where is your room?” asked Maud.

“My old friend Miss Mills has taken me in, and I am nicely settled.

Mother did n't like the idea of my going to a strange boarding-house,

so Miss Mills kindly made a place for me. You know she lets her rooms

without board, but she is going to give me my dinners, and I'm to get

my own breakfast and tea, quite independently. I like that way, and it

's very little trouble, my habits are so simple; a bowl of bread and

milk night and morning, with baked apples or something of that sort, is

all I want, and I can have it when I like.”

“Is your room comfortably furnished? Can't we lend you anything, my

dear? An easy-chair now, or a little couch, so necessary when one comes

in tired,” said Mrs. Shaw, taking unusual interest in the affair.

“Thank you, but I don't need anything, for I brought all sorts of home

comforts with me. Oh, Fan, you ought to have seen my triumphal entry

into the city, sitting among my goods and chattels, in a farmer's cart.”

Polly's laugh was so infectious that every one smiled and forgot to be

shocked at her performance. “Yes,” she added, “I kept wishing I could

meet you, just to see your horrified face when you saw me sitting on

my little sofa, with boxes and bundles all round me, a bird-cage on one

side, a fishing basket, with a kitten's head popping in and out of the

hole, on the other side, and jolly old Mr. Brown, in his blue frock,

perched on a keg of apples in front. It was a lovely bright day, and I

enjoyed the ride immensely, for we had all sorts of adventures.”

“Oh, tell about it,” begged Maud, when the general laugh at Polly's

picture had subsided.

“Well, in the first place, we forgot my ivy, and Kitty came running

after me, with it. Then we started again, but were soon stopped by a

great shouting, and there was Will racing down the hill, waving a pillow

in one hand and a squash pie in the other. How we did laugh when he

came up and explained that our neighbor, old Mrs. Dodd, had sent in a

hop-pillow for me, in case of headache, and a pie to begin housekeeping

with. She seemed so disappointed at being too late that Will promised

to get them to me, if he ran all the way to town. The pillow was easily

disposed of, but that pie! I do believe it was stowed in every part of

the wagon, and never staid anywhere. I found it in my lap, then on the

floor, next, upside down among the books, then just on the point

of coasting off a trunk into the road, and at last it landed in my

rocking-chair. Such a remarkable pie as it was, too, for in spite of all

its wanderings, it never got spilt or broken, and we finally ate it for

lunch, in order to be left in peace. Next, my kitty got away, and I

had a chase over walls and brooks before I got her, while Mr. Brown

sat shaking with fun, to see me run. We finished off by having the

book-shelves tumble on our heads as we went down a hill, and losing

my chair off behind, as we went up a hill. A shout made us pause, and,

looking back, there was the poor little chair rocking all by itself in

the middle of the road, while a small boy sat on the fence and whooped.

It was great fun, I do assure you.”

Polly had run on in her lively way, not because she thought her

adventures amounted to much, but from a wish to cheer up her friends,

who had struck her as looking rather dull and out of sorts, especially

Mr. Shaw; and when she saw him lean back in his chair with the old

hearty laugh, she was satisfied, and blessed the unlucky pie for amusing

him.

“Oh, Polly, you do tell such interesting things!” sighed Maud, wiping

her eyes.

“I wish I'd met you, I'd have given you three cheers and a tiger, for

it must have been an imposing spectacle,” said Tom.

“No, you would n't; you'd have whisked round the corner when you saw me

coming or have stared straight before you, utterly unconscious of the

young woman in the baggage wagon.”

Polly laughed in his face just as she used to do, when she said that,

and, in spite of the doubt cast upon his courtesy, Tom rather liked it,

though he had nothing to say for himself but a reproachful, “Now, Polly,

that's too bad.”

“True, nevertheless. You must come and see my pets, Maud, for my cat

and bird live together as happily as brother and sister,” said Polly,

turning to Maud, who devoured every word she said.

“That's not saying much for them,” muttered Tom, feeling that Polly

ought to address more of her conversation to him.

“Polly knows what she's talking about; her brothers appreciate their

sisters,” observed Fanny, in her sharp tone.

“And Polly appreciates her brothers, don't forget to add that, ma'am,”

answered Tom.

“Did I tell you that Will was going to college?” broke in Polly, to

avert the rising storm.

“Hope he'll enjoy himself,” observed Tom, with the air of a man who

had passed through all the mysteries, and reached that state of sublime

indifference which juniors seem to pride themselves upon.

