CHAPTER XV.

And Mr. Jericho went on, a rejoicing conqueror. His huge town

mansion, burning with gold—the very domain of upholstery, massive,

rich and gorgeous, for the Man of Money was for the most substantial,

the most potent development of his creed, whereby to awe and oppress

his worshippers—his house, in its wide hospitality, embraced, as

Jericho devoutly believed, the world. Let all mankind outside his

walls suddenly sink and die, and he would be convinced that still

under his roof-tree were gathered together all the men and women who

composed the heart, the kernel of human life. The earth might be

replenished and set up again all the better, the finer; both for what

was lost, and what was spared. The kernel might grow kernels, without

husk or straw.

And comfortable, happy people, with the bread of competence and

the butter of comfort inch-thick, would nevertheless marvel at the

imagined happiness, the life-long rapture of Jericho. And honest,

well-to-do folk, from country homes would stare at Jericho House

as though it was made of a single diamond cut into chambers and

banquetting-halls: for it was to them a magnified Mountain of Light,

albeit they had never heard of the jewel. And London paupers stared

at the walls, as though they saw in them a strange, fantastic

reflection of their own rags and wretchedness; and took a savage

pleasure, a malicious joy in seeing their hungry faces flung back

from the House of Gold. And there were others who delighted, though

they tasted not of his labours, in all that Jericho did: they

instinctively loved him for his money, although they had no hope of

a farthing of it. Nevertheless was he to them a mighty power—a great

presence; one of the wonders of our mortal state. Could Mr. Jericho

have papered the sky with bank-notes, these impartial admirers would

have sung praises to the work and the workman. It would have been

a marvellous triumph of wealth; to be honoured by the well-to-do

accordingly.

Nevertheless, so headstrong, so self-destructive was Basil

Pennibacker, that he refused to cross the threshold of Jericho House.

He resolved to break for ever with the Man of Money. He had made his

last essay upon his own spirit; and impulsive and indignant, it rose

above the politic restraint. He would touch no farthing of Jericho’s

means; he would, in his own want, be nevertheless his own man of

money.

Basil sat in his chamber writing. A letter lay before him. It was

from his mother—the last of many, sent day after day—entreating him

to Jericho House. All the world would be there only too glad to show

delight upon the occasion; for it was Basil’s birth-day. On that day,

he came of age. On that day, he gave a quittance to natural and legal

guardians; and became invested with the rights of citizen. On that

day, in Basil’s own words, he was free to sit down in Parliament, if

he could only find a seat. On that day, he took possession of man’s

estate—with _his_ purposes and aspirations, a glorious heritage! And

Basil proposed to keep his birth-day in finest state, too, though

not at the board of his legal father. And this determination he

had again written—had folded and scaled the letter, when the clock

struck twelve. Basil rose to his feet at the first stroke, and,

with self-communing looks, paused until the hour was told. In that

brief space, he had entered into a compact with his heart, and—with

uplifted eyes—silently asked for strength to maintain it.

Basil then cast a heap of papers in the flames—letters and other

records of his dead, disowned life—and, as he stood leaning at the

fireside, watching the destruction of notes and recollections once

so treasured; as he looked down upon the curling flames, and now

and then tossed back some scattered fragments to the burning heap,

he laughed a moment as in contempt of his olden idols—for he had

worn some of those things in his bosom, had kissed them with his

lips, had read their words, as though he caught their syllables from

speaking mouths. And now he laughed; and the next moment a grave look

rebuked the levity. The flames went out; the papers were consumed;

and casting one look at their ashes, specked with dying fire, Basil

went to his rest. He had fulfilled his self-promise; had accomplished

his first work. He had, as he purposed, seen his birth-day in alone:

in due and solemn state—as he was fain in after-times to avow; with

preparation and with ceremony befitting the crowning One-and-Twenty.

