It was indeed _Count_ D’ELMONT, who had borrow’d Horses and a Servant of

the _Baron_, and got into the Garden as before, but with a much greater

Assurance now of making himself entirely happy in the Gratification of

his utmost Wishes. But ’tis impossible to represent the greatness of

his vexation and surprize, when all his Efforts to open the Door, were

in vain: He found something had been done to the Lock, but cou’d not

discover what, nor by any means remove the obstacle which MELLIORA had

put there. She, on the other hand, was in all the confusion imaginable:

Sometimes prompted by the violence of her Passion, she wou’d run to the

Door, resolving to open it; and then, frighted with the apprehension of

what wou’d be the Consequence, as hastily fly from it: If he had stay’d

much longer, ’tis possible love wou’d have got the better of all other

Considerations, but a light appearing on the other side of the Garden,

oblig’d the thrice disappointed Lover, to quit his Post. He had sent

away the Horses by the Servant who came with him, and had no opportunity

of going to the _Barons_ that Night, so came to his own Fore-gate, and

thunder’d with a force, suitable to the fury he was possest with; it was

presently open’d, most of the Family being up. ALOVISA had rav’d her self

into Fits, and her disorder created full Employment for the Servants,

who busily running about the House with Candles fetching things for her,

occasion’d that reflection which he had seen.

The _Count_ was told of his Lady’s Indisposition, but he thought he had

sufficient pretence not to come where she was, after the Message she had

sent him by the _Baron_’s Servant, and order’d a Bed to be made ready for

him in another Chamber.

ALOVISA soon heard he was come in, and it was with much ado, that her

Women prevail’d on her not to rise and go to him that moment, so little

did she remember what she had said. She pass’d the Night in most terrible

Inquietudes, and early in the Morning went to his Chamber, but finding it

shut, she was oblig’d to wait, tho’ with a World of impatience, ’till she

heard he was stirring, which not being till towards Noon, she spent all

that Time in considering how she shou’d accost him.

As soon as the Servant whom she had order’d to watch, brought her Word

that his Lord was dressing, she went into the Room, there was no body

with him but his Gentleman, and he withdrawing out of respect, imagining

by both their Countenances, there might something be said, not proper

for him to hear. I see (said she) my Presence is unwish’d, but I have

learn’d from you to scorn Constraint, and as you openly avow your

falshood, I shall my Indignation, and my just Disdain! Madam (answer’d

he suddenly) if you have any thing to reproach me with, you cou’d not

have chose a more unlucky Time for it, than this, nor was I ever less

dispos’d to give you Satisfaction. No, barbarous cold Insulter! (resum’d

she) I had not the least hope you wou’d, I find that I am grown so low

in your Esteem, I am not worth pains of an Invention.----By Heaven, this

damn’d indifference is worse than the most vile Abuse!---’Tis plain

Contempt!----O that I cou’d resent it as I ought----then Sword, or Poison

shou’d revenge me---why am I so Curst to Love you still?---O that those

Fiends (continu’d she, bursting into Tears) that have deform’d thy Soul,

wou’d change thy Person too, turn every Charm to horrid Blackness, grim

as thy Cruelty, and foul as thy Ingratitude, to free that Heart, thy

Perjury has ruin’d. I thought Madam (said he, with an Accent maliciously

Ironical) that you had thrown off, even the appearances of Love for me,

by the Message you sent me Yesterday---O thou Tormenter (interrupted

she) hast thou not wrong’d me in the tenderest Point, driven me to the

last Degree of Misery! To Madness!---To Despair? And dost thou----can’st

thou Reproach me for complaining?---Your coldness; your unkindness stung

me to the Soul, and then I said, I know not what---but I remember well,

that I wou’d have seem’d careless, and indifferent like you. You need

not (reply’d he) give your self the trouble of an Apology, I have no

design to make a quarrel of it: And wish, for both our Peace, you cou’d

as easily moderate your Passions, as I can mine, and that you may the

better do so, I leave you to reflect on what I have said, and the little

Reason I have ever given you for such intemperance. He left the Chamber

with these Words, which instead of quelling, more enflam’d ALOVYSA’s

Rage. She threw her self down into an Elbow Chair that stood there, and

gave a loose to the Tempest of her Soul, Sometimes she curst, and vow’d

the bitterest Revenge: Sometimes she wept, and at others, was resolv’d

to fly to Death, the only Remedy for neglected Love: In the midst of

these confus’d Meditations, casting her Eye on a Table by her, she saw

Paper, and something written on it, which hastily taking up, found it the

_Count_’s Character, and read (to her inexpressible Torment) these Lines.