“I think he will, he is so fond of study, and is so anxious to improve

every opportunity. I only hope he won't overwork and get sick, as so

many boys do,” said simple Polly, with such a respectful belief in the

eager thirst for knowledge of collegians as a class, that Tom regarded

the deluded girl with a smile of lofty pity, from the heights of his

vast and varied experience.

“Guess he won't hurt himself. I'll see that he don't study too hard.”

And Tom's eyes twinkled as they used to do, when he planned his boyish

pranks.

“I'm afraid you can't be trusted as a guide, if various rumors I

've heard are true,” said Polly, looking up at him with a wistful

expression, that caused his face to assume the sobriety of an owl's.

“Base slanders; I'm as steady as a clock, an ornament to my class, and

a model young man, ain't I, mother?” And Tom patted her thin cheek with

a caressing hand, sure of one firm friend in her; for when he ceased to

be a harum-scarum boy, Mrs. Shaw began to take great pride in her son,

and he, missing grandma, tried to fill her place with his feeble mother.

“Yes, dear, you are all I could ask,” and Mrs. Shaw looked up at him

with such affection and confidence in her eyes, that Polly gave Tom the

first approving look she had vouchsafed him since she came.

Why Tom should look troubled and turn grave all at once, she could

n't understand, but she liked to see him stroke his mother's cheek so

softly, as he stood with his head resting on the high back of her chair,

for Polly fancied that he felt a man's pity for her weakness, and was

learning a son's patient love for a mother who had had much to bear with

him.

“I'm so glad you are going to be here all winter, for we are to be

very gay, and I shall enjoy taking you round with me,” began Fanny,

forgetting Polly's plan for a moment.

Polly shook her head decidedly. “It sounds very nice, but it can't be

done, Fan, for I've come to work, not play; to save, not spend; and

parties will be quite out of the question for me.”

“You don't intend to work all the time, without a bit of fun, I hope,”

cried Fanny, dismayed at the idea.

“I mean to do what I've undertaken, and not to be tempted away from

my purpose by anything. I should n't be fit to give lessons if I was

up late, should I? And how far would my earnings go towards dress,

carriages, and all the little expenses which would come if I set up for

a young lady in society? I can't do both, and I'm not going to try,

but I can pick up bits of fun as I go along, and be contented with free

concerts and lectures, seeing you pretty often, and every Sunday Will is

to spend with me, so I shall have quite as much dissipation as is good

for me.”

“If you don't come to my parties, I'll never forgive you,” said Fanny,

as Polly paused, while Tom chuckled inwardly at the idea of calling

visits from a brother “dissipation.”

“Any small party, where it will do to wear a plain black silk, I can

come to; but the big ones must n't be thought of, thank you.”

It was charming to see the resolution of Polly's face when she said

that; for she knew her weakness, and beyond that black silk she had

determined not to go. Fanny said no more, for she felt quite sure that

Polly would relent when the time came, and she planned to give her

a pretty dress for a Christmas present, so that one excuse should be

removed.

“I say, Polly, won't you give some of us fellows music lessons?

Somebody wants me to play, and I'd rather learn of you than any Senor

Twankydillo,” said Tom, who did n't find the conversation interesting.

“Oh, yes; if any of you boys honestly want to learn, and will behave

yourselves, I'll take you; but I shall charge extra,” answered Polly,

with a wicked sparkle of the eye, though her face was quite sober, and

her tone delightfully business-like.

“Why, Polly, Tom is n't a boy; he's twenty, and he says I must treat

him with respect. Besides, he's engaged, and does put on such airs,”

broke in Maud who regarded her brother as a venerable being.

“Who is the little girl?” asked Polly taking the news as a joke.

“Trix; why, did n't you know it?” answered Maud, as if it had been an

event of national importance.

“No! is it true, Fan?” and Polly turned to her friend with a face full

of surprise, while Tom struck an imposing attitude, and affected absence

of mind.

“I forgot to tell you in my last letter; it's just out, and we don't

like it very well,” observed Fanny, who would have preferred to be

engaged first herself.

“It's a very nice thing, and I am perfectly satisfied,” announced Mrs.

Shaw, rousing from a slight doze.

“Polly looks as if she did n't believe it. Have n't I the appearance

of'the happiest man alive'?” asked Tom, wondering if it could be pity

which he saw in the steady eyes fixed on him.

“No, I don't think you have,” she said, slowly.

“How the deuce should a man look, then?” cried Tom, rather nettled at

her sober reception of the grand news.

“As if he had learned to care for some one a great deal more than for

himself,” answered Polly, with sudden color in her cheeks, and a sudden

softening of the voice, as her eyes turned away from Tom, who was the

picture of a complacent dandy, from the topmost curl of his auburn head

to the tips of his aristocratic boots.