Basil rose early on his birth-day. He was up and out; for he feared

to be waylaid by his mother and sisters—and he had resolved, and it

was hardly the day to begin with weakness, not to be made the show at

Jericho House. And he felt anger, pity, that Bessy and her father and

mother—the girl so sweet, so gentle; the old man with so cheery and

strong a heart; and the wife so soft and patient, with not a frown or

angry word for fortune—should be forgotten, cast aside like holiday

garments sported and worn out:—that his mother and sisters should

do this—should value his love for the daughter of a ruined man, as

a mere caprice—a wayward generosity, which, with any other youthful

freak, would last its time, and then subside and die—gave him the

heart-ache, not unmixed with shame—the sharp shame that comes with

blushes for those we love.

Basil, we say, left home early, resolved in his own fashion to

celebrate his coming of age. It was the first day he showed to the

world,—a citizen. He had determined to strip himself for the race

of life, casting aside all needless trappings; all foolish cumbrous

pride; all vanities, that at their best bladdery lightness, take much

room; and sometimes, make much idle noise. He would start in his

path like a runner in his course. But he shall give the history of

the day—an odd, curious day for a newly-risen heir—in his own words.

He shall give it as he narrated it years after; when the flush of

youth had passed from his brow; and in manly maturity of strength

and beauty, with some forty years descended with grace and goodness

on his head; some forty years hardening his cheek; and looking with

sober sweetness from his eyes,—he told the story of his twenty-first

birth-day, to his eldest boy aged eighteen.

“It was after this manner, Basil”—for the boy though some time

distant from the world, is upon arrival to have his father’s

name—“after this manner, boy.

“Up and early through the city to the fields; and there, in the eye

of God, my knees upon their kindred clay, my spirit seeking its

hoped-for home—I asked a blessing on the day. I prayed that my heart

might feel the freshness of life, even as my body felt in every limb

the freshness of the morning earth. I prayed that my soul might be

lighted, even as my sight, with the glory that from the gates of

heaven streamed upon the world. I prayed that I might carry through

my days the mingled feelings of that time.—The constant touch of

earth that warned me whence I came—the flooding light of heaven that

showed me where I’d go.

“And then, Basil, I walked about the fields, and began to school

myself—making little moralities by the way—to see nothing common

in my path, wheresoever it fell—still to wonder at a blade of

grass, with its thousand veins, carrying up and down the nourishing

green blood. And then, I would lay down awhile, and listen to the

lark—there is a mighty orchestra in fields and woods, if we would but

cultivate the ear to attend to the musicians,—listen until my blood

throbbed in my ears, and I sprang to the earth, bounding with joy

and life. And then, I peeped in and out of hedges, plucking little

gentle, bashful flowers, that looked so beautiful in the light, and

preached this lesson—one of the many of the day—to him who plucked

them; to look tenderly, thoughtfully for humble worth,—the hedge

flowers of the world; the very poor relations, but still relations,

of the lilies of the field.

“After an hour or two, I felt it must be time for breakfast; and

I resolved to take the meal in patriarchal state. And I moreover

resolved, on this day, to take a lesson of temperance. So I pitched

upon a little bit of a hillock, no higher than a woolsack, with a

tall poplar in the middle of it. Well, I lay myself down, and laid

my breakfast. Rolls, and butter, a bottle of milk and hard eggs. But

the moment I was about to fall to, a bird, perched on the top branch

of the tree, piped away, as though giving me especial welcome to his

breakfast parlour: pausing to acknowledge the creature’s civility, my

breakfast still remained untasted. Just as the music was finished, a

miserable woman—a moving bundle of rags—with three children, crawled

round a corner of the hedge and paused, and for the moment, seeing

my breakfast, looked as though they beheld the Land of Promise (if,

indeed, such misery had been ever cheered with the tidings of it).

“And now there were four unexpected guests—four hungry mouths that,

without uttering a syllable, had declared for my breakfast. The

wretched woman’s eyes shone with an uncomfortable light; a glittering

sharpness, as she saw the food. And the children though they never

stirred a foot—the bread and butter seemed to drag their hungry heads

and shoulders forward. A grand opportunity this for self-discipline.

