"Long time, vile I cry dare, Meme come, and ce say von vord in ze
keyhole. I not know vot ce say, but I say dot I will go mit my moder,
but ce not hear me. And ce say von oder time in ze keyhole, Little boy,
cause vy you cry? Zen I come dare, and I say in ze keyhole dot I shall
go mit my moder, dot ze voman have lock me up, and ce have take ze key
avay mit her. Zen Meme tell me dot I not cry, ce know vare ze key be,
and ce vill get it. Zen quick ce run avay, and ce come back mit ze key,
and ce put ze key in ze keyhole, and ce go vay high on her feets, and
ce push and ce push, but ze door not open. Zen ce take ze key out, and
Meme say von vord in ze keyhole, and I say von vord in ze keyhole. Zen
ce put ze key in ze keyhole von oder time, and ce go vay high on her
feets, and ce push and ce push, and ze door come open; and ven Meme see
me dare, ce say, Vy! little boy, you not see! No, I say, I not see. Zen
ce say dot ce vill come mit me vare my moder be, and ce take hold my
hand, and ven ce have come down von stair, and von step and von step,
ze voman ce be dare; and ce tell Meme dot ce go back, dot ce vill vip
her. Zen Meme ce come up ze stair, and ce pull von vay and I pull von
vay, and I say dot I go mit my moder, I vill, I vill! and I cry. Zen
Meme ce tell me dot I not cry, and ce say low, dot ven ze voman have go
avay, ce vill come back mit me. Zen I not cry, and I go up ze steps mit
Meme; and ven I not hear ze voman, and Meme not see her, ce come back
mit me; von step and von step ce pull me, all ze steps quick down ce
pull me, and ven ce come on ze floor, quick ce come to ze door vare my
moder be, and ce make it go open; and ven ce see my moder dare, ce cry.
But I not cry; I go to ze bed, vare ce be, and ven I feel her mit my
hands, I tell Meme dot ce be not my moder, ce have not ze curls; and
Meme say dot ze voman have cut zem; dot ce have cut ze curls fon her
moder, ven ce vas dead, and ce have sell zem, and ce get ze money.
"Zen ze man come mit ze box, and he push Meme, dot ce go avay; and Meme
ce pull me, but I say dot I not come, dot I stay mit my moder. Zen ze
man push me, and he sut ze door, and I scream, I scream! Zen Meme tell
me dot I not cry, dot ze voman vill hear, and ce vill come and ce vill
vip her. Zen I not cry too loud, and I come mit Meme up ze stair; and
ven ce come to ze room, ce go avay, and ce bring me von cake in von
hand, and von opple in von hand; and ce kiss me, and ce tell me dot ce
love me; and ce say dot her moder have die, and ze voman have got ze
gold fon her moder, and ze vatch, and ze locket, mit ze chain, vot have
her fader and her moder in it, and all ze tings. And Meme say dot her
moder come to ze America dot ce fine her fader, but ce have die ven ce
not fine him; and ven ce say dot, ce cry, and vile ce cry, ze voman
come dare; and ce pull Meme, and ce tell her go avay. And ce lock ze
door von oder time, and ce take ze key avay mit her; and ven I bees
alone, I cry, I cry.
"Zen long time ze voman come back, and ce lif me on her lap; and ven ce
make my curls come roun her fing-er, like my moder, I tink ce bees
good; but zen I hear ze shear cut, and quick I put my hand, and vile ce
cut ze curls, ce cut my fing-er dot it bleed, and von curl and von curl
ce have cut. Zen much I scream, loud I scream. I call my moder, I call
Meme. I say dot I not have my curls cut, my moder say I not. Zen ze
voman ce sake me too hard, and ce push me dot I fall, and ce go avay;
and ce lock ze door, and ce take ze key avay mit her. All ze time I
cry, and I hold my curls mit von hand and mit von hand; and ven I have
cry too much, I sleep on ze floor, and I not know it; and long time,
ven I vake, ze voman have come dare, and vile I sleep, ce have cut all
ze curls. Some I cry, zen some I not cry; I tink vot my moder have say,
dot Gott vill come, and he vill bring me im Himmel mit her and mit ze
baby, and all ze time I tink, Vill he come? Vile I tink, Meme ce come,
and ce take hold my hand, and ce tell me dot ce have see ze voman cut
ze curls, and ce say dot I come avay mit her; and ven I come in ze room
mit Meme, ze voman ce be dare, and ce say some vords. Meme know vot ce
say, I not know; but I stay dare mit Meme, and I sleep in ze leetle bed
mit Meme, and I say ze prayer vot Meme say.