[Illustration]

The Dispairing D’ELMONT to his Repenting Charmer.

_What Cruel Star last Night, had Influence over my

Inhumane Dear? Say, to what Cause must I ascribe my Fatal

Disappointment? For I wou’d fain believe I owe it not to

Thee!----Such an Action, after what thou hast confest, I cou’d

expect from nothing but a Creature of_ MELANTHA’s _Temper---no,

’tis too much of the vain Coquet, and indeed too much of the

Jilt, for my Adorable to be guilty of--and yet---Oh how shall I

excuse thee? when every thing was hush’d, Darkness my Friend,

and all my Wishes rais’d, when every Nerve trembled with fierce

Desires, and my Pulse beat a call to Love, or Death,----(For

if I not enjoy thee, that will soon arrive) then, then what,

but thy self, forgetting all thy Vows, thy tender Vows of the

most Ardent Passion, cou’d have destroyed my Hopes?---Oh where

was then that Love which lately flatter’d my fond doating Soul,

when sinking, dying in my Arms, my Charmer lay! And suffer’d

me to reap each Prologue favour to the greatest Bliss----But

they are past, and rigid Honour stands to Guard those joys,

which----_

There was no more written, but there needed no more to make ALOVYSA,

before half distracted, now quite so. She was now convinc’d that she had

a much more dangerous Rival than MELANTHA, and her Curiosity who it might

be, was not much less troublesome to her than other Passions.

She was going to seek her Husband with this Testimony of his Infidelity

in her Hand, when he, remembring he had left it there, was coming hastily

back to fetch it. The Excess of Fury which she met him with, is hardly

to be imagin’d, she upbraided him in such a Fashion as might be called

reviling, and had so little regard to good Manners, or even decency in

what she said, that it dissipated all the confusion he was in at first,

to see so plain a Proof against him in her Hands, and rouz’d him to a

rage not much Inferior to her’s. She endeavour’d (tho’ she took a wrong

Method) to bring him to a Confession, he had done amiss; and he, to lay

the Tempest of her Tongue, by storming louder, but neither succeeded in

their wish: And he, stung with the bitterness of her Reproaches, and

tired with Clamour, at last flung from her with a solemn Vow never to

eat, or Sleep with her more.

A Wife if equally haughty and jealous, if less fond than ALOVYSA will

scarce be able to comprehend the greatness of her Sufferings: And it is

not to be wonder’d at, that she, so violent in all her Passions, and

agitated by so many, at once, committed a thousand Extravagancies, which

those who know the force but of one, by the Aid of Reason, may avoid.

She tore down the _Count_’s Picture which hung in the Room, and stamp’d

on it, then the Letter, her own Cloaths, and Hair, and whoever had seen

her in that Posture, wou’d have thought she appear’d more like what the

Furies are represented to be, than a Woman.

The _Count_ when he took leave the Night before of the _Baron_

D’ESPERNAY, had promis’d to return to him in the Morning, and give him

an Account of his Adventure with MELLIORA, but the vexation of his

disappointment, and quarrel with his Wife, having hindred him all this

time, the _Baron_ came to his House, impatient to know the Success of an

Affair on which his own hopes depended. He was told by the Servants that

their Lord was above, and running hastily without Ceremony, the first

Person he saw was ALOVISA, in the condition I have describ’d.

The _Baron_ had passionately lov’d this Lady from the first Moment he had

seen her, but it was with that sort of Love, which considers more it’s

own gratification, than the Interest, or quiet, of the object beloved.

He imagin’d by the Wildness of ALOVYSA’s Countenance and Behaviour, that

the _Count_ had given her some extraordinary occasion of distaste, and

was so far from being troubled at the Sorrow he beheld her in, that he

rejoyc’d in it, as the advancement of his Designs. But he wanted not

cunning to disguise his Sentiments, and approaching her with a tender,

and submissive Air, entreated her to tell him the Cause of her disorder.

ALOVYSA had always consider’d him as a Person of worth, and one who

was entitled to her Esteem by the vast respect he always paid her, and

the Admiration, which in every opportunity, he exprest for her Wit and

Beauty. She was not perhaps far from guessing the Extent of his Desires,

by some Looks, and private Glances he had given her, and, notwithstanding

her Passion, for the _Count_, was too vain to be offended at it. On the

contrary, it pleas’d her Pride, and confirm’d her in the good Opinion

she had of her self, to think a Man of his Sense shou’d be compell’d

by the force of her irresistible Attractions to adore and to despair,

and therefore made no Difficulty of disburthening all the anguish of her

Soul, in the Bosom of this, as she believ’d, so faithful Friend.

