My own first approach to Sophocles was at the end of my Junior year in

college. It was necessary for me to be absent from his afternoon

recitation. In those distant days absences were regarded by Harvard law

as luxuries, and a small fixed quantity of them, a sort of sailor's

grog, was credited with little charge each half-year to every student. I

was already nearing the limit of the unenlargeable eight, and could not

well venture to add another to my score. It seemed safer to try to win

indulgence from my fierce-eyed instructor. Early one morning I went to

Sophocles's room. "Professor Sophocles," I said, "I want to be excused

from attending the Greek recitation this afternoon." "I have no power to

excuse," uttered in the gruffest of tones, while he looked the other

way. "But I cannot be here. I must be out of town at three o'clock." "I

have no power. You had better see the president." Finding the situation

desperate, I took a desperate leap. "But the president probably would

not allow my excuse. At the play of the Hasty Pudding Club to-night I am

to appear as leading lady. I must go to Brookline this afternoon and

have my sister dress me." No muscle of the stern face moved; but he

rose, walked to a table where his class lists lay, and, taking up a

pencil, calmly said: "You had better say nothing to the president. You

are here _now_. I will mark you so." He sniffed, he bowed, and, without

smile or word from either of us, I left the room. As I came to know

Sophocles afterwards, I found that in this trivial early interview I had

come upon some of the most distinctive traits of his character; here was

an epitome of his _brusquerie_, his dignity, his whimsical logic, and

his kind heart.

Outwardly he was always brusque and repellent. A certain savagery marked

his very face. He once observed that, in introducing a character, Homer

is apt to draw attention to the eye. Certainly in himself this was the

feature which first attracted notice; for his eye had uncommon alertness

and intelligence. Those who knew him well detected in it a hidden

sweetness; but against the stranger it burned and glared, and guarded

all avenues of approach. Startled it was, like the eye of a wild animal,

and penetrating, "peering through the portals of the brain like the

brass cannon." Over it crouched bushy brows, and all around the great

head bristled white hair, on forehead, cheeks, and lips, so that little

flesh remained visible, and the life was settled in two fiery spots.

This concentration of expression in the few elementary features of

shape, hair, and eyes made the head a magnificent subject for painting.

Rembrandt should have painted it. But he would never allow a portrait of

himself to be drawn. Into his personality strangers must not intrude.

Venturing once to try for memoranda of his face, I took an artist to his

room. The courtesy of Sophocles was too stately to allow him to turn my

friend away, but he seated himself in a shaded window, and kept his head

in constant motion. When my frustrated friend had departed, Sophocles

told me, though without direct reproach, of two sketches which had

before been surreptitiously made,--one by the pencil of a student in his

class, another in oils by a lady who had followed him on the street.

Toward photography his aversion was weaker; perhaps because in that art

a human being less openly meddled with him.

From this sense of personal dignity, which made him at all times

determined to keep out of the grasp of others, much of his brusqueness

sprang. On the morning after he returned from his visit to Greece a

fellow professor saw him on the opposite side of the street, and,

hastening across, greeted him warmly: "So you have been home, Mr.

Sophocles; and how did you find your mother?" "She was up an

apple-tree," said Sophocles, confining himself to the facts of the case.

A boy who snowballed him on the street he prosecuted relentlessly, and

he could not be appeased until a considerable fine was imposed; but he

paid the fine himself. Many a bold push was made to ascertain his age;

yet, however suddenly the question came, or however craftily one crept

from date to date, there was a uniform lack of success. "I see

Allibone's Dictionary says you were born in 1805," a gentleman remarked.

"Some statements have been nearer, and some have been farther from the

truth." One day, when a violent attack of illness fell on him, a

physician was called for diagnosis. He felt the pulse, he examined the

tongue, he heard the report of the symptoms, then suddenly asked, "How

old are you, Mr. Sophocles?" With as ready presence of mind and as

pretty ingenuity as if he were not lying at the point of death,

Sophocles answered: "The Arabs, Dr. W., estimate age by several

standards. The age of Hassan, the porter, is reckoned by his wrinkles;

that of Abdallah, the physician, by the lives he has saved; that of

Achmet, the sage, by his wisdom. I, all my life a scholar, am nearing my

hundredth year." To those who had once come close to Sophocles these

little reserves, never asserted with impatience, were characteristic and

endearing. I happen to know his age; hot irons shall not draw it from

me.

