Showers' party with a volley which killed him and a couple of his

men. There was some desultory fighting between the rest of the escort

and the enemy, but the unfortunate escort without their officer and

down in the valley mounted could do nothing, and so the remnant had

to retire, leaving 3 or 4 dead, and the two wounded men I was talking

to, on the ground. The men told me that poor Showers' death must have

been instantaneous, as he was hit by 3 bullets at the same minute, and

never spoke or groaned. Sir Robert Sandeman said to one of the men

who happened to be a sergeant, that he was glad to see he was getting

better, and adding "you see your fate is good" (N.B.--This is a kind of

usual expression when a person has been fortunate, as all Mohammedans

are great believers in "Kismet" or fate), on which the poor fellow,

with tears in his eyes and with wonderful energy and spirit, said, "Ah,

Sahib, don't say that; don't say my fate is good, for I am filled with

shame to think that my Sahib is dead and I am alive. It is a great

shame to me that I am alive; my fate is bad." It was very touching, and

there was no doubt of the man's sincerity and honesty, as we who heard

him could testify to. What he said loses greatly by translation, and

by not being heard, but it was really a most impressive sight. This

wild Beloochie, with his long black hair all about his face, which was

quite pale from pain and loss of blood, getting, in his excitement,

on his elbow as he lay in his bed and speaking with the greatest

earnestness, and then falling back on his pillow quite overcome with

weakness and agitation. The men all liked Showers greatly, as his pluck

and dash appealed to their feelings strongly. This man was the senior

of the party, and he told me he said to Showers that he had better not

go by that route, but that the Sahib only laughed and asked him if he

was afraid. I asked him what he did then, and he said "Oh, the Sahib

was only joking; he knew I was not afraid; but I wanted to save him,

but of course, as he was determined to go on, we said nothing more."

When the rest of the party retired, the enemy came down and stripped

the two wounded men of all their clothes, except their linen shirts and

drawers, and there they lay for 2 nights in the piercing cold. This

man said, "Oh, Sahib, it was so cold and I had such pain, I prayed all

night to God, and said 'let me die,' but God would not let me die, and

here I am. No, my fate is not good!!!" It is a long story, but I tell

it to you to show the sort of fellows many of our native soldiers are,

men that anyone might be proud to serve with. For myself I would go

into action with our native troops without a hesitation (especially men

of certain races), assured of their fighting well and gallantly. This

man of whom I have been telling you was a countryman of the people who

killed Showers, and yet he was perfectly loyal, even to losing his own

life, in the service he had taken. There is no doubt Showers ought not

to have gone the way he did, and in no case ought he to have gone so

weakly escorted. His body was recovered, and he is buried at Quetta,

and punishment has been awarded to the men who attacked him.

TUESDAY, APRIL 13th.--We left Quetta on our first march out to Kandahar

at ¼ to 6 a.m., having, I am sorry to say, left behind at Quetta

Captain Cooke-Collis, who was ordered by a telegram, that was awaiting

him at Quetta, to remain there until the arrival of General Phayre,

whose staff officer he is to be. We were very sorry to lose him, as

he is a pleasant companion, active, energetic, and most obliging. I

was in hopes that he was to be my Brigade Major, which he wished to

be, so the arrangement now made is a disappointment to us both. As the

country between Quetta and Kandahar is more or less disturbed, and the

tribes along the route are not friendly, I thought it well to increase

my escort, so have added to it half a company of Infantry who will

furnish sentries at night and guard the baggage on the road, while the

Cavalry escort will accompany me. With our 5 selves and ½ troop of

Cavalry and ½ company of Infantry, I feel quite safe, and only fear

we won't be given a chance of exchanging compliments with the tribes on

our route. A wing of the 30th N.I. is one march ahead of us, and the

7th Fusiliers escorting £100,000 of treasure leave Quetta to-morrow, so

they will be one march behind us, so we have plenty of troops on the

road.

