Chapter XIX

Men Are So Wicked

A month had passed by since Caldigate's interview with Mrs. Bolton, and

nothing had as yet been decided either for him or against him at

Chesterton. And the fact that no absolute decision had been made against

him may be taken as having been very much in his favour. But of those

who doubted, and doubting, had come to no decision, Mrs. Bolton herself

was by no means one. She was as firm as ever in her intention that the

idea should not even be suggested to her daughter. Nor, up to this time,

had our hero's name been even mentioned to Hester Bolton.

About a week after Caldigate's visit to Chesterton in the early days of

August, he wrote to Robert Bolton saying that he was going into Scotland

for a month, and that he trusted that during that time his proposition

might be considered. On his return he would take the liberty of calling

on Mr. Bolton at the bank. In the meantime he hoped that inquiries might

be made as to his position in the world, and in order that such

inquiries might be effectual he gave a reference to his man of business

in London. To this letter Robert Bolton sent no answer; but he went up

to London, and did make the inquiries as suggested, and consulted his

brother the barrister, and his sister-in-law the barrister's wife. They

were both of opinion that John Caldigate was behaving well, and were of

opinion also that something should be done to liberate Hester from the

thraldom of her mother. 'I knew how it would be when she grew up and

became a woman,' said Mrs. William Bolton. 'Nobody will be allowed to

see her, and she won't have a chance of settling herself. When we asked

her to come up here for a couple of months in the season, Mrs. Bolton

sent me word that London is a terrible place for young girls,--though,

of course, she knew that our own girls were being brought up here.' Then

the ways of Mrs. Bolton at Chesterton and Hester's future life generally

were discussed in a spirit that was by no means unfriendly to our hero.

The suggested inquiries were made in the city, and were all favourable.

Everyone connected with the mining interests of the Australian colonies

knew the name of John Caldigate. All of that class of people were well

aware of his prosperity and confirmed good-fortune. He had brought with

him or sent home nobody quite knew how much money. But it was very well

known that he had left his interest in the Polyeuka mine to be sold for

£60,000, and now there had come word that a company had created itself

for the sake of making the purchase, and that the money would be

forthcoming. The gentleman in the city connected with mining matters did

not think that Mr. Caldigate would be called upon to go out to the

colony again, unless he chose to do so for his own pleasure. All this

Robert Bolton learned in the City, and he learned also that the man as

to whom he was making inquiry was held in high esteem for honesty,

perseverance, and capacity. The result of all this was that he returned

to Cambridge with a feeling that his sister ought to be allowed to make

the man's acquaintance. He and his brother had agreed that something

should be done to liberate their sister from her present condition. Love

on the part of a mother may be as injurious as cruelty, if the mother be

both tyrannical and superstitious. While Hester had been a child, no

interference had been possible or perhaps expedient,--but the time had

now come when something ought to be done. Such having been the decision

in Harley Street, where the William Boltons lived, Robert Bolton went

back home with the intention of carrying it out.

This could only be done through the old man, and even with him not

without great care. He was devotedly attached to his young wife;--but

was very averse to having it thought that he was ruled by her. Indeed,

in all matters affecting his establishment, his means, and his business,

he would hardly admit of interference from her at all. His worldly

matters he kept between himself and his sons. But in regard to his soul

he could not restrain her, and sometimes would hardly oppose her. The

prolonged evening prayers, the sermons twice a-week, the two long church

services on Sundays,--indulgence as to the third being allowed to him

only on the score of his age,--he endured at her command. And in regard

to Hester, he had hitherto been ruled by his wife, thinking it proper

that a daughter should be left in the hands of her mother. But now, when

he was told that if he did not interfere, his girl would be constrained

by the harsh bonds of an unnatural life, stern as he was himself and

inclined to be gloomy, little as he was disposed to admit ideas of

recreation and delight, he did acknowledge that something should be done

to relieve her. 'But when I die she must be left in her mother's hands,'

said the old banker.

'It is to be hoped that she may be in other hands before that,' replied

his son. 'I do not mean to say anything against my step-mother;--but for

a young woman it is generally best that she should be married. And in

Hester's peculiar position, she ought to have the chance of choosing for

herself.'

In this way something almost like a conspiracy was made on behalf of

Caldigate. And yet the old man did not as yet abandon his prejudices

against the miner. A man who had at so early an age done so much to ruin

himself, and had then sprung so suddenly from ruin to prosperity, could

not, he thought, be regarded as a steady well-to-do man of business. He

did agree that, as regarded Hester, the prison-bars should be removed;

but he did not think that she should be invited to walk forth with Mr.

