CHAPTER XXXIV

Mlle. Folly Delaires was not born within a stone's throw of the Paris

fortifications, as her manager would have liked you to believe, but in

an indefinite street in Cockneydom, so like its mates that, in the words

of Folly herself, she had to have the homing instinct of a pigeon to

find it at all. Folly's original name had been--but why give it away?

She was one of those women who are above and beyond a name--of a class,

or, rather, of a type that a relatively merciful world produces

sparingly. She was all body and no soul.

From the moment that Lewis kissed Folly, and then kissed her several

times more, discovering with each essay depths in the art which even his

free and easy life had never given him occasion to dream of, he became

infatuated--so infatuated that the following dialogue passed over him

and did not wake him.

"Why are you crying?" asked Lewis, whom tears had never before made

curious.

"I'm crying," gasped Folly, stamping her little foot, "because it's

taken so _long_!"

Lewis looked down at her brown head, buried against his shoulder, and

asked dreamily:

"Are you spirit and flower, libertine and saint?"

To which Folly replied: "Well, I was the flower-girl once in a great

hit, and I played 'The Nun' last season, you remember. As for spirits, I

had the refusal of one of the spirit parts in the first "Blue Bird"

show, but there were too many of them, so I turned it down. I'd have

felt as though I'd gone back to the chorus. Libertine," she mused

finally--"what _is_ a libertine?"

Lewis's father could have looked at Folly from across the street and

given her a very complete and charming definition for a libertine in one

word. But Lewis had not yet reached that wisdom which tells us that man

learns to know himself last of all. He did not realize that your

true-born libertine never knows it. Whatever Folly's life may have been,

and he thought he had no illusions on that score, he seized upon her

question as proving that she still held the potential bloom of youth and

a measure of innocence.

To do her justice, Folly was young, and also she had asked her question

in good faith. As to innocence--well, what has never consciously

existed, causes no lack. Folly's little world was exceedingly broad in

one way and as narrow in another, but, like few human worlds, it

contained a miracle. The miracle was that it absolutely satisfied her.

She dated happiness, content, and birth itself from the day she went

wrong.

She had the appearance of being frank, open, and lovable, just as she

had that appearance of culture which every woman of her type gets from

the cultivated class of men they prey upon. Pet her, and she murmured

softly in the king's best English: scratch her, and, like the rock that

Moses struck, she burst forth in a surprising torrent. Without making

others merry, she was eternally merry. Without ever feeling the agony of

thirst, she instilled thirst. A thousand broken-hearted women might have

looked on her as an avenging sword, if the sword hadn't been two-edged.

She had a motto, a creed, a philosophy, packed into four words: "Be

loved; never love."

If both parts of this creed had not been equally imperative, Lewis might

have escaped. His aloofness was what doomed him. Like all big-game

hunters, Folly loved the rare trophy, the thing that's hard to get. By

keeping his distance, Lewis pressed the spring that threw her into

action. Almost instinctively she concentrated on him all her forces of

attraction, and Folly's forces of attraction, once you pressed the

spring, were simply dynamic. Beneath that soft, breathing skin of hers

was such store of vitality, intensity, and singleness of purpose as only

the vividly monochromatic ever bring to bear on life.

Lewis, unconsciously in very deep waters indeed, reached London in a

state of ineffable happiness. Not so Folly. Lewis had awakened in her

desire. With her, desire was merely the prelude to a natural

consummation. Folly was worried because one of the first and last things

Lewis had said to her was, "Darling, when will you marry me?" To which

she had replied, but without avail, "Let's think about that afterward."

When Lewis reached the flat on a Saturday night, he did not have to tell

his father that something wonderful had happened. Leighton saw it in his

face--a face suddenly become more boyish than it had ever been before.

They rushed feverishly through dinner, for Lewis's mood was contagious.

Then they went into the living-room, and straight for the two big

leather chairs which, had they lacked that necessary measure of

discretion which Nelton had assigned to them, might have told of many a

battle of the mind with the things that are.

"Well, Boy," said Leighton, "what is it?"

"Dad," cried Lewis, with beaming face, "I've found the woman--the

all-embracing woman."

Leighton's mind wandered back to the tales of Lewis's little pal

Natalie.

"Tell me about her--again," he said genially.

"Again!" cried Lewis. "But you've never heard of her--not from me,

anyway."

"What's her name?" asked Leighton, half aroused.

"Her name," said Lewis, smiling absently into the fire, "is Folly--Folly

Delaires."

Leighton was a trained stalker of dangerous game. Surprise never

startled him into movement. It stilled him. Old Ivory had once said of

him that he could make his heart stop beating at the smell of elephant;

which is quite a different thing from having your heart stop beating on

its own hook. When Lewis said, "Folly--Folly Delaires," Leighton

suddenly became intensely still. He remained still for so long that

Lewis looked up.

"Well, Dad, what Is it?" he asked, still smiling. "Have you heard of

her?"

"Yes," said Leighton, quietly, "I've heard of her. I've even seen her.

She's a beautiful--she has a beautiful body. Tell me just how it

happened."

Then Lewis talked, and Leighton appeared to listen. He knew all the

stages of that _via dolorosa_ too well to have to pay close attention to

Lewis's description, of the first emotional step of man toward man's

surest tribulation.

There was no outburst from Leighton when Lewis finished. On the

contrary, he made an effort to hide his thoughts, and succeeded so well

that, had it not been for a touch of bitterness in his smile, Lewis

might have been led to think that with this active calm his father would

have received the announcement of his son's choice of any woman.

"Dad," said Lewis, troubled, "why do you smile like that?"

"I am smiling," said Leighton, "at the tragedy of philanthropy. Any man

can get; it takes a genius to give. There are things I've got that I'd

like to give you now--on the eve of your greatest trouble." Lewis threw

up his head in amazement. He would have protested but, with a

half-raised hand, Leighton stilled him. "No," he went on, "I don't

expect you to acquire prescience all in a moment, nor do I expect myself

to acquire the genius of giving to a sudden need in half an hour. Let's

let things stand this way. You love Folly Delaires; I don't. I don't

want to be converted, and you don't. But one of us has simply got to be,

because--well--because I like to think we've lived too long together in

spirit to take to two sides of a fence now."

Lewis felt a sudden depression fall on him, all the more terible for the

exaltation that had preceded it.

"Two sides of a fence, Dad?" he said. "That can never be. I--I've just

got to convert you. When you know her, she'll help me."

The two rose to their feet on a common impulse. Leighton laid his hand

on Lewis's shoulder.

"Boy," he said, "forgive me for making your very words my own. I have no

illusions as to the power of woman. She is at once the supreme source of

happiness and of poignant suffering. You think your woman will help you;

I think she'll help me. That neutralizes her a bit, doesn't it? It

reduces our battle to the terms of single combat--unless one of us is

right about Folly."

"But, Dad," stammered Lewis, "I don't _want_ a battle."

Leighton pressed his hand down. Unconsciously Lewis straightened under

the pressure.

"Listen to this," said Leighton. "The battles of life aren't served up

like the courses at a dinner that you can skip at will. In life we have

to fight. Mostly we have to fight people we love for things we love

better. Sometimes we fight them for the very love we bear them. You and

I are going to fight each other because we can't help it. Let's fight

like gentlemen--to the finish--and smile. My boy, you don't know Folly."

"It's you who don't know Folly, Dad," said Lewis, He tried to smile, but

his lips twitched treacherously. Not since Leighton had gambled with

him, and won all he possessed, had such a blow been dealt to his faith.

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