XV

I had already met most of the poets of my generation. I had said,

soon after the publication of 'The Wanderings of Usheen,' to the

editor of a series of shilling reprints, who had set me to compile

tales of the Irish fairies, 'I am growing jealous of other poets,

and we will all grow jealous of each other unless we know each

other and so feel a share in each other's triumph.' He was a

Welshman, lately a mining engineer, Ernest Rhys, a writer of Welsh

translations and original poems that have often moved me greatly

though I can think of no one else who has read them. He was seven

or eight years older than myself and through his work as editor

knew everybody who would compile a book for seven or eight pounds.

Between us we founded 'The Rhymers' Club' which for some years was

to meet every night in an upper room with a sanded floor in an

ancient eating house in the Strand called 'The Cheshire Cheese.'

Lionel Johnson, Ernest Dowson, Victor Plarr, Ernest Radford, John

Davidson, Richard le Gallienne, T. W. Rolleston, Selwyn Image and

two men of an older generation, Edwin Ellis and John Todhunter,

came constantly for a time, Arthur Symons and Herbert Home less

constantly, while William Watson joined but never came and Francis

Thompson came once but never joined; and sometimes, if we met in a

private house, which we did occasionally, Oscar Wilde came. It had

been useless to invite him to the 'Cheshire Cheese' for he hated

Bohemia. 'Olive Schreiner,' he said once to me, 'is staying in the

East End because that is the only place where people do not wear

masks upon their faces, but I have told her that I live in the

West End because nothing in life interests me but the mask.'

We read our poems to one another and talked criticism and drank a

little wine. I sometimes say when I speak of the club, 'We had

such and such ideas, such and such a quarrel with the great

Victorians, we set before us such and such aims,' as though we had

many philosophical ideas. I say this because I am ashamed to admit

that I had these ideas and that whenever I began to talk of them a

gloomy silence fell upon the room. A young Irish poet, who wrote

excellently but had the worst manners, was to say a few years

later, 'You do not talk like a poet, you talk like a man of

letters;' and if all the rhymers had not been polite, if most of

them had not been to Oxford or Cambridge, they would have said the

same thing. I was full of thought, often very abstract thought,

longing all the while to be full of images, because I had gone to

the art school instead of a university. Yet even if I had gone to

a university, and learned all the classical foundations of English

literature and English culture, all that great erudition which,

once accepted, frees the mind from restlessness, I should have had

to give up my Irish subject matter, or attempt to found a new

tradition. Lacking sufficient recognised precedent I must needs

find out some reason for all I did. I knew almost from the start

that to overflow with reasons was to be not quite well-born, and

when I could I hid them, as men hide a disagreeable ancestry; and

that there was no help for it, seeing that my country was not born

at all. I was of those doomed to imperfect achievement, and under

a curse, as it were, like some race of birds compelled to spend

the time, needed for the making of the nest, in argument as to the

convenience of moss and twig and lichen. Le Gallienne and

Davidson, and even Symons, were provincial at their setting out,

but their provincialism was curable, mine incurable; while the one

conviction shared by all the younger men, but principally by

Johnson and Horne, who imposed their personalities upon us, was an

opposition to all ideas, all generalisations that can be explained

and debated. E... fresh from Paris would sometimes say--'We are

concerned with nothing but impressions,' but that itself was a

generalisation and met but stony silence. Conversation constantly

dwindled into 'Do you like so and so's last book?' 'No, I prefer

the book before it,' and I think that but for its Irish members,

who said whatever came into their heads, the club would not have

survived its first difficult months. I knew--now ashamed that I

thought 'like a man of letters,' now exasperated at their

indifference to the fashion of their own river bed--that Swinburne

in one way, Browning in another, and Tennyson in a third, had

filled their work with what I called 'impurities,' curiosities

about politics, about science, about history, about religion; and

that we must create once more the pure work.