“Tommy's quenched; I agree with you, Polly; I never liked Trix, and

I hope it's only a boy-and-girl fancy, that will soon die a natural

death,” said Mr. Shaw, who seemed to find it difficult to help falling

into a brown study, in spite of the lively chatter going on about him.

Shaw, Jr., being highly incensed at the disrespectful manner in

which his engagement was treated, tried to assume a superb air of

indifference, and finding that a decided failure, was about to stroll

out of the room with a comprehensive nod, when his mother called after

him: “Where are you going, dear?”

“To see Trix, of course. Good-by, Polly,” and Mr. Thomas departed,

hoping that by the skillful change of tone, from ardent impatience to

condescending coolness, he had impressed one hearer at least with the

fact that he regarded Trix as the star of his existence, and Polly as a

presuming little chit.

If he could have heard her laugh, and Fanny's remarks, his wrath would

have boiled over; fortunately he was spared the trial, and went away

hoping that the coquetries of his Trix would make him forget Polly's

look when she answered his question.

“My dear, that boy is the most deluded creature you ever saw,” began

Fanny, as soon as the front door banged. “Belle and Trix both tried to

catch him, and the slyest got him; for, in spite of his airs, he is

as soft-hearted as a baby. You see Trix has broken off two engagements

already, and the third time she got jilted herself. Such a fuss as she

made! I declare, it really was absurd. But I do think she felt it very

much, for she would n't go out at all, and got thin, and pale, and blue,

and was really quite touching. I pitied her, and had her here a good

deal, and Tom took her part; he always does stand up for the crushed

ones, and that's good of him, I allow. Well, she did the forsaken very

prettily; let Tom amuse her, and led him on till the poor fellow lost

his wits, and finding her crying one day (about her hat, which was n't

becoming), he thought she was mourning for Mr. Banks, and so, to comfort

her, the goose proposed. That was all she wanted; she snapped him up at

once, and there he is in a nice scrape; for since her engagement she is

as gay as ever, flirts awfully with any one who comes along, and keeps

Tom in a fume all the time. I really don't think he cares for her half

as much as he makes believe, but he'll stand by her through thick and

thin, rather than do as Banks did.”

“Poor Tom!” was all Polly said, when Fan had poured the story into her

ear, as they sat whispering in the sofa corner.

“My only consolation is that Trix will break off the affair before

spring; she always does, so that she may be free for the summer

campaign. It won't hurt Tom, but I hate to have him make a fool of

himself out of pity, for he is more of a man than he seems, and I don't

want any one to plague him.”

“No one but yourself,” said Polly, smiling.

“Well, that's all fair; he is a torment sometimes, but I'm rather fond

of him in spite of it. I get so tired of the other fellows, they are

such absurd things and when Tom is in his good mood he is very nice and

quite refreshing.”

“I'm glad to hear it,” said Polly, making a mental note of the fact.

“Yes, and when grandma was ill he was perfectly devoted. I did n't know

the boy had so much gentleness in him. He took her death sadly to heart,

for, though he did n't say much, he was very grave and steady for a long

time. I tried to comfort him, and we had two or three real sweet little

talks together, and seemed to get acquainted for the first time. It was

very nice, but it did n't last; good times never do with us. We soon got

back into the old way, and now we hector one another just as before.”

Fanny sighed, then yawned, and fell into her usual listless attitude, as

if the brief excitement of Polly's coming had begun to subside.

“Walk home with me and see my funny little room. It's bright now, and

the air will do you good. Come, both of you, and have a frolic as we

used to,” said Polly, for the red sunset now burning in the west seemed

to invite them out.

They agreed, and soon the three were walking briskly away to Polly's new

home, in a quiet street, where a few old trees rustled in the summer,

and the morning sun shone pleasantly in winter time.

“The way into my parlor

Is up a winding stair,”

sang Polly, running up two flights of broad, old-fashioned steps, and

opening the door of a back room, out of which streamed the welcome glow

of firelight.

“These are my pets, Maud,” she added, pausing on the threshold, and

beckoning the girls to look in quietly.

On the rug, luxuriously basking in the warmth, lay a gray kitten, and

close by, meditatively roosting on one leg, stood a plump canary, who

cocked his bright eye at the new-comers, gave a loud chirp as if to wake

his comrade, and then flew straight to Polly's shoulder, where he broke

into a joyful song to welcome his mistress home.

“Allow me to introduce my family,” said Polly; “this noisy little chap

the boys named Nicodemus; and this dozy cat is called Ashputtel, because

the joy of her life is to get among the cinders. Now, take off your

things, and let me do the honors, for you are to stop to tea, and the

carriage is to come for you at eight. I arranged it with your mother

while you were upstairs.”