The _Baron_ seem’d to receive this Declaration of her Wrongs, with all

imaginable concern: And accus’d the _Count_ of Stupidity in so little

knowing the value of a Jewel he was Master of, and gave her some hints,

that he was not unsensible who the Lady was, that had been the Cause of

it, which ALOVISA presently taking hold on, O speak her Name (said she)

quick, let me know her, or own thy Friendship was but feign’d to undo

me, and that thou hatest the wretched ALOVISA. O far (resum’d he) far be

such thoughts, first let me Die, to prove my Zeal---my Faith, sincere

to you, who only next to Heaven, are worthy Adoration---but forgive me,

if I say, in this, you must not be obey’d. O why, said she? Perhaps,

(answer’d he) I am a trusted Person---A confident, and if I should reveal

the secret of my Friend, I know, tho’ you approv’d the Treachery, you

wou’d detest the Traytor. O! Never (rejoyn’d she impatiently) ’twou’d

be a Service, more than the whole Study of my Life can pay----am I not

Rack’d,----Stab’d---and Mangled in Idea, by some dark Hand shaded with

Night and Ignorance? And shou’d I not be grateful for a friendly Clue

to guide me from this Labyrinth of Doubt, to a full Day of Certainty,

where all the fiend may stand expos’d before me, and I have Scope to

Execute my Vengeance? Besides, (continu’d she, finding he was silent and

seemingly extreamly mov’d at what she said) ’tis joyning in the Cause

of Guilt to hide her from me----come, you must tell me---your Honour

suffers else---both that, and pity, plead the Injur’d’s Cause. Alas (said

he) Honour can ne’er consent to a Discovery of what, with solemn Vows I

have promis’d to Conceal; but Oh!---There is something in my Soul, more

Powerful, which says, that ALOVYSA must not be deny’d. Why then (cry’d

she) do you delay? Why keep me on the Rack, when one short Word wou’d

ease me of my Torment? I have consider’d (answer’d he after a pause)

Madam, you shall be satisfied, depend on it you shall, tho’ not this

Moment, you shall have greater Proofs than Words can give you----Occular

Demonstration shall strike denial Dumb. What mean you? Interrupted she;

you shall behold (said he) the guilty pair, link’d in each others Arms.

Oh ESPERNAY (rejoyn’d she) coud’st thou do that?---’Tis easie (answer’d

he) as I can order Matters---but longer Conferrence may render me

suspected---I’ll go seek the _Count_, for he must be my Engine to betray

himself---In a Day or two, at farthest you shall enjoy all the Revenge

Detection can bestow.

ALOVYSA wou’d fain have perswaded him to have told her the Name of her

Rival, in part of that full Conviction he had promis’d her, but in vain,

and she was oblig’d to leave the Issue of this Affair entirely to his

Management.

The _Baron_ was extreamly pleas’d with the Progress he had made, and

did not doubt, but for the purchase of this secret he shou’d obtain

every thing he desired of ALOVYSA. He found _Count_ D’ELMONT full of

troubled and perplexed Thoughts, and when he had heard the History of

his disappointment: I am sorry to hear (said he) that the foolish Girl

does not know her own mind---but come (my Lord continued he, after

a little pause) do not suffer your self to sink beneath a Caprice,

which all those who converse much with that Sex must frequently meet

with---I have a Contrivance in my Head, that cannot fail to render all

her peevish Virtue frustrate: And make her happy in her own despite. Oh

ESPERNAY! (reply’d the _Count_) thou talkest as Friendship prompts thee,

I know thou wishest my Success, but alas! So many, and such unforeseen

Accidents have happen’d hitherto to prevent me, that I begin to think

the Hand of Fate has set me down for lost. For shame my Lord (Interrupted

the _Baron_) be not so poor in Spirit----Once more I tell you that she

shall be yours---a Day or two shall make her so---and because I know you

Lovers are unbelieving, and impatient----I will Communicate the Means. A

Ball, and Entertainment shall be provided at my House, to which, all the

Neighbouring People of Condition shall be invited, amongst the number,

your self, your Lady, and MELLIORA; it will be late before ’tis done,

and I must perswade your Family, and some others who live farthest off,

to Countenance the Design to stay all Night; all that you have to do,

is to keep up your Resentment to ALOVYSA, that you may have a pretence

to sleep from her: I shall take care to have MELLIORA plac’d where no

Impediment may bar your Entrance. Impossible Suggestion! (cry’d D’ELMONT

shaking his Head) ALOVYSA is in too much Rage of Temper to listen to

such an Invitation, and without her, we must not hope for MELLIORA.