Providence had so ordered it, that I might open my Twenty-First

Birth-Day in a goodly and hopeful manner. I gladly acknowledged the

occasion; and, at a word, called the woman and her children to the

outspread meal—there was not enough for all of us—and yielding my

place, departed. It was plain the woman thought me mad. She watched

me as I ascended the hill; and—I could see—wondering at the stranger,

sat down with her children, doubtless thanking her fortune that had

that day sent her a lunatic. And this was my breakfast when I came of

age—so began my trial birth-day.

“I made my way back to the town, that I might go on with my lessons:

for I determined to study one matter or the other until I returned to

bed. I walked in the Park. There was a drill-serjeant at work with

a score or so of young recruits; human clods in scarlet livery. It

was odd, and in my humour, sad to see with what pains and care the

master-man thumped and punched and rapped and rebuked his louting,

goggling, shambling, prentices. With what serene stupidity they took

a tap upon the knuckles, as though the cane was some light prettiness

of office—some radiant peacock’s feather; nought uglier or heavier,

descending. Curious, too, to see how contentedly these lumps of

men would swallow an oath and curse flung at them, as though the

blasphemy and malediction were an expected part and portion of their

daily bread. And so these civil babes and sucklings were swathed and

bandaged, and set upon their legs, and taught to walk, and shoot, and

stab, and—upon severe occasions—to throw firebrands among cottage

thatch, and bomb-shells upon consecrated churches. And I thought this

a sad sight; spectacle of folly, and crime, and ignorance. And I

determined, for my life forward, whenever I heard of glory, to think

and speak of it, as an evil in the ornaments of greatness—a harlot

in jewels and a crown; and these filched from the transmuted toil of

the peasant and the craftsman. And this was the next lesson of my

birth-day.

“Then I wandered to a famous spot.—It was where, in the olden time,

the great grim men in power—who wore authority, as though authority

should have the look and manners of an ogre, not of a sage—set up

the pillory wherein men were punished for having souls with more

than the proper daring and stubbornness of souls. Souls that would

have their own opinions, as their masters had their own teeth; to

digest for themselves, and not take in the spoon’s-meat of power,

with thankful looks for what was given them. And the bodies corrupted

with these wicked and rebellious souls were placed in the pillory—and

approaching the spot, I bowed to the place; the martyr-field of

opinion. And—perhaps, it was that I was hungry, and with empty

stomachs, men, they say, have sometimes wandering heads, but my

son”—(the reader, we trust, has not forgotten that Basil is all

the while talking in this page by anticipation—compelled to do so

by the tyranny of the quill, to his unborn boy Basil, junior)—“but

my son, I winked, and when I looked again, there, indeed, was the

pillory: but not the pillory of punishment; not the dry, meagre

wood; the hungry flesh-devouring timber.—No: the blood that had run

about it carried strange virtue with it; a strange excellence, under

the brooding wings of time. The naked wood imbibed the stream; and

the bare pillory became leafy as laurel, and fruitful as the vine:

the leaves of a strange sort, but undying; and filled with a sweet

perfume that scented far around. And the fruit was of a curious, a

delicious kind; bite and bite as you would, the lovely pulp returned,

the wound healed; now bitten, and now whole. Well, my boy, having

had my day-dream—my vision of the pillory—I learned to strive to

look backward with thankful looks: I learned to read the suffering

of the man by the light of his time, and—with all love for the

living—to have gratitude for the dead. We are too apt to bury our

accounts along with our benefactors; to enjoy the triumphs of others,

as though they were the just property of ourselves. Now, to think

against this, was another lesson—a lesson learned in the Place of

Pillory—of my birth-day.

“And then I looked into a Court of Law—then into a Church—then went

upon ’Change,—and in every place tried to divide man from his double

or false man—from the artificial twin-self that so often walks about

the world with him in profane places, and sometimes in sacred temples.