"All ze time in ze day Meme go up to ze vindow, and votch dot her fader
come; and ven ze bell ring to ze door, ce tink dot he have come, and
quick ce run, but he have not come.
"Von time von man come dare, and vile he mend ze vindow, he talk mit
Meme, and ven ce tell him vot her name be, he say dot he know her
fader, dot he have see him, and dot he vill tell him vare ce be. Zen
Meme ce hop and ce jump and ce laugh, and ce be too glad. All ze days
ce go up to ze vindow, and ce look and ce look; and ze voman put on
Meme von oder frock. Ce give Meme ze locket, and ce give her much
tings, ven ce tink dot Meme's fader come. But much days he not come;
and von time ze voman vill take avay ze locket fon Meme, and ven Meme
say dot ce not give it, dot ce have got ze gold fon her moder, and ze
vatch, and all ze tings, ce strike Meme.
"Zen ven it bees dark, ze voman come avay mit Meme and mit me in von
oder big house, vare much ze girls and much ze boys be vot have no
fader and vot have no moder; and ven ze voman have talk mit ze lady
dare, ce go avay, but ce leave Meme dare, and ce leave me dare. Long
time Meme stay dare, and I stay dare. Meme go in ze school, and I go in
ze school, mit ze boys and mit ze girls. And Meme read mit zem ze
English, and ven ce learn ze vords, ce tell me ze vords, and ven I know
ze vords, I talk mit zem, and Meme talk mit zem.
"Ze lady dare be good, but all ze time, ven Meme go in ze bed, ce cry
dot her fader not come, and dot ce not fine him.
"Von time ven it bees cold, too cold, and ze vinds blow, Meme say dot
ce go, dot ce fine her fader, dot ce know vare he be; and ven ze lady
not know it, ce get her bonnet and ce get her shawl, and ce kiss me
much times; and ce say dot ven ce come back, ce vill bring her fader
mit her, and ce vill take me avay; and zen ven nobody see, ce go out.
Long time ce go, and ven it bees night, ce have not come back.
"Ze lady come and ce tell me, Vare is Meme? and I tell ze lady ce go
dot ce fine her fader. Zen ze lady tell ze man dot he go and he fine
Meme; and ven long time ze man not come back, ze lady ce go; but zey
not fine her.
"In ze morning von man come dare, and he bring Meme mit him in hees
arms; and von her hand be freezed, and von her feet be freezed, and
Meme cry; and ce tell ze lady dot vile ce fine her fader, ce have loss
ze vay, and ce bees cold, and ce go up ze step to von door, but zey not
let her come in; and ce go up ze step to von oder door, but zey not let
her come in. All ze time ce do dot: ce go up and ce go up, but zey not
let her come in, and some ze time zey sut ze door, ven zey not know vot
ce say. Zen ce bees too cold, and vile ce vait by von door, ce sleep on
ze stone; and ze man vot vatch in ze street, he fine her dare all vite
mit ze snow. He bring her avay to hees place, and he varm her, and ce
cry and ce cry; and in ze morning von man bring her home to ze lady;
and long time Meme bees in ze bed, and ce bees sick, and ce
cough,--much ce cough.
