AFTER THE BLOW.

Facing round to return to the house the sight of the latter met Wagram

as with a blow. The last time he had looked upon it from outside,

barely half-an-hour ago, it had been with the love of it and everything

about it--that pride of possession which had become unconsciously a part

of his very life. Now all was swept away. He passed his hand over his

eyes as though dazzled; even his walk seemed swaying and unsteady, as

that of a man recovering from a stunning shock. But not of himself must

he think just then. He must do what he could to mitigate the stroke as

regarded his father, he told himself; afterwards he might indulge in the

"luxury" of self-pity.

The old Squire was sitting in the library just where he had left him,

and as many years seemed to have gone over his head as minutes during

the time intervening.

"Well, father, this is rather a facer," he began. "The next thing is to

consider what's to be done."

"There's nothing to be done," answered the old man wearily. "Do you

think that scoundrel means to keep his word?"

"To do him justice, I think he means to at present; but whether his good

intentions will evaporate with the lapse of time, and the temptation to

try and extract more plunder, is another matter."

There was silence for a few moments between them. Then Wagram said:

"Father, would you mind telling me all the ins and outs of this while we

are on the subject? We shall get it over that way, and then we need

never refer to it again."

"Yes; perhaps it is better," said the Squire, with a sigh.

And then he set forth the whole story, which, with some additional but

immaterial detail, was the same as that which we heard him narrate to

Monsignor Culham.

"You know, this man has just been telling me where I can find Everard,"

said Wagram when he had done.

The Squire started.

"Where you can find Everard!" he echoed. "But--Wagram, you will never

be so mad as to try?"

"How can I do otherwise? Every hour that I am here I am keeping him out

of his rights."

Smiling somewhat feebly the old diplomat asserted himself.

"Hardly, my dear boy. At least not at present--for during my lifetime

Everard has no rights. After--"

Wagram looked up quickly, but the old man paused. Then he went on:

"Your first duty is to me; and, that being so, are you contemplating

leaving me alone in my old age--my very old age, some might call it--

while you scour the world in search of a wastrel who, if you find him,

will lay himself out to ruin within six months all that it has taken

me--and you--a lifetime to build up? You cannot do it, Wagram. I have

not very much longer to live, but as sure as you leave me it will hasten

my death. Now, are you anxious to start upon this search?"

"No, father. While you are here--and may that be for many years to

come--I will not leave you."

"Promise me that."

"Solemnly I promise it."

The old man's face brightened as they clasped hands. Then he went on:

"This is no conscious wrong I have done you, Wagram--God knows. We had

every reason--legal and otherwise--for supposing this man to be dead.

We acted in perfect good faith, but--can one be sure of anything? And

now give me your attention. Even if the worst comes to the very worst,

and that--that other claim should come to be established, I have already

effected my utmost to repair the wrong I have, accidentally, done you.

The very day of that blackmailer's first visit to me I sent instructions

for an entirely new will to be drawn up, and under it, after my death,

you take the whole of my personalty absolutely. That alone will

constitute you what some would call a rich man. But--as for Hilversea,

well--"

Earlier in this narrative we heard Haldane remark that its present

occupants cherished a conviction that the world revolved round

Hilversea, and being, perhaps, the most intimate friend of the said

occupants he ought to be in a position to judge. Further, he had

observed that, if possible, Wagram held that conviction rather more

firmly than his father. It was a figure of speech, of course, but that

both were wrapped up in the place and its interests, far beyond the

ordinary, we have abundantly shown. And now one of them would be called

upon to surrender it.

"I have left nothing to chance, Wagram," went on the Squire. "The will

is signed and sealed and most carefully drawn. And now observe: it

seems to me a sort of inspiration that caused me to have you christened

Wagram; but, to make everything doubly safe, the terms run: `To my son

Wagram Gerard, known as Wagram Gerard Wagram.' But I want you to go up

to town in a day or two and tell Simcox and Yaxley to let you see it.

You can then satisfy yourself."

Wagram nodded assent, and the Squire went on:

"This has come upon us--upon you at any rate--in a hurry, and for that

very reason we must not allow ourselves to do or say anything in a

hurry. Meanwhile we are in possession, which is a strong point. So

what we--what you--have got to do is to go on exactly as if this

revelation had never been made. There is no telling what Time may work,

so give Time his chance. Morally, you are just in the position you

would actually have been in--morally, for I repeat again the whole

affair was a sheer accident for which nobody is to blame--no, not

anybody. And, Wagram, if you distrust my advice as possibly too

interested, why not take other advice? There is Monsignor Culham, for

instance--no one is more competent to advise you."

"Monsignor Culham? Does he know about this, father?"

"Yes; I laid it before him when this blackmailer first approached me."

"And his opinion?"

