He gripped the handle involuntarily, then loosened it to say:--

"My dear, I'm too heavy. Wait till my man--"

"Nonsense! I'm as strong as a horse. Who waits is lost. To the right,

please, General. Straight down this path, and into the herbaceous

garden. _Quite_ slowly, and keep a sharp eye between the branches."

He quite chuckled with delight. Viewed from the vantage ground of a

bath-chair, a Treasure Hunt was delirious excitement, but he _was_

heavy! I remembered a sharp upward curve some way further on, and had a

vision of myself pushing, with arms extended to full length, and feet at

a considerable distance between the arms, as I have seen small

nursemaids push pram-loads of fat twins. How undignified it would be if

I slipped half-way, and the chair backed over my prone body! Then, of

course, the thing happened which I might have been sure and certain

_would_ happen under the circumstances. We came face to face with Mr

Maplestone, and the General called out:--

"Hi, Ralph! There you are. Just the man we want. Miss Wastneys and I

are hunting. Come and give a hand."

"Oh, if you have the Squire, you won't need me. I'll go off on my own,"

I cried quickly; but it was no use, the old man wanted both, and both he

would have. The Squire was to push behind; I was to take the handle and

pull in front; he himself must be free to hunt, since he was

handicapped by old eyes. He issued orders with the assurance of a

Commander-in-Chief, and we listened and obeyed.

I started by feeling annoyed and impatient, but honestly, after the

first few minutes, it was great fun. The Squire was an abominable

pusher; first he pushed too little and left all the work to me; and

then, being upbraided, he pushed too hard and tilted me into a run; then

we changed places, and he took the wrong turnings, wheeled past plain

grass beds where nothing could possibly be hidden; then we _both_ took

the back, and the General peered from side to side, and saw nothing, and

grew discouraged, and sighed, and said his luck had gone. No treasures

for him any more!

I will say for Ralph Maplestone that he is sweet to that old man! He

treats him just in the right way, as deferentially as though he were in

full health and strength, a martial figure riding gloriously to

conquest! We cheered him up between us (I did it rather nicely, too!)

and became quite friendly in the process. Two people can't join in

pushing a bath-chair and remain _de haut en bas_. The thing is

impossible. I was most nice to Ralph Maplestone, and he appeared to be

nice to me.

Suddenly, in the middle of a bush, I saw a glint of brighter green, the

tissue-paper wrapping of a treasure, and instantly my fingers gripped

the chair. Mr Maplestone would have pushed on, but I frowned and

grimaced, and he looked and saw too, and we both puffed and panted, and

demanded a rest, during which I stood elaborately at one side of the

bush, and he stood at the other, so that the old dear could hardly miss

seeing the paper.

Even then I had to give, it a surreptitious push before discovery came;

but he had no suspicions, not one, and was as pleased as a boy at the

thought that his old eyes had been sharper than our young ones. We all

took a turn at opening the parcel, and it turned out to be a vanity bag,

fitted with a mirror and other frivolities, so of course it was

presented to me, and I arranged my hair in the mirror, and powdered my

nose with the puff, just to shock them, which, by the way, it fully

succeeded in doing.

"Girls didn't do that in my day!" croaked the General.

"_All_ girls don't do it now!" grunted the Squire.

"My dear, you look far nicer without it." This was the General's second

venture. I turned to the Squire and asked solemnly, "_Do_ I?" and he

gave one quick look, and then stared past me--through me--blankly into

space.

"I am no judge," he said curtly.

Well, let me be honest! It _was_ flirtatious of me, I knew it was, and

hurried to rub off the powder, and get back to my briskest, most

business-like manner. As we had paid three entrance fees, we were

entitled to a treasure apiece, if we could find them, and I insisted

upon keeping up the search to the very last moment. It amused the

General; it amused me; I honestly believe that it amused Mr Maplestone,

as far as he was capable of being amused. He was quite human; once or

twice, as we rushed after a "scent," he was even _lively_. I began to

think he might really be quite nice.

We found one other parcel--a box of cigarettes--and then made our way

back to the lawn, where the General's valet was waiting, and took over

the chair. Delphine came up to me and slipped her hand through my arm.

"Evelyn, you have managed beautifully, but you must be dead tired and

longing for tea. I'm going to stand over you and make you rest. Stupid

of Jacky to send the Squire to help you! You'd have been happier with

anyone else, but he's so dense, so in the clouds, that he doesn't notice

these things. Evelyn, isn't it strange how he dislikes you?"

