CHAPTER VIII. BY MARY HEATON VORSE

The high moods of night do not always survive the clear, cold light of

day. Indeed it requires the contribution of both man and wife to keep a

high mood in married life.

Genevieve had gone in to make her profession of faith to her husband

in a mood which touched the high altitudes. She had gone without any

conscious expectation of anything from him in the way of response. She

had vaguely but confidingly expected him to live up to the moment.

She had expected something beautiful, a lovely flower of the

spirit--comprehension, generosity. Living up to the demand of the moment

was George's forte. Indeed, there were those among his friends who felt

that there were moments when George lived up to things too brightly

and too beautifully. His Uncle Jaffry, for instance, had his openly

skeptical moments. But George even lived up to his uncle's skepticism.

He accepted his remarks with charming good humor. It was his pride that

he could laugh at himself.

At the moment of Genevieve's touching speech he lived up to exactly

nothing. He didn't even smile. He only stared at her--a stare which

said:

"Now what the devil do you mean by that?"

Genevieve had a flicker of bitter humor when she compared her moment of

sentiment to a toy balloon pulled down from the blue by an unsympathetic

hand.

The next morning, while George was still shaving, the telephone rang. It

was Betty.

"Can you have lunch with me at Thorne's, where we can talk?" she asked

Genevieve. "And give me a little time tomorrow afternoon?"

"Why," Genevieve responded, "I thought you were a working girl."

There was a perceptible pause before Betty replied.

"Hasn't George told you?" "Told what?" Genevieve inquired. "George

hasn't told me anything."

"I've left the office."

"Left! For heaven's sake, why?"

Betty's mind worked swiftly.

"Better treat it as a joke," was her decision. There was no pause before

she answered.

"Oh, trouble with the boss."

"You'll get over it. You're always having trouble with Penny.

"Oh," said Betty, "it's not with Penny this time."

"Not with George?"

"Yes, with George," Betty answered. "Did you think one couldn't quarrel

with the noblest of his sex? Well, one can."

"Oh, Betty, I'm sorry." Genevieve's tone was slightly reproachful.

"Well, I'm not," said Betty. "I like my present job better. It was a

good thing he fired me."

"_Fired_ you! George fired _you_?"

"Sure thing," responded Betty blithely. "I can't stand here talking all

day. What I want to know is, can I see you at lunch?"

"Yes--why, yes, of course," said Genevieve, dazedly. Then she hung up

the receiver and stared into space.

George, beautifully dressed, tall and handsome, now emerged from his

room. For once his adoring wife failed to notice that in appearance

he rivaled the sun god. She had one thing she wanted to know, and she

wanted to know it badly. It was,

"Why did you fire Betty Sheridan?"

She asked this in the insulting "point of the bayonet" tone which angry

equals use to one another the world over.

Either question or tone would have been enough to have put George's

already sensitive nerves on edge. Both together were unbearable. It was,

when you came down to it, the most awkward question in the world.

Why, indeed, had he fired Betty Sheridan? He hadn't really given

himself an account of the inward reasons yet. The episode had been too

disturbing; and it was George's characteristic to put off looking on

unpleasant facts as long as possible. Had he been really hard up, which

he never had been, he would undoubtedly have put away, unopened, the

bills he couldn't pay. Life was already presenting him with the bill of

yesterday's ill humor, and he was not yet ready to add up the amount. He

hid himself now behind the austerity of the offended husband.

"My dear," he inquired in his turn, "don't you think that you had best

leave the details of my office to me?"

He knew how lame this was, and how inadequate, before Genevieve replied.

"Betty Sheridan is not a detail of your office. She's one of my best

friends, and I want to know why you fired her. I dare say she was

exasperating; but I can't see any reason why you should have done it.

You should have let her leave."

It was Betty, with that lamentable lack of delicacy which George had

pointed out to her, who had not been ready to leave.

"You will have to let me be the judge of what I should or should not

have done," said George. This piece of advice Genevieve ignored.

"Why did you send her away?" she demanded.

"I sent her away, if you want to know, for her insolence and her damned

bad taste. If you think--working in my office as she was--it's decent or

proper on her part to be active in a campaign that is against me----"

"You mean because she's a suffragist? You sent her away for _that_! Why,

really, that's _tyranny_! It's like my sending away some one working for

me for her beliefs----"

They stood staring at each other, not questioningly as they had

yesterday, but as enemies,--the greater enemies that they so loved each

other.

Because of that each word of unkindness was a doubled-edged sword. They

quarreled. It was the first time that they had seen each other without

illusion. They had been to each other the ideal, the lover, husband,

wife.