How Industrious are you (resum’d the _Baron_) to create difficulties

where there is none: Tho’ I confess this may have, to you, a reasonable

Appearance of one. But know, my Friendship builds it’s hopes to serve you

on a sure Foundation---this jealous furious Wife, makes me the Confident

of her imagin’d Injuries, Conjures me to use all my Interest with you for

a reconcilement, and believes I am now pleading for her----I must for a

while rail at your Ingratitude, and Condemn your want of Taste, to keep

my Credit with her, and now and then sweeten her with a doubtful Hope

that it may be possible at last to bring you to acknowledge, that you

have been in an Error; this at once confirms her, that I am wholly on her

side, and engages her to follow my Advice.

Tho’ nothing Palls desire so much as too easie an Assurance of Means to

gratifie it, yet a little hope is absolutely necessary to preserve it.

The fiery Wishes of D’ELMONT’S Soul, before chill’d by despair, and half

supprest with clouding Griefs, blaz’d now, as fierce, and vigorous as

ever, and he found so much probability in what the _Baron_ said, that he

was ready to adore him for the Contrivance.

Thus all Parties, but MELLIORA, remain’d in a sort of a pleas’d

Expectation. The COUNT doubted not of being happy, nor ALOVISA of having

her curiosity satisfy’d by the _Baron’s_ Assistance, nor himself of the

reward he design’d to demand of her for that good Service, and each

long’d impatiently for the Day, or rather Night, which was to bring this

great Affair to a Period. Poor MELLIORA was the only Person, who had no

interval of Comfort. Restrain’d by Honour, and enflam’d by Love, her very

Soul was torn: And when she found that COUNT D’ELMONT made no attempt

to get into her Chamber again, as she imagin’d he wou’d, she fell into

a Despair more terrible than all her former Inquietudes; she presently

fancy’d that the disappointment he had met with the Night before, had

driven the hopeless Passion from his Heart, and the Thoughts of being no

longer beloved by him, were unsupportable. She saw him not all that Day,

nor the next, the quarrel between him and ALOVISA having caus’d separate

Tables, she was oblig’d in Decency, to eat at that where she was, and had

the Mortification of hearing her self Curs’d every Hour, by the enrag’d

Wife, in the Name of her unknown Rival, without daring to speak a Word in

her own Vindication.

In the mean time the _Baron_ diligent to make good the Promises he had

given the COUNT and ALOVISA, for his own Ends, got every thing ready, and

came himself to D’ELMONT’S House, to entreat their Company at his. Now

Madam (said he) to ALOVISA the time is come to prove your Servants Faith:

This Night shall put an end to your uncertainty: They had no opportunity

for further Speech; MELLIORA came that Moment into the Room, who being

ask’d to go to the Ball, and seeming a little unwilling to appear at any

publick Diversion, by Reason of the late Death of her Father, put the

_Baron_ in a Mortal Apprehension for the Success of his Undertaking: But

ALOVYSA joyning in his Entreaties, she was at last prevail’d upon: The

COUNT went along with the _Baron_ in his Chariot: And the Ladies soon

follow’d in an other.

There was a vast deal of Company there, and the _Count_ danc’d with

several of the Ladies, and was extreamly gay amongst them: ALOVYSA

watch’d his Behaviour, and regarded every one of them, in their Turn,

with Jealousie, but was far from having the least Suspicion of her whom

only she had Cause.

Tho’ MELLIORA’S greatest Motive to go, was, because she might have the

happiness of seeing her admir’d _Count_; a Blessing, she had not enjoy’d

these two Days, yet she took but little Satisfaction in that View,

without an opportunity of being spoke to by him. But that uneasiness

was remov’d, when the serious Dances being over, and they all joyning

in a grand Ballet: He every now and then, got means to say a Thousand

tender Things to her, press’d her Hand whenever he turn’d her, and wou’d

sometimes, when at a distance from ALOVISA, pretend to be out, on purpose

to stand still, and talk to her. This kind of Behaviour banish’d part of

her Sufferings, for tho’ she cou’d consider both his, and her own Passion

in no other View, than that of a very great Misfortune to them both,

yet there are so many Pleasures, even in the Pains of Love. Such tender

thrillings, such Soul-ravishing Amusements, attend some happy Moments of

Contemplation, that those who most Endeavour, can wish but faintly to be

freed from.