Closely connected with his repellent reserve was the stern independence

of his modes of life. In his scheme, little things were kept small and

great things large. What was the true reading in a passage of

Aristophanes, what the usage of a certain word in Byzantine

Greek,--these were matters on which a man might well reflect and labor.

But of what consequence was it if the breakfast was slight or the coat

worn? Accordingly, a single room, in which a light was seldom seen,

sufficed him during his forty years of life in the college yard. It was

totally bare of comforts. It contained no carpet, no stuffed furniture,

no bookcase. The college library furnished the volumes he was at any

time using, and these lay along the floor, beside his dictionary, his

shoes, and the box that contained the sick chicken. A single bare table

held the book he had just laid down, together with a Greek newspaper, a

silver watch, a cravat, a paper package or two, and some scraps of

bread. His simple meals were prepared by himself over a small open

stove, which served at once for heat and cookery. Eating, however, was

always treated as a subordinate and incidental business, deserving no

fixed time, no dishes, nor the setting of a table. The peasants of the

East, the monks of southern monasteries, live chiefly on bread and

fruit, relished with a little wine; and Sophocles, in spite of

Cambridge and America, was to the last a peasant and a monk. Such simple

nutriments best fitted his constitution, for "they found their

acquaintance there." The western world had come to him by accident, and

was ignored; the East was in his blood, and ordered all his goings. Yet,

as a grave man of the East might, he had his festivities, and could on

occasion be gay. Among a few friends he could tell a capital story and

enjoy a well-cooked dish. But his ordinary fare was meagre in the

extreme. For one of his heartier meals he would cut a piece of meat into

bits and roast it on a spit, as Homer's people roasted theirs. "Why not

use a gridiron?" I once asked. "It is not the same," he said. "The juice

then runs into the fire. But when I turn my spit it bastes itself." His

taste was more than usually sensitive, kept fine and discriminating by

the restraint in which he held it. Indeed, all his senses, except sight,

were acute.

The wine he drank was the delicate unresinated Greek wine,--Corinthian,

or Chian, or Cyprian; the amount of water to be mixed with each being

carefully debated and employed. Each winter a cask was sent him from a

special vineyard on the heights of Corinth, and occasioned something

like a general rejoicing in Cambridge, so widely were its flavorous

contents distributed. Whenever this cask arrived, or when there came a

box from Mt. Sinai filled with potato-like sweetmeats,--a paste of

figs, dates, and nuts, stuffed into sewed goatskins,--or when his hens

had been laying a goodly number of eggs, then under the blue cloak a

selection of bottles, or of sweetmeats, or of eggs would be borne to a

friend's house, where for an hour the old man sat in dignity and calm,

opening and closing his eyes and his jack-knife; uttering meanwhile

detached remarks, wise, gruff, biting, yet seldom lacking a kernel of

kindness, till bedtime came, nine o'clock, and he was gone, the

gifts--if thanks were feared--left in a chair by the door. There were

half a dozen houses and dinner tables in Cambridge to which he went with

pleasure, houses where he seemed to find a solace in the neighborhood of

his kind. But human beings were an exceptional luxury. He had never

learned to expect them. They never became necessities of his daily life,

and I doubt if he missed them when they were absent. As he slowly

recovered strength, after one of his later illnesses, I urged him to

spend a month with me. Refusing in a brief sentence, he added with

unusual gentleness: "To be alone is not the same for me and for you. I

have never known anything else."