“I want to see everything,” said Maud, when the hats were off, and the

hands warmed.

“So you shall; for I think my housekeeping arrangements will amuse you.”

Then Polly showed her kingdom, and the three had a merry time over it.

The big piano took up so much room there was no place for a bed; but

Polly proudly displayed the resources of her chintz-covered couch, for

the back let down, the seat lifted up, and inside were all the pillows

and blankets. “So convenient, you see, and yet out of the way in the

daytime, for two or three of my pupils come to me,” explained Polly.

Then there was a bright drugget over the faded carpet, the little

rocking-chair and sewing-table stood at one window, the ivy ran all over

the other, and hid the banqueting performances which went on in that

corner. Book-shelves hung over the sofa, a picture or two on the

walls, and a great vase of autumn leaves and grasses beautified the low

chimney-piece. It was a very humble little room, but Polly had done her

best to make it pleasant, and it already had a home-like look, with the

cheery fire, and the household pets chirping and purring confidingly on

the rug.

“How nice it is!” exclaimed Maud, as she emerged from the big closet

where Polly kept her stores. “Such a cunning teakettle and saucepan,

and a tete-a-tete set, and lots of good things to eat. Do have toast for

tea, Polly, and let me make it with the new toasting fork; it's such

fun to play cook.”

Fanny was not so enthusiastic as her sister, for her eyes saw many

traces of what seemed like poverty to her; but Polly was so gay, so

satisfied with her small establishment, so full of happy hopes and

plans, that her friend had not the heart to find a fault or suggest an

improvement, and sat where she was told, laughing and talking while the

others got tea.

“This will be a country supper, girls,” said Polly, bustling about.

“Here is real cream, brown bread, home-made cake, and honey from my own

beehives. Mother fitted me out with such a supply, I'm glad to have a

party, for I can't eat it all quick enough. Butter the toast, Maudie,

and put that little cover over it. Tell me when the kettle boils, and

don't step on Nicodemus, whatever you do.”

“What a capital house-keeper you will make some day,” said Fanny, as she

watched Polly spread her table with a neatness and despatch which was

pleasant to behold.

“Yes, it's good practice,” laughed Polly, filling her tiny teapot, and

taking her place behind the tray, with a matronly air, which was the

best joke of the whole.

“This is the most delicious party I ever went to,” observed Maud, with

her mouth full of honey, when the feast was well under way. “I do wish

I could have a nice room like this, and a cat and a bird that would n't

eat each other up, and a dear little teakettle, and make just as much

toast as I like.”

Such a peal of laughter greeted Maud's pensive aspiration, that Miss

Mills smiled over her solitary cup of tea, and little Nick burst into a

perfect ecstasy of song, as he sat on the sugar-bowl helping himself.

“I don't care for the toast and the kettle, but I do envy you your good

spirits, Polly,” said Fanny, as the merriment subsided. “I'm so tired

of everybody and everything, it seems sometimes as if I should die of

ennui. Don't you ever feel so?”

“Things worry me sometimes, but I just catch up a broom and sweep, or

wash hard, or walk, or go at something with all my might, and I usually

find that by the time I get through the worry is gone, or I've got

courage enough to bear it without grumbling,” answered Polly, cutting

the brown loaf energetically.

“I can't do those things, you know; there's no need of it, and I

don't think they'd cure my worrying,” said Fanny, languidly feeding

Ashputtel, who sat decorously beside her, at the table, winking at the

cream pot.

“A little poverty would do you good, Fan; just enough necessity to keep

you busy till you find how good work is; and when you once learn that,

you won't complain of ennui any more,” returned Polly, who had taken

kindly the hard lesson which twenty years of cheerful poverty had taught

her.

“Mercy, no, I should hate that; but I wish some one would invent a new

amusement for rich people. I'm dead sick of parties, and flirtations,

trying to out-dress my neighbors, and going the same round year after

year, like a squirrel in a cage.”

Fanny's tone was bitter as well as discontented, her face sad as well as

listless, and Polly had an instinctive feeling that some trouble, more

real than any she had ever known before, was lying heavy at her friend's

heart. That was not the time to speak of it, but Polly resolved to stand

ready to offer sympathy, if nothing more, whenever the confidential

minute came; and her manner was so kind, so comfortable, that Fanny felt

its silent magic, grew more cheerful in the quiet atmosphere of that

little room, and when they said good-night, after an old-time gossip by

the fire, she kissed her hostess warmly, saying, with a grateful look,

“Polly, dear, I shall come often, you do me so much good.”

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