APRIL 21st.--It is more than a week since I have been able to write up

my journal, as I have, I may say, hardly been out of the saddle since

the 16th, and have slept in my clothes for 4 nights.--April 13th,

continued.--Metarzai, the first march out from Quetta, is a wretched

place, nothing but sand and stones, no rest-house, so we had to pitch

tents for the first time, and found them very hot during the day-time.

The water was far from good.

[Sidenote: March to Dina-Kharez.]

APRIL 14th.--Marched to Dina Kharez, a word which signifies "bitter

waters," and most richly the place has earned its name, as more

disgusting water I never tasted. Our party is a singularly temperate

one, and we all prefer cold tea to any drink, but here it was quite

impossible to drink the tea, as the water is quite salt, and tea made

of it bore a most painful likeness to a black draught, or the senna and

salts of one's youth.--By the way, why is it that the children of the

present day have not to drink the great big tumblers full of senna and

salts which we used to have periodically!--The road between Metarzai

and Dina-Kharez (distance 12 miles) is, as usual, very uninteresting,

except that it crosses what is called the Ghazerbund Pass, a moderately

high range of hills, with an ascent and descent of about 700 to 800

feet. There was a rest-house at Dina-Kharez, but we all (including the

horses) suffered much inconvenience for want of some decent water.

APRIL 15th.--Marched to Segi (10 miles) the country still most

uninteresting and desolate, no inhabitants and no cultivation. The heat

in the day-time is very considerable, and we are all very glad when

evening comes. We always dine outside in the cool, and at Segi we very

nearly lost our dinner, as the soup, which is the great stand by, had

just been placed on one of our rickety camp tables, when 2 great bull

dogs who belong to members of our party, thought fit to commence a most

violent fight under the tables and chairs which were scattered in all

directions. Fortunately we managed to snatch the dishes off first, and

so saved our dinner. I may as well here give the routine of our days,

which are one just like another. We are woke at 4 a.m., dress, pack up

our beds, tents, &c., &c., put them on the carts or camels, placing

materials for breakfast on a pony, as he travels much faster than

camels.--March at 5 a.m., and are generally in at 8 a.m. Shortly after

the pony comes up with some servants, and we have a pic-nic breakfast;

about the time it is done the baggage comes in, and tents are pitched

and boxes opened, and we dress and wash, read, write and talk till 5

o'clock, when we go out for a stroll and visit the horses, &c. Dinner

at 6, and we are all fast asleep at ½ past 8.

[Sidenote: March to Gulistan Kharez.]

FRIDAY, 16th APRIL.--Marched to Gulistan Kharez (10 miles) through

the usual uninteresting desert, but the place itself, which literally

interpreted, means "place of roses," is much better than any place we

have been at yet on this side of Quetta, as there is plenty of good

water (a bright flowing stream), and a few trees. Here there is in

course of completion, what there ought to be at each of the stages, a

small fort and enclosure for the commissariat stores. The fort would be

quite sufficient to resist any attack the Afghans (without artillery)

could bring against it, but to my surprise I found it had no gate or no

means of closing the entrance. The engineer officer in charge of all

the works on the road happened to be at Gulistan, and I sent for him

and told him that I did not at all like the state of things, and that

he must, at any cost, make a gate or other arrangement. The difficulty

was getting wood, of which there is none in this desolate wilderness.

As a makeshift I caused the native officer in command of the post to be

shown how to make a temporary barricade with carts and sand bags, and

so to secure himself against a sudden rush. I dare say at the time I

was thought a desperate nuisance and over particular, but if that was

the idea then the next day's events quite altered their opinions.

[Sidenote: Forced ride on to Chaman.]