"Substantially what I have been telling you. He was not in favour of

your knowing anything about the matter. Unfortunately, you forced the

blackmailer's hand--as he said himself. Morally, and in the sight of

God," went on the old Squire, lapsing into what was, for him,

extraordinary vehemence, "your position is just what it would have been

but for this--accident. There is no doubt about it. You are the one

selected to hold this place in trust, with its many cares and

responsibilities and opportunities, so, for God's sake, Wagram, bear

that in mind, and do nothing sudden or rash, either now or after my

time."

"I will bear it in mind, father; but it is a position which requires a

great deal of thinking out, and that can't be done in a day or a week or

a month where such issues are at stake."

"Quite true; leave it at that, then. And now, Wagram, all this has

exhausted me more than I can say. I think I will lie down for a bit and

try to get a little sleep. Tell them I am on no account to be

disturbed."

"Mine!"

No longer the ecstatic intonation of the entrancing possessive, as

Wagram, strolling forth to wrestle out alone the blank and deadening

revelation he had heard that day, gazed upon the surroundings which had

called forth that intensity of self-gratulation on the occasion of our

first making his acquaintance. He was now but a mere temporary

pensioner. He realised that he was here but for his father's lifetime,

for he knew that when left to himself, whatever might be the after

consequences, he would leave no stone unturned till he should find his

half-brother, and then--

He turned into a seldom-used path in the thick of the shrubbery. The

Gothic roof of the chapel rose among the trees at no great distance, and

the sight was productive of another heart-tightening. All his pride and

joy in the beautiful little sanctuary--and soon it, too, would know him

no more. He felt as though about to be cast out of Paradise. But with

the thought came another, and it was a wholesome one. What right had he

to look upon life as a broken thing simply because one side of its joys

had been reft from him? It was not even as though he were about to be

thrown forth penniless, or on a meagre, scraping, starvation pittance,

which is, perhaps, hardly better, as he had had ample occasion to know

during long years of his earlier life. As his father had said, he would

be what some would call a rich man in any case; and as an object in life

had he not his son's future to secure and his present to watch over?

And then there recurred to his mind a question which Delia Calmour had

put to him on a former occasion as to whether he did not find life too

good to be real--and his answer to it. There was something prophetic

about both. Of late years he had, indeed, found life too good to be

real, and was that a state altogether healthy for anybody in this world

of probation? He had made an idol of Hilversea.

It was late autumn, and the woodland scents were moist and earthy.

Brown leaves, crimped and curled, clustered clingingly upon the oak

boughs, and the ground was already carpeted with them. He had followed

the most secluded paths, sacred, indeed, to himself and the gamekeepers.

The white scut of a rabbit darting across a ride; the rustle of

pheasants scuttling away in the undergrowth, or the vast flap-flap of

wood-pigeon's wings--now gathered in flocks--detonating in the deep

silence of the covert as they fled disturbed from their intended roost;

a couple of squirrels chattering angrily at the intruder from the high

security of a fir limb--constituted the only sights and sounds. In a

day or two these woods would echo and re-echo the crack of guns, and now

he thought how he had been looking forward with keen enjoyment to the

best shooting party of the year. His guests would go as they had come,

thinking--as they had often thought before--that Wagram was about the

luckiest and most-to-be-envied man on earth; and, up till this morning,

would he not cordially have agreed with such opinion! Would he not?

The "pride of life!"

Now a sound of voices struck upon his ear. The path he was following

ended in a gate, beyond which was the road--a lonely woodland road,

intersecting the coverts. As he laid his hand upon this gate to open it

he recognised one of the voices--a sweet, full soprano that by this time

he had come to know fairly well. The other was strong, harsh, common,

but also feminine. Not feeling at all inclined to talk to anybody just

then he would have turned back, but--it was too late.

Delia Calmour gave a little cry of astonishment as he opened the gate.

"Why, Mr Wagram, who'd have thought of meeting you here?"

The little flush of surprise, perhaps of something else, which mantled

her cheeks as she put out a hand, half shyly, lent an additional sparkle

to her eyes, making a whole that was very alluring. She was in

semi-winter garb, with a touch of fur, and her bicycle stood against the

hedge. The other was a dark, beady-eyed, gipsy-looking woman.

"Such fun!" rattled the girl. "I've been having my fortune told; only I

can't make head or tail of it."

Here the other, with a half-knowing leer--for, of course, she had at

once decided that this meeting was no accidental one--opened on Wagram

with the stock professional whine.

"I'll tell yours too, sir, and it's sure to be bright--and--"

Then she stopped. Wagram's gaze was fixed sternly upon her.

"Go away," he said. "I've seen you before, and I've warned you before

that we had no use for such as you in this neighbourhood. You had

better leave it at once, for I shall send word to the police at

Bassingham to pay you some very particular attention."

The tramp, seeing he was in earnest, and that there was nothing more to

be got out of him, waxed bold and defiant.

"You'd do that, would you Squire?" she snarled. "All right. Maybe

there's them as knows more about your little game than you thinks of.

