IV

When Peter went up the steps of his grandmother's house, he found Mrs.

Grant still on the veranda, and Rose beside her. The girl looked at him

eagerly, as if she besought him for whatever message he had, and he

answered the glance with one warmed by implied sympathy. Until he saw

her, he had not realized that anger made any part in the emotion roused

in him by his imperial lady. Now he remembered how this gracious young

creature seemed to him, so innocent, so sad. He felt a rising in his

throat, as he thought of subjecting her to unfriendly judgment. Rose, in

spite of the serious cast of her face and the repose of her figure, wore

an ineffable air of youth. She had splendid shoulders and a yielding

waist, and her fine hands lay like a separate beauty in the lap of her

black dress. She had the profile of a coin touched with finer human

graces, a fullness of the upper lip, a slight waving of the soft

chestnut hair over the low forehead, and lashes too dark for harmony

with the gray eyes. There were defects in her flawlessness. Her mouth

was large, in spite of its pout, and on her nose were a few beguiling

freckles. At that moment, in her wayward beauty, lighted by the kindled

eye of expectation, she seemed to Peter to be made up of every

creature's best. His grandmother smiled at him out of her warm

placidity, and though Rose still drew his eyes to her, he was aware that

she did not mean to question him.

"Electra has to go in town," he volunteered. "She won't be back. Perhaps

not to-night."

"You must stay here with us, my dear," said Mrs. Grant. "Peter, have her

trunks moved into the west chamber."

Still the girl's eyes seemed to interrogate him, and Peter sat down in a

chair and twined his long fingers in and out. He felt the drop in

temperature ready to chill the voyager who, after the lonely splendor of

the sea, returns to the earth as civil life has made it.

"We must remember she hadn't heard of you," he assured Rose

blunderingly, out of his depression.

"No. He had not written." She made the statement rather as that of a

fact they shared together, and he nodded. "I am afraid it is unwelcome

to her, the idea of me."

"She doesn't know you," he assured her, in the same bungling apology. He

expected her to betray some wound to her pride, but she only looked

humble and a little crushed.

Grannie had apparently not heard, and she said now, with her lovely

gentleness,--

"Don't you want to go upstairs, my dear, and be by yourself a little

while? You have been traveling so far. We have noon dinner, you know.

That will seem funny to you. Mary is getting it, but Peter will show you

a room."

Peter found her bag in the wide hall, darkened from the sun, and went

with her up the stairs. At the head she paused and beckoned him to the

window-seat over the front door.

"Set it down there," she said rapidly, touching the bag with a finger.

"Tell me--how did she receive it?"

"What?"

"You know. The news of me."

"She was surprised."

"Naturally. But what else? She was shocked!"

"It was a shock, of course. In its suddenness, you know. You'd expect

that."

She sank down in the window-seat and clasped her hands upon her knees,

looking at them thoughtfully. Her brows were drawn together.

"Yes," she said, "yes. It was a shock. I see that. Well!" She looked up

at him in a challenging directness before which he winced, conscious of

the little he had to meet it with. "When am I to see her?"

"I am not sure when she is to be back."

"Ah! She won't come to me. Very well. I shall go to her." She laid her

hand upon the bag, and rose, as if the interview were ended. Peter

carried the bag in at the open door of her room, and after he had set it

down, looked vaguely about him, as if arrangements might be bettered in

the still, sweet place. She was smiling at him with an irradiating

warmth.

"You're sorry, aren't you?" she said, from a comprehension that seemed a

proffer of vague sympathy. "It makes you feel inhospitable. You needn't.

You're a dear. Your grandmother is lovely--lovely."

Her praise seemed to Peter such a precious fruitage that the only thing,

in delicacy, was to turn away and take it with him to enjoy. But she was

calling him.

"Peter!"

He found her flushed and eagerly expectant, it seemed to him, as if his

news had been uplifting to her. She looked at him, at the room, and

rapidly from the window where the treetops trembled, all in one

comprehensive sweep.

"Peter," she said, with conviction, "it's simply lovely here."

"It's a nice old place," responded Peter. He loved it from long use, but

he was aware of its comfortable plainness.

"I never saw anything so dear. Those square worn tiles down by the front

door, the fireplace, the curtains,--look, Peter, it's dotted muslin."

She touched a moving fold, and Peter laughed outright.

"I like it," he said, "but there's nothing particular about it. If you

want style, why, you'll have to look back at what you've left. When it

comes to that, what's the matter with a chateau?"

"Yes, yes." She put the chateau aside with one of her light movements of

the hands. "But here I feel as if I'd come home to something. You see

it's so safe here, Peter. It's so darling, too, so intimate. I can't

tell what I mean. If Electra would only like me--O Peter, I could be

almost happy, as happy as the day is long!" As she said the old phrase,

it seemed to her to fit into the scene. She looked not merely as if

happiness awaited her, but as if she could almost put her eager finger

on it. And there was Electra, not so many rods away, drawbridge up and

portcullis down, inquiring, "Is she a grisette?" Afterwards it seemed to

Peter as if his sympathy for the distressed lady went to his head a

little, for he lifted her hand and kissed it. But he did not speak, save

to himself, going down the stairs:--

"It's a damned shame!"

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