"Who? Your husband?"

"Nonsense. No. You know quite well--Mr Maplestone. At first, of

course, one can understand he was prejudiced; but _now_! And when you

have been so nice!"

"Thank you for that. I'm glad you appreciate me. Why are you so sure

the Squire does not?"

"Because," she said imperturbably, "he tells me so!"

Curiosity is a terrible thing. It's bad enough when it concerns itself

about other people, but when it comes to oneself, it's ten times worse.

I _ached_ to ask, "When?" and "Where?" and "How?" and exactly in what

words Mr Maplestone's dislike had been expressed, but pride closed my

lips, and I would not let myself go. Of course I had known before, but

I had imagined that after the chair episode--What stings is not the

dislike itself, but the putting it into words to such a confidante as

Delphine. No, let me be honest; the dislike itself _does_ sting. I

have my own petty feminine craving, and it is to be liked, to have

people appreciate and approve of me, if they do nothing more. Even

indifference is difficult to bear, but _dislike_--Well, thank goodness,

I have lived in a warm-hearted country among warm-hearted people who

have loved me for my name if for nothing else. Really and truly, I

believe this ugly, red-headed man is the first person who has ever dared

to speak openly of dislike for Evelyn Wastneys!

I pity and despise him. I wouldn't have his approval if I could.

Henceforth I shall never think of him, nor mention his name. To me he

is dead. All is over between us before anything ever began! It is

finished. This is the end. The fete ended at nine o'clock, and

Charmion and I, with the other stall-holders, went into the vicarage to

enjoy a supper of scraps. As a rule I adore scrap suppers after

everyone has gone, and the servants have gone to bed, and the guests

make sorties into the pantry, and bring out plates of patties and fruit,

and derelict meringues, and wobbling halves of jellies and creams. They

taste so _good_, eaten in picnic fashion before the fire, with a

shortage of forks and spoons, and a plate as a lucky chance. But

somehow last night things didn't go! I think perhaps there were too

many "scraps" which should by rights have been sold and paid for in good

hard cash. The Vicar was full of hospitable zeal, and evidently enjoyed

pressing the good things upon his guests, but there was something in

Delphine's pale glance which checked merriment. She had had her fun,

the interest of planning, the excitement of playing hostess to the

country-side, the satisfaction of knowing herself to be the

best-dressed, most admired woman present, and of queening it over women

who had hitherto patronised herself. Poor little butterfly! she had

enjoyed her hour, but now the sun had gone down, and she was counting

the cost. The treasurer added up the coins handed in from the various

stalls and announced the total. There was a little pause.

"Ah!" said the Vicar slowly. "More than last year, but not so much as

we hoped. How will it work out, dear, after paying expenses?"

"Oh, Jacky, I'm _tired_! Can't we have supper in peace, before worrying

about money!" she cried pettishly.

Not another word was said.

When we were driving home, Charmion gave me a shock.

"I rather like Mrs Maplestone," she said dreamily. "She is stiff and

conventional, and it has never even occurred to her that anyone can

disagree with her views, and still have a glimmering of right, but, at

least, she is sincere. If one could burrow deep enough beneath the

surface, she'd be worth knowing."

"I don't like people who have to be burrowed. Life is too short. And I

am perfectly certain that I should shock her into fits. Personally, I

don't intend to take the trouble of excavating!"

"That's unfortunate, for she wishes to know you. She has invited us to

dinner next Wednesday to meet some friends."

"Charmion! You didn't accept?"

"Certainly I did. Wasn't it your express desire to be sociable, and to

know your neighbours?"

"Oh, not them--not there! It's pleasant knowing a few people, but one

is at liberty to choose. I think you might have consulted me!"

In the soft dusk she laughed, and stretched out a caressing hand.

"Tired, dear, and--cross? I thought you'd be pleased. Why and

wherefore? Tell me the truth?"

"Oh, don't be so tiresome, Charmion. Of course I am tired. I've been

on my feet all day long. Cross! Why should I be cross? Only--I don't

choose to accept hospitality from that man. I tell you plainly I won't

go."

She bowed her head, deliberately, once and again.

"Oh, yes, Evelyn, you will! I gave you your choice, and having made it

you will play fair. I should have preferred to remain peacefully at

Coventry, but having taken the first step at your request, I don't

propose to allow you to force me into society _alone_."

What could I say? What was it _possible_ to say? There is no way out

of it. I shall just have to go!

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