Now, in the dismay of his amazement in finding himself quarreling with

the perfect wife, a vagrant memory came to George that he had heard

that Genevieve had a hot temper. She certainly had. He didn't notice

how handsome she looked kindled with anger. He only knew that the rose

garden in which they lived was being destroyed by their angry hands;

that the very foundation of the life they had been leading was being

undermined.

The time of mirage and glamour was over. He had ceased being a hero and

an ideal, and why? Because, forgetting his past life, his record, his

achievement, Genevieve obstinately insisted on identifying him with one

single mistake. He was willing to concede it was a mistake. She had not

only identified him with it, but she had called him a number of wounding

things.

"Tyrant" was the least of them, and, worse than that, she had, in a

very fury of temper, told him that he "needn't take that pompous"--yes,

"pompous" had been her unpleasant word--"tone" with her, when he

had inquired, more in sorrow than in anger, if this were really his

Genevieve speaking.

There was a pause in their hostilities. They looked at each other

aghast. Aghast, they had perceived the same awful truth. Each saw that

love [Illustration: "You mean because she's a suffragist? You sent her

away for _that_? Why, really, that's _tyranny_!"] in the other's heart

was dead, and that things never could be the same again. So they stood

looking down this dark gulf, and the light of anger died.

In a toneless voice: "We mustn't let Cousin Emelene and Alys hear us

quarreling," said George. And Genevieve answered, "They've gone down to

breakfast."

The two ladies were seated at table.

"We heard you two love birds cooing and billing, and thought we might

as well begin," said Alys Brewster-Smith. "Regularity is of the highest

importance in bringing up a child."

Cousin Emelene was reading the _Sentinel._ George's quick eye glanced at

the headlines:

_Candidate Remington Heckled by Suffragists. Ask Him Leading Questions._

"Why, dear me," she remarked, her kind eyes on George, "it's perfectly

awful, isn't it, that they break the laws that way just for a little

more money. But I don't see why they want to annoy dear George. They

ought to be glad they are going to get a district attorney who'll put

all those things straight. I think it's very silly of them to ask him,

don't you, Genevieve?"

"Let me see," said Genevieve, taking the paper.

"All he's got to do, anyway, is to answer," pursued Cousin Emelene.

"Yes, that's all," replied Genevieve, her melancholy gaze on George.

Yesterday she would have had Emelene's childlike faith. But this

stranger, who, for a trivial and tyrannical reason, had sent away

Betty--how would _he_ act?

"They showed these right opposite your windows?" she questioned.

"Yes," he returned. "Our friend Mrs. Herrington did it herself. It was

the first course of our dinner. If you think that's good taste--"

"I would expect it of her," said Alys Brewster-Smith.

"But it makes it so easy for George," Emelene repeated. "They'll know

now what sort of a man he is. Little children at work, just to make a

little more money--it's awful!"

"Talking about money, George," said Alys, "have you seen to my houses

yet?" "Not yet," replied the harassed George. "You'll have to excuse my

going into the reasons now. I'm late as it is."

His voice had not the calm he would have wished for. As he took his

departure, he heard Alys saying,

"If you'll let me, my dear, I'd adore helping you about the

housekeeping. I don't want to stay here and be a burden. If you'll just

turn it over to me, I could cut your housekeeping expenses in half."

"Damn the women," was the unchivalrous thought that rose to George's

lips.

One would have supposed that trouble had followed closely enough on

George Remington's trail, but now he found it awaiting him in his

office.

Usually, Penny was the late one. It was this light-hearted young man's

custom to blow in with so engaging an expression and so cheerful a

manner that any comment on his unpunctuality was impossible. Today,

instead of a gay-hearted young man, he looked more like a sentencing

judge.

What he wanted to know was,

"What have you done to Betty Sheridan? Do you mean to say that you had

the nerve to send her away, send her out of my office without consulting

me--and for a reason like that? How did you think I was going to feel

about it?"

"I didn't think about you," said George.

"You bet you didn't. You thought about number one and your precious

vanity. Why, if one were to separate you from your vanity, one couldn't

see you when you were going down the street. Go on, make a frock coat

gesture! Play the brilliant but outraged young district attorney. Do you

know what it was to do a thing of that kind--to fire a girl because she

didn't agree with you?"

"It wasn't because she didn't agree with me," George interrupted, with

heat.

"It was the act of a cad," Penny finished. "Look here, young man, I'm

going to tell you a few plain truths about yourself. You're not the sort

of person that you think you are. You've deceived yourself the way other

people are deceived about you--by your exterior. But inside of that

good-looking carcass of yours there's a brain composed of cheese. You

weren't only a cad to do it--you were a fool!" "You can't use that tone

to me!" cried George.

"Oh, can't I just? By Jove, it's things like that that make one wake up.