Unquestionably much of his disposition to remain aloof and to resist the

on-coming intruder was bred by the experiences of his early youth. His

native place, Tsangarada, is a village of eastern Thessaly, far up

among the slopes of the Pindus. Thither, several centuries ago, an

ancestor led a migration from the west coast of Greece, and sought a

refuge from Turkish oppression. From generation to generation his

fathers continued to be shepherds of their people, the office of

Proestos, or governor, being hereditary in the house. Sturdy men those

ancestors must have been, and picturesque their times. In late winter

afternoons, at 3 Holworthy, when the dusk began to settle among the elms

about the yard, legends of these heroes and their far-off days would

loiter through the exile's mind. At such times bloody doings would be

narrated with all the coolness that appears in Caesar's Commentaries, and

over the listener would come a sense of a fantastic world as different

from our own as that of Bret Harte's Argonauts. "My great-grandfather

was not easily disturbed. He was a young man and Proestos. His stone

house stood apart from the others. He was sitting in its great room one

evening, and heard a noise. He looked around, and saw three men by the

farther door. 'What are you here for?' 'We have come to assassinate

you.' 'Who sent you?' 'Andreas.' It was a political enemy. 'How much did

Andreas promise you?' 'A dollar.' 'I will promise you two dollars if you

will go and assassinate Andreas.' So they turned, went, and assassinated

Andreas. My great-grandfather went to Scyros the next day, and remained

there five years. In five years these things are forgotten in Greece.

Then he came back, and brought a wife from Scyros, and was Proestos once

more."

Another evening: "People said my grandfather died of leprosy. Perhaps he

did. As Proestos he gave a decision against a woman, and she hated him.

One night she crept up behind the house, where his clothes lay on the

ground, and spread over his clothes the clothes of a leper. After that

he was not well. His hair fell off and he died. But perhaps it was not

leprosy; perhaps he died of fear. The Knights of Malta were worrying the

Turks. They sailed into the harbor of Volo, and threatened to bombard

the town. The Turks seized the leading Greeks and shut them up in the

mosque. When the first gun was fired by the frigate, the heads of the

Greeks were to come off. My grandfather went into the mosque a young

man. A quarter of an hour afterwards, the gun was heard, and my

grandfather waited for the headsman. But the shot toppled down the

minaret, and the Knights of Malta were so pleased that they sailed away,

satisfied. The Turks, watching them, forgot about the prisoners. But two

hours later, when my grandfather came out of the mosque, he was an old

man. He could not walk well. His hair fell off, and he died."

Sometimes I caught glimpses of Turkish oppression in times of peace. "I

remember the first time I saw the wedding gift given. No new-made bride

must leave the house she visits without a gift. My mother's sister

married, and came to see us. I was a boy. She stood at the door to go,

and my mother remembered she had not had the gift. There was not much to

give. The Turks had been worse than usual, and everything was buried.

But my mother could not let her go without the gift. She searched the

house, and found a saucer,--it was a beautiful saucer; and this she gave

her sister, who took it and went away."

"How did you get the name of Sophocles?" I asked, one evening. "Is your

family supposed to be connected with that of the poet?" "My name is not

Sophocles. I have no family name. In Greece, when a child is born, it is

carried to the grandfather to receive a name." (I thought how, in the

Odyssey, the nurse puts the infant Odysseus in the arms of his mother's

father, Autolycus, for naming.) "The grandfather gives him his own name.

The father's name, of course, is different; and this he too gives when

he becomes a grandfather. So in old Greek families two names alternate

through generations. My grandfather's name was Evangelinos. This he gave

to me; and I was distinguished from others of that name because I was

the son of Apostolos, Apostolides. But my best schoolmaster was fond of

the poet Sophocles, and he was fond of me. He used to call me his little

Sophocles. The other boys heard it, and they began to call me so. It was

a nickname. But when I left home people took it for my family name. They

thought I must have a family name. I did not contradict them. It makes

no difference. This is as good as any." One morning he received a

telegram of congratulation from the monks in Cairo. "It is my day," he

said. "How did the monks know it was your birthday?" I asked. "It is not

my birthday. Nobody thinks about that. It is forgotten. This is my

saint's day. Coming into the world is of no consequence; coming under

the charge of the saints is what we care for. My name puts me in the

Virgin's charge, and the feast of the Annunciation is my day. The monks

know my name."

To the Greek Church he was always loyal. Its faith had glorified his

youth, and to it he turned for strength throughout his solitary years.

Its conventual discipline was dear to him, and oftener than of his

birthplace at the foot of Mt. Olympus he dreamed of Mt. Sinai. On Mt.