When it grew pretty late, the Baron made a sign to the Count to follow

him into a little Room joyning to that where they were, and when he had,

now my Lord, (said he) I doubt not but this Night will make you entirely

Possessor of your Wishes: I have prolonged the Entertainment, on purpose

to detain those, who ’tis necessary for our Design, and have ordered

a Chamber for MELLIORA, which has no Impediment to Bar your Entrance:

O! Thou best of Friends, (answer’d D’ELMONT) how shall I requite thy

Goodness? In making (resum’d the Baron) a right Use of the Opportunity

I give you, for if you do not, you render fruitless all the Labours of

my Brain, and make me wretched, while my Friend is so. Oh! fear me not

(cry’d D’ELMONT in a Rapture) I will not be deny’d, each Faculty of

my Soul is bent upon Enjoyment, tho’ Death in all its various Horrors

glar’d upon me, I’d scorn ’em all in MELLIORA’S Arms---O! the very Name

transports me---New fires my Blood, and tingles in my Veins---Imagination

points out all her Charms--Methinks I see her lie in sweet

Confusion--Fearing--Wishing--Melting---Her glowing Cheeks--Her closing

dying Eyes--her every kindling--Oh ’tis too vast for Thought! Even Fancy

flags, and cannot reach her Wonders! As he was speaking, MELANTHA, who

had taken notice of his going out of the Room, and had follow’d him with

a Design of talking to him, came time enough to hear the latter part of

what he said, but seeing her Brother with him, withdrew with as much

haste as she came, and infinitely more uneasiness of Mind; she was now

but too well assur’d that she had a greater difficulty than the Count’s

Matrimonial Engagement to get over, before she could reach his Heart, and

was ready to burst with Vexation to think she was supplanted: Full of a

Thousand tormenting Reflections she return’d to the Ball Room, and was so

out of Humour all the Night, that she could hardly be commonly Civil to

any Body that spoke to her.

At last, the Hour so much desired by the Count, the Baron, and ALOVISA

(tho’ for various Reasons) was arriv’d: The Company broke up; those who

liv’d near, which were the greatest part, went home, the others being

entreated by the Baron, stay’d. When they were to be conducted to their

Chambers, he call’d MELANTHA, and desired she would take care of the

Ladies as he should direct, but above all, charg’d to place ALOVISA and

MELLIORA in two Chambers which he shewed her.

MELANTHA was now let into the Secret she so much desired to know, the

Name of her Rival, which she had not come time enough to hear, when she

did the Count’s Rapturous Description of her. She had before found out,

that her Brother was in Love with ALOVYSA, and did not doubt, but that

there was a double Intrigue to be carry’d on that Night, and was the

more confirm’d in that Opinion, when she remembred, that the _Baron_

had order’d the Lock that Day to be taken off the Door of that Chamber

where MELLIORA was to be lodg’d. It presently came into her Head, to

betray all she knew to ALOVISA, but she soon rejected that Resolution for

another, which she thought would give her a more pleasing Revenge: She

conducted all the Ladies to such Chambers as she thought fit, and ALOVISA

to that her Brother had desired, having no design of disappointing him,

but MELLIORA she led to one where she always lay her self, resolving to

supply her Place in the other, where the Count was to come: Yes, (said

she to her self) I will receive his Vows in MELLIORA’S Room, and when

I find him rais’d to the highest pitch of Expectation, declare who I

am, and awe him into Tameness; ’twill be a charming Piece of Vengeance,

besides, if he be not the most ungrateful Man on Earth, he must Adore my

Generosity in not exposing him to his Wife, when I have him in my Power,

after the Coldness he has us’d me with. She found something so pleasing

in this Contrivance, that no Considerations whatever, could have Power to

deter her from pursuing it.

When the Baron found every thing was silent and ready for his Purpose,

he went softly to Count D’ELMONT’S Chamber, where he was impatiently

expected; and taking him by the Hand, led him to that, where he had

ordered MELLIORA to be Lodg’d. When they were at the Door, you see my

Lord, (said he) I have kept my Promise; there lies the Idol of your Soul,

go in, be bold, and all the Happiness, you wish attend you. The Count was

in too great a hurry of disorder’d Thoughts to make him any other Answer

than a passionate Embrace, and gently pushing open the Door which had no

fastning to it, left the Baron to prosecute the remaining part of his

treacherous Design.

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