Now I know why women have a passion for suffrage. I never knew before,"

Penny went on, with more passion than logic. "You had a nerve to make

that statement of yours. You're a fine example of chivalry. You let

loose a few things when you wrote that fool statement, but you did a

worse trick when you fired Betty Sheridan. God, you're a pinhead--from

the point of view of mere tactics. Sometimes I wonder whether you've

_any_ brain."

George had turned white with anger.

"That'll just about do," he remarked.

"Oh, no, it won't," said Penny. "It won't do at all. I'm not going to

remain in a firm where things like this can happen. I wouldn't risk my

reputation and my future. You're going to do the decent thing. You're

going to Betty Sheridan and tell her what you think of yourself. She

won't come back, I suppose, but you might ask her to do that, too. And

now I'm going out, to give you time to think this over. And tonight

you can tell me what you've decided. And then I'll tell you whether I'm

going to dissolve our partnership. Your temper's too bad to decide

now. Maybe when you've done that she won't treat me like an unsavory

stranger."

He left, and George sat down to gloomy reflection.

To do him justice, the idea of apologizing to Betty had already occurred

to him. If he put off the day of reckoning, when the time came he would

pay handsomely. He realized that there was no use in wasting energy and

being angry with Penny. He looked over the happenings of the last few

hours and the part he had played in them, and what he saw failed to

please him. He saw himself being advised by Doolittle to concentrate on

the Erie Oval. He heard him urging him not to be what Doolittle called

unneighborly. The confiding words of Cousin Emelene rang in his ears.

He saw himself, in a fit of ill-temper, discharging Betty. He saw

Genevieve, lovely and scornful, urging him to be less pompous. All this,

he had to admit, he had brought on himself. Why should he have been so

angry at these questions? Again Emelene's remark echoed in his ear. He

had only to answer them--and he was going to concentrate on the Erie

Oval!

There came a knock on the door, and a breezy young woman demanded,

"D'you want a stenographer?"

George wanted a stenographer, and wanted one badly. He put from him the

whole vexed question in the press of work, and by lunch time he made up

his mind to have it out with Betty. There was no use putting it off, and

he knew that he could have no peace with himself until he did. He felt

very tired--as though he had been doing actual physical work. He thought

of yesterday as a land of lost content. But he couldn't find Betty.

He bent his steps toward home, and as he did so affection for Genevieve

flooded his heart. He so wanted yesterday back--things as they had been.

He so wanted her love and her admiration. He wanted to put his tired

head on her shoulder. He couldn't bear, not for another moment, to be at

odds with her.

He wondered what she had been doing, and how she had spent the morning.

He imagined her crying her heart out. He leaped up the steps and ran up

to his room. In it was Alys Brewster-Smith. She started slightly.

"I was just looking for some cold cream," she explained.

"Where's Genevieve?" George asked.

"Oh, she's out," Alys replied casually. "She left a note for you."

The note was a polite and noncommittal line informing George that

Genevieve would not be back for lunch. He felt as though a lump of ice

replaced his heart. His disappointment was the desperate disappointment

of a small boy.

He went back to the gloomy office and worked through the interminable

day. Late in the afternoon Mr. Doolittle lounged heavily in.

"Have some gum, George?" he inquired, inserting a large piece in his own

mouth.

He chewed rhythmically for a space. George waited. He knew that chewing

gum was not the ultimate object of Mr. Doolittle's visit.

"Don't women beat the Dutch?" he inquired at last. "Yes sir, mister;

they do!"

"What's up now?" George inquired. "The suffragists again?"

"Nope; not on the face of it they ain't. It's the Woman's Forum that's

doin' this. They've got a sweet little idea. 'Seein' Whitewater Sweat'

they call it.

"They're goin' around in bunches of twos, or mebbe blocks o' five,

seein' all the sights; an' you know women ain't reasonable, an' you

can't reason with them. They're goin' to find a pile o' things they

won't like in this little burg o' ours, all right, all right. An'

they'll want to have things changed right off. I want to see things

changed m'self. I'd like to, but them things take time, an' that's what

women won't understand.

"Jimminee, I've heard of towns all messed up and candidates ruined just

because the women got wrought up over tenement-house an' fire laws an'

truck like that. Yes sir, they're out seein' Whitewater this minut, or

will be if you can't divert their minds. Call 'em off, George, if you

can. Get 'em fussy about sumpen else."

"Why, what have I to do with it?" George inquired.

"Well, I didn't know but what you might have sumpen," said Mr. Doolittle

mildly. "It's that young lady that works here, Miss Sheridan, an' your

wife what's organizin' it. Planning it all out to Thorne's at lunch they

was, an' Heally was sittin' at the next table and beats it to me. You

can see for yerself what a hell of a mess they'll make!"

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