Sinai the Emperor Justinian founded the most revered of all Greek

monasteries. Standing remote on its sacred mountain, the monastery

depends on Cairo for its supplies. In Cairo, accordingly, there is a

branch or agency which during the boyhood of Sophocles was presided over

by his Uncle Constantius. At twelve he joined this uncle in Cairo. In

the agency there, in the parent monastery on Sinai itself, and in

journeyings between the two, the happy years were spent which shaped his

intellectual and religious constitution. Though he never outwardly

became a monk, he largely became one within. His adored uncle

Constantius was his spiritual father. Through him his ideals had been

acquired,--his passion for learning, his hardihood in duty, his

imperturbable patience, his brief speech which allowed only so many

words as might scantily clothe his thought, his indifference to personal

comfort. He never spoke the name of Constantius without some sign of

reverence; and in his will, after making certain private bequests, and

leaving to Harvard College all his printed books and stereotype plates,

he adds this clause: "All the residue and remainder of my property and

estate I devise and bequeath to the said President and Fellows of

Harvard College in trust, to keep the same as a permanent fund, and to

apply the income thereof in two equal parts: one part to the purchase of

Greek and Latin books (meaning hereby the ancient classics) or of Arabic

books, or of books illustrating or explaining such Greek, Latin, or

Arabic books; and the other part to the Catalogue Department of the

General Library.... My will is that the entire income of the said fund

be expended in every year, and that the fund be kept forever unimpaired,

and be called and known as the Constantius Fund, in memory of my

paternal uncle, Constantius the Sinaite, Konstantios Sinaitnes."

This man, then, by birth, training, and temper a solitary; whose

heritage was Mt. Olympus, and the monastery of Justinian, and the Greek

quarter of Cairo, and the isles of Greece; whose intimates were Hesiod

and Pindar and Arrian and Basilides,--this man it was who, from 1842

onward, was deputed to interpret to American college boys the hallowed

writings of his race. Thirty years ago too, at the period when I sat on

the green bench in front of the long-legged desk, college boys were boys

indeed. They had no more knowledge than the high-school boy of to-day,

and they were kept in order by much the same methods. Thus it happened,

by some jocose perversity in the arrangement of human affairs, that

throughout our Sophomore and Junior years we sportive youngsters were

obliged to endure Sophocles, and Sophocles was obliged to endure us. No

wonder if he treated us with a good deal of contempt. No wonder that his

power of scorn, originally splendid, enriched itself from year to year.

We learned, it is true, something about everything except Greek; and the

best thing we learned was a new type of human nature. Who that was ever

his pupil will forget the calm bearing, the occasional pinch of snuff,

the averted eye, the murmur of the interior voice, and the stocky

little figure with the lion's head? There in the corner he stood, as

stranded and solitary as the Egyptian obelisk in the hurrying Place de

la Concorde. In a curious sort of fashion he was faithful to what he

must have felt an obnoxious duty. He was never absent from his post, nor

did he cut short the hours, but he gave us only such attention as was

nominated in the bond; he appeared to hurry past, as by set purpose, the

beauties of what we read, and he took pleasure in snubbing expectancy

and aspiration.

"When I entered college," says an eminent Greek scholar, "I was full of

the notion, which I probably could not have justified, that the Greeks

were the greatest people that had ever lived. My enthusiasm was fanned

into a warmer glow when I learned that my teacher was himself a Greek,

and that our first lesson was to be the story of Thermopylae. After the

passage of Herodotus had been duly read, Sophocles began: 'You must not

suppose these men stayed in the Pass because they were brave; they were

afraid to run away.' A shiver went down my back. Even if what he said

had been true, it ought never to have been told to a Freshman."