"Much times ze doctor come dare, and he give Meme ze medicine, but ce
not get vell; and von time, ven I go to ze bed vare ce be, ce tell me
dot ce die. Zen I cry, and Meme cry; and ce tell me dot ven her fader
come, I vill tell him dot ze voman have got ze gold fon her moder, and
ce have got ze locket, and ze vatch, and all ze tings. Zen Meme kiss
me, and ce tell me dot I vill tell her fader dot ce love me, and dot he
vill take me avay mit him; and vile Meme say dot, ce cry and ce cough.
Zen quick ce not cough, and too quick ze lady come dare; and ven ce
call Meme, Meme ce not hear,--ce have go im Himmel, ce have die, ce be
dead. Ze lady cry; and all ze girls and ze boys come in, and ven zey
see Meme dare, zey cry. Zen ze lady ce make nice tings, and ce put zem
on Meme, all vite like ze snow; and von man bring dare ze box vot zey
put Meme in, and it bees smooth like ze glass, and it open vare her
face be; and all ze girls and ze boys see Meme, ven ce bees in ze box
all vite. And von oder lady dare vot love Meme and vot teach her ze
English, put ze flowers in ze box mit Meme; and ce kiss her, and I kiss
her, and ze lady kiss her; and ze man make ze box tight, and he go avay
off mit Meme, and he put her in ze ground.
"Long time I stay dare, and Meme's fader not come; but von day von good
man come dare, and he lif me vay high in hees arms, and ven I feel him
mit my hands, he have von big hat, mit no hair on hees head, and mit no
but-tens on hees coat. Some English he speak, and some English he not
speak. All ze time he say zee and zou, zee and zou; and ven he say dot
he love me, and dot he vill take me avay mit him, I tink he bees
Gott,--dot he have come, and he vill take me im Himmel mit my moder,
and mit ze baby, and mit Meme, and I hold him tight aroun mit my arms;
and zen ze lady say dot I go, and ce tell me Good-by, too quick I take
my hand avay,--I tink dot ce keep me.
"Zen ze good man come mit me in hees carriage, and he make hees coat
come roun me; and ven he come to hees house, he go up ze steps mit me
in hees arms; and ven he have ring ze bell, ze lady come to ze door,
and ze good man tell her dot he have got me. Zen he stand my feets down
on ze floor, and he come mit ze tring, and he make it go roun me, and
he make it how long I bees; and he make hees fing-er go on my feets,
and he make ze tring go roun my head.
"Zen ze lady take me down ze stair, and ze voman dare put me in ze
vater, and ce vash me and ce vash and ce vash; zen ce vipe and ce vipe;
zen ce comb and ce comb, and ce make my curls come roun her fing-er.
Zen ze good man have come back, and he bring mit him von leetle coat,
and ze sirt and ze trouser vot I have, and ze stockings and ze shoes
and ze hat; and ze lady ce put zem on me, and ce put von leetle
hankchief in my pocket; and ce bring someting vot smell like ze rose,
and ce spill it on my head, and ce spill it on my hands and on my
hankchief, and ce vet my face mit it. Zen ze lady ce kiss me much
times, much times ce kiss; and ze good man kiss me, and he lif me in
hees arms, and he come avay mit me up ze stair to ze parlor, and ze
lady bring me ze cake.
"Georgy come fon ze school, and Mary come fon ze school, and Franky,
and ven zey talk, zey say zee and zou.
"I love ze good man, and I love ze lady; but I know dot ze good man
bees not Gott, dot he not take me im Himmel mit my moder, and mit ze
baby, and mit Meme. But he love me dare; and Georgy love me, he give me
ze pennies in my pocket; and Mary love me, ce kiss me much times; and
Franky say dot he vill give me hees horse vot go vay up and vay down,
but he not valk, he have not ze life. He bees von vood horse, mit ze
bridle and mit ze saddle on him, and Franky's fader have buy him to ze
store; and much times Franky ride on him, and I ride on him."