“And I went into miserable lanes, where human creatures styed like

swine, had little beyond the swine’s instinct,—to eat and drink, and

gabble brutishly. And even here, I learnt to reverence the human

heart, for, in some foul place, some very nest of misery,—there,

it would flourish in its best beauty, giving out even in such an

atmosphere the sweets of love, and charity, and resignation. It was

in one of these places, I took a crust for my dinner; and tried to

swallow a life-long lesson of patience, and contentment with the meal.

“And this and these were the lessons I tried to learn on my

twenty-first birth-day. Coming to man’s estate, I lost no time, you

see, but set out to contemplate for that day what it was that lay

about me.”

* * * * *

The reader, who has advanced somewhat more than eighteen years, to

read the foregoing confession, will be pleased to turn back on the

road, it is to be hoped satisfied with the employment of Basil, whom

we left at early morn setting out for his birth-day work. We take

it there are few who thus upon the threshold of manhood welcome

one-and-twenty. Who knows? The example of Basil may beget followers.

Early the next morning, Basil took his road to Primrose Place. He

had resolved at once to ask Bessy of her father. He would not accept

a shilling of Jericho; he would not compromise his conscience by

submitting to the poorest obligation at his hands; nevertheless, he

felt in his heart such a spring-tide of hope and happiness, that

the worst worldly difficulties were but as a hedge of thorns, to be

thrust aside by an arm of resolution.

Mr. Carraways was alone: deep in his book; and more and more

assured that he was securing a stock of knowledge that should make

him flourish at the antipodes. It was a little late, as poor Mrs.

Carraways would meekly, sadly suggest, for such removal; but the

old man with every day and hour, assured his wife—assured Bessy,

who though she tried to smile and look content, pined and withered

beneath the sentence—that it was the only place for broken men to

grow whole again. They would yet see him in the fulness of fortune;

and he would yet leave his girl with the dowry of a lady.

“Good morning, Basil,” said the old man, with somewhat forced

politeness; for though he had a true regard for the youth he cared

not to see him so often at Primrose Place as in old times at Jogtrot

Lodge. However, the ship would sail soon, and, with this thought,

Carraways called up his old look of cordiality, and gave his old

grasp of the hand. “Why, you are out early for a reveller, eh? After

your doings, last night?”

Basil stared. He then remembered: Carraways doubtless spoke of the

festival held at Jericho House, in honour of the absent. He would not

explain this. He merely said—“I take but little sleep, sir.”

“Humph! How’s that?” asked Carraways. “But the fact is, Basil, you

seem changed altogether. I sometimes think that one of the judges has

lost his gravity, and you’ve picked it up: for after all, it doesn’t

seem very well to fit you. I hardly know if I like you so well in it

as in the boy suit. However, you’re right, lad. Be grave betimes:

’tis best, and prepares you before hand for the knocks that are

certain to come. Though, to be sure, if a man may count upon a bright

and easy road—a path of diamond dust with rosebud borders, like the

gardens in the fairy book—you are the man.”

“Indeed, sir,” and Basil shook his head, “I think—that is, I know you

mistake my path of life. ’Tis not so fine; and more, I hope not so

tedious as that you see for me. In a word, I shall owe nothing to Mr.

Jericho.”

“Indeed! What, quarrelled with him? I’m sorry for that. You should

remember your interest, Basil.”

“There, my good sir, without a thought you speak a wisdom that,

with a thought, you despise. I shall try to make interest one with

honesty; if it succeeds, why, the profits will bring the best sweets

of gain; if it fails, why still it leaves something behind; it is not

all beggary.”

“Very good, very excellent, Basil”—said Carraways—“nevertheless, you

must not cast away Mr. Jericho. He is a strange man, no doubt. If

half that’s said of him be true, a very strange man. But then again

only that very half, said of the most of us, would make a deuced

alteration in the best looking,—the most punctual and respectable.

Therefore, not half—no, not a twentieth part that’s said—is to be

listened to. Nevertheless Basil”—and, despite of himself, Carraways

looked grave, and felt the craving of curiosity—“nevertheless do you

know, it is all about the world that your father-in-law, a few days

since, received a pistol-bullet through his heart, and that moreover

his heart has a hole through it at this very moment?”

