XXV

Osmond was sitting in his playhouse under the tree. He did not expect

Rose to come, but he had things to think about, and in the playhouse he

never felt alone. He was studying his own life as it had been and as it

was. The past looked to him all submission and a still endurance. He

marveled that a man could live so long and not look man's lot in the

face. A thousand passions had been born in him at once, and they seemed

almost equally good to him because they were all so strong. He sat there

drunk with the lust of power and reviewing his desires as, one by one,

they came and smiled upon him.

First he desired a woman, the one woman, Rose, not now romantically

through the mist of dreams, but as the wild man wants his mate. Was that

love? he asked himself, in this dispassionate scrutiny, and decided

that, as men chose to name it, it was love. They crowned it with

garlands, they sang about it and drank to it, but that was only to make

it sweeter.

He remembered again the passion of protection he had felt for her, the

desire to slay whatever crossed her path. That was hate, he knew, and it

seemed to him good. All these things were the forces that made up life,

and life was a battle.

And then, as he did intermittently after every wave of thought, he

remembered that Peter was in love with Rose, he recalled the gay

certainty of the boy when he had said he could make her happy, and he

saw her in Peter's arms. And this was jealousy.

At once he rose to his feet and listened. A step was coming nearer,

heavy and halting, pausing for frequent rests. The familiar sound of it

and the appeal of a presence not yet known made him knit his brows and

peer forward through the dark. When the step ceased again, for an

interval, he cried out, "Grannie!"

"Why, dear, you there?" called grannie.

He ran to her and put his arm about her, and so they came onward to the

chair which had been a throne for Rose. When she had sunken into it, he

began to scold her gently. She had not been so far from home for many a

day. She had chosen night and a rough path. Why did she do it?

"I had to see you, dear," said grannie. "Maybe I didn't consider how

hard it would be, but when I started out, I wasn't thinking much about

my aches and pains. I had to see you. So I just dressed me and came."

"But, grannie, it's the middle of the night!"

"Yes, child, I suppose it is. Night or day, it's all one. Osmond, her

father's going to take her away from here."

"Rose!"

"Yes, dear, she's going. Do you think it's best to let her go with him?"

"No! It's outrageous and impossible."

"I thought you'd say so. Well, Osmond, she meant to go away to-morrow

morning without seeing you. But she sent you her love. It seemed to me

that.... So I thought you'd better have it to-night."

She heard him breathing heavily, but he did not speak. Once he walked

away from her and back again.

"What has made her want to go?"

"She doesn't want it. But he has worked upon her. He's told her she is

bad; some dreadful things I guess he said. I don't believe in that man,

Osmond. I never did, first minute I laid eyes on him."

"No, grannie, he's not to be believed."

"I thought maybe you'd better have the night-time to think it over in.

You may want to do something."

"Grannie, what can I do?"

"I don't know, son. But you're the head of the house."

Again he strode away on his impatient march, and grannie waited and

prayed a little, and thought how her knees ached and how she hoped God

would help him. He was back again.

"You know how it is with me?" he said roughly.

"Yes, child."

"It's a big proposition."

"It's the biggest there is, son. I've just been telling her so."

"Rose? What has Rose said?"

"Not much. Only I had the feeling, when I was with her, that she loved

you and didn't hardly know about your loving her. So I came down here."

"You did right to come."

Grannie drew a long breath. The thing was out of her hands, now, she

knew. What his hands would do with it did not yet appear. She rose.

"Well, son," she said, "I'll go back. Come with me to the wall. Then

I'll manage it alone."

He did go with her, helping her in a tender silence, and at the door she

kissed him good-night.

"What time is breakfast, grannie?"

"Eight o'clock."

The next morning when they had assembled in the dining-room, grannie,

standing with a hand on the back of her chair, waited. Her face had a

flush of expectation. Her eyes sought the window.

"There!" she said, "he's coming. Peter, I've moved your place. Osmond

will sit opposite me."

"Osmond!" Peter almost shouted it.

"Yes," said grannie, in what seemed pride. "I thought Osmond would be

here."

Osmond came in, a workman in his blouse, fresh from cold water and the

night's stern counseling. Rose, hearing his step, could not, for a

minute, look at him, because he had once forbidden it. The commonplace

room, with the morning light in it, swam before her. After he had spoken

to grannie, he walked up to her and offered his hand. Then their eyes

met. Hers were full of tears, and through their blur, even, his face

looked stern and beautiful.

"I wanted to see you," Osmond said; and she answered, feeling his

kindness as from some dim distance,--

"To say good-by?"

"No, not to say good-by."

Then they sat down, and there was no constraint, but a good deal of

talking; and, strangely, it was Osmond who led it. He did not touch upon

things of wider interest than his own garden ground, where he was at

home. He had pleasant chronicles of the work to give grannie, and

MacLeod took a genial interest. Only Peter sat, wide-eyed at the turn

things were taking, and Rose grew paler and left her plate untouched.

She did not know whether it was joy that moved her, or grief at parting

with him. Only the morning seemed like no other morning. When they rose

from the table, Osmond turned at once to MacLeod.

"May I see you for a minute or two?" he asked. "We'll go into the west

room, grannie."

While Peter started forward, as if to help or hinder as the case might

be when he understood it, Osmond had led the way, still with the air of

being master of the house, and Rose stood with downcast eyes, as if

miserably conscious that the interview would concern her. Inside the

west room, cool in the morning, and with a restful bareness about it, a

retreat where people went to sleep or read, Osmond turned at once to the

man whom, at that moment, he delighted in as a worthy foe. Osmond had

never known before the keen, salt taste of victory. All his triumphs up

to this time had been as slow as the growth of a tree that recovers

itself after lopped branches. Now he felt the anticipation of combat.