SATURDAY, APRIL 17th.--Marched to Killa Abdoola, which is 11½ miles

from Gulistan, and 5 miles from the foot of the Pass across the Khojak

range of mountains which are there 7000 feet high. We got to the end

of our march about half-past 8 o'clock, and about 10 o'clock, as we

had just finished breakfast, the telegraph clerk (there is a telegraph

office here) brought me an urgent message from General Phayre, who was

at Chaman, on the other side of the Khojak range (16 miles off), to

say that disturbances, the extent of which he did not yet know, had

broken out between Chaman and Kandahar, and that all communication with

Kandahar was closed. He asked me to come to him at once. Our baggage

animals having only just completed 11 miles, and the heat being very

great, it was clear the whole party could not go on, so I decided to

ride forward myself, accompanied only by one officer and 5 native

cavalry, leaving all my baggage behind. Major Greig, of the R. A.,

having a fresh horse, I selected to go with me, and we started at 11.30

to ride across the Khojak to Chaman. The Pass is a very narrow and

difficult one, offering many opportunities for organised resistance or

ambushes, but I thought on the whole it was better for me to take quite

a small escort, as if the Pass was held the whole of my escort could

not have forced it, and if there were only a few of the enemy about we

had a better chance to pass through unobserved going a small party.

The proceeding was a little risky, and had it not been successful

would have been disapproved, I dare say; but for myself, I confess I

never expected to meet resistance, as I knew General Phayre's account

of the disturbances were not at all likely to suffer by emanating from

him, as he is a man of extremes, and I thought it quite possible that

things were not as bad as they seemed. The road from Killa Abdoola to

the foot of the Pass is through the bed of a mountain torrent, the

low hills on either side being too far off to afford cover for anyone

trying to hold the Pass. The ascent to the mouth of the Pass is quite

gentle, and then it rises in very steep gradients 2,500 feet. We have

made an excellent zig-zag road up one side and down the other, and the

view from the top is very extensive and curious. About ¼ to 3 I rode

into Chaman, having come across under 3 hours, which was not bad, as

the cavalry soldiers I had with me had already done 11 miles more, and

I had to save their horses in case of necessity either for a charge

or a bolt on the road. I found General Phayre much exercised in mind,

and greatly impressed with the fact that there was a _general_, not a

_local_, hostile movement against us. His information came from Quetta

from Sir R. Sandeman, who is not, I think, as a rule very dependable

in his news. However, of one thing, there was no doubt that there had

been, the night before, an attack in force on a small commissariat

depot about 26 miles from Chaman, and that there an officer and 17 or

18 men (principally commissariat servants) had been killed, and that

another depot, 16 miles from Chaman, had been partially looted, but no

one killed. To this depot, named Gatai, General Phayre had sent on a

wing of a native regiment, and had a troop of native cavalry ready to

go with me if I would go on at once there, and then act as I thought

best, but he recommended my waiting at Gatai until he sent me as

reinforcements 2 guns of a mountain battery, and a couple of hundred of

the 7th Fusiliers. Of course I was all anxiety to get on, so, borrowing

horses from the native cavalry for Major Greig and myself, we started

again an hour after we had reached Chaman, escorted by the troop of

native cavalry. The distance between the 2

[Sidenote: Push on to Gatai.]

places is 17 miles, and the road lies over a stony, sandy plain,

without a village or a living being to be seen. I pushed on as fast

as I could, as I wanted, if possible, to get to Gatai and see all the

necessary arrangements for the defence of the post made before dark.

On arriving, I found that all had been done by the officer in command

which was possible, but the means at his disposal were very limited,

and so had been his time. He had, however, closed up the greater

portion of the entrance with bags of grain, and had raised the walls in

a temporary fashion by laying along them rows of grain bags and making

temporary loop holes. The necessary sentries and picquets were posted,

but the night passed quietly, all of us, however, sleeping in our

clothes. I had no luggage, clothes, or bedding, except the breeches,

and boots, and Norfolk jacket I stood in, but the officers made a

subscription of blankets for me; and one young fellow insisted on my

sleeping on his camp bed, which unwillingly I had to do, he was so

kindly urgent about it.