“Yes, I have heard the story,” said Basil. “One of the jokes of”—

“Ha! Well, I thought so; a joke is it? Bessy would have it that it

meant nothing more than a fable—or hieroglyphic—or something of that

sort. Of course, I knew that. I knew a man couldn’t live with a hole

in his heart,” for all which Carraways seemed a little disappointed

at Basil’s half-explanation at the moment. Common truth fell like

cold water upon the awakened fancy of the old merchant; with the

greater shock, as it was rare indeed that he laid himself out for an

enjoyment of the extraordinary.

“And now, sir,” said Basil, and he almost trembled as he spoke, “I

wish to address you upon the dearest question of my life.”

“Bless me!” said Carraways, and he gravely seated himself, and

motioned Basil to a chair. Then the old man, with a slight tremor of

hand, wiped his spectacles, replaced them on his nose, cleared his

throat, clasped his hands, and endeavoured to look the very study

of easy, unconscious courtesy—placid and polite. And at the time

the colour was tingling in his cheeks, and he felt his heart beat

distinctly, painfully.

In few stammering words, speech running freer as it flowed, Basil

spoke of his affection for Bessy. All that has been said since the

first father was first asked for the first daughter—if the reader

be capable of the task, may be imagined; and the most eloquent and

affectionate phrases assorted from the mountain of words, to piece

out at the bravest and best the declaration of Basil. At length he

paused. Carraways pressed his hand, and looked mournfully in the

young man’s face.

“My dear young man,” said the father, “once, when the fortune was of

our side, I should have been glad to hear this. I should have been

proud of you as a husband for Bessy. Now, it can’t be.”

“Why not? Indeed, dear sir, I”.—

“We have not a shilling, Mr. Pennibacker. Not a shilling. We have

just scraped together a loan—a gratuity—alms—whatever the world may

call it, to take ourselves out of the way. I will not quarter my

family upon your relations. Quarter! Why, ’twould be the town-talk

that that cunning old fox Carraways had gulled a foolish boy—the Man

of Money’s son—to marry a beggar girl. And all to end his own days in

clover. No, sir; no. You’re very good, Basil; you mean this honestly,

nobly; I’m sure you do; but you’ll think better of it; and with

the prospects that await you—with the part you have to play in the

world—in a little while, you’ll thank me for refusing you.”

“No, sir, no: for your refusal—though I can fully value the integrity

of its meaning—will change into consent, when you become assured that

no influence, no argument of wealth or station, can make me debtor

to Mr. Jericho for a single shilling. I will provide for my wife—for

Bessy”—

“You are very good,” said Carraways, melting somewhat at the passion

of the youth, “very good; but the fact is, my dear lad—and make

your mind up once and all to hear it—the fact is, Bessy is already

provided for.”

“Provided! Already!” cried Basil, and the young man turned pale as a

corpse, and shook from head to limb.

Carraways was yet more affected by the youth’s emotion. Kindly he

took Basil’s hand—“I mean, my good boy—don’t mistake me, I wouldn’t

be mistaken; for I can live back my life”—and the old man’s eyes

glistened, and his voice trembled—“live it back in my memory to the

very moment, when I asked for Bessy’s mother,—and I—I can feel for

you, my lad; believe it, Basil; I can, boy—I can,” and Carraways

stood shaking Basil’s hand, his eyes swimming the while,—begging him

to dismiss the matter from his mind, and be “a good boy and a man.”

“I entreat you, good sir—I entreat you, by the precious memories you

speak of—tell me what it is you mean! Bessy provided”—

“I mean with a—a ship,” said Carraways, with forced cheerfulness.

“A ship?” exclaimed Basil.

“Yes—a ship,” answered Carraways. “And I remember, I have an

appointment with the Captain. So if you will, you shall walk part of

the way with me?” A proposition that, as the reader will conclude,

the politic lover immediately assented to.

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