"We needn't sit down," he said rapidly, yet with self-possession. He

looked taller, even, MacLeod thought with wonder. His dark eyes were

full of fire. "I love your daughter," said Osmond, in a full, steady

voice. He chose the words the poets had taught him to use simply, and

also, perhaps, the novels he had been reading since he had known Rose.

"My dear fellow!" cried MacLeod expansively. And then, remembering the

peculiar circumstances of the case, "I'm sorry, devilish sorry for you."

Osmond smiled. He felt capable, if there were no other way of doing it,

of wresting the lady's fate from evil chances with his hands. Yet he

liked MacLeod to resist. It made the fight more splendid.

"She must not go back with you," he said. "You are not to insist on it.

Don't insist. That will save us all trouble."

MacLeod had gathered himself together. He put his hand in his pocket and

meditatively brought out his pipe, fingering the case with an absent and

lingering interest, as if he felt the call to a lost rite.

"My dear fellow," he said again, "this is too bad. I'm sorry."

"Rose will remain here," said Osmond briefly. "My grandmother will take

the kindest care of her."

"But I can't allow it, you know," said the father, still with tolerance.

"Rose is due in Paris. We're both due there. It's very good of you, very

hospitable and all that,--but you mustn't carry this Lochinvar business

too far. It's too rapid a world, you know. I'm too busy, my dear fellow.

That's the truth."

Osmond stood gazing at him reflectively, not in doubt or hesitation, but

because he liked the look of so big an animal, and considering that it

would be charming to see the creature yield. Osmond had not sharpened

his weapons or even decided what they were. He only knew MacLeod must

bend, and that there was in himself a big, even an invincible force to

make him.

"Rose is not going," he said quietly.

Then MacLeod laughed. The morning was hurrying by and this vaporing was

a hindrance to be shuffled off. "You say you love my daughter?" he

remarked, with a veiled meaning in the tone. "What then? You don't

propose to marry her?" The tone said further, "You don't tell me you

propose to marry anybody?"

"I only said I loved her," returned Osmond simply. "I thought it would

be well for you to know that. It seemed fairer."

MacLeod smiled again, as if he were smiling down on something. Osmond

opened the door, knowing where he should find her. She was there at the

end of the hall, sitting in one of the high-backed chairs, her hands in

her lap, her head bent sweetly as she listened. She was pale, and there

was terror in her face. As Osmond read that, his own passion quieted,

and he spoke with perfect gentleness:--

"Rose, will you come here?"

She obeyed at once, and they three were in the room together and Osmond

had closed the door. He put out his hand to her, and without hesitation

she gave him hers.

"Rose," he said, "I have been telling your father you will not go back

with him."

Her eyes dilated. Her lips parted eagerly.

"I have said I would," she began; but he forestalled her.

"I have forbidden it, Rose. I have told him I forbid it."

His touch on her hand seemed to be leading her, drawing her into his own

breast. They looked at each other, and both forgot the other presence in

the room. The color came back slowly to her cheeks, and Osmond's eyes

filled with tears.

"Answer, dear," he said, with the same gentleness. "Let me hear you

answer."

"Very well," she returned, like a gentle child. "Shall I go now,

Osmond?"

He led her to the door, opened it, and closed it after her. Then he

glanced at his adversary. MacLeod had sunk into a chair and was sitting

astride it, his chin bowed upon its back. He looked terror-stricken. One

hand held a little box, and he was tendering it to Osmond.

"Open it," he gasped. "Crush one in your handkerchief. Let me smell it."

Osmond ignorantly but deftly did it, and held the handkerchief to

MacLeod's face. MacLeod breathed at it greedily. He lifted his left hand

as if it were half useless to him. "Rub it," he said savagely. "Wring it

off. Such pain! my God, such pain!"

In a moment more the attack was over, and he looked like an old man,

inexplicably ravaged. Osmond's question sprang impetuously.

"Is it--excitement?"

MacLeod smiled a little and moistened his lips.

"You think you did it?" he suggested. "No. You didn't do it. It

comes--of itself--like a thief in the night, like the very devil.

Nobody's to know it. Understand that."

"Then you need her with you!" Osmond broke out, in a fresh

understanding.

"Need her? need Rose? Get that out of your mind. The world is full of

women. She'll go back with me, but not because I need her."

He walked past Osmond and out through the empty hall, and slowly, but

still erect, to the driveway and the road. Osmond stood watching him. He

saw him straighten more and more, and assume his wonted carriage though

without its buoyancy. Osmond followed for a little distance, but when

MacLeod turned to look at him and then went on again, he stepped over

the wall and crossed the lot to his own plantation. MacLeod, he knew,

was going to Electra's for a last word, and for himself, he had struck

his one sharp, quick blow for Rose. She should have an interval alone,

to make her abiding decision calmly, and when the moment came for

MacLeod's going, Osmond would be there again, to hearten her.

But MacLeod, when Osmond had really turned aside, halted more and more.

At last he was sick with fear of that enemy inside his breast. There was

no moment now, he knew, when he might not expect it, tearing away at the

delicate harmonies within the gates of life. What would happen when the

pain grew fiercer still? The enemy would let in that other he refused to

think upon, though even that was more tolerable than having this evil

creature claw at him when men could see him cringe. And as life itself

is death when it is once sapped of power, he threw up his head and

strode on faster. One step with the old vigor and abandon--and there it

was again.

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