Maybe you'll not be finding everything as easy always; no, and I 'opes

yer won't--tramplin' upon a pore woman who's tryin' to make a honest

livin'." And, cursing and growling, the hag shuffled off down the road.

In his then frame of mind the words were startling to Wagram. What on

earth--was his altered position already common property? was his first

thought, as he read into the malevolent words the very last meaning that

the mind of their utterer could have held.

"I am surprised at you, Miss Calmour," he said gravely, "listening to

the pestiferous humbug of the commonest type of hedge-side charlatan.

Really, I had a better opinion of you."

"And--has it fled?" answered the girl, with a pretty pleading penitence

that was not wholly mock. "I only let her tell my fortune for the fun

of the thing--and she said some very queer things--not at all after the

pattern of stock bosh which I had expected. In fact, they were rather

weird--about green seas, smooth and oily, and a battered ship--and

terrors--and perhaps death, but if not death, then great happiness.

Yes; really it was quite creepy; strange too, for what on earth can I

ever have to do with battered ships or green seas--or great happiness

either?" she added to herself mournfully. Then again, aloud: "But do

you think there may be anything in these people's powers of prediction?"

"No, I do not," he answered decisively, and with some sternness.

"Certainly not. The knowledge of the future is in other hands than

those of a common wayside impostor, whom, if I were doing my duty, I

ought to have at once had arrested and locked up on a former occasion

when she tried to play that humbugging game in my presence."

"Oh yes; she got into the wrong corner this time," laughed Delia. "You

are a magistrate, are you not, Mr Wagram?"

"I have seen this particular fraud before, and gave her a trifle, as she

seemed really in want," he answered. "In strict duty I ought to have

had her locked up, but strict duty is rather a hard thing to carry out

always. But anything that encourages superstition is to me especially

abhorrent. The greatest harm these impostors do is not merely in

obtaining hard-earned silver from ignorant people but in keeping alive

the idea that they can possess any supernatural power--let alone

wisdom--at all."

The girl looked at him with a covert smile.

"Be merciful to one of those `ignorant people,'" she said softly.

"Though, really, I did not believe in any supernatural power about the

affair; I only let her do it for the fun of the thing."

"I should hope not. With your talents and education I could not have

believed it of you. And yet--you hardly know where to draw the line.

When you find people, whose upbringing and education, and everything

else, ought to put them miles above anything of the kind, steeped over

head and ears in such puerile superstitions as throwing spilled salt

over the shoulder, scared of having a peacock's feather brought into

their houses, or of getting up first of thirteen from the table, or of

walking under a ladder--really it makes one--well, cynical."

"But--walking under a ladder is unlucky sometimes, Mr Wagram."

"_Very_ likely to be, if you don't first ascertain whether there's a

journeyman painter up it with a paint pot--not otherwise."

Then they both laughed--for Wagram the first laugh he had indulged in

since the bolt had fallen. Well, he could still laugh; yet but now it

had seemed to him that he never would laugh again.

"But--you'll admit there are people who can tell you strange--and even

startling--things about yourself that they can't possibly have got at by

any ordinary means."

"I'll admit nothing of the kind. I know the old stock business--I have

had it thrown at me too often. Some fool--usually some feminine fool--

goes to one of these impostors--not the hedge-side type of fraud but the

fashionable ditto--and pays down her guineas to be told such and such.

She is told such and such, and it amazes her. Then, in retailing it,

she invariably ends up with: `But, how do you account for it?' I always

answer I can't account for it, any more than I can account for how the

clever card conjurer takes ace and king and queen out of the top of the

head of the baldest man in the audience; but he does it, and nobody

dreams of associating the supernatural with the process. It's the same

thing here. It's part of the system to find out things; and they do it.

If you were let into the secret you'd probably laugh at the simplicity

with which it's done. No; really, I've no patience with that sort of

absurdity; it's too childish."

"Looked at in that light it is. You do put things straight, Mr Wagram."

"Well, but--isn't it so? I have even heard people attribute that sort

of quackery to satanic influence, which has almost struck me, if one may

say so, as insulting to the intelligence of the devil. But it is

getting rather dusk. You will want your lamp before you get home. Is

it in good lighting order?"

If a momentary temptation beset Delia to pretend it was not, so as to

afford a pretext for accompanying him to the house, which was not very

far distant, she heroically stifled it; so between them they lighted the

lamp.

"Good-bye, Mr Wagram. Thanks so much. I promise you I won't dabble in

the black art again," she said as they shook hands; and mounting she

skimmed away down the now shadowy road, going over in her mind every

word, every tone of the, in hard fact, utterly unmomentous interview.

And he, striking into a woodland path on the other side, continued his

walk in the deepening gloom, to the accompaniment of the ghostly hooting

of owls. It was strange that he should have fallen in with this girl

just then, and in his then frame of mind it seemed to him that her

glance and tone and demeanour were very sweet, very soothing, very

sympathetic. And then--he ceased to give her another thought.

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