John Caldigate. Robert declared that his sister was quite able to form

an opinion of her own, and boldly suggested that Hester should be

allowed to come and dine at his house. 'To meet the man?' asked the

banker in dismay. 'Yes,' said Robert. 'He isn't an ogre. You needn't be

afraid of him. I shall be there,--and Margaret. Bring her yourself if

you are afraid of anything. No plant ever becomes strong by being kept

always away from the winds of heaven.' To this he could not assent at

the time. He knew that it was impossible to assent without consulting

his wife. But he was brought so far round as to think that if nothing

but his own consent were wanting, his girl would be allowed to go and

meet the ogre.

'I suppose we ought to wish that Hester should be married some day,' he

said to his wife about this time. She shuddered and dashed her hands

together as though deprecating some evil,--some event which she could

hardly hope to avoid but which was certainly an evil. 'Do you not wish

that yourself?' She shook her head. 'Is it not the safest condition in

which a woman can live?'

'How shall any one be safe among the dangers of this world, Nicholas?'

She habitually called her husband by his Christian name, but she was the

only living being who did so.

'More safe then?' said he. 'It is the natural condition of a woman.'

'I do not know. Sin is natural.'

'Very likely. No doubt. But marriage is not sinful.'

'Men are so wicked.'

'Some of them are.'

'Where is there one that is not steeped in sin over his head?'

'That applies to women also; doesn't it?' said the banker petulantly. He

was almost angry because she was introducing a commonplace as to the

world's condition into a particular argument as to their daughter's

future life,--which he felt to be unfair and illogical.

'Of course it does, Nicholas. We are all black and grimed with sin, men

and women too; and perhaps something more may be forgiven to men because

they have to go out into the world and do their work. But neither one

nor the other can be anything but foul with sin;--except,--except--'

He was quite accustomed to the religious truth which was coming, and, in

an ordinary way, did not object to the doctrine which she was apt to

preach to him often. But it had no reference whatever to the matter now

under discussion. The general condition of things produced by the fall

of Adam could not be used as an argument against matrimony generally.

Wicked as men and women are it is so evidently intended that they should

marry and multiply, that even she would not deny the general propriety of

such an arrangement. Therefore when he was talking to her about their

daughter, she was ill-treating him when on that occasion she flew away

to her much-accustomed discourse.

'What's the use, then, of saying that men are wicked?'

'They are. They are!'

'Not a doubt about it. And so are the women, but they've got to have

husbands and wives. They wouldn't be any the better if there were no

marrying. We have to suppose that Hester will do the same as other

girls.'

'I hope not, Nicholas.'

'But why not?'

'They are vain, and they adorn themselves, not in modest apparel, as St.

Paul says in First Timothy, chapter second, nor with shame-facedness and

sobriety; but with braided hair and gold and pearls and costly array.'

'What has that to do with it?'

'Oh, Nicholas!'

'She might be married without all those things.'

'You said you wanted her to be like other girls.'

'No, I didn't. I said she would have to get married like other girls.

You don't want to make a nun of her.'

'A nun! I would sooner sit by her bedside and watch her die! My Hester a

nun!'

'Very well, then. Let her go out into the world----'

'The world, Nicholas! The world, the flesh, and the devil! Do they not

always go together?'

He was much harassed and very angry. He knew how unreasonable she was,

and yet he did not know how to answer her. And she was dishonest with

him. Because she felt herself unable to advocate in plain terms a

thorough shutting up of her daughter,--a protecting of her from the

temptation of sin by absolute and prolonged sequestration,--therefore

she equivocated with him, pretending to think that he was desirous of

sending his girl out to have her hair braided and herself arrayed in

gold and pearls. It was thoroughly dishonest, and he understood the

dishonesty. 'She must go somewhere,' he said, rising from his chair and

closing the conversation. At this time a month had passed since

Caldigate had been at Chesterton, and he had now returned from Scotland

to Folking.

On the following day Hester was taken out to dinner at The Nurseries, as

Robert Bolton's house was called,--was taken out by her father. This was

quite a new experiment, as she had never dined with any of her aunts and

cousins except at an early dinner almost as a child,--and even as a

child not at her brother Robert's. But the banker, after having declared

that she must go somewhere, had persisted. It is not to be supposed that

Caldigate was on this occasion invited to meet her;--nor that the father

had as yet agreed that any such meeting should be allowed. But as

William Bolton,--the London brother,--and Mrs. William and one of their

girls were down at Cambridge, it was arranged that Hester should meet

her relatives. Even so much as this was not settled without much

opposition on the part of Hester's mother.

There was nobody at the house but members of the family. The old

banker's oldest son Nicholas was not there as his wife and Mrs. Robert

did not get on well together. Mrs. Nicholas was almost as strict as Mrs.

Bolton herself, and, having no children of her own, would not have

sympathised at all in any desire to procure for Hester the wicked luxury

of a lover. The second son Daniel joined the party with his wife, but he

had married too late to have grown-up children. His wife was strict

too,--but of a medium strictness. Teas, concerts, and occasional dinner

parties were with her permissible;--as were also ribbons and a certain

amount of costly array. Mrs. Nicholas was in the habit of telling Mrs.