Our clothes were for the most part unadventurous like our

conversation, though I indeed wore a brown velveteen coat, a loose

tie and a very old Inverness cape, discarded by my father twenty

years before and preserved by my Sligo-born mother whose actions

were unreasoning and habitual like the seasons. But no other

member of the club, except Le Gallienne, who wore a loose tie, and

Symons, who had an Inverness cape that was quite new & almost

fashionable, would have shown himself for the world in any costume

but 'that of an English gentleman.' 'One should be quite

unnoticeable,' Johnson explained to me. Those who conformed most

carefully to the fashion in their clothes generally departed

furthest from it in their hand-writing, which was small, neat and

studied, one poet--which I forget--having founded his upon the

handwriting of George Herbert. Dowson and Symons I was to know

better in later years when Symons became a very dear friend, and I

never got behind John Davidson's Scottish roughness and

exasperation, though I saw much of him, but from the first I

devoted myself to Lionel Johnson. He and Horne and Image and one

or two others shared a man-servant and an old house in Charlotte

Street, Fitzroy Square, typical figures of transition, doing as an

achievement of learning and of exquisite taste what their

predecessors did in careless abundance. All were Pre-Raphaelite,

and sometimes one might meet in the rooms of one or other a ragged

figure, as of some fallen dynasty, Simeon Solomon, the Pre-Raphaelite

painter, once the friend of Rossetti and of Swinburne,

but fresh now from some low public house. Condemned to a long term

of imprisonment for a criminal offence, he had sunk into

drunkenness and misery. Introduced one night, however, to some man

who mistook him, in the dim candle light, for another Solomon, a

successful academic painter and R. A., he started to his feet in a

rage with 'Sir, do you dare to mistake me for that mountebank?'

Though not one had harkened to the feeblest caw, or been spattered

by the smallest dropping from any Huxley, Tyndall, Carolus Duran,

Bastien-Lepage bundle of old twigs, I began by suspecting them of

lukewarmness, and even backsliding, and I owe it to that suspicion

that I never became intimate with Horne, who lived to become the

greatest English authority upon Italian life in the fourteenth

century and to write the one standard work on Botticelli.

Connoisseur in several arts, he had designed a little church in

the manner of Inigo Jones for a burial ground near the Marble

Arch. Though I now think his little church a masterpiece, its

style was more than a century too late to hit my fancy at two or

three and twenty; and I accused him of leaning towards that

eighteenth century

That taught a school

Of dolts to smooth, inlay, and clip, and fit

Till, like the certain wands of Jacob's wit,

Their verses tallied.

Another fanaticism delayed my friendship with two men, who are now

my friends and in certain matters my chief instructors. Somebody,

probably Lionel Johnson, brought me to the studio of Charles

Ricketts and Charles Shannon, certainly heirs of the great

generation, and the first thing I saw was a Shannon picture of a

lady and child arrayed in lace, silk and satin, suggesting that

hated century. My eyes were full of some more mythological mother

and child and I would have none of it, and I told Shannon that he

had not painted a mother and child but elegant people expecting

visitors and I thought that a great reproach. Somebody writing in

'The Germ' had said that a picture of a pheasant and an apple was

merely a picture of something to eat, and I was so angry with the

indifference to subject, which was the commonplace of all art

criticism since Bastien-Lepage, that I could at times see nothing

else but subject. I thought that, though it might not matter to

the man himself whether he loved a white woman or a black, a

female pickpocket or a regular communicant of the Church of

England, if only he loved strongly, it certainly did matter to his

relations and even under some circumstances to his whole

neighbourhood. Sometimes indeed, like some father in Moliere, I

ignored the lover's feelings altogether and even refused to admit

that a trace of the devil, perhaps a trace of colour, may lend

piquancy, especially if the connection be not permanent.

Among these men, of whom so many of the greatest talents were to

live such passionate lives and die such tragic deaths, one serene

man, T. W. Rolleston, seemed always out of place. It was I brought

him there, intending to set him to some work in Ireland later on.

I have known young Dublin working men slip out of their workshop

to see 'the second Thomas Davis' passing by, and even remember a

conspiracy, by some three or four, to make him 'the leader of the

Irish race at home & abroad,' and all because he had regular

features; and when all is said, Alexander the Great & Alcibiades

were personable men, and the Founder of the Christian religion was

the only man who was neither a little too tall nor a little too

short but exactly six feet high. We in Ireland thought as do the

plays and ballads, not understanding that, from the first moment

wherein nature foresaw the birth of Bastien-Lepage, she has only

granted great creative power to men whose faces are contorted with

extravagance or curiosity or dulled with some protecting

stupidity.

I had now met all those who were to make the nineties of the last

century tragic in the history of literature, but as yet we were

all seemingly equal, whether in talent or in luck, and scarce even

personalities to one another. I remember saying one night at the

Cheshire Cheese, when more poets than usual had come, 'None of us

can say who will succeed, or even who has or has not talent. The

only thing certain about us is that we are too many.'

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