SUNDAY, APRIL 18th.--Before continuing my story it will be as well to

explain that between the Khojak Pass and Kandahar, the road is divided

into 6 stages, as follows:--

1st. Chaman, at foot of the Pass.

2nd. Gatai, 17 miles from Chaman.

3rd. Dubbrai, 10 miles from Gatai.

4th. Mel Kharez, 12 miles from Dubbrai.

5th. Abdool Rahmon, 12½ miles from Mel Kharez.

6th. Mandi Hissar, 14 miles from Abdool Rahmon.

7th. Kandahar, 11 miles from Mandi Hissar.

At each of these places there is a small enclosure, it cannot be called

a fort, in which the commissariat stores are placed. General Stewart

refused to garrison the smaller of these with our troops, but left

them in charge of native levies who the civil authorities assured him

were perfectly trustworthy. The value of this opinion has been very

conclusively shown by the events of the past week. Each enclosure or

fort is like the other, except in size, some being larger than others.

They are of the following shape:--

[Illustration]

General Phayre (leaving me, however, full powers to act as I thought

best) suggested to me that it would be better to wait at Gatai till the

guns and the European troops reached me, but on reflection I came to

the conclusion that to leave Dubbrai unoccupied, and the dead unburied

a moment longer than could be avoided, would have the worst effect,

and that it was quite worth risking something to obviate this, so, as

soon as it was light, I issued orders (I may mention for my soldier

and sailor brothers' information that I have throughout given each

person distinct and plain _written_ orders, so that everyone knew

exactly what to do, and once I issued an order I never changed it)

for reconnoitering parties of cavalry to proceed to Dubbrai and the

hills to our right front, while I pushed on a detachment of native

infantry, with a few cavalry, to re-occupy Dubbrai. I, of course,

left a sufficient force at Gatai to hold it, instructing the officer

in command to strengthen the defences and keep a good look out. I did

not, I confess, expect opposition, and was not therefore surprised

to find, when I followed the main body with a small cavalry escort,

that they had found Dubbrai empty, except of dead bodies, and seen

none of the enemy on the road. We found in and around the Fort 30 dead

bodies and 1 wounded man, who told us he was a Ghazi (fanatic), from

Khelat-i-Ghilzi, and that there were plenty more of them coming. The

men were most anxious to shoot the wretched creature, and I think the

officers generally thought it would have been right to do so, but of

course I forbid anything of the kind, and ordered him medical aid, and

such food and drink as we had at our disposal. I am bound to say he was

not a bit grateful, but regularly spit at us and defied us. He died the

next day, which was quite the best thing he could

[Sidenote: Account of the Dubbrai Attack.]

have done. Among the dead we found and recognized poor Major

Waudby's body, which I buried near the place he fell, reading the

funeral service myself as the best and greatest mark of respect I,

as commanding the force, could give to as gallant a soldier as ever

lived. Poor fellow, he had warning full 8 hours before the attack,

and could easily have evacuated the place, but knowing the country

and natives well, he knew what an evil effect it would have if it was

known a _Sahib_ had shown fear, and so he clearly elected to accept,

one may say, certain death, rather than discredit his name. He had

only 2 sepoys of his own regiment with him, all the rest being helpless

unarmed servants of his own and the commissariat establishment. He must

have fought splendidly, as the enemy themselves acknowledge that they

had 16 killed and 18 wounded, which was very good shooting. Nearly

everyone we saw of the enemy was shot right through the head, so poor

Waudby must have been as cool and collected as if he had been shooting

pheasants. His 2 sepoys died with him, and were found beside him. We

also found his dog sitting by his body refusing to be moved. The poor

dog had 2 terrible sword cuts on his back, but is recovering, and will

be sent home to Mrs. Waudby. While at Dubbrai I received a despatch

from Kandahar, saying that they had sent out troops from there to open

the road up to wherever they met us, and the officer in command sent

me word that no resistance had been offered and I could march on in

the ordinary way. I at once sent back to Chaman and countermanded the

move of the guns, and gave the necessary orders for the improving of

the defences of Dubbrai, and at the same time wrote to Kandahar to

General Primrose, recommending that I should remain a few days in the

neighbourhood with a force of cavalry, artillery and infantry, and that

I should march through all the disaffected districts, as I believed

this course necessary and desirable. I then rode back to Gatai, on my

way going to see about the removal into safety

[Sidenote: Await orders--return to Gatai.]