Daniel that you cannot touch pitch and not be defiled,--generally

intending to imply that Mrs. Robert was the pitch; and would harp on the

impossibility of serving both God and mammon, thinking perhaps that her

brother-in-law Robert and mammon were one and the same. But Daniel, who

could go to church as often as any man on Sundays, and had thoroughly

acquired for himself the reputation of a religious man of business, had

his own ideas as to proprieties and expediencies, and would neither

quarrel with his brother Robert, or allow his wife to quarrel with Mrs.

Robert. So that the Nicholases lived very much alone. Mrs. Nicholas and

Mrs. Bolton might have suited each other, might have been congenial and

a comfort each to the other, but the elder son and the elder son's wife

had endeavoured to prevent the old man's second marriage, and there had

never been a thorough reconciliation since. There are people who can

never forgive. Mrs. Nicholas had never forgiven the young girl for

marrying the old man, and the young girl had never forgiven the

opposition of her elder step-daughter-in-law to her own marriage. Hence

it had come to pass that the Nicholases were extruded from the family

conclaves, which generally consisted of the Daniels and the Roberts. The

Williams were away in London, not often having much to do with these

matters. But they too allied themselves with the dominant party, it

being quite understood that as long as the old man lived Robert was and

would be the most potent member of the family.

When the father and the three sons were in the dining-room together,

after the six or seven ladies had left them, the propriety of allowing

John Caldigate to make Hester's acquaintance was fully discussed. 'I

would not for the world interfere,' said Robert, 'if I did not think it

unfair to the dear girl that she should be shut up there altogether.'

'Do you suppose that the young man is in earnest?' asked Daniel.

As to this they all agreed that there could be no doubt. He was, too, an

old family friend, well-to-do in the world, able to make proper

settlements, and not at all greedy as to a fortune with his wife. Even

Daniel Bolton thought that the young man should have a chance,--by

saying which he was supposed to declare that the question ought to be

left to the arbitrament of the young lady. The old banker was unhappy

and ill at ease. He could not reconcile himself at once to so great a

change. Though he felt that the excessive fears of his wife, if

indulged, would be prejudicial to their girl, still he did not wish to

thrust her out into the world all at once. Could there not be some

middle course? Could there not be a day named, some four years hence, at

which she might be allowed to begin to judge for herself? But his three

sons were against him, and he could not resist their joint influence. It

was therefore absolutely decided that steps should be taken for enabling

John Caldigate to meet Hester at Robert Bolton's house.

'I suppose it will end in a marriage,' William Bolton said to his

brother Robert when they were alone.

'Of course it will. She is the dearest creature in the world;--so good

to her mother; but no fool, and quite aware that the kind of restraint

to which she has been subjected is an injustice. Of course she will be

gratified when a man like that tells her that he loves her. He is a

good-looking fellow, with a fine spirit and plenty of means. How on

earth can she do better?'

'But Mrs. B.?' said William, who would sometimes thus disrespectfully

allude to his step-mother.

'Mrs. B. will do all she can to prevent it,' said Robert; 'but I think

we shall find that Hester has a will of her own.'

On the following day John Caldigate called at the bank, where the banker

had a small wainscoted back-parlour appropriated to himself. He had

already promised that he would see the young man, and Caldigate was

shown into the little room. He soon told his story, and was soon clever

enough to perceive that the telling of his story was at any rate

permitted. The old father did not receive him with astonishment and

displeasure combined, as the young mother had done. Of course he made

difficulties, and spoke of the thing as being beyond the bounds of

probability. But objection no stronger than that may be taken as

amounting almost to encouragement in such circumstances. And he paid

evident attention to all that Caldigate said about his own pecuniary

affairs,--going so far as to say that he was not in a condition to

declare whether he would give his daughter any fortune at all on her

marriage.

'It is quite unnecessary,' said Caldigate.

'She will probably have something at my death,' rejoined the old man.

'And when may I see her?' asked Caldigate.

In answer to that Mr. Bolton would not at first make any suggestion

whatsoever,--falling back upon his old fears, and declaring that there

could be no such meetings at all, but at last allowing that the lover

should discuss the matter with his son Robert.

'Perhaps I may have been mistaken about the young man Caldigate,' the

banker said to his wife that night.

'Oh, Nicholas!'

'I only say that perhaps I may have been mistaken.'

'You are not thinking of Hester?'

'I said nothing about Hester then;--but perhaps I may have been

mistaken in my opinion about that young man John Caldigate.'

John Caldigate, as he rode home after his interview at the bank, almost

felt that he had cleared away many difficulties, and that, by his

perseverance, he might probably be enabled to carry out the dream of his

earlier youth.

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