The universal custom of those days was the hearing of recitations, and

to this Sophocles conformed so far as to set a lesson and to call for

its translation bit by bit. But when a student had read his suitable

ten lines, he was stopped by the raised finger; and Sophocles, fixing

his eyes on vacancy and taking his start from some casual suggestion of

the passage, began a monologue,--a monologue not unlike one of

Browning's in its caprices, its involvement, its adaptation to the

speaker's mind rather than to the hearer's, and its ease in glancing

from heaven to earth, from earth to heaven. During these intervals the

sluggish slumbered, the industrious devoted themselves to books and

papers brought in the pocket for the purpose, the dreamy enjoyed the

opportunity of wondering what the strange words and their still stranger

utterer might mean. The monologue was sometimes long and sometimes

short, according as the theme which had been struck kindled the

rhapsodist and enabled him, with greater or less completeness, to forget

his class. When some subtlety was approached, a smile--the only smile

ever seen on his face by strangers--lifted for a moment the corner of

the mouth. The student who had been reciting stood meanwhile, but sat

when the voice stopped, the white head nodded, the pencil made a record,

and a new name was called.

There were perils, of course, in records of this sort. Reasons for the

figures which subsequently appeared on the college books were not

easy to find. Some of us accounted for our marks by the fact that we

had red hair or long noses; others preferred the explanation that

our professor's pencil happened to move more readily to the right

hand or to the left. For the most part we took good-naturedly whatever

was given us, though questionings would sometimes arise. A little

before my time there entered an ambitious young fellow, who cherished

large purposes in Greek. At the end of the first month under his queer

instructor he went to the regent and inquired for his mark in Plato.

It was three, the maximum being eight. Horror-stricken, he penetrated

Sophocles's room. "Professor Sophocles," he said. "I find my mark is

only three. There must be some mistake. There is another Jones in the

class, you know, J. S. Jones" (a lump of flesh), "and may it not be

that our marks have been confused?" An unmoved countenance, a little

wave of the hand, accompanied the answer: "You must take your

chance,--you must take your chance." In my own section, when anybody

was absent from a certain bench, poor Prindle was always obliged to go

forward and say, "I was here to-day, Professor Sophocles," or else the

gap on the bench where six men should sit was charged to Prindle's

account. In those easy-going days, when men were examined for entrance

to college orally and in squads, there was a good deal of eagerness

among the knowing ones to get into the squad of Sophocles; for it was

believed that he admitted everybody, on the ground that none of us

knew any Greek, and it was consequently unfair to discriminate.

Fantastic stories were attributed to him, for whose truth or error none

could vouch, and were handed on from class to class. "What does

Philadelphia mean?" "Brotherly love," the student answers. "Yes! It is

to remind us of Ptolemy Philadelphus, who killed his brother." A German

commentator had somewhere mentioned lions in connection with the

Peloponnesus, and Sophocles inquires of Brown if he knows the date when

lions first appeared in the Peloponnesus. He does not, nor does Smith

nor Robinson. At length Green, driven to bay, declares in desperation

that he doesn't believe there ever were lions in the Peloponnesus. To

whom Sophocles: "You are right. There were none." "Do you read your

examination books?" he once asked a fellow instructor. "If they are

better than you expect, the writers cheat; if they are no better, time

is wasted." "Is to-day story day or contradiction day?" he is reported

to have said to one who, in the war time, eagerly handed him a

newspaper, and asked if he had seen the morning's news.

How much of this cynicism of conduct and of speech was genuine perhaps

he knew as little as the rest of us; but certainly it imparted a

pessimistic tinge to all he did and said. To hear him talk, one would

suppose the world was ruled by accident or by an utterly irrational

fate; for in his mind the two conceptions seemed closely to coincide.

His words were never abusive; they were deliberate, peaceful even;

but they made it very plain that so long as one lived there was no use

in expecting anything. Paradoxes were a little more probable than

ordered calculations; but even paradoxes would fail. Human beings

were altogether impotent, though they fussed and strutted as if they

could accomplish great things. How silly was trust in men's goodness and

power, even in one's own! Most men were bad and stupid,--Germans

especially so. The Americans knew nothing, and never could know. A

wise man would not try to teach them. Yet some persons dreamed of

establishing a university in America! Did they expect scholarship where

there were politicians and business men? Evil influences were far too

strong. They always were. The good were made expressly to suffer, the

evil to succeed. Better leave the world alone, and keep one's self

true. "Put a drop of milk into a gallon of ink; it will make no

difference. Put a drop of ink into a gallon of milk; the whole is

spoiled."

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