at that place of a large quantity of Government property which one

of my patrolling parties had discovered in the middle of some hills

about half way between the two places. These things proved to be a

large convoy of Government stores which an Afghan contractor had been

bringing upon camels to Kandahar, when he was attacked by the enemy,

and obliged to drop his load, and give them his camels to carry the

wounded and the loot from Dubbrai. We succeeded in rescuing them and

bringing them into the fort at Gatai, where I was obliged to leave them.

APRIL 19th.--The next morning I was reinforced by some of the 7th

Fusiliers, my own escort with my baggage coming in at the same time.

I had been 48 hours without anything but the clothes I stood in, and

I must say I really felt very little inconvenience from the want of

my luxuries. The ground does not make half a bad bed, especially if

one has been riding in a hot sun for 12 or 14 hours, and as to eating

and drinking there is no sauce like hunger and thirst, and under such

circumstances it is wonderful how extremely nice, things, that really

are very nasty, seem. I have discovered that a saddle is a first-class

pillow, and that with it and a couple of blankets and a fairly soft

piece of ground, a most excellent bed is quite possible. The truth was,

I was really done when evening came, and any place where one could

stretch oneself was delightful. On the afternoon of the 19th I rode

back to Dubbrai to try to telegraph to Kandahar, taking a telegraph

signaller with his instrument with me. The enemy had again (after all

my trouble of the previous day) cut the wire, and we had a lot more

work to do so very unwillingly, as it was getting dark, and I had only

2 native cavalry soldiers with me and no officer, I was obliged to

start back to Gatai without succeeding in sending my telegram. It was

rather a risky ride back in the dark (I did not get back into camp

till near 9 o'clock), but I kept a good look out, and always took care

to be going rather hard in any confined place where the enemy could

have concealed themselves. We saw not a soul, except on one occasion

in an open piece of ground, I thought I made out 4 or 5 fellows about

a quarter of a mile off, who, the very instant they saw I was coming

towards them with my 2 soldiers, bolted, and I thought, under the

circumstances, that I had no business to go skying after them, so

pursued my road quietly without an accident or incident of any kind.

[Sidenote: March to Mel Kharez.]

APRIL 20th.--This morning the wire was restored, and General Primrose

telegraphed to me that it was not thought necessary to keep troops,

as I suggested, at Gatai and thereabouts, and that he wanted me at

Kandahar. I then thought this wrong, and still think so, and the events

of the last few days have amply supported my views. However, I had

nothing to do but to obey, which I did, stating, however, my views

of the position very plainly in my report. The 7th Fusiliers (Head

Quarters) joined me this morning full of indignation because one of

their native servants, who had strayed away from the road, had been

attacked by Afghans and most seriously wounded. They had sent a couple

of cavalry soldiers out, who had evidently seized the first two Afghans

they had met and declared them to be the culprits. There was a great

demand for immediate _justice?_ and I fancy the lives of the 2 poor

wretches would not have been worth much had I not been in camp and

positively prohibited anything but an enquiry, leaving the punishment

of the men to the Civil authorities. I was the more determined on this

point, as the evidence against them seemed to me to be very weak.

I marched for Mel Kharez at 4 o'clock with my usual escort and party,

and stopping to dine at Dubbrai, arrived at the end of our journey (the

distance is 21 miles) about half-past 11. The last 2 hours we had a

bright moon and clear cold air, and the ride was very enjoyable.

[Sidenote: March to Abdool Rahmon.]

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